Gods Will

Thinking and feeling
not two of the same.
Just the two that brings me pain.
My mind understands
but my heart does not,
because it is waxed closed
clogged up with worldly
emotions that make me feel,
and this I realize
is what God reveals
in my time of need,
when I need not to feel
utilizing my temperance
that is apart of

Gods Will

Getting Through to You

These are words of a man
who holds endless emotions,
infinite is the thought
behind my devotion,
taking his time
to prepare his soul
for the balancing
of the compassion you hold,
in control is my first love,
you, me us we
people are now saying
look at them
they are a couple in love.
A tear sneaks out as
I write this to you
hoping poetically
that every message is

Getting Through to You

Gentle

Walking processing
Projecting, poetry, proudly,
Persistently progressing
The positive forward
Presenting the happy, sad and gloomy
And outer existence - toward
The sky gray with confusion
Right left right movements
I've been here before
As a scholar a student
Believing and achieving
Welcoming enlightenment
Through dedication and meditation
Floating sun rewarding my belonging
here for the flights of mentalities
Soaring high within the sky
Of my attitude self characterized as

Gentle

Fundamentally Organized

Dangerously I analyze
To non-materialize my formula
As I conventionally lyrisize
On rappers who criticize to minimize
100% Proof Jack Daniel's
Couldn't vocalize
These thought these lyrics
Need to be more than equalized
Better yet sterilized
After synthesized
Page 1 columnist unedited
Can't compromise
and that's word to life
LLORD TRIGGA TRIFE
Making you realize
I can't be mobilized
I'm in this to finish
Not to be entered in any of Guinness
cause I'm too

Fundamentally Organized

From Evil

I'm going to the chapel
Not to get married
To have a woman become my wife
More blessings I need to receive first
Within in my life
Before I can say I do
I believe I can say I do
I believe it has to be true
Morally and spiritually equal
I'm forever holding my peace
Until I have a better understanding
Of people - because in God I trust
To shield my spirit

From Evil

Freeing My Soul

Train of thought,
over expressed over exposed
My nose grows, my lungs
blows away from my honesty - smoke
inhaling story after story all lies false
fallacy looking to transpose the aggression
of what inside glows
tension too much to mention why before
I sleep I'm important without clothes
See me how you see me without searching
to find out something you already know,
I'm no different if you just listen
and open up your own set of doors closed -
Guardian of pain - Protector of guilt,
still falls the rain - creator of the snow
as my smile - the sun, I only want to show
clearing or removing
the memories of the past

Freeing My Soul

Forgetting You

Let me bury my own head
follow me not
Let me speak to myself
somber me not
Liquid mentality to your thirst
swallow me not
I never wanted this life
bother me not
Blinded by your hidden lust
hinder me not
The world has begun again
remembering you not
All of the above
pertains to stories
which are true as I'm

Forgetting You

Forget Me Not

Was it so clear
as to the day we first met?
nothing was said
so there was nothing to forget,
Until that moment of curiosity of how
Our voices sounded together,
melodies of two angels bounded together.
Hello my name is Air and I want you
to inhale my freshness
and let it support
you on your never-ending journey to exhale.
Breathe with me and relax into
my World of comfortableness,
Please don't be afraid,
please don't run away,
because I didn't ask to be here.
I just arrived by the grace of the wind,
and transcended into the man I am,
so place your memories around my smile and

Forget Me Not

Forever

Sacred as the functioning of the tenderness,
delicate the mind Firm, I want to stand
right next to you and not behind
for together is the We now understand
the alignment of my smiles upon your smiles
Happy beyond comfort satisfied to
the quadrants of an infinite number
Beautiful and becoming, Mercy I ask
My Soul is over flooded with emotions
looking everyday to see
the twinkle in your eyes,
Ecstatic devotion dedicated to
your moist lips containing a
spine tinkling motion Saliva Love Potion,
under you, under your spell My poetry
and words become swollen inflamed
by the silence which has been broken,
Angels descending from the Heavens
because of by you my love has been chosen

Forever

For You to Hold It

We are getting close,
the end is near I can taste it
well prepared to hold on
to love, life, pride and patience,
Very aggressive no more ignorance used
just intelligence, you read this because
I spelled it out not to make you envious
just jealous, like the Hulk
Incredible AHK smash poetic,
persistently creating mental
paradise type graphics
just for readers to flow with,
remedy to cure the hate
for the one you chose to grow with
devoting my heart large enough

For You to Hold It

For The World To See It

Throughout the years lived by my body,
my soul and my spirit, I've always waited patiently
Under the influence of the word
Provided by my Heavenly Father
Aggressively pulling me near it
As he faithfully grew ears upon me
Just so I can hear it, his law
What he in the beginning created
Divinity, I strongly speak it to the world
through my poetry for the world to receive it
A.ll of H.is K.nowledge M.akes E.veryone L.isten
But who honestly believes it, protected by
the self interest, no one shall ever
hold me down in the eyes of the blind
The deaf playing dumb who really needs it
This is like love in the first degree that
shall never be impeded as I am focused now
exposing my heart

For The World To See It

For the Rest of My Years

My goal my aim to pull you in
Hypnotizing you deeper and deeper...
you are now getting sleepy,
becoming dreamy where
I am there with you my hands
Resting you gently close to my heart
You are my pulse as I am your
Hark...May my love be soothe
your inner blessed
Can I goeth to the Lord
and win over one of his children
with purity and solace, devotion and attention?
I now look to the clouds for direction
to the life within you
your freedom, your guidance
asking for you now to guide me
just to receive you, as I need you,
as I declare for my war to be spared
not just right now but

For the Rest of My Years

For the Heavens to Welcome You

Only if I can touch you
And make your heart smile
Changing your direction
Making it worth your while
Leaving a permanent picture
of appreciation in your memory file
would you look for me?
if the sun didn't shine
would you be my friend
if my face wasn't mine
how do you react to
an unexpected feeling
how would you care
for a man needing
the sky is falling for you
due to me wishing

For the Heavens to Welcome You

For Me and Only Me

Sun falls to rise
I see the glow
It's beautiful
As in the world
Within your hands
You hold
Love I can feel it
As you shine
With each day
And each ray
Blessed my life
As I hope you
Feel the same
Praying that
Forever in the sky
You stay

For Me and Only Me

Feelings Surrendered

Never to figure out is the mind
as it captures your true beauty
you hold inside,
that Ancient Love that sand
beneath the bottoms of my feet love,
that building you a palace
out of silk sheets love,
outlined with rose petals
baby powder underneath love,
wiping away you sweat with my tongue
because you have that sweet love,
then there is the respect
as I am Universal when it comes to
the way you are to me so appealing
for I to remember for my own

Feelings Surrendered

Feeling Alive Again

What ever happened to that Ark
rain pouring
30 inches still rising...hark!
my temperament now dark
longitude 56 degrees south
avoiding the overflowing rush
of the hour wasn't smart
not prepared for the attack
of the Great White shark
praying for one more opportunity
to not drown looking for a new start
this world I believe I am too, apart
for the word which became of the flesh
allowed me to focus on the existence
of a similar spiritual heart
within the moisture of your mental texture
I wish to lose my breath
With you before I parallel park
My birth because of you has now a new mark
Of a new friend who has left me

Feeling Alive Again

Faithfully

I think about you all the time
My Heaven, My Earth
I pray for the comforting
of our souls after we have laid,
Upon the nature of our everlasting
I am asking for the sins
of my ambiguity to be forgiven
for I know and understand that
in what I do for I am worthy as
I repent to be worthy enough for you,
Long walks of divine thoughts
as I allow your guidance to embrace the
righteousness of my will looking to embody
the entity of your words spiritually,
My life is now through your faith
to market and advertise religiously
returning thanks to you
each and every day

Faithfully

Eye Candy

White sand - sandy
Thongs fitting - Like That!
Pass the Brandy or Brandi
Luke warm - you crazy
I'm burning up with Mandy
Because she made me
One soul one man
My gender - male
Please understand that
So you can understand me
I like sexy - cause I'm sexy
Plus handy
So distance is needed
Whenever you want to
work me or plan me
into your life
cause I don't sleep
whenever I am around

Eye Candy

Extreme Persuasions

For I to capture your mind
Is by which no effort
will ever be put forth
due to the reason why you smile
accepting what I'm saying to you
so soft, smooth and sensuous
whether on the phone
or through letters To receive the good
things in life is only meant for us
where as to good can be true
As well as honest, my heart I'll give you
And that my dear it is my promise
clear enough to understand my 45th degree
A premeditated plan letting thou
give ye sight guiding you to the wise
civilized land of praise where I'll
sacrifice all just to be the man of all men
maintaining faith not falling victim to

Extreme Persuasions

Expressing Myself To You

There was a time that I wanted
to show you the moon
instead I showed you a smile
There was a time I wanted to buy you
diamonds instead I asked my creator
for more time to live just for you
There was a time I wondered
about making you happy
where in turn I fell in love
and became your man
I use to walk and not think
then you appeared
For me to walk and only think about you
Running late to work thinking about you
Not eating at night thinking about you
Not sleeping at night because I was afraid
of not being able to dream about you
I used to talk to myself about things
Now those things became infinite ways of me

Expressing Myself To You

Expectations

You ask of me - expecting
What I ask of you
Resulting in dramatization
Of our socialization - I thought
Concentration
my thoughts less the training
Heavily existing on orientation
You see what we ask for
Should be no more than
What we can do for ourselves
When in the beginning
The self promised
the soul, body and mind
That it shall unconditionally protect it
Until the end
where I honestly believe
That no matter the circumstance
We will forever remain
lost in the storm of

Expectations

Everyday is for You

Good morning beautiful,
or shall I say good morning my princess,
possessor of my soul, my sleep is for you
as I'm laid to think about
why we should continue
to order from each others menu,
I have a favorite food that I love
and a favorite drink as well,
my favorite food is your mind,
while my favorite drink is the flavor
of your body, I need to drink you
because you are my support for life,
where I can't live without being comfortable
with your legs not being apart,
do you feel where I'm coming from,
I don't think you do,
if so. . . then let me have what
I need everyday because

Everyday is for You

Everyday

I pray every day - Before I lay everyday
Thanking Jesus
For my mothers praises everyday
Mistakes I've repented for everyday
Though I'm only human
I do understand my place
In this world everyday
My love is with you right now
Since the first day everyday
A lot older a lot stronger everyday
Your faith growing
Spiritually in Christ everyday
I'm grateful forever
Just to know that you are safe everyday
Please believe that I can't
Function properly everyday
Without you next to me and my side everyday
From the first day I met you
I've stayed in love with you

Everyday

Every Time I Close My Eyes

Flashes of the love once escaped
by my desires to belong next to the dreams
I have of your nature
scared to awake due to the
height of my impulsive behavior
your bound, I`m looking to leap
I`m your superhero now to your skyscraper
visions of a new world discovered by us
third eye lids protecting us
from the fornicated danger
within my heart lies sleep to
comfort your beliefs
matrimony before intimacy
stimulation of your mentality
before the sexual memories
praying for the beginning to
rectify the reasons behind my
seeing your smile

Every Time I Close My Eyes

Every Step I Take

Something is not right this afternoon
Something is just not right
Your are not mine to call my own,
yet I make you smile
something is just not right
I kicked off my shoes at work today
just to get comfortable
as I intimately expressed myself to you,
yet you are not mine to call my own
a beautiful woman that
I can't receive calls from at home,
You blow my mind
as you respond to my intellectual orbit
I've placed around your heart
with just one click,
let me reach for you when I start
to fall in love and cry for goodness sake
because I'm here just for you pure as a dove
where I don't mind staying with

Every Step I Take

Every Minute Every Second

So many times I've tried to call
so many times I've tried
I've put things on hold
for maybe one chance to possibly
hold you in my arms,
like the way I did
when I saw you last
your smile full of excitement
unlike a thing from your past
Do you remember me
as I remember you,
substantially gifted beyond remarkable,
painting your town transparent
with a smile or two
so many stories but not one understood,
instead I have to settle
for those who are to me NO GOOD!
Once before I've added you,
your name to my POETIC ASYLUM,
Does this not mean anything?
Does it not mean
your honesty with yourself?
As I am not doing this
for the gain of the game
My words flow like the Amazon River
covered with snow hoping that you would
trust in my behavior with you
Incase I wanted to go back to my residence
after spending a little presidents
on the good things in life
I'm trying to have you
Represent with more than a glow,
so there is no room for being hesitant
because AHKMEL is here
wanting to watch you

Every Minute Every Second

Everlasting

You appeared before me at the right time
saving my beliefs of belonging here,
So beautiful, you are special to me
Longing now to keep you near my heart,
Within my life, my world, hoping that trust
will soon make you My Girl
someone I can devote my love and life to
for the rest of my life - You and I need to
exist for God to reminisce spiritually
through his guidance, my mission is to be
all that I am through him for you a Man
with more strength to provide to you
in one hand, so take me and accept me
as patience will allow you to openly
understand how I'm loving you
through these words so carefully composed
and produced but not planned,
my submission is natural as in the vows
I have copy-written just for you

Everlasting

Eternal Pleasures

My flames are to burn
as long as I'm near the place
which is dear to my reason to be here,
for I'm dedicated to please
those in need so have no fear
when I disappear, just sleep in my dreams
so I can be there, do you have a reason
to not think about who kissed you
on your cheek as the introduction
was heart stopping cardiac arresting
your love when all it was,
just the essence of my feelings
deeply expressed to you,
read between the lines of my poetry
to get to know me and believe what you read,
cause its for you and you only
responding with a smile is what makes the
next better when I'm providing you with

Eternal Pleasures

Enchanted Visions

You know that rain pours to evaporate
for our dreams to come alive,
where my dreams have surfaced
and I've found that you are who I want
and you are who I will have someday,
life is not permanent but my thoughts are,
and as long as you are in my dreams
your endless love
I will continue to strive for,
not only do I intend for us
to fall for one another
I intend for our love for one another
to keep us wanting each other,
you are special for meeting me
and you know this,
as I am special for meeting you...
so let us continue to be special together
allowing ourselves to focus revealing our

Enchanted Visions

Emphatic

Thinking ......without practice
protected mentally - alone emotionally
speed of light tactics
moving patiently disappearing
premeditation - not magic
my listening is classic background
covered by my smile - tragic
nothing but peace to me - is fantastic
so many graphics intellectually drafted
containing every reason to practice
understanding using mathematics
like maneuvering through cerebral traffic
the right left - right
still maintaining balance with
enough time in a minute
to calculate yourself and
your purpose on this planet,
the body your earth
to express in ways more than

Emphatic

Emotionally Experienced

I remember all to well
Many of the pain I've caused
My life my fault emotionally I pause
When I feel that I have lost
Personally I do strive to live
Eat, breathe and sleep perfectly
Know that this works for me
As the reliever of my hurtful memories
I've apologized to some
And sympathized with one
And to this day she knows
Who she is the mother of my kids
Smiling for the non-believers
To reflect the inspiration and love
That I now unconditionally give
Freeing me of suffering for
All of the past things I did and

Emotionally Experienced

Embedded in Your Mind

Look out the window
and see me there
Close your eyes and hear me talk
Check the time to see if I'll come
You wait by the phone to see if I'll call
You daydream of our meeting
for which we've longed
The flow of my voice,
my laughter, and song
Which I tell in the words
that I will speak
of dreams, fantasies, and peace I seek
Come a little closer
and feel the breeze
of me whispering poetry in your ear
for I'll touch your shoulder
and you'll know I'm there
where afterwards so sublime
my lyrics will be

Embedded in Your Mind

On A Humble

At the bottom familiar
The worse memories keeping me productively
stronger within my huddle my struggle
Prepared now to maintain
The number of contents and bundles
Of my journal as I now will
Continue sharing thoughts
Straight from Brooklyn the brick jungle
Far from London and its Bridges Falling Down
just to get back up to hunt you
Misunderstand that in your shoes
To be I wouldn't want to
Kicking non-fiction if you listen
Similar to the waves
Of the Atlantic hitting your face
After we dump you like early day
Goons and Gangstas not afraid
to de-tongue you or gun you
allowing you to run to
5-O's so they can plunge you
without the one two

On A Humble

It's My Right To

The rains fell-winds blew crowding the Hydro
Vision rescued telescopic Micro
Confident enough to absorb condensation
Sands under the souls-barefoot in Cairo
720 Degrees of survival
light speed thinking note taking
distribution with the Nitro
word staring wisdom 10 points
quotes from the bible
Hebrew - Black Israel - leave me
Before I lie you
into the Bio without the trial
False just to inspire the truth - Revival
Knees brittle hour beyond allowance
of prayers Conditional
devoted my spiritual authority
provided to judge because

It's My Right To

Pay Attention

Hard Swallowing - 1 million deaths
second hand borrowing
500,000 breaths - poison my oxygen
but I'm told not to be upset
how about I hold the atmosphere hostage
you are not feeling that
for that move the world is not ready yet
not ready for the impact
of my thoughts far from intelligent
a genius kidnapping respect
more like an Asiatic
understanding the alphabetic translating
the English language using dialect
Ameen Amen closing my eyes
third remains open
from 1 to 10 Jerusalem knowledge born
the Mecca of Medina

Pay Attention

I'll Keep Breathing

From the first discovery
To the first recovery
Open with my mind lovely
I moved from the back
So the front could cover me
Uphill I've fought through
the weeds, bushes, and shrubbery
even had to make my hand grip rubbery
gun shot gun shot
bullets trying to smoother me
Plus I'm allergic
To the power under me
Blasting back sneezing
Nasal passage wheezing
Sick of this shit
Meat easing blood leaking
where I was born in it to die in it
But for now

I'll Keep Breathing

Like Soldiers in Nam

He was born
He was torn
As a little troopa
Then he was warned
Shorty troopa from the Marcy, and Ebbets
With a connected family alarm
Last name Kearse isolating
keys like 10-minute songs
Money stacked and secured
Without plastic or prongs
Young underneath the table
Off the books East NY Don named Juan
where Kings County, Brooklyn
His heart belongs
so do something wrong
aint like it used to be
Get caught up quick
then strong armed
For testing a child taking no shorts
No fight he hasn't fought
believe me
and no lawn keeping my clip loaded
while in the bush

Like Soldiers in Nam

Nothing But Good

Dawned on me
as the second coming
of the mortal institution
My Brain - now fearless
of the repetitive thoughts of
an after life
like an affair between
A Deacon and the Pastors wife
Accountable thoughts
Misunderstood by the governed
Forgiving you is the I without
The dot
Familiar with the defeat
of the T uncrossed
As hoping to long live within
The compassionate boundaries
of the tightest grip with care
Attached to the mindset of the
here on out
never to duplicate
the first impression
I set out to demonstrate
points well to be taken
as also understood
the from where I stand
to the being up to

Nothing But Good

My Expectations

So - we are going to talk about
What people in love talk about
Communicating through relationship
Demonstrating applying our minds
Revelation learning about trial and
tribulation expressing manifestation
Understanding the need for appreciation
Concentration succeeding too much
expected mutual synchronization
with not enough evaluation
We will rise if need be - to the occasion
100% the determination contagious
co-relation strengthened by the presentation
dedication (I love writing about the truth)
cause it's my own form of stimulation
and that I am doing feels incredibly amazing
Maintaining relaxation by witnessing
conscious elevation - I express my future
day to day poetically just to understand

My Expectations

My Life - My Story

In the very beginning
before My Father's Father
Became my Grandfather
The Mother's of this world
had no idea of the prodigal
a Son not a bastard
The genetics were Kemetic
Skin bronze, hair of a softer wool
Eyes still of fire - the glow
Of knowledge, wisdom and understanding
In the name of the Lord
My faith through the Spirit
Shall be one - I live to spread love
Not shed love where
knowing Me
Is like a feeling indescribable
speechless
as the softness of My touch
To your soul - undeniable
Placing in the hearts a seed
That will take the place of lust,
envy and greed
A memory I'm becoming TOO MANY
Just don't express the unfriendly as my
direction is shielded by the beginning
Before you became a memory
A chapter in my bibliography
I have as of now 313 published
Guided by divinity as

My Life - My Story

Without You Tomorrow

Told you before
How I walk through
slow to obey
so be careful
or catch more than an ear full
I intimidate myself
How awful
Disrespecting my virtue
To get along with out a crew
I do want to hurt you
Speaking like I have a curfew
Actually I do for all of you
Shinny picture taking
Ayo come here
don't make me have to call you
I'm related to myself
With enough reason to floor you
Because the sun will still shine

Without You Tomorrow

Inside and Out - The Sequel

I felt your thoughts last night
as you were lying next to my entity,
quite hard to believe isn't it.
I caressed your apricot curves
and tasted your peaches and cream
with only one goal,
which was to make you gain control
of your dream - and lick my cinnamon
while sucking on my spice
and everything nice.
I can take good care of you
in the spirit ssshhhh,
do you hear it?
As I prepare this good sacred,
strong powerful, you don't won't anymore
of what you are reading,
because you can't handle
what you already have read

Inside and Out

Feelings Were Too Heavy

I'm still walking with my head up
Content plus happy no pressure
No lesser of one let alone two evils
In control of my own people
I associate with
Wait this means you not my equal
So ghost is how I won't hesitate to treat you
No body no soul no spirit
Transparently see through
No heart no life no problem to delete you
From my memory never was a friend to me
Conscious forever empty
my emotions detached because the

Feelings Were Too Heavy

Each Unconditional Led Sensation

An urge overwhelms my patience
To envision with you
love making,
From the first sounds of your voice
In the morning,
breathtaking
I guess my boss today
will be the one waiting
no more hurrying,
rushing or delaying
every moment I value spending
with you thanking Allah
for such a beautiful creation,
as I am fortunate and aware of

Each Unconditional Led Sensation

Each Other

Yesterday I thought about making you shout
But today I'm thinking about taking you out
Somewhere different
Somewhere innocent
Beneath the stars
Moon or the sun
I'm destined for your smile
To become along with my own - One
Special you are by far as my sights
on becoming the next best thing
in your life truly are
more than remarkable
Similar to a fast car
with only your heart being the one
I'm looking to lap
as you continue to keep me
on the right track
so we can not only win
but succeed with

Each Other

Driving Me Crazy

Constantly chasing dreams
and living high
while leaving doubts behind
I entered into your world
Ready for the grind
Steadily look for the signs
Patiently not waiting in line
due to how my thoughts
of loving you has made me
at the same time you are

Driving Me Crazy

Discovering Myself

Just when I thought it was safe to expose
myself myself controls myself
indulging in the mystery the soaring through
the skies without wings history
Rising above the major cities
Deep are the stories, memory after memory
thanking my brain for never looking
to bore me, while gravity seems to ignore me
I look both ways, then walk both ways
Leaving only one question behind regarding
who opened their eyes, but never saw me
I stand proud to speak everyday loud
About my heart my longing to touch the
untouchable longing to love the unlovable
my everyday I live, is to do the opposite of
trouble you I just want to be close to you
all the time holding you You being the woman
I never before had a chance until now to
discover you while

Discovering Myself

Discovered

In my final days to pass
I take the right to these words
To protect your right as you read
The chosen path for today I shall lead
The discouraged, The weak, The unrighteous
I welcome to look upon me as my knowledge
of strength shall set all free
The understanding of strength shall set
all free - the understanding of my pride
Leading to the confidence to believe in
the ability to stay on the
positive road of continuity starting from
the yesterday leading to this moment
as I compose these long lasting
most memorable words - Words of energetic
focus on the unsought leaving the hidden
truth behind what is shared to be trapped
within the minds as lessons taught to be

Discovered

Defenseless

I am interested in becoming
that scented candle
that would only burn for you
upon your igniting staying hot and excited
allowing my nature to rise within you
...softly as I shall place
you on your stomach first
just to ease the woman in you...
with my delicate, organized
but strong touch leaving you
helpless underneath my warm security
succulent are the smooth lips
as in the mechanics of
my tongue very expressive
if you don't know you better ask your Lord
because he put me here for you
..if you feel me, I am a Man Gaud-damit!
ready to let my nature become your new study
of a sensual course...so suit up if you are that woman
who's the opposite of

Defenseless

Daydream

Only if I can touch you,
make your heart smile
change your direction
making it worth your while
leaving a permanent picture
of appreciation in your memory file
would you look for me
if the sun didn't shine
would you be my friend
if my face wasn't mine
how do you react to an
unexpected feeling
how would you care
for a man needing....
the sky is falling for you
due to me wishing
for the Heavens to welcome you
as I continue to

Daydream