Buying into the Idea

I brought into the idea
Just to find myself visibly unclear
Regarding these women
Who I tend to share
Thought after thought so sincere
Sometimes unprepared, no rehearsal here
My life universally geared
To express that's why everyone listens
To judge or stare, intrigued or Amazed
at the way my words care
Before my voice clears the air
Because sometimes yeah
I'm saying it without fear
I am aggressively misunderstood
without the tears, and why cry if
I'm not next to your heart so dear
Bringing me back full circle
of thinking after

Buying into the Idea

Without Believing

Home at last right where I belong
So strong
No worries nothing but sweet music
Lovely songs
My source my strength endless
All day and all night long
While I’m in Brooklyn
I can’t go wrong
My walk my talk to the streets is the bond
That keeps the connected protected
You don’t feel me
If you don’t understand
And it’s not your fault
It’s just that you are not from
Where I am from
Rather dealing with the Man from NY
But not from Brooklyn
Two different places
And we all don’t know each other
Or about each other
So stop asking
Because if one had you
Where that one is now not with you
Bet your negative bank account
He will not talk to anyone else about you
Probably met you in the club
While you where out not in touch
With God’s mission
Please listen
What I speak of is just the reason
I will never stop breathing
When it comes to a woman
Defending and pretending
Constantly needing

Without Believing

To Really Like You

Still moving accuracy spiteful
Handful of blood and sweat
less the tears yours
now mine rightful
No discussion over and over insightful
You figure it out
I'm tired of explaining myself
To more than quite a few people
Who I've frozen with my heart
Cold like an ice cube
Crushed lyrically
and I didn't have to fight you
To love myself more
Before I was able

To Really Like You

As a Habit

The mindset in motion
Within my pictures
Not arrogant at all
I just know that I have
What it takes to make
Someone hard of hearing
Into a good listener
Sociable and sensible
As an outspoken self starter
And an independent finisher
Still life impressionist
Using the hemisphere as my canvas
Unlike Leonardo da Vinci
I project romance
With mechanics understanding
The dimensional graphics
Containing right angles
between two points of a tangent
I envision 45 degrees
beginning at a zero value
of an x,y, axis
Words sometimes escape
the lexicological patterns
Maintaining focus to righteously
levitate w/no magic
Due to the fact
within the fractions of writing poetry

As a Habit

Differences of Opinions

I see once again
I must use my gift
To avenge my spirit
So suddenly sad it is
That woman don’t get it
God must have forgotten about
Instilling patience over the materialistic
So many hearts shown to me forfeited
And still I’m finding my temporarily lied to
Right in front of my face the wicked
which God allows me to see it
spiritually guided to understand
how the lost stay lost
due to being inexperienced
my 1000 words the lords deliverance
first chapter genesis
we are not different
we just have

Differences of Opinions

Quite Alright

The water for the new seed
the flower to be as in my wife
my partner my life
Let's embed our righteousness
within the world and start off
on the foot - right
I want to keep you
where you are
close never too far
because for you I'll fight
the same way you fought
the telephone operator
the night you couldn't
get in touch with your light as I
that knew he would
later have to provide
for you which is

Quite Alright

More Than Love

When you saw me
for the first time
You kept quiet
just to feel safe,
and I can understand that
as I didn't speak about much
only because I
feared the touch
of every word
hitting you with

More Than Love

Standing There

I was the only one left
Standing still standing there,
I was the last pure soul
To show a smile
While standing there unaware
that I was to continue
standing still standing there,
I even attempted to move
so I could share
how I was feeling about
standing still

Standing There

I Don’t Own

Wounds deep no roots
No freedom no truth
Residing fallacy falsehood no truth
Mind treated like a booth no phone
An orange picked no juice again alone
With home I'm still winning to lose
My consciousness visibly still roams
Beyond my zone my flight wingless
twilight inner-space cloned
Afro-American genetically stolen
Follicles poisoned and tampered with
Too thick to comb
Confused and misinterpreted
The same close minds of those

I Don't Own

Approachable

The last tear to fall
Caught by the unconditional
Not letting me burn
Making the switch
Emotionally transitional
Involved now with new purpose
An energy felt from the west side
Of her heart emotional
As she listens providing me
With the motivational
Relaxing within the devotional
State of being sociable
Lovingly quotable
As my memories of her
Are now every second

Approachable 07/03/04

Physical and Sexual

Everything from the glow you show
to the way I stroll,

After one kiss from your lips
I'm mesmerized by your hips
and the way they flow,

You have me feeling
like summer to snow,

Warm with lust my feelings
I'm more than anxious to show,

So let's make it possible
as we are sensually flexible,

Experiencing intimacy
beyond being just

Physical and Sexual

God Still Cares

Angry beyond loves repair
While using every noun and verb
Patiently I sat there
Quietly venting
premeditating the reaction
Of another's fear
before my nostrils flared
and my dilated pupils stared
heavily to resist unprepared
Because my feelings are sincere
convinced to repent my sins
because I know

God Still Cares

Where Would I Be

I remember who you are do you remember me?
I once worshiped your smile with my eyes,
do you remember me, I spent countless days thinking
if I would ever see you again,
determined is that Mexican Indian
that wants to keep you warm over and over again,
your sculpture I traced with my eyes
I can never forget, just only the way
your email address looks on the internet,
you told me, I didn't write it down,
because I didn't have anything to write with,
I just stood in front of you
and recorded the sensual movements of your soft lips.
And found myself paralyzed by your sweetness,
and you see what happens,
I am respectfully approaching your world
with only one aim and that is to please,
because if you were not here than

Where Would I Be

The Love of Me

Hours – I’ve Talked
Suicide – the mental
Devotion – the weakness
Faith – the struggle
Love – the hustle
Pain – I’ve hurt too
Escape – the virtue
Truth – the curfew
Minutes – the climax
Trust – the discovery
Forgiveness –

The Love of Me - 05/12/04

Endearing

After you hung up
I cried
Lonely the compassion
Replied
Comforting I as a man
Alone, I've tried
Still I fail
As I now continue
To ask why
I need you here
In my life
Sharing caring staring
Cheering, celebrating, hearing
Up close and personal our smiles

Endearing

Run to Me

Soft ways I study just to bring
To your attention
My love my worth my honesty
The vows of a sincere man
Shared with you while I'm with you
As you become more fond of me
The sun begins to form a bond with me
Which will shine through
Allowing you to forever
Remain calm with me
Expressing my all for the third time
To you because you belong with me
As you are a bright star
In my sky I will always want to see
Similar to the way you use to

Run to Me

My Me

On my mark
Getting set going on with my bad self
Moving to rhythm
Cuz it's more than good for my health
Lyrically powerful like Donald Trump
Without the wealth keeping it stealth
No need for help
Can you dig it or dig that
With more than a utility belt
Or play with 1 card out of 52
That you've been dealt
Sticking my chest out
Chin held at 90 degrees
Doing the do
Getting it done confidently
No worries no fear
is the way it has to be
so follow me until your legs
detach from your knees
and your feelings disappear
from your sleeves
allowing you to then see
my truth my love

My Me

What I've Earned

Tombstone carved
Reading Arabic on purpose
Evil seen read heard then
Discovered by the righteous
Played the side of the fence picketed
I'm talented multi-gifted
Which makes me different
Do you get it
Spelling it out providing
Where and when the needed assistance
Firm how I learned
Once burned I guess it was my turn
Understanding my left before
My right became aggressively concerned
Mindful and formed to maintain

What I've Earned

Nasty and Simple

10 on my left plus 10 on my right makes 20
Within one month this is not funny
How promiscuously I spend money
that's not mine, I'm no dummy
I shake, rattle then role
these women like Cleopatra
to King Tut's mummy
sit on more than a pedestal
without the honey, gritty and grimy
though I won't steal your I'd
You shouldn't run from me
because I won't chase you
10 seconds flat I just replaced you
with someone new
by the smile thought you knew
Idiot, I extinct you
without trying to rethink you
now find yourself before
my PHAROD sinks you
because you are very

Nasty and Simple

I Will

Just because I missed my train
Doesn't mean missing my bus I will
which will take me to my automobile
gas gage stands still
as my engine starts up at will
my key my operation my skill
you see how I travel is how I will
from birth to this earth
mechanic to machine
not in my dreams
to have a sports car or Deville
I keeps it 150,000 miles for real
the knowledge learned
is now wisdom revealed
promising my inner self
to continue battling up hill
leaving the negative stuck with
the negative grill
no smile no happiness no will
to walk my walk
or even understand how I feel
when my soul touches the ground
my path continue to pave

I Will

Without the Cherry - 4/16/04

Sky falling in front of me
hands too numb to protect
My human from the impact
of rain, sleet, snow and hail
eyes crossed due to the brail
I'm not able to read atmospherically
ears infected you aren't hearing me,
Maybe just the drip drop
or the tic tock
My sorrows my day after tomorrow
un-preparing me amnesia
umbrella opener the life at 29
is now scaring me inside - tearing me
one second at a time
triple double daring me

Without the Cherry

Forever Wanting You

Submitting my all
My first name my birth name
Right from the start
Trust that you
will have my heart
Loving the way
I discovered you
so wonderful my feelings
Ready to smother you
as my smile covers you
Surrendering my spirit
Becoming you
I can not see myself
not loving you
while my destiny is
existing next to me

Forever Wanting You

Stimulated

Tempted to ask
Intimidated to look
so I share with my fantasies
here's one
My mind, my hands, my mouth, your panties,
Breathing, teasing, confidence believing
4play over achieving,
Climax
30 intervals you're reaching
Sweat leaking, I'm catching I'm drinking
and this is just one fantasy
that ran through my mind
after you glanced at me
no longer intimidated
as I verbally initiated
My attraction
simultaneously becoming

Stimulated

As My Words Blush

I hope I'm doing this right
you know the way
I'm expressing myself
sharing with you about
how I feel
My crush
I'm patient enough
not to rush
secretly awaiting
your touch
into your eyes
directing love
can you or do you feel
what I feel

As My Words Blush

As My Alibi

She had her chance
even after she broke
My heart

Playing with my feelings "A Simple Smile"
So many take for granted,
Smiles that are carefree;
To laugh one time and show my teeth,
Would mean the world to me.
She awoke my mind
to continue to be kind

Flattery I knew wouldn't
get me anywhere so I

Rearranged my sweet talk
and started to lie
using a smiley symbol

As My Alibi

False Notions - 1/13/04

You see I sat in that seat that
your last man sat in
many expectations many speculations
my mind, my body, conditional captivation
where all is lost now because you couldn't
accept me as a new sensation
surprisingly as I slept on the break of dawn
waking up now slowly understanding
my rights before I attempted to do wrong
closing the blinds both hands
pulling and removing the wool
from over my eyes
tragic story after tragic story
I will write until I fall into
a position that is civil as no woman no cry
heart too wounded to be broken
just to address poetically spoken
the agendas,
negative intentions and

False Notions

My Writing Tablet Perspires

You see the molecular structure
Behooves my ability to stand still
before my thoughts rupture
The 31 lines on a letter size
piece of paper I under/ stand
the focus of the righteous
and the principle of the misguided
Trail set without footsteps to fall off
as the kindred spirit within exercises
the mere thought of
versatility - tranquility
Allowing me to show my ability
to the universal pressures of
the earth atmospherically
without the desires of my retire
I will exist until I write and

My Writing Tablet Perspires