A man is He that understands his mistakes, and admits to a change needed in his life, resulting in everlasting acceptance. - AHKMEL PHAROD. This Blog will serve as an Emotional Journal, it will capture my life as an entity articulately, artistically, soulfully, rhythmically and last but not least Poetically. I welcome you to relate, relax and receive me as open as you possibly can.
The Rebirth of Fashion
When fashion takes a break it sits down and takes a picture.
Tuesday, October 31, 2006
Wednesday, October 25, 2006
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
Saturday, October 21, 2006
Friday, October 20, 2006
Me and the Microphone

The battle of the two
the left and then the right
may I have some space to ignite
then light
up the set with that flame
you know the name Trigga Trife
who snatched the mic
across from Howard University that night
from wack ass mc's sounding ripe
nervous with the flow
jumping around acting hype
Until I mentioned Bed Stuy
Letting them know where from, was I
then represented like Iron Mike
with no need for a fight
30 seconds later
dropped a few bars before my flight
Back to BK
leaving with the crowd
saying that niggaz was tight
Without Traction - revised 10/20/06

Samples used: Fat Albert "Hey Hey Hey"
Ahkmel Pharod "I get ah's and oh's not boo's cuz I'm real smooth"
Jamie Foxx "Oh this is some good shit"
Luciano Pavarotti (tenor) "L'elisir d'amore Luciano Pavarotti"
Onyx "Slam"
The answers formed in the fashion
Of the first question I began asking
When I was unsure of satisfaction
Where do I find this type of reaction
May it be a reflective kind of action
You see I’m confused beyond lacking
The intelligence to comprehend statements retracting
Specifity of my Mental Multi-tasking
Quick curbing the enthusiastic for laughing
Conversations serious with the God’s everlasting
Righteous enough to save my spiritual compassion
If I had to walk or travel alone
Without Traction 6/18/04
Thursday, October 19, 2006
The Whole Truth and Nothing But

"If I only had a mic to record this"
Once upon a time
a muthaphucking period
in my life when I meant
to be deliberate
With the shit I spit
taking the time
in the form of graphics to express
so others can see and hear it
Whether I had to be different
or explicit
I spoke from the soul
knowing that you would get it
To be specific
I'm that kid from the borough
with the bridges
never scared, never hesitant
To represent
the opposite of decadence
my knowledge reigns
beyond the reference
Establishing the median
with the temperance
of 12 apostles
never succumbing to the negative
Standing and shining
manifesting the lessons
demonstrating the realness
less the aggression
I am many men in one
one man from a past of one
who became the one
that accepted what I've become
So you muthaphuckaz
may need to run
and get your guns
or run your funds
Before approaching me
with less than a ton
of what I am bringing
with or with out the singing of
The Whole Truth and Nothing But
Friday, October 13, 2006
I Give My Heart

You're the first thing I think of
Each morning when I rise.
You're the last thing I think of
Each night when I close my eyes.
You're in each thought I have
And every breath I take.
My feelings are growing stronger
With every move I make.
I want to prove I love you
But that's the hardest part.
So, I'm giving all I have to give
To you...
I Give My Heart
Together
Last night I thought about you
And here again
I find myself
Thinking about you
The way your smile reflected my hue
Together we as two
Which someday will equate to one
Like the heavens, earth, moon and sun
I pray to strive for the better of the day
the year, and the eternity just so you
could lie as an infinite soul mate forever
Next to me
Where we can relate,
relax and strive together
As a family
Strong enough to pull the love
Of the world
Together
And here again
I find myself
Thinking about you
The way your smile reflected my hue
Together we as two
Which someday will equate to one
Like the heavens, earth, moon and sun
I pray to strive for the better of the day
the year, and the eternity just so you
could lie as an infinite soul mate forever
Next to me
Where we can relate,
relax and strive together
As a family
Strong enough to pull the love
Of the world
Together
Friday, September 29, 2006
You Moved Me Again
Falling In Love - The Jezebel Remix

Samples: QB's Finest Oochie Wally - "I Beat that 9ussy up theres no denying"
Sade the Promise Album: Jezebel - "Jezebel"
Jill Scott - Beautifully Human: Not Like Crazy - "When We First Met"
It was you
who appeared before me
Yo I like how you look
from your hair to your feet
even the now scent of you
is making me weak
from my mind to my heart
straight to my knees
Now look at me whipped
I can't even breathe
at the same time
my heart skips a beat
All in love now
you see I believe
in the you
which is now
apart of me
Questions answered
meaning your love
I stay giving thanks
to my father above
everyday a blessing
I am not looking to rush
focusing once again
on the pen to the pad blush
where forever existent on you
is my crush
knowing that what makes me strong
is your trust
poetically expressing to you
how you mean so much
which makes me really happy
once again about us
How I Do It

From the side I step
only to appear in the center
been the flyest mc in the middle
as far as I can remember
since 9 I was rhyming
posting up like Lou Alcindor
a cannibal on the mic
eating niggas whole no blenda
putting heads to bed
no matter the gender
now you can catch me on tour
making mc's surrender
no matter the weather
I'm still cooler than December
or hotter than a million men marching
with a million hot tempers
so go-on test me if you want
and be the only member
lying in a box no jacket
just a hole in the placenta
I keeps it real doing it big
is always on the agenda
and that's my word
to you niggas sounding sweeter than splenda
fronting like you got skill
on the mic you're useless
due to how you flow and
How I Do It
My rhymes are star studded
diamond cut up
thick like grits with this shit
I dear you to buck up
approaching you upfront
all you rap runner ups
and punks who want to jump up
to get beat down and lumped up
Kings County native you know the name
and how I come up
one by one
starting at the top I numb up
line for line
bar for bar I crunch and munch up
leaving muthaphuckaz all stiff
and backs all hunched up
arms dislocated from sockets
and legs camel clutched up
taking you back to before
in the air there were guns up
Lyrical darts thrown
accurately to stun up
any sucka mc that
failed to sum up
the mic check one two
put the funds up
if you want to battle
with or with out the judges
fronting like you got skill
on the mic you're useless
due to how you flow and
How I Do It
Wednesday, August 02, 2006
Mind Boggling

Left ventricle
thorough my heart is borough
Brooklyn
where I'm shining without the sun
Today or tomorrow
block after block
walking street after street
chalking dust after ash
talking these philosophies are serious here
wisdom provided by the elder
stalking my every step every thought
New Yorking the right ventricle
passage clear but not enough for
parking unwanted stress here
I'm too quick 52 blocking
zoning in and zoning out
with never a need for sparking
just unlocking and unclogging
the heart through my body
soul, mind and spirit
resulting in you admitting
after reading this
that these thoughts are
Mind Boggling
Thursday, June 15, 2006
Without Traction Instrumental
Tuesday, June 13, 2006
Your First Kiss
I would like for this poem
to take you back
I would like for it
to take you back to the time
when you first understood
the magic of a kiss
the thinking about who, how,
when and where
and the way it was going
to happen to you
Special as a woman with
these newly found emotions
sweet as the honey dripping
from the hive of your mind
so innocent
so delicate
feeling good about wanting
and needing
passionate affection
thoughts higher than the moon
on a warm summer's night in Cairo
your heart wrapped in
precious gems melted into
a protective sheath
Important is the way
your world will continue
to spend from this point on
for that first touch
of a boys soft hands
and lips upon the soft flesh
of your exterior mouth
will be just enough
for you to trace his face
to a secret place
remember how the pillow
became his first name
followed by the sheets
becoming his full
the way you comforted
your body hoping and wishing
that he will one day
be able to do the same
you admiring your own
techniques on your hands
or with a cousin or girl friend
such a tender young age with
so many questions
hesitant of your approach
to the things that
were important and
also mattered to you the most
lost and frustrated
when the kiss didn't last
longer than you attempted
to hold your breath
helpless and confused
because that young boy
also became aware of
his sexual self which
did not for you and only you exist
setting in now
along with a different attitude
are the first stages of your ability
to become jealous - cute
left with only the memory
of the way you first felt
after experiencing
Your First Kiss
03/04/2002 9:50 AM
to take you back
I would like for it
to take you back to the time
when you first understood
the magic of a kiss
the thinking about who, how,
when and where
and the way it was going
to happen to you
Special as a woman with
these newly found emotions
sweet as the honey dripping
from the hive of your mind
so innocent
so delicate
feeling good about wanting
and needing
passionate affection
thoughts higher than the moon
on a warm summer's night in Cairo
your heart wrapped in
precious gems melted into
a protective sheath
Important is the way
your world will continue
to spend from this point on
for that first touch
of a boys soft hands
and lips upon the soft flesh
of your exterior mouth
will be just enough
for you to trace his face
to a secret place
remember how the pillow
became his first name
followed by the sheets
becoming his full
the way you comforted
your body hoping and wishing
that he will one day
be able to do the same
you admiring your own
techniques on your hands
or with a cousin or girl friend
such a tender young age with
so many questions
hesitant of your approach
to the things that
were important and
also mattered to you the most
lost and frustrated
when the kiss didn't last
longer than you attempted
to hold your breath
helpless and confused
because that young boy
also became aware of
his sexual self which
did not for you and only you exist
setting in now
along with a different attitude
are the first stages of your ability
to become jealous - cute
left with only the memory
of the way you first felt
after experiencing
Your First Kiss
03/04/2002 9:50 AM
Thursday, June 08, 2006
When We First Met

When We First Met
The truth guided my intentions
to be honest and sincere
convicted of falling in love
at first sight after you appeared
my heart paused while thoughts
guided me to the future years
of holding you tightly
romantically and secure beyond compare
my world stopped spinning
because of how strongly you cared
the soul of my envy conquered
my minds jealousy ridding me of all fears
upside down you turned me
inside out you shared
confidence became the royalty
of your beautiful smile held dear
I knew this was the start of
life unknown to man unprepared
breathless, motionless within
this moment I wish to stay right here
our eyes meeting divine
while our dreams beyond the heavens stared
holding on to the righteousness
of our joyous tears
looking past the sky now
you and I now
believing
and achieving and also
succeeding
our goals one in the same
so vivid so clear
similar to the time
When We First Met
Wednesday, May 24, 2006
I Call It Hardcore

Rocking more than old people
to the Commodores
I take mines still
since my first piece of candy
boosted from my first store
the law can't stop me
I'm more than more
fantastic four personality assured
self intuitive self explored
move mad fluid flow wetter
than any sea shore
I fuck mermaids
wearing fur shades
drinking her aids
hold up not her aids
spitting up that raw
intellect never seen before
keep it close keep it warm
that Henney securing my pores
smell the skill for real
no time for intoxication
to busy hammering like Thor
less the blonde hair - I saw
one way in and chose
the same way out
where some call it insane while
I Call It Hardcore
Forever You'll Remember Me
On the contrary
the belief extinct to the worlds
I feel that
inside deep
no hesitation options exhausted
straight - the point now afraid
to be shown plus proven
the ocean is calling me
my brain waves need company
the water within my body - my planet
priceless I share my face like it's on money
making sense without change
I find funny
my abstract thoughts my currency
I call Charles so while in your possession
make sure you spend wisely and hard
tax free no charge
like an unlimited amount on a credit card
smiles like an investment shown
to secure your eyes with a memory
forever yours so
Forever You'll Remember Me
the belief extinct to the worlds
I feel that
inside deep
no hesitation options exhausted
straight - the point now afraid
to be shown plus proven
the ocean is calling me
my brain waves need company
the water within my body - my planet
priceless I share my face like it's on money
making sense without change
I find funny
my abstract thoughts my currency
I call Charles so while in your possession
make sure you spend wisely and hard
tax free no charge
like an unlimited amount on a credit card
smiles like an investment shown
to secure your eyes with a memory
forever yours so
Forever You'll Remember Me
How Un-united I Stand
Respect
too young to understand
the compound word
which means to command
and that's what I do
Damn!
You see all I was trying to do
was rep for my fam
then these lifeless internet sams
want to test a man
whose been on the block before
niggaz held guns in their hands
so talk about shooting
and be banned
from your own land
check for the slam
AHKMEL just punctured your pulmonary gland
aggressively bleeding
forgot to plan
around my day and
How Un-united I Stand
too young to understand
the compound word
which means to command
and that's what I do
Damn!
You see all I was trying to do
was rep for my fam
then these lifeless internet sams
want to test a man
whose been on the block before
niggaz held guns in their hands
so talk about shooting
and be banned
from your own land
check for the slam
AHKMEL just punctured your pulmonary gland
aggressively bleeding
forgot to plan
around my day and
How Un-united I Stand
Tuesday, May 23, 2006
Friday, May 19, 2006
Internal Freedom - revised
And from the bottom
to the central core of my heart,
you are what
makes me smile for every season,
you are the reason
the sun comes out after a rainy day,
My soul embraces my compassion for you
as you express your satisfaction with me,
My chest gets tight
as I close my eyes and think about
holding you tight in my arms,
Sirens sound across the Atlantic as completeness
I have found in you,
My fingers are numb as I type you each poem,
until you graciously respond
while calling me on the phone,
your voice I identify,
your breath - for it,
I would die just because
of the amount of gratitude
and appreciation I have inside
allowing you to witness my
Internal Freedom
to the central core of my heart,
you are what
makes me smile for every season,
you are the reason
the sun comes out after a rainy day,
My soul embraces my compassion for you
as you express your satisfaction with me,
My chest gets tight
as I close my eyes and think about
holding you tight in my arms,
Sirens sound across the Atlantic as completeness
I have found in you,
My fingers are numb as I type you each poem,
until you graciously respond
while calling me on the phone,
your voice I identify,
your breath - for it,
I would die just because
of the amount of gratitude
and appreciation I have inside
allowing you to witness my
Internal Freedom
Hear, Read or Understand
This poem is a new one that expresses my Level
There are some that have
encountered my heart
and many that have witnessed my soul
and the way it speaks
very fluently about love,
maintaining full control
and understanding about
relating unconditionally
with appreciation being my only honest agenda.
I can write unprepared
willing to share
or I can write for myself
to inspire myself
to never have fear
of judgment or criticism
From open Mic to and intimate one on one
this is who I am remaining the only one
that can write without a block
speak confidently with out a lock
on the verbal magnitude I aim to release
poetic piece after poetic piece,
marveling constantly at my on talent endlessly.
I've heard some call it being stuck on myself
or the big C word.
That negativity keeps me on point
because those are the people with no idea
of who they are.
I've been doing this with more focus
on expressing the entity
of my own human than any other
successful or non successful Poet.
(I've done the research
it's not all about the name
or depth or the recognition.
I've found that it's about the honesty
of believing you can succeed
at the speed of light
without aiming to impress no one but yourself
My knowledge is Universally Born
as my name became of your attention
A . H . K . M . E . L .
P . H . A . R . O . D .
I believe you know what the name spells out
all in all my words don't cost anything
for you to
Hear, Read or Understand
There are some that have
encountered my heart
and many that have witnessed my soul
and the way it speaks
very fluently about love,
maintaining full control
and understanding about
relating unconditionally
with appreciation being my only honest agenda.
I can write unprepared
willing to share
or I can write for myself
to inspire myself
to never have fear
of judgment or criticism
From open Mic to and intimate one on one
this is who I am remaining the only one
that can write without a block
speak confidently with out a lock
on the verbal magnitude I aim to release
poetic piece after poetic piece,
marveling constantly at my on talent endlessly.
I've heard some call it being stuck on myself
or the big C word.
That negativity keeps me on point
because those are the people with no idea
of who they are.
I've been doing this with more focus
on expressing the entity
of my own human than any other
successful or non successful Poet.
(I've done the research
it's not all about the name
or depth or the recognition.
I've found that it's about the honesty
of believing you can succeed
at the speed of light
without aiming to impress no one but yourself
My knowledge is Universally Born
as my name became of your attention
A . H . K . M . E . L .
P . H . A . R . O . D .
I believe you know what the name spells out
all in all my words don't cost anything
for you to
Hear, Read or Understand
The Woman In You
These words and the way I express
my mind so openly defined
Equal to the world and how it
moves underneath your feet
Gently the steps I hear
allows me to breath very easy
… please believe me
Can’t do anything
but think about you
Oh…. How…. to become
more true and remarkable
For your voice to keep me
returning to you is as easy as the poems
I compose just to take your mind
on a beautiful cruise around my heart
that I know you will never abuse
Comfort beyond the meaning
I’m dreaming heavily to bring you
Day in and day out yearning for you
Demonstrating my focus on achieving you
With my compassion held for you unconditional
Devoted by my mind body and soul
Vowing to you only my love
…as I never shall be found
guilty of deceiving you
while these words are righteously
placed in order just for
The Woman In You
my mind so openly defined
Equal to the world and how it
moves underneath your feet
Gently the steps I hear
allows me to breath very easy
… please believe me
Can’t do anything
but think about you
Oh…. How…. to become
more true and remarkable
For your voice to keep me
returning to you is as easy as the poems
I compose just to take your mind
on a beautiful cruise around my heart
that I know you will never abuse
Comfort beyond the meaning
I’m dreaming heavily to bring you
Day in and day out yearning for you
Demonstrating my focus on achieving you
With my compassion held for you unconditional
Devoted by my mind body and soul
Vowing to you only my love
…as I never shall be found
guilty of deceiving you
while these words are righteously
placed in order just for
The Woman In You
I Miss You
The times we spend
together are very special to me
Ever so pleasant
is your company
Countless memories
still yet to happen
Each moment cherished
beginning with
the first glance into your eyes
ending by
a sweet sincere see you later...
I Miss You
together are very special to me
Ever so pleasant
is your company
Countless memories
still yet to happen
Each moment cherished
beginning with
the first glance into your eyes
ending by
a sweet sincere see you later...
I Miss You
Monday, May 15, 2006
Untitled 05/15/06 - (The Truth Series)
Generically yours
this is what I want to express,
but can`t because
reality is the death of men with feelings
as temperance is the eternity
of the spirit
once it is found by the soul
and the elegance of rain
pouring upon me
during a moonlight stroll
this is what I want to express,
but can`t because
reality is the death of men with feelings
as temperance is the eternity
of the spirit
once it is found by the soul
and the elegance of rain
pouring upon me
during a moonlight stroll
Give Up - (The Truth Series)
I tried to
be here for you
but you disregarded me
I tried to
wait patiently
but you just ignored me
I tried to
sweep you from off of your feet
but you weighed too heavy
on my nerves
where I am now left to wonder
if I should just
Give Up
be here for you
but you disregarded me
I tried to
wait patiently
but you just ignored me
I tried to
sweep you from off of your feet
but you weighed too heavy
on my nerves
where I am now left to wonder
if I should just
Give Up
Thursday, May 11, 2006
For You and Only You
Excuse me beautiful
may I add to what makes
me want to hold your shadow
tight under the pale moonlight
and make you different
kind of secure
my name is For in which
yours can be Ever
where when we are with each other
our time Away from another will
be longed for eternity
or in other words Forever
in spite of my moon and your sun
not being aligned
we can still imagine ourselves blind
with our time in turned will be
For You and Only You
10/01/98
may I add to what makes
me want to hold your shadow
tight under the pale moonlight
and make you different
kind of secure
my name is For in which
yours can be Ever
where when we are with each other
our time Away from another will
be longed for eternity
or in other words Forever
in spite of my moon and your sun
not being aligned
we can still imagine ourselves blind
with our time in turned will be
For You and Only You
10/01/98
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
Making You Turn Red

I would love to exist within a red room
with red candles and red smoke
with red velvet and red silk drapes
draped from the red walls, chilling
with you sipping on Remy Red or red wine
wearing a red smoking jacket as you are in
a fitted red see through dress
hugging your soft beautiful flesh..
complementing your red thong
and red perky nipples I am touching you
with my red hands kissing your neck
with my red lips, slowly licking on you
with my red tounge..biting you and
delighting you until you start to see red
Directing your red hands that you have been
caught with to my swollen red head you''ll
caress before slowly slipping out of your
red dress and red pumps..Before I start
Making You Turn Red
Monday, February 06, 2006
Freestyling 67

In the beginning
less the ending
I captured the speed
of sound and became
one voice, stimulating
my decision, my choice
to grab the microphone
with force leaving the weak
behind and dry
unlike a cake that’s moist
engineering my history
to be heard smooth
like a Rolls Royce
with plenty of power
steering as I foist
my skills upon those
having a hard time to rejoice
instead doubting me
like I’m in a band with some boys
I am more like a one-man team
with a one man dream
leaping in one single bound
your low self-esteem
and I’m out
Monday, January 30, 2006
Countless Seconds Meaningful Hours - 01/29/06

Countless Seconds - Meaningful Hours
The love here is for us
to understand like sun showers
something good for our souls
something good for us to hold
your love girl
oh my
sometimes I just want to hold you close
and never let go
all these reasons I sit
and think about you
so many things I haven't said
so many things that I want to respond to
like these feelings I have for you are
never going to go away
these thoughts I have for you
are like sun on a snowy day
Countless Seconds - Meaningful Hours
Tuesday, January 24, 2006
Tuesday, January 17, 2006
Monday, January 16, 2006
Sunday, January 15, 2006
Start Your Engines

Ayo respect I'm taking
nerves I'm shaking
hands above the table
I'm breaking
on that gangsta tip
knees shaking
when its moves I'm making
never faking
against the rules
I'm placing my heart
In the ocean like a shark
cuz I'll cut ya sharp
with twice the precision in the dark
merciless emcee
ripping styled apart
submission guaranteed
with or without your guard
niggaz I'm hard
and that's my word
to your weak ass squad
Saturday, January 14, 2006
Friday, January 13, 2006
Wednesday, January 11, 2006
Freestyling 66
We are the twentieth
can't forget the strength
plenty jewels and things
count the carats on my
forget about it
not the focus of almost being famous
same rhymes I hear
about the same shit
lyrical content advisory
dangerous contagious
no need for anyone to rename us
this shit is underground
no need to enslave us
we already unknown like X's
so flex and be found behind
the dumpster on some next shit
and that's to my word
Born ya heard
what the fuck is all of this
face in the dirt talk
perjury I'm prosecuting the way
fake niggas walk
got a gun on your album
I got guns off your album
until the police found them
serial numbers scratched
my crimes go unattached
and that's all you will
hear about that
no need to brag
or caught taking pictures
like some fag
talking that don't
love them Ho's shit
then who you taking off your shirt for
guess what
you've now been tagged
without the laser
watch me blaze ya
then shut up the mouth
with or without the gag
DANGER
can't forget the strength
plenty jewels and things
count the carats on my
forget about it
not the focus of almost being famous
same rhymes I hear
about the same shit
lyrical content advisory
dangerous contagious
no need for anyone to rename us
this shit is underground
no need to enslave us
we already unknown like X's
so flex and be found behind
the dumpster on some next shit
and that's to my word
Born ya heard
what the fuck is all of this
face in the dirt talk
perjury I'm prosecuting the way
fake niggas walk
got a gun on your album
I got guns off your album
until the police found them
serial numbers scratched
my crimes go unattached
and that's all you will
hear about that
no need to brag
or caught taking pictures
like some fag
talking that don't
love them Ho's shit
then who you taking off your shirt for
guess what
you've now been tagged
without the laser
watch me blaze ya
then shut up the mouth
with or without the gag
DANGER
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