So slow she entered my life
I witnessed heaven
the feelings a newness
resting within
I long now for her smile
as I shower her with happiness
she asks "what's wrong"
I express to her that I am
in love - in love
for the first time
on my journey I've been grounded
astounded my motion - newly founded
opportunity here and now
July 10th 2004 she will be
the first woman
I'm going out of town with
to romance and spoil
to caress and stimulate
to full body massage
with scented oil
to silk - sheet roll around with
a real love contender
I'm not afraid to go
Pound for Round With
A man is He that understands his mistakes, and admits to a change needed in his life, resulting in everlasting acceptance. - AHKMEL PHAROD. This Blog will serve as an Emotional Journal, it will capture my life as an entity articulately, artistically, soulfully, rhythmically and last but not least Poetically. I welcome you to relate, relax and receive me as open as you possibly can.
The Rebirth of Fashion
When fashion takes a break it sits down and takes a picture.
Monday, October 31, 2005
Freestyling 32
I had to write this
to get my point across
cause I am never lost
so join me and the force
or be left feeling the cost
of a broke down boss
Enroning my way with my
I don't give a Fuck
mentality I have
is deeper than math
all about Big Bucks, Trucks
and suitcases never touch
as my rhymes will never rust
sharper than cheese cake no crust
getting that cheedar
eating it for dinner,
breakfast and lunch
Thoughts and Questions For You
The kindness of words
the verbal massacre
the unconditional attempt
to show my appreciation
the disregard with question
after question
the reason to be single in America...
the reason we have a president
that fights for all of the wrong issues...
Long before you was my thought
of being able to express myself openly
as a man....
instead I find myself bleeding
from my cortex just to maintain a little
decency and the love of mutual respect...
Love in the end like
the love in the beginning
as I was put here to
entertain your half way.....
Why don`t you express?
Why don`t you relate?
Why are you here?
Why don`t you share?
What do you know about women that men should know?
What is a website?
Where are you?
What is the opinion of yourself?
What is your type (female or male)?
Why does interracialism exist?
Why is it right?
Why is it wrong?
Will your space ever be your distance?
Will the smiles you don`t receive be there tomorrow?
Will the government ever be political?
Will entertainment ever be platonic?
Will your life ever be your life?
Will your thoughts ever be formatted?
Will AIDS be what wipes the civilization of domestic citizens?
Will Clones be susceptible to disease?
Will blood ever be used for cooking?
Will dogs ever talk?
Will monkeys ever talk?
Will cats ever speak?
Will birds stop flying?
Will mosquitoes ever stop biting?
What is the reason for touching people?
What is the reason for kissing people?
What is pleasure without promise?
What is promise with a reason to break it?
These are just some of my
Thoughts and Questions For You
the verbal massacre
the unconditional attempt
to show my appreciation
the disregard with question
after question
the reason to be single in America...
the reason we have a president
that fights for all of the wrong issues...
Long before you was my thought
of being able to express myself openly
as a man....
instead I find myself bleeding
from my cortex just to maintain a little
decency and the love of mutual respect...
Love in the end like
the love in the beginning
as I was put here to
entertain your half way.....
Why don`t you express?
Why don`t you relate?
Why are you here?
Why don`t you share?
What do you know about women that men should know?
What is a website?
Where are you?
What is the opinion of yourself?
What is your type (female or male)?
Why does interracialism exist?
Why is it right?
Why is it wrong?
Will your space ever be your distance?
Will the smiles you don`t receive be there tomorrow?
Will the government ever be political?
Will entertainment ever be platonic?
Will your life ever be your life?
Will your thoughts ever be formatted?
Will AIDS be what wipes the civilization of domestic citizens?
Will Clones be susceptible to disease?
Will blood ever be used for cooking?
Will dogs ever talk?
Will monkeys ever talk?
Will cats ever speak?
Will birds stop flying?
Will mosquitoes ever stop biting?
What is the reason for touching people?
What is the reason for kissing people?
What is pleasure without promise?
What is promise with a reason to break it?
These are just some of my
Thoughts and Questions For You
Freestyling 31
My PHA-ROD will find its way
up in between that special
place your fingers call home
when you are alone....
I will have you bugging
and tugging
wanting and hunting
I95
to 495
twisted off of that AHKMEL RUM
which wouldn't be anything new
as I might just be a little improved but hardly new
been stroking since Fred Flintstone`s been bowling
and Rakim been mic holding
shit talk nah
crip walk nah
just a soldier from the Stuy
with the skills to never have to stalk ya....
up in between that special
place your fingers call home
when you are alone....
I will have you bugging
and tugging
wanting and hunting
I95
to 495
twisted off of that AHKMEL RUM
which wouldn't be anything new
as I might just be a little improved but hardly new
been stroking since Fred Flintstone`s been bowling
and Rakim been mic holding
shit talk nah
crip walk nah
just a soldier from the Stuy
with the skills to never have to stalk ya....
Love's Grip
My arms around you tight, slow dancing,
kissing your mouth as you look up at me
my hands rest on the small of your back
fingers aching to caress your sweet Gluteus Max-in-me
We move together in the soft candlelight,
so close, your breasts pressed to my chest
we can feel our hearts racing as we dance
as we move together around the bedroom
My heart swells, my words seem poor
a shadow of my true feelings for you
I bend to whisper so softly into your ear
words of love offered to one so dear
Baby . . .
Be mine, take my heart, never let it go,
make me long for you when I am alone,
make me glad to see you each day,
make me thankful to be so blessed
We grind together as we dance so close,
our breath mingled so warm and sweet,
as we look deep into each other`s eyes,
we know that our hearts were not wrong
You take my hand and you break away,
lead me smiling to our well worn bed,
slowly we touch each other to the core,
blissful hours spent within the depths of
Love's Grip
kissing your mouth as you look up at me
my hands rest on the small of your back
fingers aching to caress your sweet Gluteus Max-in-me
We move together in the soft candlelight,
so close, your breasts pressed to my chest
we can feel our hearts racing as we dance
as we move together around the bedroom
My heart swells, my words seem poor
a shadow of my true feelings for you
I bend to whisper so softly into your ear
words of love offered to one so dear
Baby . . .
Be mine, take my heart, never let it go,
make me long for you when I am alone,
make me glad to see you each day,
make me thankful to be so blessed
We grind together as we dance so close,
our breath mingled so warm and sweet,
as we look deep into each other`s eyes,
we know that our hearts were not wrong
You take my hand and you break away,
lead me smiling to our well worn bed,
slowly we touch each other to the core,
blissful hours spent within the depths of
Love's Grip
Food for the Soul
Deep chocolate covered kisses in the bath
hungry heart and mouth ready to begin again
comfort food for the soul, sex and chocolate
writing love poems on your hot flushed skin
Mouth warmed chocolate rolls upon the tongue
songs from my heart written on sandy shore
freed to dance, swept up in a primal tidal flow
for my thirst of your sweetness has me evermore
deep chocolate covered kisses in the bath
I smile at you, lick you clean and beg for more
Burning bright, I whisper and croon the words
sweet songs My heart wrote for your ear alone
hungry heart and mouth ready to begin again
freed to dance, swept up in a primal tidal flow
sex and chocolate as the comforting
Food for the Soul
hungry heart and mouth ready to begin again
comfort food for the soul, sex and chocolate
writing love poems on your hot flushed skin
Mouth warmed chocolate rolls upon the tongue
songs from my heart written on sandy shore
freed to dance, swept up in a primal tidal flow
for my thirst of your sweetness has me evermore
deep chocolate covered kisses in the bath
I smile at you, lick you clean and beg for more
Burning bright, I whisper and croon the words
sweet songs My heart wrote for your ear alone
hungry heart and mouth ready to begin again
freed to dance, swept up in a primal tidal flow
sex and chocolate as the comforting
Food for the Soul
Wednesday, October 26, 2005
Will Always Prevail
Dropped my manners
just to pick up my respect
relying on my etiquette
to carry me across the road
to the other side
Chicken's every where
Chicken's tasting like chicken's
I'm about to start naming names
believe I can thinking
maybe my last poem I'll dedicate
before I predicate
word symphonies
for other poets to orchestrate
releasing my sickness to fail
never before have I felt like this
blind reading
courageously without Braille
happy and content forever
because my love for you
Will Always Prevail - 04/06/04
Next to Me
My Austrial Mind
Caught up
the shape of my cause
frequent the reason
why I am here
to the struggle outside
of my endangered pride
the flight to believe
that I can continue
to not run out of
beautiful things to write
20 years later
I'm still wishing for you
to relieve me openly
of my addiction
to the true beauty
of a smile
gullible as I continue to strive
holiness the paralleled righteousness
amongst my own odds
when it come to the difference
between wrong and right
absent sometimes in
My Austrial Mind - 05/12/04
Taken For Granted
I am not scared
my habit is my habit
so test me and be damaged
without the bandage
some of the deepest
wounds I've planted
conditionally then vanished
I'm liking this poem
because it's hitting home
where your heart is
I move because I can Damn It!
back up with trying to take advantage
I've already been branded
You know the right arm her name
never yours we both agreed
then planned it
made it happen because
our spirits have already
landed in Heaven
please understand that
I'm not weak too confident
to be changed or rearranged
thoughts too established
to be packaged while being
Taken For Granted - 04/07/04
To Grow With
Holding you
while showing you
that it is not all
about the physical
Exposing you
to my life
openly today tonight
no need to wait for a miracle
I love you now
in this moment
the sweetest word
I want you to own it
which is life
as you look to me
through God's eyes
I will remain here
for only you to see
until I am no longer here
To Grow With - 07/03/04
Tuesday, October 25, 2005
Hollow
With the scent
I'm swept away
the rays carry
my yesterdays feelings
into tomorrows action
stable confident courageous
a smile I've experienced
without a frown to follow
though I'm lying,
my life is about
feelings of sorrow
that's why I keep looking
but not happy just focused
on the time and affection
borrowed
with persistence
too thick to be swallowed
resulting in a famine
of love that continuously
keeps my nerves
Hollow - 07/03/04
This Worlds Transmission
I can sit and remember
finding my first pen
no paper to write on
so I wrote on my shirt
Ink poured through
skin tattooed
my thoughts captured upon me
becoming I
that's why I produce
beyond fiction
double spacing
the diction
airy the Hebrew position
saying my thinking consistently
succeeds beyond
This Worlds Transmissions - 07/03/2004
Friday, October 21, 2005
Wednesday, October 19, 2005
How We Get's Crowned
Shh....Don't make a sound
especially if you
negative with the pound
round for round
my best can be seen
on my vest so fuch around
and lay around
I'll milk carton ya ass down
for trying to step to
the mound in my town
Brooklyn's not for
the lost and found we take
[sample "Brooklyn keeps on takin it"] from "The bridge is over"
similar to a noun
cuz it describes
How We Get's Crowned
especially if you
negative with the pound
round for round
my best can be seen
on my vest so fuch around
and lay around
I'll milk carton ya ass down
for trying to step to
the mound in my town
Brooklyn's not for
the lost and found we take
[sample "Brooklyn keeps on takin it"] from "The bridge is over"
similar to a noun
cuz it describes
How We Get's Crowned
Freestyling 30
The club nigga
fake me out
cranberry thug nigga
dancing and shit
extra fly dry slug nigga
new nigga blocking what nigga
throw back your jersey
and your outfit nigga
corny group standing nigga
I paid ten dollars for this shit
where's the real bitches
what the fuck nigga
that's why I
try to stay inside nigga
and just to think
my girl existed
within this shit
I see why she is so quiet
these niggas are gay
I said it gay
too much style
with no sense of finesse
drinking aint cool niggas
looking like fools niggas
fake me out
cranberry thug nigga
dancing and shit
extra fly dry slug nigga
new nigga blocking what nigga
throw back your jersey
and your outfit nigga
corny group standing nigga
I paid ten dollars for this shit
where's the real bitches
what the fuck nigga
that's why I
try to stay inside nigga
and just to think
my girl existed
within this shit
I see why she is so quiet
these niggas are gay
I said it gay
too much style
with no sense of finesse
drinking aint cool niggas
looking like fools niggas
My Favorite Flavor
So one time at Understand Camp
my photogenic ways
approached another's hemisphere
to interrupt the meaning of valuing
the temporary Black History Stamp
should I announce that the struggle
becomes more of a tug of control
and not war
Superman blind flying
exposing raw my soul, Damn!
Here we go again
I've been through this before
judged premeditatedly
right from the front door
Scrabble used as a place
to bring closure to my patience
you have a ratio
4 out of 7 times to use
do the math
then document the time
I'm still waiting in jeopardy
this relationship,
Why in the Heavens
did she sleep with me?
Kool Aid type feelings
sweet enough to use them
to cavity my enamel
or make me desire for more
unaware or cherry being
My Favorite Flavor
my photogenic ways
approached another's hemisphere
to interrupt the meaning of valuing
the temporary Black History Stamp
should I announce that the struggle
becomes more of a tug of control
and not war
Superman blind flying
exposing raw my soul, Damn!
Here we go again
I've been through this before
judged premeditatedly
right from the front door
Scrabble used as a place
to bring closure to my patience
you have a ratio
4 out of 7 times to use
do the math
then document the time
I'm still waiting in jeopardy
this relationship,
Why in the Heavens
did she sleep with me?
Kool Aid type feelings
sweet enough to use them
to cavity my enamel
or make me desire for more
unaware or cherry being
My Favorite Flavor
My Own Jet
Two trips round
double occupancy
the rate my services
one stroke two strokes
direct flight
buckle to your seat
not needed
uninhibited saliva exchanged
cavities rearranged
I gut before I strut
just to allow my passengers
to keep up
from the turbulence
to the landing
rough my neck
so show some respect
because it should really
be about how we connect
with or without the layover
I apply myself
before and after
I plan to eject or exit
My Own Jet
double occupancy
the rate my services
one stroke two strokes
direct flight
buckle to your seat
not needed
uninhibited saliva exchanged
cavities rearranged
I gut before I strut
just to allow my passengers
to keep up
from the turbulence
to the landing
rough my neck
so show some respect
because it should really
be about how we connect
with or without the layover
I apply myself
before and after
I plan to eject or exit
My Own Jet
The Observations of My Brain
I can clean the sky
freshen up the ocean
see through the future
by bringing up the past
focusing on the planets
the moon, the stars, and the sun
the distance from the earth
to each one
so I can change my world
and orbit, the axis
and how it's revolving
counterclockwise
let's see
what would be the outcome
backwards the flow of water
Over tows
sea life breathing
air now very natural
but I sophicate
hard to breathe for me
let's evaluate for me
let's evaluate
the change clockwising
back the same
and the existence of
The Observations of My Brain - 03/17/04
freshen up the ocean
see through the future
by bringing up the past
focusing on the planets
the moon, the stars, and the sun
the distance from the earth
to each one
so I can change my world
and orbit, the axis
and how it's revolving
counterclockwise
let's see
what would be the outcome
backwards the flow of water
Over tows
sea life breathing
air now very natural
but I sophicate
hard to breathe for me
let's evaluate for me
let's evaluate
the change clockwising
back the same
and the existence of
The Observations of My Brain - 03/17/04
The Feelings of Satisfaction
My energy through Christ
is generated just for you
as well as the expressions of sentiment,
let us build a friendship
as we are on trust,
allowing everything to fall
into place as it must
let us take separate vacations
just to keep in touch
as you talk about the Love
I'll talk about the lust
with all due respect,
there is not enough of you
that I could not want,
leaving me fantasizing
about your reactions
to eating the fruits of love
along with
The Feelings of Satisfaction - 10/04/00 11:57 AM
is generated just for you
as well as the expressions of sentiment,
let us build a friendship
as we are on trust,
allowing everything to fall
into place as it must
let us take separate vacations
just to keep in touch
as you talk about the Love
I'll talk about the lust
with all due respect,
there is not enough of you
that I could not want,
leaving me fantasizing
about your reactions
to eating the fruits of love
along with
The Feelings of Satisfaction - 10/04/00 11:57 AM
A Friend
The world is made up
of you and I,
right now is the time
to share what we have
one another is us
to be near one another
take my hand my sister
for I would love
to be your distant lover, emotionally
I will show you my heart
which is close to me
patiently I will
provide you with the ability
to communicate with me,
on that level of intimacy
then I'll stop to remember,
who we are again
because my world is yours
as the life of
A Friend - 10/04/00 12:01 PM
of you and I,
right now is the time
to share what we have
one another is us
to be near one another
take my hand my sister
for I would love
to be your distant lover, emotionally
I will show you my heart
which is close to me
patiently I will
provide you with the ability
to communicate with me,
on that level of intimacy
then I'll stop to remember,
who we are again
because my world is yours
as the life of
A Friend - 10/04/00 12:01 PM
In the Sky
Far but not away
through the strokes
of keyboards connected
electronically to our hearts
touching the screen,
like making true a dream
I had of eating lunch with you,
so beautiful you are
so radiant,
I hope we mentally grow,
hanging on to each others
rainbow of understanding,
I really enjoy
how I'm feeling about you,
definitely different
loving every moment
conscious of you
I will stay,
because this is only right
you bring smiles to my life,
You make me feel good inside
your responsiveness
keeps me way up high
making room on my cloud for you
that you have me floating on
In the Sky - 10/04/00 12:01 PM
through the strokes
of keyboards connected
electronically to our hearts
touching the screen,
like making true a dream
I had of eating lunch with you,
so beautiful you are
so radiant,
I hope we mentally grow,
hanging on to each others
rainbow of understanding,
I really enjoy
how I'm feeling about you,
definitely different
loving every moment
conscious of you
I will stay,
because this is only right
you bring smiles to my life,
You make me feel good inside
your responsiveness
keeps me way up high
making room on my cloud for you
that you have me floating on
In the Sky - 10/04/00 12:01 PM
Tuesday, October 18, 2005
Happy and Satisfied
What is fair enough for you
is fair enough for me
I patiently wait for the chance
as well as the opportunity
To show you that I do
Like "I do" really with you
Want to be married
Making a change in the world
Can't you see or feel that you
are the rose defined as beauty
and I love looking at the sight
of you, which internally is all
I need to succeed with you
in order to be
Happy and Satisfied - 06/03/05
is fair enough for me
I patiently wait for the chance
as well as the opportunity
To show you that I do
Like "I do" really with you
Want to be married
Making a change in the world
Can't you see or feel that you
are the rose defined as beauty
and I love looking at the sight
of you, which internally is all
I need to succeed with you
in order to be
Happy and Satisfied - 06/03/05
The You in You
I didn't know
you were the reason
for the awakening of
My eternal spirit
I breathe in and out
because of you
love nothing but
sweet love for you
that I have for you
this is all I know
you read what I share
in return leaving you
thinking about
what drives me
who drives me
what inspires me,
who inspires me,
as it is your smile
that over and over again
continues providing me
with thoughts of you
keeping negativity
from blinding me
allowing me to spread love
with love
I believe in you
staying the same
remaining the beautiful
in which you are
a heavenly angel
shining brighter in my life
than a morning star
leaving me loving
The You in You - 06/03/05
you were the reason
for the awakening of
My eternal spirit
I breathe in and out
because of you
love nothing but
sweet love for you
that I have for you
this is all I know
you read what I share
in return leaving you
thinking about
what drives me
who drives me
what inspires me,
who inspires me,
as it is your smile
that over and over again
continues providing me
with thoughts of you
keeping negativity
from blinding me
allowing me to spread love
with love
I believe in you
staying the same
remaining the beautiful
in which you are
a heavenly angel
shining brighter in my life
than a morning star
leaving me loving
The You in You - 06/03/05
Treat Me
Then there is me a human being myself
being once again responsible
for maintaining my own mental wealth
my own mental health
as for where I've came
the up bringing one mother
one father who I never spoke to
just cried at
the conditioning
maturity had to do with me
keeping my head up
striving for unity
forever as the search continues
I will never forget the words
You can do and be anything you want son
because you are smart
God bless my mother
the thoughts of her right now
brings tears to my open eyes
my breath is no longer stable
my mother never judged or criticized me
I love my mother and my father
who I feel produced a lovely baby then
watched him grow
watched him go
left home because even at home
I felt alone
an older brother
who everyone condoned
immediate was never us
I cry for the chance
to be one with my family
everyday the tears stay frozen
as I attempt to continue my life
as I, with my own thoughts
living according to other peoples rights
until I take my life
Who would take my place?
Who would everyday share
what I have shared?
my mind, my time
my thoughts, my imagery
that's far from blind
where and who do I turn to
for love in my time of need?
Uncertain due to the experiences
in my life that lie still,
in front of me
the misleading
the greed
the lies people tell
just to succeed
I want to be accepted for me
and only me
not my grades that
may have or not been greater than
according to the oxygen and God
I am allowed to breathe
not correcting
the rain
the snow
the sun
the oceans
the rainbows
the birds
the animals
the flowers
the air
the trees
these things and others
are beyond me
as I wish to live life
until my life
is no longer able to find me..
as today marks one of
the saddest days
because of how people still
Treat Me
being once again responsible
for maintaining my own mental wealth
my own mental health
as for where I've came
the up bringing one mother
one father who I never spoke to
just cried at
the conditioning
maturity had to do with me
keeping my head up
striving for unity
forever as the search continues
I will never forget the words
You can do and be anything you want son
because you are smart
God bless my mother
the thoughts of her right now
brings tears to my open eyes
my breath is no longer stable
my mother never judged or criticized me
I love my mother and my father
who I feel produced a lovely baby then
watched him grow
watched him go
left home because even at home
I felt alone
an older brother
who everyone condoned
immediate was never us
I cry for the chance
to be one with my family
everyday the tears stay frozen
as I attempt to continue my life
as I, with my own thoughts
living according to other peoples rights
until I take my life
Who would take my place?
Who would everyday share
what I have shared?
my mind, my time
my thoughts, my imagery
that's far from blind
where and who do I turn to
for love in my time of need?
Uncertain due to the experiences
in my life that lie still,
in front of me
the misleading
the greed
the lies people tell
just to succeed
I want to be accepted for me
and only me
not my grades that
may have or not been greater than
according to the oxygen and God
I am allowed to breathe
not correcting
the rain
the snow
the sun
the oceans
the rainbows
the birds
the animals
the flowers
the air
the trees
these things and others
are beyond me
as I wish to live life
until my life
is no longer able to find me..
as today marks one of
the saddest days
because of how people still
Treat Me
Friday, October 14, 2005
I'm Sun
Too many times
I find myself wondering
is this life manufactured
or out numbered by too many self masters
are those that you know,
understanding of you
or just placed in your way to adopt you
concoct your style the life as it has you,
stressing themselves out to remap you
gridiron energetic turn the other cheek
as it is grabbed you try to forget it
or maybe protect it,
These, them, her, him,
trust is like a gain by none
as it's similar to practicing a new religion,
you don't know the next second
(time relation------
meaning no one really knows the future)
as you don't know of you,
(non-self development---
having to do with
what we are taught about ourselves)
just of what is told,
(relating to the previous line)
how can feelings manifested
be that of a physical projectile
to many to bold,
(dealing with how we shoot
in and out of each others lives
expressing ourselves to fast
with out a sole purpose or an objective.
The line is more like a question
of why people are act and react to each other
endless thoughts financially
enjoyed but not controlled,
(dealing with thinking that
the more money you have
the more control you have,
where some think that
they are better or more powerful
when in reality you spend
the majority of life making money
to spend money after thinking
about what you need to feel good
before you make money.)
I notice what I observe
eyes lids never fold
(dealing with people
sleeping on the self destruction
of the world within themselves
pressure of the skies invisible
(taking from the saying “the sky is falling”
also dealing with people
not aware of what may fall
out of the sky upon them
at any given moment and time.
We are moving all to fast, divided,
emotions over exposed.
Guards up to defend
love expressed for pretend,
worlds crazy because
of the crazy things we do,
no body knows the trouble,
but we all recognize the struggle,
be afraid if you can't
because Love is
to confused with Hate
in the world today past or present,
exist to achieve
until there is no other
place for you to exist
and that's word
to the 7 planets plus one as
I'm Sun
I find myself wondering
is this life manufactured
or out numbered by too many self masters
are those that you know,
understanding of you
or just placed in your way to adopt you
concoct your style the life as it has you,
stressing themselves out to remap you
gridiron energetic turn the other cheek
as it is grabbed you try to forget it
or maybe protect it,
These, them, her, him,
trust is like a gain by none
as it's similar to practicing a new religion,
you don't know the next second
(time relation------
meaning no one really knows the future)
as you don't know of you,
(non-self development---
having to do with
what we are taught about ourselves)
just of what is told,
(relating to the previous line)
how can feelings manifested
be that of a physical projectile
to many to bold,
(dealing with how we shoot
in and out of each others lives
expressing ourselves to fast
with out a sole purpose or an objective.
The line is more like a question
of why people are act and react to each other
endless thoughts financially
enjoyed but not controlled,
(dealing with thinking that
the more money you have
the more control you have,
where some think that
they are better or more powerful
when in reality you spend
the majority of life making money
to spend money after thinking
about what you need to feel good
before you make money.)
I notice what I observe
eyes lids never fold
(dealing with people
sleeping on the self destruction
of the world within themselves
pressure of the skies invisible
(taking from the saying “the sky is falling”
also dealing with people
not aware of what may fall
out of the sky upon them
at any given moment and time.
We are moving all to fast, divided,
emotions over exposed.
Guards up to defend
love expressed for pretend,
worlds crazy because
of the crazy things we do,
no body knows the trouble,
but we all recognize the struggle,
be afraid if you can't
because Love is
to confused with Hate
in the world today past or present,
exist to achieve
until there is no other
place for you to exist
and that's word
to the 7 planets plus one as
I'm Sun
Drop It
A second or more
To drop this
Would make you not
Only copy but cop this
Lyrical content
On some more than
Underground gossip
I blow the winds
From the east
You can’t stop it
Leave me where I stand
Burning, I’ll take off
Like a rocket
Mental the warhead
Nuclear plus toxic
Range 300 million miles West
It’s only logic
No exaggeration
Dropping emcees
Like subject and topics
Still riding my Tails
Like Sonic
Sweating the way
I grab the mic and
Drop It
Thursday, October 13, 2005
Freestyling 29
On that shit
I see I see I see
I gots
To bring up the rear
Llord Trigger Trife
evaporating styles in mid air
Poof! Be gonnin niggaz
with less then the real to share
I beg to please have fear
Before coming unprepared
Unaware about the scars
Similar to Chinese people with SARS
the syndrome is by far
the most deadliest of the year
and you can put my first rhyme
on that shit if you dear
I see I see I see
I gots
To bring up the rear
Llord Trigger Trife
evaporating styles in mid air
Poof! Be gonnin niggaz
with less then the real to share
I beg to please have fear
Before coming unprepared
Unaware about the scars
Similar to Chinese people with SARS
the syndrome is by far
the most deadliest of the year
and you can put my first rhyme
on that shit if you dear
Intimate Passion
Eyes glazed over
With liquid passion
Soft voices call out
Gentle murmurs of love
Fiery tongues explore
Aching bodies of warmth
As velvety softness meets
Up with rigid hardness
Nimble fingertips delve
Into dark honey patches
As clothes get pulled off
And thrown into a
Crumpled pile on the floor
Kiss swollen lips crush
Down on one another
As tongues wildly dart
into eager mouths
And caress slowly
Dancing together
Passion consumes
Our hungry bodies
As we get lost in each other
And surf on our wave
Of intoxicating pleasure
And plunge over the edge
Only to fall into the oblivion
Of exploding fireworks called
Intimate Passion
With liquid passion
Soft voices call out
Gentle murmurs of love
Fiery tongues explore
Aching bodies of warmth
As velvety softness meets
Up with rigid hardness
Nimble fingertips delve
Into dark honey patches
As clothes get pulled off
And thrown into a
Crumpled pile on the floor
Kiss swollen lips crush
Down on one another
As tongues wildly dart
into eager mouths
And caress slowly
Dancing together
Passion consumes
Our hungry bodies
As we get lost in each other
And surf on our wave
Of intoxicating pleasure
And plunge over the edge
Only to fall into the oblivion
Of exploding fireworks called
Intimate Passion
Inflated
Everything so suddenly
Appearing so right
in front of my face
so wonderful
Your grace
and smile shown everyday,
I just want to take this time
to say thank you,
for letting me romance you,
for letting me enhance you,
fulfill your needs to chance you
I am so appreciative
with an immediate desire
to be more demonstrative
twice creative and forever elated
when it comes to
thinking about you
and my love for you
that you
Inflated
Appearing so right
in front of my face
so wonderful
Your grace
and smile shown everyday,
I just want to take this time
to say thank you,
for letting me romance you,
for letting me enhance you,
fulfill your needs to chance you
I am so appreciative
with an immediate desire
to be more demonstrative
twice creative and forever elated
when it comes to
thinking about you
and my love for you
that you
Inflated
Things That I Want
I want to hear your voice
Feel your breath run down my neck
Feel the tingle of your lips on my ear
while you whisper everything I want to hear.
I want to feel your touch
Feel your hands touching mine
Feel the pulse of my finger skip
a beat of anticipation of what is to be.
I want to taste you
Run my tongue over your body
Savoring all you have to offer me
Like a glass of fine wine.
I want to lust for you
Imagining all of me inside of you
Making me shiver
while I whisper your name.
I want to smell you soft skin
allowing it to pull me within
half an inch of your desires
to intensify from you all of these
Things That I Want
Feel your breath run down my neck
Feel the tingle of your lips on my ear
while you whisper everything I want to hear.
I want to feel your touch
Feel your hands touching mine
Feel the pulse of my finger skip
a beat of anticipation of what is to be.
I want to taste you
Run my tongue over your body
Savoring all you have to offer me
Like a glass of fine wine.
I want to lust for you
Imagining all of me inside of you
Making me shiver
while I whisper your name.
I want to smell you soft skin
allowing it to pull me within
half an inch of your desires
to intensify from you all of these
Things That I Want
I Want You So Bad Tonight
I want you so badly tonight
I want to caress
your tender body
running my hands
between your legs
across your stomach
and breasts
I want to suck
your hard nipples,
feel your hot lips ignite me
I want to
see you lose control
begging me to lick
you all over
spread your legs
up over your head
and let me insert
my aggressive man
hard and fast
run your tongue
up my PHAROD
make love to it
with your mouth
I want to grab your ass
and pull you close
watching you take in
every inch of me
disappearing deep inside you
throbbing hearing you tell me
how much you like it
I want us to come together
right now giving each other
all that’s within us
The true union
of a man and woman
I want you,
I Want You So Bad Tonight
I want to caress
your tender body
running my hands
between your legs
across your stomach
and breasts
I want to suck
your hard nipples,
feel your hot lips ignite me
I want to
see you lose control
begging me to lick
you all over
spread your legs
up over your head
and let me insert
my aggressive man
hard and fast
run your tongue
up my PHAROD
make love to it
with your mouth
I want to grab your ass
and pull you close
watching you take in
every inch of me
disappearing deep inside you
throbbing hearing you tell me
how much you like it
I want us to come together
right now giving each other
all that’s within us
The true union
of a man and woman
I want you,
I Want You So Bad Tonight
The Strongest For You
Love
You know from the first word
in this sentence
a prayer is involved
I compose my love
with God as the judge
knowing that he
will never let me down
as I attempt to get
through to a woman
that he made
and part of his spirit
that dwells within you
I gently understand you
the same way whereas even before
I had love for you
which is now devoted as
The Strongest For You
You know from the first word
in this sentence
a prayer is involved
I compose my love
with God as the judge
knowing that he
will never let me down
as I attempt to get
through to a woman
that he made
and part of his spirit
that dwells within you
I gently understand you
the same way whereas even before
I had love for you
which is now devoted as
The Strongest For You
Type Different
You know my mistakes
have made me dream about
expensive shit
expensive trips,
expensive whips
with bitches
with exotic hips
and nice size tits
call me crazy
but don't call me quick
because within my dreams
I'm the most busiest
always surrounded by
the most unbelievable shit
like the time I had
three diversities
at the same time
going to work for me,
that's that Atlanta type shit,
yeah, I've lived a life
in an atmosphere
type different
breathing an air
type different
dealing with women with hair
type different
that forever good to the last drop
Type Different
have made me dream about
expensive shit
expensive trips,
expensive whips
with bitches
with exotic hips
and nice size tits
call me crazy
but don't call me quick
because within my dreams
I'm the most busiest
always surrounded by
the most unbelievable shit
like the time I had
three diversities
at the same time
going to work for me,
that's that Atlanta type shit,
yeah, I've lived a life
in an atmosphere
type different
breathing an air
type different
dealing with women with hair
type different
that forever good to the last drop
Type Different
Your Worlds Chastity
Together yesterday
Forever tomorrow
Belonging right here
Providing and realizing
The importance of emphasizing
The matter under the mind
Do you really know why
You see I really know why
The sky cries
Woman it is not rain
And it is not pain
It is joy that my prayers
For you employ
So understand and celebrate
The ability to be touched
By each drop of my first thought
To continue showing you my first smile
Where it doesn't matter truthfully
How far we are apart
Regardless of the time or miles
My metacosmical, philosophical,
chronicle extra terrestrial reaches
The sacred galaxies of fantasies
As the telekinetic woman
Continue to ask for me
And last for me
Challenge me and balance me
My equilibrium stable enough
To remove
Your Worlds Chastity
Forever tomorrow
Belonging right here
Providing and realizing
The importance of emphasizing
The matter under the mind
Do you really know why
You see I really know why
The sky cries
Woman it is not rain
And it is not pain
It is joy that my prayers
For you employ
So understand and celebrate
The ability to be touched
By each drop of my first thought
To continue showing you my first smile
Where it doesn't matter truthfully
How far we are apart
Regardless of the time or miles
My metacosmical, philosophical,
chronicle extra terrestrial reaches
The sacred galaxies of fantasies
As the telekinetic woman
Continue to ask for me
And last for me
Challenge me and balance me
My equilibrium stable enough
To remove
Your Worlds Chastity
I Will Never Let You Go
Hear it calling to you in the night
to fill your heart with pure delight
a sweet song of joy sent from above
let me take you in my arms tonight
hold you close and dance so slow
we move together in the candlelight
I whisper words of love to let you know
that you mean more than the world to me
This is what we've been waiting for
a time of healing love and joy so sweet
a place where we can be as complete
let me hold you into my arms tonight
press you close and dance so slow
we move together in the pale moonlight
I belong with you love
I Will Never Let You Go
to fill your heart with pure delight
a sweet song of joy sent from above
let me take you in my arms tonight
hold you close and dance so slow
we move together in the candlelight
I whisper words of love to let you know
that you mean more than the world to me
This is what we've been waiting for
a time of healing love and joy so sweet
a place where we can be as complete
let me hold you into my arms tonight
press you close and dance so slow
we move together in the pale moonlight
I belong with you love
I Will Never Let You Go
I've Seen You Before (w)
Hello
Saw you before
I opened my eyes
My brown eyes tracing
your beautiful brown skin
Envisioning the kingdoms
that kings and queens
are crowned in - us
Able to sit comfortably
on top of that mountain
No stress just us
Loving to fall in love
with falling in love
This account of my sleep
Is what keeps me in heat
My body your body us
the temperature 115 degrees
plus the passion
Your smile my fashion that
I've Seen You Before
Saw you before
I opened my eyes
My brown eyes tracing
your beautiful brown skin
Envisioning the kingdoms
that kings and queens
are crowned in - us
Able to sit comfortably
on top of that mountain
No stress just us
Loving to fall in love
with falling in love
This account of my sleep
Is what keeps me in heat
My body your body us
the temperature 115 degrees
plus the passion
Your smile my fashion that
I've Seen You Before
Your Sexual Intellect
Well it went down
The way we dreamt
The way we passed out
No breath, just sweat
Girl let me tell you
In this state wet
You your pussy leaving
Me in debt
Pawning my each word
For you to accept priceless
Because all is that
That I have left
Except the pause in my chest
As my heart beats
just for you to elect
as your next president
Where if appointed
I will spend every night
And everyday taking big steps
in the direction of
Your Sexual Intellect
The way we dreamt
The way we passed out
No breath, just sweat
Girl let me tell you
In this state wet
You your pussy leaving
Me in debt
Pawning my each word
For you to accept priceless
Because all is that
That I have left
Except the pause in my chest
As my heart beats
just for you to elect
as your next president
Where if appointed
I will spend every night
And everyday taking big steps
in the direction of
Your Sexual Intellect
The Sight
I want your love
if only just for tonight
I want your body and my body
together to melt as one
Tonight why don't we
make an intimate connection
Let's make love with our bodies intertwined
Let's put together the passions
of your mind and mine
I want your love
I want to take every inch of you
I want to engross your body
in the loving things I do to you
I want your love
every bit there is to take of it
Your entire body
I would like to take a taste
I want to paint your body with my love
using my tongue as the brush
painting pleasure with its soft slow strokes
Every strike intended to invoke
the maximum pleasure that it can
To make you quiver with pleasure
that is my game plan
I want your love!
Come!
Give it to me!
I want to take you tonight
I want to please your body
I want to enter into you
and make you feel my passion
I want to put myself in you
and bring you satisfaction
as I push Up and Up and Up
I want to show you just how much
I want your love
and I don't plan on stopping until
climax you have reached
I want your love girl
Won't you give it to me as I
now know the answer to that...
as I am now blessed as I have received
The Sight
if only just for tonight
I want your body and my body
together to melt as one
Tonight why don't we
make an intimate connection
Let's make love with our bodies intertwined
Let's put together the passions
of your mind and mine
I want your love
I want to take every inch of you
I want to engross your body
in the loving things I do to you
I want your love
every bit there is to take of it
Your entire body
I would like to take a taste
I want to paint your body with my love
using my tongue as the brush
painting pleasure with its soft slow strokes
Every strike intended to invoke
the maximum pleasure that it can
To make you quiver with pleasure
that is my game plan
I want your love!
Come!
Give it to me!
I want to take you tonight
I want to please your body
I want to enter into you
and make you feel my passion
I want to put myself in you
and bring you satisfaction
as I push Up and Up and Up
I want to show you just how much
I want your love
and I don't plan on stopping until
climax you have reached
I want your love girl
Won't you give it to me as I
now know the answer to that...
as I am now blessed as I have received
The Sight
You and Me
Was it only yesterday
that each magic moment
made time glow
with the anticipation
of sweet rapture
that soft sounds of
affection and longing
filled the quietitude
and gently began
love's symphony
that tender touches of
deft fingertips tracing
curves and valleys of
soft flesh began moments
of sweet surrender
that kisses so lovingly
and softly placed on
lips opened and moist
gave rise to passion
so deep and complete
that looking up into
eyes filled with both
lust and love told the
entire story without
ever speaking a word
that wrapped in the
safety of your arms
was the best place
in the world
just to be
was it only yesterday
that the dreamers of
the dream of love
and sweet surrender were
You and Me
that each magic moment
made time glow
with the anticipation
of sweet rapture
that soft sounds of
affection and longing
filled the quietitude
and gently began
love's symphony
that tender touches of
deft fingertips tracing
curves and valleys of
soft flesh began moments
of sweet surrender
that kisses so lovingly
and softly placed on
lips opened and moist
gave rise to passion
so deep and complete
that looking up into
eyes filled with both
lust and love told the
entire story without
ever speaking a word
that wrapped in the
safety of your arms
was the best place
in the world
just to be
was it only yesterday
that the dreamers of
the dream of love
and sweet surrender were
You and Me
Will You Lay and Let Me Love You?
Can I use your body for my pleasure,
which is to pleasure you?
Will you lay and let me love you
In the way that I want to?
Can I love you with my eyes
Feed your lust upon my gaze
Show you with my sparkle
All my loving ways?
Can I embrace you with my warm lips
Breathe my fire upon your neck
Can I stroke you with my velvet tongue
and secure with my mouth your breast?
Can I love you with my strength
and Trace every contour of your flesh?
Can I linger there as I wish
Until you've had enough of my best
Can I watch the moisture
Form upon your dewy skin
Can I savor and devour it
suck it all within?
Can you love me with your softness
while you feel my hardness grow?
Can I position myself on top of your body
And really let you know?
Can I use your body for my pleasure
Which is to pleasure you,
In the way that I want to?
with only one question left which is
Will You Lay and Let Me Love You?
which is to pleasure you?
Will you lay and let me love you
In the way that I want to?
Can I love you with my eyes
Feed your lust upon my gaze
Show you with my sparkle
All my loving ways?
Can I embrace you with my warm lips
Breathe my fire upon your neck
Can I stroke you with my velvet tongue
and secure with my mouth your breast?
Can I love you with my strength
and Trace every contour of your flesh?
Can I linger there as I wish
Until you've had enough of my best
Can I watch the moisture
Form upon your dewy skin
Can I savor and devour it
suck it all within?
Can you love me with your softness
while you feel my hardness grow?
Can I position myself on top of your body
And really let you know?
Can I use your body for my pleasure
Which is to pleasure you,
In the way that I want to?
with only one question left which is
Will You Lay and Let Me Love You?
Freestyling 28
Trife's
Pushing back your grill
So you can feel
Your mind
leaking over your spine
What is wrong with you
Stepping to a trife like mine
I'm further than any close
Encounter of the ninth kind
Divided by how many verses
I dropped in my first rhyme
Going Steel with the real
That shit you can't hang
Just that shit you better peel
Before trying to creep up from behind
Pushing back your grill
So you can feel
Your mind
leaking over your spine
What is wrong with you
Stepping to a trife like mine
I'm further than any close
Encounter of the ninth kind
Divided by how many verses
I dropped in my first rhyme
Going Steel with the real
That shit you can't hang
Just that shit you better peel
Before trying to creep up from behind
Till the Next Time
So gentle yet insistent they are
As you explore my body
Like undiscovered territory
Soft caresses
Insistent touches
Nails raking along my silken skin
Leaving me hard, stiff and breathless
Your fingers grace my lips
and I take them into my mouth eagerly
Sucking them with such hunger and passion
Trailing my eager tongue up each finger,
And down the other side
My body is trembling
Your hands awaken
The sexual creature in me
as they travel from one end of me
To the other
So strong, and at the same time
so passionate
Your sexual energy radiates
Through your fingertips
and transfers into my body
Leaving me wanting more
Till the Next Time
As you explore my body
Like undiscovered territory
Soft caresses
Insistent touches
Nails raking along my silken skin
Leaving me hard, stiff and breathless
Your fingers grace my lips
and I take them into my mouth eagerly
Sucking them with such hunger and passion
Trailing my eager tongue up each finger,
And down the other side
My body is trembling
Your hands awaken
The sexual creature in me
as they travel from one end of me
To the other
So strong, and at the same time
so passionate
Your sexual energy radiates
Through your fingertips
and transfers into my body
Leaving me wanting more
Till the Next Time
Our Souls Touched
The warmth caressed my skin,
The energy rushed through by body
like a raging river
Our hands touched
The sweet taste of love floated through my mouth
Like a sky full of soft clouds
Our lips touched
Together as one, in magical symphonic harmony,
We danced to the whispering song only we could hear
Our bodies touched
Welcoming the undeniable feeling of complete wholeness,
Without words, gestures or thoughts
Embracing a moment in time shared only by us
Our Souls Touched
The energy rushed through by body
like a raging river
Our hands touched
The sweet taste of love floated through my mouth
Like a sky full of soft clouds
Our lips touched
Together as one, in magical symphonic harmony,
We danced to the whispering song only we could hear
Our bodies touched
Welcoming the undeniable feeling of complete wholeness,
Without words, gestures or thoughts
Embracing a moment in time shared only by us
Our Souls Touched
Forbidden Lust
You take me by the hand
Leading to the unknown
I had no idea, that my mind
Was about to be blown
I can feel your gentle breath
As I come so close
The emotions you feed me
Are surely a lethal dose
I can smell your scent
That makes my head spin
What's going through that mind
When you flash that devilish grin
Your passion is amazing
But my feelings I can't trust
Because deep down in my soul
I know this is a
Forbidden Lust
Leading to the unknown
I had no idea, that my mind
Was about to be blown
I can feel your gentle breath
As I come so close
The emotions you feed me
Are surely a lethal dose
I can smell your scent
That makes my head spin
What's going through that mind
When you flash that devilish grin
Your passion is amazing
But my feelings I can't trust
Because deep down in my soul
I know this is a
Forbidden Lust
(w) Allowing My Guard to Fall
From your smile
To those beautiful eyes
You've contacted me before with
I just want to again
Take this time
To reach into your love
And explore it
Captivated sweeping me away
With a love like yours
That I've now been caught with
I still can't get
that first strawberry
out of my mind
The one that you
filled my jaw with
From the way you inserted it
into your mouth
Feeding it to me
welcoming my exploration
to continue down south
Even at the pool hall
You didn't allow my motor
To stall
As you stimulated my esteem
Allowing My Guard to Fall
To those beautiful eyes
You've contacted me before with
I just want to again
Take this time
To reach into your love
And explore it
Captivated sweeping me away
With a love like yours
That I've now been caught with
I still can't get
that first strawberry
out of my mind
The one that you
filled my jaw with
From the way you inserted it
into your mouth
Feeding it to me
welcoming my exploration
to continue down south
Even at the pool hall
You didn't allow my motor
To stall
As you stimulated my esteem
Allowing My Guard to Fall
A New
From here today
this afternoon
before the setting
of the southern sun,
I pledge to you my allegiance,
my strength for it is
what allows me to stand
undivided before you
with my immediate attention
Happy with a smile
brighter than the oceans reflection
uninhibited is my new direction
with accuracy to eliminate
the unnecessary fallacy,
to instead exist
within your reality understandably.
My love, like the way
doves fly together
after a wedding
My compassion,
the unconditional side
of my down comforter bedding
My faith,
the opening of my world
regarding your every sentence,
I am dying inside
to sometimes listen,
just so my eyes
can lock onto your lips position
mesmerizing me
from out of my own
which I must admit is
A New
this afternoon
before the setting
of the southern sun,
I pledge to you my allegiance,
my strength for it is
what allows me to stand
undivided before you
with my immediate attention
Happy with a smile
brighter than the oceans reflection
uninhibited is my new direction
with accuracy to eliminate
the unnecessary fallacy,
to instead exist
within your reality understandably.
My love, like the way
doves fly together
after a wedding
My compassion,
the unconditional side
of my down comforter bedding
My faith,
the opening of my world
regarding your every sentence,
I am dying inside
to sometimes listen,
just so my eyes
can lock onto your lips position
mesmerizing me
from out of my own
which I must admit is
A New
Matching (w)
Like nothing ever in my life
to happen
I have long before prayed
for this day
to have on my team a co-Captain
appealing to me in so many ways and fashions
like the shade of your skin to my most intimate actions
you keep the fantasies
before my eyes flashing
that beach, your body
complimented by the sands satisfaction
whether in French Polynesia
or on the Island of Staten
I will keeping your mind, body and soul
together longer than the Jacksons...
which will be my promise if you would be my girl
allowing our souls to start
Matching
to happen
I have long before prayed
for this day
to have on my team a co-Captain
appealing to me in so many ways and fashions
like the shade of your skin to my most intimate actions
you keep the fantasies
before my eyes flashing
that beach, your body
complimented by the sands satisfaction
whether in French Polynesia
or on the Island of Staten
I will keeping your mind, body and soul
together longer than the Jacksons...
which will be my promise if you would be my girl
allowing our souls to start
Matching
Freestyling 27
Just understand that I am here
Not to be played
Or to stay
I must have it my way
Or else
And that's just it
Why do you think you like
Looking at my picture
Looking at my face
It can't be the curly hair
Sitting like a duck
With the same sour ass taste
What makes you think
With you I'm going to wanna stay
Giving up that head to my
Third leg
Bitch you nasty
Far from classy
Trying to put one pass me
Ending up with your throat
sticky and sounding raspy
Not to be played
Or to stay
I must have it my way
Or else
And that's just it
Why do you think you like
Looking at my picture
Looking at my face
It can't be the curly hair
Sitting like a duck
With the same sour ass taste
What makes you think
With you I'm going to wanna stay
Giving up that head to my
Third leg
Bitch you nasty
Far from classy
Trying to put one pass me
Ending up with your throat
sticky and sounding raspy
Blues
Just you and me
waking up
to a blue sky,
to bluejays singing
everything but the blues
in a room
with blue cotton sheets
underneath your
black and blue ass,
recovering from my
appetite of your blueberry,
leaving a unfamiliar taste
in my now blue mouth,
similar to your blue thongs
leaving me all day long
with the
Blues
waking up
to a blue sky,
to bluejays singing
everything but the blues
in a room
with blue cotton sheets
underneath your
black and blue ass,
recovering from my
appetite of your blueberry,
leaving a unfamiliar taste
in my now blue mouth,
similar to your blue thongs
leaving me all day long
with the
Blues
Sexual Visualization
She I looked over
and mentioned to her
about my eyes
and the way they appeared,
glossy gazing and interested
in the way
the word curve
naturally embodied her everyday,
and I am here
to begin a brighter presentation
a light of magic a whisper of life
within her beautiful ear of love,
fortunate to be able
to form the unbelievable concepts
of my first thought,
my first promise to myself,
which is to maintain
the balance of my attraction,
like I said the curve
naturally embodied her everyday
from the walk to the talk,
from her hair to the what she wears,
I am just an individual audience,
an imagination
of my own reconciliation,
fascinated beyond demonstration
lovingly dedicated to her is my
Sexual Visualization
and mentioned to her
about my eyes
and the way they appeared,
glossy gazing and interested
in the way
the word curve
naturally embodied her everyday,
and I am here
to begin a brighter presentation
a light of magic a whisper of life
within her beautiful ear of love,
fortunate to be able
to form the unbelievable concepts
of my first thought,
my first promise to myself,
which is to maintain
the balance of my attraction,
like I said the curve
naturally embodied her everyday
from the walk to the talk,
from her hair to the what she wears,
I am just an individual audience,
an imagination
of my own reconciliation,
fascinated beyond demonstration
lovingly dedicated to her is my
Sexual Visualization
Patient
I need to lay you down
I need to witness your skin
Moving as the blood flows
through your body
To me this is amazing
As in your beauty I am chasing
The newness within your haven
I will connect to cut
All strings prematurely attached
Misbehaving
I am here for the staying
All I ask is for you to be
Patient
I need to witness your skin
Moving as the blood flows
through your body
To me this is amazing
As in your beauty I am chasing
The newness within your haven
I will connect to cut
All strings prematurely attached
Misbehaving
I am here for the staying
All I ask is for you to be
Patient
Inside Another Heart Again
When I take my trips
Its all about you
So beautiful
So decedent, so natural
So delicate, I'm here now
to catch you
never to let you go
not my type of show
I live through the spirit
As I am faithful
Words spoken with confidence tasteful
Appetizing mesmerizing
Capsizing the guards held up
To protect fantasizing
And the keeping of what I am finding again and again
From your lover to your best friend
before I step
Inside Another Heart Again
Its all about you
So beautiful
So decedent, so natural
So delicate, I'm here now
to catch you
never to let you go
not my type of show
I live through the spirit
As I am faithful
Words spoken with confidence tasteful
Appetizing mesmerizing
Capsizing the guards held up
To protect fantasizing
And the keeping of what I am finding again and again
From your lover to your best friend
before I step
Inside Another Heart Again
Freestyling 26
My back aint broke
My lungs don't toke
You must be high no coke
Or a muthafuckin joke
To think I'm something to smoke
Line by line
I have you feining like a dope
So fresh with the quote
So clean without the soap
Never dirty because I'm mad funky
With that Brooklyn approach
To the Columbian
part of your neck
Body covered and soaked
In your own blood less the throat
Next time you should take notes
Before fucking with my microphone
Still cord less like the Pope John Paul
Broke hard your jaw
With my 24th bar
Still Charles in Charge
So bring your Squad
And be drilled hard
by my word as my bond
My lungs don't toke
You must be high no coke
Or a muthafuckin joke
To think I'm something to smoke
Line by line
I have you feining like a dope
So fresh with the quote
So clean without the soap
Never dirty because I'm mad funky
With that Brooklyn approach
To the Columbian
part of your neck
Body covered and soaked
In your own blood less the throat
Next time you should take notes
Before fucking with my microphone
Still cord less like the Pope John Paul
Broke hard your jaw
With my 24th bar
Still Charles in Charge
So bring your Squad
And be drilled hard
by my word as my bond
Passions Symphony
I pull you subsequently to me no room within
Caressing your skin so purposefully yet softly
Like silky-smooth rose petals against your skin
I stroke your face, roaming slowly to your neck
your mind succumbing to my gentle touch
Lulling you softly into a deep passion within
Sensations cover your body as my lips consume you
Encompassing every part of your sensuality inside
Tremors of ecstasies music building inside your thighs
I pull your hands to my hard muscled chest
Feeling my hot burning skin under your hands
I guide you to my restrained passions below
We join together in a karma sutra of built up lust
Rocking slowly to a classic tinkling of piano keys
A slow dramatic set of deep slow tones and beats
The music of our bodies building to the high-pitched notes
Edifying up in volumes intensity and deep passion
Riding the waves of the compositions concluding end
Our bodies lay swathed in the heat of the music's last part
The remembrance of the concerto echoes in the mind
Entwined you fall into slumber at the end of
Passions Symphony
Caressing your skin so purposefully yet softly
Like silky-smooth rose petals against your skin
I stroke your face, roaming slowly to your neck
your mind succumbing to my gentle touch
Lulling you softly into a deep passion within
Sensations cover your body as my lips consume you
Encompassing every part of your sensuality inside
Tremors of ecstasies music building inside your thighs
I pull your hands to my hard muscled chest
Feeling my hot burning skin under your hands
I guide you to my restrained passions below
We join together in a karma sutra of built up lust
Rocking slowly to a classic tinkling of piano keys
A slow dramatic set of deep slow tones and beats
The music of our bodies building to the high-pitched notes
Edifying up in volumes intensity and deep passion
Riding the waves of the compositions concluding end
Our bodies lay swathed in the heat of the music's last part
The remembrance of the concerto echoes in the mind
Entwined you fall into slumber at the end of
Passions Symphony
Exploiting My Expressions
I wanted to share with you my pain of not being able to enjoy the sacred walls of your most sensitive atmosphere. The way I felt between your legs was similar to the way I felt before I left you after our first meeting..
I felt like I could win the world with you sensuously...
I am a very passionate man that would love fulfilling the fantasies and needs of your own...
I want to taste you again as I am now addicted...Unlike before
it is like a vampires thirst to blood..
will you explore this world with me as a free spirited soul..
not afraid to grab hold of me as I wouldn't you respectfully..
I trust my instincts of believing in your stamina as I hope you will my own..
I do want to make love with you/not just to you...From your mind to your neck to your breast to your back to your ass to your vagina to your clitoris to your legs to your feet with all the right and proper ingredients...You will not have to teach me...Just be able to reach me...Similar to the way your mouth to my bottom lip defeated me..
I was so relaxed and in love with seeing you naked...Your beautiful soft flesh had me far from second guessing..I needed you and you gave me a sample that I value respectfully at this time...
I just wanted to get some of this off of my chest.....
I felt like I could win the world with you sensuously...
I am a very passionate man that would love fulfilling the fantasies and needs of your own...
I want to taste you again as I am now addicted...Unlike before
it is like a vampires thirst to blood..
will you explore this world with me as a free spirited soul..
not afraid to grab hold of me as I wouldn't you respectfully..
I trust my instincts of believing in your stamina as I hope you will my own..
I do want to make love with you/not just to you...From your mind to your neck to your breast to your back to your ass to your vagina to your clitoris to your legs to your feet with all the right and proper ingredients...You will not have to teach me...Just be able to reach me...Similar to the way your mouth to my bottom lip defeated me..
I was so relaxed and in love with seeing you naked...Your beautiful soft flesh had me far from second guessing..I needed you and you gave me a sample that I value respectfully at this time...
I just wanted to get some of this off of my chest.....
A Letter from Alesha - 10/21/04 3:08 PM
Hey babe,
So, my plan is to study with Santell, which is the girl who I did my volunteer work with, the one who dropped me off at home last week. We decided to stay at the hospital and study in the Library. I am not sure how long it will take but I am guessing about 3 hours from when we get out of class. Supposedly, class ends at 5:30 today but we will see. Santell is going to drop me off at the Naylor Rd after we finish studying. I will give you a call if anything changes. That's about it for that subject!
Thanks for talking with me at lunch! I had a lot to think and write about after I got off the phone with you and it made me feel better. Thank you for being patient with me, I am really learning a lot and developing. I realize that I do not thoroughly communicate with you and I see the effect that it has on simple things. That will change! I am so used to being a loner, and independent individual that never had to communicate my thoughts and moves. I am so used to just doing what I do. That is not going to work for us so, I will put forth the effort to make clear, concise communication between you and I. I decided to purchase a journal. Everyday I am going to write about the things that we talk or do not talk about. I know that putting things on paper makes dealing easier for me. All my life I have been the type of person to hold everything in. I know that is not good. I listen and listen to what others have to say and I hold what I feel or what to say in. That has a lot to do with my upbringing, we were not allowed to say how we felt in certain situations. I can explain it to you in more detail when I see you. But I will not allow my upbringing (past) to interfere with the present, I am determined to overcome that part of me. I am very easily bruised or hurt (extremely easy to hurt) so as a defense mechanism or to protect myself in advance or at the expense of not wanting to sound stupid or be misunderstood, I have learned/programmed myself to not express my truest feelings.
You were right, now I am being bombarded with new things. Not only in my profession but in my personal life. This is good because I am learning fast. I am doing my best to absorb and change the areas of me that need to be tweeked. Please, continue to be patient with me as I try to learn patience. Where I lack please continue to fill in and bring to my attention the outrageous things I do at times. Also know that I have not malicious intent ever when it comes to how and why I do things. Most of my life has been sheltered as you probably can tell, my only influence up until 2001 was my immediate family. I desire change and am taking the necessary steps to become more versatile in my thinking, actions and speaking, I need your help!
I love you, pray that I retain my study material and do good tomorrow. See you when I get home.
Alesha
So, my plan is to study with Santell, which is the girl who I did my volunteer work with, the one who dropped me off at home last week. We decided to stay at the hospital and study in the Library. I am not sure how long it will take but I am guessing about 3 hours from when we get out of class. Supposedly, class ends at 5:30 today but we will see. Santell is going to drop me off at the Naylor Rd after we finish studying. I will give you a call if anything changes. That's about it for that subject!
Thanks for talking with me at lunch! I had a lot to think and write about after I got off the phone with you and it made me feel better. Thank you for being patient with me, I am really learning a lot and developing. I realize that I do not thoroughly communicate with you and I see the effect that it has on simple things. That will change! I am so used to being a loner, and independent individual that never had to communicate my thoughts and moves. I am so used to just doing what I do. That is not going to work for us so, I will put forth the effort to make clear, concise communication between you and I. I decided to purchase a journal. Everyday I am going to write about the things that we talk or do not talk about. I know that putting things on paper makes dealing easier for me. All my life I have been the type of person to hold everything in. I know that is not good. I listen and listen to what others have to say and I hold what I feel or what to say in. That has a lot to do with my upbringing, we were not allowed to say how we felt in certain situations. I can explain it to you in more detail when I see you. But I will not allow my upbringing (past) to interfere with the present, I am determined to overcome that part of me. I am very easily bruised or hurt (extremely easy to hurt) so as a defense mechanism or to protect myself in advance or at the expense of not wanting to sound stupid or be misunderstood, I have learned/programmed myself to not express my truest feelings.
You were right, now I am being bombarded with new things. Not only in my profession but in my personal life. This is good because I am learning fast. I am doing my best to absorb and change the areas of me that need to be tweeked. Please, continue to be patient with me as I try to learn patience. Where I lack please continue to fill in and bring to my attention the outrageous things I do at times. Also know that I have not malicious intent ever when it comes to how and why I do things. Most of my life has been sheltered as you probably can tell, my only influence up until 2001 was my immediate family. I desire change and am taking the necessary steps to become more versatile in my thinking, actions and speaking, I need your help!
I love you, pray that I retain my study material and do good tomorrow. See you when I get home.
Alesha
Freestyling 25
Justice
You see
I already paid my respects
Right hand leading the left
I connect
Swift less the bob and weave
Is how I represent
No hour no minutes
Beat or no beat I spit
Never hesitant
My verbals permanent
Like my dialect
Securing my environment
Fuck the president
I rhyme for the times
Not the government
You see
I already paid my respects
Right hand leading the left
I connect
Swift less the bob and weave
Is how I represent
No hour no minutes
Beat or no beat I spit
Never hesitant
My verbals permanent
Like my dialect
Securing my environment
Fuck the president
I rhyme for the times
Not the government
Wednesday, October 12, 2005
The Way She Makes Me
Isn't she lovely
Her smile
Her hair
Her body
Her lips
Her walk
Isn't she lovely
Her eyes
Her voice
Her hands
Her talk
Her touch
Isn't she lovely
Her scent
Her legs
Her nose
Her teeth
Her blush
Isn't she lovely
The way she makes
Me feel
Me smile
Me happy
Me love
Me need
Isn't she lovely
The way she makes
Me shine
Me desire
Me want
Me glow
Me breathe
Isn't she lovely
The Way She Makes Me
Her smile
Her hair
Her body
Her lips
Her walk
Isn't she lovely
Her eyes
Her voice
Her hands
Her talk
Her touch
Isn't she lovely
Her scent
Her legs
Her nose
Her teeth
Her blush
Isn't she lovely
The way she makes
Me feel
Me smile
Me happy
Me love
Me need
Isn't she lovely
The way she makes
Me shine
Me desire
Me want
Me glow
Me breathe
Isn't she lovely
The Way She Makes Me
ENJOYING THIS - Part 5 of 10
Then became of us
Without sleep
the heavy breathing
my hands upon your body
your most sensitive
orgasm my attempt
sweating on top of you
your hands
my back you squeeze
hips you raise vertically
I shake now
my heart begins to smile
erection of your vulva
welcomes my lubricated finger tips opening
and closing the glands
of your clitoris
as stimulation for you begins
looking for a change
in your body language
before placing my soft lips
in between your hips
My tongue. Delicious
turning over on your stomach
just to ease
your excited muscles
with a massage
your back
your thighs
your calves
Your gluteus maxim us
Your skin so succulent
my penis is harder then
your grip on life
I salivate to think of you
as my wife
as I watch your vagina
breath in and out
out and in
welcoming me to slowly
come within
instead I take my mouth
and sit it
in between your ass
like a remote control
lost within a couch
wet, secreted, juicy
I belong tasting you
before inserting my all
inside of you
Love I feel, as I smell
the beauty of you
lightly I lick you
gently I stick you
exploring the hole that
is sacred between you
you scream you can't take any more
as your asshole opens up
to my tongue
a gentle voice
screams out loud
Mi amour, Mi amour
I stay positioned
as I was here before
with the caramel, chocolate,
strawberries and nuts
desiring your body
similar to a banana split
topping you as I hunger
for your body miles away
allowing you to continue
ENJOYING THIS - Part 5 of 10
Without sleep
the heavy breathing
my hands upon your body
your most sensitive
orgasm my attempt
sweating on top of you
your hands
my back you squeeze
hips you raise vertically
I shake now
my heart begins to smile
erection of your vulva
welcomes my lubricated finger tips opening
and closing the glands
of your clitoris
as stimulation for you begins
looking for a change
in your body language
before placing my soft lips
in between your hips
My tongue. Delicious
turning over on your stomach
just to ease
your excited muscles
with a massage
your back
your thighs
your calves
Your gluteus maxim us
Your skin so succulent
my penis is harder then
your grip on life
I salivate to think of you
as my wife
as I watch your vagina
breath in and out
out and in
welcoming me to slowly
come within
instead I take my mouth
and sit it
in between your ass
like a remote control
lost within a couch
wet, secreted, juicy
I belong tasting you
before inserting my all
inside of you
Love I feel, as I smell
the beauty of you
lightly I lick you
gently I stick you
exploring the hole that
is sacred between you
you scream you can't take any more
as your asshole opens up
to my tongue
a gentle voice
screams out loud
Mi amour, Mi amour
I stay positioned
as I was here before
with the caramel, chocolate,
strawberries and nuts
desiring your body
similar to a banana split
topping you as I hunger
for your body miles away
allowing you to continue
ENJOYING THIS - Part 5 of 10
Long Forgotten
That morning
Along with the sunrise
Birds sang their songs
I felt the warmth of feelings
Flowing deliciously through my blood
She snuggled against me
Warmth and sweet
I inhaled her aroma
My hands began to caress her
Tenderly and carefully
Frightened to awaken her
She stirred
She felt
She responded
Desire captured my being
Oh...I wanted her
She turned and began to caress
Her touches were tender and loving
Her lips were delicious
Her kisses were soft, warm, giving, and strong
She took me in her arms
I felt content and very blessed
I cradled her tightly in my arms
Firmly tucked her against my chest
Oh
I wanted to savor this moment
Beautiful and unexpected
I wanted to keep this memory etched in my mind
I wanted this moment to stay alive
I wanted to let her know
And to return what she has given me
The feeling that has been
Long Forgotten
Along with the sunrise
Birds sang their songs
I felt the warmth of feelings
Flowing deliciously through my blood
She snuggled against me
Warmth and sweet
I inhaled her aroma
My hands began to caress her
Tenderly and carefully
Frightened to awaken her
She stirred
She felt
She responded
Desire captured my being
Oh...I wanted her
She turned and began to caress
Her touches were tender and loving
Her lips were delicious
Her kisses were soft, warm, giving, and strong
She took me in her arms
I felt content and very blessed
I cradled her tightly in my arms
Firmly tucked her against my chest
Oh
I wanted to savor this moment
Beautiful and unexpected
I wanted to keep this memory etched in my mind
I wanted this moment to stay alive
I wanted to let her know
And to return what she has given me
The feeling that has been
Long Forgotten
Freestyling 24
Sometimes
I was made to believe
That the world was like cheese
Until the decision
Was made to cut a piece
To consume
And fulfill my needs
Slicing deep
With precision I now can see
Inside and out like Swiss
My appetite to succeed
Is greater then the birth
of you before the birth of me
Automatically I proceed to serve
and consume patiently
Wisdom I ingest to manifest
independently
Substantially providing rhythmically
comfort to those pretending to be
A friend to me
consistently challenging me
To come bust my mentality
Releasing energy
Hotter then the touching
of flames in the 3rd degree
I was made to believe
That the world was like cheese
Until the decision
Was made to cut a piece
To consume
And fulfill my needs
Slicing deep
With precision I now can see
Inside and out like Swiss
My appetite to succeed
Is greater then the birth
of you before the birth of me
Automatically I proceed to serve
and consume patiently
Wisdom I ingest to manifest
independently
Substantially providing rhythmically
comfort to those pretending to be
A friend to me
consistently challenging me
To come bust my mentality
Releasing energy
Hotter then the touching
of flames in the 3rd degree
Bringing the Freak Out of Me
I Passed by to do more
than just sex you
I came through to drive you
to the end of South America
and back to VA
with my "Bleep" in your "Bleep"
even while you sleep
I have enough stamina
to keep one eye of yours open
so you can peek
at the way my waist
moves forward to get
deeper and deeper
while from around
your thighs falls the sheet
not to the floor but to your feet
keeping them warm
so your blood in your body
doesn't become weak
and on that note
in closing I apologize
if you now have to
change your "bleeps"
on the account of you
Bringing the Freak Out of Me
than just sex you
I came through to drive you
to the end of South America
and back to VA
with my "Bleep" in your "Bleep"
even while you sleep
I have enough stamina
to keep one eye of yours open
so you can peek
at the way my waist
moves forward to get
deeper and deeper
while from around
your thighs falls the sheet
not to the floor but to your feet
keeping them warm
so your blood in your body
doesn't become weak
and on that note
in closing I apologize
if you now have to
change your "bleeps"
on the account of you
Bringing the Freak Out of Me
The Undivided Attention - The Sequel
The massage, the feet,
the hands the neck
the arms the shoulders
the legs the breast,
the ass, the inner thighs
the outer thighs the face
the lips the lips again
the heat the passion
the sweat the lust
the throbbing the wanting
the waiting the holding tight
the squeezing the breathing
the climax the thrust
the pleasure leaving me to mention
the experiencing orgasms together
the providing the supplying
The Undivided Attention
the hands the neck
the arms the shoulders
the legs the breast,
the ass, the inner thighs
the outer thighs the face
the lips the lips again
the heat the passion
the sweat the lust
the throbbing the wanting
the waiting the holding tight
the squeezing the breathing
the climax the thrust
the pleasure leaving me to mention
the experiencing orgasms together
the providing the supplying
The Undivided Attention
As Long As We Continue to Believe
Please believe that
I am only here
For the believer in you
Woman I do need to
Touch you
Touch you like
No other man has needed to
There's a difference
I could want to touch you
But a want achieved
Is just another goal achieved
You see I need to touch you
To fulfill the Lords needs
He put me here for you
He created me for you
As I am the only man you need
To take the responsibility
Of making your world complete
Which may take a little time
But not too long
As Long As We Continue to Believe
I am only here
For the believer in you
Woman I do need to
Touch you
Touch you like
No other man has needed to
There's a difference
I could want to touch you
But a want achieved
Is just another goal achieved
You see I need to touch you
To fulfill the Lords needs
He put me here for you
He created me for you
As I am the only man you need
To take the responsibility
Of making your world complete
Which may take a little time
But not too long
As Long As We Continue to Believe
A Larger Smile on My Face
The first day I
Smiled
Is when I saw your face
It had me floating
Above clouds
In a new place
A place called love
The many thoughts
That crossed my mind has raced
you, me the world - one pace
With one word coming to my mind
At this time
Dedicate
I never want to let go
Of this feeling
Because you make me happy
Knowing that I've been accepted
By you your trust and your chase
I stand still and pray for that day
To be caught by someone like you
Someone that with one thought
Could put
A Larger Smile on My Face
Smiled
Is when I saw your face
It had me floating
Above clouds
In a new place
A place called love
The many thoughts
That crossed my mind has raced
you, me the world - one pace
With one word coming to my mind
At this time
Dedicate
I never want to let go
Of this feeling
Because you make me happy
Knowing that I've been accepted
By you your trust and your chase
I stand still and pray for that day
To be caught by someone like you
Someone that with one thought
Could put
A Larger Smile on My Face
What the Hell is Really Going On
I see now
If I had to do it all over again
I've heard that once before
The truth ignored
Because to know what I know
Is like suicide being really
Okay with the Lord
Even I once thought graphically
And drastically each time
My back was up against the wall
A human prevailing, focusing on what is
Behind that conditionally chosen door
Come inside and explore
If you would like to know more
Its right here
Information in the purest form
I'm me a man living righteously
For the right cause
I live to restart hearts that pause
Love to me
is like freedom behind bars
Protected from the secrets
Of a another's flaws
Sleeping peacefully
Less the routine of
uninhibited sexual chores
You know the ones where
you go then I go
Initiating for the higher score
Only to be left saturated like fat
Having to get up to dry off
HIV tested STD infected
Topics not discussed
What the Hell is Really Going On
If I had to do it all over again
I've heard that once before
The truth ignored
Because to know what I know
Is like suicide being really
Okay with the Lord
Even I once thought graphically
And drastically each time
My back was up against the wall
A human prevailing, focusing on what is
Behind that conditionally chosen door
Come inside and explore
If you would like to know more
Its right here
Information in the purest form
I'm me a man living righteously
For the right cause
I live to restart hearts that pause
Love to me
is like freedom behind bars
Protected from the secrets
Of a another's flaws
Sleeping peacefully
Less the routine of
uninhibited sexual chores
You know the ones where
you go then I go
Initiating for the higher score
Only to be left saturated like fat
Having to get up to dry off
HIV tested STD infected
Topics not discussed
What the Hell is Really Going On
Freestyling 23
I'm tired
For real this is a problem
My mind my where the hell
Did that come from
The patterns so many
Women and Men
Their shit and their friends
As I sit and choose to only
Have one and that is Jesus Christ
As he is the one that has
Died to save my life
So dedicated I will remain
Because I sit without pain
Daily meditating under pressure
From rain falling from 87000 miles away, blessed beyond the sun's rays
For real this is a problem
My mind my where the hell
Did that come from
The patterns so many
Women and Men
Their shit and their friends
As I sit and choose to only
Have one and that is Jesus Christ
As he is the one that has
Died to save my life
So dedicated I will remain
Because I sit without pain
Daily meditating under pressure
From rain falling from 87000 miles away, blessed beyond the sun's rays
Freestyling 22
Remember
The division of your shadow
Is the vision of my permanent battle
Uphill the struggle
Just for my one hundredth word
To grab you
The attention to mention
is not here to haggle
Love - I'm trying to rock you
Like a Fraggle
Aiming to give you more Power
Than Austin during and after
I shag you
Eating that ass like fiddle
Without the faddle
Flooding my world girl
Stroking and Soaking me
And still gots my paddle
The division of your shadow
Is the vision of my permanent battle
Uphill the struggle
Just for my one hundredth word
To grab you
The attention to mention
is not here to haggle
Love - I'm trying to rock you
Like a Fraggle
Aiming to give you more Power
Than Austin during and after
I shag you
Eating that ass like fiddle
Without the faddle
Flooding my world girl
Stroking and Soaking me
And still gots my paddle
Very Dear
What I write is what I feel
I feel just the presence
of your smile
and the attitude
it expresses to me
I know that if we ever meet
there would be an immediate chemistry
It is all about
the appreciation involved
with two adults who understand
that time is my lust
beyond compare as you
will understand me now more clear
vibrant like your hair
that I've been stunned with
as well as by your beauty
that at this time I am finding
Very Dear
I feel just the presence
of your smile
and the attitude
it expresses to me
I know that if we ever meet
there would be an immediate chemistry
It is all about
the appreciation involved
with two adults who understand
that time is my lust
beyond compare as you
will understand me now more clear
vibrant like your hair
that I've been stunned with
as well as by your beauty
that at this time I am finding
Very Dear
The Tip of My Plane
As I am here
to ask only of you
to taste that mind
before the frosting behind
the front of your existence
I just would love to sit
within your atmospheric resistance
and delight the blood flow
within your body with my lips
as I am an unconditional man
that loves to transmit
one thought to the next thought
Let me soothe and calm
the muscles in your brain
before you ejaculate on
The Tip of My Plane
to ask only of you
to taste that mind
before the frosting behind
the front of your existence
I just would love to sit
within your atmospheric resistance
and delight the blood flow
within your body with my lips
as I am an unconditional man
that loves to transmit
one thought to the next thought
Let me soothe and calm
the muscles in your brain
before you ejaculate on
The Tip of My Plane
Their Own Line
It seems like
every time I every time
back at the beginning
I realize I'm found
without trying to find
a negative reason
to become dumb, deaf and blind
I've already asked why
The opposite of afraid
and far from shy
however I think that my
gentle guy is a again
being taking for a ride
from adult mind
to another adult mind
existing to be
comforting and kind
but for some reason
it seems like someone
wants to walk down
Their Own Line
every time I every time
back at the beginning
I realize I'm found
without trying to find
a negative reason
to become dumb, deaf and blind
I've already asked why
The opposite of afraid
and far from shy
however I think that my
gentle guy is a again
being taking for a ride
from adult mind
to another adult mind
existing to be
comforting and kind
but for some reason
it seems like someone
wants to walk down
Their Own Line
Freestyling 21
If I
If I don't counteract
Then how can I stand
To face the fact
That I am just a man
You see my future is that
Which pertains no plan
No 40 acres no mule no land
No applejack no diggemsmack
Just empty space
Like empty hands of an uncovered clan
Are you really ready to sit back
And discuss spans
Of my life time that
is darker than black
you know the color of real Afrikaans
Holla if you understand that
Like footprints in sand
Without footprints in the sand
You do the math
If I don't counteract
Then how can I stand
To face the fact
That I am just a man
You see my future is that
Which pertains no plan
No 40 acres no mule no land
No applejack no diggemsmack
Just empty space
Like empty hands of an uncovered clan
Are you really ready to sit back
And discuss spans
Of my life time that
is darker than black
you know the color of real Afrikaans
Holla if you understand that
Like footprints in sand
Without footprints in the sand
You do the math
Moments
I just wanted to take this moment
to apologize to the moments
that kept me from my moments
of peace of ease
I sit now before you
to share my thoughts openly
because it is only
within this moment I feel safe
Like a man untouched by a woman
safe until he is freed by a woman
the umbilical cord, life preserved
a life unreserved Me..
Now again I am seen
only to be unseen
by a moment decided
by a woman within her moment
and I unserstand
that is why ahead I plan
because I don't trust my own moments
as they allow me to settle
Within this world of ungodly moments
I cry through my thoughts
because no one wants to take the time
to discuss our moments
Living to die until our moment
before our moments
what are we to do to remember
if we are not interested in one another's moments
You see I talk about moments
here and now because
I was once trapped inside of a moment
where I did not lose site of my plan
My faith established a base
to seize time
where I was able to counter my moment
by someone else's moment
Living and testifying before you
that I am alive and well because
of how I understand moments
and the way they just exist as
Moments
to apologize to the moments
that kept me from my moments
of peace of ease
I sit now before you
to share my thoughts openly
because it is only
within this moment I feel safe
Like a man untouched by a woman
safe until he is freed by a woman
the umbilical cord, life preserved
a life unreserved Me..
Now again I am seen
only to be unseen
by a moment decided
by a woman within her moment
and I unserstand
that is why ahead I plan
because I don't trust my own moments
as they allow me to settle
Within this world of ungodly moments
I cry through my thoughts
because no one wants to take the time
to discuss our moments
Living to die until our moment
before our moments
what are we to do to remember
if we are not interested in one another's moments
You see I talk about moments
here and now because
I was once trapped inside of a moment
where I did not lose site of my plan
My faith established a base
to seize time
where I was able to counter my moment
by someone else's moment
Living and testifying before you
that I am alive and well because
of how I understand moments
and the way they just exist as
Moments
A Letter for the Beautiful
I have waited a long time to find someone who takes my breath away, who leaves butterflies in my stomach always, and who I cannot take my mind off through out my day. You have done this to me and I thank god every night for bringing you into my life.
You have mended every broken piece of my heart and it is forever yours. I want to soon spend the rest of my life with you. I know you have had your heart broke and I know you have been hurt by many people but I am making this promise to you I will never break your heart and I will not hurt you I want to make you happy for the rest of my life.
I want to be the shoulder you always cry on and the ear you talk to when you have something on your mind. I dream about us taking that next step and walking down the isle but I know we must wait until we get our lives on track, which you have made such progress. I love you and I will make sure you know this and hear this from me everyday.
You have mended every broken piece of my heart and it is forever yours. I want to soon spend the rest of my life with you. I know you have had your heart broke and I know you have been hurt by many people but I am making this promise to you I will never break your heart and I will not hurt you I want to make you happy for the rest of my life.
I want to be the shoulder you always cry on and the ear you talk to when you have something on your mind. I dream about us taking that next step and walking down the isle but I know we must wait until we get our lives on track, which you have made such progress. I love you and I will make sure you know this and hear this from me everyday.
One Day I Am
Soon I am
Going to take you
To a far away land
Which is my ultimate plan
Just me
Just you
Just Maya
Us - removing the J and T
I aim to secure you
With my A and P
Adoration and Promise
Never to break
After the vows have been exchanged
For the love of God
And the son he gave
I wish to dream of ya’
Like the first day
You had me Dreamnghia
Years later
Finding myself destined
In completinghia
Giving you my hand
To take and hold and understand
My focus in making you mine
One Day I Am
Going to take you
To a far away land
Which is my ultimate plan
Just me
Just you
Just Maya
Us - removing the J and T
I aim to secure you
With my A and P
Adoration and Promise
Never to break
After the vows have been exchanged
For the love of God
And the son he gave
I wish to dream of ya’
Like the first day
You had me Dreamnghia
Years later
Finding myself destined
In completinghia
Giving you my hand
To take and hold and understand
My focus in making you mine
One Day I Am
Freestyling 20
My mother warned me of shit
Like this
The talent the gift
Lyrics remain confident
Whether you are on or not on my dick
Flow is deep enough to float
The heaviest ships
Pimp slapping the most readiest lips
Stepping with no balance
is that New York Kid
BedStuy Brooklyn
just to be specific
Like this
The talent the gift
Lyrics remain confident
Whether you are on or not on my dick
Flow is deep enough to float
The heaviest ships
Pimp slapping the most readiest lips
Stepping with no balance
is that New York Kid
BedStuy Brooklyn
just to be specific
Today’s Revelation
I had to take a break
from work to reflect
on the little things and
the real reason why I smile
after waking up in the morning
happy that the Lord values
my breathing, my 100 reasons
for loving life everlasting
my joy his satisfaction
blessed beyond the years of constellation
as my own relation
is shaped like a heart's appreciation
of acceptance which now
becomes part of
Today’s Revelation
from work to reflect
on the little things and
the real reason why I smile
after waking up in the morning
happy that the Lord values
my breathing, my 100 reasons
for loving life everlasting
my joy his satisfaction
blessed beyond the years of constellation
as my own relation
is shaped like a heart's appreciation
of acceptance which now
becomes part of
Today’s Revelation
Freestyling 19 - Hey!
With Or Without You
I will hit you while you sleeping
A Freak Without The Rican
I'm Fly With Mines
That Will Make The Last Memories
Of Your Last Man Vanish
Sexy Without The Spanish
Across Your Border
Got You Leaking Secrets On Victoria
Stroking Until I'm Feeling More Of Ya
Ejaculation Open Your Mouth
Aint No Time For Behaving Miss,
I'm Putting The Numbness
Back Into Your Clit
Who The Fellatio
Can Captivate This Flow
Unlike 9.5 - 3.5 Ratio
Ahkmel Ko'D These Pimps
That Don't Love The Ho's
Hating Because All These Ho's
Are Loving My Flow
I will hit you while you sleeping
A Freak Without The Rican
I'm Fly With Mines
That Will Make The Last Memories
Of Your Last Man Vanish
Sexy Without The Spanish
Across Your Border
Got You Leaking Secrets On Victoria
Stroking Until I'm Feeling More Of Ya
Ejaculation Open Your Mouth
Aint No Time For Behaving Miss,
I'm Putting The Numbness
Back Into Your Clit
Who The Fellatio
Can Captivate This Flow
Unlike 9.5 - 3.5 Ratio
Ahkmel Ko'D These Pimps
That Don't Love The Ho's
Hating Because All These Ho's
Are Loving My Flow
Permanent
Now is the time
to put the real on the table
I notice you need more friends
than those that can contain you
come on be for real
you are not ready to love
because you reject love
you are more like a yellow dove
once pure but no more
look at how you operate
your life with no organization
buy always trying to use
your mental is to show intelligence
I'm telling you to be for real and stop faking
it hasn't brought you anything different
looks like to me you are in
the same situation looking for a
better way through criticism
when you don't even support
your own children
guiding them with non-spiritual wisdom
I'm telling you that it is a sad thing
trying to claim you are African
at the same time acting like an American
no Indian
following and not leading
life is like a open wound
with no bleeding
Damn
sometimes I wonder if
your life is gracious
or do you just live
day to day making poor decision
like the president
then again who am I
I don't know as much as you
I really don't have a clue
about your intelligence
which right now is irrelevant
because about your worries
I can't worry because within
my heart my love for all things
including myself is
Permanent
to put the real on the table
I notice you need more friends
than those that can contain you
come on be for real
you are not ready to love
because you reject love
you are more like a yellow dove
once pure but no more
look at how you operate
your life with no organization
buy always trying to use
your mental is to show intelligence
I'm telling you to be for real and stop faking
it hasn't brought you anything different
looks like to me you are in
the same situation looking for a
better way through criticism
when you don't even support
your own children
guiding them with non-spiritual wisdom
I'm telling you that it is a sad thing
trying to claim you are African
at the same time acting like an American
no Indian
following and not leading
life is like a open wound
with no bleeding
Damn
sometimes I wonder if
your life is gracious
or do you just live
day to day making poor decision
like the president
then again who am I
I don't know as much as you
I really don't have a clue
about your intelligence
which right now is irrelevant
because about your worries
I can't worry because within
my heart my love for all things
including myself is
Permanent
Forever Our Lives Are Changed
I have dreamed my whole life of this moment
When I take you firmly and caress you
Driving you wild with ecstasy
Holding you in a strength unsurpassed
Kissing you until you
willingly submit to my every move
Then releasing you gently
to reveal your passion
Your begging response, your sexual hunger
Then again holding you strongly, taking you
Penetrating,
in a complex orchestration of eroticism
Giving, receiving, gently, firmly, lovingly
Holding you in an embrace of warmth, passion and love
Driving you into an abyss of sensuality
Pulling you back to tease you with affection
Then again and again, ecstasy
Searching the erogenous zones of your mind
Making your body ache with desire,
craving more and more
In a voyage of ecstasy,
sexual passions unleashed,
I seduce you
You are my slave in this journey
to the pinnacles of sexuality
We do not want it to end
such is the moment and the longing
And here we are now,
embracing making love, endless love
A lifetime of searching, discovery,
and a fantasy fulfilled
Forever Our Lives Are Changed
When I take you firmly and caress you
Driving you wild with ecstasy
Holding you in a strength unsurpassed
Kissing you until you
willingly submit to my every move
Then releasing you gently
to reveal your passion
Your begging response, your sexual hunger
Then again holding you strongly, taking you
Penetrating,
in a complex orchestration of eroticism
Giving, receiving, gently, firmly, lovingly
Holding you in an embrace of warmth, passion and love
Driving you into an abyss of sensuality
Pulling you back to tease you with affection
Then again and again, ecstasy
Searching the erogenous zones of your mind
Making your body ache with desire,
craving more and more
In a voyage of ecstasy,
sexual passions unleashed,
I seduce you
You are my slave in this journey
to the pinnacles of sexuality
We do not want it to end
such is the moment and the longing
And here we are now,
embracing making love, endless love
A lifetime of searching, discovery,
and a fantasy fulfilled
Forever Our Lives Are Changed
You Bugging
I used to think
That I couldn’t write about
The legs behind the head board experience
I’m the force for the world to witness
Like light pressure applied to the cut
He said cut / Yes I did
On purpose I tripped
Got my passport stamped
I’m the Casanova International and Domestic
Far from letting the touch
of a woman making me hectic
My style has been perfected and respected
By individuals who understood
Before understanding how not to be rejected
Resulting in nothing other than
them wanting to accept this
I’m here on the strength
Just trying to eat, sleep, breathe
And relate physically to the minds of the naked
Or maybe meet and greet then delete
You know like I know these women
Lack and will continue to lack
Partying and clubbing
Monday through Friday – False Loving
At the same time sharing and hugging
Please get away from me with that
Sour Honey Ice Tea
Your Bugging
That I couldn’t write about
The legs behind the head board experience
I’m the force for the world to witness
Like light pressure applied to the cut
He said cut / Yes I did
On purpose I tripped
Got my passport stamped
I’m the Casanova International and Domestic
Far from letting the touch
of a woman making me hectic
My style has been perfected and respected
By individuals who understood
Before understanding how not to be rejected
Resulting in nothing other than
them wanting to accept this
I’m here on the strength
Just trying to eat, sleep, breathe
And relate physically to the minds of the naked
Or maybe meet and greet then delete
You know like I know these women
Lack and will continue to lack
Partying and clubbing
Monday through Friday – False Loving
At the same time sharing and hugging
Please get away from me with that
Sour Honey Ice Tea
Your Bugging
Touch Me
Stapled more sheets
Though my life is still incomplete
I argue points now beyond belief
2004 alone still in these streets
Survivor is me – because I conquer
plus defeat record 140 – 3
percentage 94% roughly
call me toughie
because I exchange lumps monthly
not sugar – I don’t give a damn
about how much you want – trust me
WD-40 in my blood – never rusty
My flow is pussy like a zit
Try to bust me
But first you have to
Touch Me
Though my life is still incomplete
I argue points now beyond belief
2004 alone still in these streets
Survivor is me – because I conquer
plus defeat record 140 – 3
percentage 94% roughly
call me toughie
because I exchange lumps monthly
not sugar – I don’t give a damn
about how much you want – trust me
WD-40 in my blood – never rusty
My flow is pussy like a zit
Try to bust me
But first you have to
Touch Me
Esteem Shrinking
Ditch Digging
One shovel no handle
Barefoot and stinking
Footprints no longer
Seen in the sand
Got you thinking
Clouds of dust
Got you blinking
Feet buried and dirty
Scared now piss drinking
Belt buckling you down
One shot Abe Lincoln
Lights out stars eclipsed
No more twinkling
Just mood swinging
High – for your grill
because I’m about double chinning
Jaw piece on swole due to
Esteem Shrinking
One shovel no handle
Barefoot and stinking
Footprints no longer
Seen in the sand
Got you thinking
Clouds of dust
Got you blinking
Feet buried and dirty
Scared now piss drinking
Belt buckling you down
One shot Abe Lincoln
Lights out stars eclipsed
No more twinkling
Just mood swinging
High – for your grill
because I’m about double chinning
Jaw piece on swole due to
Esteem Shrinking
Joined as One
Hold me tight and rock me slow
take me deep and don't let go
the music our moans and sighs
perfect for this mating dance
Share with me a soulful kiss
tongues wetly part our lips
lost in the heat of desire
our breath a hot whirlwind
Aching for your supple breasts
pressed to my soft hairy chest
hands upon your rolling hips
as you rise and fall upon me
Squeeze me hard, milk me dry
until we tremble, gasp and cry
sweat releasing and bodies flushed
without the sun, and its warmth
Joined as One
take me deep and don't let go
the music our moans and sighs
perfect for this mating dance
Share with me a soulful kiss
tongues wetly part our lips
lost in the heat of desire
our breath a hot whirlwind
Aching for your supple breasts
pressed to my soft hairy chest
hands upon your rolling hips
as you rise and fall upon me
Squeeze me hard, milk me dry
until we tremble, gasp and cry
sweat releasing and bodies flushed
without the sun, and its warmth
Joined as One
Freestyling 18
Even at the lowest peek of the sun
I'm still shining like a Diamond
Catching the attention of the deaf dumb and blind
When I'm rhyming
Making believers out of the non
When I start assigning
Lyrical beat down assignments
To fake emcee's lying
Prosecuting the frauds trying
To rep the streets crying
About the struggle and the grinding
The hustle and the climbing
Exposing the momma out these boys sizing
Them up for the pressure I'm applying
Lining them up the lesser of those replying
Then tying them up as the aggressor of these findings
I'm still shining like a Diamond
Catching the attention of the deaf dumb and blind
When I'm rhyming
Making believers out of the non
When I start assigning
Lyrical beat down assignments
To fake emcee's lying
Prosecuting the frauds trying
To rep the streets crying
About the struggle and the grinding
The hustle and the climbing
Exposing the momma out these boys sizing
Them up for the pressure I'm applying
Lining them up the lesser of those replying
Then tying them up as the aggressor of these findings
Tuesday, October 11, 2005
Freestyling 17
With or without the attention
Leaving me to mention
I am hotter than 1 million men marching
In DC with the AIDS infection
DonÂt stop and look at me
Without the proper protection
Or be left with your peeps second guessing
Bringing to you immediately lessons
About this deadly lyrical venom
I spit in all directions
First before the infection
Now count backwards from 1
Leaving you with mental ingestion
All confused with the shitty complexion
Trying to move up like the Jefferson's
Commercially that just wonÂt work
So stop stressing
Before out comes the Wesson
That will do more than pop ya
Once used as a door stopper
Just to show how I'm Levis cuffed
LDockerskers and I am out
Leaving me to mention
I am hotter than 1 million men marching
In DC with the AIDS infection
DonÂt stop and look at me
Without the proper protection
Or be left with your peeps second guessing
Bringing to you immediately lessons
About this deadly lyrical venom
I spit in all directions
First before the infection
Now count backwards from 1
Leaving you with mental ingestion
All confused with the shitty complexion
Trying to move up like the Jefferson's
Commercially that just wonÂt work
So stop stressing
Before out comes the Wesson
That will do more than pop ya
Once used as a door stopper
Just to show how I'm Levis cuffed
LDockerskers and I am out
When I Give Permission
Why is it until we are with someone
We meet the ideal someone
That we would rather do more for
Caught in between my desires
And my needs I live to have another explore
My choice like the lips real moist
applying the wings
To my back
Like those on a Rolls Royce
Smooth and in control we cruise
your head my chest
the pillow of security you rest
troubled no more
sent to you a man settling your debt
and your score
taking your life on
with accuracy
showing and proving
why I am similar to a majesty
due all respect seated
When I Give Permission
We meet the ideal someone
That we would rather do more for
Caught in between my desires
And my needs I live to have another explore
My choice like the lips real moist
applying the wings
To my back
Like those on a Rolls Royce
Smooth and in control we cruise
your head my chest
the pillow of security you rest
troubled no more
sent to you a man settling your debt
and your score
taking your life on
with accuracy
showing and proving
why I am similar to a majesty
due all respect seated
When I Give Permission
Just Because
I left my love in Brooklyn, NY
My courage, My strength
My confidence
My square root of 25
My combination to a complete
Comfortable life
Crying every night
For just a second hurts
More than shedding tears
All at the same time
Flash backs
Of the Central Park walks
The moisture development
The real vibe
That was once felt
I use to cross the street
Hoping to find
On the other side
My love
Memories of climbing trees
Just for a glimpse
Of you to see
Fortunate be I
To my 3rd degree
as I await your presence patiently
Silly for your touch
Wishing to hold your hand
Which I would think
Is not asking too much
If so what would I have to do
To maintain your trust
As if it is only for you I lust
As it is only on you
Exist such a crush
I wonder if you remember what I remember
As it is your mind body and soul
And heart I’m out to rush
Just Because
My courage, My strength
My confidence
My square root of 25
My combination to a complete
Comfortable life
Crying every night
For just a second hurts
More than shedding tears
All at the same time
Flash backs
Of the Central Park walks
The moisture development
The real vibe
That was once felt
I use to cross the street
Hoping to find
On the other side
My love
Memories of climbing trees
Just for a glimpse
Of you to see
Fortunate be I
To my 3rd degree
as I await your presence patiently
Silly for your touch
Wishing to hold your hand
Which I would think
Is not asking too much
If so what would I have to do
To maintain your trust
As if it is only for you I lust
As it is only on you
Exist such a crush
I wonder if you remember what I remember
As it is your mind body and soul
And heart I’m out to rush
Just Because
From the Beginning
Blessed we are the courageous
The vulnerable hearts we hold within
Our bodies bleeding warmth
through smiles contagious,
the beauty surrounding
our words so proudly amazes us
which project the confidence
through smiles which so
helplessly contains us
as metaphors of the splendid way I address you
leaves you feeling better than famous
woman I can love you
until my hearts stops beating
just because you allowed the internet to inflame us
I am hot for your response as you are burning
For my poetry to keep returning to your inbox
dedication to you similar to little boys
And girls playing together in a sand box
You don’t feel me
This is never ending
my mind because of your attention keeps spinning
So you need to be held
At the same time letting my words
continue to do the mending
Because open I will have you
Like the book of Genesis
From the Beginning
The vulnerable hearts we hold within
Our bodies bleeding warmth
through smiles contagious,
the beauty surrounding
our words so proudly amazes us
which project the confidence
through smiles which so
helplessly contains us
as metaphors of the splendid way I address you
leaves you feeling better than famous
woman I can love you
until my hearts stops beating
just because you allowed the internet to inflame us
I am hot for your response as you are burning
For my poetry to keep returning to your inbox
dedication to you similar to little boys
And girls playing together in a sand box
You don’t feel me
This is never ending
my mind because of your attention keeps spinning
So you need to be held
At the same time letting my words
continue to do the mending
Because open I will have you
Like the book of Genesis
From the Beginning
Freestyling 16
Time is straight running out
Better call the police
Coming straight for ya
With no one to hold me
Head locks and contusions
Not enough for five O to patrol me
Around the clock type nigga
Out of control see
I do this for the gain
Never for the lost like Kobe
I pay more attention to the smell
Of the unholy
The unruly the unconscious
The quiet the lonely
With my eyes open for the niggaz
and those bitches trying to phone me .
Trying to 5 and dime me
Like I am some type of phony
Get the fuck out of here
Before you get blocked without a goalee
Better call the police
Coming straight for ya
With no one to hold me
Head locks and contusions
Not enough for five O to patrol me
Around the clock type nigga
Out of control see
I do this for the gain
Never for the lost like Kobe
I pay more attention to the smell
Of the unholy
The unruly the unconscious
The quiet the lonely
With my eyes open for the niggaz
and those bitches trying to phone me .
Trying to 5 and dime me
Like I am some type of phony
Get the fuck out of here
Before you get blocked without a goalee
Freestyling 15
Temp me if you want
Trust me to front
And be all up in da club
Shot up cuz you a thug
Needing O type blood
Half a dollar scrub
Tired of all this entourage bullshit
Supermodel punks
Emcee’s needing love
More than little kids need hugs
What the fuck!
I’m pushing and looking to shove
Half a pound slugs
All up in your butts
With or without Calvin
Call me nuts
and I will cashew In
then crush
Peanut butter lyrics
I spread then eat em up
Trust me to front
And be all up in da club
Shot up cuz you a thug
Needing O type blood
Half a dollar scrub
Tired of all this entourage bullshit
Supermodel punks
Emcee’s needing love
More than little kids need hugs
What the fuck!
I’m pushing and looking to shove
Half a pound slugs
All up in your butts
With or without Calvin
Call me nuts
and I will cashew In
then crush
Peanut butter lyrics
I spread then eat em up
Blinded By Ambition
Tearing away all unnecessary needs
Proclaiming the ability to see the light
Of promise and hope that you provide
Excited for can not only be a crime
But a felony, imprisoned by your attention
Through time, free willed and obligated
By decisions based on intelligence and wisdom
That may be afro-centrically hidden
Let me be the on to parallel my thoughts
On a verbal plane, breaking down your
Spiritual condensation having nothing
to do with rain, run with me
and I’ll run with you, my thoughts and yours
one plus one to equal one and not two
so question me and I’ll answer forever
because it brings me pleasure
when we are learning together within
our loving position at the same time being
Blinded By Ambition
Proclaiming the ability to see the light
Of promise and hope that you provide
Excited for can not only be a crime
But a felony, imprisoned by your attention
Through time, free willed and obligated
By decisions based on intelligence and wisdom
That may be afro-centrically hidden
Let me be the on to parallel my thoughts
On a verbal plane, breaking down your
Spiritual condensation having nothing
to do with rain, run with me
and I’ll run with you, my thoughts and yours
one plus one to equal one and not two
so question me and I’ll answer forever
because it brings me pleasure
when we are learning together within
our loving position at the same time being
Blinded By Ambition
When the Wind Blows
I long to be near,
with you no fear I shall have,
For I am confident
in what others can not bear
And that is your reality
surrounded by my atmosphere
of sensitivity and the feelings
you are giving to me,
for what I see is truth to share
and a glow in you eyes
when I start to stare
never afraid of being sincere
when it comes to
expressing myself to you
I take my time because I care
so patiently I will gather your
sensuality and make it
part of my day and nights
When the Wind Blows
with you no fear I shall have,
For I am confident
in what others can not bear
And that is your reality
surrounded by my atmosphere
of sensitivity and the feelings
you are giving to me,
for what I see is truth to share
and a glow in you eyes
when I start to stare
never afraid of being sincere
when it comes to
expressing myself to you
I take my time because I care
so patiently I will gather your
sensuality and make it
part of my day and nights
When the Wind Blows
Freestyling 14
My turntable use to spin
no needle
Hypodermically on the mic
no equal
contagiously illegal
splitting tongues down the middle
I’m lethal
more evil than kenevil
Jumping bitch ass rappers
I can see through
Like blood behind the flesh
I’m making you bleed through
Too late for the EMS to reach you
A terrorist lyricist looking to de-speech you
Mouth on the side
Of your peep hole
And this is just how I roll
Without the people
no needle
Hypodermically on the mic
no equal
contagiously illegal
splitting tongues down the middle
I’m lethal
more evil than kenevil
Jumping bitch ass rappers
I can see through
Like blood behind the flesh
I’m making you bleed through
Too late for the EMS to reach you
A terrorist lyricist looking to de-speech you
Mouth on the side
Of your peep hole
And this is just how I roll
Without the people
The Same Amount of Care
I can see my words in the air
About to disappear
Armed with the emotions to
Make the whole world sincere
To this man with the curly hair
Who sometimes talks real slick
To women who watch and stare
Can you see my invisible smile
I show it wider and wider every year
From January to December
I appear than reappear
Finding myself still in the same place
Looking unprepared
Unorganized with my insecurities
And fears
Hoping that one day
The same way I show
I will receive in return
The Same Amount of Care
About to disappear
Armed with the emotions to
Make the whole world sincere
To this man with the curly hair
Who sometimes talks real slick
To women who watch and stare
Can you see my invisible smile
I show it wider and wider every year
From January to December
I appear than reappear
Finding myself still in the same place
Looking unprepared
Unorganized with my insecurities
And fears
Hoping that one day
The same way I show
I will receive in return
The Same Amount of Care
What I Should Have
Freestyling 13
The first day
First second
Entering the prism of the sewer
Blindfolded misguided still finding
My way using the faith
Using my not being afraid
Attitude my old earth gave
Stench wind currents directing me
To the center
To the stage
with a 1, 2 - a 1, 2
There goes that mic check again
When I pick up the beat
My 8 count is deadly
Follow me before you try to hollow me
Or be left found under the street
Without your bone marrow Gee
First second
Entering the prism of the sewer
Blindfolded misguided still finding
My way using the faith
Using my not being afraid
Attitude my old earth gave
Stench wind currents directing me
To the center
To the stage
with a 1, 2 - a 1, 2
There goes that mic check again
When I pick up the beat
My 8 count is deadly
Follow me before you try to hollow me
Or be left found under the street
Without your bone marrow Gee
Freestyling 12
Sometimes I then sometimes I’m
To fly to finish my thoughts
And Still got you Satisfied
and impressed by this track you just brought
Within this silk spitting venomous
You’ve just been caught
Black widow of the underground
Cocooning fake mc’s lost
No time to give directions
Cuz now you too broke
To cover the cost
Of that real that can’t put
A price on Underground
we get too dirty to floss
Too low down gritty and grimy to be soft
Or accept awards
To fly to finish my thoughts
And Still got you Satisfied
and impressed by this track you just brought
Within this silk spitting venomous
You’ve just been caught
Black widow of the underground
Cocooning fake mc’s lost
No time to give directions
Cuz now you too broke
To cover the cost
Of that real that can’t put
A price on Underground
we get too dirty to floss
Too low down gritty and grimy to be soft
Or accept awards
Freestyling 11
Let's take a trip
Sike you got flipped
You try to talk back black
You might get lit
Like a Christmas tree
A bulb will need electricity
From LLord Trife
A 100,000 watt emcee
Currently stunning the whack shockingly
Theres no copying this
Or mocking me
Because I am before the apostrophe
So theres no need
For blocking me
My flow is not rehearsed
Cuz knowledge is put first
Very fine and smooth
Like juice that quench your thirst
I am large so call Serge
cause I am in charge
I flipped on your brain cells
and now I got you brainwashed
you bigger bums
I'm getting dumb my son
Sike you got flipped
You try to talk back black
You might get lit
Like a Christmas tree
A bulb will need electricity
From LLord Trife
A 100,000 watt emcee
Currently stunning the whack shockingly
Theres no copying this
Or mocking me
Because I am before the apostrophe
So theres no need
For blocking me
My flow is not rehearsed
Cuz knowledge is put first
Very fine and smooth
Like juice that quench your thirst
I am large so call Serge
cause I am in charge
I flipped on your brain cells
and now I got you brainwashed
you bigger bums
I'm getting dumb my son
Unlike Him
Look ma
I know I am not him
Look ma
I know I don’t have
The same things as him
Look ma
I know I can’t move like him
Look ma
I know I can’t hit it like him
Look ma
I know I can’t please you
Like him
Look ma
I know I can’t get beneath you like him
Look ma
I know I can’t make you smile like him
Look ma
I know I don’t feel like him
Look ma
I know I can’t buy you the same things
Like him
Look ma
I now understand why you treat me like him
And you know what ma
Because of your efforts
In keeping me happy
I want you to know ma
That I will always be here to stay
Unlike Him
I know I am not him
Look ma
I know I don’t have
The same things as him
Look ma
I know I can’t move like him
Look ma
I know I can’t hit it like him
Look ma
I know I can’t please you
Like him
Look ma
I know I can’t get beneath you like him
Look ma
I know I can’t make you smile like him
Look ma
I know I don’t feel like him
Look ma
I know I can’t buy you the same things
Like him
Look ma
I now understand why you treat me like him
And you know what ma
Because of your efforts
In keeping me happy
I want you to know ma
That I will always be here to stay
Unlike Him
Beyond Me
Searching steady searching
Far and near
While the world is
in existence for completeness
Is my one and only weakness
Is what I’m looking for out there
Waiting to be found
or discovered and smothered
With just my unconditional love
Alone or do I have to concentrate
On myself being happy alone
Let my mind and thoughts
Be what keeps me from death
Expressing myself as a beautiful person
Until my very last breath
righteously
Showing the utmost respect
Forever walking next
to who accepts me unconditionally
for the ability to receive
and give is
Beyond Me - 10/16/98
Far and near
While the world is
in existence for completeness
Is my one and only weakness
Is what I’m looking for out there
Waiting to be found
or discovered and smothered
With just my unconditional love
Alone or do I have to concentrate
On myself being happy alone
Let my mind and thoughts
Be what keeps me from death
Expressing myself as a beautiful person
Until my very last breath
righteously
Showing the utmost respect
Forever walking next
to who accepts me unconditionally
for the ability to receive
and give is
Beyond Me - 10/16/98
All I Have to Give
Gentle as the touch
Can be only as gentle
As the man
That reaches out
to give and provide
What lies deep inside
of his soul,
Something tamed
where he has control
Of the unconditional love
which is only his goal
to give and to remember.
The feeling of joy in return
gives him pleasure
being responsible for what
a woman must feel
as he steps into her life
Showing that he’s for real
Just by a compliment
from day to day
And not expressing it sexually
although he must admit
in his vocabulary you won’t
find the word can’t or quit
my ability is like a trance
Put on me by my mother
who taught me to love no other,
women they are my oxygen
My carbon dioxide
so I breathe for the need
To be here
in the world to keep women happy
is something like a hobby
for me because ever since I was
a little kid that’s
All I Had to Give - 10/08/98
Can be only as gentle
As the man
That reaches out
to give and provide
What lies deep inside
of his soul,
Something tamed
where he has control
Of the unconditional love
which is only his goal
to give and to remember.
The feeling of joy in return
gives him pleasure
being responsible for what
a woman must feel
as he steps into her life
Showing that he’s for real
Just by a compliment
from day to day
And not expressing it sexually
although he must admit
in his vocabulary you won’t
find the word can’t or quit
my ability is like a trance
Put on me by my mother
who taught me to love no other,
women they are my oxygen
My carbon dioxide
so I breathe for the need
To be here
in the world to keep women happy
is something like a hobby
for me because ever since I was
a little kid that’s
All I Had to Give - 10/08/98
Hand to a Glove
To rise with the thoughts of fulfilled love
Is only to understand why it is important
To love things that are good in life
The smile to receive and the smiles to
Let guide your heart like the light at the
End of a tunnel at night so let your mind
Find time to unwind with mine be my
Grapes on the vine I’ll make into wine
And let me taste the fine down your spine
Leaving you no choice but to remind
Yourself about when you were by yourself
Looking for invisible lines of love
Until I came along and drew them for only
You and I to shove our way through
To each other’s hearts and inner emotions
Where my sensitivity and your time you
Give to me will fit like a
Hand to a Glove
Is only to understand why it is important
To love things that are good in life
The smile to receive and the smiles to
Let guide your heart like the light at the
End of a tunnel at night so let your mind
Find time to unwind with mine be my
Grapes on the vine I’ll make into wine
And let me taste the fine down your spine
Leaving you no choice but to remind
Yourself about when you were by yourself
Looking for invisible lines of love
Until I came along and drew them for only
You and I to shove our way through
To each other’s hearts and inner emotions
Where my sensitivity and your time you
Give to me will fit like a
Hand to a Glove
Freestyling 10
Wrong turn I burn
More than Mohegan’s trail
Leaving ashes to be read like brail
To fresh to ever be stale
And you best believe that like jail
With no bail
All up in your kitchen
With more than a pale
Hot water 40 cups of bleach
Scrubbing my floor without nails
Gangsta
More than Mohegan’s trail
Leaving ashes to be read like brail
To fresh to ever be stale
And you best believe that like jail
With no bail
All up in your kitchen
With more than a pale
Hot water 40 cups of bleach
Scrubbing my floor without nails
Gangsta
Freestyling 9
If it will take the first time
Then that’s it
You will step up to quit
Forfeit
Mic down the neck
Making you vomit
Nose in it
Treating you like a puppy
That just took a shit
Mistake made
out of your socks I will
give you more than a lift
soaring over the Hudson
with my boot print on your lips
say something
Then that’s it
You will step up to quit
Forfeit
Mic down the neck
Making you vomit
Nose in it
Treating you like a puppy
That just took a shit
Mistake made
out of your socks I will
give you more than a lift
soaring over the Hudson
with my boot print on your lips
say something
ORIGINAL
Stop look mu fuckaz
You can’t wit out permission
Touch this Hotness
unseen on the 1 2
monster type lock ness
all you clowns please stop it
from PA to GA
on the low I gots this
dare approach and be left
calling the cops next
told you in the beginning
to Stop look mu fuckaz
left with no other choice
but to clock this
9.0 world record breaking
cockness
sexy with mines
plus deeper than chocolates
all on the tip of your tongue
like how you want
my PHAROD off limits
to you fraud ass bitches
trying to understand what little
I’m giving you copyless
Cuz this is
ORIGINAL
You can’t wit out permission
Touch this Hotness
unseen on the 1 2
monster type lock ness
all you clowns please stop it
from PA to GA
on the low I gots this
dare approach and be left
calling the cops next
told you in the beginning
to Stop look mu fuckaz
left with no other choice
but to clock this
9.0 world record breaking
cockness
sexy with mines
plus deeper than chocolates
all on the tip of your tongue
like how you want
my PHAROD off limits
to you fraud ass bitches
trying to understand what little
I’m giving you copyless
Cuz this is
ORIGINAL
Dealing with Myself
I thought you were listening
I thought you were paying attention
Not to be fooled once again
All I wanted to do was easy for me
Finding you as a friend
Instead I found a coach
With a winless record
A coach with to much self motivation
Leading to improper declarations
I purposely express to you my mind
When in return you made me feel
Like it was a waste of time
Not even a competitive response
To what I’ve composed line by line
No question do you ask
Concluding that you know me as a man
And all of my task
But what about you
As I’m convinced that universally
You are my equal
But you don’t see that you just see
My presence as another sequel
How can you know what you want
When you don’t understand yourself
Please take all the time to explain
To me because I need help
I need help to deal with me
Dealing with you
Dealing with Myself
I thought you were paying attention
Not to be fooled once again
All I wanted to do was easy for me
Finding you as a friend
Instead I found a coach
With a winless record
A coach with to much self motivation
Leading to improper declarations
I purposely express to you my mind
When in return you made me feel
Like it was a waste of time
Not even a competitive response
To what I’ve composed line by line
No question do you ask
Concluding that you know me as a man
And all of my task
But what about you
As I’m convinced that universally
You are my equal
But you don’t see that you just see
My presence as another sequel
How can you know what you want
When you don’t understand yourself
Please take all the time to explain
To me because I need help
I need help to deal with me
Dealing with you
Dealing with Myself
Stand in Line
God himself who made him?
My mind displaced him
Titled myself AHKMEL
No permission
I’ve rose above the victories
Unstoppable
I know my place
I know my face
Of my parent born spiritual
And I am still sought after
though judged cenacle
my armor my heart righteous
my life non-biblical
breaking pinnacles
seeing beyond 20/20
non-copywriting my work
cause I don’t have all
of my trust in God’s money
now question that
as I once made a preacher say to me
You know AHKMEL
I never thought of that
Missionary style
Footprints in the sand
Of those that listen
To my knowledge
Not structured by Physicians in college
My mentality
My universe – city
With highways to the point
As glass alleyways
Where the wise
With the seeing all eye
Equivalent to the third analyze
Moonchild Cancerian Nocturnal
Sights unlimited I told you
Now read these words
Reattach your thoughts
To the last scripture you bought
A quarter, fifty cents,
To twenty dollar tides,
It’s Monday morning
And I’m eating cheese sandwiches
Verbally I’m constipated
My mom’s working again overtime
Just for a happy meal
Or maybe Chinese food
I don’t mean to be rude
But I don’t want to be
A Christian no more
I don’t want to worship death no more
For alive is the inner core
Universal
The noun, the statement leaving
Non-believers stunned with amazement
I’m not afraid of the basement
So lets take a trip walk hard
With confidence
speak words of dominance
domestic prominence
immature to your ignorance
where with, I’m fine
spending all your time
try to figure me out
I suggest you
Stand in Line
My mind displaced him
Titled myself AHKMEL
No permission
I’ve rose above the victories
Unstoppable
I know my place
I know my face
Of my parent born spiritual
And I am still sought after
though judged cenacle
my armor my heart righteous
my life non-biblical
breaking pinnacles
seeing beyond 20/20
non-copywriting my work
cause I don’t have all
of my trust in God’s money
now question that
as I once made a preacher say to me
You know AHKMEL
I never thought of that
Missionary style
Footprints in the sand
Of those that listen
To my knowledge
Not structured by Physicians in college
My mentality
My universe – city
With highways to the point
As glass alleyways
Where the wise
With the seeing all eye
Equivalent to the third analyze
Moonchild Cancerian Nocturnal
Sights unlimited I told you
Now read these words
Reattach your thoughts
To the last scripture you bought
A quarter, fifty cents,
To twenty dollar tides,
It’s Monday morning
And I’m eating cheese sandwiches
Verbally I’m constipated
My mom’s working again overtime
Just for a happy meal
Or maybe Chinese food
I don’t mean to be rude
But I don’t want to be
A Christian no more
I don’t want to worship death no more
For alive is the inner core
Universal
The noun, the statement leaving
Non-believers stunned with amazement
I’m not afraid of the basement
So lets take a trip walk hard
With confidence
speak words of dominance
domestic prominence
immature to your ignorance
where with, I’m fine
spending all your time
try to figure me out
I suggest you
Stand in Line
To Enunciate Love
Not one reason will escape
My desire for your love
Within these thoughts
permanently planted into my soul
By your smile
Beautiful I wish
I would never run out of wishes
Just so I can continue living for you
Resting on the soul of your body
with endless kisses
let I be your mister and you be my misses
forever with you I want to make love
create love and instigate love
because of you I am able to orchestrate love
through my poems expressing to you
the way I unconditionally dedicate love
crying through each letter
following the last
due to not knowing how you appreciate love
sharing for the horizon to punctuate love
for you to see
A shade of purple, orange, and pink
To Enunciate Love
My desire for your love
Within these thoughts
permanently planted into my soul
By your smile
Beautiful I wish
I would never run out of wishes
Just so I can continue living for you
Resting on the soul of your body
with endless kisses
let I be your mister and you be my misses
forever with you I want to make love
create love and instigate love
because of you I am able to orchestrate love
through my poems expressing to you
the way I unconditionally dedicate love
crying through each letter
following the last
due to not knowing how you appreciate love
sharing for the horizon to punctuate love
for you to see
A shade of purple, orange, and pink
To Enunciate Love
My Undivided Attention
Imagine me
in your thoughts right now
Getting the door for you
While gently
Giving my all to you
On your way home
Your music
You groove it
Randomly selecting
Taking away the mind
Before you lose it
At home I - your surprise
Expressed to you
Within these next
Couple of lines
Car up to the drive way
I peek through the blinds
Just for a glimpse
Of your behind
Catwalking flowers at your feet
Damn you are looking so fine
So fine you make me
Want to blow your mind
Ohhhhhh so fine
In store 7-11 I’m seeing
The knob of the door turning
Woman you got me like a fiend yearning
Insides burning
All I am thinking about
Is you coming through that door
Like Herman
Off the hinges
Because you smell that fruit
Pineapples on Strawberries dishes
Soft sipping you
The bubbling sounds
Of the champagne hitting
The pleasure of your flesh
We talked about this
Your back on that cloud
You and I rolling
Loosing control of the pull
Less than gravitational
Woman the shock you
Are about to send through
My body - sensational
Making me grab you where
The thong doesn’t cover you
I my lips my mouth your lover you
my sugar my honey my ice tea
I fiend to smoother you
Never before my smile
Has shown such a color true
Believe it as I am thanking you
For the hand direction
The mature protection
Securing my sincerest erection
I will come to the vacation
That lies within your awakening
As I am stable now
Plus ready to provide to you
My Undivided Attention
in your thoughts right now
Getting the door for you
While gently
Giving my all to you
On your way home
Your music
You groove it
Randomly selecting
Taking away the mind
Before you lose it
At home I - your surprise
Expressed to you
Within these next
Couple of lines
Car up to the drive way
I peek through the blinds
Just for a glimpse
Of your behind
Catwalking flowers at your feet
Damn you are looking so fine
So fine you make me
Want to blow your mind
Ohhhhhh so fine
In store 7-11 I’m seeing
The knob of the door turning
Woman you got me like a fiend yearning
Insides burning
All I am thinking about
Is you coming through that door
Like Herman
Off the hinges
Because you smell that fruit
Pineapples on Strawberries dishes
Soft sipping you
The bubbling sounds
Of the champagne hitting
The pleasure of your flesh
We talked about this
Your back on that cloud
You and I rolling
Loosing control of the pull
Less than gravitational
Woman the shock you
Are about to send through
My body - sensational
Making me grab you where
The thong doesn’t cover you
I my lips my mouth your lover you
my sugar my honey my ice tea
I fiend to smoother you
Never before my smile
Has shown such a color true
Believe it as I am thanking you
For the hand direction
The mature protection
Securing my sincerest erection
I will come to the vacation
That lies within your awakening
As I am stable now
Plus ready to provide to you
My Undivided Attention
More Than Pure
From the first moment
To our first kiss
Do you remember
How our computer love
Brought closer our lips
You sat at your desk
as I did the same
every morning looking
for your name
to appear to the right side
of my name
I love every minute
And second of my thoughts
When they are of you
Symbolic to the way
I take pleasure
In logging on just for you
Presenting to you my all
That you will never have
a need to ignore
because these thoughts for you are
More Than Pure
To our first kiss
Do you remember
How our computer love
Brought closer our lips
You sat at your desk
as I did the same
every morning looking
for your name
to appear to the right side
of my name
I love every minute
And second of my thoughts
When they are of you
Symbolic to the way
I take pleasure
In logging on just for you
Presenting to you my all
That you will never have
a need to ignore
because these thoughts for you are
More Than Pure
Sexual Fantasy
Petals of passion floating,
writhing bodies in unison
echoes of moans
and whimpers shudders...
points meeting points,
slithering, slamming...
gripping and clenching
while blazing,
intense eyes meet...
panting and gasping,
tears streaming, sliding out,
mixing...
glorying in...
each other’s
Sexual Fantasy...
writhing bodies in unison
echoes of moans
and whimpers shudders...
points meeting points,
slithering, slamming...
gripping and clenching
while blazing,
intense eyes meet...
panting and gasping,
tears streaming, sliding out,
mixing...
glorying in...
each other’s
Sexual Fantasy...
The Times I Treasure so Much
When the dawn turns to dusk,
My world suddenly feels right all over again,
For I know when I close my eyes,
You’ll be there next to me,
I could fall a million times
and you would be there to lift me up,
I could cry the sorrows of my life,
And you would comfort me,
I could laugh
and you’d be sharing my joy,
I could do all I wanted to do with you
and you’ll be there,
And these are
The Times I Treasure so Much
My world suddenly feels right all over again,
For I know when I close my eyes,
You’ll be there next to me,
I could fall a million times
and you would be there to lift me up,
I could cry the sorrows of my life,
And you would comfort me,
I could laugh
and you’d be sharing my joy,
I could do all I wanted to do with you
and you’ll be there,
And these are
The Times I Treasure so Much
Freestyling 8
At my finest
The moment
on some ole sly shit
Slick never slacking
With more than
My back behind this
Soon to be the dangerous
Retiring the flyest
Lyrical tyrant
intellectually deaf-defiant
flying higher than birds flying
vocally mesmerizing
tranquilizing weak styles and
exposing bitch ass rappers
by the thousands
king the of the hill
brooklyn mc
whose climbed less youthful fountains..
The moment
on some ole sly shit
Slick never slacking
With more than
My back behind this
Soon to be the dangerous
Retiring the flyest
Lyrical tyrant
intellectually deaf-defiant
flying higher than birds flying
vocally mesmerizing
tranquilizing weak styles and
exposing bitch ass rappers
by the thousands
king the of the hill
brooklyn mc
whose climbed less youthful fountains..
Like a Terrorist Sleeper
The reality of me
is patience too much patience
a game player
a delicate hold hand
calling you beautiful name sayor
but I am far from the truth
or even a savior
my poetry is shared
like sticks of butter to neighbors
I will never say never
not into the appropriate behavior
I will continue to do what I must do
like the old DC mayor
making women women
before becoming their trainer
I already did the boot camp
and delivered the paper
20,000 bundles cut open
without out the razor
true Washington Post/ing up type nigga
remembering more than your digits
cuz just like the slogan of the commercial
if you don't get it you won't get it
you don't remember enuff
like a neck without being tapered
fine lines I quote them
original to the brain
until the hymen is broken
then I pull out the Buddha
and start smoking
this is for real no joking
as you read you bleed
without the stomach
being bloated or swollen
hot on your nerves like DEEZ hot nuts
in your mouth still roasting
talking that salvation army
cheap like half of a NY token
until again the devil in me is truly awoken
I will drive you
then lay you down after stroking
in someone elseÂs room
not my pillow not my home and
gritty andGrimmy you feel
because you were chosen
stopped by to act fly
maybe a picture for the miss her
she took it before I enlisted her
another twister not related to the sister
bring that mouth back over here
so I can mute your whisper
feel me feel me and my laugh
you heard it its sinister
similar to the real purpose for vinegar
never behind the walls of your blisters
left behind by the wrong mister
now who your kids calling daddy
as I am penetrating your skin
on the low like a splinter
trying to pull me out
need more than the tweeeeeeeezers
I will have you
running out your sneeeeeeaaaaakkkkerrrrrs
I am the ultimate
warrior creeeeeeeeepppppppeerrrrrrr
fill me on that shit for real
cause I made my mark
now you a belieeeeeeeeveeeeerrrrrr
hit it than fell off the map
like a terrorist slllleeeeeeeepppppppper
hit it then fell off the map
Like a Terrorist Sleeper
is patience too much patience
a game player
a delicate hold hand
calling you beautiful name sayor
but I am far from the truth
or even a savior
my poetry is shared
like sticks of butter to neighbors
I will never say never
not into the appropriate behavior
I will continue to do what I must do
like the old DC mayor
making women women
before becoming their trainer
I already did the boot camp
and delivered the paper
20,000 bundles cut open
without out the razor
true Washington Post/ing up type nigga
remembering more than your digits
cuz just like the slogan of the commercial
if you don't get it you won't get it
you don't remember enuff
like a neck without being tapered
fine lines I quote them
original to the brain
until the hymen is broken
then I pull out the Buddha
and start smoking
this is for real no joking
as you read you bleed
without the stomach
being bloated or swollen
hot on your nerves like DEEZ hot nuts
in your mouth still roasting
talking that salvation army
cheap like half of a NY token
until again the devil in me is truly awoken
I will drive you
then lay you down after stroking
in someone elseÂs room
not my pillow not my home and
gritty andGrimmy you feel
because you were chosen
stopped by to act fly
maybe a picture for the miss her
she took it before I enlisted her
another twister not related to the sister
bring that mouth back over here
so I can mute your whisper
feel me feel me and my laugh
you heard it its sinister
similar to the real purpose for vinegar
never behind the walls of your blisters
left behind by the wrong mister
now who your kids calling daddy
as I am penetrating your skin
on the low like a splinter
trying to pull me out
need more than the tweeeeeeeezers
I will have you
running out your sneeeeeeaaaaakkkkerrrrrs
I am the ultimate
warrior creeeeeeeeepppppppeerrrrrrr
fill me on that shit for real
cause I made my mark
now you a belieeeeeeeeveeeeerrrrrr
hit it than fell off the map
like a terrorist slllleeeeeeeepppppppper
hit it then fell off the map
Like a Terrorist Sleeper
Waiting Patiently for that Day
Sitting here alone
wondering if we will ever meet
Just the simple thought of you makes
my body weak.
I touch myself and close my eyes
hoping one day I can feel your touch,
your breath, your smile, your scent,
wishing it was your skin
I felt going down and touching me.
To feel your lips and the warmth of your
tongue dancing with mine.
Can this be that someone has thrown fuel
On my flame and ignited a fire
that refuses to be put away!
For now I'll sit here alone with a smile
On my face knowing that the simple thought
Of your name drives me insane.
Sitting here alone
Waiting Patiently for that Day
wondering if we will ever meet
Just the simple thought of you makes
my body weak.
I touch myself and close my eyes
hoping one day I can feel your touch,
your breath, your smile, your scent,
wishing it was your skin
I felt going down and touching me.
To feel your lips and the warmth of your
tongue dancing with mine.
Can this be that someone has thrown fuel
On my flame and ignited a fire
that refuses to be put away!
For now I'll sit here alone with a smile
On my face knowing that the simple thought
Of your name drives me insane.
Sitting here alone
Waiting Patiently for that Day
Friday, October 07, 2005
The One and Only Love of My Life
I always dreamed of the day I'd meet the one
The day that my Juliet would sweep me away
But I never thought it would actually be
because it was just a dream
A fantasy so far off that would never come true
I prayed that you would come
That God would send the only one that I'd ever need
The only one that would ever make me feel special
So I waited
I waited with hope
Hope that I'd be given
the gift to love and to be loved
And then that day in the September
Oh, that day I'll never forget
It was when all my hopes,
dreams, and prayers came true
The day when you left your girls to be with me
Why me? I had to ask myself
Then I realized you were the one
The one who would encourage me,
cherish me, and love me till the end
You just can't imagine the way you make me feel
It's a feeling I just can't explain
The feeling I get whenever I look at you,
hear your name, or feel the slightest touch of your hand
I love the way you look at me,
and the way you make me smile
I especially love the way you place your hands
around my waist and softly tickle me until I get chills
I just wonder if your hands
could feel the butterflies
I get while they were there
And I can't forget your gentle kiss
Your lips softly kissing my back
I wanted that moment to last forever
And your brown eyes
Looking in them I get lost in my thoughts
It all seems so perfect
I can't wait until we finally belong to each other
The day we both say "I do"
And the gift that we will exchange
The gift we've saved our whole lives
to give that special one
So forever you will be my one and only
The One and Only Love of My Life
The day that my Juliet would sweep me away
But I never thought it would actually be
because it was just a dream
A fantasy so far off that would never come true
I prayed that you would come
That God would send the only one that I'd ever need
The only one that would ever make me feel special
So I waited
I waited with hope
Hope that I'd be given
the gift to love and to be loved
And then that day in the September
Oh, that day I'll never forget
It was when all my hopes,
dreams, and prayers came true
The day when you left your girls to be with me
Why me? I had to ask myself
Then I realized you were the one
The one who would encourage me,
cherish me, and love me till the end
You just can't imagine the way you make me feel
It's a feeling I just can't explain
The feeling I get whenever I look at you,
hear your name, or feel the slightest touch of your hand
I love the way you look at me,
and the way you make me smile
I especially love the way you place your hands
around my waist and softly tickle me until I get chills
I just wonder if your hands
could feel the butterflies
I get while they were there
And I can't forget your gentle kiss
Your lips softly kissing my back
I wanted that moment to last forever
And your brown eyes
Looking in them I get lost in my thoughts
It all seems so perfect
I can't wait until we finally belong to each other
The day we both say "I do"
And the gift that we will exchange
The gift we've saved our whole lives
to give that special one
So forever you will be my one and only
The One and Only Love of My Life
Wednesday, October 05, 2005
Monday, October 03, 2005
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