Hold me tight and rock me slow
take me deep and don't let go
the music our moans and sighs
perfect for this mating dance
Share with me a soulful kiss
tongues wetly part our lips
lost in the heat of desire
our breath a hot whirlwind
Aching for your supple breasts
pressed to my soft hairy chest
hands upon your rolling hips
as you rise and fall upon me
Squeeze me hard, milk me dry
until we tremble, gasp and cry
sweat releasing and bodies flushed
without the sun, and its warmth
Joined as One
A man is He that understands his mistakes, and admits to a change needed in his life, resulting in everlasting acceptance. - AHKMEL PHAROD. This Blog will serve as an Emotional Journal, it will capture my life as an entity articulately, artistically, soulfully, rhythmically and last but not least Poetically. I welcome you to relate, relax and receive me as open as you possibly can.
The Rebirth of Fashion
When fashion takes a break it sits down and takes a picture.
Wednesday, October 12, 2005
Freestyling 18
Even at the lowest peek of the sun
I'm still shining like a Diamond
Catching the attention of the deaf dumb and blind
When I'm rhyming
Making believers out of the non
When I start assigning
Lyrical beat down assignments
To fake emcee's lying
Prosecuting the frauds trying
To rep the streets crying
About the struggle and the grinding
The hustle and the climbing
Exposing the momma out these boys sizing
Them up for the pressure I'm applying
Lining them up the lesser of those replying
Then tying them up as the aggressor of these findings
I'm still shining like a Diamond
Catching the attention of the deaf dumb and blind
When I'm rhyming
Making believers out of the non
When I start assigning
Lyrical beat down assignments
To fake emcee's lying
Prosecuting the frauds trying
To rep the streets crying
About the struggle and the grinding
The hustle and the climbing
Exposing the momma out these boys sizing
Them up for the pressure I'm applying
Lining them up the lesser of those replying
Then tying them up as the aggressor of these findings
Tuesday, October 11, 2005
Freestyling 17
With or without the attention
Leaving me to mention
I am hotter than 1 million men marching
In DC with the AIDS infection
DonÂt stop and look at me
Without the proper protection
Or be left with your peeps second guessing
Bringing to you immediately lessons
About this deadly lyrical venom
I spit in all directions
First before the infection
Now count backwards from 1
Leaving you with mental ingestion
All confused with the shitty complexion
Trying to move up like the Jefferson's
Commercially that just wonÂt work
So stop stressing
Before out comes the Wesson
That will do more than pop ya
Once used as a door stopper
Just to show how I'm Levis cuffed
LDockerskers and I am out
Leaving me to mention
I am hotter than 1 million men marching
In DC with the AIDS infection
DonÂt stop and look at me
Without the proper protection
Or be left with your peeps second guessing
Bringing to you immediately lessons
About this deadly lyrical venom
I spit in all directions
First before the infection
Now count backwards from 1
Leaving you with mental ingestion
All confused with the shitty complexion
Trying to move up like the Jefferson's
Commercially that just wonÂt work
So stop stressing
Before out comes the Wesson
That will do more than pop ya
Once used as a door stopper
Just to show how I'm Levis cuffed
LDockerskers and I am out
When I Give Permission
Why is it until we are with someone
We meet the ideal someone
That we would rather do more for
Caught in between my desires
And my needs I live to have another explore
My choice like the lips real moist
applying the wings
To my back
Like those on a Rolls Royce
Smooth and in control we cruise
your head my chest
the pillow of security you rest
troubled no more
sent to you a man settling your debt
and your score
taking your life on
with accuracy
showing and proving
why I am similar to a majesty
due all respect seated
When I Give Permission
We meet the ideal someone
That we would rather do more for
Caught in between my desires
And my needs I live to have another explore
My choice like the lips real moist
applying the wings
To my back
Like those on a Rolls Royce
Smooth and in control we cruise
your head my chest
the pillow of security you rest
troubled no more
sent to you a man settling your debt
and your score
taking your life on
with accuracy
showing and proving
why I am similar to a majesty
due all respect seated
When I Give Permission
Just Because
I left my love in Brooklyn, NY
My courage, My strength
My confidence
My square root of 25
My combination to a complete
Comfortable life
Crying every night
For just a second hurts
More than shedding tears
All at the same time
Flash backs
Of the Central Park walks
The moisture development
The real vibe
That was once felt
I use to cross the street
Hoping to find
On the other side
My love
Memories of climbing trees
Just for a glimpse
Of you to see
Fortunate be I
To my 3rd degree
as I await your presence patiently
Silly for your touch
Wishing to hold your hand
Which I would think
Is not asking too much
If so what would I have to do
To maintain your trust
As if it is only for you I lust
As it is only on you
Exist such a crush
I wonder if you remember what I remember
As it is your mind body and soul
And heart I’m out to rush
Just Because
My courage, My strength
My confidence
My square root of 25
My combination to a complete
Comfortable life
Crying every night
For just a second hurts
More than shedding tears
All at the same time
Flash backs
Of the Central Park walks
The moisture development
The real vibe
That was once felt
I use to cross the street
Hoping to find
On the other side
My love
Memories of climbing trees
Just for a glimpse
Of you to see
Fortunate be I
To my 3rd degree
as I await your presence patiently
Silly for your touch
Wishing to hold your hand
Which I would think
Is not asking too much
If so what would I have to do
To maintain your trust
As if it is only for you I lust
As it is only on you
Exist such a crush
I wonder if you remember what I remember
As it is your mind body and soul
And heart I’m out to rush
Just Because
From the Beginning
Blessed we are the courageous
The vulnerable hearts we hold within
Our bodies bleeding warmth
through smiles contagious,
the beauty surrounding
our words so proudly amazes us
which project the confidence
through smiles which so
helplessly contains us
as metaphors of the splendid way I address you
leaves you feeling better than famous
woman I can love you
until my hearts stops beating
just because you allowed the internet to inflame us
I am hot for your response as you are burning
For my poetry to keep returning to your inbox
dedication to you similar to little boys
And girls playing together in a sand box
You don’t feel me
This is never ending
my mind because of your attention keeps spinning
So you need to be held
At the same time letting my words
continue to do the mending
Because open I will have you
Like the book of Genesis
From the Beginning
The vulnerable hearts we hold within
Our bodies bleeding warmth
through smiles contagious,
the beauty surrounding
our words so proudly amazes us
which project the confidence
through smiles which so
helplessly contains us
as metaphors of the splendid way I address you
leaves you feeling better than famous
woman I can love you
until my hearts stops beating
just because you allowed the internet to inflame us
I am hot for your response as you are burning
For my poetry to keep returning to your inbox
dedication to you similar to little boys
And girls playing together in a sand box
You don’t feel me
This is never ending
my mind because of your attention keeps spinning
So you need to be held
At the same time letting my words
continue to do the mending
Because open I will have you
Like the book of Genesis
From the Beginning
Freestyling 16
Time is straight running out
Better call the police
Coming straight for ya
With no one to hold me
Head locks and contusions
Not enough for five O to patrol me
Around the clock type nigga
Out of control see
I do this for the gain
Never for the lost like Kobe
I pay more attention to the smell
Of the unholy
The unruly the unconscious
The quiet the lonely
With my eyes open for the niggaz
and those bitches trying to phone me .
Trying to 5 and dime me
Like I am some type of phony
Get the fuck out of here
Before you get blocked without a goalee
Better call the police
Coming straight for ya
With no one to hold me
Head locks and contusions
Not enough for five O to patrol me
Around the clock type nigga
Out of control see
I do this for the gain
Never for the lost like Kobe
I pay more attention to the smell
Of the unholy
The unruly the unconscious
The quiet the lonely
With my eyes open for the niggaz
and those bitches trying to phone me .
Trying to 5 and dime me
Like I am some type of phony
Get the fuck out of here
Before you get blocked without a goalee
Freestyling 15
Temp me if you want
Trust me to front
And be all up in da club
Shot up cuz you a thug
Needing O type blood
Half a dollar scrub
Tired of all this entourage bullshit
Supermodel punks
Emcee’s needing love
More than little kids need hugs
What the fuck!
I’m pushing and looking to shove
Half a pound slugs
All up in your butts
With or without Calvin
Call me nuts
and I will cashew In
then crush
Peanut butter lyrics
I spread then eat em up
Trust me to front
And be all up in da club
Shot up cuz you a thug
Needing O type blood
Half a dollar scrub
Tired of all this entourage bullshit
Supermodel punks
Emcee’s needing love
More than little kids need hugs
What the fuck!
I’m pushing and looking to shove
Half a pound slugs
All up in your butts
With or without Calvin
Call me nuts
and I will cashew In
then crush
Peanut butter lyrics
I spread then eat em up
Blinded By Ambition
Tearing away all unnecessary needs
Proclaiming the ability to see the light
Of promise and hope that you provide
Excited for can not only be a crime
But a felony, imprisoned by your attention
Through time, free willed and obligated
By decisions based on intelligence and wisdom
That may be afro-centrically hidden
Let me be the on to parallel my thoughts
On a verbal plane, breaking down your
Spiritual condensation having nothing
to do with rain, run with me
and I’ll run with you, my thoughts and yours
one plus one to equal one and not two
so question me and I’ll answer forever
because it brings me pleasure
when we are learning together within
our loving position at the same time being
Blinded By Ambition
Proclaiming the ability to see the light
Of promise and hope that you provide
Excited for can not only be a crime
But a felony, imprisoned by your attention
Through time, free willed and obligated
By decisions based on intelligence and wisdom
That may be afro-centrically hidden
Let me be the on to parallel my thoughts
On a verbal plane, breaking down your
Spiritual condensation having nothing
to do with rain, run with me
and I’ll run with you, my thoughts and yours
one plus one to equal one and not two
so question me and I’ll answer forever
because it brings me pleasure
when we are learning together within
our loving position at the same time being
Blinded By Ambition
When the Wind Blows
I long to be near,
with you no fear I shall have,
For I am confident
in what others can not bear
And that is your reality
surrounded by my atmosphere
of sensitivity and the feelings
you are giving to me,
for what I see is truth to share
and a glow in you eyes
when I start to stare
never afraid of being sincere
when it comes to
expressing myself to you
I take my time because I care
so patiently I will gather your
sensuality and make it
part of my day and nights
When the Wind Blows
with you no fear I shall have,
For I am confident
in what others can not bear
And that is your reality
surrounded by my atmosphere
of sensitivity and the feelings
you are giving to me,
for what I see is truth to share
and a glow in you eyes
when I start to stare
never afraid of being sincere
when it comes to
expressing myself to you
I take my time because I care
so patiently I will gather your
sensuality and make it
part of my day and nights
When the Wind Blows
Freestyling 14
My turntable use to spin
no needle
Hypodermically on the mic
no equal
contagiously illegal
splitting tongues down the middle
I’m lethal
more evil than kenevil
Jumping bitch ass rappers
I can see through
Like blood behind the flesh
I’m making you bleed through
Too late for the EMS to reach you
A terrorist lyricist looking to de-speech you
Mouth on the side
Of your peep hole
And this is just how I roll
Without the people
no needle
Hypodermically on the mic
no equal
contagiously illegal
splitting tongues down the middle
I’m lethal
more evil than kenevil
Jumping bitch ass rappers
I can see through
Like blood behind the flesh
I’m making you bleed through
Too late for the EMS to reach you
A terrorist lyricist looking to de-speech you
Mouth on the side
Of your peep hole
And this is just how I roll
Without the people
The Same Amount of Care
I can see my words in the air
About to disappear
Armed with the emotions to
Make the whole world sincere
To this man with the curly hair
Who sometimes talks real slick
To women who watch and stare
Can you see my invisible smile
I show it wider and wider every year
From January to December
I appear than reappear
Finding myself still in the same place
Looking unprepared
Unorganized with my insecurities
And fears
Hoping that one day
The same way I show
I will receive in return
The Same Amount of Care
About to disappear
Armed with the emotions to
Make the whole world sincere
To this man with the curly hair
Who sometimes talks real slick
To women who watch and stare
Can you see my invisible smile
I show it wider and wider every year
From January to December
I appear than reappear
Finding myself still in the same place
Looking unprepared
Unorganized with my insecurities
And fears
Hoping that one day
The same way I show
I will receive in return
The Same Amount of Care
What I Should Have
Freestyling 13
The first day
First second
Entering the prism of the sewer
Blindfolded misguided still finding
My way using the faith
Using my not being afraid
Attitude my old earth gave
Stench wind currents directing me
To the center
To the stage
with a 1, 2 - a 1, 2
There goes that mic check again
When I pick up the beat
My 8 count is deadly
Follow me before you try to hollow me
Or be left found under the street
Without your bone marrow Gee
First second
Entering the prism of the sewer
Blindfolded misguided still finding
My way using the faith
Using my not being afraid
Attitude my old earth gave
Stench wind currents directing me
To the center
To the stage
with a 1, 2 - a 1, 2
There goes that mic check again
When I pick up the beat
My 8 count is deadly
Follow me before you try to hollow me
Or be left found under the street
Without your bone marrow Gee
Freestyling 12
Sometimes I then sometimes I’m
To fly to finish my thoughts
And Still got you Satisfied
and impressed by this track you just brought
Within this silk spitting venomous
You’ve just been caught
Black widow of the underground
Cocooning fake mc’s lost
No time to give directions
Cuz now you too broke
To cover the cost
Of that real that can’t put
A price on Underground
we get too dirty to floss
Too low down gritty and grimy to be soft
Or accept awards
To fly to finish my thoughts
And Still got you Satisfied
and impressed by this track you just brought
Within this silk spitting venomous
You’ve just been caught
Black widow of the underground
Cocooning fake mc’s lost
No time to give directions
Cuz now you too broke
To cover the cost
Of that real that can’t put
A price on Underground
we get too dirty to floss
Too low down gritty and grimy to be soft
Or accept awards
Freestyling 11
Let's take a trip
Sike you got flipped
You try to talk back black
You might get lit
Like a Christmas tree
A bulb will need electricity
From LLord Trife
A 100,000 watt emcee
Currently stunning the whack shockingly
Theres no copying this
Or mocking me
Because I am before the apostrophe
So theres no need
For blocking me
My flow is not rehearsed
Cuz knowledge is put first
Very fine and smooth
Like juice that quench your thirst
I am large so call Serge
cause I am in charge
I flipped on your brain cells
and now I got you brainwashed
you bigger bums
I'm getting dumb my son
Sike you got flipped
You try to talk back black
You might get lit
Like a Christmas tree
A bulb will need electricity
From LLord Trife
A 100,000 watt emcee
Currently stunning the whack shockingly
Theres no copying this
Or mocking me
Because I am before the apostrophe
So theres no need
For blocking me
My flow is not rehearsed
Cuz knowledge is put first
Very fine and smooth
Like juice that quench your thirst
I am large so call Serge
cause I am in charge
I flipped on your brain cells
and now I got you brainwashed
you bigger bums
I'm getting dumb my son
Unlike Him
Look ma
I know I am not him
Look ma
I know I don’t have
The same things as him
Look ma
I know I can’t move like him
Look ma
I know I can’t hit it like him
Look ma
I know I can’t please you
Like him
Look ma
I know I can’t get beneath you like him
Look ma
I know I can’t make you smile like him
Look ma
I know I don’t feel like him
Look ma
I know I can’t buy you the same things
Like him
Look ma
I now understand why you treat me like him
And you know what ma
Because of your efforts
In keeping me happy
I want you to know ma
That I will always be here to stay
Unlike Him
I know I am not him
Look ma
I know I don’t have
The same things as him
Look ma
I know I can’t move like him
Look ma
I know I can’t hit it like him
Look ma
I know I can’t please you
Like him
Look ma
I know I can’t get beneath you like him
Look ma
I know I can’t make you smile like him
Look ma
I know I don’t feel like him
Look ma
I know I can’t buy you the same things
Like him
Look ma
I now understand why you treat me like him
And you know what ma
Because of your efforts
In keeping me happy
I want you to know ma
That I will always be here to stay
Unlike Him
Beyond Me
Searching steady searching
Far and near
While the world is
in existence for completeness
Is my one and only weakness
Is what I’m looking for out there
Waiting to be found
or discovered and smothered
With just my unconditional love
Alone or do I have to concentrate
On myself being happy alone
Let my mind and thoughts
Be what keeps me from death
Expressing myself as a beautiful person
Until my very last breath
righteously
Showing the utmost respect
Forever walking next
to who accepts me unconditionally
for the ability to receive
and give is
Beyond Me - 10/16/98
Far and near
While the world is
in existence for completeness
Is my one and only weakness
Is what I’m looking for out there
Waiting to be found
or discovered and smothered
With just my unconditional love
Alone or do I have to concentrate
On myself being happy alone
Let my mind and thoughts
Be what keeps me from death
Expressing myself as a beautiful person
Until my very last breath
righteously
Showing the utmost respect
Forever walking next
to who accepts me unconditionally
for the ability to receive
and give is
Beyond Me - 10/16/98
All I Have to Give
Gentle as the touch
Can be only as gentle
As the man
That reaches out
to give and provide
What lies deep inside
of his soul,
Something tamed
where he has control
Of the unconditional love
which is only his goal
to give and to remember.
The feeling of joy in return
gives him pleasure
being responsible for what
a woman must feel
as he steps into her life
Showing that he’s for real
Just by a compliment
from day to day
And not expressing it sexually
although he must admit
in his vocabulary you won’t
find the word can’t or quit
my ability is like a trance
Put on me by my mother
who taught me to love no other,
women they are my oxygen
My carbon dioxide
so I breathe for the need
To be here
in the world to keep women happy
is something like a hobby
for me because ever since I was
a little kid that’s
All I Had to Give - 10/08/98
Can be only as gentle
As the man
That reaches out
to give and provide
What lies deep inside
of his soul,
Something tamed
where he has control
Of the unconditional love
which is only his goal
to give and to remember.
The feeling of joy in return
gives him pleasure
being responsible for what
a woman must feel
as he steps into her life
Showing that he’s for real
Just by a compliment
from day to day
And not expressing it sexually
although he must admit
in his vocabulary you won’t
find the word can’t or quit
my ability is like a trance
Put on me by my mother
who taught me to love no other,
women they are my oxygen
My carbon dioxide
so I breathe for the need
To be here
in the world to keep women happy
is something like a hobby
for me because ever since I was
a little kid that’s
All I Had to Give - 10/08/98
Hand to a Glove
To rise with the thoughts of fulfilled love
Is only to understand why it is important
To love things that are good in life
The smile to receive and the smiles to
Let guide your heart like the light at the
End of a tunnel at night so let your mind
Find time to unwind with mine be my
Grapes on the vine I’ll make into wine
And let me taste the fine down your spine
Leaving you no choice but to remind
Yourself about when you were by yourself
Looking for invisible lines of love
Until I came along and drew them for only
You and I to shove our way through
To each other’s hearts and inner emotions
Where my sensitivity and your time you
Give to me will fit like a
Hand to a Glove
Is only to understand why it is important
To love things that are good in life
The smile to receive and the smiles to
Let guide your heart like the light at the
End of a tunnel at night so let your mind
Find time to unwind with mine be my
Grapes on the vine I’ll make into wine
And let me taste the fine down your spine
Leaving you no choice but to remind
Yourself about when you were by yourself
Looking for invisible lines of love
Until I came along and drew them for only
You and I to shove our way through
To each other’s hearts and inner emotions
Where my sensitivity and your time you
Give to me will fit like a
Hand to a Glove
Freestyling 10
Wrong turn I burn
More than Mohegan’s trail
Leaving ashes to be read like brail
To fresh to ever be stale
And you best believe that like jail
With no bail
All up in your kitchen
With more than a pale
Hot water 40 cups of bleach
Scrubbing my floor without nails
Gangsta
More than Mohegan’s trail
Leaving ashes to be read like brail
To fresh to ever be stale
And you best believe that like jail
With no bail
All up in your kitchen
With more than a pale
Hot water 40 cups of bleach
Scrubbing my floor without nails
Gangsta
Freestyling 9
If it will take the first time
Then that’s it
You will step up to quit
Forfeit
Mic down the neck
Making you vomit
Nose in it
Treating you like a puppy
That just took a shit
Mistake made
out of your socks I will
give you more than a lift
soaring over the Hudson
with my boot print on your lips
say something
Then that’s it
You will step up to quit
Forfeit
Mic down the neck
Making you vomit
Nose in it
Treating you like a puppy
That just took a shit
Mistake made
out of your socks I will
give you more than a lift
soaring over the Hudson
with my boot print on your lips
say something
ORIGINAL
Stop look mu fuckaz
You can’t wit out permission
Touch this Hotness
unseen on the 1 2
monster type lock ness
all you clowns please stop it
from PA to GA
on the low I gots this
dare approach and be left
calling the cops next
told you in the beginning
to Stop look mu fuckaz
left with no other choice
but to clock this
9.0 world record breaking
cockness
sexy with mines
plus deeper than chocolates
all on the tip of your tongue
like how you want
my PHAROD off limits
to you fraud ass bitches
trying to understand what little
I’m giving you copyless
Cuz this is
ORIGINAL
You can’t wit out permission
Touch this Hotness
unseen on the 1 2
monster type lock ness
all you clowns please stop it
from PA to GA
on the low I gots this
dare approach and be left
calling the cops next
told you in the beginning
to Stop look mu fuckaz
left with no other choice
but to clock this
9.0 world record breaking
cockness
sexy with mines
plus deeper than chocolates
all on the tip of your tongue
like how you want
my PHAROD off limits
to you fraud ass bitches
trying to understand what little
I’m giving you copyless
Cuz this is
ORIGINAL
Dealing with Myself
I thought you were listening
I thought you were paying attention
Not to be fooled once again
All I wanted to do was easy for me
Finding you as a friend
Instead I found a coach
With a winless record
A coach with to much self motivation
Leading to improper declarations
I purposely express to you my mind
When in return you made me feel
Like it was a waste of time
Not even a competitive response
To what I’ve composed line by line
No question do you ask
Concluding that you know me as a man
And all of my task
But what about you
As I’m convinced that universally
You are my equal
But you don’t see that you just see
My presence as another sequel
How can you know what you want
When you don’t understand yourself
Please take all the time to explain
To me because I need help
I need help to deal with me
Dealing with you
Dealing with Myself
I thought you were paying attention
Not to be fooled once again
All I wanted to do was easy for me
Finding you as a friend
Instead I found a coach
With a winless record
A coach with to much self motivation
Leading to improper declarations
I purposely express to you my mind
When in return you made me feel
Like it was a waste of time
Not even a competitive response
To what I’ve composed line by line
No question do you ask
Concluding that you know me as a man
And all of my task
But what about you
As I’m convinced that universally
You are my equal
But you don’t see that you just see
My presence as another sequel
How can you know what you want
When you don’t understand yourself
Please take all the time to explain
To me because I need help
I need help to deal with me
Dealing with you
Dealing with Myself
Stand in Line
God himself who made him?
My mind displaced him
Titled myself AHKMEL
No permission
I’ve rose above the victories
Unstoppable
I know my place
I know my face
Of my parent born spiritual
And I am still sought after
though judged cenacle
my armor my heart righteous
my life non-biblical
breaking pinnacles
seeing beyond 20/20
non-copywriting my work
cause I don’t have all
of my trust in God’s money
now question that
as I once made a preacher say to me
You know AHKMEL
I never thought of that
Missionary style
Footprints in the sand
Of those that listen
To my knowledge
Not structured by Physicians in college
My mentality
My universe – city
With highways to the point
As glass alleyways
Where the wise
With the seeing all eye
Equivalent to the third analyze
Moonchild Cancerian Nocturnal
Sights unlimited I told you
Now read these words
Reattach your thoughts
To the last scripture you bought
A quarter, fifty cents,
To twenty dollar tides,
It’s Monday morning
And I’m eating cheese sandwiches
Verbally I’m constipated
My mom’s working again overtime
Just for a happy meal
Or maybe Chinese food
I don’t mean to be rude
But I don’t want to be
A Christian no more
I don’t want to worship death no more
For alive is the inner core
Universal
The noun, the statement leaving
Non-believers stunned with amazement
I’m not afraid of the basement
So lets take a trip walk hard
With confidence
speak words of dominance
domestic prominence
immature to your ignorance
where with, I’m fine
spending all your time
try to figure me out
I suggest you
Stand in Line
My mind displaced him
Titled myself AHKMEL
No permission
I’ve rose above the victories
Unstoppable
I know my place
I know my face
Of my parent born spiritual
And I am still sought after
though judged cenacle
my armor my heart righteous
my life non-biblical
breaking pinnacles
seeing beyond 20/20
non-copywriting my work
cause I don’t have all
of my trust in God’s money
now question that
as I once made a preacher say to me
You know AHKMEL
I never thought of that
Missionary style
Footprints in the sand
Of those that listen
To my knowledge
Not structured by Physicians in college
My mentality
My universe – city
With highways to the point
As glass alleyways
Where the wise
With the seeing all eye
Equivalent to the third analyze
Moonchild Cancerian Nocturnal
Sights unlimited I told you
Now read these words
Reattach your thoughts
To the last scripture you bought
A quarter, fifty cents,
To twenty dollar tides,
It’s Monday morning
And I’m eating cheese sandwiches
Verbally I’m constipated
My mom’s working again overtime
Just for a happy meal
Or maybe Chinese food
I don’t mean to be rude
But I don’t want to be
A Christian no more
I don’t want to worship death no more
For alive is the inner core
Universal
The noun, the statement leaving
Non-believers stunned with amazement
I’m not afraid of the basement
So lets take a trip walk hard
With confidence
speak words of dominance
domestic prominence
immature to your ignorance
where with, I’m fine
spending all your time
try to figure me out
I suggest you
Stand in Line
To Enunciate Love
Not one reason will escape
My desire for your love
Within these thoughts
permanently planted into my soul
By your smile
Beautiful I wish
I would never run out of wishes
Just so I can continue living for you
Resting on the soul of your body
with endless kisses
let I be your mister and you be my misses
forever with you I want to make love
create love and instigate love
because of you I am able to orchestrate love
through my poems expressing to you
the way I unconditionally dedicate love
crying through each letter
following the last
due to not knowing how you appreciate love
sharing for the horizon to punctuate love
for you to see
A shade of purple, orange, and pink
To Enunciate Love
My desire for your love
Within these thoughts
permanently planted into my soul
By your smile
Beautiful I wish
I would never run out of wishes
Just so I can continue living for you
Resting on the soul of your body
with endless kisses
let I be your mister and you be my misses
forever with you I want to make love
create love and instigate love
because of you I am able to orchestrate love
through my poems expressing to you
the way I unconditionally dedicate love
crying through each letter
following the last
due to not knowing how you appreciate love
sharing for the horizon to punctuate love
for you to see
A shade of purple, orange, and pink
To Enunciate Love
My Undivided Attention
Imagine me
in your thoughts right now
Getting the door for you
While gently
Giving my all to you
On your way home
Your music
You groove it
Randomly selecting
Taking away the mind
Before you lose it
At home I - your surprise
Expressed to you
Within these next
Couple of lines
Car up to the drive way
I peek through the blinds
Just for a glimpse
Of your behind
Catwalking flowers at your feet
Damn you are looking so fine
So fine you make me
Want to blow your mind
Ohhhhhh so fine
In store 7-11 I’m seeing
The knob of the door turning
Woman you got me like a fiend yearning
Insides burning
All I am thinking about
Is you coming through that door
Like Herman
Off the hinges
Because you smell that fruit
Pineapples on Strawberries dishes
Soft sipping you
The bubbling sounds
Of the champagne hitting
The pleasure of your flesh
We talked about this
Your back on that cloud
You and I rolling
Loosing control of the pull
Less than gravitational
Woman the shock you
Are about to send through
My body - sensational
Making me grab you where
The thong doesn’t cover you
I my lips my mouth your lover you
my sugar my honey my ice tea
I fiend to smoother you
Never before my smile
Has shown such a color true
Believe it as I am thanking you
For the hand direction
The mature protection
Securing my sincerest erection
I will come to the vacation
That lies within your awakening
As I am stable now
Plus ready to provide to you
My Undivided Attention
in your thoughts right now
Getting the door for you
While gently
Giving my all to you
On your way home
Your music
You groove it
Randomly selecting
Taking away the mind
Before you lose it
At home I - your surprise
Expressed to you
Within these next
Couple of lines
Car up to the drive way
I peek through the blinds
Just for a glimpse
Of your behind
Catwalking flowers at your feet
Damn you are looking so fine
So fine you make me
Want to blow your mind
Ohhhhhh so fine
In store 7-11 I’m seeing
The knob of the door turning
Woman you got me like a fiend yearning
Insides burning
All I am thinking about
Is you coming through that door
Like Herman
Off the hinges
Because you smell that fruit
Pineapples on Strawberries dishes
Soft sipping you
The bubbling sounds
Of the champagne hitting
The pleasure of your flesh
We talked about this
Your back on that cloud
You and I rolling
Loosing control of the pull
Less than gravitational
Woman the shock you
Are about to send through
My body - sensational
Making me grab you where
The thong doesn’t cover you
I my lips my mouth your lover you
my sugar my honey my ice tea
I fiend to smoother you
Never before my smile
Has shown such a color true
Believe it as I am thanking you
For the hand direction
The mature protection
Securing my sincerest erection
I will come to the vacation
That lies within your awakening
As I am stable now
Plus ready to provide to you
My Undivided Attention
More Than Pure
From the first moment
To our first kiss
Do you remember
How our computer love
Brought closer our lips
You sat at your desk
as I did the same
every morning looking
for your name
to appear to the right side
of my name
I love every minute
And second of my thoughts
When they are of you
Symbolic to the way
I take pleasure
In logging on just for you
Presenting to you my all
That you will never have
a need to ignore
because these thoughts for you are
More Than Pure
To our first kiss
Do you remember
How our computer love
Brought closer our lips
You sat at your desk
as I did the same
every morning looking
for your name
to appear to the right side
of my name
I love every minute
And second of my thoughts
When they are of you
Symbolic to the way
I take pleasure
In logging on just for you
Presenting to you my all
That you will never have
a need to ignore
because these thoughts for you are
More Than Pure
Sexual Fantasy
Petals of passion floating,
writhing bodies in unison
echoes of moans
and whimpers shudders...
points meeting points,
slithering, slamming...
gripping and clenching
while blazing,
intense eyes meet...
panting and gasping,
tears streaming, sliding out,
mixing...
glorying in...
each other’s
Sexual Fantasy...
writhing bodies in unison
echoes of moans
and whimpers shudders...
points meeting points,
slithering, slamming...
gripping and clenching
while blazing,
intense eyes meet...
panting and gasping,
tears streaming, sliding out,
mixing...
glorying in...
each other’s
Sexual Fantasy...
The Times I Treasure so Much
When the dawn turns to dusk,
My world suddenly feels right all over again,
For I know when I close my eyes,
You’ll be there next to me,
I could fall a million times
and you would be there to lift me up,
I could cry the sorrows of my life,
And you would comfort me,
I could laugh
and you’d be sharing my joy,
I could do all I wanted to do with you
and you’ll be there,
And these are
The Times I Treasure so Much
My world suddenly feels right all over again,
For I know when I close my eyes,
You’ll be there next to me,
I could fall a million times
and you would be there to lift me up,
I could cry the sorrows of my life,
And you would comfort me,
I could laugh
and you’d be sharing my joy,
I could do all I wanted to do with you
and you’ll be there,
And these are
The Times I Treasure so Much
Freestyling 8
At my finest
The moment
on some ole sly shit
Slick never slacking
With more than
My back behind this
Soon to be the dangerous
Retiring the flyest
Lyrical tyrant
intellectually deaf-defiant
flying higher than birds flying
vocally mesmerizing
tranquilizing weak styles and
exposing bitch ass rappers
by the thousands
king the of the hill
brooklyn mc
whose climbed less youthful fountains..
The moment
on some ole sly shit
Slick never slacking
With more than
My back behind this
Soon to be the dangerous
Retiring the flyest
Lyrical tyrant
intellectually deaf-defiant
flying higher than birds flying
vocally mesmerizing
tranquilizing weak styles and
exposing bitch ass rappers
by the thousands
king the of the hill
brooklyn mc
whose climbed less youthful fountains..
Like a Terrorist Sleeper
The reality of me
is patience too much patience
a game player
a delicate hold hand
calling you beautiful name sayor
but I am far from the truth
or even a savior
my poetry is shared
like sticks of butter to neighbors
I will never say never
not into the appropriate behavior
I will continue to do what I must do
like the old DC mayor
making women women
before becoming their trainer
I already did the boot camp
and delivered the paper
20,000 bundles cut open
without out the razor
true Washington Post/ing up type nigga
remembering more than your digits
cuz just like the slogan of the commercial
if you don't get it you won't get it
you don't remember enuff
like a neck without being tapered
fine lines I quote them
original to the brain
until the hymen is broken
then I pull out the Buddha
and start smoking
this is for real no joking
as you read you bleed
without the stomach
being bloated or swollen
hot on your nerves like DEEZ hot nuts
in your mouth still roasting
talking that salvation army
cheap like half of a NY token
until again the devil in me is truly awoken
I will drive you
then lay you down after stroking
in someone elseÂs room
not my pillow not my home and
gritty andGrimmy you feel
because you were chosen
stopped by to act fly
maybe a picture for the miss her
she took it before I enlisted her
another twister not related to the sister
bring that mouth back over here
so I can mute your whisper
feel me feel me and my laugh
you heard it its sinister
similar to the real purpose for vinegar
never behind the walls of your blisters
left behind by the wrong mister
now who your kids calling daddy
as I am penetrating your skin
on the low like a splinter
trying to pull me out
need more than the tweeeeeeeezers
I will have you
running out your sneeeeeeaaaaakkkkerrrrrs
I am the ultimate
warrior creeeeeeeeepppppppeerrrrrrr
fill me on that shit for real
cause I made my mark
now you a belieeeeeeeeveeeeerrrrrr
hit it than fell off the map
like a terrorist slllleeeeeeeepppppppper
hit it then fell off the map
Like a Terrorist Sleeper
is patience too much patience
a game player
a delicate hold hand
calling you beautiful name sayor
but I am far from the truth
or even a savior
my poetry is shared
like sticks of butter to neighbors
I will never say never
not into the appropriate behavior
I will continue to do what I must do
like the old DC mayor
making women women
before becoming their trainer
I already did the boot camp
and delivered the paper
20,000 bundles cut open
without out the razor
true Washington Post/ing up type nigga
remembering more than your digits
cuz just like the slogan of the commercial
if you don't get it you won't get it
you don't remember enuff
like a neck without being tapered
fine lines I quote them
original to the brain
until the hymen is broken
then I pull out the Buddha
and start smoking
this is for real no joking
as you read you bleed
without the stomach
being bloated or swollen
hot on your nerves like DEEZ hot nuts
in your mouth still roasting
talking that salvation army
cheap like half of a NY token
until again the devil in me is truly awoken
I will drive you
then lay you down after stroking
in someone elseÂs room
not my pillow not my home and
gritty andGrimmy you feel
because you were chosen
stopped by to act fly
maybe a picture for the miss her
she took it before I enlisted her
another twister not related to the sister
bring that mouth back over here
so I can mute your whisper
feel me feel me and my laugh
you heard it its sinister
similar to the real purpose for vinegar
never behind the walls of your blisters
left behind by the wrong mister
now who your kids calling daddy
as I am penetrating your skin
on the low like a splinter
trying to pull me out
need more than the tweeeeeeeezers
I will have you
running out your sneeeeeeaaaaakkkkerrrrrs
I am the ultimate
warrior creeeeeeeeepppppppeerrrrrrr
fill me on that shit for real
cause I made my mark
now you a belieeeeeeeeveeeeerrrrrr
hit it than fell off the map
like a terrorist slllleeeeeeeepppppppper
hit it then fell off the map
Like a Terrorist Sleeper
Waiting Patiently for that Day
Sitting here alone
wondering if we will ever meet
Just the simple thought of you makes
my body weak.
I touch myself and close my eyes
hoping one day I can feel your touch,
your breath, your smile, your scent,
wishing it was your skin
I felt going down and touching me.
To feel your lips and the warmth of your
tongue dancing with mine.
Can this be that someone has thrown fuel
On my flame and ignited a fire
that refuses to be put away!
For now I'll sit here alone with a smile
On my face knowing that the simple thought
Of your name drives me insane.
Sitting here alone
Waiting Patiently for that Day
wondering if we will ever meet
Just the simple thought of you makes
my body weak.
I touch myself and close my eyes
hoping one day I can feel your touch,
your breath, your smile, your scent,
wishing it was your skin
I felt going down and touching me.
To feel your lips and the warmth of your
tongue dancing with mine.
Can this be that someone has thrown fuel
On my flame and ignited a fire
that refuses to be put away!
For now I'll sit here alone with a smile
On my face knowing that the simple thought
Of your name drives me insane.
Sitting here alone
Waiting Patiently for that Day
Friday, October 07, 2005
The One and Only Love of My Life
I always dreamed of the day I'd meet the one
The day that my Juliet would sweep me away
But I never thought it would actually be
because it was just a dream
A fantasy so far off that would never come true
I prayed that you would come
That God would send the only one that I'd ever need
The only one that would ever make me feel special
So I waited
I waited with hope
Hope that I'd be given
the gift to love and to be loved
And then that day in the September
Oh, that day I'll never forget
It was when all my hopes,
dreams, and prayers came true
The day when you left your girls to be with me
Why me? I had to ask myself
Then I realized you were the one
The one who would encourage me,
cherish me, and love me till the end
You just can't imagine the way you make me feel
It's a feeling I just can't explain
The feeling I get whenever I look at you,
hear your name, or feel the slightest touch of your hand
I love the way you look at me,
and the way you make me smile
I especially love the way you place your hands
around my waist and softly tickle me until I get chills
I just wonder if your hands
could feel the butterflies
I get while they were there
And I can't forget your gentle kiss
Your lips softly kissing my back
I wanted that moment to last forever
And your brown eyes
Looking in them I get lost in my thoughts
It all seems so perfect
I can't wait until we finally belong to each other
The day we both say "I do"
And the gift that we will exchange
The gift we've saved our whole lives
to give that special one
So forever you will be my one and only
The One and Only Love of My Life
The day that my Juliet would sweep me away
But I never thought it would actually be
because it was just a dream
A fantasy so far off that would never come true
I prayed that you would come
That God would send the only one that I'd ever need
The only one that would ever make me feel special
So I waited
I waited with hope
Hope that I'd be given
the gift to love and to be loved
And then that day in the September
Oh, that day I'll never forget
It was when all my hopes,
dreams, and prayers came true
The day when you left your girls to be with me
Why me? I had to ask myself
Then I realized you were the one
The one who would encourage me,
cherish me, and love me till the end
You just can't imagine the way you make me feel
It's a feeling I just can't explain
The feeling I get whenever I look at you,
hear your name, or feel the slightest touch of your hand
I love the way you look at me,
and the way you make me smile
I especially love the way you place your hands
around my waist and softly tickle me until I get chills
I just wonder if your hands
could feel the butterflies
I get while they were there
And I can't forget your gentle kiss
Your lips softly kissing my back
I wanted that moment to last forever
And your brown eyes
Looking in them I get lost in my thoughts
It all seems so perfect
I can't wait until we finally belong to each other
The day we both say "I do"
And the gift that we will exchange
The gift we've saved our whole lives
to give that special one
So forever you will be my one and only
The One and Only Love of My Life
Wednesday, October 05, 2005
Monday, October 03, 2005
My Pen and My Pad
Not but similar to my last
completed one tablet
ready for another
Winter Spring into the Summer
until I Fall in love again
I'll be influenced
by no other
this hobby
is addictive like parties
called slumber
creeping one by one thousand
let me in
before I get even
like Steven
I know I'm old
similar to the creations
of God but judge me not
unless your title
above me is Dad
and on that note
I'm far more privileged
to do bad so I do good
by myself to myself
while I'm alone with myself,
My Pen and My Pad
completed one tablet
ready for another
Winter Spring into the Summer
until I Fall in love again
I'll be influenced
by no other
this hobby
is addictive like parties
called slumber
creeping one by one thousand
let me in
before I get even
like Steven
I know I'm old
similar to the creations
of God but judge me not
unless your title
above me is Dad
and on that note
I'm far more privileged
to do bad so I do good
by myself to myself
while I'm alone with myself,
My Pen and My Pad
How I'm Keeping It
Up my sleeves
no tricks
Just magic
tell the difference
and un-confuse your habits
cause I'm cool with mine
too busy to dizzy - Gone
Now I notice
now I David Copperfield
to avoid the friction the static
Chasing Dreams
outstretched no elastic
How tragic
sensitive still through it all
including my mental battle uphill
inside I relate
but that doesn't mean
I have to deal
and that's real and
How I'm Keeping It
no tricks
Just magic
tell the difference
and un-confuse your habits
cause I'm cool with mine
too busy to dizzy - Gone
Now I notice
now I David Copperfield
to avoid the friction the static
Chasing Dreams
outstretched no elastic
How tragic
sensitive still through it all
including my mental battle uphill
inside I relate
but that doesn't mean
I have to deal
and that's real and
How I'm Keeping It
Sunday, October 02, 2005
Freestyling 7 - revised
You can call it an art
while I call what I do a skill
and that's dropping heavy
lyrics on the real
phuck wasting my breath
on the fallacy I just chill
lounge and feel
positive surges from steel
Cordless Mic's
Keeping me in the light
even in the night
holding up the knife
threatening my life
is Llord Trife
Seeing right through your might
transparent like white
leaves in the winter
set is cold
now heating up when I enter
who's recognizing who
as if I need
to know your position
for mines to grow
if I idolized
and relied on the next
I can't excel and become
my own X
factor causing lyrical disasters
moving in on my prey
faster then a Jaguar...
while I call what I do a skill
and that's dropping heavy
lyrics on the real
phuck wasting my breath
on the fallacy I just chill
lounge and feel
positive surges from steel
Cordless Mic's
Keeping me in the light
even in the night
holding up the knife
threatening my life
is Llord Trife
Seeing right through your might
transparent like white
leaves in the winter
set is cold
now heating up when I enter
who's recognizing who
as if I need
to know your position
for mines to grow
if I idolized
and relied on the next
I can't excel and become
my own X
factor causing lyrical disasters
moving in on my prey
faster then a Jaguar...
Freestyling 6
Bright lights big city
Again I am here to keep busy
Getting busy
From the way I spit
To the way I flick my shit
At those bitches looking pretty
I don’t discriminate
I ellimidate before I act gritty
I once talked about that
My behavior sometimes shitty
A real bad boy not down with diddy
Or that pop commercial dude acting to jiggy
Remember me like dolly partons titties
Big timer wiping away the sweat
With the custom platinum squeegee
Diamond studded hanky
Best believe me
Like the rich not feeding the needy
Again I am here to keep busy
Getting busy
From the way I spit
To the way I flick my shit
At those bitches looking pretty
I don’t discriminate
I ellimidate before I act gritty
I once talked about that
My behavior sometimes shitty
A real bad boy not down with diddy
Or that pop commercial dude acting to jiggy
Remember me like dolly partons titties
Big timer wiping away the sweat
With the custom platinum squeegee
Diamond studded hanky
Best believe me
Like the rich not feeding the needy
Saturday, October 01, 2005
Freestyling 5
From the jump
I took what I needed
progress to play the game impeded
now what - expressions of love
nice try but I am sober
not intoxicated or weeded
slow down beautiful
you know you sexy
but because of that
I'm not easily weakened
though with you
I'd spend a weekend
just to establish a foundation
made easy for creeping
while you seeking
because you are needing
more than Tom's Peeping
broadcasting your business
like the FBI leaking
nobody's safe
just out of place feeding
recyclable eyes dreaming
I took what I needed
progress to play the game impeded
now what - expressions of love
nice try but I am sober
not intoxicated or weeded
slow down beautiful
you know you sexy
but because of that
I'm not easily weakened
though with you
I'd spend a weekend
just to establish a foundation
made easy for creeping
while you seeking
because you are needing
more than Tom's Peeping
broadcasting your business
like the FBI leaking
nobody's safe
just out of place feeding
recyclable eyes dreaming
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