Untold stories of love,
are what we call visions
of being caressed and held by
the ones who are there
when we don't call on them,
I am here for you to guide
through that maze to your love,
take me to that place full of smiles
full of grace,
why do I think of you
when I don't see your face,
the sun is still shining,
oh so beautiful are the memories
of when I first glanced upon your beauty
allowing my eyes to chase,
Remarkable is you as
Incredibly Beautiful
A man is He that understands his mistakes, and admits to a change needed in his life, resulting in everlasting acceptance. - AHKMEL PHAROD. This Blog will serve as an Emotional Journal, it will capture my life as an entity articulately, artistically, soulfully, rhythmically and last but not least Poetically. I welcome you to relate, relax and receive me as open as you possibly can.
The Rebirth of Fashion
When fashion takes a break it sits down and takes a picture.
Friday, September 30, 2005
Thursday, September 29, 2005
Claiming You
Freeze don’t move
Belong with me
And remain free cuz I’m
Not into changing you
Just detaining you
Until my Ahkmel exchanges you
For someone abstaining you
Amazing to my refraining to
Tell you about myself
Before gaining you
Training you, framing you
Without the border blaming you
Victim of circumstances in veining you
Just to react by statements about
Claiming You
Belong with me
And remain free cuz I’m
Not into changing you
Just detaining you
Until my Ahkmel exchanges you
For someone abstaining you
Amazing to my refraining to
Tell you about myself
Before gaining you
Training you, framing you
Without the border blaming you
Victim of circumstances in veining you
Just to react by statements about
Claiming You
Feelings for You to Drain
If you know me then you know rain
If you ever met me in person
Then you know pain
If you ever spent time with me
then you spent it in vain
My time is 7,345 days never the same
If you ever thought you got close
Then you where involved in a game
If you ever expressed anger to me
Then you were just another name
A nick that I didn’t keep a record of
A machine that I didn’t want to maintain
If you ever broke down in front of me
Then you didn’t want to get to know my brain
If you never shared knowledge and wisdom
With me then my heart you didn’t want to gain
If you ever were selfish to me
Then you will always be to blame
For my leaving without a trace
Due to me never leaving any
Feelings for You to Drain
If you ever met me in person
Then you know pain
If you ever spent time with me
then you spent it in vain
My time is 7,345 days never the same
If you ever thought you got close
Then you where involved in a game
If you ever expressed anger to me
Then you were just another name
A nick that I didn’t keep a record of
A machine that I didn’t want to maintain
If you ever broke down in front of me
Then you didn’t want to get to know my brain
If you never shared knowledge and wisdom
With me then my heart you didn’t want to gain
If you ever were selfish to me
Then you will always be to blame
For my leaving without a trace
Due to me never leaving any
Feelings for You to Drain
This Heart is AHKMEL (w)
I see I was thinking
and talking about
being happy
around you and your hour
you and thoughts of
how you would receive
my physical mental
arouse my sentences
to make me stand up straight
with each presentation
Have you ever met a heart
that you could see beat
in front of you - my smile?
Have you ever felt
a heart beat while with you
next to you though
not inside of you - my touch?
Have you ever witnessed
the throbbing of a man's dedication
when it comes to how he affects you - my voice?
This Heart is AHKMEL
and talking about
being happy
around you and your hour
you and thoughts of
how you would receive
my physical mental
arouse my sentences
to make me stand up straight
with each presentation
Have you ever met a heart
that you could see beat
in front of you - my smile?
Have you ever felt
a heart beat while with you
next to you though
not inside of you - my touch?
Have you ever witnessed
the throbbing of a man's dedication
when it comes to how he affects you - my voice?
This Heart is AHKMEL
Freestyling 4
Look here
one day
you will serve the LLORD
Trust me on that
I am already in your world
Can’t be ignored
Blessed with the lyrics
I use to penetrate
Sharp like a sword
Say I won’t
And you’ll be laying upside down
Without your spinal cord
A predator in high school
I use to be called
Always looking for a battle
Slaying herds of niggaz
Like cattle and that’s my word
Until I became trife
Put the two together
I now need more
So off to the stages
Fuck the list
Give me the mic
Because I’m bored
Emcees sounding like
dogs shitting on the floor
one day
you will serve the LLORD
Trust me on that
I am already in your world
Can’t be ignored
Blessed with the lyrics
I use to penetrate
Sharp like a sword
Say I won’t
And you’ll be laying upside down
Without your spinal cord
A predator in high school
I use to be called
Always looking for a battle
Slaying herds of niggaz
Like cattle and that’s my word
Until I became trife
Put the two together
I now need more
So off to the stages
Fuck the list
Give me the mic
Because I’m bored
Emcees sounding like
dogs shitting on the floor
Freestyling 3
My stock just went up
The same way my metal just bent up
Cock Diesel the way
This year I stepped up
The game now online
About to net up
Not following me
Like Heinz better ketchup
Before I start charging you cents up
like the convicted being sent up
I don’t even smoke
Running your hemp up
Is the way I set up
And that’s word
To the way I’m throwing my left up
Shinning and flossing
Everyday I 1 2 1 2 microphone check up
Waiting for you
to throw the disrespect up
so I can afterwards blow
the shoulders off from the neck up
The same way my metal just bent up
Cock Diesel the way
This year I stepped up
The game now online
About to net up
Not following me
Like Heinz better ketchup
Before I start charging you cents up
like the convicted being sent up
I don’t even smoke
Running your hemp up
Is the way I set up
And that’s word
To the way I’m throwing my left up
Shinning and flossing
Everyday I 1 2 1 2 microphone check up
Waiting for you
to throw the disrespect up
so I can afterwards blow
the shoulders off from the neck up
Freestyling 2
How can you be you
With a lie true to your form
You see me
I’m not different just a little ab-norm
I can look in the mirror
Stare and see nothing wrong
Run frantic to my own self
While my shadow remains calm
Can’t be moved like nuclear bombs
Or a weapon of mass destruction
Found in the middle of Brooklawn
What does it all mean
like reading left to right Koran
or a million Muslims
Marching on the Sadaam
Confused and abused
Ticking and short without the fuse
Better ring the alarm
Cuz You about to buy the farm
With a lie true to your form
You see me
I’m not different just a little ab-norm
I can look in the mirror
Stare and see nothing wrong
Run frantic to my own self
While my shadow remains calm
Can’t be moved like nuclear bombs
Or a weapon of mass destruction
Found in the middle of Brooklawn
What does it all mean
like reading left to right Koran
or a million Muslims
Marching on the Sadaam
Confused and abused
Ticking and short without the fuse
Better ring the alarm
Cuz You about to buy the farm
Freestyling 1
Phase one of this hot shit
Yeah I said hot shit
Get off my shit
If you can’t get on it
To the break of dawn with
I’m taking this to the
Whatchamacallit
Lyrical alcoholics
Who can’t get enough of this
And the way I spit
Dat file on loop or repeat continuous
No need to rewind this
Cuz you know me
Negative and positive
Just like a magnet
Juvenile w/o the dragnet
Check it
Flipping was born in me
So its not only automatic
Its a habit the way I fix my
Hand to the cordless
Microphone when I’m
about to grab it
Yeah I said hot shit
Get off my shit
If you can’t get on it
To the break of dawn with
I’m taking this to the
Whatchamacallit
Lyrical alcoholics
Who can’t get enough of this
And the way I spit
Dat file on loop or repeat continuous
No need to rewind this
Cuz you know me
Negative and positive
Just like a magnet
Juvenile w/o the dragnet
Check it
Flipping was born in me
So its not only automatic
Its a habit the way I fix my
Hand to the cordless
Microphone when I’m
about to grab it
My Smile
Please accept my smile
as a token of appreciation
And know that where ever I am
I think of wanting to show it to you
Always and forever.
Now my smile comes in
many different sizes and styles
There is the smile smile
The one shown on my face
before you smile
Then there is the smile
displaying my desires
While you are setting my world on fire
My smile is my walk
and the way I talk
When I am in need of your attention
Before it is that
that I have to mention
The morning I awake
and kiss the sky
With you in it
is a mirror image of my smile
The way my clothes fit
and my body smells
Is a token of
My Smile
as a token of appreciation
And know that where ever I am
I think of wanting to show it to you
Always and forever.
Now my smile comes in
many different sizes and styles
There is the smile smile
The one shown on my face
before you smile
Then there is the smile
displaying my desires
While you are setting my world on fire
My smile is my walk
and the way I talk
When I am in need of your attention
Before it is that
that I have to mention
The morning I awake
and kiss the sky
With you in it
is a mirror image of my smile
The way my clothes fit
and my body smells
Is a token of
My Smile
Expressions
Heidi
Voluptuously naked
Magnificent and majestic
Bounteous vision of sexual grace
Mountains of erotica, arousal, rapture
Heidi, beautiful Heidi, my bountiful fixation
Dark auburn hair, dreamy creamy flesh
Mountains and deep valleys of desire
Thrusting inward in pleasure
Exploring your terrain
Delightful, desirable
Heidi
Voluptuously naked
Magnificent and majestic
Bounteous vision of sexual grace
Mountains of erotica, arousal, rapture
Heidi, beautiful Heidi, my bountiful fixation
Dark auburn hair, dreamy creamy flesh
Mountains and deep valleys of desire
Thrusting inward in pleasure
Exploring your terrain
Delightful, desirable
Heidi
Erotic Water Dreams
Swimming through the warm
luxuriant tropical waters,
Diving down among the rainbow of corals
Surrounded by the wild colors
and swarms of small fish,
You are imbued with sexual energy
New life,
That moves in slow forceful waves
through your whole body,
Finally, resting firmly
across your arched back,
Consuming you
Surfacing briefly, you grasp for air,
sublimely enriched
Taking in the powerful rays of energy
from the golden sun,
Then down again diving deeply, steeply,
Enthralled,
Trying to release yourself from
the rapture of this moment,
But the intensity of your feelings
grow even more strongly
Among the cathedral of corals
and the reef life,
There is no escape
your ecstasy is forever, seemingly
So you indulge crave for more,
and it comes,
There is no end to this immersion
your erotic fantasies,
Continuing, intensifying, diversifying,
you submit yourself
To this fantasy world
of aesthetic hedonism, alive
And in love with your senses,
Stimulated,
Here in the land of sea snakes
and corals,
You can dream of endless ecstasy
within my
Erotic Water Dreams
luxuriant tropical waters,
Diving down among the rainbow of corals
Surrounded by the wild colors
and swarms of small fish,
You are imbued with sexual energy
New life,
That moves in slow forceful waves
through your whole body,
Finally, resting firmly
across your arched back,
Consuming you
Surfacing briefly, you grasp for air,
sublimely enriched
Taking in the powerful rays of energy
from the golden sun,
Then down again diving deeply, steeply,
Enthralled,
Trying to release yourself from
the rapture of this moment,
But the intensity of your feelings
grow even more strongly
Among the cathedral of corals
and the reef life,
There is no escape
your ecstasy is forever, seemingly
So you indulge crave for more,
and it comes,
There is no end to this immersion
your erotic fantasies,
Continuing, intensifying, diversifying,
you submit yourself
To this fantasy world
of aesthetic hedonism, alive
And in love with your senses,
Stimulated,
Here in the land of sea snakes
and corals,
You can dream of endless ecstasy
within my
Erotic Water Dreams
My Arousal
My whole body aches with sensual longing
My thoughts are electrified
with passionate intent
Seeing you lying their so inviting,
seductively poised
I cannot be but driven
to embrace you in a thousand kisses
To caress you until
your entire body vibrates with passion
All this in my mind and more
How I long to lie with you this night,
to see the dawn
And shower your entire being with golden mist
Your succulent moist lips on mine
Your breasts pressed against my chest
I dream of this and wish for no more
Than to be making love to you
Through this enchanting night of silver stars
I dream of all this and more
To take you again and again
Limbs wrapped around each other in heavenly embrace
I dream and dream of this meeting
You are my ecstasy, my chosen,
My Arousal
My thoughts are electrified
with passionate intent
Seeing you lying their so inviting,
seductively poised
I cannot be but driven
to embrace you in a thousand kisses
To caress you until
your entire body vibrates with passion
All this in my mind and more
How I long to lie with you this night,
to see the dawn
And shower your entire being with golden mist
Your succulent moist lips on mine
Your breasts pressed against my chest
I dream of this and wish for no more
Than to be making love to you
Through this enchanting night of silver stars
I dream of all this and more
To take you again and again
Limbs wrapped around each other in heavenly embrace
I dream and dream of this meeting
You are my ecstasy, my chosen,
My Arousal
Alone (w)
Soft light on the linen covers,
burnt pink evening glow
Ocean waves in my head, surging, ebbing
Aching body in need, longing
for your passionate embrace
Beautiful evening alone, deserted
In this room, so inviting, waiting
Thoughts, intense, of other times
Of perfume, allure, and surrendering
Passion ignited in my tormented mind
Needing intimacy, your touch,
Your being longing, longing,
thirsting for you
Here in the pink glow, on linen covers
I want you so to touch,
to enthrall, to impassion
All alone, my mind goes crazy
with that desire
Apart, separated, alone, in pain
Sensuality surrendering
To the night and sleeping,
Alone
burnt pink evening glow
Ocean waves in my head, surging, ebbing
Aching body in need, longing
for your passionate embrace
Beautiful evening alone, deserted
In this room, so inviting, waiting
Thoughts, intense, of other times
Of perfume, allure, and surrendering
Passion ignited in my tormented mind
Needing intimacy, your touch,
Your being longing, longing,
thirsting for you
Here in the pink glow, on linen covers
I want you so to touch,
to enthrall, to impassion
All alone, my mind goes crazy
with that desire
Apart, separated, alone, in pain
Sensuality surrendering
To the night and sleeping,
Alone
Red Hot Passion
On a golden beach
Emerald green waves crashing on
Gray black granite rocks
Heat, light, boundless energy
Striking at my senses
Wild delights of daylight intimacy,
wanting, dreaming, desiring
You in a black, bikini top and shorts
Smooth tanned body, oiled
Simmering in the tropical sun
Sounds of vendors selling necklaces
Silver, shells and colored glass trinkets
Seagulls and surf, sounds of summer heat
And you in black, tanned skin, sensuous
Red hot passion in my heart
Wanting you in my mind, my body
Pulling you towards the Summer cottage
Thatched roof of palm leaves and bamboo
Black top and tanned curves, writhing
Red hot passion in a sultry afternoon
Tropical sun simmering
Our love in heat, surrendering
Skin on skin, and naked now
Exploding within our
Red Hot Passion
Emerald green waves crashing on
Gray black granite rocks
Heat, light, boundless energy
Striking at my senses
Wild delights of daylight intimacy,
wanting, dreaming, desiring
You in a black, bikini top and shorts
Smooth tanned body, oiled
Simmering in the tropical sun
Sounds of vendors selling necklaces
Silver, shells and colored glass trinkets
Seagulls and surf, sounds of summer heat
And you in black, tanned skin, sensuous
Red hot passion in my heart
Wanting you in my mind, my body
Pulling you towards the Summer cottage
Thatched roof of palm leaves and bamboo
Black top and tanned curves, writhing
Red hot passion in a sultry afternoon
Tropical sun simmering
Our love in heat, surrendering
Skin on skin, and naked now
Exploding within our
Red Hot Passion
Night Angel Black Lace, Divine
Night Angel, come dream with me
Under the starlit sky
Amid a million extraterrestrial clouds
of erotic fragrances
Perfumes of the universe
Pervading our space under the stars
My angel in black lace and
skin so softly firm, ivory white
Alluring, demure, enticing me
Into the hot passion of night
Where all is possible and given
There will I lie with my black lace angel
A kiss for each star in the Milky Way
Making love in the dark, black lace
A fantasy came true, in my dreams
Alone with my
Night Angel Black Lace, Divine
Under the starlit sky
Amid a million extraterrestrial clouds
of erotic fragrances
Perfumes of the universe
Pervading our space under the stars
My angel in black lace and
skin so softly firm, ivory white
Alluring, demure, enticing me
Into the hot passion of night
Where all is possible and given
There will I lie with my black lace angel
A kiss for each star in the Milky Way
Making love in the dark, black lace
A fantasy came true, in my dreams
Alone with my
Night Angel Black Lace, Divine
Hips Up On
For those that
never partied with me
Memory negative the way
I don't wait on line
Due to the honeys calling me
Straight stalling me
I'm just trying to get
My Hennessey double stitch on
Grab me a few pockets
To itch up on
Intoxicate my ghost
To enlist those that want
To get switched up on
The cute toes tipped up on
Slick talk above
Pulling slips up on
My waist as time waits
No one but AHKMEL
Just believe that I keep’s
Always on me
Hips up on
never partied with me
Memory negative the way
I don't wait on line
Due to the honeys calling me
Straight stalling me
I'm just trying to get
My Hennessey double stitch on
Grab me a few pockets
To itch up on
Intoxicate my ghost
To enlist those that want
To get switched up on
The cute toes tipped up on
Slick talk above
Pulling slips up on
My waist as time waits
No one but AHKMEL
Just believe that I keep’s
Always on me
Hips up on
I See Through
Begin from your start
as I stand and listen
You see I remember
the anxiety up until the ending
I knew I slept with you
to fast - alone but not lonely
now I gasp then I laugh
this is not first time
I've met a recycled piece of glass
like you your type
I See Through
as I stand and listen
You see I remember
the anxiety up until the ending
I knew I slept with you
to fast - alone but not lonely
now I gasp then I laugh
this is not first time
I've met a recycled piece of glass
like you your type
I See Through
Romantic Ideas
• Make a little loving gesture every day for one full year.
• Cuddle on the sofa and watch a movie.
• Take a bubble bath together.
• Walk on the beach in the moonlight.
• Put a note in a romance novel saying, "The story is great but our own love story is the best".
• Put a single red rose on the seat of your lover's car before they go to work.
• Send your lover a virtual postcard at least once a week.
• Get every book ever written by your loved one's favorite author.
• Get every movie starring your lovers favorite actor.
• Keep twenty pounds of your lovers favorite candy on hand.
• Take her to see the movie Titanic fifteen times.
• Make love to him/her every night until he/she asks you to stop.
• Give him/her twelve dozen roses on all their special days.
• Compose a list: "101 Reasons Why You're the Greatest" Write each reason on a separate square of paper. Wrap them in a fancy gift box.
• Sprinkle perfume on to light bulb. When light is turned on the scent of the perfume will fill the room.
• Relax with a glass of white wine.
• Listen to a romantic audio tape, fix a cup of hot flavored tea, and light two candles.
• Keep a journal of your romantic fantasies. Share it with your soul mate.
• Buy a bunch of fish at a pet store. It doesn't matter what kind. Leave it for your lover with a note saying " Out of all the fish in the sea, you are the one for me".
• Take a picture of yourself in the most sexy outfit possible. Hide in a secret spot in your house and leave him or her clues on how to get there. Watch the sparks fly!
• Put a blindfold on your lover and drive them to a place where you have a blanket, candles, strawberries, sparkling drinks, and a rose. Park the car and take off the blindfold while you read a poem you have written for them.
• While your lover is in the shower, or bath, put their bath towel in a hot dryer for a few minutes. Greet them when they get out of the shower with the toasty towel.
• Pull the bag out of your lovers breakfast cereal box and slit a small hole in it. Insert a love note. Tape up the bag and return it to the box. What a way to start the day!
• Write a list of 50 or more things you like or love about your sweetheart.
• Unplug the TV set. Put a note on the screen saying, "Turn Me on Instead".
• Play "hide-and-seek" in the rain. It's fun and VERY sensual!
• Build your lover a web page telling them why you love them so much. Mention special moments and add some images and cool links to topics that interest them. Surf the web with them one day and just "stumble upon it". Or have someone send them an anonymous email with the link inviting them to the page.
• Buy this book: 101 Nights of Grrreat Romance : How to...
• Fill bathtub with warm water sprinkled with rose petals.
• Fix a hot cup of Raspberry Chocolate, cuddle in a warm afghan and watch An Affair to Remember.
• Place a perfumed handkerchief in the dryer with your sheets before drying.
• Send your love a letter with confetti hearts inside of the letter so they pour out everywhere when your sweetheart opens it.
• Invite your sweetie to an intimate dinner at your place. Make a pizza and with the pepperoni you can write something sweet, like "you are the one for me".
• Surprise your lover with a kiss before they can finish a sentence.
• Write your own love poems then record them on a tape and give them to your sweetheart.
• Give your love an antique compass and say "You will never lose me". Your love will swear the needle always points to their heart!
• While your love takes a shower, write the words "I love you" in the condensation of the bathroom mirror.
• Leave a trail of "Hershey's chocolate kisses" from the front door to the bedroom, right up to the bed. On the bed leave a note that reads 'I kiss the ground you walk on.' Make sure you're not home when s/he gets in!
• Write a love note or poem on a piece of paper and then cut it up into puzzle-like pieces. Send one a day to your special someone.
• Play the game of monopoly with a few new rules. Change boardwalk into backrub, and Tennessee into take your shirt off. Every time you pass go, you get a kiss. etc.
• Look straight into the eyes of your love and PAY ATTENTION to what they tell you! Tell your mate something about you that no one else knows.
• Look into the eyes of your special someone often. "The eyes are the window to the soul". Weave love, sex, intimacy, passion and romance into the fabric of your daily lives.
• Carve "His" and "Hers" jack-o-lanterns at Halloween.
• Buy a set of matching silk pajamas, and take turns modeling them for each other.
• Camp-out in a tent with your lover and picnic in a tree house
• Men: Talk more. Women: Touch more.
• Spend one solid hour exploring various kissing techniques.
• Turn your "bedroom" into a "boudoir". Use soft colors and fabrics, fresh cut flowers on your nightstand, mirrors everywhere, etc. Hang your lovers Favorite art on your walls.
• Cuddle on the sofa and watch a movie.
• Take a bubble bath together.
• Walk on the beach in the moonlight.
• Put a note in a romance novel saying, "The story is great but our own love story is the best".
• Put a single red rose on the seat of your lover's car before they go to work.
• Send your lover a virtual postcard at least once a week.
• Get every book ever written by your loved one's favorite author.
• Get every movie starring your lovers favorite actor.
• Keep twenty pounds of your lovers favorite candy on hand.
• Take her to see the movie Titanic fifteen times.
• Make love to him/her every night until he/she asks you to stop.
• Give him/her twelve dozen roses on all their special days.
• Compose a list: "101 Reasons Why You're the Greatest" Write each reason on a separate square of paper. Wrap them in a fancy gift box.
• Sprinkle perfume on to light bulb. When light is turned on the scent of the perfume will fill the room.
• Relax with a glass of white wine.
• Listen to a romantic audio tape, fix a cup of hot flavored tea, and light two candles.
• Keep a journal of your romantic fantasies. Share it with your soul mate.
• Buy a bunch of fish at a pet store. It doesn't matter what kind. Leave it for your lover with a note saying " Out of all the fish in the sea, you are the one for me".
• Take a picture of yourself in the most sexy outfit possible. Hide in a secret spot in your house and leave him or her clues on how to get there. Watch the sparks fly!
• Put a blindfold on your lover and drive them to a place where you have a blanket, candles, strawberries, sparkling drinks, and a rose. Park the car and take off the blindfold while you read a poem you have written for them.
• While your lover is in the shower, or bath, put their bath towel in a hot dryer for a few minutes. Greet them when they get out of the shower with the toasty towel.
• Pull the bag out of your lovers breakfast cereal box and slit a small hole in it. Insert a love note. Tape up the bag and return it to the box. What a way to start the day!
• Write a list of 50 or more things you like or love about your sweetheart.
• Unplug the TV set. Put a note on the screen saying, "Turn Me on Instead".
• Play "hide-and-seek" in the rain. It's fun and VERY sensual!
• Build your lover a web page telling them why you love them so much. Mention special moments and add some images and cool links to topics that interest them. Surf the web with them one day and just "stumble upon it". Or have someone send them an anonymous email with the link inviting them to the page.
• Buy this book: 101 Nights of Grrreat Romance : How to...
• Fill bathtub with warm water sprinkled with rose petals.
• Fix a hot cup of Raspberry Chocolate, cuddle in a warm afghan and watch An Affair to Remember.
• Place a perfumed handkerchief in the dryer with your sheets before drying.
• Send your love a letter with confetti hearts inside of the letter so they pour out everywhere when your sweetheart opens it.
• Invite your sweetie to an intimate dinner at your place. Make a pizza and with the pepperoni you can write something sweet, like "you are the one for me".
• Surprise your lover with a kiss before they can finish a sentence.
• Write your own love poems then record them on a tape and give them to your sweetheart.
• Give your love an antique compass and say "You will never lose me". Your love will swear the needle always points to their heart!
• While your love takes a shower, write the words "I love you" in the condensation of the bathroom mirror.
• Leave a trail of "Hershey's chocolate kisses" from the front door to the bedroom, right up to the bed. On the bed leave a note that reads 'I kiss the ground you walk on.' Make sure you're not home when s/he gets in!
• Write a love note or poem on a piece of paper and then cut it up into puzzle-like pieces. Send one a day to your special someone.
• Play the game of monopoly with a few new rules. Change boardwalk into backrub, and Tennessee into take your shirt off. Every time you pass go, you get a kiss. etc.
• Look straight into the eyes of your love and PAY ATTENTION to what they tell you! Tell your mate something about you that no one else knows.
• Look into the eyes of your special someone often. "The eyes are the window to the soul". Weave love, sex, intimacy, passion and romance into the fabric of your daily lives.
• Carve "His" and "Hers" jack-o-lanterns at Halloween.
• Buy a set of matching silk pajamas, and take turns modeling them for each other.
• Camp-out in a tent with your lover and picnic in a tree house
• Men: Talk more. Women: Touch more.
• Spend one solid hour exploring various kissing techniques.
• Turn your "bedroom" into a "boudoir". Use soft colors and fabrics, fresh cut flowers on your nightstand, mirrors everywhere, etc. Hang your lovers Favorite art on your walls.
Sweet Purity (w)
Is the reason for your eyes
To shine so bright
a sign expressing
What’s on your mind every time
You look into mine
What are you doing just sitting here
With genuine thoughts of us
Committing sensual crimes for
I surrender and submit to know one
Who I can admit,
Brings out my talent
To be very expressive
So I thank you and grant you now
Three wishes hoping your first wish
Will be for more of you to explore
From you eyes to your smooth lips
With kisses galore, I can’t ignore
Your essence that is so pure
With the innocence of pleasure
to want more of me
because of your
Sweet Purity
To shine so bright
a sign expressing
What’s on your mind every time
You look into mine
What are you doing just sitting here
With genuine thoughts of us
Committing sensual crimes for
I surrender and submit to know one
Who I can admit,
Brings out my talent
To be very expressive
So I thank you and grant you now
Three wishes hoping your first wish
Will be for more of you to explore
From you eyes to your smooth lips
With kisses galore, I can’t ignore
Your essence that is so pure
With the innocence of pleasure
to want more of me
because of your
Sweet Purity
Nothing But Fun (w)
Taking you to a beautiful place
high speeds 60 to 90
arms in the air
as the wind tries to find me
as the cheers of joy
increase behind me
the lines of pleasure are getting longer
as our fulfillment
of being with one another grow stronger
tag - your it
where the last one to
the concession stand
has to give the other a kiss
losing on purpose
so I can apply my purpose
reward is the time we are having
with enjoyment and focus
looking and thinking about the timing
the perfect time
to reach for your hand
hoping that yours
will extend and secure my man
smiles are now
the envy of the sun
as we are now
both set on having together
Nothing But Fun
high speeds 60 to 90
arms in the air
as the wind tries to find me
as the cheers of joy
increase behind me
the lines of pleasure are getting longer
as our fulfillment
of being with one another grow stronger
tag - your it
where the last one to
the concession stand
has to give the other a kiss
losing on purpose
so I can apply my purpose
reward is the time we are having
with enjoyment and focus
looking and thinking about the timing
the perfect time
to reach for your hand
hoping that yours
will extend and secure my man
smiles are now
the envy of the sun
as we are now
both set on having together
Nothing But Fun
On My Team (w)
The first encounter the splinter
Stuck within the emotions of my outer layer
The pain the understanding of it
Equal as in the state
that I will never run from as long as
I have you by my side to ease
the suffering, the unknown way you touch
My heart, as it is now filled with your love
Shocked by the unconditional rush
of adrenaline my mind motivated
now to convince the appetite of the woman
I find to have welcomed me into your world
To fall into your arms, your flesh
Patient the prayer
Consistent the stare as I will now continue
To dream the most impeccable dream
of forever keeping you
On My Team
Stuck within the emotions of my outer layer
The pain the understanding of it
Equal as in the state
that I will never run from as long as
I have you by my side to ease
the suffering, the unknown way you touch
My heart, as it is now filled with your love
Shocked by the unconditional rush
of adrenaline my mind motivated
now to convince the appetite of the woman
I find to have welcomed me into your world
To fall into your arms, your flesh
Patient the prayer
Consistent the stare as I will now continue
To dream the most impeccable dream
of forever keeping you
On My Team
How I Hunger (w)
Warm breeze blows into the bedroom window
the moon is pouring over us in a silver wave,
aching I watch it's flowing gentle movement
rippling slowly over your pale smooth skin.
The beauty of your glowing body beckons me
to touch, to taste, to love it's graceful expanse,
from your forehead to toes, fingers to nose
How I hunger to know you so completely,
To gladly find all the wondrous places
that bring you such sweet pleasure,
forging bonds that tie your heart to mine
two hearts beating wildly together as one
like thunder is immediately
How I Hunger
the moon is pouring over us in a silver wave,
aching I watch it's flowing gentle movement
rippling slowly over your pale smooth skin.
The beauty of your glowing body beckons me
to touch, to taste, to love it's graceful expanse,
from your forehead to toes, fingers to nose
How I hunger to know you so completely,
To gladly find all the wondrous places
that bring you such sweet pleasure,
forging bonds that tie your heart to mine
two hearts beating wildly together as one
like thunder is immediately
How I Hunger
Showing My Face (w)
To be completely honest
What I really see
Is my mind and breath
All over the thoughts
Of your flesh
Beneath the denim
As a warm blooded male
I see the hunger
Of your sacred inhale
A beautiful place
that one day
I would take pleasure in
Showing My Face
What I really see
Is my mind and breath
All over the thoughts
Of your flesh
Beneath the denim
As a warm blooded male
I see the hunger
Of your sacred inhale
A beautiful place
that one day
I would take pleasure in
Showing My Face
Loving One Another Year after Year
While my love 4 U grows stronger
the deeper the longing becomes,
as my heart 4 U grows founder.
Is this a dream
Something lived once before
DeJaVu, so clear, so serene?
May you, can you, will you
be all that I need
so that I can really feel you?
Standards, Morality and Tradition
I believe are the fundamentals
to our unified positions.
Whether you are here
or I am there
lets make the most out of
Loving One Another Year after Year
the deeper the longing becomes,
as my heart 4 U grows founder.
Is this a dream
Something lived once before
DeJaVu, so clear, so serene?
May you, can you, will you
be all that I need
so that I can really feel you?
Standards, Morality and Tradition
I believe are the fundamentals
to our unified positions.
Whether you are here
or I am there
lets make the most out of
Loving One Another Year after Year
Another Piece of Paper
Locked within the confines
Of an evil state of mind
No smile projection so many
Thoughts European unkind
I was taught to love thy neighbor
While minding my behavior
Always giving thanks to my savior
Just the fundamentals alone
Keeps my flavors in life
Good enough to savor
Like cherishing memories before favors
Because what I do is what I know
no different from the last time
it was my heart I gave the world
less the Indian giving feel me
I run full speed no looking back
Please feel me before I become
just another name on
Another Piece of Paper
Of an evil state of mind
No smile projection so many
Thoughts European unkind
I was taught to love thy neighbor
While minding my behavior
Always giving thanks to my savior
Just the fundamentals alone
Keeps my flavors in life
Good enough to savor
Like cherishing memories before favors
Because what I do is what I know
no different from the last time
it was my heart I gave the world
less the Indian giving feel me
I run full speed no looking back
Please feel me before I become
just another name on
Another Piece of Paper
Monday, September 26, 2005
To My Latch (w)
The apple of my eye
your smile
I can hold you
closer and closer
than your shadow
on a cold day,
my love your catch
your love my match
that I will never detach
as long as your heart
is securely fastened
To My Latch
your smile
I can hold you
closer and closer
than your shadow
on a cold day,
my love your catch
your love my match
that I will never detach
as long as your heart
is securely fastened
To My Latch
Monday, September 19, 2005
Loves Wilderness
Your beauty is so remarkable…
Your eyes are so incredible…
I desire to only long for you and only you
Because of the insides of your soul
That forever holds true..
You touch is so wonderful
As your kiss is so lovable
I am happy to have been found
Once again by the lover in you…
Then I breathe to believe
That with one more trip to your sheets
Your side again I will not leave
As long as it your love that I receive
Just wrote while looking at you…
You are so beautiful baby…
I love you…but not the pictures
of the other man you keep..
Not the memoirs of that other man your keep
How am able to sleep
Knowing that you have the things you have
to not even find it in your self esteem to share with me
Which only leaves me to express my thoughts
Which once again you have caught
off guard again while in your home abroad
as you call it ours, I reference what I saw
Only because it leaves a bad feeling in my heart
similar to one I’ve felt before….
She told me she was different
but she still kept him around
She told me that she was over him
As every time he called
She secretly held him bound
I stood and believed
I could possibly achieve
Replacing the memories
only to find myself cold, lonely,
and unseen like winter leaves
I asked to only to receive stillness
As my mind grew older
And left to wander alone inside of
Loves Wilderness
Your eyes are so incredible…
I desire to only long for you and only you
Because of the insides of your soul
That forever holds true..
You touch is so wonderful
As your kiss is so lovable
I am happy to have been found
Once again by the lover in you…
Then I breathe to believe
That with one more trip to your sheets
Your side again I will not leave
As long as it your love that I receive
Just wrote while looking at you…
You are so beautiful baby…
I love you…but not the pictures
of the other man you keep..
Not the memoirs of that other man your keep
How am able to sleep
Knowing that you have the things you have
to not even find it in your self esteem to share with me
Which only leaves me to express my thoughts
Which once again you have caught
off guard again while in your home abroad
as you call it ours, I reference what I saw
Only because it leaves a bad feeling in my heart
similar to one I’ve felt before….
She told me she was different
but she still kept him around
She told me that she was over him
As every time he called
She secretly held him bound
I stood and believed
I could possibly achieve
Replacing the memories
only to find myself cold, lonely,
and unseen like winter leaves
I asked to only to receive stillness
As my mind grew older
And left to wander alone inside of
Loves Wilderness
Through my Shades
Sitting in the window
Of a coffee shop
Sipping on white chocolate
Blowing on the clockwise position
Of the way I stirred
Just right now not too hot
Twelve hundred dollars in my pocket
Is all I have but not all I got
Reading the wall street journal
Away downtown only two blocks
Just checking out options
Of my stocks
Five points higher than yesterday
Smith n Wesson released new clocks
which I can't wait to cop
From the Marcy Avenue Barbershop
With one last sip
My left hand pencil jots
Down my number for the female
With the light brown locks
She's been eyeing me
Like a flame to a cooking pot
Sitting there looking
At this Bad Boy from New Lots
Brooklyn if you connect the dots
Chair from my Dockers disappears
As I rise quicker than Jesus
With no fear and with my right foot
I step less the bop
Well maybe just a little one
Just so she can see the real me
Less the tie the fly the lie
Original Unique one out of the many
Who knows how to count pennies
That has added up to 60 twenties
Heavy the heart my breath gently
I say excuse me
May I introduce myself to your soul?
Secured by that Kente
Where she replied sure I my name is
I mildly interrupted and said
Let me guess Brandi
Spelled with an I right
And she said right
I replied with I dreamt of meeting you
Right here just like this
Wow, I remarked with a smile followed
By another Wow
And she glowed like
Life eternal on a heavenly brow
I with the left step
Moved forward with an embrace
Where she then disappeared
right from in front of my face
Mystifyingly amazed I grabbed my pillow
and continued counting the sunrays
Comforting my complexion
Through my Shades
Of a coffee shop
Sipping on white chocolate
Blowing on the clockwise position
Of the way I stirred
Just right now not too hot
Twelve hundred dollars in my pocket
Is all I have but not all I got
Reading the wall street journal
Away downtown only two blocks
Just checking out options
Of my stocks
Five points higher than yesterday
Smith n Wesson released new clocks
which I can't wait to cop
From the Marcy Avenue Barbershop
With one last sip
My left hand pencil jots
Down my number for the female
With the light brown locks
She's been eyeing me
Like a flame to a cooking pot
Sitting there looking
At this Bad Boy from New Lots
Brooklyn if you connect the dots
Chair from my Dockers disappears
As I rise quicker than Jesus
With no fear and with my right foot
I step less the bop
Well maybe just a little one
Just so she can see the real me
Less the tie the fly the lie
Original Unique one out of the many
Who knows how to count pennies
That has added up to 60 twenties
Heavy the heart my breath gently
I say excuse me
May I introduce myself to your soul?
Secured by that Kente
Where she replied sure I my name is
I mildly interrupted and said
Let me guess Brandi
Spelled with an I right
And she said right
I replied with I dreamt of meeting you
Right here just like this
Wow, I remarked with a smile followed
By another Wow
And she glowed like
Life eternal on a heavenly brow
I with the left step
Moved forward with an embrace
Where she then disappeared
right from in front of my face
Mystifyingly amazed I grabbed my pillow
and continued counting the sunrays
Comforting my complexion
Through my Shades
Sunday, September 18, 2005
You Shouldn’t Have Been Here
I am going to make sure
That this will be the hardest
Shit you ever will hear
Putting my name on this
Fuck blood sweat and tears
You see
I fear only what the devils fears
Which is nada
So stand clear
Far and away like ice grills and stares
There is no going back here
Locking shit down
Like NY on the eve of New Years
So now is the chance to
If you scared say you scared
Because I will end ya
Quicker than Mike Tyson’s Career
And that’s my word
On the death of Shaka Zulu’s spear
And just like that you disappear
Cause in the first place
You Shouldn’t Have Been Here
That this will be the hardest
Shit you ever will hear
Putting my name on this
Fuck blood sweat and tears
You see
I fear only what the devils fears
Which is nada
So stand clear
Far and away like ice grills and stares
There is no going back here
Locking shit down
Like NY on the eve of New Years
So now is the chance to
If you scared say you scared
Because I will end ya
Quicker than Mike Tyson’s Career
And that’s my word
On the death of Shaka Zulu’s spear
And just like that you disappear
Cause in the first place
You Shouldn’t Have Been Here
Saturday, September 17, 2005
The Sad Part (w)
The wondering of blue skies
The rising of the winters sun
The opening of the earth's surface
The laying of you beneath me
My mind has you on it now
more than ever before
The capturing of your soul
The way you in my arms
became comfortable
I am not here to harm you
I just want you to trust me
in your own special way
with me in time
Take your time
to plan your escape
but just not right now
only because I need you,
like raisins in the shade
like a man who's never afraid
to celebrate your life
with more than one parade
a never changing you
a never changing me
woman I just want to be kept
so keep me that's all I ask,
as everyday I wake up
for the melting of my heart
to be done by you with a smile,
still, even after we have grown apart
which is
The Sad Part
The rising of the winters sun
The opening of the earth's surface
The laying of you beneath me
My mind has you on it now
more than ever before
The capturing of your soul
The way you in my arms
became comfortable
I am not here to harm you
I just want you to trust me
in your own special way
with me in time
Take your time
to plan your escape
but just not right now
only because I need you,
like raisins in the shade
like a man who's never afraid
to celebrate your life
with more than one parade
a never changing you
a never changing me
woman I just want to be kept
so keep me that's all I ask,
as everyday I wake up
for the melting of my heart
to be done by you with a smile,
still, even after we have grown apart
which is
The Sad Part
I Can Do Nothing Else (w)
As the first thing left behind
My heart, my joy, my smile
is now as big as yours
excited to set free this heavenly rain
to free you from heavenly pain
pouring the freshness
of my warmth upon you
not afraid of commitment
as long as it is you
because I've chosen my love
to only belong to you
so continue to smile
because it is why
I look to the sky
at night hoping to find a star
that reminds me of you
and because of this glory
you have brought me
I Can Do Nothing Else
My heart, my joy, my smile
is now as big as yours
excited to set free this heavenly rain
to free you from heavenly pain
pouring the freshness
of my warmth upon you
not afraid of commitment
as long as it is you
because I've chosen my love
to only belong to you
so continue to smile
because it is why
I look to the sky
at night hoping to find a star
that reminds me of you
and because of this glory
you have brought me
I Can Do Nothing Else
Happily
You are the truth to my faith
the moment of my faith
the accent to my hearts beat
the softness of my sleep
my hands, light and gentle
to welcome your ease
the way you breathe
the way you cheese for the camera
while now thinking about me
special I wish to spoil your needs
maybe this Christmas or New Years Eve
I will pray that you and I will achieve
the proper respect for each other
and decency to keep God on his job
for others to see
yet another couple living together
Happily
the moment of my faith
the accent to my hearts beat
the softness of my sleep
my hands, light and gentle
to welcome your ease
the way you breathe
the way you cheese for the camera
while now thinking about me
special I wish to spoil your needs
maybe this Christmas or New Years Eve
I will pray that you and I will achieve
the proper respect for each other
and decency to keep God on his job
for others to see
yet another couple living together
Happily
But Forever
As the sun rises in the East
the breaking dawn of my love begins
As the sun sets in the West
I am overwhelmed with a burning desire
A desire locked down deep inside
One that cannot be concealed anymore
I long for one sweet kiss
to quench my thirst
I long for one tender touch
that will last a lifetime
at the end of it all
you are my deepest desire!
who I will love
no less than today nor tomorrow
But Forever
the breaking dawn of my love begins
As the sun sets in the West
I am overwhelmed with a burning desire
A desire locked down deep inside
One that cannot be concealed anymore
I long for one sweet kiss
to quench my thirst
I long for one tender touch
that will last a lifetime
at the end of it all
you are my deepest desire!
who I will love
no less than today nor tomorrow
But Forever
Your Woman
So many times I believed in one,
the motion the attention
which leaves me to mention
the way my love has always
been in contention
it's either him or them
where with me it should be
either me or them
I question I never attempt to teach lessons
plus I'm not seeking compensation
from the 2 hour verbal analysis
I know I've received Gods blessing
So I will never get tired
of speaking about him
thinking about him, dreaming about him
I put my trust in him
to take my mind,
my heart away from the thought
of the deceit that makes up
Your Woman
the motion the attention
which leaves me to mention
the way my love has always
been in contention
it's either him or them
where with me it should be
either me or them
I question I never attempt to teach lessons
plus I'm not seeking compensation
from the 2 hour verbal analysis
I know I've received Gods blessing
So I will never get tired
of speaking about him
thinking about him, dreaming about him
I put my trust in him
to take my mind,
my heart away from the thought
of the deceit that makes up
Your Woman
Your Morning Alarm
The sunset the reason I constantly focus
On you, Your eyes,
I'm feeling real powerful
More than before
My last relationship
Was just me on a sinking ship
That I didn't want to sink with anymore
So I swam because I knew how
With a smile, maintaining my innocence
As it was the importance
I knew I needed to witness
The pride, the dignity
The struggle the experience
To you I give my conditional deliverance
Yourself and I, no different
You see I want to give love
And you want to give love
As we are constantly falling in love
Just to breathe love, and teach love
To each love,
because it's all about the kisses and hugs
Just to express love in it's most vibrant form
as the beating of my heart is
here for you to ring everyday like
Your Morning Alarm
On you, Your eyes,
I'm feeling real powerful
More than before
My last relationship
Was just me on a sinking ship
That I didn't want to sink with anymore
So I swam because I knew how
With a smile, maintaining my innocence
As it was the importance
I knew I needed to witness
The pride, the dignity
The struggle the experience
To you I give my conditional deliverance
Yourself and I, no different
You see I want to give love
And you want to give love
As we are constantly falling in love
Just to breathe love, and teach love
To each love,
because it's all about the kisses and hugs
Just to express love in it's most vibrant form
as the beating of my heart is
here for you to ring everyday like
Your Morning Alarm
Your Mercy
It aint really safe no more to love,
to feel or to share,
thoughts not even real
fake without depth,
Seriously I still wasn't
convinced after the intimacy
I should've stayed in the basement
I should've kept God closer
I failed him as I now repent
Lord please forgive me as it has been 365
days since my last confession
Father I have forsaken thee and I am
greater than sorry I am crying inside
I am dying inside,
I knew it wasn't my time
I didn't need intimacy before marriage
now my soul and spirits are damaged
and I can feel it,
I am calling on you to
provide me with the bandage
or bandages I need Lord to heal
at the same time pleading for
Your Mercy
to feel or to share,
thoughts not even real
fake without depth,
Seriously I still wasn't
convinced after the intimacy
I should've stayed in the basement
I should've kept God closer
I failed him as I now repent
Lord please forgive me as it has been 365
days since my last confession
Father I have forsaken thee and I am
greater than sorry I am crying inside
I am dying inside,
I knew it wasn't my time
I didn't need intimacy before marriage
now my soul and spirits are damaged
and I can feel it,
I am calling on you to
provide me with the bandage
or bandages I need Lord to heal
at the same time pleading for
Your Mercy
Your Man For Hire (w)
Hello! Hello! it's ME
My Ecstasy is for you
Just a taste a sample - But,
before I begin I would like to thank you
because I'm able,
stable and more than ample,
you know after experiencing
your feelings grow,
so blessed you really are
I guess you've finally caught
with 2 hands your shooting star,
to continue to wish upon
in conclusion for you my desires
are extreme like forest fires,
embracing your every climatic sensation
as I aim to serve and satisfy you,
leaving your orgasmic stimuli
singing like a choir
forever representing as
Your Man For Hire
My Ecstasy is for you
Just a taste a sample - But,
before I begin I would like to thank you
because I'm able,
stable and more than ample,
you know after experiencing
your feelings grow,
so blessed you really are
I guess you've finally caught
with 2 hands your shooting star,
to continue to wish upon
in conclusion for you my desires
are extreme like forest fires,
embracing your every climatic sensation
as I aim to serve and satisfy you,
leaving your orgasmic stimuli
singing like a choir
forever representing as
Your Man For Hire
Your Love Is True
And this was suppose to be
the time I ran to the end of
the world for you
like the first thought that crossed
my mind when I met you
Woman you deserve the sun
and the moon, the fun, and the room
to let your hair down
relaxing until you can feel
the movements of souls
beneath the ground
let me work hard to provide
you with the comfort
you need, I desire to take on
the responsibility in keeping
that lovely smile upon your face
So let me prolong my conversations
with the Gods allowing them to cherish
each moment your name escapes my mouth
they know I love the everything the you
Pacing myself with time
I'm given just for you
therefore riddle me this
who is tall, dark and handsome
loving you with a smile wide enough
for the world to see similar to a
clear sky that's blue?
A question for your love and
your love to answer because I know
Your Love Is True
the time I ran to the end of
the world for you
like the first thought that crossed
my mind when I met you
Woman you deserve the sun
and the moon, the fun, and the room
to let your hair down
relaxing until you can feel
the movements of souls
beneath the ground
let me work hard to provide
you with the comfort
you need, I desire to take on
the responsibility in keeping
that lovely smile upon your face
So let me prolong my conversations
with the Gods allowing them to cherish
each moment your name escapes my mouth
they know I love the everything the you
Pacing myself with time
I'm given just for you
therefore riddle me this
who is tall, dark and handsome
loving you with a smile wide enough
for the world to see similar to a
clear sky that's blue?
A question for your love and
your love to answer because I know
Your Love Is True
Your Future (w)
All this time I wonder about us
when are we going to discuss
topics pertaining to our lives
individually categorized.
I live to share breath,
I live to survive death,
Why do you live?
I would like to know if there is a place
inside of your heart for me to grow
You see...we can talk about life
or we can talk about our lives
honestly and truthfully
I'm stuck in between thoughts
of keeping you as my woman
or making you my wife
there is only one thing,
How do you feel about me
staying as your man or
one day becoming your husband
You see.....
I don't think that it is never too early
let alone too late depending
on the way you demonstrate
your feelings your thoughts and
Your Future
when are we going to discuss
topics pertaining to our lives
individually categorized.
I live to share breath,
I live to survive death,
Why do you live?
I would like to know if there is a place
inside of your heart for me to grow
You see...we can talk about life
or we can talk about our lives
honestly and truthfully
I'm stuck in between thoughts
of keeping you as my woman
or making you my wife
there is only one thing,
How do you feel about me
staying as your man or
one day becoming your husband
You see.....
I don't think that it is never too early
let alone too late depending
on the way you demonstrate
your feelings your thoughts and
Your Future
You Will Always Remain Dear
If I could stand one more
moment without you I would,
but I can't
it's eating me up inside each day
I have to recant
my vows, my devotion, my longing
just to again hold you and your hands
my left your left two step we dance
with my right and your excitement
to accept from me a wedding band..
I believe I belong inside of you
where it's warm
you used to be apart of me
Can you hear the harmony?
Can you see yourself in your dreams
again every night calling me?
I haven't giving up have you
seems appropriate for us to stay in touch
like pre-marital associates
I love, I need you and I'm here
promising to you for the last time
to have no fear...reassuring you
that no matter what happens
between you, I and the world
within my heart and soul to me
You Will Always Remain Dear
moment without you I would,
but I can't
it's eating me up inside each day
I have to recant
my vows, my devotion, my longing
just to again hold you and your hands
my left your left two step we dance
with my right and your excitement
to accept from me a wedding band..
I believe I belong inside of you
where it's warm
you used to be apart of me
Can you hear the harmony?
Can you see yourself in your dreams
again every night calling me?
I haven't giving up have you
seems appropriate for us to stay in touch
like pre-marital associates
I love, I need you and I'm here
promising to you for the last time
to have no fear...reassuring you
that no matter what happens
between you, I and the world
within my heart and soul to me
You Will Always Remain Dear
You Thrill Me
Slowly is the way you walk pass me
I can't move muscle spasms
breathing motionless
I want to say GOTDAMN
but my heart strives to hold your respect
complexion innocent perfume the scent
of tropical flowers
I close my eyes with you
opening them in Aruba
enchantment of exotic fantasies
locking persisting thoughts of you again
and again in my dreams
from your pretty toes
that greet my fetish
as you show and match them
along with your clothes
I look to see you the next day
and the next
I wait patiently in my sleep
just to wake
knowing that I will see you
I am pleased
I am excited and at this time,
I just want to let you know that everyday
You Thrill Me
I can't move muscle spasms
breathing motionless
I want to say GOTDAMN
but my heart strives to hold your respect
complexion innocent perfume the scent
of tropical flowers
I close my eyes with you
opening them in Aruba
enchantment of exotic fantasies
locking persisting thoughts of you again
and again in my dreams
from your pretty toes
that greet my fetish
as you show and match them
along with your clothes
I look to see you the next day
and the next
I wait patiently in my sleep
just to wake
knowing that I will see you
I am pleased
I am excited and at this time,
I just want to let you know that everyday
You Thrill Me
You Pussycat
It takes only one time
For my button to be pushed
Then after that I mush and shove
Then move the Bush
To the heights with love
Kings County
Queens found me
Without the bounty
So I rose above the stress
And became the best at
But do I need to address that
On point lyrical check the format
Of a Ghetto Diplomat
I chest back so put yours out
And watch me rest that
I come hard without back
Bare righteousness remember that
As you save the flash back
for The Aristocrats and Josie cause
You Pussycat
For my button to be pushed
Then after that I mush and shove
Then move the Bush
To the heights with love
Kings County
Queens found me
Without the bounty
So I rose above the stress
And became the best at
But do I need to address that
On point lyrical check the format
Of a Ghetto Diplomat
I chest back so put yours out
And watch me rest that
I come hard without back
Bare righteousness remember that
As you save the flash back
for The Aristocrats and Josie cause
You Pussycat
You Make Me
You make me
want to get naked,
You make me want to take you
to an exotic island,
You make me
want to chase you,
You are having me think about the way
my loving will feel to you,
my slow moving, my slow licking,
yeah this has happened before,
but it's always different with someone
you can't have,
anticipation is higher
than usual, and fantasies are no longer
thoughts of ours, accomplishments
are priceless between us,
my hands are yours so move them around
as you will your own when you are alone
and wanting me as crazy as
You Make Me
want to get naked,
You make me want to take you
to an exotic island,
You make me
want to chase you,
You are having me think about the way
my loving will feel to you,
my slow moving, my slow licking,
yeah this has happened before,
but it's always different with someone
you can't have,
anticipation is higher
than usual, and fantasies are no longer
thoughts of ours, accomplishments
are priceless between us,
my hands are yours so move them around
as you will your own when you are alone
and wanting me as crazy as
You Make Me
You Are the One
The sweet smell of your perfume,
The softness of your touch
The pleasant sound of your voice
The glowing of your spirit
The grace of your movement
Who are you,
You are the one I dream of
The one I pray for
The one I adore
Yes, you are the one
You are my elector
My flower,
Yes, you are the one,
The strong black woman
Who carries wisdom and knowledge,
Who are you,
You Are the One
The softness of your touch
The pleasant sound of your voice
The glowing of your spirit
The grace of your movement
Who are you,
You are the one I dream of
The one I pray for
The one I adore
Yes, you are the one
You are my elector
My flower,
Yes, you are the one,
The strong black woman
Who carries wisdom and knowledge,
Who are you,
You Are the One
Yesterday's Thoughts
Time watched as I spoke
Loud, clearly with an impact
Rhythmically - My lyrics are in fact
Sincerely intended for contact
Hotter than the suns impact,
On the earth 29 years into birth
Believe in me because I'm writing
Just for you to see that
I care everyday 24 hours
Where even in my sleep
My dreams react to the events unexplainable
Memories I organize
Keeping my souls mission
On the right track
Forever whenever where ever
Aiming straight for your heart
To have your feelings bounce back
Then forward to
Yesterday's Thoughts
Loud, clearly with an impact
Rhythmically - My lyrics are in fact
Sincerely intended for contact
Hotter than the suns impact,
On the earth 29 years into birth
Believe in me because I'm writing
Just for you to see that
I care everyday 24 hours
Where even in my sleep
My dreams react to the events unexplainable
Memories I organize
Keeping my souls mission
On the right track
Forever whenever where ever
Aiming straight for your heart
To have your feelings bounce back
Then forward to
Yesterday's Thoughts
Wounds Deeper Than in Me
I can hear the words
in your breath while you sleep
I am now packing my heart because
uncertainty is not what I need
Very sure now about my insecurities
Its time for me to leave
As I already have emotionally
This is now scaring me
The womans truth untrue
Expressions phallacies
Routinely the same excuse
after the same excuse
Insulting my intelligence let alone my
experiences challenging me, the time spent
wasted on trying to spoil the man in me,
what they can in me
leaving nothing but
Wounds Deeper Than in Me
in your breath while you sleep
I am now packing my heart because
uncertainty is not what I need
Very sure now about my insecurities
Its time for me to leave
As I already have emotionally
This is now scaring me
The womans truth untrue
Expressions phallacies
Routinely the same excuse
after the same excuse
Insulting my intelligence let alone my
experiences challenging me, the time spent
wasted on trying to spoil the man in me,
what they can in me
leaving nothing but
Wounds Deeper Than in Me
Without You
And then from the first mistake
became the first resolution
your new day your new year
I will submit my compassionate contribution
my touch for your smile keeping me close
Things are like the way they are
because of the patience
you have grown accustomed to practicing
showing me now as I am now becoming
a witness looking to stay
in your life also wanting to get use
to your reactions
and your glow you now show
forever in love with being next to you
as I am in need of you
next to me, because when you are not
I feel empty and lonely
Without You
became the first resolution
your new day your new year
I will submit my compassionate contribution
my touch for your smile keeping me close
Things are like the way they are
because of the patience
you have grown accustomed to practicing
showing me now as I am now becoming
a witness looking to stay
in your life also wanting to get use
to your reactions
and your glow you now show
forever in love with being next to you
as I am in need of you
next to me, because when you are not
I feel empty and lonely
Without You
Without Trying
Long Distance
heart fragile. . .
clenching every word
every sentence,
all I ever wanted
and need to hear from you,
was I love you
to keep my strength
focused on your true feelings
even to this day
you have me thinking
about your first smile
our first moment of silence
continuously I smile
thanks to you
and the way you care
leaving my own feelings
rapidly climbing steadily rising
appreciating you and each effort
I am putting forth
Without Trying
heart fragile. . .
clenching every word
every sentence,
all I ever wanted
and need to hear from you,
was I love you
to keep my strength
focused on your true feelings
even to this day
you have me thinking
about your first smile
our first moment of silence
continuously I smile
thanks to you
and the way you care
leaving my own feelings
rapidly climbing steadily rising
appreciating you and each effort
I am putting forth
Without Trying
Without Any Deny
To pick up from where I left off
Maybe my thoughts are not strong enough
To see beyond the way I treat women
Just to reach women based on how
They treat me winter, spring, summer and fall
To the point directly because I don't
want to stand confused an explanation is
what I need and a great deal of specification
Sorting and clearing any negative thoughts
from entering my mind so I can stay true
to my name without unwanted shame,
Low and behold everyone is not the same,
But for what it is worth
Self of the (UN - I) is not of thy true self
Protecting what is unpredictable
Based on material and financial interest
Talking and walking but not keeping the faith
Of what is truly overwhelmingly important
Without Any Deny
Maybe my thoughts are not strong enough
To see beyond the way I treat women
Just to reach women based on how
They treat me winter, spring, summer and fall
To the point directly because I don't
want to stand confused an explanation is
what I need and a great deal of specification
Sorting and clearing any negative thoughts
from entering my mind so I can stay true
to my name without unwanted shame,
Low and behold everyone is not the same,
But for what it is worth
Self of the (UN - I) is not of thy true self
Protecting what is unpredictable
Based on material and financial interest
Talking and walking but not keeping the faith
Of what is truly overwhelmingly important
Without Any Deny
With or Without the Tear
Feeling like the red
should never appear
so vivid so clear
at the end of my year
with being patient
I've been had it up to here
were the buck stops in mid-air
suspended and animated
to the fullest so beware
if you are unprepared
because I am the opposite of sincere
backwards version of have no fear
With or Without the Tear
should never appear
so vivid so clear
at the end of my year
with being patient
I've been had it up to here
were the buck stops in mid-air
suspended and animated
to the fullest so beware
if you are unprepared
because I am the opposite of sincere
backwards version of have no fear
With or Without the Tear
Mind, Body and Soul (w)
How is it that each and every time
my life seems on the verge of break down,
you make everything better with the simple things
and put a smile on my face without a sound?
Not even all the riches of the world
would help me make it through a day,
but just a minute spent with you
and my whole world seems okay
A gaze of your heavenly brown eyes,
a whisper from your enticing lips
the caress of your comforting hug,
and a taste of your sweet kiss
All those things helps me through one more day
and makes my life seem worth while
When you hold me tight in your arms,
I feel safe, as a newborn child
I was torn between what was and what could be,
like my heart was clinging on to the past
She had shattered my heart in a million pieces,
but because of you the pain didn’t last
As you come to me with a casual flow,
I get chills down to the bone
You capture all of my attention,
as you talk with that sexual tone
When you run your fingers slowly over me,
I lose all of my self control
Right or not, for a moment all of me belongs to you
Mind, Body, and Soul
my life seems on the verge of break down,
you make everything better with the simple things
and put a smile on my face without a sound?
Not even all the riches of the world
would help me make it through a day,
but just a minute spent with you
and my whole world seems okay
A gaze of your heavenly brown eyes,
a whisper from your enticing lips
the caress of your comforting hug,
and a taste of your sweet kiss
All those things helps me through one more day
and makes my life seem worth while
When you hold me tight in your arms,
I feel safe, as a newborn child
I was torn between what was and what could be,
like my heart was clinging on to the past
She had shattered my heart in a million pieces,
but because of you the pain didn’t last
As you come to me with a casual flow,
I get chills down to the bone
You capture all of my attention,
as you talk with that sexual tone
When you run your fingers slowly over me,
I lose all of my self control
Right or not, for a moment all of me belongs to you
Mind, Body, and Soul
Friday, September 16, 2005
Seeing What I Was Seeing (w)
So basically where I was at
Was where I was left believing
That I could over achieve - underachieving
Seemingly that each time
May it be I existed in reality
later to find out
that I was really day dreaming
Dreaming about one day
with a woman conceiving
children maintaining righteousness
By building while achieving
Goal upon goal
As it was all I did
before succeeding, while
Understanding my true passion
for marrying a woman
who understood about breathing
at the same time
Seeing What I Was Seeing
Was where I was left believing
That I could over achieve - underachieving
Seemingly that each time
May it be I existed in reality
later to find out
that I was really day dreaming
Dreaming about one day
with a woman conceiving
children maintaining righteousness
By building while achieving
Goal upon goal
As it was all I did
before succeeding, while
Understanding my true passion
for marrying a woman
who understood about breathing
at the same time
Seeing What I Was Seeing
I Am Dedicated to the Mission
I am still sitting
Style of an indian
Under my breath thundering
Reincarnation
Tomorrow chanting
Yesterday phallacy
Today I am seriously chilling
Building shelters
Mentality helter
Verbal my skelter
Focused on my impact
3-2-1 better move back
Stable with the swagger intact
Laughing more sinister
Scientific prolific
toxic the glare unplanned
Like a splinter
Unmanned beyond the damned
Pain pain go away
On the low
Like a stowaway
Speaking metaphorically
Uh hmm, uh hmm
Excuse me with out the lossy = (a Cigarette)
any backpacker tracker
You can't lose me
Or confuse me
Disciplined call me Bruce Lee
Kicking habits that abuse me
Secondarily my CPR
Will be the only thing that moves me
Into another position
Unguarded my fashion
Similar to the prime transition
because
I Am Dedicated to the Mission
Style of an indian
Under my breath thundering
Reincarnation
Tomorrow chanting
Yesterday phallacy
Today I am seriously chilling
Building shelters
Mentality helter
Verbal my skelter
Focused on my impact
3-2-1 better move back
Stable with the swagger intact
Laughing more sinister
Scientific prolific
toxic the glare unplanned
Like a splinter
Unmanned beyond the damned
Pain pain go away
On the low
Like a stowaway
Speaking metaphorically
Uh hmm, uh hmm
Excuse me with out the lossy = (a Cigarette)
any backpacker tracker
You can't lose me
Or confuse me
Disciplined call me Bruce Lee
Kicking habits that abuse me
Secondarily my CPR
Will be the only thing that moves me
Into another position
Unguarded my fashion
Similar to the prime transition
because
I Am Dedicated to the Mission
Poetry for My Family
There was once a time
Upon my first breath
Where the life of this world
Hosted a group of citizens
With the title of Kearse
You see the who what and when
And where I grew up
Let's see that's easy
Where my family grew up
And that should be easy for
You to figure out
Its where you lift your every voice
And sing
Church
Church
I like you was brought up in the church
Like I was brought up by my family
In New York New York
Royalty the name
Loyalty the game
Never ashamed
Never afraid
To walk that way home
Because of my family
My faith lied as it still does in my family
That is why I show up when I can
To be with my family
My family
Our family
Your family
[K]ind
[E]ndearing
[A]fican born in America once attached
[R]eligious
[S]incere and
[E]verything to me
Spelled out lyrically
I present to you
Poetry for My Family
Scent Of Amor
A one night affair
inside of a memory
left inside of your most
intimate fantasy
a date with me
read as I will leave you
in a trance
First
I would pick you up
from where you have
finally decided to rest
the essence of the woman in you
after a long week's worth of working
we would then go
to a nice elegant restaurant
in your city by the water
(not going to tell what it is called)
we will then eat and enjoy
the atmosphere of romance
between two beautiful loving people
from then if you would like
we can go shine at
whatever place of your choice
you think we can shine at
party and sip
party and sip some more
from there we would retire
back to a nice suite with candles,
drapery, strawberries,
listen to soothing
and stimulating music
and that bubbly stuff
inside of a tub
where we will bathe
and stroke each other's ego
I will recite you my mind
you will relax your muscles
and let me play
softly around your vagina
where it will be
pulsating to catch up
to the way my hands
would feel upon your entire body
the strawberries
bitten and dripping down your neck
upon your breast
where I would with
the softest part of my lips,
clean up the mess
that I haven't made yet
another strawberry and a little champagne
I would watch race downward
towards the inner part of your thighs,
I would then chase
the stream left behind
with my tongue
that would have you
in a state of euphoria.
The sight of me
not just a man
will have you moving
the bath water below
creating a whirlpool
that will suck me into
your most intimate part of your body,
I will die this day,
resurrected by your orgasm
reincarnated by the aggressive
touch of your voice upon my ears
the focused texture
of your mouth upon my flesh...
the massage after drying you off,
just to make you wet again
would be invigorating
to the room that we will leave our
Scent Of Amor
inside of a memory
left inside of your most
intimate fantasy
a date with me
read as I will leave you
in a trance
First
I would pick you up
from where you have
finally decided to rest
the essence of the woman in you
after a long week's worth of working
we would then go
to a nice elegant restaurant
in your city by the water
(not going to tell what it is called)
we will then eat and enjoy
the atmosphere of romance
between two beautiful loving people
from then if you would like
we can go shine at
whatever place of your choice
you think we can shine at
party and sip
party and sip some more
from there we would retire
back to a nice suite with candles,
drapery, strawberries,
listen to soothing
and stimulating music
and that bubbly stuff
inside of a tub
where we will bathe
and stroke each other's ego
I will recite you my mind
you will relax your muscles
and let me play
softly around your vagina
where it will be
pulsating to catch up
to the way my hands
would feel upon your entire body
the strawberries
bitten and dripping down your neck
upon your breast
where I would with
the softest part of my lips,
clean up the mess
that I haven't made yet
another strawberry and a little champagne
I would watch race downward
towards the inner part of your thighs,
I would then chase
the stream left behind
with my tongue
that would have you
in a state of euphoria.
The sight of me
not just a man
will have you moving
the bath water below
creating a whirlpool
that will suck me into
your most intimate part of your body,
I will die this day,
resurrected by your orgasm
reincarnated by the aggressive
touch of your voice upon my ears
the focused texture
of your mouth upon my flesh...
the massage after drying you off,
just to make you wet again
would be invigorating
to the room that we will leave our
Scent Of Amor
Thursday, September 15, 2005
Serenity and Fragrance
Sensual serenity,
in a morning call
With you in the softness of a
whispering breeze
Blue vistas of fragrant landscape
On the verandah of arousal
Warming to our touches, in
Surrender to a loving mood,
Moments of discovery
Blue roses against your pale complexion
Smooth voluptuousness, and
quiet passion, slow loving
Resting in sweet arrival,
the edge of eroticism, gentleness in caring
Excitement in our morning togetherness
Within our dream world
Of loving Lavender, blue roses
and quiet passion,
Serenity and Fragrance
in a morning call
With you in the softness of a
whispering breeze
Blue vistas of fragrant landscape
On the verandah of arousal
Warming to our touches, in
Surrender to a loving mood,
Moments of discovery
Blue roses against your pale complexion
Smooth voluptuousness, and
quiet passion, slow loving
Resting in sweet arrival,
the edge of eroticism, gentleness in caring
Excitement in our morning togetherness
Within our dream world
Of loving Lavender, blue roses
and quiet passion,
Serenity and Fragrance
We Are Fulfilled
I woke up this morning thinking erotic thoughts
I want to penetrate your mind from behind
Slowly, deeply, rhythmically
To enter your deepest thoughts
To explore the contours of your soul
Driving you into ecstatic reaction
Wildly emotional, both of us
We consume each other
Tenderly retreating,
only to renew our spiritual communion
Again and again, rhythmically,
Deeply, souls in connection
We transcend reality into an extra planetary world
Of stars and far-distant galaxies
Across the Milky Way
Beautiful, triumphant, serene
Suddenly, an explosion of silver and gold
A starburst of eroticism
We Are Fulfilled
I want to penetrate your mind from behind
Slowly, deeply, rhythmically
To enter your deepest thoughts
To explore the contours of your soul
Driving you into ecstatic reaction
Wildly emotional, both of us
We consume each other
Tenderly retreating,
only to renew our spiritual communion
Again and again, rhythmically,
Deeply, souls in connection
We transcend reality into an extra planetary world
Of stars and far-distant galaxies
Across the Milky Way
Beautiful, triumphant, serene
Suddenly, an explosion of silver and gold
A starburst of eroticism
We Are Fulfilled
Wishful Thinking
Women of beauty smooth like silk,
Temple of my own sculptured body
For you to cry over like milk
Make mine chocolate when I come to visit
When I come to bring you pleasure
For you to receive as I give it
Let me be that permanent sensation
In your organization
of lustful imaginations
Come to me wanting what I dream of
All year and all day, satisfaction
Of never ending physical reactions
Concluding in my mind forever
Your thoughts are kept by me
Until I come to terms with you being
Out of touch and out of mind like my
Wishful Thinking
Temple of my own sculptured body
For you to cry over like milk
Make mine chocolate when I come to visit
When I come to bring you pleasure
For you to receive as I give it
Let me be that permanent sensation
In your organization
of lustful imaginations
Come to me wanting what I dream of
All year and all day, satisfaction
Of never ending physical reactions
Concluding in my mind forever
Your thoughts are kept by me
Until I come to terms with you being
Out of touch and out of mind like my
Wishful Thinking
Why I Should Stay
Just the thought of
being involved excites
the reasonable doubt
Woman what's your name?
I would love for you
to tell me
so I can shout it out
because I'm in love and proud
so c'mon across the road
and tell me all about
Why I Should Stay
being involved excites
the reasonable doubt
Woman what's your name?
I would love for you
to tell me
so I can shout it out
because I'm in love and proud
so c'mon across the road
and tell me all about
Why I Should Stay
Why I Cry
I thought you knew about me
The data the base the foundation
My time you enjoyed for the moment
Then what happened or did your just
Fail to mention that before you
Someone else borrowed your attention
Preventing you from subconsciously
Returning to your own relation
Touch out of I've been lost without you
Like I said upon my lips
That you failed to read
They can have you I thought you knew
That you were not my goal
I said out to achieve
My emotions I wore on my collar
and not on my sleeves
remember the noose tighter and tighter
it gets with every lie ever told
every ounce of deceit your life controls
I can't wait to die
just so I can fly
with Gabriel, Charles Senior and Malehki
Rescuing me from evil false love
and the reason
Why I Cry
The data the base the foundation
My time you enjoyed for the moment
Then what happened or did your just
Fail to mention that before you
Someone else borrowed your attention
Preventing you from subconsciously
Returning to your own relation
Touch out of I've been lost without you
Like I said upon my lips
That you failed to read
They can have you I thought you knew
That you were not my goal
I said out to achieve
My emotions I wore on my collar
and not on my sleeves
remember the noose tighter and tighter
it gets with every lie ever told
every ounce of deceit your life controls
I can't wait to die
just so I can fly
with Gabriel, Charles Senior and Malehki
Rescuing me from evil false love
and the reason
Why I Cry
Why Birds Sing
I wake up in the morning
with thoughts of you,
taking a shower just to be fresh for you,
I say good morning when you are
on your beautiful way to work,
hoping that your spirit
receives my blessings
I rush out the house with a smile
that is bright enough
to warm the hearts of the unfortunate
sunshine attitude I live with,
unconditional love I possess,
so I give it to you year to year
like a Tenant so don't go anywhere
even if I ask you to leave
Please woman I'll cut off my shins
just to remain on my knees,
begging for you
to love me more than tomorrow
because I've already suffered
the pain and sorrow,
hurting now more than
I've ever been,
where now only for you are the reasons
Why Birds Sing
with thoughts of you,
taking a shower just to be fresh for you,
I say good morning when you are
on your beautiful way to work,
hoping that your spirit
receives my blessings
I rush out the house with a smile
that is bright enough
to warm the hearts of the unfortunate
sunshine attitude I live with,
unconditional love I possess,
so I give it to you year to year
like a Tenant so don't go anywhere
even if I ask you to leave
Please woman I'll cut off my shins
just to remain on my knees,
begging for you
to love me more than tomorrow
because I've already suffered
the pain and sorrow,
hurting now more than
I've ever been,
where now only for you are the reasons
Why Birds Sing
Who am I
Time for everything
Every woman
Every scar
Every tear
By far
I`ve been just fine
The emotions the devotions
The different notions
My forever thoughts
of motivation
when it comes
to your welcome
Appreciation
The I care
The I love
The I miss
The I like
The I do
Will someday be my own
to commit
To share
To love
To care
To like
To say I do
A spirit looks over my soul
just for you
look only into that
and getting to know me
will be unforgettable
Read each word
as I over and over again
make them imaginable
Highly tangible
not to confusing
now am I
how can I
Who am I
Every woman
Every scar
Every tear
By far
I`ve been just fine
The emotions the devotions
The different notions
My forever thoughts
of motivation
when it comes
to your welcome
Appreciation
The I care
The I love
The I miss
The I like
The I do
Will someday be my own
to commit
To share
To love
To care
To like
To say I do
A spirit looks over my soul
just for you
look only into that
and getting to know me
will be unforgettable
Read each word
as I over and over again
make them imaginable
Highly tangible
not to confusing
now am I
how can I
Who am I
While Thinking of You
May I take your hand,
your pulse, and your softness?
Can I create an image of destiny
controlled by immortal forces?
My strength is yours to keep now
as loving to know you is true
like my style
which is versatile,
Life between you and I
is what drives me wild with a smile
A grown man once a child,
can I tell you
face to face
over and over
That you are beautiful?
Captured in you
is a forever sun setting,
a forever star child moon
catching with a promise to you
comes my freedom to continue to
keep your skies blue
expressing these thoughts
While Thinking of You
your pulse, and your softness?
Can I create an image of destiny
controlled by immortal forces?
My strength is yours to keep now
as loving to know you is true
like my style
which is versatile,
Life between you and I
is what drives me wild with a smile
A grown man once a child,
can I tell you
face to face
over and over
That you are beautiful?
Captured in you
is a forever sun setting,
a forever star child moon
catching with a promise to you
comes my freedom to continue to
keep your skies blue
expressing these thoughts
While Thinking of You
Where I Would Like to Stay
I thought about you last night
I thought about the way
We held each other
Your arms around me
My legs around you
I never felt so wanted before
in my life
Thank you beautiful
for allowing me to lay so comfortably
next to you leaving me feeling
like a lovillionare so if
it is anything you want
don't ask because I already know
Your breath smelling so sweet
skin smooth like silk sheets
My hands really enjoyed exploring
the softest entity between your beliefs
My love with you I'm looking to please
With you I'm looking to fall to my knees
holding my hands out
for you to place yours
allowing me to invite you
into my life with a ring
shinning brighter than the
first star I wished upon
after the first day
before the first song sung by slaves
to keep their minds strong
like "Swing low Sweet Chariot"
Inspiring me to "Aim high
for that Someone special"
allowing me to sing as a slave for you,
I want to be locked down by you
because with you is
Where I Would Like to Stay
I thought about the way
We held each other
Your arms around me
My legs around you
I never felt so wanted before
in my life
Thank you beautiful
for allowing me to lay so comfortably
next to you leaving me feeling
like a lovillionare so if
it is anything you want
don't ask because I already know
Your breath smelling so sweet
skin smooth like silk sheets
My hands really enjoyed exploring
the softest entity between your beliefs
My love with you I'm looking to please
With you I'm looking to fall to my knees
holding my hands out
for you to place yours
allowing me to invite you
into my life with a ring
shinning brighter than the
first star I wished upon
after the first day
before the first song sung by slaves
to keep their minds strong
like "Swing low Sweet Chariot"
Inspiring me to "Aim high
for that Someone special"
allowing me to sing as a slave for you,
I want to be locked down by you
because with you is
Where I Would Like to Stay
Where I Was Crying Before
I sit here every day
thinking about
how more than happy
I could make you
AND KEEP YOU
working up a sweat
with my blood rushing
downward to my
"next time will be
my last time" forcefully
understanding that at
My most sincere moments
I've expressed that I would
never want to violate you
knowing damn sure
I would love to be intimate
with you,
A kiss on the lips
would be an achievement
of mine that I longed to fulfill
still waiting patiently
because of the first time
you smiled at me
I couldn't understand why
so I did what
follows naturally
and became your
unconditional friend
and I love you
for being that friend,
and now that the years
are rolling by so fast
I'm trying to get the best
I can get out of life
and I would love
for you to be involved
as I would do nothing
other than dedicate to you
and only you my friendship,
and even now at this time
I miss you,
I miss you in my dreams
I miss writing poetry to you
Can you feel the love
in my words?
Can you feel the pain
in my heart?
My Love, I have cried for you
so long and I don't want to cry any more
So please understand that
I am still here crying
Where I Was Crying Before
thinking about
how more than happy
I could make you
AND KEEP YOU
working up a sweat
with my blood rushing
downward to my
"next time will be
my last time" forcefully
understanding that at
My most sincere moments
I've expressed that I would
never want to violate you
knowing damn sure
I would love to be intimate
with you,
A kiss on the lips
would be an achievement
of mine that I longed to fulfill
still waiting patiently
because of the first time
you smiled at me
I couldn't understand why
so I did what
follows naturally
and became your
unconditional friend
and I love you
for being that friend,
and now that the years
are rolling by so fast
I'm trying to get the best
I can get out of life
and I would love
for you to be involved
as I would do nothing
other than dedicate to you
and only you my friendship,
and even now at this time
I miss you,
I miss you in my dreams
I miss writing poetry to you
Can you feel the love
in my words?
Can you feel the pain
in my heart?
My Love, I have cried for you
so long and I don't want to cry any more
So please understand that
I am still here crying
Where I Was Crying Before
Whenever Where Ever
The stroke remember
I'm going on 1049
Mightier than my voice
I've spoken forever
The same locked and devoted
to my focus proud whenever where ever
mark left on those I've targeted
by accident different my endeavors
all I want to do is live
to make women smile together
without the insecurities of thinking
it could be accomplished "Ever"
My hand is still out for my words to reach
every gender January, February, July,
October, and December clever
The unconditional thoughts
I will fail "Never"
Because I bleed just to succeed
Whenever Where Ever
I'm going on 1049
Mightier than my voice
I've spoken forever
The same locked and devoted
to my focus proud whenever where ever
mark left on those I've targeted
by accident different my endeavors
all I want to do is live
to make women smile together
without the insecurities of thinking
it could be accomplished "Ever"
My hand is still out for my words to reach
every gender January, February, July,
October, and December clever
The unconditional thoughts
I will fail "Never"
Because I bleed just to succeed
Whenever Where Ever
When You Are Ready
The Sweetest Smell
I stand close by
imagining that deserted island
The fruits of knowledge on my back
The 360 degrees of chemistry
The surviving you surviving me
I'm in to being who I am for who you are
The walking in the sand
The ocean tides
The sun, Your beauty
The passion your fashion
I just can't stop this tropical storm
going on inside of my mind
the forever addiction in
expressing myself to you the rationing
my desires I have for you the secrets the
way you inspire my poetry
to set lyrical fires my throat is burning
Listen - My tonsils are ready for your hire
let me build a stage so I can recite these
words for you and only you
When Your Are Ready
I stand close by
imagining that deserted island
The fruits of knowledge on my back
The 360 degrees of chemistry
The surviving you surviving me
I'm in to being who I am for who you are
The walking in the sand
The ocean tides
The sun, Your beauty
The passion your fashion
I just can't stop this tropical storm
going on inside of my mind
the forever addiction in
expressing myself to you the rationing
my desires I have for you the secrets the
way you inspire my poetry
to set lyrical fires my throat is burning
Listen - My tonsils are ready for your hire
let me build a stage so I can recite these
words for you and only you
When Your Are Ready
When We Open the Door
I look in your eyes as sweat trickles down your face
The passion is rising our hearts in a race
Words at my lips as my body explodes
But I keep them inside for only me to know
Your body flexes, as your muscles grow tight
You hold in your thoughts with all of your might
Hearts full of passion perhaps maybe more
Love we'll unveil
When We Open the Door
The passion is rising our hearts in a race
Words at my lips as my body explodes
But I keep them inside for only me to know
Your body flexes, as your muscles grow tight
You hold in your thoughts with all of your might
Hearts full of passion perhaps maybe more
Love we'll unveil
When We Open the Door
When I Listen to You Talk
Too many thoughts
With not enough hours in one year
To really express to you
How much I truly care
You see my slow walk
Is crafted by your slow chase
The way you touch my soul
Allowing my spirit to secure my faith
It is you I wish for my dreams to be
The Artificial intellect of the prophecies
In which I speak,
scripted from the Egyptian sands
Which make up the deep-rooted soles
Under my feet
so slowly I will continue to walk
And glide on the sounds of your voice
When I Listen to You Talk
With not enough hours in one year
To really express to you
How much I truly care
You see my slow walk
Is crafted by your slow chase
The way you touch my soul
Allowing my spirit to secure my faith
It is you I wish for my dreams to be
The Artificial intellect of the prophecies
In which I speak,
scripted from the Egyptian sands
Which make up the deep-rooted soles
Under my feet
so slowly I will continue to walk
And glide on the sounds of your voice
When I Listen to You Talk
What's the Point?
Loneliness sets in as emptiness confines
The soul of your shadow
Restless movements I notice
Mind working without operation
Clueless beyond foolish talking stupid
You see what I've learned
through observation,
is that the movement
can sometimes unravel the truest
hold on sincerity
because when it comes down to it
problems are chosen
by whoever chooses them,
Drama with the question mark
no comma running on to run on
to prove a point
when apparently the point is dull
and never sharp so
What's the Point?
The soul of your shadow
Restless movements I notice
Mind working without operation
Clueless beyond foolish talking stupid
You see what I've learned
through observation,
is that the movement
can sometimes unravel the truest
hold on sincerity
because when it comes down to it
problems are chosen
by whoever chooses them,
Drama with the question mark
no comma running on to run on
to prove a point
when apparently the point is dull
and never sharp so
What's the Point?
What You Do to Me
Your touch,
your smile,
your scent
That makes me desire
your everlasting fire
That burns in your voice
when you tell me
That you love and
want to be with me
Wanting to see what I see
and share things
That are hard to believe
I'm waiting for you to signal me
Where I need to be
to comfort you from now to eternity
as I am now exhausted in your needs
because of
What You Do to Me
your smile,
your scent
That makes me desire
your everlasting fire
That burns in your voice
when you tell me
That you love and
want to be with me
Wanting to see what I see
and share things
That are hard to believe
I'm waiting for you to signal me
Where I need to be
to comfort you from now to eternity
as I am now exhausted in your needs
because of
What You Do to Me
What You Did Not
You didn't know that
I have fans unlimited
I type and with the help of
The Tele Touch operator they hear it
and respond to me with their hearts
just to let me near it
and I'm judged about with who I share with,
What I do is remarkable as suppose
to another responding so critical
and if you see my face
reach out and touch it
To feel the real energy that is cordless
Whether on paper, over the net or at
An open Mike reading I spread divine love
universally to whom ever is or not needing
Non-stop with each poem I drop
I turn back the clock
making you believe in
What You Did Not
I have fans unlimited
I type and with the help of
The Tele Touch operator they hear it
and respond to me with their hearts
just to let me near it
and I'm judged about with who I share with,
What I do is remarkable as suppose
to another responding so critical
and if you see my face
reach out and touch it
To feel the real energy that is cordless
Whether on paper, over the net or at
An open Mike reading I spread divine love
universally to whom ever is or not needing
Non-stop with each poem I drop
I turn back the clock
making you believe in
What You Did Not
What They Won't Do
Underneath my lyrics
Sewage filthy
Can't you hear with
the mike I smear with
I lack the feelings
Other's care with
My heart is blacker than you
Cooked with barbeque
2004 returning to bruise
I will not and can't lose
To smooth plus funky
With my minority report
Tom Cruise without Penelope
Of the underground
Locking down all who confuse
Doing what they don't say and say
What They Won't Do
Sewage filthy
Can't you hear with
the mike I smear with
I lack the feelings
Other's care with
My heart is blacker than you
Cooked with barbeque
2004 returning to bruise
I will not and can't lose
To smooth plus funky
With my minority report
Tom Cruise without Penelope
Of the underground
Locking down all who confuse
Doing what they don't say and say
What They Won't Do
What I Have Already Expressed
And there you were... So Beautiful...
I typed and wrote my best
And rejoiced about how you
with an open mind received my time
as in you, I started to invest
openly and carefully my heart was
witnessed beating inside of my chest
compassionate and I am falling in love
because of it Tu eres bonita ante mis ojos
I'm so very fortunate
then became the eyes
We made contact
floating drawn to your Inner magnet,
I never knew that I could fly
So direct, until it was you I met, confident.
My right is to commit to you my respect,
but before I land let me
send you a message with text
confirming my plans similar to
What I Have Already Expressed
I typed and wrote my best
And rejoiced about how you
with an open mind received my time
as in you, I started to invest
openly and carefully my heart was
witnessed beating inside of my chest
compassionate and I am falling in love
because of it Tu eres bonita ante mis ojos
I'm so very fortunate
then became the eyes
We made contact
floating drawn to your Inner magnet,
I never knew that I could fly
So direct, until it was you I met, confident.
My right is to commit to you my respect,
but before I land let me
send you a message with text
confirming my plans similar to
What I Have Already Expressed
We Maintain
Twenty-Two I'm blessed by you
One hour behind given me more than
a good enough reason to be more than kind
I want to be grateful
every second I have to praise you
Enlightened and inspired by the strength
you possessed as I came to you
what more can I say
I will never forget the contact
in which our eyes came
the way your voice sounded when you called
my name Hi AHKMEL ... You had me
under a spell freeing all of my pain
Babying me Babying you
our rhythmic thoughts beautifully the same
and to the point direct
Keeping each other 100% secure
so similar to the way
We Maintain
One hour behind given me more than
a good enough reason to be more than kind
I want to be grateful
every second I have to praise you
Enlightened and inspired by the strength
you possessed as I came to you
what more can I say
I will never forget the contact
in which our eyes came
the way your voice sounded when you called
my name Hi AHKMEL ... You had me
under a spell freeing all of my pain
Babying me Babying you
our rhythmic thoughts beautifully the same
and to the point direct
Keeping each other 100% secure
so similar to the way
We Maintain
We As People
Snow drifting
Where light are the flakes
Glistening the prism of the world
sun breaking through
just enough for the running
of newly formed streams
fresh oxygen filled sources of rain
for the excitement of the fish
and water mammals that live
amongst the world as humans exist
Relying on the condensation
from the heavens to provide air to breathe
Understanding the logic behind conditions
in which we live by ourselves
very unique each day as
another passes for us to learn
the process of evolution to discuss eternally
Keeping the memories of days of old
Resulting in the seconds
Recorded by the sail
beneath the soles of our feet - earth,
Us, You, I all in one made up
within the cycle of reproduction
Allowing the sun, clouds,
rainbows, tornados, hurricanes, moons,
and stars to shape and mold
the planet as the same
may periodically shape and mold
We As People
Where light are the flakes
Glistening the prism of the world
sun breaking through
just enough for the running
of newly formed streams
fresh oxygen filled sources of rain
for the excitement of the fish
and water mammals that live
amongst the world as humans exist
Relying on the condensation
from the heavens to provide air to breathe
Understanding the logic behind conditions
in which we live by ourselves
very unique each day as
another passes for us to learn
the process of evolution to discuss eternally
Keeping the memories of days of old
Resulting in the seconds
Recorded by the sail
beneath the soles of our feet - earth,
Us, You, I all in one made up
within the cycle of reproduction
Allowing the sun, clouds,
rainbows, tornados, hurricanes, moons,
and stars to shape and mold
the planet as the same
may periodically shape and mold
We As People
Way Up Above In The Sky
I didn't know that my eyes
could stay wide open
as you last had them,
star light star bright,
I wish you could be by my side
right know today tonight,
lets plan to talk forever
while walking together,
lets plan on us organizing our warmth
to comfort us in December, January, February
during the season with the coldest weather
I want to bundle up with you.
May I be that sweater
you put on in the morning
relaxing you and your heart in the winter,
then comes the 14th of February,
I will go blind just to make you mine,
best believe what you read now
or I'll hire a pilot to write I Love You
Way Up Above In The Sky
could stay wide open
as you last had them,
star light star bright,
I wish you could be by my side
right know today tonight,
lets plan to talk forever
while walking together,
lets plan on us organizing our warmth
to comfort us in December, January, February
during the season with the coldest weather
I want to bundle up with you.
May I be that sweater
you put on in the morning
relaxing you and your heart in the winter,
then comes the 14th of February,
I will go blind just to make you mine,
best believe what you read now
or I'll hire a pilot to write I Love You
Way Up Above In The Sky
Wanting And Needing Me
Looking from the front
of the world
wind pressing the lids closer
to my eyes
inhaling a new spirit
first light, second dawn
I'm staying right here
because its the beginning
of something new
a different hue
a little bit of blue
a little bit of my reflection
with a lot of warmth
from the smile of you,
the world at its best
I stand before it
waiting so patiently
so patiently as I am standing
before you to guide your
feelings to my heart
to my love, to my soul,
you see this is not hard
for me to do
because I am the past
that in your dreams
you dreamt of a future
with me, a man that would
hold you, keeping you warm
when you feel cold
kissing you with passion,
when you start to feel old,
I am not going anywhere
please believe me as I will
want to keep you always
Wanting And Needing Me
of the world
wind pressing the lids closer
to my eyes
inhaling a new spirit
first light, second dawn
I'm staying right here
because its the beginning
of something new
a different hue
a little bit of blue
a little bit of my reflection
with a lot of warmth
from the smile of you,
the world at its best
I stand before it
waiting so patiently
so patiently as I am standing
before you to guide your
feelings to my heart
to my love, to my soul,
you see this is not hard
for me to do
because I am the past
that in your dreams
you dreamt of a future
with me, a man that would
hold you, keeping you warm
when you feel cold
kissing you with passion,
when you start to feel old,
I am not going anywhere
please believe me as I will
want to keep you always
Wanting And Needing Me
Waiting For You
I love this poem
as I love you,
at the same time missing you
like rain upon my face in the summer
I think enough about you
to make God happy,
I pray enough for you
to keep Jesus interested
in one day allowing
our dreams to come true,
so every time
you think of me
look to the places
you have once shown me,
remember me like you do
for I will always be here
Waiting For You
as I love you,
at the same time missing you
like rain upon my face in the summer
I think enough about you
to make God happy,
I pray enough for you
to keep Jesus interested
in one day allowing
our dreams to come true,
so every time
you think of me
look to the places
you have once shown me,
remember me like you do
for I will always be here
Waiting For You
Wait For Me
What happens when we are no longer
naked mentally - just free?
What happens if no one else is around
for you and I, to be seen
I ask myself over and over if I am
more than enough to go around
or to maybe lay you down
making love to you passionately publicly
attention is paid needing no receipt
of this lust we have for one another
so openly yearning to taste you - my delicacy
my reason I aim to please, demonstratively,
one time is the only time
for you and I to experience sexuality
morally patiently leaving room
for development due to all of this
heterosexual chemistry,
relaxing to breathe
while you so desperately
Wait For Me
naked mentally - just free?
What happens if no one else is around
for you and I, to be seen
I ask myself over and over if I am
more than enough to go around
or to maybe lay you down
making love to you passionately publicly
attention is paid needing no receipt
of this lust we have for one another
so openly yearning to taste you - my delicacy
my reason I aim to please, demonstratively,
one time is the only time
for you and I to experience sexuality
morally patiently leaving room
for development due to all of this
heterosexual chemistry,
relaxing to breathe
while you so desperately
Wait For Me
Vitamin C
It wasn't until my reality
Became the realism of my fantasies
Like living amongst women in
A mansion with them chasing after me
Italian, Caribbean, and Latino is
Who I lust for to challenge me
Two arms two legs sign me up
to balance me
shouldn't be difficult to manage me
Or handle me like a tangerine
Delicious in your mouth
Juicy and wet orange like
call me Mandarin
No pulp, just mad calcium
and an unlimited source of
Vitamin C
Became the realism of my fantasies
Like living amongst women in
A mansion with them chasing after me
Italian, Caribbean, and Latino is
Who I lust for to challenge me
Two arms two legs sign me up
to balance me
shouldn't be difficult to manage me
Or handle me like a tangerine
Delicious in your mouth
Juicy and wet orange like
call me Mandarin
No pulp, just mad calcium
and an unlimited source of
Vitamin C
Visions Beyond Visions
From the most intimate trips
My aim is to remember each and every one
Excelling to degrees of no return
unknown from where I've begun
Accomplishing my goals chasing the sun
my power, my belief, my energy infinite,
as I am a child of 2 but a son of 1.
So blessed as I am to exist before myself
each day within it my job is never done,
Stating and initiating conceptual idioms
familiarizing my mental with homonyms
and synonyms just to reach the blind, deaf
and dumb with minimum suspicion
as well as verbal supervision
I'm not responsible for teaching the ways
of Malcolm, Marcus, or Shirley Chisolm,
because I have my own beliefs and
Visions Beyond Visions
My aim is to remember each and every one
Excelling to degrees of no return
unknown from where I've begun
Accomplishing my goals chasing the sun
my power, my belief, my energy infinite,
as I am a child of 2 but a son of 1.
So blessed as I am to exist before myself
each day within it my job is never done,
Stating and initiating conceptual idioms
familiarizing my mental with homonyms
and synonyms just to reach the blind, deaf
and dumb with minimum suspicion
as well as verbal supervision
I'm not responsible for teaching the ways
of Malcolm, Marcus, or Shirley Chisolm,
because I have my own beliefs and
Visions Beyond Visions
Very Simple
Keynote speaking no quotes, no preparation
Confident now important understanding
why I shouldn't keep you waiting,
Life calls - I love participating
Maxed out dedication
I'll die to write another 1000
You see my strength verbatim
Out of my mouth switching up
Do you really understand
what I am saying?
Or are you just ignorant and unconscious
While I'm verbally entertaining
Not being short, or selfish
Detailing and mentally displaying
Follow me now
See AHKMEL Run - See AHKMEL Come
See AHKMEL Go, you see AHKMEL can be
when you didn't think so
Very Simple
Confident now important understanding
why I shouldn't keep you waiting,
Life calls - I love participating
Maxed out dedication
I'll die to write another 1000
You see my strength verbatim
Out of my mouth switching up
Do you really understand
what I am saying?
Or are you just ignorant and unconscious
While I'm verbally entertaining
Not being short, or selfish
Detailing and mentally displaying
Follow me now
See AHKMEL Run - See AHKMEL Come
See AHKMEL Go, you see AHKMEL can be
when you didn't think so
Very Simple
Uplifted
I'm trying to make this time different,
excuse me, I am making this time different
because I'm choosing to stay,
unlike before when I was shown the signs
that would make a true love
unsure or indifferent
I have the same goals the same missions,
whether or not they are common
I vow to the soul of my man
never to change regardless
if they are enough to convince
a woman to do the same
to sit and apply myself is my new aim,
her beauty, her smile, my duty,
I've pledged before,
but never begged before
to the spirit to keep me
Uplifted
excuse me, I am making this time different
because I'm choosing to stay,
unlike before when I was shown the signs
that would make a true love
unsure or indifferent
I have the same goals the same missions,
whether or not they are common
I vow to the soul of my man
never to change regardless
if they are enough to convince
a woman to do the same
to sit and apply myself is my new aim,
her beauty, her smile, my duty,
I've pledged before,
but never begged before
to the spirit to keep me
Uplifted
Until My Heart Stops
Your lovely face,
Your lovely hair,
The endless assortment of Victoria underwear
Your feminine scent,
Your soft skin,
I'm so fortunate just to be living
I see excitement for me
in the way you greet me I'm astounded
The way my feet have been grounded
Everyday is for the better
It's meaningful
The way my sleep is very dreamful
I count the number of your smiles
The number of emotional responses
The way you, each day fed me knowledge
to understand myself Thanks to you,
Now I'm righteous from start to finish
I always showed you behavior of the kindest
Who never became blinded
Even now as I close my eye
and type my feelings which I chose to do
as a new way of building
Resulting in my own personal fulfillment
I just seem to keep you on my mind
Line by line, line by line
I'm a writer
that needs to be blocked sometimes
but never happens
too much strength multiplied that can't
be broken down into fractions like
My love for your company Times
My love for what you want from me Times
My love for this talent forever will equal
My love for the love of your love
Which everyday I strive to keep above me
Vowing to you that when it rains
I will try to catch each drop
Until My Heart Stops
Your lovely hair,
The endless assortment of Victoria underwear
Your feminine scent,
Your soft skin,
I'm so fortunate just to be living
I see excitement for me
in the way you greet me I'm astounded
The way my feet have been grounded
Everyday is for the better
It's meaningful
The way my sleep is very dreamful
I count the number of your smiles
The number of emotional responses
The way you, each day fed me knowledge
to understand myself Thanks to you,
Now I'm righteous from start to finish
I always showed you behavior of the kindest
Who never became blinded
Even now as I close my eye
and type my feelings which I chose to do
as a new way of building
Resulting in my own personal fulfillment
I just seem to keep you on my mind
Line by line, line by line
I'm a writer
that needs to be blocked sometimes
but never happens
too much strength multiplied that can't
be broken down into fractions like
My love for your company Times
My love for what you want from me Times
My love for this talent forever will equal
My love for the love of your love
Which everyday I strive to keep above me
Vowing to you that when it rains
I will try to catch each drop
Until My Heart Stops
Unlike Any You Have Ever Had
From the beginning I thought you knew
by the way I flowed with you
the way I stood next to you
in my eyes couldn't you see
the love growing
with each word applied
allowing your ears to hear
I dream to be your fresh air you breathe
when you are in need
appearing to not vanish never
unless you are no longer
in existence on this planet
I've willed my soul to stay planted
to take control of the orbiting of
my spirit just to keep your essence
as a black woman near it
strong black and powerful enough
to permanently remove that
stress from your lower back
securing you with an infinite
amount of love and guidance
Unlike Any You Have Ever Had
by the way I flowed with you
the way I stood next to you
in my eyes couldn't you see
the love growing
with each word applied
allowing your ears to hear
I dream to be your fresh air you breathe
when you are in need
appearing to not vanish never
unless you are no longer
in existence on this planet
I've willed my soul to stay planted
to take control of the orbiting of
my spirit just to keep your essence
as a black woman near it
strong black and powerful enough
to permanently remove that
stress from your lower back
securing you with an infinite
amount of love and guidance
Unlike Any You Have Ever Had
Understand Me
By my subtle approach
I know You know what this is. . ...
On your back
Lotion
My hands
Lips
My forearms
Muscles
Your breath
My kiss
Your sensation
Believe
Your desire
My pleasure you receive
Where if you can understand that,
then you can
Understand me
I know You know what this is. . ...
On your back
Lotion
My hands
Lips
My forearms
Muscles
Your breath
My kiss
Your sensation
Believe
Your desire
My pleasure you receive
Where if you can understand that,
then you can
Understand me
Under These Conditions
Where would my thoughts
take you
if you showed interest in me?
My versatility,
Laying before you hereditary
intellectual potentially,
looking for something
to observe before you
are within total understanding
of what makes me...me,
As the respective distribution
of my expressions definitively
coats the mental of the
empirical all spiritual,
constituting intelligence far more
than one dimensional,
IQ substantially international for example
the depths of ones mind is
scientifically hereditary in order to believe
that it is economically and socially
Significant...Consequently
the number of those that disagree
understands culture differently,
Surveying socioeconomic factors educationally
using the sciences equating wisdom
selectively with mathematics
AHKMEL PHAROD he's ASIATIC
Inspiring challenges
within the worlds minorities
as we are apart of the beginning developed
independently to progress potentially,
Ethnically organizing diametrically
the opposite tendencies
Coexisting in non-ethical parties politically
which in turn is unjust based
on the rules of Democracy
Presidentially through the
reconstructed laws of Jim Crow
accentuating existing antagonism's
Under These Conditions
take you
if you showed interest in me?
My versatility,
Laying before you hereditary
intellectual potentially,
looking for something
to observe before you
are within total understanding
of what makes me...me,
As the respective distribution
of my expressions definitively
coats the mental of the
empirical all spiritual,
constituting intelligence far more
than one dimensional,
IQ substantially international for example
the depths of ones mind is
scientifically hereditary in order to believe
that it is economically and socially
Significant...Consequently
the number of those that disagree
understands culture differently,
Surveying socioeconomic factors educationally
using the sciences equating wisdom
selectively with mathematics
AHKMEL PHAROD he's ASIATIC
Inspiring challenges
within the worlds minorities
as we are apart of the beginning developed
independently to progress potentially,
Ethnically organizing diametrically
the opposite tendencies
Coexisting in non-ethical parties politically
which in turn is unjust based
on the rules of Democracy
Presidentially through the
reconstructed laws of Jim Crow
accentuating existing antagonism's
Under These Conditions
Unconditionally
Roses for you on this day
I'm twice feeling 6 dozen
By way of thoughts
I like revealing temperature rising
As my body is learning
While your body is yearning
Heart stolen right from my chest
Fish poling my soul
Slowly reeling Caught by you finally
All promiscuity out of my system
Leaving I must be dreaming
Stems long ready to show You,
My smile On my face blooming
I'm a new breed embracing you
The glow mirroring your attitude
That I have placed with you
Engaging you spiritually
Organizing love you are showing me
Unconditionally
I'm twice feeling 6 dozen
By way of thoughts
I like revealing temperature rising
As my body is learning
While your body is yearning
Heart stolen right from my chest
Fish poling my soul
Slowly reeling Caught by you finally
All promiscuity out of my system
Leaving I must be dreaming
Stems long ready to show You,
My smile On my face blooming
I'm a new breed embracing you
The glow mirroring your attitude
That I have placed with you
Engaging you spiritually
Organizing love you are showing me
Unconditionally
Unconditional Smiles
Inspired by Cuddles
I haven't found the time
or the words to explain
as thoughts of you
have poured on my mind
like rain,
lonely once again
to your rescue,
I shall never forget you
though I patiently wait
I await patiently to see you,
you are so beautiful
what would I ever so do without you,
as my first contact
from your eyes remembers
how you made my
insides paralyzed with
Unconditional Smiles
I haven't found the time
or the words to explain
as thoughts of you
have poured on my mind
like rain,
lonely once again
to your rescue,
I shall never forget you
though I patiently wait
I await patiently to see you,
you are so beautiful
what would I ever so do without you,
as my first contact
from your eyes remembers
how you made my
insides paralyzed with
Unconditional Smiles
Unconditional
I watched the snowfall
I looked for your face upon each flake
I didn't see an image that resembled you
as you were away - I still remembered you
The sun shined bright through my blinds
First rise of my physical
with you on my mind
Second thought was about
the conversation I already had
with you on my mind
On my mind is you
The delicate way I travel
just to survive for one more time
to hear your sweet
operator voice
of your own choice
I thank you for thinking
about me keeping me
on your mind
My world is now refined
I belong to you
My memoirs now include you
I write poems just to express
myself beautifully to you
So please accept my love
as a blessing as I am
forever grateful for you
existing in my life
as I exist in yours
Unconditional
I looked for your face upon each flake
I didn't see an image that resembled you
as you were away - I still remembered you
The sun shined bright through my blinds
First rise of my physical
with you on my mind
Second thought was about
the conversation I already had
with you on my mind
On my mind is you
The delicate way I travel
just to survive for one more time
to hear your sweet
operator voice
of your own choice
I thank you for thinking
about me keeping me
on your mind
My world is now refined
I belong to you
My memoirs now include you
I write poems just to express
myself beautifully to you
So please accept my love
as a blessing as I am
forever grateful for you
existing in my life
as I exist in yours
Unconditional
Trying To Reach You
The paintings on the wall
Could not be much clearer at this time
As my love for you has been defined
The way I am taking My life serious now
is because of you
Walking everyday with a smile
And there was once that question of how
How could my feelings be so strong
Beautiful
They were here all along
I just had to be found
Until I was found by you
So why should I hold my feelings
back from you
Do you understand
You are a woman
and I am a man
in this life as we live
it is important that we become one
with no hesitation
the only way we can go wrong
is by thinking about going wrong
so let me let you enjoy me
all day and all night long
as each expression is the same
and it will continue until you
get the message
and figure out that I am here only
with my heart
Trying to Reach You
Could not be much clearer at this time
As my love for you has been defined
The way I am taking My life serious now
is because of you
Walking everyday with a smile
And there was once that question of how
How could my feelings be so strong
Beautiful
They were here all along
I just had to be found
Until I was found by you
So why should I hold my feelings
back from you
Do you understand
You are a woman
and I am a man
in this life as we live
it is important that we become one
with no hesitation
the only way we can go wrong
is by thinking about going wrong
so let me let you enjoy me
all day and all night long
as each expression is the same
and it will continue until you
get the message
and figure out that I am here only
with my heart
Trying to Reach You
True To You
For the world to accept you
as I am accepting you
with the thoughts of holding you
showing you that my inner candle
is now burning for you
sincere with learning you
educating my soul for you
loving you openly unconditional
embracing my thoughts
like my world for you
I stand out with my hand out
heat hotter than the lava in Fiji
please believe me as I will never
leave you emotionless
like senseless commercials on TV
I'm here for the lover in you
proving to you by moving to you
because I'm real
and my love will forever stay
True To you
as I am accepting you
with the thoughts of holding you
showing you that my inner candle
is now burning for you
sincere with learning you
educating my soul for you
loving you openly unconditional
embracing my thoughts
like my world for you
I stand out with my hand out
heat hotter than the lava in Fiji
please believe me as I will never
leave you emotionless
like senseless commercials on TV
I'm here for the lover in you
proving to you by moving to you
because I'm real
and my love will forever stay
True To you
Trembling
Seizure type movements
muscles more than tight
more like a feeling
of pinched nerves
If you feel me...
the blood pressure rapidly rising
beyond my calcium level
knees buckling due to how weak
you are making me,
I know I'm not
suffering from osteoporosis,
Hyperventilating
once again I need H2o
nothing to grab
I need something
to keep up with this fellatio
as I temporarily remove my Halo
I
69 like my cancer sign
letting you know
to check for the symbol
before letting me lay low
I remember falling asleep between
what was always readily available
for me to eat admitting that I was full
dead tired leaving no reason
for this beautiful woman to say go
it is times like these that are
suppose to be addressed
supposed to be expressed
to prepare the next woman
before she allows my words
that are stronger than my actions
to get her undressed
without even knowing my name
or remembering the way she had me
Trembling
muscles more than tight
more like a feeling
of pinched nerves
If you feel me...
the blood pressure rapidly rising
beyond my calcium level
knees buckling due to how weak
you are making me,
I know I'm not
suffering from osteoporosis,
Hyperventilating
once again I need H2o
nothing to grab
I need something
to keep up with this fellatio
as I temporarily remove my Halo
I
69 like my cancer sign
letting you know
to check for the symbol
before letting me lay low
I remember falling asleep between
what was always readily available
for me to eat admitting that I was full
dead tired leaving no reason
for this beautiful woman to say go
it is times like these that are
suppose to be addressed
supposed to be expressed
to prepare the next woman
before she allows my words
that are stronger than my actions
to get her undressed
without even knowing my name
or remembering the way she had me
Trembling
Transcendence
You can't understand can you
You can't understand
what you have started,
I've had one before that inspired me
then the world stop spinning,
I couldn't understand the ways
of another that were not as equal to my own
I closed the blinds
and opened up my spirit
and my spirit protected me from the pain
so much pain so many tears
I'm the man that has the wounds.
I share them with you everyday
So simple so clear see through the mystery
and read my heart,
as it's for you to understand
but not to explain beyond
Transcendence
You can't understand
what you have started,
I've had one before that inspired me
then the world stop spinning,
I couldn't understand the ways
of another that were not as equal to my own
I closed the blinds
and opened up my spirit
and my spirit protected me from the pain
so much pain so many tears
I'm the man that has the wounds.
I share them with you everyday
So simple so clear see through the mystery
and read my heart,
as it's for you to understand
but not to explain beyond
Transcendence
Touched
Sun-drenched eyelids
fashioned by an oceanic smile,
attracts my attention far and near
The kind of things that I like
are enjoyed by those who appreciate
my reason why I'm here
looking for completeness
dawned by sweetness
and patience,
let me verbally romance
the nakedness of minds untouched,
Let me provide the world with a new life
and new reasons to open emotions
to feel pain and sorrow
rescued by new love tomorrow.
My magnetic pull toward the
hourglass figure keeps me on point
as an empowered massed vigor poet,
founder of the age new Brooklyn Renaissance,
deep in the spirit with only one reason
to write while I'm being
Touched
fashioned by an oceanic smile,
attracts my attention far and near
The kind of things that I like
are enjoyed by those who appreciate
my reason why I'm here
looking for completeness
dawned by sweetness
and patience,
let me verbally romance
the nakedness of minds untouched,
Let me provide the world with a new life
and new reasons to open emotions
to feel pain and sorrow
rescued by new love tomorrow.
My magnetic pull toward the
hourglass figure keeps me on point
as an empowered massed vigor poet,
founder of the age new Brooklyn Renaissance,
deep in the spirit with only one reason
to write while I'm being
Touched
Tomorrow
Coming to pass with the understanding
Forever is the planning of
Yesterdays most memorable moments,
Exhausted yet I'm not
On my mind you are melting and quenching
My nerves boiling red hot
Listening to my heart from the start
Allowing a never ending,
Reason for not pretending to share
What is so dear to my Soul,
You bless me with unconditional control
Patiently laying me down gently
Before you lay yourself down to sleep,
Counting the many times I've told you
How much "I love you" instead of sheep,
Lost in my dreams
held by you tenderly heavenly,
safe within your life now
leaving me peacefully looking forward to
Tomorrow
Forever is the planning of
Yesterdays most memorable moments,
Exhausted yet I'm not
On my mind you are melting and quenching
My nerves boiling red hot
Listening to my heart from the start
Allowing a never ending,
Reason for not pretending to share
What is so dear to my Soul,
You bless me with unconditional control
Patiently laying me down gently
Before you lay yourself down to sleep,
Counting the many times I've told you
How much "I love you" instead of sheep,
Lost in my dreams
held by you tenderly heavenly,
safe within your life now
leaving me peacefully looking forward to
Tomorrow
To Vanish within Thin Air
And again I see I have to UN-prepare
My fears to leave behind another behind
the other - you see all I wanted was just a
taste of what was good not bad,
"I've tasted bad" and then I ran far away
far - far away, I am struggling-bad,
My heart needs repairing bad, assurance bad.
Where are my bags? I need to be with my dad,
my father who art in Heaven
Dear Lord, take me from this land
Before I start using my hands
Before I shed another tear
Before I shed blood - clear
the scars of a Prince enough
for them to be seen every year,
Story after Story no longer
am I interested in writing that book,
instead I'll compose thoughts sincere
To Vanish within Thin Air
My fears to leave behind another behind
the other - you see all I wanted was just a
taste of what was good not bad,
"I've tasted bad" and then I ran far away
far - far away, I am struggling-bad,
My heart needs repairing bad, assurance bad.
Where are my bags? I need to be with my dad,
my father who art in Heaven
Dear Lord, take me from this land
Before I start using my hands
Before I shed another tear
Before I shed blood - clear
the scars of a Prince enough
for them to be seen every year,
Story after Story no longer
am I interested in writing that book,
instead I'll compose thoughts sincere
To Vanish within Thin Air
To Underachieve You
After the Lord armed me
with a heart I decided to use it
to rid the world of your evil
My eyes x-raying your feelings
and that serious look on your face
I can see through,
Trust me because the opposite
of different is the same or equal
my destiny effortless as I've walked
side by side many people
leaving trails behind, I've made my mark
now available for you to leave through
I don't think so make a mistake
and be seen left with those who need you
I sure don't because
you lack the security for me
To Underachieve You
with a heart I decided to use it
to rid the world of your evil
My eyes x-raying your feelings
and that serious look on your face
I can see through,
Trust me because the opposite
of different is the same or equal
my destiny effortless as I've walked
side by side many people
leaving trails behind, I've made my mark
now available for you to leave through
I don't think so make a mistake
and be seen left with those who need you
I sure don't because
you lack the security for me
To Underachieve You
To This Day
The last time my teachings surfaced
The world opened up to understand me
My place where I belong
Has always been positive
beyond belief
Knowledge is what I speak
My heart captured then rescued
by the way the horizon flattered it
As it is the glowing darkness
I walk with
Footprints in the sand
My own in which he understands
I am through the world - blessed by him
Side by side hand in hand,
Righteously I've accepted my calling
as it is the destiny and not fate
I'm still able to exist
To This Day
The world opened up to understand me
My place where I belong
Has always been positive
beyond belief
Knowledge is what I speak
My heart captured then rescued
by the way the horizon flattered it
As it is the glowing darkness
I walk with
Footprints in the sand
My own in which he understands
I am through the world - blessed by him
Side by side hand in hand,
Righteously I've accepted my calling
as it is the destiny and not fate
I'm still able to exist
To This Day
Too Hard to Annoy (w)
Slaves blood in my veins roaring silently
Trial after death
Presently you should respect me
And my heart because it's mine
Culturally existing through ancestry
As King a Man
10 fingers 2 hands
my pen to paper I use to command
Imagery for you to understand
My each step has a plan
and I've walked further
than 100 Freedom Fighters holding hands
Initializing the memories
To keep stable the stance
No longer B-boy
that was used as a decoy
Now I'm employed
Maintaining my character that's
Too Hard to Annoy
Trial after death
Presently you should respect me
And my heart because it's mine
Culturally existing through ancestry
As King a Man
10 fingers 2 hands
my pen to paper I use to command
Imagery for you to understand
My each step has a plan
and I've walked further
than 100 Freedom Fighters holding hands
Initializing the memories
To keep stable the stance
No longer B-boy
that was used as a decoy
Now I'm employed
Maintaining my character that's
Too Hard to Annoy
To Exist Just For You (w)
I have a lot to say,
because I never hear enough......
I will like to start off
by saying that you are welcomed
to cleanse your soul right here.
For every man that hurt you
I welcome you to heal
yourself right here.
Unconditionally, I am
a child of God sent here
to free your mind of sin
and hatred toward men.
In the beginning
he created me for the mold
to be duplicated but never imitated,
So be careful as your wishes
have come true as I
will continue
To Exist Just For You
because I never hear enough......
I will like to start off
by saying that you are welcomed
to cleanse your soul right here.
For every man that hurt you
I welcome you to heal
yourself right here.
Unconditionally, I am
a child of God sent here
to free your mind of sin
and hatred toward men.
In the beginning
he created me for the mold
to be duplicated but never imitated,
So be careful as your wishes
have come true as I
will continue
To Exist Just For You
To Die For (w)
If I can count how many ways to please you
I would fall asleep dreaming about
waking up just to continue,
every word that is typed
hardly premeditated
is there to release you
from any pain that another
other than myself might bring you,
call me at home when you are alone
call to say high,
if I'm that second source
you can always look on to rely,
I'm available to you,
even when I don't try
So ask yourself,
or just forever wonder why
why can't we hold one another,
be close (for real) with one another,
lay on rose petals and make passionate silk
sheet love to one another,
who is there to judge us and how we feel
who is there to tell us
how we are suppose to feel
I want to taste your flesh
like rain to mesh,
excuse me on that just taking this time
to use my own personal fantasy
visualization to express the way I hunger
for more of your time, more of your
subliminal escapes to my shine
as the sun's rays are ours to relax our
shadows with like something
To Die For
I would fall asleep dreaming about
waking up just to continue,
every word that is typed
hardly premeditated
is there to release you
from any pain that another
other than myself might bring you,
call me at home when you are alone
call to say high,
if I'm that second source
you can always look on to rely,
I'm available to you,
even when I don't try
So ask yourself,
or just forever wonder why
why can't we hold one another,
be close (for real) with one another,
lay on rose petals and make passionate silk
sheet love to one another,
who is there to judge us and how we feel
who is there to tell us
how we are suppose to feel
I want to taste your flesh
like rain to mesh,
excuse me on that just taking this time
to use my own personal fantasy
visualization to express the way I hunger
for more of your time, more of your
subliminal escapes to my shine
as the sun's rays are ours to relax our
shadows with like something
To Die For
Thunderous (w)
I thought about you
the way you looked into my eyes
before you left my presence
I in my sleep fought about you
the smiles shared with
the heavens last night
graciously this morning
dawns upon you
I can see the earths core
beating for our evermore
the trusting love
connected to our fours
or shall I say
at this time sliding doors
the energy not similar
to what has been felt before
more of it which
has yet to be explored
more of it
which has already been endured
together we understand
while our spirits soar
high above pure
like angelic doves
keeping what is sacred
confidently about us and only us
where within the Divine nature
of this world we found Love
of proportions wonderous
enjoying every moment
our souls meet
and our hearts beat
Thunderous
the way you looked into my eyes
before you left my presence
I in my sleep fought about you
the smiles shared with
the heavens last night
graciously this morning
dawns upon you
I can see the earths core
beating for our evermore
the trusting love
connected to our fours
or shall I say
at this time sliding doors
the energy not similar
to what has been felt before
more of it which
has yet to be explored
more of it
which has already been endured
together we understand
while our spirits soar
high above pure
like angelic doves
keeping what is sacred
confidently about us and only us
where within the Divine nature
of this world we found Love
of proportions wonderous
enjoying every moment
our souls meet
and our hearts beat
Thunderous
Wednesday, September 14, 2005
To Cut Off (w)
Fashionably I write my thoughts
Emotionally never lost
feelings to damaged to be caught
Therefore I continue to simmer
My wisdom like sauce
Verbally by now I believe
You heard of me AHK-MEL
Two syllables ultra the meaning
A true Jedi less the red eye
Using the force - my energy
Forcibly up to the plate
I'm running because I'm too
fast to walk smearing away the chalk
In the Batters box 1000 poems slugging
Applying one by one to your brain
Until it's time for mine
To Cut Off
Emotionally never lost
feelings to damaged to be caught
Therefore I continue to simmer
My wisdom like sauce
Verbally by now I believe
You heard of me AHK-MEL
Two syllables ultra the meaning
A true Jedi less the red eye
Using the force - my energy
Forcibly up to the plate
I'm running because I'm too
fast to walk smearing away the chalk
In the Batters box 1000 poems slugging
Applying one by one to your brain
Until it's time for mine
To Cut Off
To Become One With (w)
Lets sit for a minute with our brains
And speak about levity
What's my remedy?
To unknown problems,
How do I - I mean
I think I'm equip to solve them
Mostly high regarding my energy
1000 miles one minute it usually takes
for me to calm them
those who are irrational
and unapproachable to my wisdom
far beyond coachable maybe quotable
highly notable
experience and stability
over maturity and accountability
in front I stand to assist never punish
because my mind and spirit
is what I look for others in need
To Become One With
And speak about levity
What's my remedy?
To unknown problems,
How do I - I mean
I think I'm equip to solve them
Mostly high regarding my energy
1000 miles one minute it usually takes
for me to calm them
those who are irrational
and unapproachable to my wisdom
far beyond coachable maybe quotable
highly notable
experience and stability
over maturity and accountability
in front I stand to assist never punish
because my mind and spirit
is what I look for others in need
To Become One With
To Be Responsible For (w)
It is my extreme pleasure
to leave a part of my heart with you,
I am here in the states where for 18 years
I have been so unappreciated
it`s starting to make me feel
as if I have to move from here
to find love and matrimony.
I love to express myself honestly and openly
to a lady that appreciates that in a man
where that man has always been me,
but it seems that it`s not figured out
until I am gone from a trying relationship
28 with no children with a big heart
is scary to me because I would love
to have a family
To Be Responsible For
to leave a part of my heart with you,
I am here in the states where for 18 years
I have been so unappreciated
it`s starting to make me feel
as if I have to move from here
to find love and matrimony.
I love to express myself honestly and openly
to a lady that appreciates that in a man
where that man has always been me,
but it seems that it`s not figured out
until I am gone from a trying relationship
28 with no children with a big heart
is scary to me because I would love
to have a family
To Be Responsible For
To Be Impressive (w)
If I turned tossed then turned again
Would it mean I was restless
or I had something on my mind
Defenseless?
Maybe because I didn't kneel
giving thanks praying about
understanding the meaning of stress
like the life I aggressively
attempt to lead Offensive
Because I'm quiet
doesn't mean I don't get stressed less
It's just how I accept life
as it is so precious,
no practice - as perfect I live,
and it is only for myself to judge
as I am perfect because I control
my nerves and reactions
for my own acceptance
enjoying the comforts of my esteem
drama free and able to rest
organized and relentless
casually relating
to those still debating
whether or not they have
To Be Impressive
Would it mean I was restless
or I had something on my mind
Defenseless?
Maybe because I didn't kneel
giving thanks praying about
understanding the meaning of stress
like the life I aggressively
attempt to lead Offensive
Because I'm quiet
doesn't mean I don't get stressed less
It's just how I accept life
as it is so precious,
no practice - as perfect I live,
and it is only for myself to judge
as I am perfect because I control
my nerves and reactions
for my own acceptance
enjoying the comforts of my esteem
drama free and able to rest
organized and relentless
casually relating
to those still debating
whether or not they have
To Be Impressive
To Be Got
Walking fist closed -
Eyes peeled for foes
Give me your gold
Jacking your clothes
With or without the holes
That's Brooklyn
No body knows
Go ahead and believe what you were told
Cause like a movie you've been sold
Both ways the street are crossed
Along with the Pimps, Hustlers, and Hoe's
Sharp blades broken bottles
Direct blows bloody noses as a result
Of you trying to be bold
Your grip is female
less than that of a man's hold
this is a man's world
dirty gritty and cold
and that's my mold, since the days of old
back in the 80's I remember
only a selected were chose
to hit those that needed
To Be Got
Eyes peeled for foes
Give me your gold
Jacking your clothes
With or without the holes
That's Brooklyn
No body knows
Go ahead and believe what you were told
Cause like a movie you've been sold
Both ways the street are crossed
Along with the Pimps, Hustlers, and Hoe's
Sharp blades broken bottles
Direct blows bloody noses as a result
Of you trying to be bold
Your grip is female
less than that of a man's hold
this is a man's world
dirty gritty and cold
and that's my mold, since the days of old
back in the 80's I remember
only a selected were chose
to hit those that needed
To Be Got
To Be Alone
With love sincerely I will inform you
When I fall promising to
Never ever never ever never
Allow my heart to stall
Back and spine healthy enough to
Never ever never ever never
Have to call for help
Along with you into paradise
I pray to exist by myself
So I can spoil you rotten
Until the rest of the world
By you have been forgotten
Everyday inducing you with potions and toxins
OD'n on my smile alone
You know at times
It's wider than a mile alone
So love as I love and there will never
be a reason for you and I
To Be Alone
When I fall promising to
Never ever never ever never
Allow my heart to stall
Back and spine healthy enough to
Never ever never ever never
Have to call for help
Along with you into paradise
I pray to exist by myself
So I can spoil you rotten
Until the rest of the world
By you have been forgotten
Everyday inducing you with potions and toxins
OD'n on my smile alone
You know at times
It's wider than a mile alone
So love as I love and there will never
be a reason for you and I
To Be Alone
Time to Time (w)
I just wanted
to express to you
that I am not going to
stalk you or bother you
too much more than invited,
however,
I am really attracted
to the soft gentleness
of your voice
and beauty which
may need to be
experienced from
Time to Time
to express to you
that I am not going to
stalk you or bother you
too much more than invited,
however,
I am really attracted
to the soft gentleness
of your voice
and beauty which
may need to be
experienced from
Time to Time
Endlessly (w)
Sugar equals me
beyond the fact that it dissolves easily
However the you
along with the right amount of water
added to it equals you
the flavor never disappears
the taste stays and that is me - Sweet
Sweet enough to not critique...
just let me be me as I long
to demonstrate how to be for you
before leaving you I will ease you
with each and every bit of strength I flex
with me I want to keep you next
not to disrobe just explode
I've been waiting for the moment
the right time
to reach out and penetrate your mind
because I want to cry before I lie
just to keep you secure with my
UN-CON- DITion - NAL poetic lullaby..
you deserve more than the sun
and stars can offer you
as I will strive to remain dignified
as a man
to always rub the pain from up off of you
Dedication - my best friend,
Devotion - my best friend
because I have them
as they have me
to protect me
Endlessly
beyond the fact that it dissolves easily
However the you
along with the right amount of water
added to it equals you
the flavor never disappears
the taste stays and that is me - Sweet
Sweet enough to not critique...
just let me be me as I long
to demonstrate how to be for you
before leaving you I will ease you
with each and every bit of strength I flex
with me I want to keep you next
not to disrobe just explode
I've been waiting for the moment
the right time
to reach out and penetrate your mind
because I want to cry before I lie
just to keep you secure with my
UN-CON- DITion - NAL poetic lullaby..
you deserve more than the sun
and stars can offer you
as I will strive to remain dignified
as a man
to always rub the pain from up off of you
Dedication - my best friend,
Devotion - my best friend
because I have them
as they have me
to protect me
Endlessly
This Poem for You (w)
You caught my eye
Allowing through you
The sun to continue
shining on my life
Such a beauty should
Only be kept securely
Underneath candlelight
With a rose to appeal
To your nose along with
A romantic dinner cooked
For you every night
Beautiful I know
Yet is how I'm only
Getting to know you,
However I pledge to openly
share my love like
This Poem for You
Allowing through you
The sun to continue
shining on my life
Such a beauty should
Only be kept securely
Underneath candlelight
With a rose to appeal
To your nose along with
A romantic dinner cooked
For you every night
Beautiful I know
Yet is how I'm only
Getting to know you,
However I pledge to openly
share my love like
This Poem for You
This Perfect Marriage
The way I slowly caress my pencil
and pad from within the comforts of pain
Empowers the connection of my soul
To magnify the delicate strokes on paper
That may or may not be plain
Projected from inside my mind so intact
I thank god for keeping me
from abusing the one thing I own
If nothing else the focus
I remember the time I wrote when
there was no more room to write
I used my might to be polite
and turned over my page
that was not afraid to RSVP
forward me the invite, bonded responding
to thoughts concerned
and my plights succession addicted to
This Perfect Marriage
and pad from within the comforts of pain
Empowers the connection of my soul
To magnify the delicate strokes on paper
That may or may not be plain
Projected from inside my mind so intact
I thank god for keeping me
from abusing the one thing I own
If nothing else the focus
I remember the time I wrote when
there was no more room to write
I used my might to be polite
and turned over my page
that was not afraid to RSVP
forward me the invite, bonded responding
to thoughts concerned
and my plights succession addicted to
This Perfect Marriage
This Evening (w)
You see I thought
Once I noticed you
You would submit
Then transmit your thinking
To my eyelids
The way you kept my eyes
Open wide shut
No blinking
Resulting in my heart weakening
Causing murmurs within
A young Mexican West Indian
Internally bleeding
My question again to you
Is it really a fact,
That your positioning and
The invitation of your love
are in need of my attention
This Evening
Once I noticed you
You would submit
Then transmit your thinking
To my eyelids
The way you kept my eyes
Open wide shut
No blinking
Resulting in my heart weakening
Causing murmurs within
A young Mexican West Indian
Internally bleeding
My question again to you
Is it really a fact,
That your positioning and
The invitation of your love
are in need of my attention
This Evening
Thinking About You (w)
In the mood to dream
as tired is far from me tonight
here alone and at ease
My love I wait for tonight
Knowing when I see you
You will smile bright
Keeping me awake
With your touch
for the rest of the night
But the time came
away you have gone
where I lay quiet alone
awaiting your return
Thinking About You
as tired is far from me tonight
here alone and at ease
My love I wait for tonight
Knowing when I see you
You will smile bright
Keeping me awake
With your touch
for the rest of the night
But the time came
away you have gone
where I lay quiet alone
awaiting your return
Thinking About You
These Unwanted Thoughts
The rope of my world
to many knots to many shots
taking at my soul and also my heart
walking wounded taking wounded
I wish I existed in a place
time has forgot
so I can laugh and smile
without thinking I can not
wishful dreams I use to have them a lot
but now I seem to have trouble
connecting the dots
forfieting my true self
just to ease
These Unwanted Thoughts
to many knots to many shots
taking at my soul and also my heart
walking wounded taking wounded
I wish I existed in a place
time has forgot
so I can laugh and smile
without thinking I can not
wishful dreams I use to have them a lot
but now I seem to have trouble
connecting the dots
forfieting my true self
just to ease
These Unwanted Thoughts
The Welcoming of Your Blush
I use to dream of the actions of another
maybe you
I just don't know sometimes
my mind wants to know
the truth and why my soul
wants to be good to you
no disappointments no worries
tenderly I belong right next to you
just tell me what I need to know to grow
I am waiting as I pray that
I can be good to you,
my heart is heavy with fear
as it is unprepared to fall
Will you be the cushion?
If I may ask...how do you drink
that drink that hot chocolate and smooth?
May I blow it for you?
or even hold it for you
I just want to be close enough
to experience trust as well as
The Welcoming of Your Blush
maybe you
I just don't know sometimes
my mind wants to know
the truth and why my soul
wants to be good to you
no disappointments no worries
tenderly I belong right next to you
just tell me what I need to know to grow
I am waiting as I pray that
I can be good to you,
my heart is heavy with fear
as it is unprepared to fall
Will you be the cushion?
If I may ask...how do you drink
that drink that hot chocolate and smooth?
May I blow it for you?
or even hold it for you
I just want to be close enough
to experience trust as well as
The Welcoming of Your Blush
The Way You Love Me (w)
Within your arms - I'm finding myself
Happier I am now
Strengthened by the beauty
Of your gorgeous smile
Remarkable as I may seem
With you I am to succeed
As you are the truth
For my heart to receive
Endlessly I compose my thoughts just for
Your eyes to see
Magnifying the state
Of believing in the existence
Of what we have - I of the You
Only the us, shall lie
In between faithfully
Within each others reach
Never passing you consciously
Because I love you like
The Way You Love Me
Happier I am now
Strengthened by the beauty
Of your gorgeous smile
Remarkable as I may seem
With you I am to succeed
As you are the truth
For my heart to receive
Endlessly I compose my thoughts just for
Your eyes to see
Magnifying the state
Of believing in the existence
Of what we have - I of the You
Only the us, shall lie
In between faithfully
Within each others reach
Never passing you consciously
Because I love you like
The Way You Love Me
The Way I Love You (w)
One more time,
more then
it could ever be imagined,
How if your heart
was left in front of me to grab,
then it would be your heart
that I would start grabbing,
So gentle and sensitive
is the mental approach
I will try and take with you,
expressing my thoughts
and feelings with my pencil,
I read for you as there is a need for you
positively exercising daily,
letting me succeed for you
making your dreams come true,
My Love what ever you want from me is yours
because I believe in you,
believing you love me
The Way I Love You
more then
it could ever be imagined,
How if your heart
was left in front of me to grab,
then it would be your heart
that I would start grabbing,
So gentle and sensitive
is the mental approach
I will try and take with you,
expressing my thoughts
and feelings with my pencil,
I read for you as there is a need for you
positively exercising daily,
letting me succeed for you
making your dreams come true,
My Love what ever you want from me is yours
because I believe in you,
believing you love me
The Way I Love You
The Truth Hurts Admit It (w)
I jump first to die first
Not trying to fall first
My movement's all-hostile
Like postal clerks out of work
Verbally break-dancing
Windmill tongue twisting
Suicide spitting whistling
While I twerk mad cold
Out of my mind berserk
Call me Kirk, I run this Captain
no ship plenty of dirt
gritty and grimy
losing you sesame street lyricist
like Ernie did Bert
Backwards asses exposed
After I pulled out the heart
Before taking off of your shirt
Hoping that you understand
Beyond emotion because
The Truth Hurts Admit It
Not trying to fall first
My movement's all-hostile
Like postal clerks out of work
Verbally break-dancing
Windmill tongue twisting
Suicide spitting whistling
While I twerk mad cold
Out of my mind berserk
Call me Kirk, I run this Captain
no ship plenty of dirt
gritty and grimy
losing you sesame street lyricist
like Ernie did Bert
Backwards asses exposed
After I pulled out the heart
Before taking off of your shirt
Hoping that you understand
Beyond emotion because
The Truth Hurts Admit It
Tuesday, September 13, 2005
The Sins of Me
Reluctant as I remained
Independent however
Still environmentally chained
Overworked mentally
Respectfully under-maintained
In silence my brown skin
tightens in vain
with no need to be happy
because happiness only in the end brings pain
Greatly suffered surviving through
The strength of my divinity
Universally renamed
Courageously non-collegiately
My chin 90 degrees
I collectively refrain
from exercising my reign
Royalty stricken oppressed natively
Tricking Tarzan just to get to Jane
Non-emotional like coke with no CANE
high on the bang from thunder
Hold the rain
Only lyrics drop leaving permanent stains
My words spoken like Cyrus to gangs
New York, New York
All Year Brooklyn All Day
Triflin trigga no other equal
Abstract complex far from plain
Automation never the same
Thinking like momma
Get thrown from the 3 IRT train
With no one to blame
Doing my thing merciless like Ming
Slapping the whooping out of cranes
Cruelty to all that cross my lane
Arm & Hammering the brain
Watching and observing as the mucous drains
From the sides of the heads are
The Sins of Me
Independent however
Still environmentally chained
Overworked mentally
Respectfully under-maintained
In silence my brown skin
tightens in vain
with no need to be happy
because happiness only in the end brings pain
Greatly suffered surviving through
The strength of my divinity
Universally renamed
Courageously non-collegiately
My chin 90 degrees
I collectively refrain
from exercising my reign
Royalty stricken oppressed natively
Tricking Tarzan just to get to Jane
Non-emotional like coke with no CANE
high on the bang from thunder
Hold the rain
Only lyrics drop leaving permanent stains
My words spoken like Cyrus to gangs
New York, New York
All Year Brooklyn All Day
Triflin trigga no other equal
Abstract complex far from plain
Automation never the same
Thinking like momma
Get thrown from the 3 IRT train
With no one to blame
Doing my thing merciless like Ming
Slapping the whooping out of cranes
Cruelty to all that cross my lane
Arm & Hammering the brain
Watching and observing as the mucous drains
From the sides of the heads are
The Sins of Me
The Rest of My Life (w)
Inspired by "Cuddles"
It seems like love
the sight seen last night
before looking into your eyes
I looked deep inside of my heart
and found your smile
which looked so nice
where I am so happy knowing
that each moment with you
will be an enjoyable memory for
The Rest of My Life
It seems like love
the sight seen last night
before looking into your eyes
I looked deep inside of my heart
and found your smile
which looked so nice
where I am so happy knowing
that each moment with you
will be an enjoyable memory for
The Rest of My Life
The Recognizing of Me (w)
What we saw from the beginning
were two Stars one Moon and three Suns,
I wanted to with you
soar to the heights of Kings and Queens.
Is that not of us?
Do we take each others hands
hold each others thoughts?
When do we wake up
from these dreams called love?
Can we evaluate the unexpected
or do we continue to prosper as projected,
Feeling good is the how I desire to feel
for the rest of my life,
then there is the time
that equality sets its standards
between us
amazing with the questions
of how as true is to believe
in the I in the time
in the attitude in the respect
what has to be is the level of change
I know your name you hear me pronounce
the first and the last You,
I appreciate infatuated with
The Recognizing of Me
were two Stars one Moon and three Suns,
I wanted to with you
soar to the heights of Kings and Queens.
Is that not of us?
Do we take each others hands
hold each others thoughts?
When do we wake up
from these dreams called love?
Can we evaluate the unexpected
or do we continue to prosper as projected,
Feeling good is the how I desire to feel
for the rest of my life,
then there is the time
that equality sets its standards
between us
amazing with the questions
of how as true is to believe
in the I in the time
in the attitude in the respect
what has to be is the level of change
I know your name you hear me pronounce
the first and the last You,
I appreciate infatuated with
The Recognizing of Me
The Reason for College
My Questions
That don't need answering
Far and beyond outstretched oppression
8 planets 3.5 billion stars
Day-to-day I am balancing
no break needed just a little space
Get It!
The same thoughts I would
automatically reject - so bring it
and an example you will now
become poetically distributed
For instance positive and positive
equals positive,
I taught logic so my tautologies
Are awfully understood by
the negative and negative
which equals illogic where
rationally I now dramatically understand
The Reason for College
That don't need answering
Far and beyond outstretched oppression
8 planets 3.5 billion stars
Day-to-day I am balancing
no break needed just a little space
Get It!
The same thoughts I would
automatically reject - so bring it
and an example you will now
become poetically distributed
For instance positive and positive
equals positive,
I taught logic so my tautologies
Are awfully understood by
the negative and negative
which equals illogic where
rationally I now dramatically understand
The Reason for College
The Only One to Blame
How can she love me
when she knows not love
the many experiences of hate
pain that never amounted
90% discounted the fate
while looking for
left abandoned
another way through faith
I understand the signs
and different ways
the heart takes on new shapes
to protect from another stray
or man that had less than
a heart to offer her
now again she'll have to wait
before she can open up the same
as in the first day
leaving her now
The Only One to Blame
when she knows not love
the many experiences of hate
pain that never amounted
90% discounted the fate
while looking for
left abandoned
another way through faith
I understand the signs
and different ways
the heart takes on new shapes
to protect from another stray
or man that had less than
a heart to offer her
now again she'll have to wait
before she can open up the same
as in the first day
leaving her now
The Only One to Blame
The Only One Listening (w)
Hello Beautiful, Do you mind
if I share My with you?
Will you be willing to with me, be comfortable?
For I am here
only to be with you, Gentle
Why don't you inhale and exhale for me
understanding that I may not be
the all that you need, I understand,
as you may be conscious of my existence
as though I was formed
just for your assistance
in which I don't have a problem helping and guiding
your heart to the level of non-resistance
Be afraid no more trust with your thoughts
And have faith in my soft approach
I have chosen to take with you
Where without I would be lost
Only to be discovered in a world
Where the lonely do all of the wishing
Making me feel like I'm
The Only One Listening
if I share My with you?
Will you be willing to with me, be comfortable?
For I am here
only to be with you, Gentle
Why don't you inhale and exhale for me
understanding that I may not be
the all that you need, I understand,
as you may be conscious of my existence
as though I was formed
just for your assistance
in which I don't have a problem helping and guiding
your heart to the level of non-resistance
Be afraid no more trust with your thoughts
And have faith in my soft approach
I have chosen to take with you
Where without I would be lost
Only to be discovered in a world
Where the lonely do all of the wishing
Making me feel like I'm
The Only One Listening
The Most Sensual Attention
Something can happen when
we both hold each other tight
tighter than the last night
my hands applied that cocoa butter
your back patiently allowed me to wonder
as I looked at the shape
I will not blunder just handle you
like the earth's core to thunder
electric, essentric
exotic, erotic
I am about to go there
because you are toxic
body smelling like angels breath
thirsting for it to continue to speak
1 hour discussions each session
sensually allowing me to bleed
erect explosion
I'm weak.......so
turn over so I can drink your potion
with out the flavored lotion
hands disciplined to hold
securing your motion
as the tides start to rise
from beneath your ocean
you have me, you got me...rhythmic I shake
aiming-ly arousing the intensity
I like kissing especially right there
and there - and there
woman are you prepared
if not you best beware
because I study, practice, plus I care...
about your beating
yeah I know about that
but I'll be gentle....do you see how you
have me quoting and floating words
in your direction, easily with
The Most Sensual Attention
we both hold each other tight
tighter than the last night
my hands applied that cocoa butter
your back patiently allowed me to wonder
as I looked at the shape
I will not blunder just handle you
like the earth's core to thunder
electric, essentric
exotic, erotic
I am about to go there
because you are toxic
body smelling like angels breath
thirsting for it to continue to speak
1 hour discussions each session
sensually allowing me to bleed
erect explosion
I'm weak.......so
turn over so I can drink your potion
with out the flavored lotion
hands disciplined to hold
securing your motion
as the tides start to rise
from beneath your ocean
you have me, you got me...rhythmic I shake
aiming-ly arousing the intensity
I like kissing especially right there
and there - and there
woman are you prepared
if not you best beware
because I study, practice, plus I care...
about your beating
yeah I know about that
but I'll be gentle....do you see how you
have me quoting and floating words
in your direction, easily with
The Most Sensual Attention
The Love I Once Caressed
My vulnerability is your comfortableness
very energetic and poetic,
for that is what you have made me
mentality stricken as you
strike my heart penetrating my fortress,
I will lay down at your feet
and kiss the bottoms
where they are the softest,
I am wonderful now,
for you and only you
and that is why I love you,
mutual in the respect
keeping my true feelings in check,
Beautiful oh Beautiful
I'll tattoo your name on my chest
if you leave me to remember
The Love I Once Caressed
very energetic and poetic,
for that is what you have made me
mentality stricken as you
strike my heart penetrating my fortress,
I will lay down at your feet
and kiss the bottoms
where they are the softest,
I am wonderful now,
for you and only you
and that is why I love you,
mutual in the respect
keeping my true feelings in check,
Beautiful oh Beautiful
I'll tattoo your name on my chest
if you leave me to remember
The Love I Once Caressed
That Thing You Do (9)
Haunting thoughts of intimacy
run rapid through my mind
leaving me wanting and desiring you
more than you are awaiting to see,
under my spell you are not
because of the inability
of a spell not being powerful enough
for what you got,
those eyes, that smile,
your love and patience
continuously driving me to Antarctica
and back because I've been hot
since the first day
I connected the dots
I used to trace your heart,
excited will be the way
I will welcome you into that room,
lighting a candle
so through the fire and my eyes
you will see your reflection
on my moon as I express how I feel,
the question far gone
will have nothing to do
with what is real,
just why I have waited
this long to reveal,
that sacred heart
I've kept solid like steel
and then there was your smile and
That Thing You Do
run rapid through my mind
leaving me wanting and desiring you
more than you are awaiting to see,
under my spell you are not
because of the inability
of a spell not being powerful enough
for what you got,
those eyes, that smile,
your love and patience
continuously driving me to Antarctica
and back because I've been hot
since the first day
I connected the dots
I used to trace your heart,
excited will be the way
I will welcome you into that room,
lighting a candle
so through the fire and my eyes
you will see your reflection
on my moon as I express how I feel,
the question far gone
will have nothing to do
with what is real,
just why I have waited
this long to reveal,
that sacred heart
I've kept solid like steel
and then there was your smile and
That Thing You Do
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