Help Me

Just maybe we can sit
Talk
Discuss
What it is you really need
Let me listen to your heart
Let me listen…
Share your thoughts with me
I'm here like I've always been
Let me gain your trust
Don’t be afraid
Hold my hand
Let my pulse comfort your pain
Let my smile
produce an endless rainbow
for you to remain here
Stay here
Talk to me without fear
Let your guard down
I want to protect you now
like I have always wanted to
from the start
Have me as your own
Let me be in your smile the arch
The dimples in your cheeks
I understand my purpose
Thank you for allowing me
to hold your voice
close to my soul
Bring your love here
I want to have it as my own
No longer I want to look
No longer I want to
continue to search
For empty
is how I keep coming up
this has to end now
before I find
the courage to give up
so I beg please
and plead for you to

Help Me

When You See Me Come

When the time comes
That you are
no longer in the mood with
the club scene, the bar
take my hand and let me
walk you to your car
let me be that escort
you’ve been waiting for
I’ve been watching you
All night long
I studied your moves, your smiles
How many times
You said no
Who were you waiting for
Why do you insist
on looking the wrong way to explore
why don’t you next time just stay at home
and find it alright to be alone
don’t have fear, be strong
and have mercy on the weak
you know you shouldn’t
be allowed to come here
The place with the phony face
color blind until it’s color time
one after the next
inundating you with colorless lines
not knowing what you are in need of
until I approach you with a smooth tongue
stimulating the rest of your evening
getting you ready for some real fun

When You See Me Come

The Real Reason Why I Care

10 Minutes to your heart
10 Minutes to your mind
100 years looking to keep
you feeling forever warm inside
Petals from a rose
one for you
and one for me
smooth upon your face
Like a cotton cloth
to a baby
So smile my dear
because there's something here
something that will heal
you inside and out
leaving a beautiful
scent in the air
that I crave to taste
just so that you can experience

The Real Reason Why I Care

With Authority

From now
Nothing will ever
tear my feelings apart
like steel without seams to see

Structured just for immortality
is the reason for this I analyze
then for the answer wait patiently

Leaving you to involve
your sense of dignity
this kind of love is torturing me

Drawing a blank for you
would be new to me
therefore I will continue
to write emotionally silent

With Authority

Your Love Hostage

Remember the early morning
Remember the rain pouring
Remember the sun peaking
As your knees weakened
Drifting amongst the clouds
With rays of promise
Presenting to you a rainbow
Just for your eyes to find
Along with a shadow of security
That’s not too far behind
My immortal symbol would reflect
These expressions from my heart
With a pen or a pencil attached
Willing to take notes and answer questions
From those that I may sometimes leave guessing
Which is not my intention,
So please excuse me
As I ask of you to beg my pardon
At the same time the secret is being revealed
Allowing all to get use to my approach
That can be aggressively subtle
Though I will still hold once in my hands

Your Love Hostage

So Soft

1 o'clock in the morning
The satin
The spoon position
The reaching out
with desire
The breath on the left side
of the neck
cotton sheets on fire
aroma of lust
Keeping my interest inspired
to achieve the sometimes un-achievable
Legs drifting in between
Legs smoother than a players dream
I feel ya
Erect state of emergency
becomes one with the urgency
of pleasure needing to be experienced
and again achieved
holding the oxygen hostage
anticipating the release of the
reason I am laying next to you
as I do nothing but during impact
look to give my best to you
because it is you,
By you I have been caught
in the middle pink handed
Submitting to the walls
of your Utopia that is

So Soft

This Brand New Start

I never thought I could miss
someone as much as I
find myself missing you
I miss your eyes,

the way they would twinkle
when you laughed
or how they would light up
the moment I stepped into your view

I miss the life in them
and the wisdom of someone
who has knowledge to share
I miss the sound of your laughter

and how it would make
my entire spine tingle
whenever I said
something funny or silly
(which was most of the time)

From deep down in my heart I feel
Your soft and loving touch
For me you have that sex appeal
That's come to mean so much

But sex is not the only fact
That keeps us both together
It's how you care and how you act
When troubles we must weather

I know that I can count on you
And know you'll understand
even when and if I did something wrong
You'll be there to still hold my hand

I give this verse of love to you
The way I gave my heart
Upon the day we said, "I do"
Till death when we must part

The things that God gives are too numerous to say
He's been so good, don't you see
So many good friends, His love has no end
And now He's given you to me

My life was so drear, I had no one near
To share all my hopes and my dreams
Then you came a long, filled my heart with song
Now I know what love really means

I'll spend my lifetime being thankful you're mine
I'll be the best husband you could ever dream of.
Daily I'll pray that God leads our way
As we strive to reach Heaven above.

Today we become husband and wife
To be faithful partners for all our life
We know in our hearts that we will be
Bonded together for all eternity

Constant friends standing side by side
Blessed by God, man can never divide
To stand by each other in sickness and in health
Supporting our family in poverty and in wealth

We pledge our love through joy and sorrow
Prepared to weather all our tomorrows
We promise to love without reservation
To always forgive without hesitation

We vow to protect from harm and distress
And always be patient in times of stress
For as long as we both shall live
These are the gifts that we have to give

May God bless us
and keep us safe in his heart
As today we give our lives

This Brand New Start

An Audio Recording of My Poem Titled: Sexual Conversations part 2

An Audio Recording of My Poem Titled: Sexual Conversations part 1

Here, I Am

Cheek to Cheek
Smiling
I remember seeing you again
for the very first time

My heart paused as my tears fell
not visible to the human eye
just God's Eyes

Where I every day continue
to thank him for
providing me a safe passage to you

To my Heaven, My Angel, My Love of all Lovers
where after receiving
so much of your telephone love
I just had to be closer

Feeling beautiful beyond matrimony
I felt no longer lonely
knowing that someday if I applied myself
I would be your one and only

presence felt as the airplane approached the runway
with a touch only lovers feel when in love
as I was wanting to leave my bags behind
just to not have there be any further delay

I did however pack light, remember
remember how it was cold and not even December
and there you were your presence
and your embrace that was so tender

and that is the reason why I am
what I am because of you
permanently in your life to remain
that is the reason why I came

to be that husband
that best friend
that man that I will need for you
to understand

as I am here for your advantage
and not to damage
because my goods, trust me are good
and will never like my love vanish

so please release, relax, relate, rely
and respond to this loving man because
it is only for you

Here, I Am

Locking Limbs

Silk Love,
honey sweet passionately delighting me,
my mouth wide open to receive
the sweetest juices of ecstasy,

nectar scented, peaches and cream fermented
a tropical vacation of lust between your legs
breaking into your spring
is how I desired to spend it,

sweating, dripping, stroking,
and whipping that appeal on you
seeing just how I handle
your love
brighter than your favorite candle,

long kisses, slower strokes
getting to know me as your man,
I suppose is the best thing
to ever happen to your growth, I suppose.

Like I said before I am just getting started,
And this is why this is why this is why I'm Hot
remember it only took me 1 finger
in 8 second to find your G-spot

left arm under and on top of my right shoulder,
right arm under and on top of my left shoulder,
hips arched just right moving my strength closer
for your erotic river to flow over,

left leg tightly wrapped around my right leg,
right leg tightly wrapped around my left leg,
heart racing faster than the pulsating
of my excitement you felt it and then begged

when we were releasing and sharing
how we really felt
about the flesh upon flashes
against each other together we melt

intimacy of heat stricken
by the uninhibitedness of lust within
expressing addiction at the same time we were

Locking Limbs...

You Are

Day's like this I've imagined
my sleep - easy as I think about you now.
That precious glow you show
riveting in my mind as I travel
beyond the clouds
just to be held by your smile
my love you have commandeered my souls soul,
rescuing my spirit from defeat monogamously
I promise my ability to secure my plans
with you as you stand with devotion by your man
that you have chosen to stand next to...WOW
Me, the luckiest human being
emotionally together with you,
Free to now warm up the coldest weather with you,
loving the decision I have made by far
which is to love you as my wife to be just the way

You Are

Special to Me

Remember the early morning
I'm about to get deep
remember me waking you up
from out of your deepest sleep,
Remember the way I whispered in your ear,
"good morning"
I will take my time with this one,
the electrical currents
from the room will empower me to hold onto
your interest like I'm really supposed to,
I'm in love with what I do for you,
the way I soften your skin
as my words not only move you
they also rub you the right way,
I must say look into you,
like I look into your eyes
and market my emotions on the double,
I just shed a tear because I can't
have you the way that I really want to,
deep breaths I have to take
just to keep me on pace,
to succeed in putting
that smile on your face
again and again,
picture myself removing all boulders
just to clear a path to my place
where I would
awe...
I don't at this time think it would be
appropriate to expose that side of me
although I must admit that my....
at night is warmer than
an open book of matches..
Fur softer than
a newborns eye lashes
and now I will stop,
because I would want to be there
when on your knees you dropped,
as I would allow you to place them
on my hands and kneel cheek to cheek,
in front of a gentle-man
I want to feel your heart as it beats
as I can't stop
this on going fantasy
of forever keeping you
satisfied with me,
so remarkably,
this verbal voodoo will continue to keep
that spell alive for you especially
because you are very

Special to Me

Not Once But Twice

No longer am I trapped
Set in my own ways
To react fast
The 90 degree chin position
The eye contact
My train her train
Caught now how about that
Her steps not mines
However I enjoyed
the way she looked back
became interested
so I did the math
counted the steps where
she created a path
followed her smile
and my intuition
her train my train
new direction different position
became in the moment
her beauty she owned it
as I took advantage
of the light
polite the presentation
her name soft frame
out of her mouth
she whispered “Gimbiya”
My pleasure was her delight
Involved her in my day
And an instant memory
For her night
Hands connected
My right her right
The softness I am
In Love with again

Not Once But Twice

With Me

If when the time comes
for the imagination to end, let me know,
If when the time comes
for us not to be friends, let me know,
right is not how things are going for me
due to how I approach life so aggressively,
and still I BREATHE softly, no stress, no tension
I keep going wrong, no matter what I do,
maybe I should just keep my thoughts to myself
instead of trying to guide them through to you,
but there is only one question
I have if I may ask you,
Will I be able to BREATHE softly,
as you are so beautiful?
Okay, I will cut to the chase
and express myself so boldly,
allowing you to really get to know me,
then what do we do,
and how are we are suppose to really feel
if this is about keeping it real,
keeping what real?
I'm a little confused now
I'm beginning to feel
some what out of place and used now,
not to worry because it's always
my fault and why?
Is it because I can't be I?
and still I continue to try,
To share myself is no mystery
there are no degrees
or extreme levels of difficulty,
I just want to dive
into the hearts of those
I find move me in a way
that's hard to explain,
and that's where I begin
to see truthfully how much I mean
to the people
who share their feelings

With Me (Composed March 12, 2001)

You Deserve It

Have you ever thought about
feeling a man's soul caressing
your lower back with his words...?

Have you ever felt
a man sincerest touch
(not his hands exploring your flesh)
I mean a man touching
the insides of your skin?

Have you ever listened
to the voice of a man
with so much attention,
that you made closet space
for him before meeting him
for the first time....?

And made an extra trip
to the store after you heard him say,
before you left from work...
Good Evening Beautiful,
I hope you had a good day today...

Also if you are not
too busy after work.....
I would love to
spend time with you tonight,
rubbing the sins
of the world from your neck,
your arms, your chest,
your shoulders, your thighs,
your hips, your legs, ankles and feet..?

You see I breathe tranquility
from my voice,
like hearing the rays of the sun
touch the mist of spring rain
to you at this time because

You Deserve It...

Sunkist

She, you know her
The one with the smile
Right there, her
Just look at
The way she moves
I remember the first day
Orange flavored thoughts
about how I would
look into her eyes moved
the Lemon scented fantasies
About how I would
Speak to her like a gentleman
Hoping to touch her heart
Before the man introduced
Her to his groove
Before the Lime
in the coconut
touched her gently
You know her, you are
Looking right at her
Can you see her?
I know I can
She is so beautiful
Like the way her
Raspberry delights
The texture of my soul
After each time she
asks me for a

Sunkist

My Job Is Done

The 2 Streets
That we choose to walk down
one with lights
the other with darkness
together we shall find the light
that will keep us steady
no matter what street we choose
it is you I am afraid to lose
it is you I am afraid to never see again
will you remain my friend
until the streets are one
for us to walk down
as we continue to bond
experiencing the true meaning of fun
where at that time
I can then relax in your arms
at the end of the day
when I know

My Job Is Done

ALPHA