Before I rise
I meditate on how much
I'm loved
within my travels
I patiently wait for a sign
before I start to move
seconds passing by
as someone looks up at me
as I rest my rays upon life
existing within this world
perfectly shaped
Cousin of the rainbow
Father of the fertile earth
Mother of beautiful windows
allowing me to shine through
Counselor of comets
and meteors afraid
to fall upon my creations
my children,
born to follow me
before I set
before I sleep
I will never forget to
keep you in my dreams
Everyday
Friday, February 02, 2001
An Egyptian Mile
Another day passes
as I'm finding strength
within the masses
the knowledge of the afterlife
keeps me understanding promises
I've made to myself
the streamline internal
skyscraping unconditional
tunnelistic approach I take
upon defining my love
as a miracle, reshaping hearts
non-operational,
The life I lead is contagious like a virus
my happiness is similar
to the effects of encephalitis
9 million miles squared
I'm still unprepared
to become more than
the sun shining
on a deserted island as I wish
to always share
my feelings
100 billion inches long
by 100 billion inches wide
mirrored by galaxies
and undiscovered planets
I seek to orbit
like your tender love
I await to fall from the sky
my hands are out
palms facing upward
as I'm more than ready
to catch a smile
wider than
An Egyptian Mile
as I'm finding strength
within the masses
the knowledge of the afterlife
keeps me understanding promises
I've made to myself
the streamline internal
skyscraping unconditional
tunnelistic approach I take
upon defining my love
as a miracle, reshaping hearts
non-operational,
The life I lead is contagious like a virus
my happiness is similar
to the effects of encephalitis
9 million miles squared
I'm still unprepared
to become more than
the sun shining
on a deserted island as I wish
to always share
my feelings
100 billion inches long
by 100 billion inches wide
mirrored by galaxies
and undiscovered planets
I seek to orbit
like your tender love
I await to fall from the sky
my hands are out
palms facing upward
as I'm more than ready
to catch a smile
wider than
An Egyptian Mile
JUST ANOTHER MAN
She warned me of my feelings
but I didn't want to listen
She told me to be careful
but I chose to become a man
She explained to me, life
as I choose to chase dreams
She told me about tears
as I expressed my love
She brought me into her world
where I wanted to stay
She expressed appreciation
Every time I called her name
She held my hand
as I endured her pain
She spoke about growing
as I spoke about the same
She spoke about experiences
while I listened
She opened up her heart
without her own permission
She let me stand in line
as I did with good intention
She let me express myself
as I am not the only man
She listens well to all men
with her in their thoughts
as I have failed to understand
She is her own woman
as I have shown her a superman
She walks straight
as I just watch as another fan
She is loved by many
as I am loved by those with plans
Once again I put myself
in this situation that keeps me
thinking like I'm
JUST ANOTHER MAN
but I didn't want to listen
She told me to be careful
but I chose to become a man
She explained to me, life
as I choose to chase dreams
She told me about tears
as I expressed my love
She brought me into her world
where I wanted to stay
She expressed appreciation
Every time I called her name
She held my hand
as I endured her pain
She spoke about growing
as I spoke about the same
She spoke about experiences
while I listened
She opened up her heart
without her own permission
She let me stand in line
as I did with good intention
She let me express myself
as I am not the only man
She listens well to all men
with her in their thoughts
as I have failed to understand
She is her own woman
as I have shown her a superman
She walks straight
as I just watch as another fan
She is loved by many
as I am loved by those with plans
Once again I put myself
in this situation that keeps me
thinking like I'm
JUST ANOTHER MAN
Thursday, February 01, 2001
Loving Only You
Sweet and caring
I noticed you by how
delicate you typed
your way into my life
Born and ready
to for you stay high
Reciting to you
my movements as I fly
with angels in the sky
look toward the sun
at night and see a star
shining bright
brighter than any other
and blow a kiss good night
for it is me
who is watching out for you
and I don't mind
run and get your family
show them my heart
which has welcomed you
along with a set of footprints
that are no different
than those along the
shores of the Nile,
Furthermore always
remember to smile
as I always will continue
Loving Only You
I noticed you by how
delicate you typed
your way into my life
Born and ready
to for you stay high
Reciting to you
my movements as I fly
with angels in the sky
look toward the sun
at night and see a star
shining bright
brighter than any other
and blow a kiss good night
for it is me
who is watching out for you
and I don't mind
run and get your family
show them my heart
which has welcomed you
along with a set of footprints
that are no different
than those along the
shores of the Nile,
Furthermore always
remember to smile
as I always will continue
Loving Only You
I'LL BE HERE
Here is my shout
to the -5 degree Celsius
lights from houses
in the night, guiding us
directing our friendship
understand this
as you are the best thing
that has happened to me
so far on this planet
taking your hand
just to stamp it
clamping it to my future
committed with the thoughts
of letting you
take me for granted
trust me and my internal
believe me as I
believe You can handle it
marksman aiming at your heart
from the start
releasing you from
any tragic pain, stress
or aggression
providing sight to my world
assisting you through
any rush hour traffic
when your world begins
to darken, just remember
I'LL BE HERE
to the -5 degree Celsius
lights from houses
in the night, guiding us
directing our friendship
understand this
as you are the best thing
that has happened to me
so far on this planet
taking your hand
just to stamp it
clamping it to my future
committed with the thoughts
of letting you
take me for granted
trust me and my internal
believe me as I
believe You can handle it
marksman aiming at your heart
from the start
releasing you from
any tragic pain, stress
or aggression
providing sight to my world
assisting you through
any rush hour traffic
when your world begins
to darken, just remember
I'LL BE HERE
Wednesday, January 31, 2001
A Place to Call Love
I lifted my head
as I walked home
again last night
I aligned my
spiritual harmony upon
what I saw and started
to sing
amazed by the thoughts
you have inspired continuously
"When will my time"
"Be the right time"
"For you to welcome yourself"
"For you to welcome yourself"
"To comfort and keep me"
"To love and need me"
"As I long to desire you
completely"
"I want to be so good to you"
"I need to be so good to you"
"Just so I can live life"
"Non discreetly"
"No more pain"
"No more new names"
"No more games"
"Right now my concentration
is on loving you each day"
"Allowing only dedication to keep us strong"
"Like the true meaning
of this song"
singing it felt so good
the air so clear
welcoming my melodious cry
I even attracted
an audience made up of stars
forming smiles in the sky
hoping that you would notice
as you return in from outside
so fragile are my thoughts
as a child of the moon
is a cancer in need of
A Place to Call Love
as I walked home
again last night
I aligned my
spiritual harmony upon
what I saw and started
to sing
amazed by the thoughts
you have inspired continuously
"When will my time"
"Be the right time"
"For you to welcome yourself"
"For you to welcome yourself"
"To comfort and keep me"
"To love and need me"
"As I long to desire you
completely"
"I want to be so good to you"
"I need to be so good to you"
"Just so I can live life"
"Non discreetly"
"No more pain"
"No more new names"
"No more games"
"Right now my concentration
is on loving you each day"
"Allowing only dedication to keep us strong"
"Like the true meaning
of this song"
singing it felt so good
the air so clear
welcoming my melodious cry
I even attracted
an audience made up of stars
forming smiles in the sky
hoping that you would notice
as you return in from outside
so fragile are my thoughts
as a child of the moon
is a cancer in need of
A Place to Call Love
Monday, January 29, 2001
TO BECOME ONE WITH YOU
My heart goes out to you
my care, my tears, my warmth, my fear
I cried on my flight last night
as I fight my feelings right now
I never met a soul
until I met yours
I never made love to love
until I made love to yours
Soul mates
I ask if we qualify to be such
remember call my name
and I'll come running
exposing my feelings
which I hope are enough
for you to welcome me
over and over again
relocating just to hold you
relocating because of how I feel
relocating to bring you a man
who really cares about you
a man who is not afraid
to be true to you
while allowing you to be you
this and everyday
I shall cherish each memory
to come of you
as I strive
TO BECOME ONE WITH YOU
my care, my tears, my warmth, my fear
I cried on my flight last night
as I fight my feelings right now
I never met a soul
until I met yours
I never made love to love
until I made love to yours
Soul mates
I ask if we qualify to be such
remember call my name
and I'll come running
exposing my feelings
which I hope are enough
for you to welcome me
over and over again
relocating just to hold you
relocating because of how I feel
relocating to bring you a man
who really cares about you
a man who is not afraid
to be true to you
while allowing you to be you
this and everyday
I shall cherish each memory
to come of you
as I strive
TO BECOME ONE WITH YOU
Thursday, January 25, 2001
Inside and Out
Sweet love
was made again
as the night spent
is now a memory
of you and I
Visions of your beautiful
naked body
run through my mind
leaving me
with only one question
Can I belong to just you?
would it be possible
to handcuff my warmth
penetically to what I
enjoy sucking on?
spoiling me and my lust
I thank you for your trust
in the way you keep
allowing me to thrust
so rhythmically inside of you
as I will one day
search for that light
just to become one with you
as I explore my world
looking for whip cream
chains and straps
I want you to enter
and pull the freak out
as I prepare right now
to bang your knees out
for every time you lay
on your back
my aim is only to straighten
your spine out
I don't want to be quiet
I want to express out loud
how you are making me
truly feel
Inside and Out
was made again
as the night spent
is now a memory
of you and I
Visions of your beautiful
naked body
run through my mind
leaving me
with only one question
Can I belong to just you?
would it be possible
to handcuff my warmth
penetically to what I
enjoy sucking on?
spoiling me and my lust
I thank you for your trust
in the way you keep
allowing me to thrust
so rhythmically inside of you
as I will one day
search for that light
just to become one with you
as I explore my world
looking for whip cream
chains and straps
I want you to enter
and pull the freak out
as I prepare right now
to bang your knees out
for every time you lay
on your back
my aim is only to straighten
your spine out
I don't want to be quiet
I want to express out loud
how you are making me
truly feel
Inside and Out
Wednesday, January 24, 2001
Your Beautiful Smile
I'm chasing every
opportunity
to see you
A VELVET PAINTING
a lovely image of a QUEEN
happy to be a QUEEN
dignity reigning supreme
with an attitude
stronger than pride
it is I who seeks to exchange
expressions with you
this is oh so true
as these thoughts
are balanced
with no need for a scale
because of how close
I feel to you
blessed as well as fortunate
as a man who
has longed for such happiness
finally receiving
such a priceless gift
awaiting an invitation
for me to travel 1439 miles
4hours and 51minutes
just to see
Your Beautiful Smile
opportunity
to see you
A VELVET PAINTING
a lovely image of a QUEEN
happy to be a QUEEN
dignity reigning supreme
with an attitude
stronger than pride
it is I who seeks to exchange
expressions with you
this is oh so true
as these thoughts
are balanced
with no need for a scale
because of how close
I feel to you
blessed as well as fortunate
as a man who
has longed for such happiness
finally receiving
such a priceless gift
awaiting an invitation
for me to travel 1439 miles
4hours and 51minutes
just to see
Your Beautiful Smile
ON YOUR BIRTHDAY
Today for you
I'll make an exception
Lasting my abilities
for your everlasting welcome
as we were together
for our souls to remember
something different
with the way you repositioned
my heart from the start
I believe in you
as this day is now half
still with enough time
for me to share
how special you are
I think about you
wishing upon a star
the same way your eyes
twinkled each night
we grew apart
Remember I am here to
express to you
just because you are
the source of this energy
that quietly flows through me
Unique as the smile
you continued to show me
Doesn’t it feel good to
fall in love?
it felt good to me
A man with two hands
waiting with gifts to give
to you as you were to me
So precious in everyway
as every kiss will be saved
for your everyday allowing me
to feel special along with you
ON YOUR BIRTHDAY
I'll make an exception
Lasting my abilities
for your everlasting welcome
as we were together
for our souls to remember
something different
with the way you repositioned
my heart from the start
I believe in you
as this day is now half
still with enough time
for me to share
how special you are
I think about you
wishing upon a star
the same way your eyes
twinkled each night
we grew apart
Remember I am here to
express to you
just because you are
the source of this energy
that quietly flows through me
Unique as the smile
you continued to show me
Doesn’t it feel good to
fall in love?
it felt good to me
A man with two hands
waiting with gifts to give
to you as you were to me
So precious in everyway
as every kiss will be saved
for your everyday allowing me
to feel special along with you
ON YOUR BIRTHDAY
Tuesday, January 23, 2001
AS LONG AS WE HAVE EACH OTHER
A window slightly cracked
To welcome a temperature
Just right for you and I
To rest in each others dreams
As the aroma of spring drapes
The walls of my room
Potpourri eases the mind
As lilacs secures patience
of the tears
ready to form in my eyes
Carnation promises are made
To tighten my grip on life
and the joy
of daffodil pillows
Providing my head
With thoughts of you, so soft
As to the color of melodies
sung out loud
by a sunflower orchestra
Complimenting a sweet surprise
from the tropics,
Daily
let me provide you exotica
with my voice
followed by my touch
I want you
to smell the Orchids
Accompanied by
Birds of paradise
where I want to bring you,
Making you dresses out of
Tulips and Ginger
attracting beautiful butterflies
day and night just for me
to prepare a speech
about tender love
Wishing for you
To become my lady of desire
As the appetite is for you
Which I hope that is all
That you require for us
to continue keeping on
AS LONG AS WE HAVE EACH OTHER
To welcome a temperature
Just right for you and I
To rest in each others dreams
As the aroma of spring drapes
The walls of my room
Potpourri eases the mind
As lilacs secures patience
of the tears
ready to form in my eyes
Carnation promises are made
To tighten my grip on life
and the joy
of daffodil pillows
Providing my head
With thoughts of you, so soft
As to the color of melodies
sung out loud
by a sunflower orchestra
Complimenting a sweet surprise
from the tropics,
Daily
let me provide you exotica
with my voice
followed by my touch
I want you
to smell the Orchids
Accompanied by
Birds of paradise
where I want to bring you,
Making you dresses out of
Tulips and Ginger
attracting beautiful butterflies
day and night just for me
to prepare a speech
about tender love
Wishing for you
To become my lady of desire
As the appetite is for you
Which I hope that is all
That you require for us
to continue keeping on
AS LONG AS WE HAVE EACH OTHER
Friday, January 19, 2001
Every Time I am With You
From eyes
that look upon you
believing in your beauty
Everlasting thoughts of
my manifestations are
captured in divinity
remarkable in such an entity
love smoothers the world
then life itself
begins to exhale
the oxygen is pure
the water from the sky
we can drink together
there is another form of love
that we can express
to each other called forever
Forever my mind is yours
Forever my thoughts
are for you
Forever I will
follow your lead
because my aim
is to please you
Everytime I am With You
that look upon you
believing in your beauty
Everlasting thoughts of
my manifestations are
captured in divinity
remarkable in such an entity
love smoothers the world
then life itself
begins to exhale
the oxygen is pure
the water from the sky
we can drink together
there is another form of love
that we can express
to each other called forever
Forever my mind is yours
Forever my thoughts
are for you
Forever I will
follow your lead
because my aim
is to please you
Everytime I am With You
Valentine's Day
As you were
Stepping into my life
My understanding of my own
wasn't clear
Until you looked my way
Love at first sight
A crush I experienced
for the first time
balanced my thinking
A star was caught
As the night fell upon
my daydreams
A longing soul
Ready for my all
the things that have made me
who I am
A feeling of good
is the way
I would love to stay with you
Day by heavenly day
aware of your smiles
that you show me
with your heart
locking me into accepting
the best that you have to give
For as long as I live
I wish to breathe
the same air as you
Wishing you a Happy Birthday
everyday I am able to rest
My emotions upon your heart
I feel so good about you
I'm in love
and that is how I want
and need to stay
Whether or not
You present me
with gifts or
materialistic items each day
as I am dedicating my
reason for living to you
This and every
Valentine's Day
Stepping into my life
My understanding of my own
wasn't clear
Until you looked my way
Love at first sight
A crush I experienced
for the first time
balanced my thinking
A star was caught
As the night fell upon
my daydreams
A longing soul
Ready for my all
the things that have made me
who I am
A feeling of good
is the way
I would love to stay with you
Day by heavenly day
aware of your smiles
that you show me
with your heart
locking me into accepting
the best that you have to give
For as long as I live
I wish to breathe
the same air as you
Wishing you a Happy Birthday
everyday I am able to rest
My emotions upon your heart
I feel so good about you
I'm in love
and that is how I want
and need to stay
Whether or not
You present me
with gifts or
materialistic items each day
as I am dedicating my
reason for living to you
This and every
Valentine's Day
Thursday, January 18, 2001
BEAUTIFUL
Ummmmmmm
I must admit
You are doing something to me
It feels good
It feels right
Can this be
The love I was once afraid of
You talk to me
And I imagine
I talk to you
speaking the truth
as the imagery of beautiful stories
Come to mine for me to share
With you and only you
Last night do you remember
The bedtime story about Holding Hands
I made up just for your dreams
To welcome you
Your name your frame
Remember how every woman
Looked the same
Every man
The message in the story
Was about me
wanting to hold your hand
lets take a trip
and show the world
we can STILL be happy before we marry
I’m destined as I compose this poem
To become yours
Your reason
Your energy
your motivation
your dedication
your desire
your acquired immune syndrome
without the deficiency
your everything and more
that you thought
you would never see
awake now, not able to sleep
because of so many things
I have on my mine
Like this poem
I’m writing inspired by you for you
Late at night at this time
Thanking you, because you are
BEAUTIFUL
I must admit
You are doing something to me
It feels good
It feels right
Can this be
The love I was once afraid of
You talk to me
And I imagine
I talk to you
speaking the truth
as the imagery of beautiful stories
Come to mine for me to share
With you and only you
Last night do you remember
The bedtime story about Holding Hands
I made up just for your dreams
To welcome you
Your name your frame
Remember how every woman
Looked the same
Every man
The message in the story
Was about me
wanting to hold your hand
lets take a trip
and show the world
we can STILL be happy before we marry
I’m destined as I compose this poem
To become yours
Your reason
Your energy
your motivation
your dedication
your desire
your acquired immune syndrome
without the deficiency
your everything and more
that you thought
you would never see
awake now, not able to sleep
because of so many things
I have on my mine
Like this poem
I’m writing inspired by you for you
Late at night at this time
Thanking you, because you are
BEAUTIFUL
Wednesday, January 17, 2001
AS I AM
Feelings once again
captured by the inner self
to parallel
the outer disturbances
the distractions
the negative infractions
give me liberty
because I don't like death
standing feet firm
as I play one with the air
my soul glides away
with the wind
to bring back a pure spirit
as secrets of the minds
hold together mankind
I'm apart of this
conscious logic
my imagery far from critical
I believe in Helen Keller
miracles
as in my words
freeing your thoughts
relaxing your nerves
weak is you
just for me to build strength mentally,
I've been following you
can't you see
waiting for you to give me
an opportunity
to enter your world universally conceiving
all thoughts transitively
to keep me secure
AS I AM
captured by the inner self
to parallel
the outer disturbances
the distractions
the negative infractions
give me liberty
because I don't like death
standing feet firm
as I play one with the air
my soul glides away
with the wind
to bring back a pure spirit
as secrets of the minds
hold together mankind
I'm apart of this
conscious logic
my imagery far from critical
I believe in Helen Keller
miracles
as in my words
freeing your thoughts
relaxing your nerves
weak is you
just for me to build strength mentally,
I've been following you
can't you see
waiting for you to give me
an opportunity
to enter your world universally conceiving
all thoughts transitively
to keep me secure
AS I AM
Friday, January 12, 2001
Sprinkle
Your face
Your body
Your mind
I want it all
SPRINKLE yourself upon me
let me guide you
and everything about you
to my world of eternity
to a world with no boundaries
I have already welcomed you
now accept me
SPRINKLE a little love on me
can't you see that I'm lonely
can't you feel my pain
SPRINKLE that strength
as a woman you possess
I am suffering
each and everyday
you are not here
for me to hold close
to my soul
SPRINKLE care over my soul
I want to feel loved
everyday and all day
I surrender my right to you
as I allow you to
Sprinkle
Your body
Your mind
I want it all
SPRINKLE yourself upon me
let me guide you
and everything about you
to my world of eternity
to a world with no boundaries
I have already welcomed you
now accept me
SPRINKLE a little love on me
can't you see that I'm lonely
can't you feel my pain
SPRINKLE that strength
as a woman you possess
I am suffering
each and everyday
you are not here
for me to hold close
to my soul
SPRINKLE care over my soul
I want to feel loved
everyday and all day
I surrender my right to you
as I allow you to
Sprinkle
Tuesday, January 09, 2001
Words You Speak
And then it came to pass
The situations leading to which
Allowing me to believe
That something beautiful can become of us
I would like to answer your questions
If that had to do with getting to know more
You customarily analyze my history
For your personal doctrine
I become defensive
Only because of the fact
That you don’t want to
Take the time to listen
You say that I’m distant
To be honest I’m more or less fed up
Time and time again
I find myself having to get up
Just to gain your undivided attention
I find myself having to change
Why?
What is wrong with me now?
You say I’m too blunt
You say I’m not one who is in need
How do you figure?
Expressing that when I never find
You expressing anything to me
And I’m full of everything negative
Because at times I can be sexually explicit
What is the real problem?
Are your ears so fragile so delicate
But deaf to your own
Words You Speak
The situations leading to which
Allowing me to believe
That something beautiful can become of us
I would like to answer your questions
If that had to do with getting to know more
You customarily analyze my history
For your personal doctrine
I become defensive
Only because of the fact
That you don’t want to
Take the time to listen
You say that I’m distant
To be honest I’m more or less fed up
Time and time again
I find myself having to get up
Just to gain your undivided attention
I find myself having to change
Why?
What is wrong with me now?
You say I’m too blunt
You say I’m not one who is in need
How do you figure?
Expressing that when I never find
You expressing anything to me
And I’m full of everything negative
Because at times I can be sexually explicit
What is the real problem?
Are your ears so fragile so delicate
But deaf to your own
Words You Speak
Me and You
Like 2 as 1 for us
as the equals,
the sky and the sun
let us always welcome
the other in each of our days,
the stem from the root
is our transformation today,
meeting you as unexpected
as the son that God gave
the spiritual awakening
in my heart
because of your call
has been laid,
eclipsing the sins
from my thoughts
which were once
not only hidden
but also enslaved,
because of the 2
which is needed
to discover the strength
which equates the motivation
toward how
with each other we behave
I want to experience you
in the sunset
as well as the sunrise
therefore
my place is here forever
like it has always been for
Me and You
as the equals,
the sky and the sun
let us always welcome
the other in each of our days,
the stem from the root
is our transformation today,
meeting you as unexpected
as the son that God gave
the spiritual awakening
in my heart
because of your call
has been laid,
eclipsing the sins
from my thoughts
which were once
not only hidden
but also enslaved,
because of the 2
which is needed
to discover the strength
which equates the motivation
toward how
with each other we behave
I want to experience you
in the sunset
as well as the sunrise
therefore
my place is here forever
like it has always been for
Me and You
Being a Friend
I sit here and think
About seeing
your lovely face again,
Wondering
if this is for real
or pretend,
We are both
very attractive people,
It’s beautiful,
the way I long
to once again
allow my shadow
to lie beneath you,
I developed a crush on you,
because I wanted to
living for the sequel,
My rainbow
is in the air
for you right now
As I address the heavens,
angels take their bows
Providing me
with everlasting smiles to give out,
Caught in your arms
not wanting to be freed,
Longing to unconditionally
love you endlessly,
Stop and think
to yourself right now,
why you feel the way you do,
and the reason why you smile,
I guess that I can say
that I'm at it again,
for the compassion to grow,
as it will never end
Due to the fact of you
Being a Friend
About seeing
your lovely face again,
Wondering
if this is for real
or pretend,
We are both
very attractive people,
It’s beautiful,
the way I long
to once again
allow my shadow
to lie beneath you,
I developed a crush on you,
because I wanted to
living for the sequel,
My rainbow
is in the air
for you right now
As I address the heavens,
angels take their bows
Providing me
with everlasting smiles to give out,
Caught in your arms
not wanting to be freed,
Longing to unconditionally
love you endlessly,
Stop and think
to yourself right now,
why you feel the way you do,
and the reason why you smile,
I guess that I can say
that I'm at it again,
for the compassion to grow,
as it will never end
Due to the fact of you
Being a Friend
Monday, January 08, 2001
Manufactured
In the beginning
there were shackles
strapped to my ankles
blood dripping
from the tightness
no aloe vera
just dirt and water
forming mud to heal
my wounds
my hands tied with twine
dipped in acid
not boric
smelled strong like turpentine
wallowing in the depths
of the south
filthy taste forever
will lay in my mouth
buried up to my neck
defecating on my head
I ask the lord to protect
my mind from vengeance
and to forgive those
who not no what they do
but in this case
is was clear to me
that I was truly the enemy
the color of my skin
looked upon as unfriendly
but never harmed me
as each lash from the whip
left a scar
but healing instantly
less not I forget
my soul my spirit
my body my heart
can you feel it
finger split
so the flies can sip
my testament
taking away my vision
making it extremely translucent
what am I to do now
what is my purpose
surviving this
the torture
the interrogation
I REMAIN
linking the strength to OSIRUS
thoughts seen in the air
PAPYRUS
as my AFRICAN history
is no longer a mystery
thoughts plastered
meditation mastered
as I'm a jewel
from beginning to the end
that can never be
Manufactured
there were shackles
strapped to my ankles
blood dripping
from the tightness
no aloe vera
just dirt and water
forming mud to heal
my wounds
my hands tied with twine
dipped in acid
not boric
smelled strong like turpentine
wallowing in the depths
of the south
filthy taste forever
will lay in my mouth
buried up to my neck
defecating on my head
I ask the lord to protect
my mind from vengeance
and to forgive those
who not no what they do
but in this case
is was clear to me
that I was truly the enemy
the color of my skin
looked upon as unfriendly
but never harmed me
as each lash from the whip
left a scar
but healing instantly
less not I forget
my soul my spirit
my body my heart
can you feel it
finger split
so the flies can sip
my testament
taking away my vision
making it extremely translucent
what am I to do now
what is my purpose
surviving this
the torture
the interrogation
I REMAIN
linking the strength to OSIRUS
thoughts seen in the air
PAPYRUS
as my AFRICAN history
is no longer a mystery
thoughts plastered
meditation mastered
as I'm a jewel
from beginning to the end
that can never be
Manufactured
For Better and For Worse
Hey You
molecular structure
mother of newborn nature
eyes open wide
I'm beginning to
fall in love with your behavior
destined now
to achieve the ultimate
Black woman
let me be black with you
a black man
with two black hands
to build for you
a new black land
untouched by any other
more scared than
Indian reservations
lets count the different
levels of prognostication
for one, if for right now
I can predict our future
I would have to apply
my own suture
cause you don't want me
like I want you
all things I believe
take time to grow
so what is wrong
with you letting me
be that moisture
that you need
at least that is what I think
truly, you must believe me
why else would
out of my sleep I awake
thoughts of you
in my mind
with Jesus I chase
the look on your face
has I want to be loved
written all over it
so submit and hold my hand
let's walk and talk again
I feel real like a friend
who is a friend for real
and not pretend
let me love you
right now along with these words
For Better and For Worse
molecular structure
mother of newborn nature
eyes open wide
I'm beginning to
fall in love with your behavior
destined now
to achieve the ultimate
Black woman
let me be black with you
a black man
with two black hands
to build for you
a new black land
untouched by any other
more scared than
Indian reservations
lets count the different
levels of prognostication
for one, if for right now
I can predict our future
I would have to apply
my own suture
cause you don't want me
like I want you
all things I believe
take time to grow
so what is wrong
with you letting me
be that moisture
that you need
at least that is what I think
truly, you must believe me
why else would
out of my sleep I awake
thoughts of you
in my mind
with Jesus I chase
the look on your face
has I want to be loved
written all over it
so submit and hold my hand
let's walk and talk again
I feel real like a friend
who is a friend for real
and not pretend
let me love you
right now along with these words
For Better and For Worse
Friday, January 05, 2001
Irresponsible Contributions
I need to understand
I need to understand
Why we fight
I wake up to fall asleep
What is it that you do?
Who is it that you think about?
As you read this
Love Poems in your life now
Soft like Charmin
That you haven't even squeezed yet
Memorized
Recited to family, friends
And even your man
High power skills
Smothered by natural talent
I can make you smile
I can make you
Want to swim the Nile
For my touch
That you shouldn't rush
Cause if you do
I will retreat fast than
My lust that I have for you
Disguised by the crush
Operation performed
On your brain cells
Just to keep you comfortable
Until you start acting
Untouchable
Guard up attitude
Indestructible
Letting me leave my feelings
Way in front of you
When along you should've
Been trying to meet me
Half way
Instead of my doorway
Damn
In and out in and out
Letting my heat out
While letting your heat in
What an exchange
What a bargain
Any day now
Feelings caught
Quicker than a slow child
I'm not retarded for love
I'm retarded for what
Love is about
Damn
Again cornered
Different approach
Same position
What is a man like me?
Suppose to do
There’s no answer
But plenty of solutions
With a lot of
Irresponsible Contributions
I need to understand
Why we fight
I wake up to fall asleep
What is it that you do?
Who is it that you think about?
As you read this
Love Poems in your life now
Soft like Charmin
That you haven't even squeezed yet
Memorized
Recited to family, friends
And even your man
High power skills
Smothered by natural talent
I can make you smile
I can make you
Want to swim the Nile
For my touch
That you shouldn't rush
Cause if you do
I will retreat fast than
My lust that I have for you
Disguised by the crush
Operation performed
On your brain cells
Just to keep you comfortable
Until you start acting
Untouchable
Guard up attitude
Indestructible
Letting me leave my feelings
Way in front of you
When along you should've
Been trying to meet me
Half way
Instead of my doorway
Damn
In and out in and out
Letting my heat out
While letting your heat in
What an exchange
What a bargain
Any day now
Feelings caught
Quicker than a slow child
I'm not retarded for love
I'm retarded for what
Love is about
Damn
Again cornered
Different approach
Same position
What is a man like me?
Suppose to do
There’s no answer
But plenty of solutions
With a lot of
Irresponsible Contributions
Wednesday, January 03, 2001
When You Were Here
On the road again
By myself again
I’m witnessing
My lonely state
The inability to share
The feelings I have right now
I’m missing you more than ever
My steps are shorter
My awaking takes longer
Something I once had, gone
Like warm weather in the winter
I asked the Lord to keep me
In my prayers last night
He
for the first time spoke to me
I became afraid
I thought he was going to reveal you to me
That angelic smile your holy spirit
That I never could identified with
Until now
The Lord took his time with me
And showed me how
He showed me how to live
He opened up his heart
And welcomed me to stay
I was so amazed
By the way he blessed me
The way his entity caressed me
I felt your presence near
I started calling your name
Then the Lord shed a tear
Because I was not ready
To witness your fear
Your pain your hurt
Scorned as a woman
Whom which no body cared
I cry even more now because
I wasn’t prepared
To lose you
As I did
When You Were Here
By myself again
I’m witnessing
My lonely state
The inability to share
The feelings I have right now
I’m missing you more than ever
My steps are shorter
My awaking takes longer
Something I once had, gone
Like warm weather in the winter
I asked the Lord to keep me
In my prayers last night
He
for the first time spoke to me
I became afraid
I thought he was going to reveal you to me
That angelic smile your holy spirit
That I never could identified with
Until now
The Lord took his time with me
And showed me how
He showed me how to live
He opened up his heart
And welcomed me to stay
I was so amazed
By the way he blessed me
The way his entity caressed me
I felt your presence near
I started calling your name
Then the Lord shed a tear
Because I was not ready
To witness your fear
Your pain your hurt
Scorned as a woman
Whom which no body cared
I cry even more now because
I wasn’t prepared
To lose you
As I did
When You Were Here
Tuesday, January 02, 2001
So Peaceful
I think now I make the decision final
I want you as my own
My friend
Open up your heart to me
show me your way
explain to me
how you see the world
the way you see clouds
racing by in the sky
share with me your thoughts
on the sun
the resting of the oceans
Earth
You
Can I live righteously
on your planet?
I am willing
to put everything aside
just to grow in you
Woman nurture my heart
and protect me
inside you is the strength
that had once
help a life to breathe
I am truly aware of this
that is why you are special
if nothing else right now
I think of you
and shake when I don't
I am addicted
I'm hooked on
your appearance
your smile
The way you kiss me
Your eye contact
You held me hostage
until I died
you became saddened
and gave me another chance
by bringing me back to life
for you and only you
it might sound crazy
but this, I know.
My heart beats
the same as your heart
the way you sleep
like your equal
is the way I feel
when you are next to me
I must say everything remains
So Peaceful
I want you as my own
My friend
Open up your heart to me
show me your way
explain to me
how you see the world
the way you see clouds
racing by in the sky
share with me your thoughts
on the sun
the resting of the oceans
Earth
You
Can I live righteously
on your planet?
I am willing
to put everything aside
just to grow in you
Woman nurture my heart
and protect me
inside you is the strength
that had once
help a life to breathe
I am truly aware of this
that is why you are special
if nothing else right now
I think of you
and shake when I don't
I am addicted
I'm hooked on
your appearance
your smile
The way you kiss me
Your eye contact
You held me hostage
until I died
you became saddened
and gave me another chance
by bringing me back to life
for you and only you
it might sound crazy
but this, I know.
My heart beats
the same as your heart
the way you sleep
like your equal
is the way I feel
when you are next to me
I must say everything remains
So Peaceful
Friday, December 29, 2000
ENJOYING THIS part 4 of 10
From the very first time
up until now
My sensuality speaks
for the hetero in my sexual
and the way you lust
to swallow me
Don’t act tough
just spread em
Let me help you
with your bra so I can
because I know I can
The concentration
The fantasizing
everything happening
before it's happening
The premeditation
I'm good for that
I'm spoiled to the way
I with my soft lips
caress your neck
tightening your grasp
throwing me that ass
when I haven't even
felt it yet
I'm about to tame that freak
in you
just waiting for me
to take my tongue
on a committed journey
The faster you kiss
the less I can remember
so slow down
it's still December
The heat is on
let me undress you first
so I can smell
what I'm about to taste
On guard then rise
and turn around
follow me back
into the shower
I know you remember
the last episode
the steam the chocolate cream
the caramel screams
my hand needs a place
to call home
so welcome my soft knock
upon your G-spot
Woman you drive me
You
Got damn
I see why I was giving
the nickname Rock
I'm aroused by the way
you move
so keep moving
Don’t talk just listen
I want to hear your flavorful
I want to watch
the water glisten
remember how I took
my time with you
how wet you became
just by my approach alone
The rhythmic motion
to that number 7 EMBRYA
Maxwell Song
you remember the foreplay leading to doorway
My bed becoming your bed
My head became your head
My positioning
you were not ready for
as your hand, mouth and lips
began to self explore
the softness of my body
The coat of fur
The smell of amore
The scent of me wanting
more of you
as I play tag
with your spots
that I will connect like dots
to the most sensitive
Excited forever with you
as I keep you
ENJOYING THIS part 4 of 10
AHKMEL PHAROD 12/29/2000 2:00PM
up until now
My sensuality speaks
for the hetero in my sexual
and the way you lust
to swallow me
Don’t act tough
just spread em
Let me help you
with your bra so I can
because I know I can
The concentration
The fantasizing
everything happening
before it's happening
The premeditation
I'm good for that
I'm spoiled to the way
I with my soft lips
caress your neck
tightening your grasp
throwing me that ass
when I haven't even
felt it yet
I'm about to tame that freak
in you
just waiting for me
to take my tongue
on a committed journey
The faster you kiss
the less I can remember
so slow down
it's still December
The heat is on
let me undress you first
so I can smell
what I'm about to taste
On guard then rise
and turn around
follow me back
into the shower
I know you remember
the last episode
the steam the chocolate cream
the caramel screams
my hand needs a place
to call home
so welcome my soft knock
upon your G-spot
Woman you drive me
You
Got damn
I see why I was giving
the nickname Rock
I'm aroused by the way
you move
so keep moving
Don’t talk just listen
I want to hear your flavorful
I want to watch
the water glisten
remember how I took
my time with you
how wet you became
just by my approach alone
The rhythmic motion
to that number 7 EMBRYA
Maxwell Song
you remember the foreplay leading to doorway
My bed becoming your bed
My head became your head
My positioning
you were not ready for
as your hand, mouth and lips
began to self explore
the softness of my body
The coat of fur
The smell of amore
The scent of me wanting
more of you
as I play tag
with your spots
that I will connect like dots
to the most sensitive
Excited forever with you
as I keep you
ENJOYING THIS part 4 of 10
AHKMEL PHAROD 12/29/2000 2:00PM
Thursday, December 28, 2000
So Critical
Now about this you
I watched the way you walk
I heard the way you talk
I've seen the way you dressed
The way you wear your hair
I've read books
all about the soulful you
within your spiritual
The strong in your bonding
with women
yet you have
as you say a lot
of female friends
I scratch my head and say
What’s the problem?
There’s no solution
to the parameters around
The which and the who
attracts you
The lusting for
but who's lusting you
To much time following
not enough time
finding out the you in you
like what's on your mind
right at this particular time
I bet you have no clue
so politically correct
So tofu
So much discontent
Going on right inside of you
too selfish to share
Your atmosphere
Your latitude
Your burnt textured hair
Non-ambitious
Conversation lacks interest
The opposite of many is none
Home should be where
your heart is
Instead you now make
your heart where your phone is
and you expect someone to
respect you when you
lack respect for you
energy you waist
away people you chase
because you are
So Critical
I watched the way you walk
I heard the way you talk
I've seen the way you dressed
The way you wear your hair
I've read books
all about the soulful you
within your spiritual
The strong in your bonding
with women
yet you have
as you say a lot
of female friends
I scratch my head and say
What’s the problem?
There’s no solution
to the parameters around
The which and the who
attracts you
The lusting for
but who's lusting you
To much time following
not enough time
finding out the you in you
like what's on your mind
right at this particular time
I bet you have no clue
so politically correct
So tofu
So much discontent
Going on right inside of you
too selfish to share
Your atmosphere
Your latitude
Your burnt textured hair
Non-ambitious
Conversation lacks interest
The opposite of many is none
Home should be where
your heart is
Instead you now make
your heart where your phone is
and you expect someone to
respect you when you
lack respect for you
energy you waist
away people you chase
because you are
So Critical
Thursday, December 21, 2000
This Heart I'm Giving
So many challenges
So many faces
So many women
I need just one
Just one right now
to immobilize my thoughts
My pride
I surrender right now
to just one of you
Read my poetry
as you do
Understand that I am a male
One who desires the affection
from that of a female
Warm-blooded
Lets take away this English
for just one minute
Look at what I'm doing
just to be noticed
in this world
Spreading my heart
Like I'm invulnerable
Like I'm indestructible
Always ready to make myself
the opposite of untouchable
Your eye contact
Your lips covering a smile
I believe will match
that of my own
We are the same
We have the same number
of bones
bones that can break
like hearts that are not strong
I became apart of your life
because I understood
it was where I belonged
Your mental stamina
evolving around
my universal diameter
The percentile
upon my 5th
With you it is important
that I provide
you continuously
with my words as a gift
Far better than humor
For now I'm ready
to be that man
to represent you as a woman
Everyday and every year
I'm looking to share my life
My wisdom with you
So we can start building
A better life for us
and our children
Securing a foundation
Forever and ever to you with
This Heart I'm Giving
So many faces
So many women
I need just one
Just one right now
to immobilize my thoughts
My pride
I surrender right now
to just one of you
Read my poetry
as you do
Understand that I am a male
One who desires the affection
from that of a female
Warm-blooded
Lets take away this English
for just one minute
Look at what I'm doing
just to be noticed
in this world
Spreading my heart
Like I'm invulnerable
Like I'm indestructible
Always ready to make myself
the opposite of untouchable
Your eye contact
Your lips covering a smile
I believe will match
that of my own
We are the same
We have the same number
of bones
bones that can break
like hearts that are not strong
I became apart of your life
because I understood
it was where I belonged
Your mental stamina
evolving around
my universal diameter
The percentile
upon my 5th
With you it is important
that I provide
you continuously
with my words as a gift
Far better than humor
For now I'm ready
to be that man
to represent you as a woman
Everyday and every year
I'm looking to share my life
My wisdom with you
So we can start building
A better life for us
and our children
Securing a foundation
Forever and ever to you with
This Heart I'm Giving
Wednesday, December 20, 2000
Everytime I Think of You
New York, Brooklyn, Bed Stuy
My stoop
The conversations
of Black Power
Black Sistahood
Utica Avenue, Eastern Parkway
Home of the beautiful
City of the united
Where were you?
Many times I walked alone
From Sutter Ave
and Rutland Rd.
I walked home
I didn't see you
Quietly I survived for you
Righteously
I believed in myself
Just to continue
to breathe for you
I've been blessed
The victims, the children
as I was one
One of those tragedies
A young black man
A virus
A time bomb
An oppressed bastard
with nothing
The fears
The tears
of not knowing
If I will make it to 18years
such a strong burden
from birth
placed upon me
growing up in my own city
I slept for many days
counting bullets over my head
thinking about Love
What is love?
Where is love?
Who has love?
Why is love?
All day I looked
Questioned still confused
enough to move
New area
Same thoughts
of premeditated expressions
with you
I just want to get along
with you
I just want to remain strong
Natural exchange of souls
Universally I pick you
I don't want to feel
left out anymore
Woman, take me as your own
Practice with me
Research with me
Find a better place in life
with me
Woman, today with thoughts
of you,
You’ve inspired me
I'm 26 now and I'm fortunate
to belong to your femininity
Your call
Your feelings
Your thoughts of me
I dream
a gentle confident dream
Everytime I Think of You
My stoop
The conversations
of Black Power
Black Sistahood
Utica Avenue, Eastern Parkway
Home of the beautiful
City of the united
Where were you?
Many times I walked alone
From Sutter Ave
and Rutland Rd.
I walked home
I didn't see you
Quietly I survived for you
Righteously
I believed in myself
Just to continue
to breathe for you
I've been blessed
The victims, the children
as I was one
One of those tragedies
A young black man
A virus
A time bomb
An oppressed bastard
with nothing
The fears
The tears
of not knowing
If I will make it to 18years
such a strong burden
from birth
placed upon me
growing up in my own city
I slept for many days
counting bullets over my head
thinking about Love
What is love?
Where is love?
Who has love?
Why is love?
All day I looked
Questioned still confused
enough to move
New area
Same thoughts
of premeditated expressions
with you
I just want to get along
with you
I just want to remain strong
Natural exchange of souls
Universally I pick you
I don't want to feel
left out anymore
Woman, take me as your own
Practice with me
Research with me
Find a better place in life
with me
Woman, today with thoughts
of you,
You’ve inspired me
I'm 26 now and I'm fortunate
to belong to your femininity
Your call
Your feelings
Your thoughts of me
I dream
a gentle confident dream
Everytime I Think of You
Monday, December 18, 2000
When I Stand Still
Yesterday behind the you
Behind the I
Forever and ever is justified
My America your Africa
Many tears shed
Many hearts cried
1.6 billion babies
born to die
As in us
Making what we have beautiful
just to stay alive
No longer impossible
as long as it's you and I,
Dwelling inside
Your soul
My dedication my life
Universally I shall
make you my wife
My strength by my side
My hand
Your pride
Your affection
My time
Endless orbiting of my mind
when it comes to your smile
Thank you
for the righteousness
The way you remind me
about my Spirit Divine
not to exist in envy
Hatred or jealousy
expressing it's not good
to walk alone
because we are here together
to build
No worries shall
penetrate my field
You my love
Your welcoming arms
I use as my shield
keeping me permanently safe
at all times
When I Stand Still
Behind the I
Forever and ever is justified
My America your Africa
Many tears shed
Many hearts cried
1.6 billion babies
born to die
As in us
Making what we have beautiful
just to stay alive
No longer impossible
as long as it's you and I,
Dwelling inside
Your soul
My dedication my life
Universally I shall
make you my wife
My strength by my side
My hand
Your pride
Your affection
My time
Endless orbiting of my mind
when it comes to your smile
Thank you
for the righteousness
The way you remind me
about my Spirit Divine
not to exist in envy
Hatred or jealousy
expressing it's not good
to walk alone
because we are here together
to build
No worries shall
penetrate my field
You my love
Your welcoming arms
I use as my shield
keeping me permanently safe
at all times
When I Stand Still
Friday, December 15, 2000
Don't Forget Me
Please understand my Love
Please understand
that I'm destined
to reach you
My tender way
I care
Look into the sky
See me alive
blow a kiss to my smile
even if you are shy
just don't walk on by
I'm trying to get
your attention
which leaves me to mention
the amount of space
that my heart takes up
within my body
every time I think of you
The numbing feeling I feel
as I start to miss you
your face
My touch
Just maybe one time
My lips
Your cheeks
How soft
The way you accept me
In memory
My life to you
is here for eternity
So Please
Don't Forget Me
Please understand
that I'm destined
to reach you
My tender way
I care
Look into the sky
See me alive
blow a kiss to my smile
even if you are shy
just don't walk on by
I'm trying to get
your attention
which leaves me to mention
the amount of space
that my heart takes up
within my body
every time I think of you
The numbing feeling I feel
as I start to miss you
your face
My touch
Just maybe one time
My lips
Your cheeks
How soft
The way you accept me
In memory
My life to you
is here for eternity
So Please
Don't Forget Me
Wednesday, December 13, 2000
All I Ever Wanted
It`s was the first time
The only time
I laid my eyes on you
I didn`t even know your name
I was kept safe for you
by you for 9 months
I was one with you
You protected me
I understood
then you released me
I started to cry
because I was no longer
apart of you
you allowed for me
to become detached
when we were for 9 months
a perfect match
I don`t feel perfect anymore
while you carried me
I couldn`t be judged
because I couldn`t be seen I couldn`t be
heard now I`m judged by the way I look
the way I read - the way I speak
the way I eat - the way I see
the way I do things
with this life you released
I was secure with the way you held me
I was confident by the way you fed me
then you released me, How could you?
Premeditated thoughts of how to treat me
You watched me grow so you could beat me
My life is not even my own
to bring back home
therefore I strive to succeed only to
continuously find myself alone,
remember you after you released me
failed to hold me as my life is empty
existing without comfort when all my life
from you that was
All I Ever Wanted
The only time
I laid my eyes on you
I didn`t even know your name
I was kept safe for you
by you for 9 months
I was one with you
You protected me
I understood
then you released me
I started to cry
because I was no longer
apart of you
you allowed for me
to become detached
when we were for 9 months
a perfect match
I don`t feel perfect anymore
while you carried me
I couldn`t be judged
because I couldn`t be seen I couldn`t be
heard now I`m judged by the way I look
the way I read - the way I speak
the way I eat - the way I see
the way I do things
with this life you released
I was secure with the way you held me
I was confident by the way you fed me
then you released me, How could you?
Premeditated thoughts of how to treat me
You watched me grow so you could beat me
My life is not even my own
to bring back home
therefore I strive to succeed only to
continuously find myself alone,
remember you after you released me
failed to hold me as my life is empty
existing without comfort when all my life
from you that was
All I Ever Wanted
Monday, December 11, 2000
A Priceless Contribution
Why, Why, Why, Why, Why
Must I have to continue?
Why, why, does my life go on?
Everyday is torture on my soul
as each day I awake
there is a pain
that is indescribable
no definition
I look to my heart now
more than ever before
and it is unreliable
my state of mind
is in its final stages
of acceptance
My stomach is tight
My chest is swollen
My eyes burn form the contact
of the confused
and abandoned
and still I go on living
Why, Why, Why.
Should I take myself
away from myself
having no pity
or should I continue on,
accepting this pain
that I feel
when it comes to someone
wanting me but not
needing me
so much pain
so many thoughts obtained
Unrighteous
as I'm preached to spiritually
to be treated conditionally
I'm confused
as I shouldn't be
I don't feel prayer is necessary
My pain is caused by prayer
so I wish prayer
didn't exist for me
How do I express this?
How do I spread this message
that is so important to me
and my existence,
I live because of it
and it is it that brings me pain.
My life is pain
My love is sad
For sadness is my love,
I cry through words
confusing those
that excuse themselves
from understanding my pain
with sincerity
instead of
coming to a blind conclusion
Let my smile
be only an illusion
Let my eyes
be your resolution
as you may look to
approach me with a solution
providing me
with your patience as
A Priceless Contribution
Must I have to continue?
Why, why, does my life go on?
Everyday is torture on my soul
as each day I awake
there is a pain
that is indescribable
no definition
I look to my heart now
more than ever before
and it is unreliable
my state of mind
is in its final stages
of acceptance
My stomach is tight
My chest is swollen
My eyes burn form the contact
of the confused
and abandoned
and still I go on living
Why, Why, Why.
Should I take myself
away from myself
having no pity
or should I continue on,
accepting this pain
that I feel
when it comes to someone
wanting me but not
needing me
so much pain
so many thoughts obtained
Unrighteous
as I'm preached to spiritually
to be treated conditionally
I'm confused
as I shouldn't be
I don't feel prayer is necessary
My pain is caused by prayer
so I wish prayer
didn't exist for me
How do I express this?
How do I spread this message
that is so important to me
and my existence,
I live because of it
and it is it that brings me pain.
My life is pain
My love is sad
For sadness is my love,
I cry through words
confusing those
that excuse themselves
from understanding my pain
with sincerity
instead of
coming to a blind conclusion
Let my smile
be only an illusion
Let my eyes
be your resolution
as you may look to
approach me with a solution
providing me
with your patience as
A Priceless Contribution
Wednesday, December 06, 2000
Have No Fear
Time in and Time out
I find myself being tested
each day for some reason
I feel my love growing
as I am not near you
for you my love grows
unconditional...wait
I just want to share with you
that I understand
what that word means
truly to be blessed
by such a lovely person
as in yourself
when you think of me
enough to want to call
I am blessed
to be thought of by you
I cherish each day
I am able to write
a poem for you
Teardrops continue to fall
I want you to
give me your all
I mean, everything.
I want your beliefs
I want your understanding
I want your wisdom
I want your warmth
I want your compassion
I want your mind
I want your soul
I want and need
all of these things
just to show you the same
I have your Love
now show me that
I should
as I give you my Love
Have No Fear
I find myself being tested
each day for some reason
I feel my love growing
as I am not near you
for you my love grows
unconditional...wait
I just want to share with you
that I understand
what that word means
truly to be blessed
by such a lovely person
as in yourself
when you think of me
enough to want to call
I am blessed
to be thought of by you
I cherish each day
I am able to write
a poem for you
Teardrops continue to fall
I want you to
give me your all
I mean, everything.
I want your beliefs
I want your understanding
I want your wisdom
I want your warmth
I want your compassion
I want your mind
I want your soul
I want and need
all of these things
just to show you the same
I have your Love
now show me that
I should
as I give you my Love
Have No Fear
ENJOYING THIS Part 3 of 10
My hands upon your body
Your hand wrapped around my energy
Yeah you remember me
I’m that man that sat you on my kitchen counter
used my tongue as a whisk
took your heavenly saturations
then proceeded to motion my lips
between your hips
upon your what belongs to you and not me,
though I must admit that it is tasty
Duncan Hines chocolate
let me one more time swallow it
you know the
not what's in between
a Twinkie filling,
let me enjoy
before you have my children
I want to make sure it's safe
with no infections
Ready and willing to make that power move
arching your back with the utmost aggression
I'm tired of being gentle
let me bang you,
let me take your wrist and ankles
and from my ceiling hang you then fang you
can't you see I don't mind
becoming inside of you tangled
like a slinky
I want to be your wonderful toy
for you to enjoy
so stop holding that pillow
between your legs call on me
so I can pop you open like a keg
and drink to I became a lush for you,
I already had a crush on you,
my PHA-ROD wants to stay
stuck way up inside of you
like butter to mash potatoes
damn you make me want to
take you to my basement
where I would sadomasticake you
Leather whips and body suits
with the cheeks out
with your rainbow exposed
suspended without forgiveness
8 inches of my 603rd muscle
got you on your tippy toes
buckles fastened tight
just in case you make me explode
crème Della crème open your mouth wider
so like a doctor I can find a
better place to store my seeds
giving them a place to chill and relax
while you lay flat
on your stomach let them attach
a string from your tonsils
so that they can bungee jump from it
...and like R. Kelly
I will find someday one to persist...
I wish, I wish, I wish....
but for now before I go to sleep
I will make sure you know that
still to this day I'm
ENJOYING THIS part 3 of 10
Your hand wrapped around my energy
Yeah you remember me
I’m that man that sat you on my kitchen counter
used my tongue as a whisk
took your heavenly saturations
then proceeded to motion my lips
between your hips
upon your what belongs to you and not me,
though I must admit that it is tasty
Duncan Hines chocolate
let me one more time swallow it
you know the
not what's in between
a Twinkie filling,
let me enjoy
before you have my children
I want to make sure it's safe
with no infections
Ready and willing to make that power move
arching your back with the utmost aggression
I'm tired of being gentle
let me bang you,
let me take your wrist and ankles
and from my ceiling hang you then fang you
can't you see I don't mind
becoming inside of you tangled
like a slinky
I want to be your wonderful toy
for you to enjoy
so stop holding that pillow
between your legs call on me
so I can pop you open like a keg
and drink to I became a lush for you,
I already had a crush on you,
my PHA-ROD wants to stay
stuck way up inside of you
like butter to mash potatoes
damn you make me want to
take you to my basement
where I would sadomasticake you
Leather whips and body suits
with the cheeks out
with your rainbow exposed
suspended without forgiveness
8 inches of my 603rd muscle
got you on your tippy toes
buckles fastened tight
just in case you make me explode
crème Della crème open your mouth wider
so like a doctor I can find a
better place to store my seeds
giving them a place to chill and relax
while you lay flat
on your stomach let them attach
a string from your tonsils
so that they can bungee jump from it
...and like R. Kelly
I will find someday one to persist...
I wish, I wish, I wish....
but for now before I go to sleep
I will make sure you know that
still to this day I'm
ENJOYING THIS part 3 of 10
Monday, November 20, 2000
Somewhere To Begin
The covers
The pillows
The soft gleam from the candlelight
The sweet smell of cream
that has been whipped
for your dreams
to tranquilize your fantasies
just for the moment
chocolate strawberry
oil massage,
I want you to relax
Because it's your night
like every other
please allow me
to stay heavenly for you
my hands soft upon you
like clouds of promise
to keep you forever
a sunshine smile to let you in
even you may feel that it is too dark
the heat
you and I
Hot cocoa
soothing refreshing
like the taste of your marshmellowy skin
never forgetting
about where to finish as long as you
provide my mouth with
Somewhere To Begin
The pillows
The soft gleam from the candlelight
The sweet smell of cream
that has been whipped
for your dreams
to tranquilize your fantasies
just for the moment
chocolate strawberry
oil massage,
I want you to relax
Because it's your night
like every other
please allow me
to stay heavenly for you
my hands soft upon you
like clouds of promise
to keep you forever
a sunshine smile to let you in
even you may feel that it is too dark
the heat
you and I
Hot cocoa
soothing refreshing
like the taste of your marshmellowy skin
never forgetting
about where to finish as long as you
provide my mouth with
Somewhere To Begin
Tuesday, November 14, 2000
This Opportunity
My life to you is a gift
My time to you timeless
My respect a desire
As you are,
by you I am inspired
My thoughts right now are on fire,
Lasting is my breath
Just wait until in person
we meet,
The way I feel because of you
Remarkable, unstoppable, incredible
For you my words are immortal
My words at this time are instrumental
as I appreciate the mind
that unfolds you,
Is it so true for us to
in what we do find trust
before lust,
On and on I express myself
openly until my heart
starts to feel like it will bust
then there is you of me a man
as I will provide you
with one of my ribs
so we can sit Indian style
discussing the righteousness in us
My hand is out to be held
so reveal that woman
that's keeping herself with me in touch.
to conclude I must admit that
this is not all that new to me
as I appreciate you even more
for giving me
This Opportunity
My time to you timeless
My respect a desire
As you are,
by you I am inspired
My thoughts right now are on fire,
Lasting is my breath
Just wait until in person
we meet,
The way I feel because of you
Remarkable, unstoppable, incredible
For you my words are immortal
My words at this time are instrumental
as I appreciate the mind
that unfolds you,
Is it so true for us to
in what we do find trust
before lust,
On and on I express myself
openly until my heart
starts to feel like it will bust
then there is you of me a man
as I will provide you
with one of my ribs
so we can sit Indian style
discussing the righteousness in us
My hand is out to be held
so reveal that woman
that's keeping herself with me in touch.
to conclude I must admit that
this is not all that new to me
as I appreciate you even more
for giving me
This Opportunity
Monday, November 06, 2000
Smile
I just thought that this
would be the right time to share with you
how I've been feeling lately
about our last conversation,
remember the one on the phone,
close your eyes
and inhale a thought of me making you smile
now picture me holding you never letting go,
I feel like crying because
true this can become
and what would I do
if these words came to life to embrace you
it's kind of scary to me,
because I can forever express myself
to you like this so easily,
I want you to be my favorite girl.
Hear my voice scream my name
as I look for your face in the mirror
to do the same,
are you capable of understanding
that you are more than a woman
you are like a new day I'm thankful for,
a treasure discovered upon an opened shore
Rich in you My life is good now
leaving me no other reason
but to for you,
Smile
would be the right time to share with you
how I've been feeling lately
about our last conversation,
remember the one on the phone,
close your eyes
and inhale a thought of me making you smile
now picture me holding you never letting go,
I feel like crying because
true this can become
and what would I do
if these words came to life to embrace you
it's kind of scary to me,
because I can forever express myself
to you like this so easily,
I want you to be my favorite girl.
Hear my voice scream my name
as I look for your face in the mirror
to do the same,
are you capable of understanding
that you are more than a woman
you are like a new day I'm thankful for,
a treasure discovered upon an opened shore
Rich in you My life is good now
leaving me no other reason
but to for you,
Smile
With You
In love with thinking
that you are that special woman for me,
In love with thinking
that with you my dreams will finally come true,
In love with the thought
of someone in you holding me tight,
In love with you,
can this be true
as I am hungry to understand you,
as I am more hungry to love you,
In love with wanting to know what moves you,
In love with the smile
that was once shown to me by you,
In love with the ringing
of my phone when I know its you,
In love.... it's been so long ago
and finally I’m waking up with the sun
as it shines on my face because of you.
In love...WOW I feel so invincible
so secure in staying in love with you,
as you've inspired my heart from the start,
what else and how else should I feel about you,
if you know tell me,
if there is another way
I should express how I really feel about you,
I'm in love and if you can't understand that,
then you will never understand
anything I am willing to show as well as go though
With You
that you are that special woman for me,
In love with thinking
that with you my dreams will finally come true,
In love with the thought
of someone in you holding me tight,
In love with you,
can this be true
as I am hungry to understand you,
as I am more hungry to love you,
In love with wanting to know what moves you,
In love with the smile
that was once shown to me by you,
In love with the ringing
of my phone when I know its you,
In love.... it's been so long ago
and finally I’m waking up with the sun
as it shines on my face because of you.
In love...WOW I feel so invincible
so secure in staying in love with you,
as you've inspired my heart from the start,
what else and how else should I feel about you,
if you know tell me,
if there is another way
I should express how I really feel about you,
I'm in love and if you can't understand that,
then you will never understand
anything I am willing to show as well as go though
With You
Wednesday, November 01, 2000
U.N.I.T.Y
The way the eyes lit up
The first time I saw you,
A pull in your direction
A force that guided me
with added protection,
I don't even know your name,
but I'm calling out to you,
like Hello Kitty
may I dance with the rest of your life?
may I rest my cheek upon yours?
as I think of how to say good night,
the air is calmly blowing your scent my way,
making me high,
intoxicated is the universe
as we together synthesize,
for our feelings to be synchronized,
I inhale for the love
I'm starting to feel for you inside.
As the morning is here already
I have yet to open my eyes,
my mouth moves up and down
forming words at your surprise
leaving you tranquilized,
stay here right here next to me
as I will have a talk just for you and I
with Father Time
to discuss a slower way
for him to pass the seconds and minutes by,
Happened to you was me
as I can now forever celebrate with you
U.N.I.T.Y....
AHKMEL PHAROD 11/01/2000 1:38 PM
The first time I saw you,
A pull in your direction
A force that guided me
with added protection,
I don't even know your name,
but I'm calling out to you,
like Hello Kitty
may I dance with the rest of your life?
may I rest my cheek upon yours?
as I think of how to say good night,
the air is calmly blowing your scent my way,
making me high,
intoxicated is the universe
as we together synthesize,
for our feelings to be synchronized,
I inhale for the love
I'm starting to feel for you inside.
As the morning is here already
I have yet to open my eyes,
my mouth moves up and down
forming words at your surprise
leaving you tranquilized,
stay here right here next to me
as I will have a talk just for you and I
with Father Time
to discuss a slower way
for him to pass the seconds and minutes by,
Happened to you was me
as I can now forever celebrate with you
U.N.I.T.Y....
AHKMEL PHAROD 11/01/2000 1:38 PM
Tuesday, October 31, 2000
So Many Things To Share
Right now as I sit
I caress with my tongue
my bottom lip
Thinking about the last time
The space in between us
no longer existed
The hug the gentle kisses
Compassionate
The something soft Yes
Baby I'm after it
I want to hear you say my name
Over and over...
making me stay positioned
in the beginning the same
Something happened to me
As the tears were heard falling
Upon your pillow last night
In my sleep the power of my love
Was increased to a level
that is hard to describe
I'm at work now with my eyes closed
Meditating on new ways to make you smile
And it feels really good to me now
My chest is tight all over again
Do you remember the way I behaved myself
respectfully arousing you to arouse me
Soon another chance will we have again
To sleep for real and not pretend
Take me if you must
you now have my permission
Begging you to have no fear
As I have myself
So Many Things To Share
I caress with my tongue
my bottom lip
Thinking about the last time
The space in between us
no longer existed
The hug the gentle kisses
Compassionate
The something soft Yes
Baby I'm after it
I want to hear you say my name
Over and over...
making me stay positioned
in the beginning the same
Something happened to me
As the tears were heard falling
Upon your pillow last night
In my sleep the power of my love
Was increased to a level
that is hard to describe
I'm at work now with my eyes closed
Meditating on new ways to make you smile
And it feels really good to me now
My chest is tight all over again
Do you remember the way I behaved myself
respectfully arousing you to arouse me
Soon another chance will we have again
To sleep for real and not pretend
Take me if you must
you now have my permission
Begging you to have no fear
As I have myself
So Many Things To Share
Thursday, October 26, 2000
Your Heart and Mine
Waking up in your arms
no longer shall I be in danger,
keeping me safe and secure
I consider you know longer a stranger,
you have listened to my heart
and it spoke softly to you,
what do you do now,
how do you escape now,
for I can actually say that
I can see myself
being in love with you,
ask yourself the same
and you will see how much
you really care for me,
trust in me and worship
how I make you feel,
you want me all to yourself
what a coincidence,
Oh. . . .So conveniently located
to your heart more than I've ever been
are you going to take advantage
or are you going to take time to manage
what's going on inside your heart,
where on your face it's already candid
The world was given to me
to give to you if you want it,
I do things for your best interest
Where the best has yet to come,
so be patient with my love
and promise that you won't run from it
Mrs. Pharod, I'll call you
because it is apart of me
and you like it which makes
Things so complete..
And at this time I'm happy and I'm satisfied
so come along and enjoy the ride,
because it is forever like
Your Heart and Mine
no longer shall I be in danger,
keeping me safe and secure
I consider you know longer a stranger,
you have listened to my heart
and it spoke softly to you,
what do you do now,
how do you escape now,
for I can actually say that
I can see myself
being in love with you,
ask yourself the same
and you will see how much
you really care for me,
trust in me and worship
how I make you feel,
you want me all to yourself
what a coincidence,
Oh. . . .So conveniently located
to your heart more than I've ever been
are you going to take advantage
or are you going to take time to manage
what's going on inside your heart,
where on your face it's already candid
The world was given to me
to give to you if you want it,
I do things for your best interest
Where the best has yet to come,
so be patient with my love
and promise that you won't run from it
Mrs. Pharod, I'll call you
because it is apart of me
and you like it which makes
Things so complete..
And at this time I'm happy and I'm satisfied
so come along and enjoy the ride,
because it is forever like
Your Heart and Mine
Friday, October 20, 2000
For Everything I Was
I wrote poetry
just to share my heart
because I find it sometimes hard
to communicate with you
then I confess my love
and you look at me as if
you have no clue,
for where I have died
and resurrected my devotion
just for you,
I will always find you beautiful
as now you are needing
more attention than I can give you,
from day one
I’ve been there to ease you,
with one disturbance
that opened my eyes
to my heart needing you,
remember back in 96
remember the winter of 97
the summer of 98
the fall of 99
and now its the fall of 2000
and I’ve discovered that within
all of these years of knowing you
I’ve actually been wasting your time
as well as mine,
I apologize for introducing
myself to you,
I’m sorry for making love to you,
I’m sorry for visiting you
at your school when all I had
was time to show you
that I really wanted you
to be my dime better yet
priceless gem that could only
get better with time,
and now there's my heart
that once again has been
left in the dark, sad memories
I dream as now we've grown
further apart, I asked if you
would be my wife to be,
answering yes, at the time
I thought I would be free
of distress when all that happened
was you leaving me in distress,
spending most of all
of your time on the internet,
not even aware of this sight
and what it behests
so in turn I will have to
with you disconnect, because
I find myself very special
as I express myself
through universal sentiments
I’ve found a class that
I enjoying staying in as long
as I am unconditionally accepted
so to come to a close
as I wipe away a tear from my nose,
I want you to understand that
no man in the world will adore you,
explore you as well as
be willing to die for you
as I will no longer love you
as much just because you
never took the time out
to show your interest in me.....
For Everything I Was
just to share my heart
because I find it sometimes hard
to communicate with you
then I confess my love
and you look at me as if
you have no clue,
for where I have died
and resurrected my devotion
just for you,
I will always find you beautiful
as now you are needing
more attention than I can give you,
from day one
I’ve been there to ease you,
with one disturbance
that opened my eyes
to my heart needing you,
remember back in 96
remember the winter of 97
the summer of 98
the fall of 99
and now its the fall of 2000
and I’ve discovered that within
all of these years of knowing you
I’ve actually been wasting your time
as well as mine,
I apologize for introducing
myself to you,
I’m sorry for making love to you,
I’m sorry for visiting you
at your school when all I had
was time to show you
that I really wanted you
to be my dime better yet
priceless gem that could only
get better with time,
and now there's my heart
that once again has been
left in the dark, sad memories
I dream as now we've grown
further apart, I asked if you
would be my wife to be,
answering yes, at the time
I thought I would be free
of distress when all that happened
was you leaving me in distress,
spending most of all
of your time on the internet,
not even aware of this sight
and what it behests
so in turn I will have to
with you disconnect, because
I find myself very special
as I express myself
through universal sentiments
I’ve found a class that
I enjoying staying in as long
as I am unconditionally accepted
so to come to a close
as I wipe away a tear from my nose,
I want you to understand that
no man in the world will adore you,
explore you as well as
be willing to die for you
as I will no longer love you
as much just because you
never took the time out
to show your interest in me.....
For Everything I Was
Thursday, October 19, 2000
You Are Special
I thought about your eyes last night
the way they would appreciate the poetic textual
that I sometimes
tend to communicate with,
is it a crime
the way I slowly
caught up to your heart
as I know it
well enough
to stay inclined
to continue comforting you with beautiful images
of what you have yet
to receive unconditionally, what you deserve now
in your life is me,
I'm not to be judged,
because I am you.
Think about that for a second
I have feelings like you
right?
What makes us different?
I have emotions
I like affection,
who shows it to me?
I never thought of that
until now,
bleeding my heart
just to caress
that insecure feeling
in your chest
when it comes to a man
that doesn't need to
excite himself
by getting you to undress,
give me your time woman
provide me with what I need,
what I deserve,
I love you
are only three words,
please build and learn
different expressions
because it...
I'll tell you
is a powerful thing
....so close your eyes
after the ending of this poem
click on to my page
so you can tell
how much I am really alone,
imagine me standing
dedicated next to you
..never doubting this
universe that I share.
To conclude Beautiful.....
I Understand You..
because
You Are Special
the way they would appreciate the poetic textual
that I sometimes
tend to communicate with,
is it a crime
the way I slowly
caught up to your heart
as I know it
well enough
to stay inclined
to continue comforting you with beautiful images
of what you have yet
to receive unconditionally, what you deserve now
in your life is me,
I'm not to be judged,
because I am you.
Think about that for a second
I have feelings like you
right?
What makes us different?
I have emotions
I like affection,
who shows it to me?
I never thought of that
until now,
bleeding my heart
just to caress
that insecure feeling
in your chest
when it comes to a man
that doesn't need to
excite himself
by getting you to undress,
give me your time woman
provide me with what I need,
what I deserve,
I love you
are only three words,
please build and learn
different expressions
because it...
I'll tell you
is a powerful thing
....so close your eyes
after the ending of this poem
click on to my page
so you can tell
how much I am really alone,
imagine me standing
dedicated next to you
..never doubting this
universe that I share.
To conclude Beautiful.....
I Understand You..
because
You Are Special
Wednesday, October 18, 2000
MY SEXUAL SUPPORT
Good evening all...just wanted to take the time out to express the Man in My hood.
I of a kind one, do you remember how I first broke you off, not love making but object shaking, you your flesh I will warm the lids of your eyes to close slightly as I take control, fantasize about how me, how I like Chuck Berry rock and roll, I think you are going to never stop wanting my expressiveness when it comes to the creativity I'm about to legibly show you...Your hair tie it back, those nails cut them back because you might hurt yourself, erectness you witness automatically your mind tell it's body to arch it's back, insertion of the rod full with a life potion, are you ready, throbbing through the cotton moisture upon my finger tips as it converses with your inner lips, excited by your taste as I place my fingers in my mouth one at a time to taste your deliciousness, damn I shouldn't even be writing this, making me extra tentative, blood flows to my , sorry if I scare you by the size of and it's powerful beating presence, grab and see for yourself, take off your own clothes for sometime it's good for your health, I'm about to stroke the memories of an unnatural world out your life,,,slow suspended, feet curling, when was the last time you rode a pony as expressive as this, walls closing in because of the way I hunt for that spot that makes you yell for more than an inch, thrusting knees bend, didn't think I could sink you Titanic, iceberg mentality when it comes to bringing you pleasure with an hour of stiffness, you don't remember do you, the way the hips laid on my bed permanent because of how I applied myself some what aggressive, the tongue plays tag with your clitoris, oooooooo I hope I didn't turn on your faucets that I right know would not be able to drink from.......warmth becomes of you because I'm not done, awaiting for your chest to act as a drum as I slowly beat my rod with enough repetitions allowing my to slowly come to an orgasm, the world is about to begin as my tongue becomes entrapped inside of your prize possession, I can't breathe there is a new exciting force taking over me,,,,,woman you taste like a piece of sugarless gum.........to the tip of my nose I doing what I'm suppose to right....push my face inside and push it until I use your insides for my new breath of life,,,,,I'm going crazy like I never though as I now rely on you and your Nile river for....
MY SEXUAL SUPPORT
I of a kind one, do you remember how I first broke you off, not love making but object shaking, you your flesh I will warm the lids of your eyes to close slightly as I take control, fantasize about how me, how I like Chuck Berry rock and roll, I think you are going to never stop wanting my expressiveness when it comes to the creativity I'm about to legibly show you...Your hair tie it back, those nails cut them back because you might hurt yourself, erectness you witness automatically your mind tell it's body to arch it's back, insertion of the rod full with a life potion, are you ready, throbbing through the cotton moisture upon my finger tips as it converses with your inner lips, excited by your taste as I place my fingers in my mouth one at a time to taste your deliciousness, damn I shouldn't even be writing this, making me extra tentative, blood flows to my , sorry if I scare you by the size of and it's powerful beating presence, grab and see for yourself, take off your own clothes for sometime it's good for your health, I'm about to stroke the memories of an unnatural world out your life,,,slow suspended, feet curling, when was the last time you rode a pony as expressive as this, walls closing in because of the way I hunt for that spot that makes you yell for more than an inch, thrusting knees bend, didn't think I could sink you Titanic, iceberg mentality when it comes to bringing you pleasure with an hour of stiffness, you don't remember do you, the way the hips laid on my bed permanent because of how I applied myself some what aggressive, the tongue plays tag with your clitoris, oooooooo I hope I didn't turn on your faucets that I right know would not be able to drink from.......warmth becomes of you because I'm not done, awaiting for your chest to act as a drum as I slowly beat my rod with enough repetitions allowing my to slowly come to an orgasm, the world is about to begin as my tongue becomes entrapped inside of your prize possession, I can't breathe there is a new exciting force taking over me,,,,,woman you taste like a piece of sugarless gum.........to the tip of my nose I doing what I'm suppose to right....push my face inside and push it until I use your insides for my new breath of life,,,,,I'm going crazy like I never though as I now rely on you and your Nile river for....
MY SEXUAL SUPPORT
Tuesday, September 26, 2000
Soul Conventions
Check the bottom of your feet,
are you still able to stand
follow your mind to a different land
of courageous expressions
liquefying your souls because you are
the creator of your own lessons,
T.H.I.N.K
T.hose H.olding I.ntelligence N.avigate K.nowledge
don't be discouraged when things
don't happen the way you plan them
keep your head as your head will keep you,
seeing that through realization
that we are all equal, so get up and pose
get up and demand that someone
you don't know knows just who you are,
look at me...shooting more energy
into minds then stars
Now the orbiting begins, mentalities
will finally become moonstricken,
you laid next to me, as I
analyzed your emptiness, though you are not
lonely your presence screams tolerance
of another's ignorance and that's what we
need to wake up, because the better
has always been the around
for we not to ever frown
whenever we feel down,
get up and smile for understanding
of yourself through
Soul Conventions
are you still able to stand
follow your mind to a different land
of courageous expressions
liquefying your souls because you are
the creator of your own lessons,
T.H.I.N.K
T.hose H.olding I.ntelligence N.avigate K.nowledge
don't be discouraged when things
don't happen the way you plan them
keep your head as your head will keep you,
seeing that through realization
that we are all equal, so get up and pose
get up and demand that someone
you don't know knows just who you are,
look at me...shooting more energy
into minds then stars
Now the orbiting begins, mentalities
will finally become moonstricken,
you laid next to me, as I
analyzed your emptiness, though you are not
lonely your presence screams tolerance
of another's ignorance and that's what we
need to wake up, because the better
has always been the around
for we not to ever frown
whenever we feel down,
get up and smile for understanding
of yourself through
Soul Conventions
Monday, August 28, 2000
How I Really Feel
What I really think
and how I really feel
should always remain a mystery,
as you are my ambition
when it comes to keeping it real
I can't let you know everything
because I am destined to show you everything
take your time with yourself,
just because I said so...
listen to me because My knowledge
approaches you in every respectful way
my words of endearment
kidnaps you in an intellectual way
just think back to feeling something
that you never felt before,
then place your heart out on the dance floor,
No one would see your pain,
No one would see your struggle,
No one would see that you require more,
more love than you are receiving
more affection that you are needing
what is permanent, is a memory
longing to be thought of when it comes
to more love than you have bargained for,
and then there is me,
you wonder as you will,
just relax, free your soul from anticipation
so I can continue expressing to you
How I Really Feel
and how I really feel
should always remain a mystery,
as you are my ambition
when it comes to keeping it real
I can't let you know everything
because I am destined to show you everything
take your time with yourself,
just because I said so...
listen to me because My knowledge
approaches you in every respectful way
my words of endearment
kidnaps you in an intellectual way
just think back to feeling something
that you never felt before,
then place your heart out on the dance floor,
No one would see your pain,
No one would see your struggle,
No one would see that you require more,
more love than you are receiving
more affection that you are needing
what is permanent, is a memory
longing to be thought of when it comes
to more love than you have bargained for,
and then there is me,
you wonder as you will,
just relax, free your soul from anticipation
so I can continue expressing to you
How I Really Feel
Thursday, August 17, 2000
Candy Kisses
That neck my lips the tongue
The skill, the fall the catch
The keeping it real
My energetic magnitude of amore
Will forever keep you wanting more,
The ease the right to believe
The righteous way I'll arrest your mind
Providing you with the courage to see
The hands the air between
You legs the wait
The anticipation the wanting me
The wanting you the communicative
Sensualistic of the real reason
I'm willing to lay next to you
We do all of the things necessary
To express ourselves
like the end is near with
Candy Kisses
The skill, the fall the catch
The keeping it real
My energetic magnitude of amore
Will forever keep you wanting more,
The ease the right to believe
The righteous way I'll arrest your mind
Providing you with the courage to see
The hands the air between
You legs the wait
The anticipation the wanting me
The wanting you the communicative
Sensualistic of the real reason
I'm willing to lay next to you
We do all of the things necessary
To express ourselves
like the end is near with
Candy Kisses
Sunday, January 02, 2000
From the Projects
Dedicated To All Who Survived
My people
Your people
We are all the same equal
Just different floors
Keys to the same front door
So what the deal
Beef
And get for Christmas
Your front teeth
Not wrapped just handed
You’ve just been reprimanded
In your project
Where there is no [I] in hard
So why you acting
Alone you stepping
And alone is how you
Receive the action
The universal beat down
In front of me now
Like the penile
Pissing on you like
An elevator
I call you OTIS
Cuz you don't know shit
Walking crooked
You don't know shit
These surroundings are
Ferocious
Nobody’s super here
Just explosive
Best believe
Around the projects
Nobody owns shit
Got fly shit
Be seen become a target
Now it's my shit
From your pockets
The change
To your jewels
Understand these rules
Not your own to break fool
Or traveled unglued
To a tool
Some carry more closely
Than those married
Knowledge the commandments of the who represent
That will cause you
Permanent damage
Number 1 is you either Do
Number 2 is you either Die
Words to live by from
another Brooklyn Baby
From
BED-STUY
Repping that real
From the Projects
LLORD TRIFE (3A) BABY JUDAS 01/02/2000 12:00PM
My people
Your people
We are all the same equal
Just different floors
Keys to the same front door
So what the deal
Beef
And get for Christmas
Your front teeth
Not wrapped just handed
You’ve just been reprimanded
In your project
Where there is no [I] in hard
So why you acting
Alone you stepping
And alone is how you
Receive the action
The universal beat down
In front of me now
Like the penile
Pissing on you like
An elevator
I call you OTIS
Cuz you don't know shit
Walking crooked
You don't know shit
These surroundings are
Ferocious
Nobody’s super here
Just explosive
Best believe
Around the projects
Nobody owns shit
Got fly shit
Be seen become a target
Now it's my shit
From your pockets
The change
To your jewels
Understand these rules
Not your own to break fool
Or traveled unglued
To a tool
Some carry more closely
Than those married
Knowledge the commandments of the who represent
That will cause you
Permanent damage
Number 1 is you either Do
Number 2 is you either Die
Words to live by from
another Brooklyn Baby
From
BED-STUY
Repping that real
From the Projects
LLORD TRIFE (3A) BABY JUDAS 01/02/2000 12:00PM
Thursday, October 14, 1999
The Love I Possess
Making the world a better place
For you and me
To sit on the lap of each other’s luxury
I want and need to experience
What you experience as
I’m providing you with the best of me
I want to feel like the ground
Is no longer beneath me
Floating on your scented words, heavenly
Please, I beg of you
To understand that I’ve been ready
To receive the things that
You receive for yourself
If you present them to me
My Love, I was born steady
Gifted with the appreciation
To accept Love as I await patiently
Admitting to you
That there is no other place that
I’d rather be
Dying and crying for you to fulfill me
Striving and climbing for you
To only find it in your will
To chill with me….you see
There will be no other after me
This has to be understood now
As all of the richest and conditional gifts
Shall be of the when, where, why and how
Unlike the reason I long and travel
Just to see you smile
Promising right now to unconditionally
Remain here for you
Like my reasons for
The Love I Possess
For you and me
To sit on the lap of each other’s luxury
I want and need to experience
What you experience as
I’m providing you with the best of me
I want to feel like the ground
Is no longer beneath me
Floating on your scented words, heavenly
Please, I beg of you
To understand that I’ve been ready
To receive the things that
You receive for yourself
If you present them to me
My Love, I was born steady
Gifted with the appreciation
To accept Love as I await patiently
Admitting to you
That there is no other place that
I’d rather be
Dying and crying for you to fulfill me
Striving and climbing for you
To only find it in your will
To chill with me….you see
There will be no other after me
This has to be understood now
As all of the richest and conditional gifts
Shall be of the when, where, why and how
Unlike the reason I long and travel
Just to see you smile
Promising right now to unconditionally
Remain here for you
Like my reasons for
The Love I Possess
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