A man is He that understands his mistakes, and admits to a change needed in his life, resulting in everlasting acceptance. - AHKMEL PHAROD. This Blog will serve as an Emotional Journal, it will capture my life as an entity articulately, artistically, soulfully, rhythmically and last but not least Poetically. I welcome you to relate, relax and receive me as open as you possibly can.
The Rebirth of Fashion
When fashion takes a break it sits down and takes a picture.
Sunday, December 31, 2006
My First, My Last, My All I've Ever Needed
Hot Chocolate Moonlight kisses
Ten Finger muscle relaxer Body oil wishes
Sexy as hell Strawberry trophy dishes
Baby you know I can't forget
the whipped cream for the champagne finish
girl your body and lips
all of them
look and taste so delicious
I never want to wake up from this dream
My appetite for you is like Popeye's to spinach
when I am weak your sex appeals to
how I use it to replenish
The way you feel secures my self esteem
I am deeply in love with loving you
every second every minute
similar to showing you on your last birthday
how I decided to take the world and spin it
in the direction of you becoming a wife to me, my new team
my point guard, shooting guard, small forward, power forward
the center of my reason for taking that last second shot
knowing you would get the rebound and protect the lead
when you say at the alter You do wish to marry me
Chemistry, plenty enough for the world to see
how love should be shown through gravity
emotionally and devotedly, I feel someone pinching me
why oh why would someone want to wake me up from this dream
a dream that my every night involves you
Walking into rooms demonstrating
how much in each I will love you
Red rooms, Bed rooms, living rooms,
kitchen rooms, bath rooms, dining rooms,
boiler rooms, locker rooms, board rooms,
conference rooms, secret rooms, basement rooms,
attic rooms, laundry rooms, big rooms,
small room, dressing rooms, VIP rooms,
show rooms, rooms, and more rooms
that I will show conditionally and creatively
how much I really need you
showing you also sensually unconditionally
how much I really want to love you for you
My First, My Last, My All I've Ever Needed
Garlic-Dill Salmon
Ingredients
1. 3 garlic cloves, finely chopped
2. 3/4 cup fresh orange juice
3. 2 teaspoons fresh lemon juice
4. 1 tablespoon chopped fresh dill
5. 4 (7 ounce) salmon fillets
Nutrition Info
Serving size: 4 servings
• Calories: 388 kcal
• Carbohydrates: 5 g
• Dietary Fiber: 0 g
• Fat: 21 g
• Protein: 40 g
• Sugars: 4 g
Cooking Directions
In a medium baking dish, combine the garlic, orange juice, lemon juice and dill. Place the salmon, skin side up, in the marinade and refrigerate for up to 3 hours. Preheat the oven to 375 degrees F. Discard half of the marinade and bake the fish in the remaining sauce until cooked through, about 15 minutes.
This fine dish should be served with a red wine, specifically my favorite Pinot Noir Rose.
Savigny-Les-Beaune 1er Cru Aux-Guettes
MAILLARD-LOBREAU 2003
per bottle: $32.00
Pinot Noir
One of the best appellations for Pinot Noir in France, Savigny-les-Beaune gives us this gem, and a 1er Cru as well! Full-bodied, elegant and rich with flavors of cassis, violets and cherries.
Saturday, December 30, 2006
Make My Dreams Come True
My Love
My Darling
Please come to me
I need your Love
I want your Love
I beg for that one last kiss good night
I am on my knees
just to propose my dedication to you
My Love
I'm in love
Can’t you see
my feelings are being shown
to you and only,
Please believe me
as I sit here and cry
I also sit lonely
I need you
can't you see
that my heart
will continue to beat
for you and only you
Endless emotions I've stored
inside of my heart
just for you
for I am counting on the
Love inside of you to
Make My Dreams Come True
JANUARY
I fall asleep
to the lasting softness
of your voice
you are the one
that God has brought
into my life
to keep me
completely sane for eternity
I'm loving you
as much as
I'm loving him right now
My Love, thank you for being my friend
My Love, thank you for all of the time
you have to spend
getting to know me,
wanting to show me,
your beautiful smile over
and over again,
I don't celebrate holiday's
though I just created
one in my heart for us,
which is called Appreciation Day
noted to be celebrated
each year between us
on the last day of every
JANUARY
Friday, December 29, 2006
Red Room
My mind races at paces
that has yet to be measured,
due to the softness
of believing that with
someone I love being here for me
is the same person I would treasure..forever
a dream that I have over and over
similar to the fantasy of you and I
together in a red room
you know I envision
my days being filled
with nothing but smiles and love
from one beautiful woman
that will understand
my purpose for breathing each day,
the reason for wanting to talk
about red rooms which I believe
symbolizes where I live
better known as the heart
I live there every day
looking to allow a woman
a place where she can be at peace and free
we talked about being free
the equivalent of loving you for you
that to me is what freedom is about
you see when you love you - you love all,
because it is naturally all
that make us who we are...
Would you be willing
to exist with me for a moment
inside of my red room
its pretty graphical and sensual
and a little erotic,
just me being a man who knows
the gift he has before the strength he has
praying that it will really ease
the small of your back..
The pulling of your nakedness soft
as my thoughts are necessarily softer
I wish to last with you longer
because of your ability to inspire my verbal agility
within this realm of touch communicatively
the tranquility is beyond rose petal sensitivity
your flesh and the dripping of my stability
keeping me endowed permanently
my sensuous mobility
I wish to express my mentality
before the red candle scented with purity
becomes the death of me
making me another orgasmic casualty
the whispering of our pulsating embrace
throbs my elongated sense of durability
here and now I need you to understand the capabilities
of how belonging here in this room with me
is how things are really suppose to be
where the four play becomes your play
started so passionately at the doorway
the waiting patiently in my Poetic Asylums hallway
your picture your smile
and now your heart keeps me
focusing my attention your way
I noticed the angles of your tone heavenly angelically
so sincere ready and willing
to invite yourself here
hoping to experience something different than last year
an electronic nibble there
and an electronic kiss there
wiping the satisfaction off of the keys
as I slowly move all over it
like the way my mind directed its attention
sometimes to the back of your knees
I am here for the pleasure to please
your femininity while you experience my masculinity
and the redness of my energy
your now Superman with his super poetical,
righteous intellectual powers along with my red cape
now becoming my red silk sheet
to lay you down gently on
knowing that we are here together
for the outlasting of your red thong
that was once on like the way we were once on
turning and yearning
red candle wax on my chest burning
it is getting a little hot as I am still here wanting
to experience your delights
now a part of my appetite
not looking for a fight
just a little stimulation of what I think you might like
I can go on and on until I no longer
have any aim
where I am not here looking to become drained
hoping you understand that these thoughts
are really inspired by the thought of consuming you
while visiting my
Red Room
Heavenly Exist
Inspired by
Love
Can you believe this? - My long lost attempt
To perform the most sensuous
Slow dance with you
My Gentle Man, My softest - touch
Making your wettest kiss submit
Transformation between the
Alpha and the Omega at its highest,
I believe you've read before
Something like this - like the beginning of
The first chapter in the bible
Titled: Genesis
I'm here still ready to
spend the rest of my life with you,
fulfilling your emptiness with promise,
including the birth of one or two kids
Securing the foundation of us
So that without errors we can
Heavenly Exist
Thursday, December 28, 2006
My Everything
So new as the present day
clouds move
pass the reflection
of my smile
Beautiful, I now smile for you
because I want to
it is what I desire
I feel no need to
for any other
with me I want to smother
the each letter in your name
in my life I welcome you
as everything I succeed in
from here on out
will be because of you
the way I strive
the way I climb
all the way to where
you will notice me
standing above all obstacles
holding my hand out
just for you
for our children
that I have implanted
inside of my mind
to some day have with you
My wife
My all
My Everything
Sunday, December 24, 2006
Freestyling 68
More spitting less poise
ruthless I produce
two beats one voice
I cock back let lose
52 shot verbal my choice
6 speed V12 nigga I cruise
control my flow stays moist
but hard enough to bruise
watch out now better get your boyz
before I OJ your ass without the juice
reppin the east side BK making noise
flippin and rippin never trippin paid dues
all access now collecting
title & hearts like toyz
Monday, December 18, 2006
I am Not There Yet
Excuse me
Am I really going to
have a reason to
tell the truth and nothing
but the truth to
I don't think you are ready
for me to honestly
be that truthful
You see that will mean
that I will have to
tell you about the times
and not just about the time
I will not share that much
of myself that you already know
I will not offer the light
that shines still
over my head like a halo
The things that I may confess
may leave you in further distress
so I will refuse to inject
my heart's discontent
at this time on the internet
You see my life, my journey
doesn't stop or didn't stop
with you
You see my union shared
with others close to you
didn't block the truth
That is why I cried inside
before I knew what I knew
where in fact you already
had a clue of what I was going to do to you
You were the one that needed
for me to rescue, to relieve you
I was the one that was backwards in my attempts to
please you, ease you or better yet release you
This I will testify to the
moment my eyes laid their
memories on you
From the size to the strength
of your mind and its length
I figured this should be simple
but the little that I knew
blinded and flooded with
the I love yous
and I just want to make you
Happys
I was left feeling
like a little kid with 2 daddies
you see I guess that is why
the step daddy
got stepped on
and the real daddy
got crept then slept on
Something is really permanent
about that picture in my mind
that will soon fade away
with a little time
Now in my sights
I see Sunny days
Sunny rays
40 Degrees Celsius
Pineapple Yellow haze
Real thong for days
Colorful Tropical Lives
and naturally tanned Topical Wives
Sandy Beaches
clear water land breaches
rare breed pets on leeches
Puerto Rico and Jamaica
not too far from my reaches
My type of Lifestyle
can never be rehearsed
or documented
Just thoroughly lived and represented
Oh and one more thing.....
Did you know that my new name will be........
Nah I can't share that yet....
because
I am Not There Yet
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
Sunday, December 10, 2006
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