
A man is He that understands his mistakes, and admits to a change needed in his life, resulting in everlasting acceptance. - AHKMEL PHAROD. This Blog will serve as an Emotional Journal, it will capture my life as an entity articulately, artistically, soulfully, rhythmically and last but not least Poetically. I welcome you to relate, relax and receive me as open as you possibly can.
The Rebirth of Fashion
When fashion takes a break it sits down and takes a picture.
Monday, October 03, 2005
My Pen and My Pad
Not but similar to my last
completed one tablet
ready for another
Winter Spring into the Summer
until I Fall in love again
I'll be influenced
by no other
this hobby
is addictive like parties
called slumber
creeping one by one thousand
let me in
before I get even
like Steven
I know I'm old
similar to the creations
of God but judge me not
unless your title
above me is Dad
and on that note
I'm far more privileged
to do bad so I do good
by myself to myself
while I'm alone with myself,
My Pen and My Pad
completed one tablet
ready for another
Winter Spring into the Summer
until I Fall in love again
I'll be influenced
by no other
this hobby
is addictive like parties
called slumber
creeping one by one thousand
let me in
before I get even
like Steven
I know I'm old
similar to the creations
of God but judge me not
unless your title
above me is Dad
and on that note
I'm far more privileged
to do bad so I do good
by myself to myself
while I'm alone with myself,
My Pen and My Pad
How I'm Keeping It
Up my sleeves
no tricks
Just magic
tell the difference
and un-confuse your habits
cause I'm cool with mine
too busy to dizzy - Gone
Now I notice
now I David Copperfield
to avoid the friction the static
Chasing Dreams
outstretched no elastic
How tragic
sensitive still through it all
including my mental battle uphill
inside I relate
but that doesn't mean
I have to deal
and that's real and
How I'm Keeping It
no tricks
Just magic
tell the difference
and un-confuse your habits
cause I'm cool with mine
too busy to dizzy - Gone
Now I notice
now I David Copperfield
to avoid the friction the static
Chasing Dreams
outstretched no elastic
How tragic
sensitive still through it all
including my mental battle uphill
inside I relate
but that doesn't mean
I have to deal
and that's real and
How I'm Keeping It
Sunday, October 02, 2005
Freestyling 7 - revised
You can call it an art
while I call what I do a skill
and that's dropping heavy
lyrics on the real
phuck wasting my breath
on the fallacy I just chill
lounge and feel
positive surges from steel
Cordless Mic's
Keeping me in the light
even in the night
holding up the knife
threatening my life
is Llord Trife
Seeing right through your might
transparent like white
leaves in the winter
set is cold
now heating up when I enter
who's recognizing who
as if I need
to know your position
for mines to grow
if I idolized
and relied on the next
I can't excel and become
my own X
factor causing lyrical disasters
moving in on my prey
faster then a Jaguar...
while I call what I do a skill
and that's dropping heavy
lyrics on the real
phuck wasting my breath
on the fallacy I just chill
lounge and feel
positive surges from steel
Cordless Mic's
Keeping me in the light
even in the night
holding up the knife
threatening my life
is Llord Trife
Seeing right through your might
transparent like white
leaves in the winter
set is cold
now heating up when I enter
who's recognizing who
as if I need
to know your position
for mines to grow
if I idolized
and relied on the next
I can't excel and become
my own X
factor causing lyrical disasters
moving in on my prey
faster then a Jaguar...
Freestyling 6
Bright lights big city
Again I am here to keep busy
Getting busy
From the way I spit
To the way I flick my shit
At those bitches looking pretty
I don’t discriminate
I ellimidate before I act gritty
I once talked about that
My behavior sometimes shitty
A real bad boy not down with diddy
Or that pop commercial dude acting to jiggy
Remember me like dolly partons titties
Big timer wiping away the sweat
With the custom platinum squeegee
Diamond studded hanky
Best believe me
Like the rich not feeding the needy
Again I am here to keep busy
Getting busy
From the way I spit
To the way I flick my shit
At those bitches looking pretty
I don’t discriminate
I ellimidate before I act gritty
I once talked about that
My behavior sometimes shitty
A real bad boy not down with diddy
Or that pop commercial dude acting to jiggy
Remember me like dolly partons titties
Big timer wiping away the sweat
With the custom platinum squeegee
Diamond studded hanky
Best believe me
Like the rich not feeding the needy
Saturday, October 01, 2005
Freestyling 5
From the jump
I took what I needed
progress to play the game impeded
now what - expressions of love
nice try but I am sober
not intoxicated or weeded
slow down beautiful
you know you sexy
but because of that
I'm not easily weakened
though with you
I'd spend a weekend
just to establish a foundation
made easy for creeping
while you seeking
because you are needing
more than Tom's Peeping
broadcasting your business
like the FBI leaking
nobody's safe
just out of place feeding
recyclable eyes dreaming
I took what I needed
progress to play the game impeded
now what - expressions of love
nice try but I am sober
not intoxicated or weeded
slow down beautiful
you know you sexy
but because of that
I'm not easily weakened
though with you
I'd spend a weekend
just to establish a foundation
made easy for creeping
while you seeking
because you are needing
more than Tom's Peeping
broadcasting your business
like the FBI leaking
nobody's safe
just out of place feeding
recyclable eyes dreaming
Friday, September 30, 2005
Incredibly Beautiful
Untold stories of love,
are what we call visions
of being caressed and held by
the ones who are there
when we don't call on them,
I am here for you to guide
through that maze to your love,
take me to that place full of smiles
full of grace,
why do I think of you
when I don't see your face,
the sun is still shining,
oh so beautiful are the memories
of when I first glanced upon your beauty
allowing my eyes to chase,
Remarkable is you as
Incredibly Beautiful
are what we call visions
of being caressed and held by
the ones who are there
when we don't call on them,
I am here for you to guide
through that maze to your love,
take me to that place full of smiles
full of grace,
why do I think of you
when I don't see your face,
the sun is still shining,
oh so beautiful are the memories
of when I first glanced upon your beauty
allowing my eyes to chase,
Remarkable is you as
Incredibly Beautiful
Thursday, September 29, 2005
Claiming You
Freeze don’t move
Belong with me
And remain free cuz I’m
Not into changing you
Just detaining you
Until my Ahkmel exchanges you
For someone abstaining you
Amazing to my refraining to
Tell you about myself
Before gaining you
Training you, framing you
Without the border blaming you
Victim of circumstances in veining you
Just to react by statements about
Claiming You
Belong with me
And remain free cuz I’m
Not into changing you
Just detaining you
Until my Ahkmel exchanges you
For someone abstaining you
Amazing to my refraining to
Tell you about myself
Before gaining you
Training you, framing you
Without the border blaming you
Victim of circumstances in veining you
Just to react by statements about
Claiming You
Feelings for You to Drain
If you know me then you know rain
If you ever met me in person
Then you know pain
If you ever spent time with me
then you spent it in vain
My time is 7,345 days never the same
If you ever thought you got close
Then you where involved in a game
If you ever expressed anger to me
Then you were just another name
A nick that I didn’t keep a record of
A machine that I didn’t want to maintain
If you ever broke down in front of me
Then you didn’t want to get to know my brain
If you never shared knowledge and wisdom
With me then my heart you didn’t want to gain
If you ever were selfish to me
Then you will always be to blame
For my leaving without a trace
Due to me never leaving any
Feelings for You to Drain
If you ever met me in person
Then you know pain
If you ever spent time with me
then you spent it in vain
My time is 7,345 days never the same
If you ever thought you got close
Then you where involved in a game
If you ever expressed anger to me
Then you were just another name
A nick that I didn’t keep a record of
A machine that I didn’t want to maintain
If you ever broke down in front of me
Then you didn’t want to get to know my brain
If you never shared knowledge and wisdom
With me then my heart you didn’t want to gain
If you ever were selfish to me
Then you will always be to blame
For my leaving without a trace
Due to me never leaving any
Feelings for You to Drain
This Heart is AHKMEL (w)
I see I was thinking
and talking about
being happy
around you and your hour
you and thoughts of
how you would receive
my physical mental
arouse my sentences
to make me stand up straight
with each presentation
Have you ever met a heart
that you could see beat
in front of you - my smile?
Have you ever felt
a heart beat while with you
next to you though
not inside of you - my touch?
Have you ever witnessed
the throbbing of a man's dedication
when it comes to how he affects you - my voice?
This Heart is AHKMEL
and talking about
being happy
around you and your hour
you and thoughts of
how you would receive
my physical mental
arouse my sentences
to make me stand up straight
with each presentation
Have you ever met a heart
that you could see beat
in front of you - my smile?
Have you ever felt
a heart beat while with you
next to you though
not inside of you - my touch?
Have you ever witnessed
the throbbing of a man's dedication
when it comes to how he affects you - my voice?
This Heart is AHKMEL
Freestyling 4
Look here
one day
you will serve the LLORD
Trust me on that
I am already in your world
Can’t be ignored
Blessed with the lyrics
I use to penetrate
Sharp like a sword
Say I won’t
And you’ll be laying upside down
Without your spinal cord
A predator in high school
I use to be called
Always looking for a battle
Slaying herds of niggaz
Like cattle and that’s my word
Until I became trife
Put the two together
I now need more
So off to the stages
Fuck the list
Give me the mic
Because I’m bored
Emcees sounding like
dogs shitting on the floor
one day
you will serve the LLORD
Trust me on that
I am already in your world
Can’t be ignored
Blessed with the lyrics
I use to penetrate
Sharp like a sword
Say I won’t
And you’ll be laying upside down
Without your spinal cord
A predator in high school
I use to be called
Always looking for a battle
Slaying herds of niggaz
Like cattle and that’s my word
Until I became trife
Put the two together
I now need more
So off to the stages
Fuck the list
Give me the mic
Because I’m bored
Emcees sounding like
dogs shitting on the floor
Freestyling 3
My stock just went up
The same way my metal just bent up
Cock Diesel the way
This year I stepped up
The game now online
About to net up
Not following me
Like Heinz better ketchup
Before I start charging you cents up
like the convicted being sent up
I don’t even smoke
Running your hemp up
Is the way I set up
And that’s word
To the way I’m throwing my left up
Shinning and flossing
Everyday I 1 2 1 2 microphone check up
Waiting for you
to throw the disrespect up
so I can afterwards blow
the shoulders off from the neck up
The same way my metal just bent up
Cock Diesel the way
This year I stepped up
The game now online
About to net up
Not following me
Like Heinz better ketchup
Before I start charging you cents up
like the convicted being sent up
I don’t even smoke
Running your hemp up
Is the way I set up
And that’s word
To the way I’m throwing my left up
Shinning and flossing
Everyday I 1 2 1 2 microphone check up
Waiting for you
to throw the disrespect up
so I can afterwards blow
the shoulders off from the neck up
Freestyling 2
How can you be you
With a lie true to your form
You see me
I’m not different just a little ab-norm
I can look in the mirror
Stare and see nothing wrong
Run frantic to my own self
While my shadow remains calm
Can’t be moved like nuclear bombs
Or a weapon of mass destruction
Found in the middle of Brooklawn
What does it all mean
like reading left to right Koran
or a million Muslims
Marching on the Sadaam
Confused and abused
Ticking and short without the fuse
Better ring the alarm
Cuz You about to buy the farm
With a lie true to your form
You see me
I’m not different just a little ab-norm
I can look in the mirror
Stare and see nothing wrong
Run frantic to my own self
While my shadow remains calm
Can’t be moved like nuclear bombs
Or a weapon of mass destruction
Found in the middle of Brooklawn
What does it all mean
like reading left to right Koran
or a million Muslims
Marching on the Sadaam
Confused and abused
Ticking and short without the fuse
Better ring the alarm
Cuz You about to buy the farm
Freestyling 1
Phase one of this hot shit
Yeah I said hot shit
Get off my shit
If you can’t get on it
To the break of dawn with
I’m taking this to the
Whatchamacallit
Lyrical alcoholics
Who can’t get enough of this
And the way I spit
Dat file on loop or repeat continuous
No need to rewind this
Cuz you know me
Negative and positive
Just like a magnet
Juvenile w/o the dragnet
Check it
Flipping was born in me
So its not only automatic
Its a habit the way I fix my
Hand to the cordless
Microphone when I’m
about to grab it
Yeah I said hot shit
Get off my shit
If you can’t get on it
To the break of dawn with
I’m taking this to the
Whatchamacallit
Lyrical alcoholics
Who can’t get enough of this
And the way I spit
Dat file on loop or repeat continuous
No need to rewind this
Cuz you know me
Negative and positive
Just like a magnet
Juvenile w/o the dragnet
Check it
Flipping was born in me
So its not only automatic
Its a habit the way I fix my
Hand to the cordless
Microphone when I’m
about to grab it
My Smile
Please accept my smile
as a token of appreciation
And know that where ever I am
I think of wanting to show it to you
Always and forever.
Now my smile comes in
many different sizes and styles
There is the smile smile
The one shown on my face
before you smile
Then there is the smile
displaying my desires
While you are setting my world on fire
My smile is my walk
and the way I talk
When I am in need of your attention
Before it is that
that I have to mention
The morning I awake
and kiss the sky
With you in it
is a mirror image of my smile
The way my clothes fit
and my body smells
Is a token of
My Smile
as a token of appreciation
And know that where ever I am
I think of wanting to show it to you
Always and forever.
Now my smile comes in
many different sizes and styles
There is the smile smile
The one shown on my face
before you smile
Then there is the smile
displaying my desires
While you are setting my world on fire
My smile is my walk
and the way I talk
When I am in need of your attention
Before it is that
that I have to mention
The morning I awake
and kiss the sky
With you in it
is a mirror image of my smile
The way my clothes fit
and my body smells
Is a token of
My Smile
Expressions
Heidi
Voluptuously naked
Magnificent and majestic
Bounteous vision of sexual grace
Mountains of erotica, arousal, rapture
Heidi, beautiful Heidi, my bountiful fixation
Dark auburn hair, dreamy creamy flesh
Mountains and deep valleys of desire
Thrusting inward in pleasure
Exploring your terrain
Delightful, desirable
Heidi
Voluptuously naked
Magnificent and majestic
Bounteous vision of sexual grace
Mountains of erotica, arousal, rapture
Heidi, beautiful Heidi, my bountiful fixation
Dark auburn hair, dreamy creamy flesh
Mountains and deep valleys of desire
Thrusting inward in pleasure
Exploring your terrain
Delightful, desirable
Heidi
Erotic Water Dreams
Swimming through the warm
luxuriant tropical waters,
Diving down among the rainbow of corals
Surrounded by the wild colors
and swarms of small fish,
You are imbued with sexual energy
New life,
That moves in slow forceful waves
through your whole body,
Finally, resting firmly
across your arched back,
Consuming you
Surfacing briefly, you grasp for air,
sublimely enriched
Taking in the powerful rays of energy
from the golden sun,
Then down again diving deeply, steeply,
Enthralled,
Trying to release yourself from
the rapture of this moment,
But the intensity of your feelings
grow even more strongly
Among the cathedral of corals
and the reef life,
There is no escape
your ecstasy is forever, seemingly
So you indulge crave for more,
and it comes,
There is no end to this immersion
your erotic fantasies,
Continuing, intensifying, diversifying,
you submit yourself
To this fantasy world
of aesthetic hedonism, alive
And in love with your senses,
Stimulated,
Here in the land of sea snakes
and corals,
You can dream of endless ecstasy
within my
Erotic Water Dreams
luxuriant tropical waters,
Diving down among the rainbow of corals
Surrounded by the wild colors
and swarms of small fish,
You are imbued with sexual energy
New life,
That moves in slow forceful waves
through your whole body,
Finally, resting firmly
across your arched back,
Consuming you
Surfacing briefly, you grasp for air,
sublimely enriched
Taking in the powerful rays of energy
from the golden sun,
Then down again diving deeply, steeply,
Enthralled,
Trying to release yourself from
the rapture of this moment,
But the intensity of your feelings
grow even more strongly
Among the cathedral of corals
and the reef life,
There is no escape
your ecstasy is forever, seemingly
So you indulge crave for more,
and it comes,
There is no end to this immersion
your erotic fantasies,
Continuing, intensifying, diversifying,
you submit yourself
To this fantasy world
of aesthetic hedonism, alive
And in love with your senses,
Stimulated,
Here in the land of sea snakes
and corals,
You can dream of endless ecstasy
within my
Erotic Water Dreams
My Arousal
My whole body aches with sensual longing
My thoughts are electrified
with passionate intent
Seeing you lying their so inviting,
seductively poised
I cannot be but driven
to embrace you in a thousand kisses
To caress you until
your entire body vibrates with passion
All this in my mind and more
How I long to lie with you this night,
to see the dawn
And shower your entire being with golden mist
Your succulent moist lips on mine
Your breasts pressed against my chest
I dream of this and wish for no more
Than to be making love to you
Through this enchanting night of silver stars
I dream of all this and more
To take you again and again
Limbs wrapped around each other in heavenly embrace
I dream and dream of this meeting
You are my ecstasy, my chosen,
My Arousal
My thoughts are electrified
with passionate intent
Seeing you lying their so inviting,
seductively poised
I cannot be but driven
to embrace you in a thousand kisses
To caress you until
your entire body vibrates with passion
All this in my mind and more
How I long to lie with you this night,
to see the dawn
And shower your entire being with golden mist
Your succulent moist lips on mine
Your breasts pressed against my chest
I dream of this and wish for no more
Than to be making love to you
Through this enchanting night of silver stars
I dream of all this and more
To take you again and again
Limbs wrapped around each other in heavenly embrace
I dream and dream of this meeting
You are my ecstasy, my chosen,
My Arousal
Alone (w)
Soft light on the linen covers,
burnt pink evening glow
Ocean waves in my head, surging, ebbing
Aching body in need, longing
for your passionate embrace
Beautiful evening alone, deserted
In this room, so inviting, waiting
Thoughts, intense, of other times
Of perfume, allure, and surrendering
Passion ignited in my tormented mind
Needing intimacy, your touch,
Your being longing, longing,
thirsting for you
Here in the pink glow, on linen covers
I want you so to touch,
to enthrall, to impassion
All alone, my mind goes crazy
with that desire
Apart, separated, alone, in pain
Sensuality surrendering
To the night and sleeping,
Alone
burnt pink evening glow
Ocean waves in my head, surging, ebbing
Aching body in need, longing
for your passionate embrace
Beautiful evening alone, deserted
In this room, so inviting, waiting
Thoughts, intense, of other times
Of perfume, allure, and surrendering
Passion ignited in my tormented mind
Needing intimacy, your touch,
Your being longing, longing,
thirsting for you
Here in the pink glow, on linen covers
I want you so to touch,
to enthrall, to impassion
All alone, my mind goes crazy
with that desire
Apart, separated, alone, in pain
Sensuality surrendering
To the night and sleeping,
Alone
Red Hot Passion
On a golden beach
Emerald green waves crashing on
Gray black granite rocks
Heat, light, boundless energy
Striking at my senses
Wild delights of daylight intimacy,
wanting, dreaming, desiring
You in a black, bikini top and shorts
Smooth tanned body, oiled
Simmering in the tropical sun
Sounds of vendors selling necklaces
Silver, shells and colored glass trinkets
Seagulls and surf, sounds of summer heat
And you in black, tanned skin, sensuous
Red hot passion in my heart
Wanting you in my mind, my body
Pulling you towards the Summer cottage
Thatched roof of palm leaves and bamboo
Black top and tanned curves, writhing
Red hot passion in a sultry afternoon
Tropical sun simmering
Our love in heat, surrendering
Skin on skin, and naked now
Exploding within our
Red Hot Passion
Emerald green waves crashing on
Gray black granite rocks
Heat, light, boundless energy
Striking at my senses
Wild delights of daylight intimacy,
wanting, dreaming, desiring
You in a black, bikini top and shorts
Smooth tanned body, oiled
Simmering in the tropical sun
Sounds of vendors selling necklaces
Silver, shells and colored glass trinkets
Seagulls and surf, sounds of summer heat
And you in black, tanned skin, sensuous
Red hot passion in my heart
Wanting you in my mind, my body
Pulling you towards the Summer cottage
Thatched roof of palm leaves and bamboo
Black top and tanned curves, writhing
Red hot passion in a sultry afternoon
Tropical sun simmering
Our love in heat, surrendering
Skin on skin, and naked now
Exploding within our
Red Hot Passion
Night Angel Black Lace, Divine
Night Angel, come dream with me
Under the starlit sky
Amid a million extraterrestrial clouds
of erotic fragrances
Perfumes of the universe
Pervading our space under the stars
My angel in black lace and
skin so softly firm, ivory white
Alluring, demure, enticing me
Into the hot passion of night
Where all is possible and given
There will I lie with my black lace angel
A kiss for each star in the Milky Way
Making love in the dark, black lace
A fantasy came true, in my dreams
Alone with my
Night Angel Black Lace, Divine
Under the starlit sky
Amid a million extraterrestrial clouds
of erotic fragrances
Perfumes of the universe
Pervading our space under the stars
My angel in black lace and
skin so softly firm, ivory white
Alluring, demure, enticing me
Into the hot passion of night
Where all is possible and given
There will I lie with my black lace angel
A kiss for each star in the Milky Way
Making love in the dark, black lace
A fantasy came true, in my dreams
Alone with my
Night Angel Black Lace, Divine
Hips Up On
For those that
never partied with me
Memory negative the way
I don't wait on line
Due to the honeys calling me
Straight stalling me
I'm just trying to get
My Hennessey double stitch on
Grab me a few pockets
To itch up on
Intoxicate my ghost
To enlist those that want
To get switched up on
The cute toes tipped up on
Slick talk above
Pulling slips up on
My waist as time waits
No one but AHKMEL
Just believe that I keep’s
Always on me
Hips up on
never partied with me
Memory negative the way
I don't wait on line
Due to the honeys calling me
Straight stalling me
I'm just trying to get
My Hennessey double stitch on
Grab me a few pockets
To itch up on
Intoxicate my ghost
To enlist those that want
To get switched up on
The cute toes tipped up on
Slick talk above
Pulling slips up on
My waist as time waits
No one but AHKMEL
Just believe that I keep’s
Always on me
Hips up on
I See Through
Begin from your start
as I stand and listen
You see I remember
the anxiety up until the ending
I knew I slept with you
to fast - alone but not lonely
now I gasp then I laugh
this is not first time
I've met a recycled piece of glass
like you your type
I See Through
as I stand and listen
You see I remember
the anxiety up until the ending
I knew I slept with you
to fast - alone but not lonely
now I gasp then I laugh
this is not first time
I've met a recycled piece of glass
like you your type
I See Through
Romantic Ideas
• Make a little loving gesture every day for one full year.
• Cuddle on the sofa and watch a movie.
• Take a bubble bath together.
• Walk on the beach in the moonlight.
• Put a note in a romance novel saying, "The story is great but our own love story is the best".
• Put a single red rose on the seat of your lover's car before they go to work.
• Send your lover a virtual postcard at least once a week.
• Get every book ever written by your loved one's favorite author.
• Get every movie starring your lovers favorite actor.
• Keep twenty pounds of your lovers favorite candy on hand.
• Take her to see the movie Titanic fifteen times.
• Make love to him/her every night until he/she asks you to stop.
• Give him/her twelve dozen roses on all their special days.
• Compose a list: "101 Reasons Why You're the Greatest" Write each reason on a separate square of paper. Wrap them in a fancy gift box.
• Sprinkle perfume on to light bulb. When light is turned on the scent of the perfume will fill the room.
• Relax with a glass of white wine.
• Listen to a romantic audio tape, fix a cup of hot flavored tea, and light two candles.
• Keep a journal of your romantic fantasies. Share it with your soul mate.
• Buy a bunch of fish at a pet store. It doesn't matter what kind. Leave it for your lover with a note saying " Out of all the fish in the sea, you are the one for me".
• Take a picture of yourself in the most sexy outfit possible. Hide in a secret spot in your house and leave him or her clues on how to get there. Watch the sparks fly!
• Put a blindfold on your lover and drive them to a place where you have a blanket, candles, strawberries, sparkling drinks, and a rose. Park the car and take off the blindfold while you read a poem you have written for them.
• While your lover is in the shower, or bath, put their bath towel in a hot dryer for a few minutes. Greet them when they get out of the shower with the toasty towel.
• Pull the bag out of your lovers breakfast cereal box and slit a small hole in it. Insert a love note. Tape up the bag and return it to the box. What a way to start the day!
• Write a list of 50 or more things you like or love about your sweetheart.
• Unplug the TV set. Put a note on the screen saying, "Turn Me on Instead".
• Play "hide-and-seek" in the rain. It's fun and VERY sensual!
• Build your lover a web page telling them why you love them so much. Mention special moments and add some images and cool links to topics that interest them. Surf the web with them one day and just "stumble upon it". Or have someone send them an anonymous email with the link inviting them to the page.
• Buy this book: 101 Nights of Grrreat Romance : How to...
• Fill bathtub with warm water sprinkled with rose petals.
• Fix a hot cup of Raspberry Chocolate, cuddle in a warm afghan and watch An Affair to Remember.
• Place a perfumed handkerchief in the dryer with your sheets before drying.
• Send your love a letter with confetti hearts inside of the letter so they pour out everywhere when your sweetheart opens it.
• Invite your sweetie to an intimate dinner at your place. Make a pizza and with the pepperoni you can write something sweet, like "you are the one for me".
• Surprise your lover with a kiss before they can finish a sentence.
• Write your own love poems then record them on a tape and give them to your sweetheart.
• Give your love an antique compass and say "You will never lose me". Your love will swear the needle always points to their heart!
• While your love takes a shower, write the words "I love you" in the condensation of the bathroom mirror.
• Leave a trail of "Hershey's chocolate kisses" from the front door to the bedroom, right up to the bed. On the bed leave a note that reads 'I kiss the ground you walk on.' Make sure you're not home when s/he gets in!
• Write a love note or poem on a piece of paper and then cut it up into puzzle-like pieces. Send one a day to your special someone.
• Play the game of monopoly with a few new rules. Change boardwalk into backrub, and Tennessee into take your shirt off. Every time you pass go, you get a kiss. etc.
• Look straight into the eyes of your love and PAY ATTENTION to what they tell you! Tell your mate something about you that no one else knows.
• Look into the eyes of your special someone often. "The eyes are the window to the soul". Weave love, sex, intimacy, passion and romance into the fabric of your daily lives.
• Carve "His" and "Hers" jack-o-lanterns at Halloween.
• Buy a set of matching silk pajamas, and take turns modeling them for each other.
• Camp-out in a tent with your lover and picnic in a tree house
• Men: Talk more. Women: Touch more.
• Spend one solid hour exploring various kissing techniques.
• Turn your "bedroom" into a "boudoir". Use soft colors and fabrics, fresh cut flowers on your nightstand, mirrors everywhere, etc. Hang your lovers Favorite art on your walls.
• Cuddle on the sofa and watch a movie.
• Take a bubble bath together.
• Walk on the beach in the moonlight.
• Put a note in a romance novel saying, "The story is great but our own love story is the best".
• Put a single red rose on the seat of your lover's car before they go to work.
• Send your lover a virtual postcard at least once a week.
• Get every book ever written by your loved one's favorite author.
• Get every movie starring your lovers favorite actor.
• Keep twenty pounds of your lovers favorite candy on hand.
• Take her to see the movie Titanic fifteen times.
• Make love to him/her every night until he/she asks you to stop.
• Give him/her twelve dozen roses on all their special days.
• Compose a list: "101 Reasons Why You're the Greatest" Write each reason on a separate square of paper. Wrap them in a fancy gift box.
• Sprinkle perfume on to light bulb. When light is turned on the scent of the perfume will fill the room.
• Relax with a glass of white wine.
• Listen to a romantic audio tape, fix a cup of hot flavored tea, and light two candles.
• Keep a journal of your romantic fantasies. Share it with your soul mate.
• Buy a bunch of fish at a pet store. It doesn't matter what kind. Leave it for your lover with a note saying " Out of all the fish in the sea, you are the one for me".
• Take a picture of yourself in the most sexy outfit possible. Hide in a secret spot in your house and leave him or her clues on how to get there. Watch the sparks fly!
• Put a blindfold on your lover and drive them to a place where you have a blanket, candles, strawberries, sparkling drinks, and a rose. Park the car and take off the blindfold while you read a poem you have written for them.
• While your lover is in the shower, or bath, put their bath towel in a hot dryer for a few minutes. Greet them when they get out of the shower with the toasty towel.
• Pull the bag out of your lovers breakfast cereal box and slit a small hole in it. Insert a love note. Tape up the bag and return it to the box. What a way to start the day!
• Write a list of 50 or more things you like or love about your sweetheart.
• Unplug the TV set. Put a note on the screen saying, "Turn Me on Instead".
• Play "hide-and-seek" in the rain. It's fun and VERY sensual!
• Build your lover a web page telling them why you love them so much. Mention special moments and add some images and cool links to topics that interest them. Surf the web with them one day and just "stumble upon it". Or have someone send them an anonymous email with the link inviting them to the page.
• Buy this book: 101 Nights of Grrreat Romance : How to...
• Fill bathtub with warm water sprinkled with rose petals.
• Fix a hot cup of Raspberry Chocolate, cuddle in a warm afghan and watch An Affair to Remember.
• Place a perfumed handkerchief in the dryer with your sheets before drying.
• Send your love a letter with confetti hearts inside of the letter so they pour out everywhere when your sweetheart opens it.
• Invite your sweetie to an intimate dinner at your place. Make a pizza and with the pepperoni you can write something sweet, like "you are the one for me".
• Surprise your lover with a kiss before they can finish a sentence.
• Write your own love poems then record them on a tape and give them to your sweetheart.
• Give your love an antique compass and say "You will never lose me". Your love will swear the needle always points to their heart!
• While your love takes a shower, write the words "I love you" in the condensation of the bathroom mirror.
• Leave a trail of "Hershey's chocolate kisses" from the front door to the bedroom, right up to the bed. On the bed leave a note that reads 'I kiss the ground you walk on.' Make sure you're not home when s/he gets in!
• Write a love note or poem on a piece of paper and then cut it up into puzzle-like pieces. Send one a day to your special someone.
• Play the game of monopoly with a few new rules. Change boardwalk into backrub, and Tennessee into take your shirt off. Every time you pass go, you get a kiss. etc.
• Look straight into the eyes of your love and PAY ATTENTION to what they tell you! Tell your mate something about you that no one else knows.
• Look into the eyes of your special someone often. "The eyes are the window to the soul". Weave love, sex, intimacy, passion and romance into the fabric of your daily lives.
• Carve "His" and "Hers" jack-o-lanterns at Halloween.
• Buy a set of matching silk pajamas, and take turns modeling them for each other.
• Camp-out in a tent with your lover and picnic in a tree house
• Men: Talk more. Women: Touch more.
• Spend one solid hour exploring various kissing techniques.
• Turn your "bedroom" into a "boudoir". Use soft colors and fabrics, fresh cut flowers on your nightstand, mirrors everywhere, etc. Hang your lovers Favorite art on your walls.
Sweet Purity (w)
Is the reason for your eyes
To shine so bright
a sign expressing
What’s on your mind every time
You look into mine
What are you doing just sitting here
With genuine thoughts of us
Committing sensual crimes for
I surrender and submit to know one
Who I can admit,
Brings out my talent
To be very expressive
So I thank you and grant you now
Three wishes hoping your first wish
Will be for more of you to explore
From you eyes to your smooth lips
With kisses galore, I can’t ignore
Your essence that is so pure
With the innocence of pleasure
to want more of me
because of your
Sweet Purity
To shine so bright
a sign expressing
What’s on your mind every time
You look into mine
What are you doing just sitting here
With genuine thoughts of us
Committing sensual crimes for
I surrender and submit to know one
Who I can admit,
Brings out my talent
To be very expressive
So I thank you and grant you now
Three wishes hoping your first wish
Will be for more of you to explore
From you eyes to your smooth lips
With kisses galore, I can’t ignore
Your essence that is so pure
With the innocence of pleasure
to want more of me
because of your
Sweet Purity
Nothing But Fun (w)
Taking you to a beautiful place
high speeds 60 to 90
arms in the air
as the wind tries to find me
as the cheers of joy
increase behind me
the lines of pleasure are getting longer
as our fulfillment
of being with one another grow stronger
tag - your it
where the last one to
the concession stand
has to give the other a kiss
losing on purpose
so I can apply my purpose
reward is the time we are having
with enjoyment and focus
looking and thinking about the timing
the perfect time
to reach for your hand
hoping that yours
will extend and secure my man
smiles are now
the envy of the sun
as we are now
both set on having together
Nothing But Fun
high speeds 60 to 90
arms in the air
as the wind tries to find me
as the cheers of joy
increase behind me
the lines of pleasure are getting longer
as our fulfillment
of being with one another grow stronger
tag - your it
where the last one to
the concession stand
has to give the other a kiss
losing on purpose
so I can apply my purpose
reward is the time we are having
with enjoyment and focus
looking and thinking about the timing
the perfect time
to reach for your hand
hoping that yours
will extend and secure my man
smiles are now
the envy of the sun
as we are now
both set on having together
Nothing But Fun
On My Team (w)
The first encounter the splinter
Stuck within the emotions of my outer layer
The pain the understanding of it
Equal as in the state
that I will never run from as long as
I have you by my side to ease
the suffering, the unknown way you touch
My heart, as it is now filled with your love
Shocked by the unconditional rush
of adrenaline my mind motivated
now to convince the appetite of the woman
I find to have welcomed me into your world
To fall into your arms, your flesh
Patient the prayer
Consistent the stare as I will now continue
To dream the most impeccable dream
of forever keeping you
On My Team
Stuck within the emotions of my outer layer
The pain the understanding of it
Equal as in the state
that I will never run from as long as
I have you by my side to ease
the suffering, the unknown way you touch
My heart, as it is now filled with your love
Shocked by the unconditional rush
of adrenaline my mind motivated
now to convince the appetite of the woman
I find to have welcomed me into your world
To fall into your arms, your flesh
Patient the prayer
Consistent the stare as I will now continue
To dream the most impeccable dream
of forever keeping you
On My Team
How I Hunger (w)
Warm breeze blows into the bedroom window
the moon is pouring over us in a silver wave,
aching I watch it's flowing gentle movement
rippling slowly over your pale smooth skin.
The beauty of your glowing body beckons me
to touch, to taste, to love it's graceful expanse,
from your forehead to toes, fingers to nose
How I hunger to know you so completely,
To gladly find all the wondrous places
that bring you such sweet pleasure,
forging bonds that tie your heart to mine
two hearts beating wildly together as one
like thunder is immediately
How I Hunger
the moon is pouring over us in a silver wave,
aching I watch it's flowing gentle movement
rippling slowly over your pale smooth skin.
The beauty of your glowing body beckons me
to touch, to taste, to love it's graceful expanse,
from your forehead to toes, fingers to nose
How I hunger to know you so completely,
To gladly find all the wondrous places
that bring you such sweet pleasure,
forging bonds that tie your heart to mine
two hearts beating wildly together as one
like thunder is immediately
How I Hunger
Showing My Face (w)
To be completely honest
What I really see
Is my mind and breath
All over the thoughts
Of your flesh
Beneath the denim
As a warm blooded male
I see the hunger
Of your sacred inhale
A beautiful place
that one day
I would take pleasure in
Showing My Face
What I really see
Is my mind and breath
All over the thoughts
Of your flesh
Beneath the denim
As a warm blooded male
I see the hunger
Of your sacred inhale
A beautiful place
that one day
I would take pleasure in
Showing My Face
Loving One Another Year after Year
While my love 4 U grows stronger
the deeper the longing becomes,
as my heart 4 U grows founder.
Is this a dream
Something lived once before
DeJaVu, so clear, so serene?
May you, can you, will you
be all that I need
so that I can really feel you?
Standards, Morality and Tradition
I believe are the fundamentals
to our unified positions.
Whether you are here
or I am there
lets make the most out of
Loving One Another Year after Year
the deeper the longing becomes,
as my heart 4 U grows founder.
Is this a dream
Something lived once before
DeJaVu, so clear, so serene?
May you, can you, will you
be all that I need
so that I can really feel you?
Standards, Morality and Tradition
I believe are the fundamentals
to our unified positions.
Whether you are here
or I am there
lets make the most out of
Loving One Another Year after Year
Another Piece of Paper
Locked within the confines
Of an evil state of mind
No smile projection so many
Thoughts European unkind
I was taught to love thy neighbor
While minding my behavior
Always giving thanks to my savior
Just the fundamentals alone
Keeps my flavors in life
Good enough to savor
Like cherishing memories before favors
Because what I do is what I know
no different from the last time
it was my heart I gave the world
less the Indian giving feel me
I run full speed no looking back
Please feel me before I become
just another name on
Another Piece of Paper
Of an evil state of mind
No smile projection so many
Thoughts European unkind
I was taught to love thy neighbor
While minding my behavior
Always giving thanks to my savior
Just the fundamentals alone
Keeps my flavors in life
Good enough to savor
Like cherishing memories before favors
Because what I do is what I know
no different from the last time
it was my heart I gave the world
less the Indian giving feel me
I run full speed no looking back
Please feel me before I become
just another name on
Another Piece of Paper
Monday, September 26, 2005
To My Latch (w)
The apple of my eye
your smile
I can hold you
closer and closer
than your shadow
on a cold day,
my love your catch
your love my match
that I will never detach
as long as your heart
is securely fastened
To My Latch
your smile
I can hold you
closer and closer
than your shadow
on a cold day,
my love your catch
your love my match
that I will never detach
as long as your heart
is securely fastened
To My Latch
Monday, September 19, 2005
Loves Wilderness
Your beauty is so remarkable…
Your eyes are so incredible…
I desire to only long for you and only you
Because of the insides of your soul
That forever holds true..
You touch is so wonderful
As your kiss is so lovable
I am happy to have been found
Once again by the lover in you…
Then I breathe to believe
That with one more trip to your sheets
Your side again I will not leave
As long as it your love that I receive
Just wrote while looking at you…
You are so beautiful baby…
I love you…but not the pictures
of the other man you keep..
Not the memoirs of that other man your keep
How am able to sleep
Knowing that you have the things you have
to not even find it in your self esteem to share with me
Which only leaves me to express my thoughts
Which once again you have caught
off guard again while in your home abroad
as you call it ours, I reference what I saw
Only because it leaves a bad feeling in my heart
similar to one I’ve felt before….
She told me she was different
but she still kept him around
She told me that she was over him
As every time he called
She secretly held him bound
I stood and believed
I could possibly achieve
Replacing the memories
only to find myself cold, lonely,
and unseen like winter leaves
I asked to only to receive stillness
As my mind grew older
And left to wander alone inside of
Loves Wilderness
Your eyes are so incredible…
I desire to only long for you and only you
Because of the insides of your soul
That forever holds true..
You touch is so wonderful
As your kiss is so lovable
I am happy to have been found
Once again by the lover in you…
Then I breathe to believe
That with one more trip to your sheets
Your side again I will not leave
As long as it your love that I receive
Just wrote while looking at you…
You are so beautiful baby…
I love you…but not the pictures
of the other man you keep..
Not the memoirs of that other man your keep
How am able to sleep
Knowing that you have the things you have
to not even find it in your self esteem to share with me
Which only leaves me to express my thoughts
Which once again you have caught
off guard again while in your home abroad
as you call it ours, I reference what I saw
Only because it leaves a bad feeling in my heart
similar to one I’ve felt before….
She told me she was different
but she still kept him around
She told me that she was over him
As every time he called
She secretly held him bound
I stood and believed
I could possibly achieve
Replacing the memories
only to find myself cold, lonely,
and unseen like winter leaves
I asked to only to receive stillness
As my mind grew older
And left to wander alone inside of
Loves Wilderness
Through my Shades
Sitting in the window
Of a coffee shop
Sipping on white chocolate
Blowing on the clockwise position
Of the way I stirred
Just right now not too hot
Twelve hundred dollars in my pocket
Is all I have but not all I got
Reading the wall street journal
Away downtown only two blocks
Just checking out options
Of my stocks
Five points higher than yesterday
Smith n Wesson released new clocks
which I can't wait to cop
From the Marcy Avenue Barbershop
With one last sip
My left hand pencil jots
Down my number for the female
With the light brown locks
She's been eyeing me
Like a flame to a cooking pot
Sitting there looking
At this Bad Boy from New Lots
Brooklyn if you connect the dots
Chair from my Dockers disappears
As I rise quicker than Jesus
With no fear and with my right foot
I step less the bop
Well maybe just a little one
Just so she can see the real me
Less the tie the fly the lie
Original Unique one out of the many
Who knows how to count pennies
That has added up to 60 twenties
Heavy the heart my breath gently
I say excuse me
May I introduce myself to your soul?
Secured by that Kente
Where she replied sure I my name is
I mildly interrupted and said
Let me guess Brandi
Spelled with an I right
And she said right
I replied with I dreamt of meeting you
Right here just like this
Wow, I remarked with a smile followed
By another Wow
And she glowed like
Life eternal on a heavenly brow
I with the left step
Moved forward with an embrace
Where she then disappeared
right from in front of my face
Mystifyingly amazed I grabbed my pillow
and continued counting the sunrays
Comforting my complexion
Through my Shades
Of a coffee shop
Sipping on white chocolate
Blowing on the clockwise position
Of the way I stirred
Just right now not too hot
Twelve hundred dollars in my pocket
Is all I have but not all I got
Reading the wall street journal
Away downtown only two blocks
Just checking out options
Of my stocks
Five points higher than yesterday
Smith n Wesson released new clocks
which I can't wait to cop
From the Marcy Avenue Barbershop
With one last sip
My left hand pencil jots
Down my number for the female
With the light brown locks
She's been eyeing me
Like a flame to a cooking pot
Sitting there looking
At this Bad Boy from New Lots
Brooklyn if you connect the dots
Chair from my Dockers disappears
As I rise quicker than Jesus
With no fear and with my right foot
I step less the bop
Well maybe just a little one
Just so she can see the real me
Less the tie the fly the lie
Original Unique one out of the many
Who knows how to count pennies
That has added up to 60 twenties
Heavy the heart my breath gently
I say excuse me
May I introduce myself to your soul?
Secured by that Kente
Where she replied sure I my name is
I mildly interrupted and said
Let me guess Brandi
Spelled with an I right
And she said right
I replied with I dreamt of meeting you
Right here just like this
Wow, I remarked with a smile followed
By another Wow
And she glowed like
Life eternal on a heavenly brow
I with the left step
Moved forward with an embrace
Where she then disappeared
right from in front of my face
Mystifyingly amazed I grabbed my pillow
and continued counting the sunrays
Comforting my complexion
Through my Shades
Sunday, September 18, 2005
You Shouldn’t Have Been Here
I am going to make sure
That this will be the hardest
Shit you ever will hear
Putting my name on this
Fuck blood sweat and tears
You see
I fear only what the devils fears
Which is nada
So stand clear
Far and away like ice grills and stares
There is no going back here
Locking shit down
Like NY on the eve of New Years
So now is the chance to
If you scared say you scared
Because I will end ya
Quicker than Mike Tyson’s Career
And that’s my word
On the death of Shaka Zulu’s spear
And just like that you disappear
Cause in the first place
You Shouldn’t Have Been Here
That this will be the hardest
Shit you ever will hear
Putting my name on this
Fuck blood sweat and tears
You see
I fear only what the devils fears
Which is nada
So stand clear
Far and away like ice grills and stares
There is no going back here
Locking shit down
Like NY on the eve of New Years
So now is the chance to
If you scared say you scared
Because I will end ya
Quicker than Mike Tyson’s Career
And that’s my word
On the death of Shaka Zulu’s spear
And just like that you disappear
Cause in the first place
You Shouldn’t Have Been Here
Saturday, September 17, 2005
The Sad Part (w)
The wondering of blue skies
The rising of the winters sun
The opening of the earth's surface
The laying of you beneath me
My mind has you on it now
more than ever before
The capturing of your soul
The way you in my arms
became comfortable
I am not here to harm you
I just want you to trust me
in your own special way
with me in time
Take your time
to plan your escape
but just not right now
only because I need you,
like raisins in the shade
like a man who's never afraid
to celebrate your life
with more than one parade
a never changing you
a never changing me
woman I just want to be kept
so keep me that's all I ask,
as everyday I wake up
for the melting of my heart
to be done by you with a smile,
still, even after we have grown apart
which is
The Sad Part
The rising of the winters sun
The opening of the earth's surface
The laying of you beneath me
My mind has you on it now
more than ever before
The capturing of your soul
The way you in my arms
became comfortable
I am not here to harm you
I just want you to trust me
in your own special way
with me in time
Take your time
to plan your escape
but just not right now
only because I need you,
like raisins in the shade
like a man who's never afraid
to celebrate your life
with more than one parade
a never changing you
a never changing me
woman I just want to be kept
so keep me that's all I ask,
as everyday I wake up
for the melting of my heart
to be done by you with a smile,
still, even after we have grown apart
which is
The Sad Part
I Can Do Nothing Else (w)
As the first thing left behind
My heart, my joy, my smile
is now as big as yours
excited to set free this heavenly rain
to free you from heavenly pain
pouring the freshness
of my warmth upon you
not afraid of commitment
as long as it is you
because I've chosen my love
to only belong to you
so continue to smile
because it is why
I look to the sky
at night hoping to find a star
that reminds me of you
and because of this glory
you have brought me
I Can Do Nothing Else
My heart, my joy, my smile
is now as big as yours
excited to set free this heavenly rain
to free you from heavenly pain
pouring the freshness
of my warmth upon you
not afraid of commitment
as long as it is you
because I've chosen my love
to only belong to you
so continue to smile
because it is why
I look to the sky
at night hoping to find a star
that reminds me of you
and because of this glory
you have brought me
I Can Do Nothing Else
Happily
You are the truth to my faith
the moment of my faith
the accent to my hearts beat
the softness of my sleep
my hands, light and gentle
to welcome your ease
the way you breathe
the way you cheese for the camera
while now thinking about me
special I wish to spoil your needs
maybe this Christmas or New Years Eve
I will pray that you and I will achieve
the proper respect for each other
and decency to keep God on his job
for others to see
yet another couple living together
Happily
the moment of my faith
the accent to my hearts beat
the softness of my sleep
my hands, light and gentle
to welcome your ease
the way you breathe
the way you cheese for the camera
while now thinking about me
special I wish to spoil your needs
maybe this Christmas or New Years Eve
I will pray that you and I will achieve
the proper respect for each other
and decency to keep God on his job
for others to see
yet another couple living together
Happily
But Forever
As the sun rises in the East
the breaking dawn of my love begins
As the sun sets in the West
I am overwhelmed with a burning desire
A desire locked down deep inside
One that cannot be concealed anymore
I long for one sweet kiss
to quench my thirst
I long for one tender touch
that will last a lifetime
at the end of it all
you are my deepest desire!
who I will love
no less than today nor tomorrow
But Forever
the breaking dawn of my love begins
As the sun sets in the West
I am overwhelmed with a burning desire
A desire locked down deep inside
One that cannot be concealed anymore
I long for one sweet kiss
to quench my thirst
I long for one tender touch
that will last a lifetime
at the end of it all
you are my deepest desire!
who I will love
no less than today nor tomorrow
But Forever
Your Woman
So many times I believed in one,
the motion the attention
which leaves me to mention
the way my love has always
been in contention
it's either him or them
where with me it should be
either me or them
I question I never attempt to teach lessons
plus I'm not seeking compensation
from the 2 hour verbal analysis
I know I've received Gods blessing
So I will never get tired
of speaking about him
thinking about him, dreaming about him
I put my trust in him
to take my mind,
my heart away from the thought
of the deceit that makes up
Your Woman
the motion the attention
which leaves me to mention
the way my love has always
been in contention
it's either him or them
where with me it should be
either me or them
I question I never attempt to teach lessons
plus I'm not seeking compensation
from the 2 hour verbal analysis
I know I've received Gods blessing
So I will never get tired
of speaking about him
thinking about him, dreaming about him
I put my trust in him
to take my mind,
my heart away from the thought
of the deceit that makes up
Your Woman
Your Morning Alarm
The sunset the reason I constantly focus
On you, Your eyes,
I'm feeling real powerful
More than before
My last relationship
Was just me on a sinking ship
That I didn't want to sink with anymore
So I swam because I knew how
With a smile, maintaining my innocence
As it was the importance
I knew I needed to witness
The pride, the dignity
The struggle the experience
To you I give my conditional deliverance
Yourself and I, no different
You see I want to give love
And you want to give love
As we are constantly falling in love
Just to breathe love, and teach love
To each love,
because it's all about the kisses and hugs
Just to express love in it's most vibrant form
as the beating of my heart is
here for you to ring everyday like
Your Morning Alarm
On you, Your eyes,
I'm feeling real powerful
More than before
My last relationship
Was just me on a sinking ship
That I didn't want to sink with anymore
So I swam because I knew how
With a smile, maintaining my innocence
As it was the importance
I knew I needed to witness
The pride, the dignity
The struggle the experience
To you I give my conditional deliverance
Yourself and I, no different
You see I want to give love
And you want to give love
As we are constantly falling in love
Just to breathe love, and teach love
To each love,
because it's all about the kisses and hugs
Just to express love in it's most vibrant form
as the beating of my heart is
here for you to ring everyday like
Your Morning Alarm
Your Mercy
It aint really safe no more to love,
to feel or to share,
thoughts not even real
fake without depth,
Seriously I still wasn't
convinced after the intimacy
I should've stayed in the basement
I should've kept God closer
I failed him as I now repent
Lord please forgive me as it has been 365
days since my last confession
Father I have forsaken thee and I am
greater than sorry I am crying inside
I am dying inside,
I knew it wasn't my time
I didn't need intimacy before marriage
now my soul and spirits are damaged
and I can feel it,
I am calling on you to
provide me with the bandage
or bandages I need Lord to heal
at the same time pleading for
Your Mercy
to feel or to share,
thoughts not even real
fake without depth,
Seriously I still wasn't
convinced after the intimacy
I should've stayed in the basement
I should've kept God closer
I failed him as I now repent
Lord please forgive me as it has been 365
days since my last confession
Father I have forsaken thee and I am
greater than sorry I am crying inside
I am dying inside,
I knew it wasn't my time
I didn't need intimacy before marriage
now my soul and spirits are damaged
and I can feel it,
I am calling on you to
provide me with the bandage
or bandages I need Lord to heal
at the same time pleading for
Your Mercy
Your Man For Hire (w)
Hello! Hello! it's ME
My Ecstasy is for you
Just a taste a sample - But,
before I begin I would like to thank you
because I'm able,
stable and more than ample,
you know after experiencing
your feelings grow,
so blessed you really are
I guess you've finally caught
with 2 hands your shooting star,
to continue to wish upon
in conclusion for you my desires
are extreme like forest fires,
embracing your every climatic sensation
as I aim to serve and satisfy you,
leaving your orgasmic stimuli
singing like a choir
forever representing as
Your Man For Hire
My Ecstasy is for you
Just a taste a sample - But,
before I begin I would like to thank you
because I'm able,
stable and more than ample,
you know after experiencing
your feelings grow,
so blessed you really are
I guess you've finally caught
with 2 hands your shooting star,
to continue to wish upon
in conclusion for you my desires
are extreme like forest fires,
embracing your every climatic sensation
as I aim to serve and satisfy you,
leaving your orgasmic stimuli
singing like a choir
forever representing as
Your Man For Hire
Your Love Is True
And this was suppose to be
the time I ran to the end of
the world for you
like the first thought that crossed
my mind when I met you
Woman you deserve the sun
and the moon, the fun, and the room
to let your hair down
relaxing until you can feel
the movements of souls
beneath the ground
let me work hard to provide
you with the comfort
you need, I desire to take on
the responsibility in keeping
that lovely smile upon your face
So let me prolong my conversations
with the Gods allowing them to cherish
each moment your name escapes my mouth
they know I love the everything the you
Pacing myself with time
I'm given just for you
therefore riddle me this
who is tall, dark and handsome
loving you with a smile wide enough
for the world to see similar to a
clear sky that's blue?
A question for your love and
your love to answer because I know
Your Love Is True
the time I ran to the end of
the world for you
like the first thought that crossed
my mind when I met you
Woman you deserve the sun
and the moon, the fun, and the room
to let your hair down
relaxing until you can feel
the movements of souls
beneath the ground
let me work hard to provide
you with the comfort
you need, I desire to take on
the responsibility in keeping
that lovely smile upon your face
So let me prolong my conversations
with the Gods allowing them to cherish
each moment your name escapes my mouth
they know I love the everything the you
Pacing myself with time
I'm given just for you
therefore riddle me this
who is tall, dark and handsome
loving you with a smile wide enough
for the world to see similar to a
clear sky that's blue?
A question for your love and
your love to answer because I know
Your Love Is True
Your Future (w)
All this time I wonder about us
when are we going to discuss
topics pertaining to our lives
individually categorized.
I live to share breath,
I live to survive death,
Why do you live?
I would like to know if there is a place
inside of your heart for me to grow
You see...we can talk about life
or we can talk about our lives
honestly and truthfully
I'm stuck in between thoughts
of keeping you as my woman
or making you my wife
there is only one thing,
How do you feel about me
staying as your man or
one day becoming your husband
You see.....
I don't think that it is never too early
let alone too late depending
on the way you demonstrate
your feelings your thoughts and
Your Future
when are we going to discuss
topics pertaining to our lives
individually categorized.
I live to share breath,
I live to survive death,
Why do you live?
I would like to know if there is a place
inside of your heart for me to grow
You see...we can talk about life
or we can talk about our lives
honestly and truthfully
I'm stuck in between thoughts
of keeping you as my woman
or making you my wife
there is only one thing,
How do you feel about me
staying as your man or
one day becoming your husband
You see.....
I don't think that it is never too early
let alone too late depending
on the way you demonstrate
your feelings your thoughts and
Your Future
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