A man is He that understands his mistakes, and admits to a change needed in his life, resulting in everlasting acceptance. - AHKMEL PHAROD. This Blog will serve as an Emotional Journal, it will capture my life as an entity articulately, artistically, soulfully, rhythmically and last but not least Poetically. I welcome you to relate, relax and receive me as open as you possibly can.
The Rebirth of Fashion
When fashion takes a break it sits down and takes a picture.
Thursday, December 20, 2007
The Accepted
More complex now
the long talks
long walks
I'm open
you are longing, wishing, and hoping
to exist within my smile
as long as my love elevates
beyond the way
my touch demonstrates affection
devoted to my overall protection
still I stand for you
as I'm the man for you
soft kisses - gentle kisses
dedicated as your Mr.
praying for you
to become my Mrs.
organizing my wishes
I love you more than
open wounds to stitches
palmolive to dishes
I belong here with all of this
I feel magnetic
to your glow reflected
through the eyes of
The Accepted
Type of Love
I am going to go back with this one
Back to the year of Love
I remember everyday writing
I remember everyday smiling
Oh how it felt so good to Love
Every word constructed
To form a poem was dear
Within this year
I composed with my heart
While smiling ear to ear
Moved I was
Touched I was
Caught up
In this thing
Called Love
The long talks about
The long walks about
Romance was so high
As in the dedication
To with her to reach the sky
Remarkable
So delighted
To be next to Love
So flattered
By every attempt by Love
Points taken as received
I cherish the thoughts
Again once caught up by love
Amazing capturing my reasons
For Loving the Love out of Love
Drifting even now
Because of how much
I miss the Love of out of Love
The Passion, the Faithfulness
The Succulence, the Tastefulness
Mmmm…something like fresh mango
In the morning
Mouth watering pineapple in the afternoon
Lusting for love to strawberry spoil me
In the evening
Using that time to show Love
How much I appreciated the abundance
Of sensuality by the touch of Love
Real love, not rushed Love
For play Love, doorway Love
Lights on love, that right on love
That black sweat love
Smelling like cocoa love
Strong, thick thighs Love
Opened eyes Love
Red room love
I remember that type of Love
The biting, the climbing
The pulling, the moving
The licking, the removing
That butt naked Love
Free love, Confident Love
That shake what Yo’Mamma gave you Love
That you got me calling your name Love
Needing to experience you in the rain Love
Park bench Love, Laundry room Love
Arena handicap Bathroom Love
Movie Theater Love,
Bosses office on the desk type of Love
In your Momma’s Kitchen Love
That different kind of Love
That I once experience kind of Love
With such a lovely, radiant, sexy, atmospheric
Love kind of Love
Never afraid to share with me Love
Type of Love
Tuesday, December 11, 2007
Thursday, December 06, 2007
Life
Life cheated me
Why?
What did I do to Life,
Other than live?
I believe that I am
Life’s best giver,
Best provider,
Best listener,
When will Life realize
The love I’ve dedicated
Myself to bestow to Life?
You see I don’t ask
Of it to do more than
I can do for myself.
However I am always left,
Then lost within
The translation of it all.
Life believed that I
Would not figure it out
So soon so fast,
Life must have thought
That I would not understand
Its changes, its inconsistent ranges
Of love shown to me.
See what Life failed to recognize,
Was the simplicity of my walk
And the simplicity of my talk.
Life at times around me stopped
When I did not,
And that’s when I figured
Life was up to no good.
Life always felt misunderstood,
When all along Life
Was afraid to be faithful
To Life itself.
Life…the reason I am stronger,
The reason why
My spirit quickens
When Life seems confused,
And functions dysfunctional.
I have already expressed to Life
I have already revealed myself to Life,
But have yet to escape
from the iniquities of Life.
I sought assistance from God
At the times
When I was troubled by Life,
To only learn this lesson
Taught to me by God
Who has given me Life.
Which is Life is
What you make of it,
Because you only
Get one Life to live Life,
Even after Life cheats you
Out of another’s
Life
Wednesday, December 05, 2007
BuckTown USA
Tuesday, December 04, 2007
Needing You
I witnessed this while the
Blood rushing to my brain
Warmed every ounce of
The freak inside of my altered ego
Woman you got me thinking
About pleasing and achieving you until
Your legs shake and knees weaken
You know what I’m talking about
Oh how thinking about pleasuring
Oh how thinking about stimulating
Oh how thinking about satisfying
Oh how thinking about impressing
Oh how thinking about undressing
Oh how thinking about tasting
Oh how thinking about teasing
Oh how thinking about tantalizing
Oh how thinking about injecting
Oh how thinking about perplexing
Oh how thinking about tying
Oh how thinking about laying
Oh how thinking about drinking
Oh how thinking about sipping
Oh how thinking about spanking
Oh how thinking about thrusting
Oh how thinking about stroking
Oh how thinking about hitting
Oh how thinking about giving
Oh how thinking about tempting
Oh how thinking about exploding
Oh how thinking about positioning
Oh how thinking about floating
Oh how thinking about loving
Oh how thinking about desiring
Oh how thinking about bringing
Oh how thinking about surprising
Oh how thinking about granting
Oh how thinking about being
Oh how thinking about getting
Oh how thinking about eating – Oh My!
Oh how thinking about circling
Oh how thinking about continuing
Oh how thinking about thinking
Oh how thinking about pleasing
Oh how thinking about easing
Oh how thinking about freeing
Oh how thinking about removing
Oh how thinking about releasing
Oh how thinking about inventing
Oh how thinking about having
Oh how thinking about lusting
Oh how thinking about trusting
Oh how thinking about dedicating
Oh how thinking about devoting
Oh how thinking about securing
Oh how thinking about gravitating
Oh how thinking about breathing
Oh how thinking about motivating
Oh how thinking about inspiring
Oh how thinking about thanking
Oh how thinking about praying
Oh how thinking about forever
Oh how thinking about joy
Oh how thinking about fulfillment
Oh how thinking about happiness
Oh how thinking about feeding
Oh how thinking about providing
Oh how thinking about protecting
Oh how thinking about taking
Oh how thinking about trying
Oh how thinking about relying
Oh how thinking about regarding
Oh how thinking about promising
Oh how thinking about sleeping
Oh how thinking about believing
Oh how thinking about achieving
Oh how thinking about reaching
Oh how thinking about peeking
Oh how thinking about showering
Oh how thinking about empowering
Oh how thinking about saving
Oh how thinking about making
Oh how thinking about choosing
Oh how thinking about looking
Oh how thinking about bringing
Oh how thinking about giving
Oh how thinking about jumping
Oh how thinking about flying
Oh how thinking about realizing
Oh how thinking about holding
Oh how thinking about caressing
Oh how thinking about kissing
Oh how thinking about sucking
Oh how thinking about cuddling
Oh how thinking about hugging
Oh how thinking about running
Oh how thinking about allowing
Oh how thinking about washing
Oh how thinking about romancing
Oh how thinking about spoiling
Oh how thinking about moving
Oh how thinking about wanting
Baby I just wanted to spend my time
Sharing with you my thirst for succeeding
When it comes to
Projecting my sincerest thoughts
Hoping you now understand
How I understand my purposeful mind
When it comes to loving you and
Needing You
Early AM
Composed by Delicacy.....12/04/07
These hours linger
like a virgin's awakening
my tongue thrust into
a coffee cup, busy
chasing marshmallows
on a sea of cocoa.
The heady smell
of your cologne
still embracing my skin
tickling my nose,
and I don't want
to wash you off.
I long for the scent
to linger like the sound of our
"good-byes" whispered
on your way out...
into the world,
into the morning,
as you left me.
While I lick my lips
and taste the sticky sweet,
I think of the way
you were breathing
by my feather soft descriptions
of the way I was about to...
I always like filling
your head with verbal
Polaroid snapshots
just before it happens.
Wearing your shirt and nothing else
my tongue back at sea
I submerse my upper lip
thinking...
of how I'd rather be melting
in the depths of your mouth.
These hours linger
like a virgin's awakening
my tongue thrust into
a coffee cup, busy
chasing marshmallows
on a sea of cocoa.
The heady smell
of your cologne
still embracing my skin
tickling my nose,
and I don't want
to wash you off.
I long for the scent
to linger like the sound of our
"good-byes" whispered
on your way out...
into the world,
into the morning,
as you left me.
While I lick my lips
and taste the sticky sweet,
I think of the way
you were breathing
by my feather soft descriptions
of the way I was about to...
I always like filling
your head with verbal
Polaroid snapshots
just before it happens.
Wearing your shirt and nothing else
my tongue back at sea
I submerse my upper lip
thinking...
of how I'd rather be melting
in the depths of your mouth.
As An Offering
This piece comes as
an offering,
You know something
With a purpose,
Unconditional
Oh how I love being,
When others think
I’m not.
The reason I write
To you on this day
Is because I love you,
I love thinking about
Doing and doing,
Like melting chocolate
Moving slowly over cream
Get it….(my heart is smiling).
I at times say things that even
Tickle me.
Amazing! I walk straight
Think love and act like
The days ahead are too late,
So instead I do today
I don’t want to wait
To express my heart to you,
Whether through verse or song
I will always believe in
Doing right before doing wrong,
Like taking a break
From working like a slave,
When truthfully I am your gift
That the Lord has made,
So please with a smile
Take me and my love peacefully
As An Offering
Appealing
10 steps backwards
I took to understand
How to walk side by side
Born with wings
Just to glide
Excited to share openly
Experiences I shall never hide
From my day because
I might have to
Reach back just for direction
On how to move forward
Like I’m supposed to man
I told you already
Through the text
That I’m focused man
What part did you miss?
I believe it was the part
That you use the left side
of your brain to assume with
Dumb Ass,
You must enjoy the feeling
That’s why
You are always
Before others find your own
Appealing
Monday, December 03, 2007
Walking With You
Composed by Delicacy.....12/03/07
Daylight entered the dark room
through a parting in the curtains
It was trying to wake us, but not succeeding.
Just to be sure you were not a dream,
and our lovemaking from last night was real
I backed into you, felt your body.
I think you wanted the same assurance
because you put your arm around my waist,
and pulled me even closer.
So sleepy we were still,
when you began to tickle me
I became annoyed,
and tried to push you away,
you would not stop,
and when your tickling
turned to caressing
you knew I was helpless,
could not resist your touch,
and so you touched me more.
My gentle moans and movement
encouraged you and soon
our rhythm was identical.
Your hands moving to places
they had yet to explore,
how was that possible.
I reached around
and let my fingertips touch
whatever they could reach,
God how I wanted you.
I felt your flesh
tingle beneath them and then
felt how hard you had become
I didn't want to break
the gentleness of the moment,
but I wanted to scream.
You were reading my mind
or perhaps listening to my
breathing when you parted my legs
and from behind thrust forward,
but it was when you
reached around with your hand,
and let your fingers loose
that I knew I was
melting into a pool
of exquisite beauty
my body a mass of sensation....
Daylight entered the dark room
through a parting in the curtains
It was trying to wake us, but not succeeding.
Just to be sure you were not a dream,
and our lovemaking from last night was real
I backed into you, felt your body.
I think you wanted the same assurance
because you put your arm around my waist,
and pulled me even closer.
So sleepy we were still,
when you began to tickle me
I became annoyed,
and tried to push you away,
you would not stop,
and when your tickling
turned to caressing
you knew I was helpless,
could not resist your touch,
and so you touched me more.
My gentle moans and movement
encouraged you and soon
our rhythm was identical.
Your hands moving to places
they had yet to explore,
how was that possible.
I reached around
and let my fingertips touch
whatever they could reach,
God how I wanted you.
I felt your flesh
tingle beneath them and then
felt how hard you had become
I didn't want to break
the gentleness of the moment,
but I wanted to scream.
You were reading my mind
or perhaps listening to my
breathing when you parted my legs
and from behind thrust forward,
but it was when you
reached around with your hand,
and let your fingers loose
that I knew I was
melting into a pool
of exquisite beauty
my body a mass of sensation....
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