Someone once told me
That dreams do come true,
And I've experienced that
The day I gave my heart to you.
I've cherished that very moment
So precious inside my heart,
And made a wish for me and you
To never ever part.
If ever there's a problem
Or things are not going right,
I'll make sure and sit down with you
and discuss it over candle light.
I can't hide the love for you
So dear, precious and true,
If ever I was to lose this love,
I promise that my heart will lead
Back To You
A man is He that understands his mistakes, and admits to a change needed in his life, resulting in everlasting acceptance. - AHKMEL PHAROD. This Blog will serve as an Emotional Journal, it will capture my life as an entity articulately, artistically, soulfully, rhythmically and last but not least Poetically. I welcome you to relate, relax and receive me as open as you possibly can.
The Rebirth of Fashion
When fashion takes a break it sits down and takes a picture.
Thursday, March 17, 2005
Monday, March 14, 2005
That Beautiful Smile You Show (w)
It is not about how you ask
it is when you ask
sometimes you catch me at the wrong time
or at the time I am thinking wrong
not feeling strong
enough to keep you interested
in me more than the radio's number one song
I am breathing while you are needing
exhaling while you are sleeping
due to not being able to hold
you close like newlyweds
together on the weekend
I however do want you to know
that the love is still here for me to show
as long as you keep your
faith in me like little kids to winter snow
where like theirs my eyes still light up
when I see
That Beautiful Smile You Show
it is when you ask
sometimes you catch me at the wrong time
or at the time I am thinking wrong
not feeling strong
enough to keep you interested
in me more than the radio's number one song
I am breathing while you are needing
exhaling while you are sleeping
due to not being able to hold
you close like newlyweds
together on the weekend
I however do want you to know
that the love is still here for me to show
as long as you keep your
faith in me like little kids to winter snow
where like theirs my eyes still light up
when I see
That Beautiful Smile You Show
All I Had Left (w)
My poems are from the hearts of Men
who became conquered from within,
within the thoughts
of those before them
within the achievements of the Egyptians
my inscriptions are on
the pyramids of women
who I enslaved within my mind
not to challenge but to welcome,
because I love them
them who are of you
you who are of them
from your walk to your talk
I choose to journey beside you
As I am destined to be your King
as your destiny will one day
lead you to become my Queen
I dream you and the pleasure
that I am suppose to bring
treating you like
a fire in the winter
paying you very close attention
fulfilling your most passionate desires
before I enter your clear waters
I'll drink the love of your flesh
to build my courage forever
providing you with the strength
if it was
All I Had Left
who became conquered from within,
within the thoughts
of those before them
within the achievements of the Egyptians
my inscriptions are on
the pyramids of women
who I enslaved within my mind
not to challenge but to welcome,
because I love them
them who are of you
you who are of them
from your walk to your talk
I choose to journey beside you
As I am destined to be your King
as your destiny will one day
lead you to become my Queen
I dream you and the pleasure
that I am suppose to bring
treating you like
a fire in the winter
paying you very close attention
fulfilling your most passionate desires
before I enter your clear waters
I'll drink the love of your flesh
to build my courage forever
providing you with the strength
if it was
All I Had Left
All I Can Do (w)
After all of these words
The explanations the patience
The answering the many questions
What else of the now and present
can or better yet do you want
from me a man as 1?
What can I truly offer you
without doubt?
I share with you
my thoughts you compel them
you share with me your past
I listen in return,
I strive to comfort you emotionally
for your feelings to take aim
in a new direction
Let go of that strain
you wish to hold tighter than a man,
For every day I hear you
I fight back my tears
I hold back my pain
Where are we going tomorrow
if we fail to understand today?
I express to you - I express to you
Do you understand?
Do you have any idea of you
not expressing yourself to me?
I fight these tears right now
as I am going to keep
holding on because it is
All I Can Do
The explanations the patience
The answering the many questions
What else of the now and present
can or better yet do you want
from me a man as 1?
What can I truly offer you
without doubt?
I share with you
my thoughts you compel them
you share with me your past
I listen in return,
I strive to comfort you emotionally
for your feelings to take aim
in a new direction
Let go of that strain
you wish to hold tighter than a man,
For every day I hear you
I fight back my tears
I hold back my pain
Where are we going tomorrow
if we fail to understand today?
I express to you - I express to you
Do you understand?
Do you have any idea of you
not expressing yourself to me?
I fight these tears right now
as I am going to keep
holding on because it is
All I Can Do
And that’s for Real
Empty mystically challenged
Speech impeded by those things
No name once needed
In the middle trust believed it
Sweat dripping nervous
Even after I’ve succeeded
Question to date Que'
Interested myself swept away
By the shapes of clouds
Designed by my thoughts
My illusions scientifically proven
Last flash last light
Mach 10 out of breath
About to pass you
while thinking and standing still
And that’s for Real
Speech impeded by those things
No name once needed
In the middle trust believed it
Sweat dripping nervous
Even after I’ve succeeded
Question to date Que'
Interested myself swept away
By the shapes of clouds
Designed by my thoughts
My illusions scientifically proven
Last flash last light
Mach 10 out of breath
About to pass you
while thinking and standing still
And that’s for Real
Without Life
All I want to do
is live for the lover in a woman,
romancing her without trying
making love to her without relying,
I have an infinite amount of love
to honor my woman with,
I don't have one right now
because I feel like work
would have to be put in,
and I have a job right now
where I smile unconditionally
at all of my guest
I check in and out of my hotel
where I work...
Have you every heard
of a man with thoughts like these
thoughts that would make
You drop to your knees..
I am interested in A wife that I would
make a wedding dress for...
A wife that I would drive
to the equator for
just to show her
that it will never be
to hot (in the kitchen)
A woman that I would
live to die for
A woman that I would
put my arm around
when or when its not cold
a woman that I would
massage her intellect like her back
because that is what
I`m here life for
Rubbing her mind
like her spine every time
she comes through the front door
Keeping my mind above all others
that she might have encountered
respecting her as if
she was related to
four generations before my mothers
Quenching her desires
providing her with
more than a cup full of water
how about my life preserved for her
to use as her personal reservoir
do you feel me,
flowers everyday delivered by me
because its what I stand for
nothing less than
the blood flowing within my body
that GOD keeps me alive for...
My woman my wife,
where without
My manhood would exist
Without Life
is live for the lover in a woman,
romancing her without trying
making love to her without relying,
I have an infinite amount of love
to honor my woman with,
I don't have one right now
because I feel like work
would have to be put in,
and I have a job right now
where I smile unconditionally
at all of my guest
I check in and out of my hotel
where I work...
Have you every heard
of a man with thoughts like these
thoughts that would make
You drop to your knees..
I am interested in A wife that I would
make a wedding dress for...
A wife that I would drive
to the equator for
just to show her
that it will never be
to hot (in the kitchen)
A woman that I would
live to die for
A woman that I would
put my arm around
when or when its not cold
a woman that I would
massage her intellect like her back
because that is what
I`m here life for
Rubbing her mind
like her spine every time
she comes through the front door
Keeping my mind above all others
that she might have encountered
respecting her as if
she was related to
four generations before my mothers
Quenching her desires
providing her with
more than a cup full of water
how about my life preserved for her
to use as her personal reservoir
do you feel me,
flowers everyday delivered by me
because its what I stand for
nothing less than
the blood flowing within my body
that GOD keeps me alive for...
My woman my wife,
where without
My manhood would exist
Without Life
What We Don't Ask For
Even now when I think about you
My mind goes crazy
with just the thought
About the things that go on
in your mind about me,
for I'm more than human
leaving no room for excuses
my strength comes from your thoughts
as to when you sleep
like the way the power of my munificence
increases similar to the early bird
getting the best worm
as in the perfect man in me
always allowing others to take his turn,
the admiration constant and mutual
will just in the long run
increase your interest in me
a man who is confident, a man who is
conceited a man who over achieves,
a man who understands and loves beautiful
things that others are to blind to see
as I am patient with miracles like Moses
within the Lord's Holy Story as we should
greatly appreciate
What We Don't Ask For
My mind goes crazy
with just the thought
About the things that go on
in your mind about me,
for I'm more than human
leaving no room for excuses
my strength comes from your thoughts
as to when you sleep
like the way the power of my munificence
increases similar to the early bird
getting the best worm
as in the perfect man in me
always allowing others to take his turn,
the admiration constant and mutual
will just in the long run
increase your interest in me
a man who is confident, a man who is
conceited a man who over achieves,
a man who understands and loves beautiful
things that others are to blind to see
as I am patient with miracles like Moses
within the Lord's Holy Story as we should
greatly appreciate
What We Don't Ask For
Stay Awake
Red carpet atmosphere
I'm spoiled with
each moment understood
bottom lip soiled with,
you know it didn't take
too long for you to show it
to me the glaze complimented
by your inner glow scents
attracting my arrogant...
acting stiff radius
of my x, y and degree N to the 90th
your each contraction before reaction
girl why you laughing?
Work applied - little pressure
right heal on the bed
left knee on the dresser
God Child never of the lesser,
Situations like this I treasure
as you better
believe in my forecast
before any news flash
or report of the weather
when in each others eyes
we look and monuments shake,
waves of brains quake,
never wanting to sleep
so I will continue to pray
and protect with the 3rd eye
allowing my hunger for you to
Stay Awake
I'm spoiled with
each moment understood
bottom lip soiled with,
you know it didn't take
too long for you to show it
to me the glaze complimented
by your inner glow scents
attracting my arrogant...
acting stiff radius
of my x, y and degree N to the 90th
your each contraction before reaction
girl why you laughing?
Work applied - little pressure
right heal on the bed
left knee on the dresser
God Child never of the lesser,
Situations like this I treasure
as you better
believe in my forecast
before any news flash
or report of the weather
when in each others eyes
we look and monuments shake,
waves of brains quake,
never wanting to sleep
so I will continue to pray
and protect with the 3rd eye
allowing my hunger for you to
Stay Awake
More Than She Would Ever Know
Lets say I'm holding you close
with your face facing the wind,
my arms are around you,
holding you secure enough to keep
your thoughts grounded with my own
your back pressed firmly against my chest,
the sexy thing about the way
you appear as your body's pressed
firmly against my highly respected
that day we became one,
my love I demonstrate with confidence beyond
any others that you might have ever
come across in the past or you may ever
come across in the future
where at the present
Love starts to verbally orchestrate
my thoughts with bass and a
smooth harmonic display of a man
looking to sweep a woman as in yourself
from off of her feet to carry her to
a resting place for you to dream
about the vision I placed within your mind
my whispering with my hands upon the frame
of your body and soul the slow way
I identify with the muscles you work
to keep you functioning as a mother,
this I know, understanding my presence
and patience of my own when it comes to
pleasing a woman who deserves
More Than She Would Ever Know
with your face facing the wind,
my arms are around you,
holding you secure enough to keep
your thoughts grounded with my own
your back pressed firmly against my chest,
the sexy thing about the way
you appear as your body's pressed
firmly against my highly respected
that day we became one,
my love I demonstrate with confidence beyond
any others that you might have ever
come across in the past or you may ever
come across in the future
where at the present
Love starts to verbally orchestrate
my thoughts with bass and a
smooth harmonic display of a man
looking to sweep a woman as in yourself
from off of her feet to carry her to
a resting place for you to dream
about the vision I placed within your mind
my whispering with my hands upon the frame
of your body and soul the slow way
I identify with the muscles you work
to keep you functioning as a mother,
this I know, understanding my presence
and patience of my own when it comes to
pleasing a woman who deserves
More Than She Would Ever Know
Conversations Beyond Conversations
I'm not here to disguise
the way I feel about my world
I have things on my mind
a lot of them relating to why there is
still the improbable pertaining
to maintaining a civilized relationship with mankind
why must we breathe to unease?
Taking even our last breath to cause stress
always looking to hurt because of our fear to work
Why must we be lackadaisical
in our socialistic approach
when it comes to we as an undivided
though decided class of people,
when does the God Factor take in affect?
When does forgiveness run out?
I need help - therefore I seek help,
I am not afraid of those that are not afraid of me,
I have issues that I strive to conclude,
I said, I have issues that I strive to conclude,
whether with myself or with someone of myself,
I'm not out to be taking the wrong way,
I feel that it happens when someone doesn't
want to take the time to get to know me
instead control me, and rob me
of my intellectual approach to converse on
topics that leaves an uncomforting feeling with my mental
analytically hour after hour
I find myself able to bring substance
into a creation of a different relation,
then I relax my mind looking
to receive knowledge of a new elation
waiting for a creative and different response igniting
Conversations Beyond Conversations
the way I feel about my world
I have things on my mind
a lot of them relating to why there is
still the improbable pertaining
to maintaining a civilized relationship with mankind
why must we breathe to unease?
Taking even our last breath to cause stress
always looking to hurt because of our fear to work
Why must we be lackadaisical
in our socialistic approach
when it comes to we as an undivided
though decided class of people,
when does the God Factor take in affect?
When does forgiveness run out?
I need help - therefore I seek help,
I am not afraid of those that are not afraid of me,
I have issues that I strive to conclude,
I said, I have issues that I strive to conclude,
whether with myself or with someone of myself,
I'm not out to be taking the wrong way,
I feel that it happens when someone doesn't
want to take the time to get to know me
instead control me, and rob me
of my intellectual approach to converse on
topics that leaves an uncomforting feeling with my mental
analytically hour after hour
I find myself able to bring substance
into a creation of a different relation,
then I relax my mind looking
to receive knowledge of a new elation
waiting for a creative and different response igniting
Conversations Beyond Conversations
Available
It's you and me again,
My friend - you are,
So recognize what you
Have discovered in a
Different man by accident,
Patient lover
I want you to listen
To the fantasy in my voice
The temptation in my accent,
Woman pay more attention
Then you have paid before
And I'll give you more
Than you've bargained for,
Leaving you with no
Other reason to continue
On to explore the empty voids
You have already endured
Never shall that enter
Your mind as I once again
Reach for that spine,
That I caressed gently
With my poetic thoughts
Tranquilizing your body
With my mind,
I am in charge once again
To bring you close to my heart
Securing your worries
Right from the start,
Where the only worries
Are relating to how happy
And satisfied I continue
To keep you, addicted,
So come get it cause its here
Anytime and anywhere
For you to get it, because I am
Available
My friend - you are,
So recognize what you
Have discovered in a
Different man by accident,
Patient lover
I want you to listen
To the fantasy in my voice
The temptation in my accent,
Woman pay more attention
Then you have paid before
And I'll give you more
Than you've bargained for,
Leaving you with no
Other reason to continue
On to explore the empty voids
You have already endured
Never shall that enter
Your mind as I once again
Reach for that spine,
That I caressed gently
With my poetic thoughts
Tranquilizing your body
With my mind,
I am in charge once again
To bring you close to my heart
Securing your worries
Right from the start,
Where the only worries
Are relating to how happy
And satisfied I continue
To keep you, addicted,
So come get it cause its here
Anytime and anywhere
For you to get it, because I am
Available
More Than Enough
Just can't believe my eyes
sometimes when it comes to you
as on a scale of one to a hundred
will never amount to you
the way you are so beautiful
I'm missing you once again,
as you may have thought
my feelings were just for pretend,
I have grown strong with you
as I now long for you
to touch and caress my heart
like the, wait...this just in
I've been wanting to share this with you
from the very start..."so here I go"
I sit here and think about
swimming inside of you,
I think of how I can
just quietly enter you,
my blood flows south for you,
as my mouth is watering to taste you,
I'm so nasty - I want you
to pour your life inside of my mouth,
I want to look like those idiots in those
got milk ads - got juice?
or shall I say cream,
I would like to freeze or better yet
consider saving it, because what will happen
when you are not around?
I may be in need of it,
no one can do it better or like I can
leaving me wanting to become addicted to you
because you are
More Than Enough
sometimes when it comes to you
as on a scale of one to a hundred
will never amount to you
the way you are so beautiful
I'm missing you once again,
as you may have thought
my feelings were just for pretend,
I have grown strong with you
as I now long for you
to touch and caress my heart
like the, wait...this just in
I've been wanting to share this with you
from the very start..."so here I go"
I sit here and think about
swimming inside of you,
I think of how I can
just quietly enter you,
my blood flows south for you,
as my mouth is watering to taste you,
I'm so nasty - I want you
to pour your life inside of my mouth,
I want to look like those idiots in those
got milk ads - got juice?
or shall I say cream,
I would like to freeze or better yet
consider saving it, because what will happen
when you are not around?
I may be in need of it,
no one can do it better or like I can
leaving me wanting to become addicted to you
because you are
More Than Enough
The Way I Walk Now
The softness of you the way we danced
slowly I felt relaxed
please continue to
make your way to my bed for a nap
as I prepare another meal
just to keep you attached
your eyes I enjoy them
as they have welcomed to my contact
then there is the body chemistry
that kept an arch in my back
looking to increase my
universal acceptance as you
held your emotions intact
I'm living complete for the
achievements of keeping a positive attitude
then it comes to again seeing your smile as
I'm tall dark and handsome showing the
world with a smile
The Way I Walk Now
slowly I felt relaxed
please continue to
make your way to my bed for a nap
as I prepare another meal
just to keep you attached
your eyes I enjoy them
as they have welcomed to my contact
then there is the body chemistry
that kept an arch in my back
looking to increase my
universal acceptance as you
held your emotions intact
I'm living complete for the
achievements of keeping a positive attitude
then it comes to again seeing your smile as
I'm tall dark and handsome showing the
world with a smile
The Way I Walk Now
Pain Reliever
Lights flashing
Beams hot with aggression
Shadows of the lonely
Looking to make a strong impression
I’m not afraid nor ever shall I
Be intimidated when it comes
To my expression
Devoting the premeditation
To the reoccurring smiles
I unconsciously receive on the regular
As in the jacket
I’m made to fit in your world
As the only member
Therefore if you feel me
there wouldn’t be any reason
not to be real with me
I capitalize on the horizon
Within eyes of the less fortunate
not really helpless just defenseless
Let me understand my words
understand you and your 5 senses
Making you into a believer
about how my poetry is like an ultra strength
Pain Reliever
Beams hot with aggression
Shadows of the lonely
Looking to make a strong impression
I’m not afraid nor ever shall I
Be intimidated when it comes
To my expression
Devoting the premeditation
To the reoccurring smiles
I unconsciously receive on the regular
As in the jacket
I’m made to fit in your world
As the only member
Therefore if you feel me
there wouldn’t be any reason
not to be real with me
I capitalize on the horizon
Within eyes of the less fortunate
not really helpless just defenseless
Let me understand my words
understand you and your 5 senses
Making you into a believer
about how my poetry is like an ultra strength
Pain Reliever
Sunday, March 13, 2005
My Heart Only Swells For You
The many before my mistakes
Have already been replaced
With a smile strong enough
To make your world quake
Slowly you are receiving me
Getting ready preparing openly
To catch me before I fall
Never leaving me lonely
Thank you
For your time for making me
feel like I’m the one and only
Grateful my faith as my pain
Has been eased
with just one look at your face
You are special
Providing time for me to pray
Before I lie next to you
To me that incredible
Unconditionally welcoming me
As I welcoming you
Over and over in my mind
I want to continue telling you that
My Heart Only Swells For You
Have already been replaced
With a smile strong enough
To make your world quake
Slowly you are receiving me
Getting ready preparing openly
To catch me before I fall
Never leaving me lonely
Thank you
For your time for making me
feel like I’m the one and only
Grateful my faith as my pain
Has been eased
with just one look at your face
You are special
Providing time for me to pray
Before I lie next to you
To me that incredible
Unconditionally welcoming me
As I welcoming you
Over and over in my mind
I want to continue telling you that
My Heart Only Swells For You
Wednesday, March 09, 2005
"Love is Blind"
My strength at the time
when I needed it - was you
The courage to exchange my words
for your heart was true
In deed my travel abroad was real enough
to keep my memories of you really clear
with the devotion I allowed myself
to possess for you - but wait,
was it really that serious
as you already had your work
cut out for you,
I see.... I was like a cloud
in your life who passed by your shine
Receiving your body
before your soul and mind
A victim I became of the expression
"Love is Blind"
when I needed it - was you
The courage to exchange my words
for your heart was true
In deed my travel abroad was real enough
to keep my memories of you really clear
with the devotion I allowed myself
to possess for you - but wait,
was it really that serious
as you already had your work
cut out for you,
I see.... I was like a cloud
in your life who passed by your shine
Receiving your body
before your soul and mind
A victim I became of the expression
"Love is Blind"
Ahkmel Pharod
Monday, March 07, 2005
Secret Passion
The beating of your heart
the way you breathe
the thoughts you have
are now just for me
the " I wonder what it would feel like "
troubles your emotions for another,
how can I ease the pain?
Come to my love
before it washes away with the rain,
tears of angels not hard to explain
allowing you here to remain
just for me to rescue you
from conditional love
from any other that I find insane,
a woman such as yourself
shall forever be free
from any permanent scars or vain.
So in depth, let my words of warmth
tuck you in at night,
just for you to wake up again
because I'm so anxious
to hear your voice again
claiming at the same time
we are just friends
while experiencing this
Secret Passion
the way you breathe
the thoughts you have
are now just for me
the " I wonder what it would feel like "
troubles your emotions for another,
how can I ease the pain?
Come to my love
before it washes away with the rain,
tears of angels not hard to explain
allowing you here to remain
just for me to rescue you
from conditional love
from any other that I find insane,
a woman such as yourself
shall forever be free
from any permanent scars or vain.
So in depth, let my words of warmth
tuck you in at night,
just for you to wake up again
because I'm so anxious
to hear your voice again
claiming at the same time
we are just friends
while experiencing this
Secret Passion
Saturday, March 05, 2005
In My Life
A simple rose I have found
It's not the flower that grows from the ground,
Its beauty is one of such delight ...
This rose is soft to the touch in all its perfection.
The envy for all the flowers in this garden
Its fragrance will consume your every obsession.
This rose must be a gift, a gift from above
A gift from Heaven to show us love.
Every morning I wish to wake to see its petals glisten
Its easy to see how one could be so smitten
If love was a rose it would shine so bright
Because all I need is this rose in
In My Life
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