The Rebirth of Fashion

When fashion takes a break it sits down and takes a picture.

Sunday, July 31, 2005

It Will Grow

My love for you I can't ignore
My heart I need not let explore,
For one day my darling
in time you will see,
Your love for me, it was meant to be,
Until that day I vow unto you
To love you, be faithful
and always be true,
Please my Love, I'll do the right thing
Never let go, hold me under you're wing,
For I have no desire to venture away
I'll never let go, I'm here to stay,
So as long as you love me,
one day you'll know.
our love for each other, in time

It Will Grow

It Now Involves You

shining so bright
that thing you do
I'm staying with you
and that's what I mean,
because it's what I'm saying
The truth the proof
I spent my last everything
just to exist by your side
and it felt good
as I understood my moods
were to a degree new
and improved,
my walk was polite
the opposite of rude
where dreaming
has enveloped my tomorrow as

It Now Involves You

It Is Wendy Outside...

Sometimes I feel a breeze in places
you wont believe,
where I'm left to think
that it is someone
sending a message to me,
or just a hint of
someone needing love unconditionally,
my attention is directed
to the origin of the wind
which helps support the air
and its ability to leave
such a wonderful impression on me,
I stand and think about
what is really happening to me
and all I can come up with
is a natural face of beauty,
which is your own leaving me thankful
to feel you cool my soul alone
as I can not ask for anything more
as I return back to the place
that made me aware that

It is Wendy Outside

It Is That Serious

This happens only
because it needs to happen
No matter how hard you try
I will never have to
Because I've been
to the last place
which was the first place
I first found love
deep enough to put
New York City to sleep
while making Moslems
lay down with sheep where

It Is That Serious

Intimate Discussions

Because of you
there is the reason I can't
wait to express how much
you are keeping my eyes focused
on the way I truly
have been using them
to undress your sexy
and attractive appearance,
Day to day
I stretch my fantasies
about how far
intimately I can take you,
the levels of interest
are here from the first day
I imagined you standing in front of me
in just your underwear,
whether a thong, G-String or Teddy
I just would like to let you know
that I've always been here patiently
awaiting for you
to surrender the flavor
of your body to my mouth,
allowing my soft full lips
to massage the palace between your hips,
Ms…. are you understanding me
and what I see,
when I see you standing
or walking past me,
you have the figure of Egyptian Queens
that will make any man fiend,
and I'm here to tell you
that I'm fiending,
fiending for that one chance
to erupt you,
I want to gently make love
to your thoughts,
rewarding you because of
the pleasures of lust
you have brought me
with out even one to touch,
let us be mature
about what we wish
to sensually endure
with one another,
as I will sexually be yours
at your beckoning call,
my shadow is already naked on the floor,
yearning to craw up
those beautiful legs of yours,
to explore new sensations
I never have before,
I want you and that is the first straw
as you understand
that the attraction
is pulling me closer and closer,
Woman I can't take it any more,
I have to have you
and when I do
that will be the second straw,
you can't resist the pull any more,
So give me your all
and I will have a surprise
for your climatic reactions
resulting in my back being clawed
by the animal
I will bring out of you,
as if I made it my new chore,
concluding in the verbal perspiration
caused by our

Intimate Discussions

Instead

When I lay and think, in my bed at night,
the day you'll arrive, seems nowhere in sight.
I toss and I turn, dreaming of you,
opening my eye's... checking if my dream came true.
It didn't, again, and a tear starts to roll,
weeping quietly... my pillow I hold.

Many sleepless nights I've prayed for you, my love.
God touched my soul from heaven above
He's answered my prayers for my bride to be.
I've never felt this lucky, God did this for me.

That's a question I asked each and every night.
He just thinks your special, and I know he's right.
No other has made me feel so complete,
my whole life was lived, just so we could meet.
All these thoughts and more going through my head.
I fall asleep not worrying, and just dream of you...

Instead

Infinitely

Far above the Heavens
awaits the you in myself,
the spiritual telepathic
wealth the one feeling all of the time,
good for our health,
the mind is shown on 1500 inch screens
projecting my thoughts from the inside
to the outer with no limits,
I speak from the ultimate experience,
the one time I fell asleep
and woke up and your face
was the first upon my eyes laid
relaxed in your shadows shade
excited but well behaved
only because I adore the spirit in you,
can't say often enough how
I'm amazed by your beautiful voice
texture words forming rays to be caught
by your Brooklyn Sun catcher in me
looks in this case are never to deceive
instead make you conceive
my Universal Orbit around your mentality
energetically that projects the image
forever just for you
cause it's only meant to be

Infinitely

Inanimate Prisms

The velocity of
thoughts like these
Equal the masses
of suicidal tendencies
Non-negotiable extremities
or psychiatric remedies
premonition with the vision
sight beyond sight
3rd world mission
excluding terrorism
anti-semitism
architecturally engineering
the realism
day to day
drafting these cultural feelings
where my mind is terrible
to abuse victims
who are dumb, deaf and blind
and can't find
peace within their own

Inanimate Prisms

In Your Life Forever

We've been behaving like tomorrow
is not welcomed - feelings overwhelming
Happiness compelling
You make me happy
and I'm just proud to tell you
how special you are
through every poem I'm exhaling
as you are inhaling
High on the approach of love tides
Together we are sharing rays
to guide us to sail through
or around this world
like Ferdinand Magellan
My hand you have forever
A man you have forever
Accept me now each day forever
and my vows in your life
I express as I am

In Your Life Forever

In Need of Your Affection

So delicate, so fragile
so intelligently agile,
the way you focus on my problems,
assisting in every way possible.
I like how you love me in a special way,
I like the attention you give
when I have words to say,
allowing me to share my feelings so clear
responding so gentle, words with compassion
show how you are very much sincere,
focusing on the natural telepathy
between your space and my air I intake
every time I see your face,
shackled by your thoughts
of you wanting me anytime, anyplace
Sweetheart I'm ready for your love,
I'm ready to fill the void that is empty,
putting new flowers back in your vase as I'm

In Need of Your Affection

In My Time of Need (w)

Weightless
My feelings of today
I'm in a state of mind - different
Lord you are still here
and I love your persistence
The strength within
The gift this life and my position
to show you how mentally spiritual
I'm still living
110% I'm still giving
to men, women, infants and children
While guided by your devotion in
maintaining my focused allowing me
to notice loves intentions soulfully
as connections evolve the sun,
and the moon beneath the heavens
never forgetting you

In My Time of Need

In My Heart

The times we shared
The reading in between the lines
The questioning
just to make sure everything was fine
The scratching your back
if you will scratch mine
things are so forever with you
I'm here, but where are you
I listen to each word you have said
but where are you,
so far away I realize
each and everyday,
I write a poem just for you
just for you,
never looking for you to do the same,
pressure I try to ease,
through my own pain
of not being with you
I must admit that for me
it is not easy to by myself lay
without being able to see your face,
your pretty face,
that Victorian smell, that shear lace,
I really do miss you,
soon I promise soon
I will refill that empty space,
and if it's not empty
then it will have to be replaced,
you know what I'm talking about,
there is no one else
that you should want to forever chase,
Sweetheart I am here for you,
no more waiting
because the time has come
to permanently stay stationed with you

In My Heart

If You Feel Me (w)

I look at it like this..

Just because we are apart
doesn't mean we can't be together...

as I am lying down
for a glimpse of your shadows soul
no matter what the weather.....

where this is expression is
the depth of my...your - whenever

If You Feel Me

If I Lost You (w)

No more roads for me to travel
no more invitations,
am I no longer special?
My time is still here to spend with you
it's me Mr. Crazy - Mr. Extreme,
Mr. I can't believe you,
please don't abandon me now
the way you needed me
is the same way in which
I still need you
days are allowed to be seen
by me just for you,
is that no more acceptable
as my mental pilgrimage
was made because of the existence of you
I can not live with out you
as I would have to learn
how to survive without you

If I Lost You

I'm Still Alive

No words committed - shallow
I am learning nothing again
from another woman
while involved with,
Why can't I meet a mental
willing to transmit?
Maybe because they are surrounded
by the unintelligent
less focused on life to focus,
too much substance hocus pocus
something in me tells me
to run and hide, using the love
for life and experiences to survive
because to be by myself is a luxury
I've used before to arrive
to the point of where I am now
where whether or not its noticed

I'm Still Alive

I'm Staying Here (w)

come to me as I am preparing myself
to come to you with God blessing me
with that Spiritual energy
to stay under control,
thinking about you being comfortable
within my abode I'm telling you that
the snow will soon fall,
King is I you want to call
so at my feet pad your knees, then fall.
Don't move stay there so I can join you,
relax so I can anoint you,
cry no more as I direct your attention to my
heart at the same time I point to the sky,
as it's now only there for you and I,
think that way then with you I will continue
to stay, stimulating you in all
the right ways, even understanding you
on any of your bad days, forever
unlike a volunteer

I'm Staying Here

I'm Ready To Give

Every time I see you
the reflection of angels
appear before my inner vision of self
eternally protected now
by the warmth of your smile
My love please keep them coming
because they are all I seem to have now
I want to know the meaning of you
like your first name
followed by your last
I want to with you travel to Ireland
just to lay in the grass
knowing that your heart
may be far away
I will always be here to stay
Now imagine me smiling at you
beneath sunny weather in which we can play
hiding our thoughts hiding our affection
on a sandy beach in Jamaica

these are the games
with you I want to play
attention is paid to you - priceless
my energy is at its highest
in NY today thinking of you I like this
going to sleep with a mission to wake
as I look to hear your voice
the Lord knows that
if he took my life it would be
his worst mistake therefore
he allows me to live
for you and I to prosper
maybe one day even have kids
are you convinced with my love for you
being more ancient than Egyptian Pyramids
if so then open up your arms
and welcome all of this love

I'm Ready to Give

I'm Ready For Work (w)

Easy Baby Easy
Take your time -----
I'm not going anywhere - relax
Calm is the way of your mind
Followed by the sensations
In your spine - I'm reaching
Reaching out to touch you =
I want to - I love to - see
Your reactions when it comes to me
Easy Baby Easy
Just chill and settle your nerves
While I settle my mouth
Upon your curves - silky and moist
Excited that I'm putting you first
Therefore without any hesitation
Take off that top and your skirt because

I'm Ready For Work

I'm In Love Now

Feel free alive
For the first time now
Able to walk around
with a little extra weight now
no longer tired
aware and awake
vision no longer impaired
with questions asking about how
my reply can be a big smile
followed by knowing that

I'm In Love Now

I'm Gifted

For real...
you just one more statistic
That couldn't get it
The form in its simplistic
Left you feeling indifferent
Jump up if you want
And be left missing
To be specific
I'm more than terrific
Amazing check the image
Fantastic with the skill

I'm Gifted

I'm Fortunate

Dreams more than true
to life the good things
I expressed to you - my love,
Soft spoken just to be able to listen
To your every word
Something never heard
You cry - the reason
I wish, I wish with one hug
I can take away your fears
those painful tears
and you wanting to accomplish your goals
as mush as your energy
and the way you yearn
from me a kiss
each morning each night
do I really deserve this
I ask reminding myself
how it's because of you

I'm Fortunate

I'll Stay By You

I hath forsaken thee,
the holder of my soul to see,
I have been in a state of mind
to keep you as my friend
and to not be made blind
just conscious of the way
of how you constantly remind me
as your smile will alone be
a reward again in time
so love me tender love me true,
My Love - I still think of you,
I've gone astray
and left you gray,
and I am now awoke
and in your life
Dedicated
and I'm ready to stay
to learn with you
the difference
between being in love
while being with you,
I found that you were someone
I can hold all night,
Confidently growing wings for us
To soar all night,
I believe in my heart
that I can fly with you,
so stay with me and

I'll Stay By You

I'll Do Anything

As the red lights turn to green,
crossing the road for you
forever is now no longer just a dream,
let me grow a new heart for you
to store your smiles,
let me shrink the world
so there would be no miles
of long distance between you and I,
take my compassion for granted
because its for you and only you,
understand me and my reasons for existing
where until I met you
there was no one else listening,
so I thank not only the lord
with providing me with the strength
To put these words together to talk,
but also the strength
to put these words together as you talk,
I'm focused on you and your wishes
I want to spoil you with gentle kisses,
you felt my pulse beat for you,
did you like it?
As it pulsed for your love
you took and shaped my destiny
then redefined it.
Woman there are so many things
I have in-store for you
and I until you decide
that you had enough of
my attempting to make you fly,
take my hand and be my superwoman
as I express to you that for you

I'll Do Anything

I Too Sometimes Cry

Finally I get to express myself
Finally I get to release my pain
Expressing my love for the life I lead
Ready and always willing to explain
Simple things in life I cherish with promise
To be forever accepted
Strengthening my reasons to never change
For all that I promote
is for you to witness
For you to notice
Due to the fact that I'm different
Blowing you sensuously without explosives
Because you are real
I must be with you the same
Striving to remain within your ability
To maintain a smile on my face
As I emphasize - I
Just to let you know that

I Too Sometimes Cry

I Think I'm Sprung Now

All alone I sat,
I heard nothing
I saw nothing
Complete I strive to be continuously
Looking for love, when I should've been
Looking to love
Apologetic poetical,
never to skeptical
Before approaching a woman
who is ever so gentle
the voice so gentle
as in the response to my whisper
Self-confident outside of my dreams
of kissing her
a woman thoughtful and productive
Wanting to grow with a man in I
that would love to
Provide her with kids
Songs sung now
as I've found love now
At the top of my lungs now

I Think I'm Sprung Now

I Succeed (w)

She Ms. America prepared to receive
Unprepared to relieve
My attraction lust
Infatuation I leave
Too close too achieve
Caressing her worth sensually
With my every word
Written or spoken
Slow, cool, calm, and collectively
Eloquently directed respectively
Understanding why she
Never hesitates to want
To be next to me
The power - the force
confidence the remedy
to esteem the energy
She needs very necessary
At the same time while she recognizes

I Succeed

I Shall Always Live It

She touched my hands with her eyes
I felt the joy as the lust for more
I couldn't control or understand,
Her voice gently walked me
across beds of roses
in love so much
God, I beg of you
to keep me safe for her for her likes
for her wants, for her needs, for her reasons
why she does what she does,
Struck - movements, I can't budge
This - man!
By my feet, swept - falling into
welcoming arms receiving unconditional hugs
is why I open doors sharing the cause
and the effect, safe on my right side
please walk I want to
protect you even if it means
my life has to be taken first,
Standards - Etiquette - I'm above it,
because, no matter what happens

I Shall Always Live It

I Quote This

Waiting to see you
Waiting to achieve you
not just sexually
more or less affectionately
keeping things in order
and in step respectfully,
basically I just want
to have you next to me you are my energy
my longevity my new recipe
that will one day bring out not just the man
but the best of me and the rest of me
you still haven't witnessed or taken time to
notice where is your focus
your passion and your loves explosives
to blow me away, not the hocus pocus
this is the life and we both chose this
to achieve our goals with
never losing sight of the way
time and time again

I Quote This

"I Love You"

Don't be confused anymore, just enjoy and
Explore before god pad locks our doors,
Lets make it last longer than we have before
With promises, security, and painless
aggressiveness with the ability
To accept more,
my sweetness no one has ever
Like this received before.
Time is of the mutuality where my heart
Is not for the brutality of hate, greed,
Ugliness and selfishness beyond my
Spirituality, and right now I will end
While the time is right because
There are not enough hours in a day
Within the category of love
Beyond for me to type, which has been
Proven over and over as I stick to your
Heart without glue, adhesive is your smile
Which brings me everyday to say

"I Love You"

I Love Showing You

Center stage love for you so anxious
to emotionally explode for you my all
is your call different from your old car
I'll never stall you or swerve my nerves
from you that are holding you
Un-Con-Di-tion-ally molding you into that
woman everyday I couldn't wait to come
home to - I just would like to let you know
it is a pleasure knowing you,
Discovered a different beauty and
it is the reason why I've chosen you
to keep myself from controlling you
as I meditate and pray everyday
writing these poems for you noticing how
much my feelings have grown for you,
addicted you can't predict this
because I have a different approach
every time to what

I Love Showing You

I Live For

These days now I'm feeling
like the opposite of throwing in the towel
once in a time ago
I traveled far just to see how much
I could be appreciated by a smile
that I thought would look like yours
that would greet me at the door
that would have my feet 5 inches
from the floor but that didn't happen
where I had to tell myself once more
that I needed a new chore
where my time would not be abused
like it was before
you baby were missed and I knew I was yours
from the first moment my eyes soared
with yours history rewritten now
by the strokes of my pen
much mightier than any sword
leaving me needing and wanting more
because its only you now that

I Live For

I Like You

Allow me, please . . .I insist
I would like to enjoy
Introducing my mouth to your lips
My man to your woman
I'm only speaking of maturity here
Seniority my dear
- my approach sincere
I'm sensitive always
keeping a head that's clear
Free with room for
you and I to breathe
Respectfully dedicated to your self
and company existing next to me
Love is His story outlined by each letter
Each title - where the signs are vital
as the presentation will
forever remain gentle because

I Like You

I Failed to Listen

Around the corner with you
reminded of a good day we word played
tagging each others hearts - frozen in time
my longitude 75 degrees North
I once blew you a kiss from across the room
you felt it and knew it was time
for your flower to blossom or bloom
exploding with more than a boom more like
a blast, erasing memories of your past
My mission to keep you wishing for
this uncontested passion to last,
while my emotions are in position
it's more than 100% I'm giving,
because of you like Christ
I've risen not from the dead
but from the love of my own prison,
losing my place for a minute
because to my true feelings

I Failed to Listen

I Exist

It's almost like what if - What if I
didn't say excuse me Miss?
Would my chances of seeing you be greater
than this? This feeling of bliss,
Once before I felt your heart beat
which was an out of body experience
Angelic from a distance
I'm finding you
So incredibly attractive
and I'm ready
to develop these thoughts through words,
Leaving memories for you to reminisce
memories to keep as well as elevate your
overall interest in my Gentle man
with gentle words for you to never resist
Until my last sentence is finished
Or better yet printed
The major headline to explain
How deeply I feel about believing
that within your heart, body and soul

I Exist

I Care For You

Right here always from the start
I noticed, the love you became
a new heart unbroken.
Will you stay?
Will you belong so lovely?
Angelic, the walk of your hair
as it blows back from your face,
My lips are attracted to your forehead
May I kiss you there?
So pretty as your beauty
has me spinning in circles,
and because of the way I feel
you will never have to worry
about me hurting you
as each day lived,
is a day of me
becoming more perfect for you
and your soul, each word,
each tear, each deep breath
I have taking for you,
Means to me your acceptance of these words
I so soulfully share with you because

I Care For You

I Can Openly Share

Can this be love?
Can this be what I never thought
could happen to me ever?
I met her and before she said yes
She said remember
that we are here to celebrate
Each and ever day like
The 25th day in December
I couldn't believe my eyes
Which allowed my heart
To make way for these words
I was hearing amazing
With her I'm praying
To not hold back ever my fears
My tears my years of pain
And suffering that has been
So unclear as I am now confident
That with this woman my life with her

I Can Openly Share

I Am Not Afraid Anymore

It's the magnitude of just
being wanted by you
that makes me feel
forever accepted by you
and your love unconditional
I'm not discouraged about
what you think of me
or how you think of me,
it's all about caring
and that you've shown me
like knowing now that you cared,
so I will be respectful to you
in the persistent department
plus I've felt your warm embrace
as you allow yourself
to be taking by my lips
that means more than
you will ever know
also last but not hopefully
the last time you spend
the night with me,
no one has done that
since I existed here
I just moved here from Heaven
Where you are always welcomed
even if you are not
able at this time to come inside
we can relax outside
I don't want to lose a friend
that was not looked for
I want to keep a friend
that was sent to me to explore
and right now that is
what I'm doing where

I Am Not Afraid Anymore

I Am Dedicated (w)

When all said is done
Done is said
the expressions
forever over my head,
I take hold
My heart
strong and in control,
but I just can`t
I just can`t get
the you out of my mind,
Where did you learn
your rules out of my mind,
your favorite color
your favorite foods
out of my mind,
I just want to get close to you
by getting to know you
First and foremost
let my ask for forgiveness
as I may act upon
your sexiness
with the quickness,
I make a comment
about your figure still no response
I comment on your hair
still no response
What am I suppose to say?
You are lovely
You are the Nefertiti of my dreams
in the 21 Century,
Understand my pain
let me Cleopat-ya
on your back when you cough
Let me make you
on every Sunday
be my only Sport
never with you I to be impatient
My mind is my force as

I Am Dedicated

I

I am the right
That conquers your wrong
I am the minute
That completes your hour
I am the itch
That balances your nerves
I am the soil
That welcomes you
I am the second
That strengthens you

I am the Why
In what question's you
I am the feeling
That keeps the love in you
I am the reason
For needing you
I am the thought
That blankets you
I am the sleep
That awakens you

I am the angel
That creates beautiful poems for you

I am the pain reliever at times
on your mind easing stress am

I

Hurting Me

All my love
one room, one opportunity

anxious so anxiously
I'm tired of waiting patiently

Twenty - 24 hours too long
something is wrong seriously
when I can't express myself openly

reaching out to hold - appearing to me
someone not into holding me
strange as it may seem

attention drained no more currency
to pay mind to those
I'm sick and tired of

Hurting Me

How Powerful This Love Is

Then the day came when,
the smile became permanent
upon my face the light so heavenly shined
I am therefore reminded by
the sight of you The truth
the thoughts of freedom dawned
upon me like the closeness of
your bosom as you once held me tight
The earth as it kept me safe
I will never forgive myself
if in my mind you became
distant if you became lost
What memories would keep me secure
What memories would keep me wanting more
Wanting more out of life,
I love the way you make me feel
when I think about you
however when you are not around
I worry if you stop thinking
about me unlike my thoughts for you
can only be for the angels
and the mother's of the earth to see

How Powerful This Love Is

How Much Longer?

A torrential storm
forms in my soul,
Growing more powerful
each time my heart breaks
The storm waters flood my body
and spill out through my eyes
As this is all I can do-
Cry, crying, hoping that
after the storm a rainbow
will peek through the clouds
as I patiently wait
I will only ask once

How Much Longer?

How Much I Love You

Taking my time to listen
Each day, every day,
I want to believe that
I've found heaven in you
My Love this is a man expressing
Himself openly times 2,
All I have for you is a man
That initiates his plans,
dedicated to please only his woman
with the softness of his mentality
through the comforts of his hands,
take my world as I unconditionally
place it before you
just for you to understand,

How Much I Love You

How About That

An infinite loop
M-17 I shot to shoot
Now my brain - I'm destructive
Please understand it's
Not something to be stuck with
Seriously it's not easy
To even understand me - understanding me
Confused with the source one man, one woman
One child, two children (boys)
Half of him, half of me
Immediate attention required immediately
10 years my senior administered to repeatedly
right from wrong
studied the lessons righteously
My brother her other
50 / 50 stand back
mentality is jam-packed
A much-misunderstood grand fact now

How About That

Hotter Than Fire

Sharper is now the image of the We,
Out in the open are the cloudless skies
I'm beginning to believe in our worlds orbit,
Your compassion My axis,
returning to my arms
for loving you is now my habit
knees are relaxed
enough for me to give praise
Thankful for the acceptance of you
each day laying to continue
as my spirit unconditionally welcomes you,
you see these thoughts
are from my mind not being able
to accept your distance,
proven to you time and time
again persistence
I'm not going to forget
about our first as it is you
and your world I thirst
let me multiply your pain
that you have yet to endure
making it my pain
as I continue to poetically
address you with a mind
that is pure
I know what you require
so give me a chance
to continue to show you
that my passion in satisfying you burns

Hotter Than Fire

Hoping You Hear Me

Automatic awoke
My health permanent
Struggle no more
ready to repair
What I broke
letting my all
Become your all
so simple,
Easy for me to see clearly
Into your heart
that I am trying
So desperately to keep near me
Flying now
soaring above the
Emotional Clouds
sometimes scares me
I think at times
If you recognized the way
I speak
The way I eat
in reference to
the way I treat you daily
the fashion is unique by design
as I speak it loud enough

Hoping You Hear Me

Honest

Slept with the lioness
just to understand
her reason her ability
She talked and stimulated
My next life with tranquility
Justifying my love with hugs
serious the reception respecting me
and my spiritual agility
as to her presentation life
comfortable in the eyes of men
not to infatuate them
with sultry shapes and garments
my hand confidently she holds with promise
to forever keep me from feeling used,
misunderstood or confused,
because she would rather
keep things between her and I

Honest

Holding Your Hand

Out of my mind out of my body
I would love to make you My Forever
Smiling beside you
as I lay close whenever
Hands clenched
Heart firmly protected inside
the truth guided spiritually
Loving the attention you are giving me
Thank you for allowing me
to be your herbal man
the doctor with all the proper remedies
to keep you as a friend to me
never thinking about the end
only beaches with white sand
Making footprints just to match yours
at the same time I am

Holding Your Hand

His Time

Let me erase all memories
of the last time my fingers
raced slowly across your back
as the scented oil of my desire
accentuated lust in the air of us
please hold my thoughts before I drift off
then touch yourself before my love erupts
passionately I want to be more than enough
more than the liquids of my fire
burning deeply within
as my lava type movements
across the endless boundaries
of your exposed nerves
steadily pound for me
beating and beating
as you continuously prowl
due to from me what you are needing
more than sexual healing
more like a fantasy
exploring the strength of AHKMEL
All around the world his hands,
his soft-spoken words his 2millionth thought
on how to bring you pleasure
that no other man has yet
dared to bring you his bodily warmth
followed by his majestic confidence
in his tongue providing him sexual sponsorship
to keep you patiently waiting
and praying for more of the profound
boldness of his mouth wet
with nothing but you on his mind
when vacationing down your south
escaping between where it is safe
to reposition his neck
elongating his spine so the reach
to your finest wine from the purest vine
is not to far for him to preserve

His Time

His Open Doors

Everyday in my life
I am on tour
Celebrity in my own right
Jesus my number 1 fan as his love
Will always be righteously pure
Keeping me aggressive when it comes
To performing my love for the lord
Even though I've never seen him before
I know he celebrates me evermore
everyday with life with breath
and an the attitude to be confident
in each and every one of my steps
I take closer and closer to

His Open Doors

Hello Beautiful

I don't know what it is
about the way you look
feeling like I need more
to show you more
to be noticed by you
smiling like I only remember
confidence succeeding heights
25,000 miles above sea level
look at my expression facially
you are the effect of me causing you
to feel the way you do basically
I live each day as your thoughts
parade for me escalating me without limits
flesh tone constantly persuading me
in your direction amazingly
I continuously fall asleep
to dream about waking up
to fall asleep just to keep
you on my mind as you are proclaiming
My intentions - to always and forever
maintain thinking about the feelings
inside of you and only you
like when I see your lovely face and smile
you leave me no other choice
but to greet you with a suitable

Hello Beautiful

Held By You

Hidden amongst the wind
were the clouds of a world
untouchable by my thoughts
powerless within love pretended
my trust recommended
by the heavens to be put forth
before everything else
arriving where a destiny
is under analyzed and undefined
by a comforting warmth of a new soul
Pure and righteous
enough for my life
thinking about the longevity of us
as time between each expression
allows us transgression evermore
no longer feelings distant
when my mind settles
onto the thoughts of being forever

Held By You

Friday, July 29, 2005

Heart, Body and Mind

She fell asleep in my arms
Visible to my lullaby
A tear escaped as I almost
Began to cry
So beautiful I'm happy
She is alive and on my side
Thoughts of comfort
I can see clearly now
Within the sky my sun
Her shine we reflect
Transferring respect
Using more than our pride a
all of the Time to express our

Heart, Body and Mind

Healing

So special as my thoughts
I fiend to read what I'm thinking
Just to keep from blinking
I write in the morning, noon
and in the evening about what
I am feeling - scary sometimes
To see the truth revealing - mind complex
State of shock unappealing
With myself endless I'm dealing
No room in my days for dreaming
Just enough... just enough love
For myself for

Healing

He Knew It....

Inspired by Chasity*

You are on my mind
each and every time I use it

refined my attitude
when it comes to you
and I am here to prove it

by taking your heart
before you allow another
to abuse it

I will never make you look stupid
God sent me your way
similar to a Cupid

because the first time
our eyes locked over the net

He Knew It....

Having No Faith

Time goes by now,
life passes by now
as two wrongs may make it even
as domestic violence still needs no reason
existing everyday from shark attacks
to Plane Attacks
on the ATLANTIC
causing PANIC,
and I will be
the 1st to admit
that I never thought something TRAGIC
would ever happen like this
at the same time
staying focused on my BELIEF
as I have always been
leaving no room to fear - fear,
because fear is something
that a person engineers while

Having No Faith

Happy Inside

Alone and crying
Figuring that these last tears
are due to my last fears
I do not want to cry anymore
I did that too much last year
I want to live to be able
to show my smile my happiness
I ask the Lord these days
for more forgiveness
just so I can free my mind
of sin because it is only his joy
I aim to experience
Allowing him to ease me
so the world can believe me
which again should make

Happy Inside

Habitual Suicide

Running machine gun love
Shot by - Alive still running
Heart coming along for the exercise
Intervals with the motionless stride
Motivated by faith endless
repetitions through the Lord
fathering your soul you survive
where now conditioning becomes
Your reasonable sacrifice
allowing you to further realize
your purpose in life
protected by the strife, struggle and

Habitual Suicide

Gods Will

Thinking and feeling
not two of the same.
Just the two that brings me pain.
My mind understands
but my heart does not,
because it is waxed closed
clogged up with worldly
emotions that make me feel,
and this I realize
is what God reveals
in my time of need,
when I need not to feel
utilizing my temperance
that is apart of

Gods Will

Getting Through to You

These are words of a man
who holds endless emotions,
infinite is the thought
behind my devotion,
taking his time
to prepare his soul
for the balancing
of the compassion you hold,
in control is my first love,
you, me us we
people are now saying
look at them
they are a couple in love.
A tear sneaks out as
I write this to you
hoping poetically
that every message is

Getting Through to You

Gentle

Walking processing
Projecting, poetry, proudly,
Persistently progressing
The positive forward
Presenting the happy, sad and gloomy
And outer existence - toward
The sky gray with confusion
Right left right movements
I've been here before
As a scholar a student
Believing and achieving
Welcoming enlightenment
Through dedication and meditation
Floating sun rewarding my belonging
here for the flights of mentalities
Soaring high within the sky
Of my attitude self characterized as

Gentle

Fundamentally Organized

Dangerously I analyze
To non-materialize my formula
As I conventionally lyrisize
On rappers who criticize to minimize
100% Proof Jack Daniel's
Couldn't vocalize
These thought these lyrics
Need to be more than equalized
Better yet sterilized
After synthesized
Page 1 columnist unedited
Can't compromise
and that's word to life
LLORD TRIGGA TRIFE
Making you realize
I can't be mobilized
I'm in this to finish
Not to be entered in any of Guinness
cause I'm too

Fundamentally Organized

From Evil

I'm going to the chapel
Not to get married
To have a woman become my wife
More blessings I need to receive first
Within in my life
Before I can say I do
I believe I can say I do
I believe it has to be true
Morally and spiritually equal
I'm forever holding my peace
Until I have a better understanding
Of people - because in God I trust
To shield my spirit

From Evil

Freeing My Soul


Train of thought,
over expressed over exposed
My nose grows, my lungs
blows away from my honesty - smoke
inhaling story after story all lies false
fallacy looking to transpose the aggression
of what inside glows
tension too much to mention why before
I sleep I'm important without clothes
See me how you see me without searching
to find out something you already know,
I'm no different if you just listen
and open up your own set of doors closed -
Guardian of pain - Protector of guilt,
still falls the rain - creator of the snow
as my smile - the sun, I only want to show
clearing or removing
the memories of the past

Freeing My Soul

Forgetting You

Let me bury my own head
follow me not
Let me speak to myself
somber me not
Liquid mentality to your thirst
swallow me not
I never wanted this life
bother me not
Blinded by your hidden lust
hinder me not
The world has begun again
remembering you not
All of the above
pertains to stories
which are true as I'm

Forgetting You

Forget Me Not

Was it so clear
as to the day we first met?
nothing was said
so there was nothing to forget,
Until that moment of curiosity of how
Our voices sounded together,
melodies of two angels bounded together.
Hello my name is Air and I want you
to inhale my freshness
and let it support
you on your never-ending journey to exhale.
Breathe with me and relax into
my World of comfortableness,
Please don't be afraid,
please don't run away,
because I didn't ask to be here.
I just arrived by the grace of the wind,
and transcended into the man I am,
so place your memories around my smile and

Forget Me Not

Forever

Sacred as the functioning of the tenderness,
delicate the mind Firm, I want to stand
right next to you and not behind
for together is the We now understand
the alignment of my smiles upon your smiles
Happy beyond comfort satisfied to
the quadrants of an infinite number
Beautiful and becoming, Mercy I ask
My Soul is over flooded with emotions
looking everyday to see
the twinkle in your eyes,
Ecstatic devotion dedicated to
your moist lips containing a
spine tinkling motion Saliva Love Potion,
under you, under your spell My poetry
and words become swollen inflamed
by the silence which has been broken,
Angels descending from the Heavens
because of by you my love has been chosen

Forever

For You to Hold It

We are getting close,
the end is near I can taste it
well prepared to hold on
to love, life, pride and patience,
Very aggressive no more ignorance used
just intelligence, you read this because
I spelled it out not to make you envious
just jealous, like the Hulk
Incredible AHK smash poetic,
persistently creating mental
paradise type graphics
just for readers to flow with,
remedy to cure the hate
for the one you chose to grow with
devoting my heart large enough

For You to Hold It

For The World To See It

Throughout the years lived by my body,
my soul and my spirit, I've always waited patiently
Under the influence of the word
Provided by my Heavenly Father
Aggressively pulling me near it
As he faithfully grew ears upon me
Just so I can hear it, his law
What he in the beginning created
Divinity, I strongly speak it to the world
through my poetry for the world to receive it
A.ll of H.is K.nowledge M.akes E.veryone L.isten
But who honestly believes it, protected by
the self interest, no one shall ever
hold me down in the eyes of the blind
The deaf playing dumb who really needs it
This is like love in the first degree that
shall never be impeded as I am focused now
exposing my heart

For The World To See It

For the Rest of My Years

My goal my aim to pull you in
Hypnotizing you deeper and deeper...
you are now getting sleepy,
becoming dreamy where
I am there with you my hands
Resting you gently close to my heart
You are my pulse as I am your
Hark...May my love be soothe
your inner blessed
Can I goeth to the Lord
and win over one of his children
with purity and solace, devotion and attention?
I now look to the clouds for direction
to the life within you
your freedom, your guidance
asking for you now to guide me
just to receive you, as I need you,
as I declare for my war to be spared
not just right now but

For the Rest of My Years

For the Heavens to Welcome You

Only if I can touch you
And make your heart smile
Changing your direction
Making it worth your while
Leaving a permanent picture
of appreciation in your memory file
would you look for me?
if the sun didn't shine
would you be my friend
if my face wasn't mine
how do you react to
an unexpected feeling
how would you care
for a man needing
the sky is falling for you
due to me wishing

For the Heavens to Welcome You

For Me and Only Me

Sun falls to rise
I see the glow
It's beautiful
As in the world
Within your hands
You hold
Love I can feel it
As you shine
With each day
And each ray
Blessed my life
As I hope you
Feel the same
Praying that
Forever in the sky
You stay

For Me and Only Me

Feelings Surrendered

Never to figure out is the mind
as it captures your true beauty
you hold inside,
that Ancient Love that sand
beneath the bottoms of my feet love,
that building you a palace
out of silk sheets love,
outlined with rose petals
baby powder underneath love,
wiping away you sweat with my tongue
because you have that sweet love,
then there is the respect
as I am Universal when it comes to
the way you are to me so appealing
for I to remember for my own

Feelings Surrendered

Feeling Alive Again

What ever happened to that Ark
rain pouring
30 inches still rising...hark!
my temperament now dark
longitude 56 degrees south
avoiding the overflowing rush
of the hour wasn't smart
not prepared for the attack
of the Great White shark
praying for one more opportunity
to not drown looking for a new start
this world I believe I am too, apart
for the word which became of the flesh
allowed me to focus on the existence
of a similar spiritual heart
within the moisture of your mental texture
I wish to lose my breath
With you before I parallel park
My birth because of you has now a new mark
Of a new friend who has left me

Feeling Alive Again

Faithfully

I think about you all the time
My Heaven, My Earth
I pray for the comforting
of our souls after we have laid,
Upon the nature of our everlasting
I am asking for the sins
of my ambiguity to be forgiven
for I know and understand that
in what I do for I am worthy as
I repent to be worthy enough for you,
Long walks of divine thoughts
as I allow your guidance to embrace the
righteousness of my will looking to embody
the entity of your words spiritually,
My life is now through your faith
to market and advertise religiously
returning thanks to you
each and every day

Faithfully

Eye Candy

White sand - sandy
Thongs fitting - Like That!
Pass the Brandy or Brandi
Luke warm - you crazy
I'm burning up with Mandy
Because she made me
One soul one man
My gender - male
Please understand that
So you can understand me
I like sexy - cause I'm sexy
Plus handy
So distance is needed
Whenever you want to
work me or plan me
into your life
cause I don't sleep
whenever I am around

Eye Candy

Extreme Persuasions

For I to capture your mind
Is by which no effort
will ever be put forth
due to the reason why you smile
accepting what I'm saying to you
so soft, smooth and sensuous
whether on the phone
or through letters To receive the good
things in life is only meant for us
where as to good can be true
As well as honest, my heart I'll give you
And that my dear it is my promise
clear enough to understand my 45th degree
A premeditated plan letting thou
give ye sight guiding you to the wise
civilized land of praise where I'll
sacrifice all just to be the man of all men
maintaining faith not falling victim to

Extreme Persuasions

Expressing Myself To You

There was a time that I wanted
to show you the moon
instead I showed you a smile
There was a time I wanted to buy you
diamonds instead I asked my creator
for more time to live just for you
There was a time I wondered
about making you happy
where in turn I fell in love
and became your man
I use to walk and not think
then you appeared
For me to walk and only think about you
Running late to work thinking about you
Not eating at night thinking about you
Not sleeping at night because I was afraid
of not being able to dream about you
I used to talk to myself about things
Now those things became infinite ways of me

Expressing Myself To You

Expectations

You ask of me - expecting
What I ask of you
Resulting in dramatization
Of our socialization - I thought
Concentration
my thoughts less the training
Heavily existing on orientation
You see what we ask for
Should be no more than
What we can do for ourselves
When in the beginning
The self promised
the soul, body and mind
That it shall unconditionally protect it
Until the end
where I honestly believe
That no matter the circumstance
We will forever remain
lost in the storm of

Expectations

Everyday is for You

Good morning beautiful,
or shall I say good morning my princess,
possessor of my soul, my sleep is for you
as I'm laid to think about
why we should continue
to order from each others menu,
I have a favorite food that I love
and a favorite drink as well,
my favorite food is your mind,
while my favorite drink is the flavor
of your body, I need to drink you
because you are my support for life,
where I can't live without being comfortable
with your legs not being apart,
do you feel where I'm coming from,
I don't think you do,
if so. . . then let me have what
I need everyday because

Everyday is for You

Everyday

I pray every day - Before I lay everyday
Thanking Jesus
For my mothers praises everyday
Mistakes I've repented for everyday
Though I'm only human
I do understand my place
In this world everyday
My love is with you right now
Since the first day everyday
A lot older a lot stronger everyday
Your faith growing
Spiritually in Christ everyday
I'm grateful forever
Just to know that you are safe everyday
Please believe that I can't
Function properly everyday
Without you next to me and my side everyday
From the first day I met you
I've stayed in love with you

Everyday

Every Time I Close My Eyes

Flashes of the love once escaped
by my desires to belong next to the dreams
I have of your nature
scared to awake due to the
height of my impulsive behavior
your bound, I`m looking to leap
I`m your superhero now to your skyscraper
visions of a new world discovered by us
third eye lids protecting us
from the fornicated danger
within my heart lies sleep to
comfort your beliefs
matrimony before intimacy
stimulation of your mentality
before the sexual memories
praying for the beginning to
rectify the reasons behind my
seeing your smile

Every Time I Close My Eyes

Every Step I Take

Something is not right this afternoon
Something is just not right
Your are not mine to call my own,
yet I make you smile
something is just not right
I kicked off my shoes at work today
just to get comfortable
as I intimately expressed myself to you,
yet you are not mine to call my own
a beautiful woman that
I can't receive calls from at home,
You blow my mind
as you respond to my intellectual orbit
I've placed around your heart
with just one click,
let me reach for you when I start
to fall in love and cry for goodness sake
because I'm here just for you pure as a dove
where I don't mind staying with

Every Step I Take

Every Minute Every Second

So many times I've tried to call
so many times I've tried
I've put things on hold
for maybe one chance to possibly
hold you in my arms,
like the way I did
when I saw you last
your smile full of excitement
unlike a thing from your past
Do you remember me
as I remember you,
substantially gifted beyond remarkable,
painting your town transparent
with a smile or two
so many stories but not one understood,
instead I have to settle
for those who are to me NO GOOD!
Once before I've added you,
your name to my POETIC ASYLUM,
Does this not mean anything?
Does it not mean
your honesty with yourself?
As I am not doing this
for the gain of the game
My words flow like the Amazon River
covered with snow hoping that you would
trust in my behavior with you
Incase I wanted to go back to my residence
after spending a little presidents
on the good things in life
I'm trying to have you
Represent with more than a glow,
so there is no room for being hesitant
because AHKMEL is here
wanting to watch you

Every Minute Every Second

Everlasting

You appeared before me at the right time
saving my beliefs of belonging here,
So beautiful, you are special to me
Longing now to keep you near my heart,
Within my life, my world, hoping that trust
will soon make you My Girl
someone I can devote my love and life to
for the rest of my life - You and I need to
exist for God to reminisce spiritually
through his guidance, my mission is to be
all that I am through him for you a Man
with more strength to provide to you
in one hand, so take me and accept me
as patience will allow you to openly
understand how I'm loving you
through these words so carefully composed
and produced but not planned,
my submission is natural as in the vows
I have copy-written just for you

Everlasting

Eternal Pleasures

My flames are to burn
as long as I'm near the place
which is dear to my reason to be here,
for I'm dedicated to please
those in need so have no fear
when I disappear, just sleep in my dreams
so I can be there, do you have a reason
to not think about who kissed you
on your cheek as the introduction
was heart stopping cardiac arresting
your love when all it was,
just the essence of my feelings
deeply expressed to you,
read between the lines of my poetry
to get to know me and believe what you read,
cause its for you and you only
responding with a smile is what makes the
next better when I'm providing you with

Eternal Pleasures

Enchanted Visions

You know that rain pours to evaporate
for our dreams to come alive,
where my dreams have surfaced
and I've found that you are who I want
and you are who I will have someday,
life is not permanent but my thoughts are,
and as long as you are in my dreams
your endless love
I will continue to strive for,
not only do I intend for us
to fall for one another
I intend for our love for one another
to keep us wanting each other,
you are special for meeting me
and you know this,
as I am special for meeting you...
so let us continue to be special together
allowing ourselves to focus revealing our

Enchanted Visions

Emphatic

Thinking ......without practice
protected mentally - alone emotionally
speed of light tactics
moving patiently disappearing
premeditation - not magic
my listening is classic background
covered by my smile - tragic
nothing but peace to me - is fantastic
so many graphics intellectually drafted
containing every reason to practice
understanding using mathematics
like maneuvering through cerebral traffic
the right left - right
still maintaining balance with
enough time in a minute
to calculate yourself and
your purpose on this planet,
the body your earth
to express in ways more than

Emphatic

Emotionally Experienced

I remember all to well
Many of the pain I've caused
My life my fault emotionally I pause
When I feel that I have lost
Personally I do strive to live
Eat, breathe and sleep perfectly
Know that this works for me
As the reliever of my hurtful memories
I've apologized to some
And sympathized with one
And to this day she knows
Who she is the mother of my kids
Smiling for the non-believers
To reflect the inspiration and love
That I now unconditionally give
Freeing me of suffering for
All of the past things I did and

Emotionally Experienced

Embedded in Your Mind

Look out the window
and see me there
Close your eyes and hear me talk
Check the time to see if I'll come
You wait by the phone to see if I'll call
You daydream of our meeting
for which we've longed
The flow of my voice,
my laughter, and song
Which I tell in the words
that I will speak
of dreams, fantasies, and peace I seek
Come a little closer
and feel the breeze
of me whispering poetry in your ear
for I'll touch your shoulder
and you'll know I'm there
where afterwards so sublime
my lyrics will be

Embedded in Your Mind

Wednesday, July 20, 2005

On A Humble

At the bottom familiar
The worse memories keeping me productively
stronger within my huddle my struggle
Prepared now to maintain
The number of contents and bundles
Of my journal as I now will
Continue sharing thoughts
Straight from Brooklyn the brick jungle
Far from London and its Bridges Falling Down
just to get back up to hunt you
Misunderstand that in your shoes
To be I wouldn't want to
Kicking non-fiction if you listen
Similar to the waves
Of the Atlantic hitting your face
After we dump you like early day
Goons and Gangstas not afraid
to de-tongue you or gun you
allowing you to run to
5-O's so they can plunge you
without the one two

On A Humble

It's My Right To

The rains fell-winds blew crowding the Hydro
Vision rescued telescopic Micro
Confident enough to absorb condensation
Sands under the souls-barefoot in Cairo
720 Degrees of survival
light speed thinking note taking
distribution with the Nitro
word staring wisdom 10 points
quotes from the bible
Hebrew - Black Israel - leave me
Before I lie you
into the Bio without the trial
False just to inspire the truth - Revival
Knees brittle hour beyond allowance
of prayers Conditional
devoted my spiritual authority
provided to judge because

It's My Right To

Pay Attention

Hard Swallowing - 1 million deaths
second hand borrowing
500,000 breaths - poison my oxygen
but I'm told not to be upset
how about I hold the atmosphere hostage
you are not feeling that
for that move the world is not ready yet
not ready for the impact
of my thoughts far from intelligent
a genius kidnapping respect
more like an Asiatic
understanding the alphabetic translating
the English language using dialect
Ameen Amen closing my eyes
third remains open
from 1 to 10 Jerusalem knowledge born
the Mecca of Medina

Pay Attention

I'll Keep Breathing

From the first discovery
To the first recovery
Open with my mind lovely
I moved from the back
So the front could cover me
Uphill I've fought through
the weeds, bushes, and shrubbery
even had to make my hand grip rubbery
gun shot gun shot
bullets trying to smoother me
Plus I'm allergic
To the power under me
Blasting back sneezing
Nasal passage wheezing
Sick of this shit
Meat easing blood leaking
where I was born in it to die in it
But for now

I'll Keep Breathing

Like Soldiers in Nam

He was born
He was torn
As a little troopa
Then he was warned
Shorty troopa from the Marcy, and Ebbets
With a connected family alarm
Last name Kearse isolating
keys like 10-minute songs
Money stacked and secured
Without plastic or prongs
Young underneath the table
Off the books East NY Don named Juan
where Kings County, Brooklyn
His heart belongs
so do something wrong
aint like it used to be
Get caught up quick
then strong armed
For testing a child taking no shorts
No fight he hasn't fought
believe me
and no lawn keeping my clip loaded
while in the bush

Like Soldiers in Nam

Nothing But Good

Dawned on me
as the second coming
of the mortal institution
My Brain - now fearless
of the repetitive thoughts of
an after life
like an affair between
A Deacon and the Pastors wife
Accountable thoughts
Misunderstood by the governed
Forgiving you is the I without
The dot
Familiar with the defeat
of the T uncrossed
As hoping to long live within
The compassionate boundaries
of the tightest grip with care
Attached to the mindset of the
here on out
never to duplicate
the first impression
I set out to demonstrate
points well to be taken
as also understood
the from where I stand
to the being up to

Nothing But Good

My Expectations

So - we are going to talk about
What people in love talk about
Communicating through relationship
Demonstrating applying our minds
Revelation learning about trial and
tribulation expressing manifestation
Understanding the need for appreciation
Concentration succeeding too much
expected mutual synchronization
with not enough evaluation
We will rise if need be - to the occasion
100% the determination contagious
co-relation strengthened by the presentation
dedication (I love writing about the truth)
cause it's my own form of stimulation
and that I am doing feels incredibly amazing
Maintaining relaxation by witnessing
conscious elevation - I express my future
day to day poetically just to understand

My Expectations

My Life - My Story

In the very beginning
before My Father's Father
Became my Grandfather
The Mother's of this world
had no idea of the prodigal
a Son not a bastard
The genetics were Kemetic
Skin bronze, hair of a softer wool
Eyes still of fire - the glow
Of knowledge, wisdom and understanding
In the name of the Lord
My faith through the Spirit
Shall be one - I live to spread love
Not shed love where
knowing Me
Is like a feeling indescribable
speechless
as the softness of My touch
To your soul - undeniable
Placing in the hearts a seed
That will take the place of lust,
envy and greed
A memory I'm becoming TOO MANY
Just don't express the unfriendly as my
direction is shielded by the beginning
Before you became a memory
A chapter in my bibliography
I have as of now 313 published
Guided by divinity as

My Life - My Story

Without You Tomorrow

Told you before
How I walk through
slow to obey
so be careful
or catch more than an ear full
I intimidate myself
How awful
Disrespecting my virtue
To get along with out a crew
I do want to hurt you
Speaking like I have a curfew
Actually I do for all of you
Shinny picture taking
Ayo come here
don't make me have to call you
I'm related to myself
With enough reason to floor you
Because the sun will still shine

Without You Tomorrow

Inside and Out - The Sequel

I felt your thoughts last night
as you were lying next to my entity,
quite hard to believe isn't it.
I caressed your apricot curves
and tasted your peaches and cream
with only one goal,
which was to make you gain control
of your dream - and lick my cinnamon
while sucking on my spice
and everything nice.
I can take good care of you
in the spirit ssshhhh,
do you hear it?
As I prepare this good sacred,
strong powerful, you don't won't anymore
of what you are reading,
because you can't handle
what you already have read

Inside and Out

Feelings Were Too Heavy

I'm still walking with my head up
Content plus happy no pressure
No lesser of one let alone two evils
In control of my own people
I associate with
Wait this means you not my equal
So ghost is how I won't hesitate to treat you
No body no soul no spirit
Transparently see through
No heart no life no problem to delete you
From my memory never was a friend to me
Conscious forever empty
my emotions detached because the

Feelings Were Too Heavy

Tuesday, July 19, 2005

Each Unconditional Led Sensation

An urge overwhelms my patience
To envision with you
love making,
From the first sounds of your voice
In the morning,
breathtaking
I guess my boss today
will be the one waiting
no more hurrying,
rushing or delaying
every moment I value spending
with you thanking Allah
for such a beautiful creation,
as I am fortunate and aware of

Each Unconditional Led Sensation

Each Other

Yesterday I thought about making you shout
But today I'm thinking about taking you out
Somewhere different
Somewhere innocent
Beneath the stars
Moon or the sun
I'm destined for your smile
To become along with my own - One
Special you are by far as my sights
on becoming the next best thing
in your life truly are
more than remarkable
Similar to a fast car
with only your heart being the one
I'm looking to lap
as you continue to keep me
on the right track
so we can not only win
but succeed with

Each Other

Driving Me Crazy

Constantly chasing dreams
and living high
while leaving doubts behind
I entered into your world
Ready for the grind
Steadily look for the signs
Patiently not waiting in line
due to how my thoughts
of loving you has made me
at the same time you are

Driving Me Crazy

Discovering Myself

Just when I thought it was safe to expose
myself myself controls myself
indulging in the mystery the soaring through
the skies without wings history
Rising above the major cities
Deep are the stories, memory after memory
thanking my brain for never looking
to bore me, while gravity seems to ignore me
I look both ways, then walk both ways
Leaving only one question behind regarding
who opened their eyes, but never saw me
I stand proud to speak everyday loud
About my heart my longing to touch the
untouchable longing to love the unlovable
my everyday I live, is to do the opposite of
trouble you I just want to be close to you
all the time holding you You being the woman
I never before had a chance until now to
discover you while

Discovering Myself

Discovered

In my final days to pass
I take the right to these words
To protect your right as you read
The chosen path for today I shall lead
The discouraged, The weak, The unrighteous
I welcome to look upon me as my knowledge
of strength shall set all free
The understanding of strength shall set
all free - the understanding of my pride
Leading to the confidence to believe in
the ability to stay on the
positive road of continuity starting from
the yesterday leading to this moment
as I compose these long lasting
most memorable words - Words of energetic
focus on the unsought leaving the hidden
truth behind what is shared to be trapped
within the minds as lessons taught to be

Discovered

Defenseless

I am interested in becoming
that scented candle
that would only burn for you
upon your igniting staying hot and excited
allowing my nature to rise within you
...softly as I shall place
you on your stomach first
just to ease the woman in you...
with my delicate, organized
but strong touch leaving you
helpless underneath my warm security
succulent are the smooth lips
as in the mechanics of
my tongue very expressive
if you don't know you better ask your Lord
because he put me here for you
..if you feel me, I am a Man Gaud-damit!
ready to let my nature become your new study
of a sensual course...so suit up if you are that woman
who's the opposite of

Defenseless

Daydream

Only if I can touch you,
make your heart smile
change your direction
making it worth your while
leaving a permanent picture
of appreciation in your memory file
would you look for me
if the sun didn't shine
would you be my friend
if my face wasn't mine
how do you react to an
unexpected feeling
how would you care
for a man needing....
the sky is falling for you
due to me wishing
for the Heavens to welcome you
as I continue to

Daydream

Dancing in the Rain

In a circle we sat Indian
My family the roots
From the West Indies
To West Philly
Proud running horse Cherokee soldier
Buffalo with black feet
Soul native, taking my land back
You watch and learn
My tomahawk, My machete
Scalping healing you faithfully
Haven't lost my way or gone astray
Just took a little time off to play
From the sand box to the open range
Before I take aim with my mind to penetrate
While I shoot I pray
At the same time
I am culturally understanding
The real reason for

Dancing in the Rain

Cousins Forever

You've been there for me
even at times when it wasn't easy
as I tried to be there for you
at times when it appeared impossible
you see - for you, my love is as equal to
10,000 caregivers within
every 3rd world hospital very unconditional,
as I am getting emotional
while writing this poem inside I hurt for
the you in I and the I in you
because we have grown so much
in life through strife through struggle
always knowing where to turn
when we are in trouble
God prevails because we both know
that he fails - Never - like when he
bounded us as

Cousins Forever

Contending

The Purpose of the pen pad connect
Greater than the received respect
Agenda motive beyond consequence
Can only open my mind
To the way my words represent
No beat no score just illustrational graphics
You see I can talk about
The existence of life and the planets
The spiritual sense of my love
And its expressive dialect
The times we as a people were treated
the opposite of equal from slavery to bravery
Then back to slavery
with economic racism as the sequel
topics with no ending
so therefore I'm not pretending
to act like my life is all about befriending
having fun partying and

Contending

Confidence Slash Courage

Figuring to be what I am
To be more than I can
To the point returning
Why shall I remain motionless
Like Jupiter's sky
No life no substance
Unexplainable meaningful abundance
Of why can the existence
Of my planet lack oneness
Within itself I shine
Through the fog precipitation
Rain falls non-stop not to punish
But to nourish wisdom instilled
29 point righteous one sun to flourish
beyond the shade of others
orbiting around me equals

Confidence Slash Courage

Committed

I wake up to think about you,
when I will hear your voice,
when my eyes may touch your face
I walk straight head 90 degrees
looking for that sight
that had once tranquilized me,
can we sit forever and listen
to one another can we play hide and seek
like a sister & brother or relax
physically and emotionally
right next to each other
I am destined to be that man
for your tears to fall
so tender as the touch of an open heart
to a cotton ball,
never to blink is the approach
I shall take as pictures are to be developed,
your smile is forever in my mind to
permanently keep safe while remaining

Committed

Close To You

Hey love
hey beautiful
I didn't know that
strong feelings could be
more silent until I met you
your soft flesh leaves me
with organized goals
I'm now because of you oriented
thank you very much
I mean all that I say
as in the pledge of allegiance
my hand covers my heart
where for you I vow
to always to protect it
as I live to love you
more than the last man who said it
like snow in the Caribbean
I leave you no doubt
once I enter your heart
I'll self inflict blindness
so I can't find a way out
no matter the circumstances
it's all about you and I
as well as the newly profound romances
the flowers in the attic
now flowers provided
to you on every SABBATH
as I worship your birth religiously
grateful forever for the hope
you've given me confidence you've rising
within me I feel like a genius
within a class of chemistry
congratulations to me
for becoming a new course
to your studies as you study me
I study you just to become

Close To You

Claustrophobically Watching

On hand and knee
Sweating passing out due to exhaustion
Fields of thorns
With courage through fear
The attitude I choose
Is not 100% cotton though
500 years still picking
the past forgotten
Yes sir instead of Massa
I don't like you, mentally rotten
Stinking like feet in shoes no stockings
Opportunity displaced by braided cowhide
The back the flesh the lynching
Day after day down without the knocking
On face and stomach
Hands cuffed and shackled
Too defenseless for blow blocking
Faults weighing heavy while I am

Claustrophobically Watching

Changing You

Stimulating manifestations
increasing beyond control as I look to move
to the front of the North Pole
to relax you, defrosting your frozen thoughts
with such a warm hold making your mind fold,
I warned you of me and my FREQUENT LOVE
allowing me to lay you down showing you,
how much I've been already knowing you
and your DELINQUENT LOVE,
Districtly zoning you emotionally
100 plus words consistently pre-owning you
with this way of life I've chosen,
to keep my heart from becoming again STOLEN
then BROKEN, protecting the interest
of the world first before allowing
my love to become swollen, leading me
back to saving you before enslaving you,
resting my hands on you to ease your pain
that has been the reason for

Changing You

By Means of Understanding

Within the reality of my vision
accordingly I must continue to
enforce prophecies foreseen
by the wise and all seeing,
guiding my dedicated beliefs
empowering the righteousness
of the knowledge of thy self
promoting love encouraging
respect for all to obtain reconstituting
awareness of our true purpose morally
existing for each others perseverance
as a fruit of this world I strive
to soulfully nourish the mechanical
mentalities of those I continue
to witness falling repetitiously by
the waist side, though I am ONE
I am ONE with patience
to provide unconditionally

By Means of Understanding

By Me

I saw you walking one day
and said to myself who is
this sexy fine young lady
I would love to spoil with
my generous ways sexually
putting an end to your not
being appreciated days
I wish the world
No, I wish that your world
could only shine on my thoughts
as I sit and imagine you
getting your nails done
getting that pedicure for your feet
that I adore - You and your shadow
would be loved by me, hugged by me
and showered with unconditional affection

By Me

BRAND NEW

TO ACCEPT

My words are to die as they
leave my mouth if you don't listen,
so get to know me
with an unconditional amount of interest
for I'm me, a man

TO FORGET

My expressions are one
in a billion that shall always
keep your mind moving in my direction
I want to embrace you like a relationship
so please don't rush my emotions

TO NEGLECT

My attention reigns supreme over
those who only daydream about
what to say to you as I compose
these transversal lyrics & words
line by line again each time
I put in work for you and only you

TO PROTECT

My attitude governed by the aggressive
attempt in the way I first approached you
as beautiful things appeared on my mind
crossing my heart hoping to become
very close to you

TO RESPECT

The way I am into pleasing you
with no rehearsal because I love you
employed to stay civil just for you
politicking my universal
devoting the spiritual
opening my heart hoping to receive a miracle

TO ELECT

Me as your King
I forever will stand tall
with my head up
planning now a future between us
brighter than the moon at night
I'm full of so much intense affection
it drives me crazy
when I can't express it to you,
as I'm still remaining faithful, positive
and loyal for you
knowing that what I may express to you
might of been heard before,
confidently believing that here on out
everything I share with you
from my heart is

BRAND NEW

BOUNCING

My mind is like
that of an enigma
although this is no riddle
about how I'm really digging ya
with or without the picture
I've formally introduced
your mentality
to a different figure
of speech as you
are never to far from my reach
stroking you softly like a pet
utilizing this internet
to gain your utmost respect
how dare him
how dare me
just trying to us
this God giving talent
to get you
in the mood for love
just because you are near me

BOUNCING

Borrowed

This one energetically will begin
The way I want it
To begin and if you don't like it
The stop reading
I'm not getting paid to write this
My wisdom is the conclusion
Of why my lyrics are priceless
Because honestly if I did charge
A lot of you would be on a poetic diet
Handles I'm flying off as my own worst critic
Where even now I haven't even gotten started
On the minds of the dumb I've farted,
on the deaf I've parted
and the blind I carded,
Restriction twice and three times charted
I run this,
as your make believe lifestyle is

Borrowed

Bleed Verbally

Tiptop shape
On step two step - on beat
Check the sequence
Smooth like flesh
Beneath my feet
Native New Yorker
Educated by the streets
5% manifests I openly greet
then analyze the heat
Divided by the force centrifugally
mentally discreet I delete
the useless negative energy
in between halfway I meet
Protecting the nuclei
from sex, drugs, and greed
Strengthening my soul
beyond my spirit
just so when needed I can purely

Bleed Verbally

Beyond Infection

I'm here
for you
for your protection
as the more
I think
about you
the more
your love spreads

Beyond Infection

Between Your Waist

Every day
I think about you
how your body
would feel next to mine
how your flesh would taste
if I applied my lips
and the way your heart
would race once I meditated

Between Your Waist

Between You and I

For the most part I believe
That between us we can achieve
As I trust you - If you trust me,
The limit non-existent
As we reach, touch and feel
What together we know is real
As we long to strive
To love what is right

Between You and I

Best Foot Forward

If I was just who I wanted to be
Would I be accepted totally?
My answer is no seriously,
It seems like I have to have more
or be more
just to not be ignored
maybe a house of my own
or a fancier car
just to be respected or adored
a little more as I am
learning more and more
material is the key thing
that attention draws
Instinct who controls it, who holds it,
Safe but yet insecure?
It must be those that don't
want to put their

Best Foot Forward

Believing

Because I care
is the reason
as the gift of love
approaches the meaning
While I gaze
into your eyes dreaming
keeping me - in you always

Believing

Believe In Us

Long after the day
I remember my morning next to you
I smiled as your beautiful glow
migrated towards me
I couldn't help but notice
my nasal passage becoming clearer
my mother told me she was a keeper
from the first day
together we prayed
before the night we stayed
I held love that day
And from there begins
my new life at 30
no stress with just a little bit of drama
this must be karma
the way I yearn forever
to ease her burn forever
we spoke about the future - not that again
because if I had a dollar for every,
then again this appears to be different
then the previous
mentality less mischievous
this type of relationship I understand
the Lord will continue needing us
to prosper so others
including ourselves will

Believe In Us

Being Together

Right now I think about your smile
stretching across your yet undiscovered Nile
Shapely you are which drives me
Supplying me with the desire to stay
right here I believe in the moral index
of your naturalistic habitat, as I look to
realign for an hour your brain and spinal
cord allowing your inner soul to relax
Never before told to a woman that
Never before spoken to the intellectual
Until I have met you Words spoken softer
Expressions received intimately
Sighing as I'm now relieved
Like the first time I caught you
Standing so heavenly next to me
Loving each syllable your lips put together
Knowing right then I've met someone
In which, I can leave hope with us later

Being Together

Being Just You

Fair lady do what you love to do best
And I promise
I shall take care of the rest
The calm way I shall ease your stress
By laying your head softly against my chest
Heart beating for the unconditional
As I will always like before be here to
listen to you, and then we connect,
through understanding mutually with respect,
That soft spot inside
of you which you protect
from the world so incredible
to my amazement is why I produce words
for you that are not only meant for you
but are also edible
enough for me to become full
with you while you are

Being Just You

Before You Start to Synchronize

Well I guess my time is up
No more - late night calls
No more - in love falls
No more - morning balls
Catch me later when you've had a chance
to recognize my wall similar to Berlin
where if you are looking for magic
I suggest you start looking for Merlin
My life is precious to me
polished like sterling
can't be redirected or changed
through compromise or learning lessons
something for you to realize
my fantasies have been recorded
something easy to analyze
or even understand if getting to know that
about me is part of your plan

Before You Start to Synchronize

Before Tomorrow Does

Carefully I stepped positioning my feet
to secure you today
next to me attention is before you today
no control no rules making love, love,
as I endure you today
just you and I to the life within promises
my word receive it as I ensure you today
beliefs and patience, drop your guard
I'm only here to secure you today
You, You, You today
I give my all as if
my life was plural today
capital letters in my him, do you really
understand through clientele finesse
and respect born one, borough today
the edge I was, as in my pledge to exist
along with the sun, moon and clouds above

Before Tomorrow Does

Before Missing Me

Tablet inscribed
15 years deep
Now repeat after me
A man is he that becomes him
where 24 hours of sleep
is for the weak
and this you gots to believe
as you read
My thoughts, my visions
My analogies, my philosophies
All of His Knowledge
does more unconditionally
to those that open-mindedly
listen to me

Before Missing Me

Before Life Stood

Something - some spirit
woke me up early this morning
to write this - influenced by a dream
I had about emptiness
a dream without clouds
a dream without the sun
a dream of darkness
lost in the dark
I continue to lose my sight
focus is no longer maintained
blind without a savior
so in the dark I'm scared
I will forever remain
with thoughts unexplained
by my side is myself shadow-less
and this is really beginning to worry me
as it seems like my life
is beginning to hurry me
blacking out when unlimited expressions
of love is what I'm only acting out
still it's dark - no light, no shine
not even a shine of mine
smothering occurs not only from the front
but also from behind
not able to be seen unless I looked
which keeps me feeling lost
like a nameless title of a good book
reminding me of a day

Before Life Stood

Becoming My Baby

The first things
Are the first things
I will always strive to put first
Before considering all else
Which may not work
Similar to a gentle kiss
To your welcoming lips in the morning
Excited enough in my heart
To keep me from yawning,
I am in love with this feeling
That I will forever keep from ignoring
Like a beautiful drawing
Superb within the engineered realm
Of being calm cool and charming
The 3 C's of my prosperity
Continuously pouring out my love luring
The under appreciated under complicated
Under inebriated type lady that
Wouldn't mind

Becoming My Baby

"Because, I Love You"

There are so many ways to belong
in this life, so many thoughts
to process with time, but what if
we never took the time to notice the time
rapidly passing us by, you play the
biggest part in my belonging here now,
kidnapped intentionally within
your every smile, there would be no other
number I'll prefer to dial because my life
with you is like waiting to and wanting your
voice I hear to be the only sound
excitingly we are aboard our own
merry-go-round forever and ever until the
clouds in the sky hit the ground
which will never happen
Rebecca-I am looking to do more than just
hang around with you hoping to one day
release 100 white doves with you

"Because, I LOVE YOU"

Because You Are Near Me

You wake up in my arms baby
Free from harm a new day
I'm here and as lovely as you are
I'm proud to be your man
As you are my lady
Negative - from them you saved me
Gently disappearing to become
an instant memory
just to understand how much you meant to me,
Distinguished amazingly
Flattered beyond a cold's remedy
Longing to keep you next to me
Like your favorite recipe
I'm here now
Forever and ever
Staying just so I can experience being
In the mood for love simply

Because You Are Near Me

At a Time Like This

In the processing of my thoughts
to proceed aggressively toward
your needs inside forever I will
continue to believe, I will believe
and have faith in the smile of you
as it reflects my behavior and
the things I strive to do unconditional
for you because you are
to me very beautiful,
I enjoy witnessing your life day to day
as I see you when you are the
opposite of awake
my dreams of holding you are remarkable
as in my goals I wish to accomplish
with you like providing you
with that care to keep forever a smile
when it is me you see
as in the smile on my face
when it is with you I share my heart
and my poetry sincerely

At a Time Like This

Asylum of Thoughts Logical

I used to write beautiful poems
Pertaining to beautiful things
About the beauty of life
That's not too short
More than 50 times
My hearts been caught
By another's flaws and faults
That I paid no attention to
Until I was shown and also witnessed
How much women were vulnerable
and irresponsible keeping me aware
of my own

Asylum of Thought Logical

As You Sit Next To Me

As I compose this poem today,
happy for me should be the women
who read this as my time was evident
as it is appreciated in everyway
who is feeling this should reply
just because I shared a piece
of our confident spirit,
the laughter the special feeling inside
is just the beginning to this joy ride,
remember the rollercoaster and I'll remember
the 12 by 4 inch poster,
never again shall my string dangle
without your hands being apart of it
as this moment will go down in history

As You Sit Next To Me

As Long as We Exist

All day I've been waiting
For this opportunity and the chance
to express to you my feelings verbally
Romance is in the air now
And it would be the nerve of me
If I didn't represent the way
you appeal to me, I just want to
make safe your world present you with a hug
or two or three, then one more
to make it four allowing me to analyze
the easy breaths you take evermore
Keeping me the opposite of bored
how many words would I have to put together
to convince you that my love is shown through
my emotional expressions as I am now
a victim of depression
which leaves me with nothing
but happiness to shower you with

As Long as We Exist

As I Lay You Down

From sun up to sun down with
Thoughts of you I need not frown
When you are not around - I can
still hear that sound you make in
Your voice when on my bed I laid
You down - it did something for me
Securing my abilities to forever
Keep you happily involved with me
Or do you want something else
like my picture on your shelf
in the spectacle or maybe the physical
close your eyes Dream
and I'll work on that miracle
bringing the every fantasy about me
in your life to life as long as I'm
considering you to one day be my Wife
to hold, caress and love Morning to night,
with Ecstasy being
the only sound I hear

As I Lay You Down

As I Lay Beside You

Thank you for coming into my life
as we live miles away
when you are sad
and begin to cry,
make sure you call me
so I to can cry,
when you are alone
and need to feel safe,
let us plan my journey
so I can keep you secure
with my company
holding you close as you sleep
where I now exist in your dreams
beside you picking flowers and counting sheep
as the Lord is my Sheppard
I shall not want
Because for you my heart beats

As I Lay Beside You

As I Bleed It

The way I see it
is much different
than the same way
I believe it,
Analytical the way
I breathe it,
Inhale to exhale
The stress the frustration
I pray to over achieve it,
In line I stand to not fall
more like to receive it,
The graces beyond blessings
or vice or versa,
My passion to express
Similar to my heart
When I beat it
A positive my lyrical ink

As I Bleed It

As an Asiatic

All over again I remember
Oh so well I remember
Speaking exemplifying the why's
Yeah I've been here before
I've seen heaven but oh to well I know h***
By myself you see it's my destiny
To achieve and achieve as I believe
that by myself I say again I believe I can
achieve so much practice
so many nights slept no worries no angles
of an axis I felt I should
have to figure out using mathematics
its like theatric entrapment
I say as you react to this
assumption used and recycled like plastics
Am I such a thing appearing so transparent
as I walk faithfully distracting
the Human Praying Mantis

As an Asiatic

Any Weight in Gold

Love upon love
Develops into trust
That equals unconditional love
And that is why we sing
My baby my precious
I have something to share with you
A message from the depths of my soul
Every time I think of you I lose control
Understanding my position
When it comes to allowing my love to unfold
Right into your lap
Where on you I have a permanent hold
And as a matter of fact
In the beginning to you this was told
Don't you remember
Telling me that
my love is worth more than

Any Weight in Gold

Another Love Homicide

Let my hands comfort
and guide you
protection - I vow to lay beside you
all day I thought about your love surrounding me
and at last I can breath easy
due to you grounding me,
off of your feet I'm looking to
sweep you,
as you will see my consistency
will complete you,
as you welcome my soul to un-defeat you
and all of this from a picture
I have stored in my mind,
looking to become investigated
by you and your
affectionate side
before we are victims to

Another Love Homicide

And Then There was You

And Then There was You - Part 1 of 2
Who can make the sunshine,
and create a lovely rainbow
Who can take the world
and around it tie a bow,
Who can plant a seed
and make a garden grow,
Who can take a sun shower
and turn it into snow,
Who can do what you can do
whether it's fast or slow?
Make me laugh, make me smile,
walk side by side with Me for a while,
as I continue to let you know
that I would like for you to have my child,
So tender is your warmth
oh so truly versatile,
making me worship the ground
that you have walked for miles and miles and miles,
Now that I'm here,
you need no further walk,
as I carry you in my arms
so I can see your beautiful face as you talk
As I, your Prince will see what lies ahead,
keeping you free of harm, to believe I, is to believe
what was said,
In the spirit of what compels me
to aim high being comfortable,
I couldn't be more satisfied alone

And Then There was You

Alone At Last

For each day with you I seem to spend
I witness the sky more clearly
Especially the way the sun
and clouds blend leaving me
Lifting my head to trace
such beauty as I believe
that deep down inside it is my duty
to picture the dreams within the sky
that will one day belong to you and I
Accepting rain - Accepting snow
Accepting lightning - conquered by a rainbow
Inspiring innocent Love
along with exquisite imagery
Securing you with my thoughts
of what you really mean to me
as we continue to now
exist with the days to past
while together, forever we are

Alone At Last