Samples used: Fat Albert "Hey Hey Hey"
Ahkmel Pharod "I get ah's and oh's not boo's cuz I'm real smooth"
Jamie Foxx "Oh this is some good shit"
Luciano Pavarotti (tenor) "L'elisir d'amore Luciano Pavarotti"
Onyx "Slam"
Thursday, June 15, 2006
Without Traction Instrumental
Samples used: Fat Albert "Hey Hey Hey"
Ahkmel Pharod "I get ah's and oh's not boo's cuz I'm real smooth"
Jamie Foxx "Oh this is some good shit"
Luciano Pavarotti (tenor) "L'elisir d'amore Luciano Pavarotti"
Onyx "Slam"
Tuesday, June 13, 2006
Your First Kiss
I would like for this poem
to take you back
I would like for it
to take you back to the time
when you first understood
the magic of a kiss
the thinking about who, how,
when and where
and the way it was going
to happen to you
Special as a woman with
these newly found emotions
sweet as the honey dripping
from the hive of your mind
so innocent
so delicate
feeling good about wanting
and needing
passionate affection
thoughts higher than the moon
on a warm summer's night in Cairo
your heart wrapped in
precious gems melted into
a protective sheath
Important is the way
your world will continue
to spend from this point on
for that first touch
of a boys soft hands
and lips upon the soft flesh
of your exterior mouth
will be just enough
for you to trace his face
to a secret place
remember how the pillow
became his first name
followed by the sheets
becoming his full
the way you comforted
your body hoping and wishing
that he will one day
be able to do the same
you admiring your own
techniques on your hands
or with a cousin or girl friend
such a tender young age with
so many questions
hesitant of your approach
to the things that
were important and
also mattered to you the most
lost and frustrated
when the kiss didn't last
longer than you attempted
to hold your breath
helpless and confused
because that young boy
also became aware of
his sexual self which
did not for you and only you exist
setting in now
along with a different attitude
are the first stages of your ability
to become jealous - cute
left with only the memory
of the way you first felt
after experiencing
Your First Kiss
03/04/2002 9:50 AM
to take you back
I would like for it
to take you back to the time
when you first understood
the magic of a kiss
the thinking about who, how,
when and where
and the way it was going
to happen to you
Special as a woman with
these newly found emotions
sweet as the honey dripping
from the hive of your mind
so innocent
so delicate
feeling good about wanting
and needing
passionate affection
thoughts higher than the moon
on a warm summer's night in Cairo
your heart wrapped in
precious gems melted into
a protective sheath
Important is the way
your world will continue
to spend from this point on
for that first touch
of a boys soft hands
and lips upon the soft flesh
of your exterior mouth
will be just enough
for you to trace his face
to a secret place
remember how the pillow
became his first name
followed by the sheets
becoming his full
the way you comforted
your body hoping and wishing
that he will one day
be able to do the same
you admiring your own
techniques on your hands
or with a cousin or girl friend
such a tender young age with
so many questions
hesitant of your approach
to the things that
were important and
also mattered to you the most
lost and frustrated
when the kiss didn't last
longer than you attempted
to hold your breath
helpless and confused
because that young boy
also became aware of
his sexual self which
did not for you and only you exist
setting in now
along with a different attitude
are the first stages of your ability
to become jealous - cute
left with only the memory
of the way you first felt
after experiencing
Your First Kiss
03/04/2002 9:50 AM
Thursday, June 08, 2006
When We First Met
When We First Met
The truth guided my intentions
to be honest and sincere
convicted of falling in love
at first sight after you appeared
my heart paused while thoughts
guided me to the future years
of holding you tightly
romantically and secure beyond compare
my world stopped spinning
because of how strongly you cared
the soul of my envy conquered
my minds jealousy ridding me of all fears
upside down you turned me
inside out you shared
confidence became the royalty
of your beautiful smile held dear
I knew this was the start of
life unknown to man unprepared
breathless, motionless within
this moment I wish to stay right here
our eyes meeting divine
while our dreams beyond the heavens stared
holding on to the righteousness
of our joyous tears
looking past the sky now
you and I now
believing
and achieving and also
succeeding
our goals one in the same
so vivid so clear
similar to the time
When We First Met
Wednesday, May 24, 2006
I Call It Hardcore
Rocking more than old people
to the Commodores
I take mines still
since my first piece of candy
boosted from my first store
the law can't stop me
I'm more than more
fantastic four personality assured
self intuitive self explored
move mad fluid flow wetter
than any sea shore
I fuck mermaids
wearing fur shades
drinking her aids
hold up not her aids
spitting up that raw
intellect never seen before
keep it close keep it warm
that Henney securing my pores
smell the skill for real
no time for intoxication
to busy hammering like Thor
less the blonde hair - I saw
one way in and chose
the same way out
where some call it insane while
I Call It Hardcore
Forever You'll Remember Me
On the contrary
the belief extinct to the worlds
I feel that
inside deep
no hesitation options exhausted
straight - the point now afraid
to be shown plus proven
the ocean is calling me
my brain waves need company
the water within my body - my planet
priceless I share my face like it's on money
making sense without change
I find funny
my abstract thoughts my currency
I call Charles so while in your possession
make sure you spend wisely and hard
tax free no charge
like an unlimited amount on a credit card
smiles like an investment shown
to secure your eyes with a memory
forever yours so
Forever You'll Remember Me
the belief extinct to the worlds
I feel that
inside deep
no hesitation options exhausted
straight - the point now afraid
to be shown plus proven
the ocean is calling me
my brain waves need company
the water within my body - my planet
priceless I share my face like it's on money
making sense without change
I find funny
my abstract thoughts my currency
I call Charles so while in your possession
make sure you spend wisely and hard
tax free no charge
like an unlimited amount on a credit card
smiles like an investment shown
to secure your eyes with a memory
forever yours so
Forever You'll Remember Me
How Un-united I Stand
Respect
too young to understand
the compound word
which means to command
and that's what I do
Damn!
You see all I was trying to do
was rep for my fam
then these lifeless internet sams
want to test a man
whose been on the block before
niggaz held guns in their hands
so talk about shooting
and be banned
from your own land
check for the slam
AHKMEL just punctured your pulmonary gland
aggressively bleeding
forgot to plan
around my day and
How Un-united I Stand
too young to understand
the compound word
which means to command
and that's what I do
Damn!
You see all I was trying to do
was rep for my fam
then these lifeless internet sams
want to test a man
whose been on the block before
niggaz held guns in their hands
so talk about shooting
and be banned
from your own land
check for the slam
AHKMEL just punctured your pulmonary gland
aggressively bleeding
forgot to plan
around my day and
How Un-united I Stand
Tuesday, May 23, 2006
Friday, May 19, 2006
Internal Freedom - revised
And from the bottom
to the central core of my heart,
you are what
makes me smile for every season,
you are the reason
the sun comes out after a rainy day,
My soul embraces my compassion for you
as you express your satisfaction with me,
My chest gets tight
as I close my eyes and think about
holding you tight in my arms,
Sirens sound across the Atlantic as completeness
I have found in you,
My fingers are numb as I type you each poem,
until you graciously respond
while calling me on the phone,
your voice I identify,
your breath - for it,
I would die just because
of the amount of gratitude
and appreciation I have inside
allowing you to witness my
Internal Freedom
to the central core of my heart,
you are what
makes me smile for every season,
you are the reason
the sun comes out after a rainy day,
My soul embraces my compassion for you
as you express your satisfaction with me,
My chest gets tight
as I close my eyes and think about
holding you tight in my arms,
Sirens sound across the Atlantic as completeness
I have found in you,
My fingers are numb as I type you each poem,
until you graciously respond
while calling me on the phone,
your voice I identify,
your breath - for it,
I would die just because
of the amount of gratitude
and appreciation I have inside
allowing you to witness my
Internal Freedom
Hear, Read or Understand
This poem is a new one that expresses my Level
There are some that have
encountered my heart
and many that have witnessed my soul
and the way it speaks
very fluently about love,
maintaining full control
and understanding about
relating unconditionally
with appreciation being my only honest agenda.
I can write unprepared
willing to share
or I can write for myself
to inspire myself
to never have fear
of judgment or criticism
From open Mic to and intimate one on one
this is who I am remaining the only one
that can write without a block
speak confidently with out a lock
on the verbal magnitude I aim to release
poetic piece after poetic piece,
marveling constantly at my on talent endlessly.
I've heard some call it being stuck on myself
or the big C word.
That negativity keeps me on point
because those are the people with no idea
of who they are.
I've been doing this with more focus
on expressing the entity
of my own human than any other
successful or non successful Poet.
(I've done the research
it's not all about the name
or depth or the recognition.
I've found that it's about the honesty
of believing you can succeed
at the speed of light
without aiming to impress no one but yourself
My knowledge is Universally Born
as my name became of your attention
A . H . K . M . E . L .
P . H . A . R . O . D .
I believe you know what the name spells out
all in all my words don't cost anything
for you to
Hear, Read or Understand
There are some that have
encountered my heart
and many that have witnessed my soul
and the way it speaks
very fluently about love,
maintaining full control
and understanding about
relating unconditionally
with appreciation being my only honest agenda.
I can write unprepared
willing to share
or I can write for myself
to inspire myself
to never have fear
of judgment or criticism
From open Mic to and intimate one on one
this is who I am remaining the only one
that can write without a block
speak confidently with out a lock
on the verbal magnitude I aim to release
poetic piece after poetic piece,
marveling constantly at my on talent endlessly.
I've heard some call it being stuck on myself
or the big C word.
That negativity keeps me on point
because those are the people with no idea
of who they are.
I've been doing this with more focus
on expressing the entity
of my own human than any other
successful or non successful Poet.
(I've done the research
it's not all about the name
or depth or the recognition.
I've found that it's about the honesty
of believing you can succeed
at the speed of light
without aiming to impress no one but yourself
My knowledge is Universally Born
as my name became of your attention
A . H . K . M . E . L .
P . H . A . R . O . D .
I believe you know what the name spells out
all in all my words don't cost anything
for you to
Hear, Read or Understand
The Woman In You
These words and the way I express
my mind so openly defined
Equal to the world and how it
moves underneath your feet
Gently the steps I hear
allows me to breath very easy
… please believe me
Can’t do anything
but think about you
Oh…. How…. to become
more true and remarkable
For your voice to keep me
returning to you is as easy as the poems
I compose just to take your mind
on a beautiful cruise around my heart
that I know you will never abuse
Comfort beyond the meaning
I’m dreaming heavily to bring you
Day in and day out yearning for you
Demonstrating my focus on achieving you
With my compassion held for you unconditional
Devoted by my mind body and soul
Vowing to you only my love
…as I never shall be found
guilty of deceiving you
while these words are righteously
placed in order just for
The Woman In You
my mind so openly defined
Equal to the world and how it
moves underneath your feet
Gently the steps I hear
allows me to breath very easy
… please believe me
Can’t do anything
but think about you
Oh…. How…. to become
more true and remarkable
For your voice to keep me
returning to you is as easy as the poems
I compose just to take your mind
on a beautiful cruise around my heart
that I know you will never abuse
Comfort beyond the meaning
I’m dreaming heavily to bring you
Day in and day out yearning for you
Demonstrating my focus on achieving you
With my compassion held for you unconditional
Devoted by my mind body and soul
Vowing to you only my love
…as I never shall be found
guilty of deceiving you
while these words are righteously
placed in order just for
The Woman In You
I Miss You
The times we spend
together are very special to me
Ever so pleasant
is your company
Countless memories
still yet to happen
Each moment cherished
beginning with
the first glance into your eyes
ending by
a sweet sincere see you later...
I Miss You
together are very special to me
Ever so pleasant
is your company
Countless memories
still yet to happen
Each moment cherished
beginning with
the first glance into your eyes
ending by
a sweet sincere see you later...
I Miss You
Monday, May 15, 2006
Untitled 05/15/06 - (The Truth Series)
Generically yours
this is what I want to express,
but can`t because
reality is the death of men with feelings
as temperance is the eternity
of the spirit
once it is found by the soul
and the elegance of rain
pouring upon me
during a moonlight stroll
this is what I want to express,
but can`t because
reality is the death of men with feelings
as temperance is the eternity
of the spirit
once it is found by the soul
and the elegance of rain
pouring upon me
during a moonlight stroll
Give Up - (The Truth Series)
I tried to
be here for you
but you disregarded me
I tried to
wait patiently
but you just ignored me
I tried to
sweep you from off of your feet
but you weighed too heavy
on my nerves
where I am now left to wonder
if I should just
Give Up
be here for you
but you disregarded me
I tried to
wait patiently
but you just ignored me
I tried to
sweep you from off of your feet
but you weighed too heavy
on my nerves
where I am now left to wonder
if I should just
Give Up
Thursday, May 11, 2006
For You and Only You
Excuse me beautiful
may I add to what makes
me want to hold your shadow
tight under the pale moonlight
and make you different
kind of secure
my name is For in which
yours can be Ever
where when we are with each other
our time Away from another will
be longed for eternity
or in other words Forever
in spite of my moon and your sun
not being aligned
we can still imagine ourselves blind
with our time in turned will be
For You and Only You
10/01/98
may I add to what makes
me want to hold your shadow
tight under the pale moonlight
and make you different
kind of secure
my name is For in which
yours can be Ever
where when we are with each other
our time Away from another will
be longed for eternity
or in other words Forever
in spite of my moon and your sun
not being aligned
we can still imagine ourselves blind
with our time in turned will be
For You and Only You
10/01/98
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
Making You Turn Red
I would love to exist within a red room
with red candles and red smoke
with red velvet and red silk drapes
draped from the red walls, chilling
with you sipping on Remy Red or red wine
wearing a red smoking jacket as you are in
a fitted red see through dress
hugging your soft beautiful flesh..
complementing your red thong
and red perky nipples I am touching you
with my red hands kissing your neck
with my red lips, slowly licking on you
with my red tounge..biting you and
delighting you until you start to see red
Directing your red hands that you have been
caught with to my swollen red head you''ll
caress before slowly slipping out of your
red dress and red pumps..Before I start
Making You Turn Red
Monday, February 06, 2006
Freestyling 67
In the beginning
less the ending
I captured the speed
of sound and became
one voice, stimulating
my decision, my choice
to grab the microphone
with force leaving the weak
behind and dry
unlike a cake that’s moist
engineering my history
to be heard smooth
like a Rolls Royce
with plenty of power
steering as I foist
my skills upon those
having a hard time to rejoice
instead doubting me
like I’m in a band with some boys
I am more like a one-man team
with a one man dream
leaping in one single bound
your low self-esteem
and I’m out
Monday, January 30, 2006
Countless Seconds Meaningful Hours - 01/29/06
Countless Seconds - Meaningful Hours
The love here is for us
to understand like sun showers
something good for our souls
something good for us to hold
your love girl
oh my
sometimes I just want to hold you close
and never let go
all these reasons I sit
and think about you
so many things I haven't said
so many things that I want to respond to
like these feelings I have for you are
never going to go away
these thoughts I have for you
are like sun on a snowy day
Countless Seconds - Meaningful Hours
Tuesday, January 24, 2006
Tuesday, January 17, 2006
Monday, January 16, 2006
Sunday, January 15, 2006
Start Your Engines
Ayo respect I'm taking
nerves I'm shaking
hands above the table
I'm breaking
on that gangsta tip
knees shaking
when its moves I'm making
never faking
against the rules
I'm placing my heart
In the ocean like a shark
cuz I'll cut ya sharp
with twice the precision in the dark
merciless emcee
ripping styled apart
submission guaranteed
with or without your guard
niggaz I'm hard
and that's my word
to your weak ass squad
Saturday, January 14, 2006
Friday, January 13, 2006
Wednesday, January 11, 2006
Freestyling 66
We are the twentieth
can't forget the strength
plenty jewels and things
count the carats on my
forget about it
not the focus of almost being famous
same rhymes I hear
about the same shit
lyrical content advisory
dangerous contagious
no need for anyone to rename us
this shit is underground
no need to enslave us
we already unknown like X's
so flex and be found behind
the dumpster on some next shit
and that's to my word
Born ya heard
what the fuck is all of this
face in the dirt talk
perjury I'm prosecuting the way
fake niggas walk
got a gun on your album
I got guns off your album
until the police found them
serial numbers scratched
my crimes go unattached
and that's all you will
hear about that
no need to brag
or caught taking pictures
like some fag
talking that don't
love them Ho's shit
then who you taking off your shirt for
guess what
you've now been tagged
without the laser
watch me blaze ya
then shut up the mouth
with or without the gag
DANGER
can't forget the strength
plenty jewels and things
count the carats on my
forget about it
not the focus of almost being famous
same rhymes I hear
about the same shit
lyrical content advisory
dangerous contagious
no need for anyone to rename us
this shit is underground
no need to enslave us
we already unknown like X's
so flex and be found behind
the dumpster on some next shit
and that's to my word
Born ya heard
what the fuck is all of this
face in the dirt talk
perjury I'm prosecuting the way
fake niggas walk
got a gun on your album
I got guns off your album
until the police found them
serial numbers scratched
my crimes go unattached
and that's all you will
hear about that
no need to brag
or caught taking pictures
like some fag
talking that don't
love them Ho's shit
then who you taking off your shirt for
guess what
you've now been tagged
without the laser
watch me blaze ya
then shut up the mouth
with or without the gag
DANGER
Freestyling 65
Automation computing
live rounds of animation
Dragon Ball Z'n
those with too much
contemplation
putting an end
to Pokemon Hating
round after round
battle after battle
check the formation
left right lefting emcees
there's no escaping
lyrics of a monster
digitally free basing
no retaliation
too much Brooklyn representation
Sir Name Kearse
check the affiliation
live rounds of animation
Dragon Ball Z'n
those with too much
contemplation
putting an end
to Pokemon Hating
round after round
battle after battle
check the formation
left right lefting emcees
there's no escaping
lyrics of a monster
digitally free basing
no retaliation
too much Brooklyn representation
Sir Name Kearse
check the affiliation
Freestyling 64 - Now Who's Talking
You see
I didn't bring this on myself
I try and provide my mental
an atmosphere that's gentle
just to maintain good health
lyrics rich in divinity
check the chemistry
born in Crown Heights
crawled around in Marcy
ran through the alley's
of East New York
remember me
shorty break dancing for money
in front of company
of my elite family
well connected octagon shifting
from tires, bike, and candy
then on crack vials to dum dums
dumped out eagle talons
grab your bulletproof
before walking
on the sidewalks of Grafton
you laughing
now your teeth are no longer matching
your mouth piece
due to bullet catching
I didn't bring this on myself
I try and provide my mental
an atmosphere that's gentle
just to maintain good health
lyrics rich in divinity
check the chemistry
born in Crown Heights
crawled around in Marcy
ran through the alley's
of East New York
remember me
shorty break dancing for money
in front of company
of my elite family
well connected octagon shifting
from tires, bike, and candy
then on crack vials to dum dums
dumped out eagle talons
grab your bulletproof
before walking
on the sidewalks of Grafton
you laughing
now your teeth are no longer matching
your mouth piece
due to bullet catching
Freestyling 63
Constantly my real
is approached untimely
retaliation unkindly
I don't give a fuck who
you are I don't give a damn
with or without
this mic in my handle
I battle to rattle those
lacking the desire to understand
the way I initiate actions
without plans
gots to levitate above
that shit precisely
so spark a nerve to remind me
and find yourself lost from
then beginning trying to find me
by myself - you can't remind me
or out shine me
black magic to glossy to floss me
so you are better off
minding yourself before you mind me
is approached untimely
retaliation unkindly
I don't give a fuck who
you are I don't give a damn
with or without
this mic in my handle
I battle to rattle those
lacking the desire to understand
the way I initiate actions
without plans
gots to levitate above
that shit precisely
so spark a nerve to remind me
and find yourself lost from
then beginning trying to find me
by myself - you can't remind me
or out shine me
black magic to glossy to floss me
so you are better off
minding yourself before you mind me
Freestyling 62
By myself
I took my time to analyze
my lyrical positioning
fuck all that crew group shit
by myself you - know
do/low on the D-L
for Delf Solo
representing what I know
through Hip Hop
my flow like I V
you need me
just to live easily
addicted cuz the real
is the only way you see me
allowing you to believe me
what I got to lie for
or keep you wondering live Steve
myself I walk Brooklyn, New York
head up chin 90 Degrees
from the Grit to the grimy
same frame of mind you will
always find me so you'll be
better off minding yourself
before you mind me
I took my time to analyze
my lyrical positioning
fuck all that crew group shit
by myself you - know
do/low on the D-L
for Delf Solo
representing what I know
through Hip Hop
my flow like I V
you need me
just to live easily
addicted cuz the real
is the only way you see me
allowing you to believe me
what I got to lie for
or keep you wondering live Steve
myself I walk Brooklyn, New York
head up chin 90 Degrees
from the Grit to the grimy
same frame of mind you will
always find me so you'll be
better off minding yourself
before you mind me
Freestyling 61
Out of your mind
you must be
as a rapper
needing a lyrical referee
to dish out technicals
and penalties
when stepping to Trigga Trife
bringing an end to your fantasies
when I one two one two
you freeze becoming
another Cold War casualty
you see all in my mind
I combine thoughts of tragedies
wickedly rhyming about
the death of you before
the death of me
guillotine lyrical cordless
I fight cautionless
not another nigga
can't get caught with this
technique that deserves
more than sponsorship's or scholarship's
you must be
as a rapper
needing a lyrical referee
to dish out technicals
and penalties
when stepping to Trigga Trife
bringing an end to your fantasies
when I one two one two
you freeze becoming
another Cold War casualty
you see all in my mind
I combine thoughts of tragedies
wickedly rhyming about
the death of you before
the death of me
guillotine lyrical cordless
I fight cautionless
not another nigga
can't get caught with this
technique that deserves
more than sponsorship's or scholarship's
Freestyling 59
Seriously this whole
rap industry to me is like
an unsolved mystery
Mc's getting shot
becoming instant memories
fake ass lyrics
with no energy
non-gangsta's lacking chemistry
like celebrities
posing and looking hard
is not the remedy
too much commercialism
not enough diggity
rap industry to me is like
an unsolved mystery
Mc's getting shot
becoming instant memories
fake ass lyrics
with no energy
non-gangsta's lacking chemistry
like celebrities
posing and looking hard
is not the remedy
too much commercialism
not enough diggity
Freestyling 58
25,000 Dollars
and 3 Hours later
I will no longer
let me become my own hater
I will stay the same
I won't change the name
that won the game
in the bottom of the 9th
Player player play maker
big dream creator - moonraker
stuck more suns
than the tallest sky scraper
move over you fakers
before I take ya
to the central of your heart
then rape ya
you know like niggas
I flow with more flavor
than you vanilla wafers
dipping all rappers in acid
who caught the vapors
and 3 Hours later
I will no longer
let me become my own hater
I will stay the same
I won't change the name
that won the game
in the bottom of the 9th
Player player play maker
big dream creator - moonraker
stuck more suns
than the tallest sky scraper
move over you fakers
before I take ya
to the central of your heart
then rape ya
you know like niggas
I flow with more flavor
than you vanilla wafers
dipping all rappers in acid
who caught the vapors
Freestyling 57
Ayo I'm sick and tired
better yet alive and wired
Boom I walk to make room
setting you styrophone rappers
on fire - 10 years retired
the phase one now to phase two
the super tough calling you
bling blinging you
killing me with the singing too
fashion model thug chart toppers
underground street blockers
better yet alive and wired
Boom I walk to make room
setting you styrophone rappers
on fire - 10 years retired
the phase one now to phase two
the super tough calling you
bling blinging you
killing me with the singing too
fashion model thug chart toppers
underground street blockers
Freestyling 60
Man I'm about to wrap
this before I strap this
Colt 4.5 chrome plated
eyes dilated x-rated
shooting your anus for practice
flipping more intervals
then those doing gymnastics
cocking backwards as I clap this
rhyme out of my cactus
try to touch and get stuck
my way these tactics
will have you fetal
like pacifying pediatrics
this before I strap this
Colt 4.5 chrome plated
eyes dilated x-rated
shooting your anus for practice
flipping more intervals
then those doing gymnastics
cocking backwards as I clap this
rhyme out of my cactus
try to touch and get stuck
my way these tactics
will have you fetal
like pacifying pediatrics
Monday, January 09, 2006
There You Were (w)
God
You are reading my thoughts
and I yet to speak
What am I suppose to do?
You so perfect, so sleek inside
as I noticed you
before you noticed me
my lungs collapsed
then my voice box became weak
all at the same time simultaneously
I walked right by you
then turned around as you walked by
so I could continue to admire you
then you turned and looked at me
embarrassed was I .... at first
until you smiled
you knew how much
you were driving me wild
I threw my hands in the air
and you witnessed my reactions
as you kept walking
then slowly disappeared
If you only could imagine
my suffering, my wanting to
just know you name
do you understand
I just would like to know you name
do you understand?
so I can have it attached
to this different type of pain
I exhale without inhaling
due to my last thoughts of you
the last place I remembered
seeing that radiant shine around you
premeditating my next time
hoping to achieve you
like with my pupils
catching a shooting star
same place I will
wait for you to pass everyday
like right now I long
for the same to occur
closing my sights
just to reopen them
to you once more
believing in just
one more time
being able to
lay my eyes upon you
to my surprise
as I opened my eyes
There You Were - 05/31/2001 11:00 AM
You are reading my thoughts
and I yet to speak
What am I suppose to do?
You so perfect, so sleek inside
as I noticed you
before you noticed me
my lungs collapsed
then my voice box became weak
all at the same time simultaneously
I walked right by you
then turned around as you walked by
so I could continue to admire you
then you turned and looked at me
embarrassed was I .... at first
until you smiled
you knew how much
you were driving me wild
I threw my hands in the air
and you witnessed my reactions
as you kept walking
then slowly disappeared
If you only could imagine
my suffering, my wanting to
just know you name
do you understand
I just would like to know you name
do you understand?
so I can have it attached
to this different type of pain
I exhale without inhaling
due to my last thoughts of you
the last place I remembered
seeing that radiant shine around you
premeditating my next time
hoping to achieve you
like with my pupils
catching a shooting star
same place I will
wait for you to pass everyday
like right now I long
for the same to occur
closing my sights
just to reopen them
to you once more
believing in just
one more time
being able to
lay my eyes upon you
to my surprise
as I opened my eyes
There You Were - 05/31/2001 11:00 AM
Freestyling 56
Hands pressed up against
the sides of my head
I'm thinking deep in thought
with no moral support
confused I don't
like to feel for real
to many questions
not enough patience
judgment of the intelligent
Law broken speech impediments
the sides of my head
I'm thinking deep in thought
with no moral support
confused I don't
like to feel for real
to many questions
not enough patience
judgment of the intelligent
Law broken speech impediments
Thursday, January 05, 2006
A Peaceful Awakening - 03/04/02
(Click above to play song)
The way I speak
is like the way I sleep
calm, cool with warmth
just enough to be collected within dreams
which remind me of a world
developed by my own conceit
for me to be accepted
as I was once by you
my heart you still have
like our last kiss
as my soul will forever be indebted
to the future of your hours made up by
the most memorable seconds
between you and I
for now is the knowing of what
I need from you
not to be confused with the plan
that Thou hast planned for me
so stay existent and you will always stay
belonging to my thoughts over and over again to
A Peaceful Awakening - 03/04/02
Leaving Well Enough Alone - 01/22/02
She entered my ray of light
fragile with her stance
though aggressive with her glance
I'm thinking with my heart
to promote romance
nothing else
I want to wine and dine
spend time not to waste it
might even want to sample
what's on her menu
you know maybe taste it
because she sounds so intellectual
as we need to be
caught off guard sometimes
just to feel stimulated
as the break down mentally
leaves room to become sexually frustrated
beyond control based on the needs
of we as humans
Gender playing a role
when it comes to
wanting to have control
of what we are doing
I'm using you allowing you to use me
is all apart of American History.
Please desire the burning with fire
even after leaving all there was to know
about the male where you didn't let
the relationship with no relation go stale
still keeping yourself in position to allow
your womanhood to flow backwards
then expressing how he's not good for you
when you knew all along
singing that same old song
which sometimes leaves you
or better yet puts you right back
in the same position of lying on your back
thinking about the opposite of understanding
what you deserve as a woman
who titles herself a Queen or Empress
settling for less than less
when for real, you, your body,
your mind, spirit, and soul is priceless
instead thinking that there are needs of yours
that have to be fulfilled selfishly
attaching your scandalous ways
to those males who don't KEEP it real
but it is you that is lonely or alone
not meeting everyone's standards of being involved
So whether a hunch was a hunch
with him you will still go out to lunch,
dinner, the movies, a play even to
his immediate home to meet his family
all of that is what you do
out of the false sense of consideration of
taking time out for yourself
which is something I will never condone
falling now as it is on
your mind and chest
when in the beginning you should've maintained
your dignity by
Leaving Well Enough Alone - 01/22/02...(and I'm free, because that's how Allah keeps me.....
fragile with her stance
though aggressive with her glance
I'm thinking with my heart
to promote romance
nothing else
I want to wine and dine
spend time not to waste it
might even want to sample
what's on her menu
you know maybe taste it
because she sounds so intellectual
as we need to be
caught off guard sometimes
just to feel stimulated
as the break down mentally
leaves room to become sexually frustrated
beyond control based on the needs
of we as humans
Gender playing a role
when it comes to
wanting to have control
of what we are doing
I'm using you allowing you to use me
is all apart of American History.
Please desire the burning with fire
even after leaving all there was to know
about the male where you didn't let
the relationship with no relation go stale
still keeping yourself in position to allow
your womanhood to flow backwards
then expressing how he's not good for you
when you knew all along
singing that same old song
which sometimes leaves you
or better yet puts you right back
in the same position of lying on your back
thinking about the opposite of understanding
what you deserve as a woman
who titles herself a Queen or Empress
settling for less than less
when for real, you, your body,
your mind, spirit, and soul is priceless
instead thinking that there are needs of yours
that have to be fulfilled selfishly
attaching your scandalous ways
to those males who don't KEEP it real
but it is you that is lonely or alone
not meeting everyone's standards of being involved
So whether a hunch was a hunch
with him you will still go out to lunch,
dinner, the movies, a play even to
his immediate home to meet his family
all of that is what you do
out of the false sense of consideration of
taking time out for yourself
which is something I will never condone
falling now as it is on
your mind and chest
when in the beginning you should've maintained
your dignity by
Leaving Well Enough Alone - 01/22/02...(and I'm free, because that's how Allah keeps me.....
The Real Man in Me - 01/22/02 (w)
If I didn't know any better
I would keep my problems
from you
My world - and
what turns me on
what turns me off
How many women
I'm trying to keep to myself
How many men
I'm trying to avoid
only admitting to you
that if your beauty
is not in my life
it would be a major void
expressing over and over
wanting to explore you
your voice, your fingertips
I desire to keep moist
leaving it up to you
to make the final decision
not counting out my precision
as my sight beyond sight wants to
or better yet needs to
include you within the world
of the respectful intellectual
not running when the fire goes out
staying to start another
because for your attention
I'll be that arsonist requiring
your unconditional smiles as my sponsorship
to remain the Gentleman that I am
expressing to you only what I know
because of what I've learned
so far in life is enough
to on your face keep that glow
whether you are or were hurt in the past
I got the relief to heal you patiently
and that my dear will last
as long as you allow it
as my Lord shared with me
my responsibilities
when it comes to keeping the faith
believing in a female more than
I might want to sometimes believe in myself
putting in 10% on top of 100
that's not even in my possession
being touched by you I can admit
will be more than a valuable impression
more like a priceless expression
of what you mean to me
as you become now apart of my history
adding another chapter to my Biography
as every page or thought I've written
or composed is about
The Real Man in Me - 01/22/02
Wednesday, January 04, 2006
Cause I Love You
(Click above title to play song...)
I remember listening to this song
and saying to myself
"I can write 5 poems to this song about the woman I love" and then I started to type....and Titled my first poem which is called
"You Are"
Day's like this I've imagined
my sleep - easy as I think about you now.
That precious glow you show
riveting in my mind as I travel
beyond the clouds
just to be held by your smile
my love you have commandeered my souls soul,
rescuing my spirit from defeat monogamously
I promise my ability to secure my plans
with you as you stand with devotion by your man
that you have chosen to stand next to...WOW
Me, the luckiest human being
emotionally together with you,
Free to now warm up the coldest weather with you,
loving the decision I have made by far
which is to love you as my wife to be just the way
You Are
as I now continue listening to this lovely song with you on my mind in a different way, a sexual way, titling my next poem
"Locking Limbs"
Silk Love, honey sweet passionately delighting me,
my mouth wide open to receive
the sweetest juices of ecstasy,
nectar scented, peaches and cream fermented
a tropical vacation of lust between your legs
is how I desired to spend it,
sweating, dripping, stroking,
and whipping that appeal on you
seeing just how I handle your love
brighter than your favorite candle,
long kisses, slower strokes
getting to know me as your man,
I suppose is the best thing
to ever happen to your growth, I suppose.
Like I said before I am just getting started,
remember it only took me 1 finger
in 8 second to find your G-spot
left arm under and on top of my right shoulder,
right arm under and on top of my left shoulder,
hips arched just right moving my strength closer
for you erotic river to flow over,
left leg tightly wrapped around my right leg,
right leg tightly wrapped around my left leg,
heart racing faster than
the pulsating of my excitement you've felt it
when we were releasing and sharing
how we really feel about each other intimately
melting flesh upon flashes of heat stricken
by the uninhibitedness of lust
expressing addiction at the same time we were
Locking Limbs...
and I will pause right now due to being spent, my energy left needs to be used to concentrate.....to be continued...
Now to complete in my time of Loving the newness and rewards of my life right now, where I am now listening to the song again....A title jumps into my mind Titled:
Here, I Am
Cheek to Cheek
Smiling
I remember seeing you again
for the very first time
My heart paused as my tears fell
not visible to the human eye
just God's Eyes
Where I every day continue
to thank him for
providing me a safe passage to you
To my Heaven, My Halifax, Nova Scotia
where after receiving
so much of your telephone love
I just had to be closer
Feeling beautiful beyond matrimony
I felt no longer lonely
knowing that someday if I applied myself
I would be your one and only
presence felt as the airplane approached the runway
with a touch only lovers feel when in love
as I was wanting to leave my bags behind
just to not have there be any further delay
I did however pack light, remember
remember how it was cold and not even December
and there you were your presence
and your embrace that was so tender
and that is the reason why I am
what I am because of you
permanently in your life to remain
that is the reason why I came
to be that husband
that best friend
that man that I will need for you
to understand
as I am here for your advantage
and not to damage
because my goods, trust me are good
and will never like my love vanish
so please release, relax, relate, rely
and respond to this loving man because
it is only for you
Here, I Am
I must say that I really enjoyed writing that poem, as it describes the comfort of my mood, when thing about love, while being in love with love....
So Soft
1 o'clock in the morning
the satin
the spoon position
the reaching out
with desire
the breath on the left side
of the neck
cotton sheets on fire
aroma of lust
keeping my interest inspired
to achieve the sometimes un-achieveable
legs drifting in between
legs smoother than a players dream
I feel ya
erect state of emergerncy
becomes one with the urgency t
of pleasure needing to be experienced
and again achieved
holding the oxygen hostage
anticipating the release of the
reason I am laying next to you
as I do nothing but during impact
look to give my best to you
because it is you,
by you I have been caught
in the middle pink handed
submitting to the walls
of your Utopia that is
So Soft
I remember listening to this song
and saying to myself
"I can write 5 poems to this song about the woman I love" and then I started to type....and Titled my first poem which is called
"You Are"
Day's like this I've imagined
my sleep - easy as I think about you now.
That precious glow you show
riveting in my mind as I travel
beyond the clouds
just to be held by your smile
my love you have commandeered my souls soul,
rescuing my spirit from defeat monogamously
I promise my ability to secure my plans
with you as you stand with devotion by your man
that you have chosen to stand next to...WOW
Me, the luckiest human being
emotionally together with you,
Free to now warm up the coldest weather with you,
loving the decision I have made by far
which is to love you as my wife to be just the way
You Are
as I now continue listening to this lovely song with you on my mind in a different way, a sexual way, titling my next poem
"Locking Limbs"
Silk Love, honey sweet passionately delighting me,
my mouth wide open to receive
the sweetest juices of ecstasy,
nectar scented, peaches and cream fermented
a tropical vacation of lust between your legs
is how I desired to spend it,
sweating, dripping, stroking,
and whipping that appeal on you
seeing just how I handle your love
brighter than your favorite candle,
long kisses, slower strokes
getting to know me as your man,
I suppose is the best thing
to ever happen to your growth, I suppose.
Like I said before I am just getting started,
remember it only took me 1 finger
in 8 second to find your G-spot
left arm under and on top of my right shoulder,
right arm under and on top of my left shoulder,
hips arched just right moving my strength closer
for you erotic river to flow over,
left leg tightly wrapped around my right leg,
right leg tightly wrapped around my left leg,
heart racing faster than
the pulsating of my excitement you've felt it
when we were releasing and sharing
how we really feel about each other intimately
melting flesh upon flashes of heat stricken
by the uninhibitedness of lust
expressing addiction at the same time we were
Locking Limbs...
and I will pause right now due to being spent, my energy left needs to be used to concentrate.....to be continued...
Now to complete in my time of Loving the newness and rewards of my life right now, where I am now listening to the song again....A title jumps into my mind Titled:
Here, I Am
Cheek to Cheek
Smiling
I remember seeing you again
for the very first time
My heart paused as my tears fell
not visible to the human eye
just God's Eyes
Where I every day continue
to thank him for
providing me a safe passage to you
To my Heaven, My Halifax, Nova Scotia
where after receiving
so much of your telephone love
I just had to be closer
Feeling beautiful beyond matrimony
I felt no longer lonely
knowing that someday if I applied myself
I would be your one and only
presence felt as the airplane approached the runway
with a touch only lovers feel when in love
as I was wanting to leave my bags behind
just to not have there be any further delay
I did however pack light, remember
remember how it was cold and not even December
and there you were your presence
and your embrace that was so tender
and that is the reason why I am
what I am because of you
permanently in your life to remain
that is the reason why I came
to be that husband
that best friend
that man that I will need for you
to understand
as I am here for your advantage
and not to damage
because my goods, trust me are good
and will never like my love vanish
so please release, relax, relate, rely
and respond to this loving man because
it is only for you
Here, I Am
I must say that I really enjoyed writing that poem, as it describes the comfort of my mood, when thing about love, while being in love with love....
So Soft
1 o'clock in the morning
the satin
the spoon position
the reaching out
with desire
the breath on the left side
of the neck
cotton sheets on fire
aroma of lust
keeping my interest inspired
to achieve the sometimes un-achieveable
legs drifting in between
legs smoother than a players dream
I feel ya
erect state of emergerncy
becomes one with the urgency t
of pleasure needing to be experienced
and again achieved
holding the oxygen hostage
anticipating the release of the
reason I am laying next to you
as I do nothing but during impact
look to give my best to you
because it is you,
by you I have been caught
in the middle pink handed
submitting to the walls
of your Utopia that is
So Soft
Freestyling 55
One thing is only maintained
by the sting of my mainframe
open like a brainflame
3000 degrees insane
when it comes to responding to
Punks with the same name
I'm here to disrupt your flow
if you didn't know
Then Shame
you now know my LANE
LLORD
ASIATIC
NOBODY'S
EQUAL
by the sting of my mainframe
open like a brainflame
3000 degrees insane
when it comes to responding to
Punks with the same name
I'm here to disrupt your flow
if you didn't know
Then Shame
you now know my LANE
LLORD
ASIATIC
NOBODY'S
EQUAL
Freestyling 54
All talk no beef
now you all mouth no teeth
I told heads 40 Deep
I Baghdad's just to release
the sins of 40 thieves
cutting emcee's at the knees
shaking all these monkeys
out of trees gansta wannabees
begging these
A&R's to sign me PLEASE
not what I'm suppose to do
cuz I'm all about battling you
challenging your crew
so bring what you got for me
and I will deal most arrogantly
less the apology
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