A man is He that understands his mistakes, and admits to a change needed in his life, resulting in everlasting acceptance. - AHKMEL PHAROD. This Blog will serve as an Emotional Journal, it will capture my life as an entity articulately, artistically, soulfully, rhythmically and last but not least Poetically. I welcome you to relate, relax and receive me as open as you possibly can.
The Rebirth of Fashion
When fashion takes a break it sits down and takes a picture.
Monday, December 29, 2008
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
फ्रीस्त्य्लिन 100
One purpose of my man
African I am
Stinging to have you understand
As I am on the top
with the plan
I command attention
Hotta than I ran
As I rock and demand
Every ounce of blood
Like the Taliban
Al Qaeda and the insurgents
Lyrically splurging
Dissecting the nervous hurting
Afraid of learning
I bet they’ll learn when
That heart’s start burning
Deserving what you get
Like OJ to Mark Furman
If you step to convict
You best be ready to acquit
Then submit your confidence
Cuz I’m too intelligent
With mad sense
for that Bullshit
C’Mon
Sunday, August 24, 2008
फ्रीस्त्य्लिन 99
I see I got to check
these chickenz back
inside of the coup
neck moving too much
clucks cluckin too much
they not tending to realize
until after I tenderize
even when they try to fly
they are still stuck
like a pupil to an eye
me I can move
and self prove
Im-prove my purpose
by not dwelling on the nervous
those weed smokaz
blunt or pipe smokaz
alcohol lush jokaz
drinking and stinking
disrespecting the club promotaz
on that meet a guy or girl
to take care of their need Hopaz
these chickenz back
inside of the coup
neck moving too much
clucks cluckin too much
they not tending to realize
until after I tenderize
even when they try to fly
they are still stuck
like a pupil to an eye
me I can move
and self prove
Im-prove my purpose
by not dwelling on the nervous
those weed smokaz
blunt or pipe smokaz
alcohol lush jokaz
drinking and stinking
disrespecting the club promotaz
on that meet a guy or girl
to take care of their need Hopaz
फ्रीस्त्य्लिन 98
When I flip
I spit
with
the intent
to rip
everything I mean
what I say
as I say what I mean
my lryical
gets wetter than dream
on that hot flash type shit
that will split your seam
give me some more raw
like how real dog's eat beef
fuck sushi nowhaImean
bougious muthafuckaz
I believe what I've seen
so you aint gotta
try to impress me
I spit
with
the intent
to rip
everything I mean
what I say
as I say what I mean
my lryical
gets wetter than dream
on that hot flash type shit
that will split your seam
give me some more raw
like how real dog's eat beef
fuck sushi nowhaImean
bougious muthafuckaz
I believe what I've seen
so you aint gotta
try to impress me
ब्लेस थे Man
I took time yesterday
to write a letter of love
I remember when I
used to do this everyday
expressing to the world
thoughts from a prophet
that was struck by an arrow
Cupid has me stupid
with devotions using words
as a love potion
Number 9
so sweet so decedant
women and men fixtures
Permanent
I'm convinced I discovered
more than my purpose
to see the light
as I've now physically
opened the door to
Bless the Man
to write a letter of love
I remember when I
used to do this everyday
expressing to the world
thoughts from a prophet
that was struck by an arrow
Cupid has me stupid
with devotions using words
as a love potion
Number 9
so sweet so decedant
women and men fixtures
Permanent
I'm convinced I discovered
more than my purpose
to see the light
as I've now physically
opened the door to
Bless the Man
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
Stay
Morning Kisses
Afternoon Picnics
Evening Wishes
What more can I provide
Maybe clean dishes
Diamonds on your wrists
topping it off with
Platinum Gold Fishes
Acquatic Swimming Pools
with the Pearl Finish
Sitting on Mahogany
Stained Park Benches
I'm into you
Like Army Battle Trenches
Water Couches
Mink Pouches
Put your hand in this
Bad Girl
and pull out the keys
to my three houses
have you any idea of this
have you any clue as
to why I work hard
at impressing you
Born to Die
But before I do
I Want You to Stay
Monday, June 23, 2008
Standing The Pain
I’m here thinking endlessly
About you where attention
Would be more than plenty
Give me your shadow
Because I want to be near you
At all times even while
You are not around
Your shadow will be with me
Keeping me safe and sound
Take an ounce of my blood
To keep your feet on the ground
For the love is
As my complexion is brown
Here are my hands cut
From the wrist
Just to hold your hands
Whenever you require them
Because my physical
Is similar to the contact
With the softest lips
As I am now asking
If you can stand the rain
While I am patiently
waiting for you
as if Patience was
my first name
as I am here for you
day after day
Standing The Pain
About you where attention
Would be more than plenty
Give me your shadow
Because I want to be near you
At all times even while
You are not around
Your shadow will be with me
Keeping me safe and sound
Take an ounce of my blood
To keep your feet on the ground
For the love is
As my complexion is brown
Here are my hands cut
From the wrist
Just to hold your hands
Whenever you require them
Because my physical
Is similar to the contact
With the softest lips
As I am now asking
If you can stand the rain
While I am patiently
waiting for you
as if Patience was
my first name
as I am here for you
day after day
Standing The Pain
Freestyling 97
Check the syllable mathematics
breaking shit down
not too many can handle it
when I start talking with
my hands eyes keep moving
because of what I'm doing
putting the fly shit on
then taking it away mad confusing
to those
suffering the bloody nose
caused by the versus
automatically
I got you coughing blood up
so stand up
or shut the fuck up
cuz I need no stress
for bullet holes
to appear in yo chest
so it is my fault
and I did remember it
born where you die
until I take away yo membership
Mc's who had lip
are now back in school
Like DAS EFX taking classes
life's a bitch
with the diseases and rashes
still maintaining
not believing that
when God cries
it starts raining
better yet blood starts escaping
from the side of yo brain
I'm erasing
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
Inspiration
I just wanted you to know that
I love your art
As in this new connection
That was felt right from the start
Teisha,
As I am listening to "Action"
I can't help but stand
at attention while I am relaxing
To the sound of your "Beautiful"
I mean I would love to have
Your permission to fall asleep to you
To your voice, your staccato
Your lavender scented “A Cappella
Damn! You got me praying for a scent of tomorrow
At the same time writing again today
I can say that the fulfillment
Brought to me by your texture makes me happy
Makes me desire to love
and achieve a smile upon the face
of Jesus reflected within your soul
So you keep singing and sharing
Keep doing what you enjoy
So I can keep hearing less the comparing
Because remarkable you are
as you are incredible
Existing now in my world as
Inspiration
Thursday, May 01, 2008
Break Neck Speed
Verse 1...
The tactical way I get down
Crushing crowns
Brick by brick
You fucking with AHK now
From Buck Town
You betta duck down
Before I shut down – the city
Shit won’t be pretty
Why can’t you feel me?
I’ll pull back quickly
And pop you like a wheely
Cracks in the ground
Filled with your blood
What a pity
Run for cover
Then yell when you see me
Fe Fi Fo Fumn’ niggaz
Smelling the pavement
Face dragged across the floor
On some old’ reckin the stage shit
For real
Tell the story of the real niggaz
Who don’t conceal triggaz
Army over there in East New York
Ready to kill niggaz
Break Neck Speed
Verse 2...
Who the fuck is you
Trying to
Bring the new
Corrupt critical
Now your ass is cripple
Handicap mics
For corny ass emcee’s
Testing 3,2 – 1,2
niggaz out of state bum niggaz
Trying to break up the formation
Side by side we walk
Resulting in confrontations
Picking up ashes
Smoking them afta the cremation
some old wicked shit
Freestyled on the B46 through Bushwick
1989 laminating spines
for the hard times
Parachuting the lyrical divine
on that in your face
ready to replace and displace
the negativity bitch niggaz
is feeding me during the chase
Steady trying to vex me
until I south paw’ em
like a lefty
at the same time
I’m handling mines at
Break Neck Speed
The tactical way I get down
Crushing crowns
Brick by brick
You fucking with AHK now
From Buck Town
You betta duck down
Before I shut down – the city
Shit won’t be pretty
Why can’t you feel me?
I’ll pull back quickly
And pop you like a wheely
Cracks in the ground
Filled with your blood
What a pity
Run for cover
Then yell when you see me
Fe Fi Fo Fumn’ niggaz
Smelling the pavement
Face dragged across the floor
On some old’ reckin the stage shit
For real
Tell the story of the real niggaz
Who don’t conceal triggaz
Army over there in East New York
Ready to kill niggaz
Break Neck Speed
Verse 2...
Who the fuck is you
Trying to
Bring the new
Corrupt critical
Now your ass is cripple
Handicap mics
For corny ass emcee’s
Testing 3,2 – 1,2
niggaz out of state bum niggaz
Trying to break up the formation
Side by side we walk
Resulting in confrontations
Picking up ashes
Smoking them afta the cremation
some old wicked shit
Freestyled on the B46 through Bushwick
1989 laminating spines
for the hard times
Parachuting the lyrical divine
on that in your face
ready to replace and displace
the negativity bitch niggaz
is feeding me during the chase
Steady trying to vex me
until I south paw’ em
like a lefty
at the same time
I’m handling mines at
Break Neck Speed
Tuesday, April 29, 2008
Remembering
I smiled
when I was done
with this poem
Wait, I just started writing it
Titled it
making love in the rain
AHHHH Refreshing
You, the every memory
of my drink filled with energy
Nutritious
I called you in my dream
remember your esteem
confident allowing me to
walk you outside
before coming with you
while inside
soft silky smooth
and lets not forget warm
above it looks like a storm
Drip...Drop...Drip........Drop
an eye lash catches the reflection
of the skies stimulation
the clouds intimate approach
to the earths intimidation
similar to my touch
which will have you
Remembering
when I was done
with this poem
Wait, I just started writing it
Titled it
making love in the rain
AHHHH Refreshing
You, the every memory
of my drink filled with energy
Nutritious
I called you in my dream
remember your esteem
confident allowing me to
walk you outside
before coming with you
while inside
soft silky smooth
and lets not forget warm
above it looks like a storm
Drip...Drop...Drip........Drop
an eye lash catches the reflection
of the skies stimulation
the clouds intimate approach
to the earths intimidation
similar to my touch
which will have you
Remembering
Monday, April 07, 2008
Love (w)
You know from the first word
in this sentence
a prayer is involved
composing my love with God
as the judge knowing that he
will never let me down
as I attempt to get through
to the woman that he made
a part of his spirit
that dwells within you.
I gently understand you
the same way whereas even before
with you I experienced
Love - 10/16/06
To Whom This May Concern,
My heart beats for you alone. Every waking moment, you allure my thoughts with sweet words and deeds. Hearing your voice brings peace, comfort and a smile to my face at the sheer thought of you.
When our eyes locked for the very first time, you rendered me breathless. Now, with the same intense gaze, passionate warmth envelops my heart.
As each moment passes us by, I feel myself drawn more closely to you. The memories we have shared thus far encompass only the beginning.
My heart soars when I am with you. In your absence, I close my eyes and dream of your close embrace, our fingers intertwined and your soft lips pressed against mine. Everything about you takes my breath away.
Body, Mind, Heart and Soul ~
With you I am in Tune.
You are my angel ~
I Love You
AHKMEL PHAROD
When our eyes locked for the very first time, you rendered me breathless. Now, with the same intense gaze, passionate warmth envelops my heart.
As each moment passes us by, I feel myself drawn more closely to you. The memories we have shared thus far encompass only the beginning.
My heart soars when I am with you. In your absence, I close my eyes and dream of your close embrace, our fingers intertwined and your soft lips pressed against mine. Everything about you takes my breath away.
Body, Mind, Heart and Soul ~
With you I am in Tune.
You are my angel ~
I Love You
AHKMEL PHAROD
Amazing
It's Wonderful...
How one person can change your life
How a smile from you can erase everything bad
How life seems less scary when you're holding my hand.
It's Phenomenal...
How fate brings two strangers together
How I survived before I knew you
How, whenever I'm with you it's like a great new adventure.
It's Beautiful...
How love can be so unconditional
How learning about you is like reading my favorite story.
How loving you is so easy.
And I'm so thankful...
That I'm able to know this
Wonderful, Phenomenal, Beautiful person
And also not only because I love you
But because you are so
Amazing
How one person can change your life
How a smile from you can erase everything bad
How life seems less scary when you're holding my hand.
It's Phenomenal...
How fate brings two strangers together
How I survived before I knew you
How, whenever I'm with you it's like a great new adventure.
It's Beautiful...
How love can be so unconditional
How learning about you is like reading my favorite story.
How loving you is so easy.
And I'm so thankful...
That I'm able to know this
Wonderful, Phenomenal, Beautiful person
And also not only because I love you
But because you are so
Amazing
Monday, March 31, 2008
Brand New, Uninhibited and Sexual - Day One
Introducing myself to the latest version of the music program I use to make beats....
FL 2008
Walking minding my business
while looking business
you know the three piece
with the hat and matching cuff links
the patent leather Stacy's
the cologne from Macy's
A.ll D.ay I D.ream A.bout S.ex
in my look and walk for sport
A.D.I.D.A.S
this young lady walked by me
looking at me like she saw Jesus
I was on the celly
not really paying mind
to how this young lady felt me
until I heard the air whisper
how I was a good looking niggah
she said I as I thought she said
stopped for a moment
then turned my head
to look back and ask her
what was it she said
where at that time she walked
up on me quicker than weed to Dreads
about 5 foot 8 with a pretty shape
had me thinking for a second
about how the happy hour
I was going to could wait
I shared myself as she was
more concerned about my health
nose running and shit
no tissue and shit
but still I proceeded
to do what was needed
as she stood there looking
at me shook with amazement
after 10 mins she
gave me the number
then asked if I would slumber
I was like Damn!
this girl made me wonder
about how and why after just meeting her
I was about to be put up under...
Politely I declined with a smile
and said that I would see her
some other time
as she obliged I knew it was sublime
the way I do that thing I do
it's like a spell cast by some type of Voodoo
left her with a hug
and a kiss on the cheek
then watched her ass buckle at the knees
and knew right then and there
soon this young lady I would stimulate
relate to on that intimate level
good enough to eat
3 weeks pass by
we chit chat on the fly
one argument later
I was about to say goodbye
because of how this young lady
was trying to get all fly
telling me that I wasn't making
the necessary amount of time
to spend by her side
I was like shit
I didn't even hit it
and this young lady
is now acting like a chick
I am not even trying to get with
yelling and screaming
I thought I was dreaming
when she hung up the phone
then called back to apologize
then started fiening
initially I explored the reasons
to capture this young ladies breathing
by telling her that I was still interested
in another possible meeting
she agreed then from there
we met in about a week
looked into each others eyes
and witnessed the freak
met at DuPont Circle
sat at Ben & Jerry's
and talked about circles
yeah you know circles
I was checking her
while she was checking me
feeling on my
don't make me hurt you
she once told me that
it better not be small
I didn't at the time reply
because I'm more mature than before
chuckled then told her
that she would be alright
and then came that day
when we met and
I pulled it out in front of
Ben & Jerry's in broad day light
she peeked then stared
told me to put it away
then she said lets go
and I followed her away
to a building down the street
where she had to go
schedule an appointment for dermatology
we road up on the elevator
kissing as she was out loud wishing
that I could leave work early
so we could go fishing
I was like damn you like the bait
as she grabbed the bait
I kissed her lips
while caressing her face
then her breast then her ass
and left her displaced
until the doors opened on the elevator
I continued to stay with my eyes the chase
into the office looking like a couple
I patiently waited knowing
that we were going to leave soon
to getting into some more trouble
left the office then took the stairs
not caring if someone
would be frequenting there
I grabbed her threw her
up against the wall
then moved her to the right
before she had a chance to fall
touching not rushing
pulling as I am blushing
belt unfastened
I knew I was about to start crushing
or smashing in what ever type of fashion
Birds and Bees acting
her eyes are rolling
and moon walking like Michael Jackson
pinching on her nipples
with the piercings
she's hotter now and wetter
I knew based on what I was hearing
jeans soaked through her panties
that I thought she wasn't wearing
Oh me oh me oh my
I love being that on the fly guy
as she loved it too
enjoying her new friend that wasn't
trying to become her new boo
because I only was interested in
doing what a man does
when it comes to having a clue
about how to be
Brand New, Uninhibited and Sexual - Day One
FL 2008
Walking minding my business
while looking business
you know the three piece
with the hat and matching cuff links
the patent leather Stacy's
the cologne from Macy's
A.ll D.ay I D.ream A.bout S.ex
in my look and walk for sport
A.D.I.D.A.S
this young lady walked by me
looking at me like she saw Jesus
I was on the celly
not really paying mind
to how this young lady felt me
until I heard the air whisper
how I was a good looking niggah
she said I as I thought she said
stopped for a moment
then turned my head
to look back and ask her
what was it she said
where at that time she walked
up on me quicker than weed to Dreads
about 5 foot 8 with a pretty shape
had me thinking for a second
about how the happy hour
I was going to could wait
I shared myself as she was
more concerned about my health
nose running and shit
no tissue and shit
but still I proceeded
to do what was needed
as she stood there looking
at me shook with amazement
after 10 mins she
gave me the number
then asked if I would slumber
I was like Damn!
this girl made me wonder
about how and why after just meeting her
I was about to be put up under...
Politely I declined with a smile
and said that I would see her
some other time
as she obliged I knew it was sublime
the way I do that thing I do
it's like a spell cast by some type of Voodoo
left her with a hug
and a kiss on the cheek
then watched her ass buckle at the knees
and knew right then and there
soon this young lady I would stimulate
relate to on that intimate level
good enough to eat
3 weeks pass by
we chit chat on the fly
one argument later
I was about to say goodbye
because of how this young lady
was trying to get all fly
telling me that I wasn't making
the necessary amount of time
to spend by her side
I was like shit
I didn't even hit it
and this young lady
is now acting like a chick
I am not even trying to get with
yelling and screaming
I thought I was dreaming
when she hung up the phone
then called back to apologize
then started fiening
initially I explored the reasons
to capture this young ladies breathing
by telling her that I was still interested
in another possible meeting
she agreed then from there
we met in about a week
looked into each others eyes
and witnessed the freak
met at DuPont Circle
sat at Ben & Jerry's
and talked about circles
yeah you know circles
I was checking her
while she was checking me
feeling on my
don't make me hurt you
she once told me that
it better not be small
I didn't at the time reply
because I'm more mature than before
chuckled then told her
that she would be alright
and then came that day
when we met and
I pulled it out in front of
Ben & Jerry's in broad day light
she peeked then stared
told me to put it away
then she said lets go
and I followed her away
to a building down the street
where she had to go
schedule an appointment for dermatology
we road up on the elevator
kissing as she was out loud wishing
that I could leave work early
so we could go fishing
I was like damn you like the bait
as she grabbed the bait
I kissed her lips
while caressing her face
then her breast then her ass
and left her displaced
until the doors opened on the elevator
I continued to stay with my eyes the chase
into the office looking like a couple
I patiently waited knowing
that we were going to leave soon
to getting into some more trouble
left the office then took the stairs
not caring if someone
would be frequenting there
I grabbed her threw her
up against the wall
then moved her to the right
before she had a chance to fall
touching not rushing
pulling as I am blushing
belt unfastened
I knew I was about to start crushing
or smashing in what ever type of fashion
Birds and Bees acting
her eyes are rolling
and moon walking like Michael Jackson
pinching on her nipples
with the piercings
she's hotter now and wetter
I knew based on what I was hearing
jeans soaked through her panties
that I thought she wasn't wearing
Oh me oh me oh my
I love being that on the fly guy
as she loved it too
enjoying her new friend that wasn't
trying to become her new boo
because I only was interested in
doing what a man does
when it comes to having a clue
about how to be
Brand New, Uninhibited and Sexual - Day One
The Last Time I Checked
These Events were Recorded and Scripted to welcome
Those interested in me as a Universal Man
Day One...
We stared then gazed
She suddenly approached
My universe
The recognition was not there
Still I spoke
Words of a different man
Was not for her to understand
So instead of staying
She slowly ran
I’m safe once again
Week Two...
Same place same time
Vision a little clear
Still not interested
So I didn’t even threaten
My eyes to stare
Soft Hi and Bye exchange
Turn around disappear
Happy I am once again
Day Fifteen...
DeJaVu’ celebrity status
Brand new shining tonight
With plenty of clues
Peripheral the same physical structure
I vowed not to touch her
So I touched her friend
Friend fell in the most unorganized position
Look at me pimping
Knocking two chickens with one bone
Who do I think I am
The future
Is me
I at the same time
Simultaneously making 2 women
Smile for me unconditionally
At the same time
No sex just passionate kisses
For the 2 of them
No sex
So I said good night
Day Eighteen...
Outlined finesse
The mood is more than set
Sat patiently as she exercised
The frustrations from off of her chest
So I sat and listened
Understood she became vulnerable
But to whose avail
She was celibate
Oh, My! What have I gotten myself into?
I’m sexy, I look good
Thank you for the information
Back to my apartment
She’s become intoxicated
With my touch
Drunk with greed
Out for what to achieve
Spent the night
She’s not celibate anymore
The Last Time I Checked - "An Oldie But Goodie" 4/8/07
Before the मोक्किन्ग्बिर्द गेट'स Here
Uh Oh
I remember the first time
I heard your voice
it was like the sound
of an angel the sweetest noise
comforting the joy of my interest
to hear more from such a princess
you made me an ear-witness
I thought you were acting sexy
until I heard you next to me
I fell in the best kind of love
the kind of love
that leaves bedrooms messy
the kind of love that exceeds
stays close and never leaves
like a memory
I mean I watched you grow
I noticed your glow
so amazingly powerful - gravitational
pulling my every emotion
my every reason for drinking that potion
Alive and well because of the notion
when it came to your motion
the movement of your songs
conquering my wrongs
leaving me with an everlasting commitment
to stay focused positive and strong
so precious you are
your everything you are
your every minute of who you are
your reason to allow me to love you
for who you are
Lost without the idea
of you not staying here
scared to love another
the way I love you dear
like the falling of my tears
when I think about another way
of making your gloomy sky clear
whether with words
or my touch sincere
which you more than deserve like the Diamond
Before the Mockingbird Gets Here
Friday, March 28, 2008
Like I Was Supposed To Do
I remember that Friday night
When I was leaving the club Love
The night when I was on that
Doing it right shit
I remember seeing this girl
With the chinky eyes
She was with her friends
Who were quite surprised
By the rules I live by
Confidence
Strength
Boldness
Uniqueness
Expressiveness
Assertiveness
Uninhibited
Can you believe
I told her and her girls
Where I would put my mouth
that night
How I would eat her friend’s pussy
and how I would eat out her ass
I mean where was the class
As I type I laugh
Because I am like
later for that
I was tipsy to the point
of not caring about the aftermath
I stayed with it
after doing the arithmetic
Told the girl with the chinky eyes
about how I would lick it
Then she paused
and it was like
Right then and there I was able
To smell her drawers
She asked if we could exchange digits
I obliged and proceeded to
carry on with it
like a man is suppose to do
I hit her up the next day
and not only licked her ass
I fucked the memory into
Her days and nights to come
Like I Was Supposed To Do.....
From The Get Go
My words are simple in the form of stimulation
- easy to understand - easy to faction
pit me against the rest -
would be less than satisfaction
I aim to please because it once dawned on me
how pleasing is something I do automatically normally
whether you know me or not
I still know how to hit that spot
without touching you - or rushing you
cause I am never pressed when it comes to
removing the dust from you
so I will play safe and ease my way in
before even thinking about crushing you
I am not a player - I am more like a lover
who has been the 1:00 AM in the morning woman savior
the elevator believer
back of the jeep or car misbehaver
disease free knowingly never gave her
or them or they what ever whenever
my approach stays clever - in any weather
ass cheeks on that ice trail blazer
or side of the road sexual path maker
the splickity spunk spanker
the freedom to be that morning fresh cup of Sanka
down the throat chamber
slowly smooth protein shake painstaker
can't help if I got it like that
had it like the first brim before the hat
the sun before visor
it's like when I hear no it gets me hyper
makes me liver - than any Baltimore Wire
the surface is here and now
cause I keeps on faces of those who know
endless smiles
after traveling those miles
a frequent flyer mileage holder
pulling the Hertz rental car over
not waiting until later Casanova
who shows up with a performance that would
even make Heather Hunter or Ron Jeremy pull over
So la de Da de Da
is what I hear when you say what you say
the way you want to be innocently stalked and chased
never that Sis - my arm doesn't twist
and my stamina stays at 100 percent
you aint making me work for shit
especially when it comes to any sexual experience
I'm gold the melted kind
the diamond still not found in the mine
the I know what you are doing for real to mankind
and still I will prevail - while letting my mind sail
above those that attempt to curtail
my style - my male - my hetero
my skills I will never let go
when it comes to - getting what I didn't really want
From The Get Go
This Shit I Post on the Net
Got-Damn! I see
I am going to have
give myself props
on my own projects,
from my music to my beats
my lyrics to the logic,
behind whats on
the front of my mind
when I take a minute
to make up some fly shit
then drop it,
I mean it's like sometimes
I feel I am the only one
who hears shit,
the way the sequence
of the drums
and the snares shift,
the timing the rhyming
that Brooklyn Realness
maybe thats what it is,
I am in a different arena
existing with frauds
and cornballs who make
pop culture their targets,
along with the followers
those fat ugly ass groupies
shit now I don't feel so bad,
anymore once I've divided
the bars in half,
the counts like 1. 2. 3. 4.,
the Every Good Boy Deserves Fudge
then some more,
of that good and plenty
call me Choo Choo Charlie,
and I will leave you higher
and Bobbin like Nester Marley,
just for the hell of it
the streets that I really rep,
other than
This Shit I Post on the Net
Just Like This
I pray constantly
asking for direction
and guidance to understand
what I am doing
I don't want to think
that I am not suppose to
express these feelings
that are forever brewing
Inside of my body is
a heart that pauses
just for the acceptance
of a woman's human
Her sanity of desire
from Mr. Right-Away
Mr. Immediately
Mr. Drop-Everything for you
And
not look back on the
reasons why things didn't work out
because it will
only be the love I'm reviewing
Over and over and over again
keeping the precious memories
of the smiles and the hugs
that really kept me moving
Into her direction
but how can this happen
when there is no response
to what it is I am doing
Like catching a falling star
just to present it
to who she is
in the form of a New Man
A soldier trained
by the word
blessed by the first
observed by the third
Confident enough to caress
the second that may not
receive the type of attention
that will never be worth
much more than it is what it is
before and after discussing
the emotional bliss
caught by expressions
Just Like This
Thursday, March 27, 2008
OH MY GOD!
I would do more than touch you there
I would blush you there
better than the first time she crushed you there
you see I would take the precautions
to keep you wanted like the hottest item at any auction
you already know the writing
but you are not familiar with the 1
who knows how to apply the biting
soft enough to keep your tomorrow loose
caressing with my mind the tip of your prepuce
and that's just the half
before I applied the math
the deep breaths
the scuba diving tactics
making you want to do cartwheels and back-flips
submitting your secret thoughts out loud
screaming AHKMEL PHAROD
instead of OH MY GOD!
An Unforeseen Devotion
To Summer who I now call Winter..
I don't want this kind of love from you
I don't want to be a part of some kind of group
I want to be loved by the core of your soul
I want to be thought of
the same way our ancestors
once thought about gold
Precious
like the way I hold every thought of your smile
even when I shed a tear
knowing that I am not your style
Damn!
Its like another black man behind bars
a waste of life incarcerated no longer shinned on by stars
This is the way I feel sometimes when I reminisce
about how I loved you so much from a far
I think back to when we met
how we met
the way we glanced
the way we danced
the way we chatted
the way we talked
the way we chilled
the way we thrilled
for the first time I felt unafraid
for the first time I felt brave
with every intention to protect you from any danger
that may have been grave
From VA to DC I've always held apart of your smile
so dear to me, as it was so heavenly
including the way I would looked into your eyes
which made me
feel like I was back in the 60's and 70's
you know the time when falling in love
while courting a women was the way to be sincerely
Summer with all of my unforeseen heart and foreseen emotions
I must release this pain from off of my chest to you as
An Unforeseen Devotion
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
Again and Again and Again
With my words and mind there is no time like the present to express myself to you...
On to bigger and better things...How about ..We`re hooking up at this hotel, you come in, I'm waiting, we start kissin and rubbin then fall to the bed still kissin passionately with me spreading your legs - starting to grind on you while I am kissin on your neck with you grippin my back cause you want me so bad - then I lift up your shirt and start caressing and kissing your breast, You take my shirt off cause you want to feel my body on yours we are still grinding and kissing passionately cause I know I would have to make you cum first where you are almost there, I can feel your woman pulsating underneath your panties she wants me up in there so bad. Then finally it happens and you cum, now we are ready for the real deal I take down your panties and work the middle like I know I can, 1st taking my finger and runnin it thru your sweet strawberry vanilla smoothie then takin 2 fingers, spreading your lips so I can see your pearl, I see it still throbbin and just sittin there waitin, where with just the slightest touch of my tongue on it sends you quivering but you dont want me to stop, so I start lickin ever so gently in little circles making you feel really good, you start rubbin my head pushin it down in there. I am just stayin in it cause its making you feel so damn good, but I'm not greedy baby, I've tasted enough for now, where it is now your turn, you lay me back and kiss on my lips around my neck down my chest letting your tits rub on me all the way down while you start to grip my man, he is up anxiously waiting to feel your mouth, you will lick him slowly up 1 side then down the other, taking him into your mouth sucking and sucking, in and out, no teeth, where I am impressed, making me feel really good, where this whole time you are on your knees on my side I got my hand up in your stuff, rubbin it and keepin it right cause you know I am bout to take it Again and Again and Again..
Just something to keep you interested
Tuesday, March 25, 2008
Con Amor
I told this woman
that I loved her
and immediately
she told me
that I didn't
my heart
my soul
my mind
my spirit
all heard me confess this
from Gods created mouth
from Gods created lips
from Gods created lungs
from Gods created breath
Sadness looms
and conquers my hopes
in one day
some day
Falling in love
with a woman that knows love
knows God
knows man
knows the confessions
of a soul
less the perversion
less the Ford Excursion
less the fear
less the scheme
less the conditional
less the promised dreams
I believe now
that this woman
is not the woman
that I should express love to
she is the woman
I need to pray for
before I close the book
that kept open the front door
Con Amor
Friday, March 21, 2008
I Am Not Interested
Its times like this that
doesn't come as a shock
or surprise
after looking deeply into
your pretty eyes
I wanted to share with you
my thoughts as always
the way my mind races
like children down hallways
as easy as it is
for me to project
my thoughts rhymically
I must say that at this
time I am finding it
the most difficult yet
Even now as you start to
wonder why
a tear rolls agressively
down the right side of my eye
Emotionally
I am into you
as I am
Devotionally
however the truth remains
as still as my voice vocally
and this is all due to
you not being my girlfriend
I mean I know we like
one another or is it just
the way lovers pretend
until the end
you know after you have
found that special someone
to make you smile
that special someone
that will also make you frown
for me if you haven't heard
I am as free as a bird
therefore if you don't know
what you want from me
then you can have back your curb
because in that type of relationship
I Am Not Interested
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
Time to Waste
I call you when I am interested
I call you when I am happy
I call you to share love
My thoughts
My words
My joy
My interest
My wisdom
My knowledge
My strive
My sustenance
My quality
My artistic
My romantic
My freak
My self-subsistence
My strength
My pleasure
My experience
My ups
My health
My successes
My defeats
My victories
My spiritual
My internal
My passion
I call you to allow
You to get to know this
I call you because
I've made it a commitment
My new commandment
of substance through
Consistence
All of these offerings
I share because
They are what make up
The reason
for considering you
in the first place
Because I desire for you
to end up in first place
as do I
However, this will never happen
because you only consider me
as an option to call only
when you have
Time to Waste
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
Only My Best
Here I go once again
Taking trips on blinding highways
Of infatuation and confusion,
I’m getting a headache
with mood swings
And the different illusions,
And Why?
All because I keep a full tank
To travel with,
And when it comes to my heart
I just can’t stop,
Moving autobahn mentality
Never left behind,
Always and forever
Because it seems like,
It is the only thing
That matters to me,
As I am never ever thinking
About compatibility,
My focus is on the approaches
Of who desires
Not to be noticed,
Beyond and above the stress
While I am only interested,
In providing
Only My Best
Tuesday, March 11, 2008
Saturday, March 08, 2008
Friday, February 29, 2008
Compiled and Grounded
All aboard
Upon an express one way
Train trip to your destination
I want to stay needing you
Your presence
Within the Utopia
Of your essence
I love it when
I think about you
The world means more to me
Now than ever before
Grounded is I, secure
Promising that satisfaction
Will be guaranteed
With a smile
Because it is my pleasure
Just to be involved
With the only member
Of my forever
Never-ending the care
Hospitality at its
Highest level
Whenever you are around
You remember everyday waking up
To a brighter spirit
Then those carried by angels
In December
This man is here just to
Find your reason
For accepting his splendor
More candid than a rainbow
In warm weather
Thoughts extreme
In compassion
Higher peaks in Denver
Up hill to the state
Of your mind
As I look to in love
Fall with you
Like leaves in November
Keeping my feelings
Compiled and Grounded
Upon an express one way
Train trip to your destination
I want to stay needing you
Your presence
Within the Utopia
Of your essence
I love it when
I think about you
The world means more to me
Now than ever before
Grounded is I, secure
Promising that satisfaction
Will be guaranteed
With a smile
Because it is my pleasure
Just to be involved
With the only member
Of my forever
Never-ending the care
Hospitality at its
Highest level
Whenever you are around
You remember everyday waking up
To a brighter spirit
Then those carried by angels
In December
This man is here just to
Find your reason
For accepting his splendor
More candid than a rainbow
In warm weather
Thoughts extreme
In compassion
Higher peaks in Denver
Up hill to the state
Of your mind
As I look to in love
Fall with you
Like leaves in November
Keeping my feelings
Compiled and Grounded
Seeing You
I was one day walking
Down the road
Decided not to drive
Wanted to breathe the air
Fresh scent of perfume
I looked across the street
And it was coming from you
So I did the next best thing
I continued to look
I respectfully didn’t stare
I just kept on walking
Hoping that when I return
Your sunshine beauty
Along with a splash
Of Gucci#3 would be
Still sitting there
Walking away I ask myself
What are the chances of you
Still sitting where
My eyes last left you?
I’m wondering
Even if you noticed me
Noticing you
I’m stuck for the minute
Thinking of what
I will say the next time
I see you the way I would
Move my lips sexually
And slowly for you
The way I would walk
Confidently up to you
Introducing myself to you
Because we are beautiful
Leaving me motionless
After the first time
Seeing You
Down the road
Decided not to drive
Wanted to breathe the air
Fresh scent of perfume
I looked across the street
And it was coming from you
So I did the next best thing
I continued to look
I respectfully didn’t stare
I just kept on walking
Hoping that when I return
Your sunshine beauty
Along with a splash
Of Gucci#3 would be
Still sitting there
Walking away I ask myself
What are the chances of you
Still sitting where
My eyes last left you?
I’m wondering
Even if you noticed me
Noticing you
I’m stuck for the minute
Thinking of what
I will say the next time
I see you the way I would
Move my lips sexually
And slowly for you
The way I would walk
Confidently up to you
Introducing myself to you
Because we are beautiful
Leaving me motionless
After the first time
Seeing You
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
Freestylin 95 - That's Gangsta
Shoot Boom Blow!
How you like me now
My Style
A legend
Been there
Done that
Headz still
Asking me how
I be like
Get off my dick
No smile
Only an invite
For those bitches
That be like Wow!
Over emotional
Like Carl Thomas
Or Bilal
Thinking their pure
Like the Nile
C’mon
With that bull shit
Look
I’ve already traveled
Those miles
Call me frequent
Flying headz
I will as I shall
Be the maddest out here
Like them cows
Heed my words
I’m AHKDAGOD
And you my child
Blessing you
With effects
Of my speed dial
Notifying my crew
Who puts
The buck in wild
The chuck in the ground
You see we chop beef
When ever its around
Spill that blood
Quicker than its sniffed
By hounds
That’s Gangsta
Freestylin 94 - Someone Said You Shouldn't
Yo! What up son
I see you writing again
New beat excytn again
Once again the LLord is
Once again cordless rhymin again
Yeah you know I had to
Get up out here on my grind
Reintroducing Trife Divine
Attacking more then the mind
Which if you step
I will waste like sight
To the blind
Cataracting your spine
Bungee jumping your heart
With twine
Disorderly I rep time after time
Fast forwarding your rewind
Counter clocking your wise
With this tight ass rhyme
I flip like Wilson who couldn’t
Step to a ghost, Yo I wouldn’t
Thinking you hot because
Someone Said You Shouldn't
Freestylin 93 - To The Fullest Extent
The game specific
If you play
Then you get it
If not
Then you miss it
I brought it
Thought you caught it
Resulting in you
Being shitted on
Like birds do
Before the storm
I’ve done my part
Less the Gong
You see
I try to be
Nah…
I’m the kid
With the infinite bid
Doing the same shit
Those before once did
The threats
The chin checks
The Trigga finga respect
The walking through
Your hood or projects
No fear no stress
I represent the
Past
Future
And present
To The Fullest Extent
If you play
Then you get it
If not
Then you miss it
I brought it
Thought you caught it
Resulting in you
Being shitted on
Like birds do
Before the storm
I’ve done my part
Less the Gong
You see
I try to be
Nah…
I’m the kid
With the infinite bid
Doing the same shit
Those before once did
The threats
The chin checks
The Trigga finga respect
The walking through
Your hood or projects
No fear no stress
I represent the
Past
Future
And present
To The Fullest Extent
Let There Be Love
Let there be love
Let there be love
Let there be love
Orderly my fashion
Revolution the action
Complete satisfaction
You see without love
There is love without
Meaning how would you
Know love
If you don’t show love
Expressing it
Without saying it
to me is love
Like love is blind
Or love is silent
Golden in its value
And for that I’m staying in it
Let there be love
Let there be love
Let there be love
Switching it on
Keeping it strong
My position my song
Shared with the world
Once listened by the
Desperately seeking my wrong
Secret the mind
Faithful to the plan
Which is to understand
That love stays here
When love once shown is gone
So let there be love
Let there be love
Let There Be Love
Let there be love
Let there be love
Orderly my fashion
Revolution the action
Complete satisfaction
You see without love
There is love without
Meaning how would you
Know love
If you don’t show love
Expressing it
Without saying it
to me is love
Like love is blind
Or love is silent
Golden in its value
And for that I’m staying in it
Let there be love
Let there be love
Let there be love
Switching it on
Keeping it strong
My position my song
Shared with the world
Once listened by the
Desperately seeking my wrong
Secret the mind
Faithful to the plan
Which is to understand
That love stays here
When love once shown is gone
So let there be love
Let there be love
Let There Be Love
Thursday, February 21, 2008
I'm Enjoying This....The Reincarnation
Strapless the dress
Silk
Red
No bra
No commitment
I’m already loving this
Hair long a little curl and shiny
Smelling like Aruba
Anxiously with her
I’ve been dying to scuba
If you feel me
The walk confident
Left hip knees bent
Right hip knees bent
This girl is sexy as shit
Thighs looking like awe fukc it
She’s The bomb
before the experiment
Got me making reservations
Hotel with the Jacuzzi
8 pillows with 4 mints
I know this woman is
More than heaven sent
Let’s call her Venus
The Goddess of Love and Beauty
Got me lusting for
More than just her booty
I mean her body is
What it is
But I need more
I need to be able to close my eyes
And see the way
She breathes while I am tracing
Her silhouette with my
Behind closed doors thoughts
I need to be able to see
The orgasm and the climax
Without even touching her..
The strawberry inside of the champagne
The chocolate outside of the whipped cream
Then inside of her wettest dream…
This is where my thoughts are
When it comes to
such a magnificent star
Shining on me like
the lights of a police car
Yeah she is something Sexy alright
She works up an appetite
Keeps me wanting her more than
Cats want more lives
I am hers to bring pleasure to
I am able
I show through what I know
Like slowly licking
Slowly flicking
Slowly picking
My spots to her make hot
(smiling)
while bringing
my poems of stimulation to life
or a love song to a complete pause
before and after the removal
of her under garments
My role is to bring that thunder harder
harder and harder….
The only man that can start her engine
Without a starter
Knowing she would be appreciative of the
Overall experience while
Enjoying me enjoying her while
I'm Enjoying This....The Reincarnation
What The Fukc Is Wrong With You?
This is from me to them….
In my face always
Looking
Countering
Abusive with your
Words out of context using
I was born from one parent
Achieved by two
Who the Fugh is You
Telling me what
I am suppose to do
I under realize my form
Just to transmit
Greatness in silence
Even beyond my flaws
I storm in ways many ways
Opposite of violence
I reign supreme
My most sacred thoughts
Of how I really see you
Again who the fugh is You
Telling me what
I need to do
Or what I should be doing
Isn’t your Starbucks coffee brewing?
Isn’t your last night consuming
The true reason
you can see past your past
which leaves you constantly
Underachieving
Where within that
I have nothing to do with
but instead you want to express
to me this hostile form of selfishness
INTERESTING
Because it just is
How the hell
Excuse me
How in the hell
Awe fugh it
I am tired of explaining
I am tired of refraining
I am tired of accepting
I am tired of reflecting
This is not the final straw
But the final time
I allow you to appall
The Love I have for all
That I should not have to
Worry about stressing
Or be concerned with
How others view
What the hell I do
Including for who
Which leaves me
With only one question
when this occurs
I just have to ask
What The Fukc Is Wrong With You?
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
As Simple As a Kiss
"The time within your mind is a terrible thing to waste...."
Charles C. Kearse
1-2 (2:33 PM): I am thinking about you
1-2 (2:33 PM): enough to tell you
1-2 (2:33 PM): line by line
1-2 (2:34 PM): thoughts of touching your face
1-2 (2:34 PM): attached a chill to my spine
1-2 (2:34 PM): I am here for just the experience
1-2 (2:34 PM): of a mature deliverance
1-2 (2:35 PM): to not be mistaking
1-2 (2:35 PM): offered to you as His-taking
1-2 (2:35 PM): or my offering to you
1-2 (2:35 PM): my time, my reason, my rhyme
1-2 (2:35 PM): Aimee can we be together
1-2 (2:36 PM): completely
1-2 (2:36 PM): inimitable
1-2 (2:36 PM): hysterical within loves miracle
1-2 (2:36 PM): before you I saw none
1-2 (2:37 PM): you appeared then I saw fun
1-2 (2:37 PM): wanting it, needing it
1-2 (2:37 PM): desiring it by the ton of tons
1-2 (2:37 PM): my sensitive gravitation
1-2 (2:38 PM): exists beyond imagination
1-2 (2:38 PM): Cancerian children should know this
1-2 (2:38 PM): as we look to be secured
1-2 (2:38 PM): day to day
1-2 (2:38 PM): with something as simple as a kiss
1-2 (2:39 PM): the Title of this poem is
1-2 (2:39 PM): As Simple As a Kiss
1-2 (2:39 PM): AHKMEL PHAROD
1-2 (2:39 PM): 2/20/08 2:39PM
Sunday, February 10, 2008
Set Yourself Free
Hello Beautiful, How are you doing?
I hope all right
I just would like you to know
That I am aware of your situation
And I would like to be that solution
If you only allow me to
Because open are my ears
And the heart to follow
And if ever in need
Please don’t hesitate with my love
Because I may not be here tomorrow
I need you to want me in your corner
Like no one else
Let me be the one to secure you
All by myself I can handle that duty
Or task, well in your case
Let’s call it a project
As I research the reason
Why you do the things you do
Never wanting to stop it
Hours, days, blue skies to gray
My dedication baby is always
Going to be here to stay
So stop talking about keeping
Your guard up and
Set Yourself Free
I hope all right
I just would like you to know
That I am aware of your situation
And I would like to be that solution
If you only allow me to
Because open are my ears
And the heart to follow
And if ever in need
Please don’t hesitate with my love
Because I may not be here tomorrow
I need you to want me in your corner
Like no one else
Let me be the one to secure you
All by myself I can handle that duty
Or task, well in your case
Let’s call it a project
As I research the reason
Why you do the things you do
Never wanting to stop it
Hours, days, blue skies to gray
My dedication baby is always
Going to be here to stay
So stop talking about keeping
Your guard up and
Set Yourself Free
Monday, January 14, 2008
Friday, January 04, 2008
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