I brought into the idea
Just to find myself visibly unclear
Regarding these women
Who I tend to share
Thought after thought so sincere
Sometimes unprepared, no rehearsal here
My life universally geared
To express that's why everyone listens
To judge or stare, intrigued or Amazed
at the way my words care
Before my voice clears the air
Because sometimes yeah
I'm saying it without fear
I am aggressively misunderstood
without the tears, and why cry if
I'm not next to your heart so dear
Bringing me back full circle
of thinking after
Buying into the Idea
A man is He that understands his mistakes, and admits to a change needed in his life, resulting in everlasting acceptance. - AHKMEL PHAROD. This Blog will serve as an Emotional Journal, it will capture my life as an entity articulately, artistically, soulfully, rhythmically and last but not least Poetically. I welcome you to relate, relax and receive me as open as you possibly can.
The Rebirth of Fashion
When fashion takes a break it sits down and takes a picture.
Friday, October 22, 2004
Wednesday, August 25, 2004
Without Believing
Home at last right where I belong
So strong
No worries nothing but sweet music
Lovely songs
My source my strength endless
All day and all night long
While I’m in Brooklyn
I can’t go wrong
My walk my talk to the streets is the bond
That keeps the connected protected
You don’t feel me
If you don’t understand
And it’s not your fault
It’s just that you are not from
Where I am from
Rather dealing with the Man from NY
But not from Brooklyn
Two different places
And we all don’t know each other
Or about each other
So stop asking
Because if one had you
Where that one is now not with you
Bet your negative bank account
He will not talk to anyone else about you
Probably met you in the club
While you where out not in touch
With God’s mission
Please listen
What I speak of is just the reason
I will never stop breathing
When it comes to a woman
Defending and pretending
Constantly needing
Without Believing
So strong
No worries nothing but sweet music
Lovely songs
My source my strength endless
All day and all night long
While I’m in Brooklyn
I can’t go wrong
My walk my talk to the streets is the bond
That keeps the connected protected
You don’t feel me
If you don’t understand
And it’s not your fault
It’s just that you are not from
Where I am from
Rather dealing with the Man from NY
But not from Brooklyn
Two different places
And we all don’t know each other
Or about each other
So stop asking
Because if one had you
Where that one is now not with you
Bet your negative bank account
He will not talk to anyone else about you
Probably met you in the club
While you where out not in touch
With God’s mission
Please listen
What I speak of is just the reason
I will never stop breathing
When it comes to a woman
Defending and pretending
Constantly needing
Without Believing
Tuesday, July 20, 2004
To Really Like You
Still moving accuracy spiteful
Handful of blood and sweat
less the tears yours
now mine rightful
No discussion over and over insightful
You figure it out
I'm tired of explaining myself
To more than quite a few people
Who I've frozen with my heart
Cold like an ice cube
Crushed lyrically
and I didn't have to fight you
To love myself more
Before I was able
To Really Like You
Handful of blood and sweat
less the tears yours
now mine rightful
No discussion over and over insightful
You figure it out
I'm tired of explaining myself
To more than quite a few people
Who I've frozen with my heart
Cold like an ice cube
Crushed lyrically
and I didn't have to fight you
To love myself more
Before I was able
To Really Like You
Saturday, July 17, 2004
As a Habit
The mindset in motion
Within my pictures
Not arrogant at all
I just know that I have
What it takes to make
Someone hard of hearing
Into a good listener
Sociable and sensible
As an outspoken self starter
And an independent finisher
Still life impressionist
Using the hemisphere as my canvas
Unlike Leonardo da Vinci
I project romance
With mechanics understanding
The dimensional graphics
Containing right angles
between two points of a tangent
I envision 45 degrees
beginning at a zero value
of an x,y, axis
Words sometimes escape
the lexicological patterns
Maintaining focus to righteously
levitate w/no magic
Due to the fact
within the fractions of writing poetry
As a Habit
Within my pictures
Not arrogant at all
I just know that I have
What it takes to make
Someone hard of hearing
Into a good listener
Sociable and sensible
As an outspoken self starter
And an independent finisher
Still life impressionist
Using the hemisphere as my canvas
Unlike Leonardo da Vinci
I project romance
With mechanics understanding
The dimensional graphics
Containing right angles
between two points of a tangent
I envision 45 degrees
beginning at a zero value
of an x,y, axis
Words sometimes escape
the lexicological patterns
Maintaining focus to righteously
levitate w/no magic
Due to the fact
within the fractions of writing poetry
As a Habit
Differences of Opinions
I see once again
I must use my gift
To avenge my spirit
So suddenly sad it is
That woman don’t get it
God must have forgotten about
Instilling patience over the materialistic
So many hearts shown to me forfeited
And still I’m finding my temporarily lied to
Right in front of my face the wicked
which God allows me to see it
spiritually guided to understand
how the lost stay lost
due to being inexperienced
my 1000 words the lords deliverance
first chapter genesis
we are not different
we just have
Differences of Opinions
I must use my gift
To avenge my spirit
So suddenly sad it is
That woman don’t get it
God must have forgotten about
Instilling patience over the materialistic
So many hearts shown to me forfeited
And still I’m finding my temporarily lied to
Right in front of my face the wicked
which God allows me to see it
spiritually guided to understand
how the lost stay lost
due to being inexperienced
my 1000 words the lords deliverance
first chapter genesis
we are not different
we just have
Differences of Opinions
Wednesday, July 14, 2004
Quite Alright
The water for the new seed
the flower to be as in my wife
my partner my life
Let's embed our righteousness
within the world and start off
on the foot - right
I want to keep you
where you are
close never too far
because for you I'll fight
the same way you fought
the telephone operator
the night you couldn't
get in touch with your light as I
that knew he would
later have to provide
for you which is
Quite Alright
the flower to be as in my wife
my partner my life
Let's embed our righteousness
within the world and start off
on the foot - right
I want to keep you
where you are
close never too far
because for you I'll fight
the same way you fought
the telephone operator
the night you couldn't
get in touch with your light as I
that knew he would
later have to provide
for you which is
Quite Alright
Tuesday, July 13, 2004
More Than Love
When you saw me
for the first time
You kept quiet
just to feel safe,
and I can understand that
as I didn't speak about much
only because I
feared the touch
of every word
hitting you with
More Than Love
for the first time
You kept quiet
just to feel safe,
and I can understand that
as I didn't speak about much
only because I
feared the touch
of every word
hitting you with
More Than Love
Standing There
I was the only one left
Standing still standing there,
I was the last pure soul
To show a smile
While standing there unaware
that I was to continue
standing still standing there,
I even attempted to move
so I could share
how I was feeling about
standing still
Standing There
Standing still standing there,
I was the last pure soul
To show a smile
While standing there unaware
that I was to continue
standing still standing there,
I even attempted to move
so I could share
how I was feeling about
standing still
Standing There
Saturday, July 03, 2004
I Don’t Own
Wounds deep no roots
No freedom no truth
Residing fallacy falsehood no truth
Mind treated like a booth no phone
An orange picked no juice again alone
With home I'm still winning to lose
My consciousness visibly still roams
Beyond my zone my flight wingless
twilight inner-space cloned
Afro-American genetically stolen
Follicles poisoned and tampered with
Too thick to comb
Confused and misinterpreted
The same close minds of those
I Don't Own
No freedom no truth
Residing fallacy falsehood no truth
Mind treated like a booth no phone
An orange picked no juice again alone
With home I'm still winning to lose
My consciousness visibly still roams
Beyond my zone my flight wingless
twilight inner-space cloned
Afro-American genetically stolen
Follicles poisoned and tampered with
Too thick to comb
Confused and misinterpreted
The same close minds of those
I Don't Own
Approachable
The last tear to fall
Caught by the unconditional
Not letting me burn
Making the switch
Emotionally transitional
Involved now with new purpose
An energy felt from the west side
Of her heart emotional
As she listens providing me
With the motivational
Relaxing within the devotional
State of being sociable
Lovingly quotable
As my memories of her
Are now every second
Approachable 07/03/04
Caught by the unconditional
Not letting me burn
Making the switch
Emotionally transitional
Involved now with new purpose
An energy felt from the west side
Of her heart emotional
As she listens providing me
With the motivational
Relaxing within the devotional
State of being sociable
Lovingly quotable
As my memories of her
Are now every second
Approachable 07/03/04
Saturday, June 26, 2004
Physical and Sexual
Everything from the glow you show
to the way I stroll,
After one kiss from your lips
I'm mesmerized by your hips
and the way they flow,
You have me feeling
like summer to snow,
Warm with lust my feelings
I'm more than anxious to show,
So let's make it possible
as we are sensually flexible,
Experiencing intimacy
beyond being just
Physical and Sexual
to the way I stroll,
After one kiss from your lips
I'm mesmerized by your hips
and the way they flow,
You have me feeling
like summer to snow,
Warm with lust my feelings
I'm more than anxious to show,
So let's make it possible
as we are sensually flexible,
Experiencing intimacy
beyond being just
Physical and Sexual
Thursday, June 24, 2004
God Still Cares
Angry beyond loves repair
While using every noun and verb
Patiently I sat there
Quietly venting
premeditating the reaction
Of another's fear
before my nostrils flared
and my dilated pupils stared
heavily to resist unprepared
Because my feelings are sincere
convinced to repent my sins
because I know
God Still Cares
While using every noun and verb
Patiently I sat there
Quietly venting
premeditating the reaction
Of another's fear
before my nostrils flared
and my dilated pupils stared
heavily to resist unprepared
Because my feelings are sincere
convinced to repent my sins
because I know
God Still Cares
Tuesday, June 15, 2004
Where Would I Be
I remember who you are do you remember me?
I once worshiped your smile with my eyes,
do you remember me, I spent countless days thinking
if I would ever see you again,
determined is that Mexican Indian
that wants to keep you warm over and over again,
your sculpture I traced with my eyes
I can never forget, just only the way
your email address looks on the internet,
you told me, I didn't write it down,
because I didn't have anything to write with,
I just stood in front of you
and recorded the sensual movements of your soft lips.
And found myself paralyzed by your sweetness,
and you see what happens,
I am respectfully approaching your world
with only one aim and that is to please,
because if you were not here than
Where Would I Be
I once worshiped your smile with my eyes,
do you remember me, I spent countless days thinking
if I would ever see you again,
determined is that Mexican Indian
that wants to keep you warm over and over again,
your sculpture I traced with my eyes
I can never forget, just only the way
your email address looks on the internet,
you told me, I didn't write it down,
because I didn't have anything to write with,
I just stood in front of you
and recorded the sensual movements of your soft lips.
And found myself paralyzed by your sweetness,
and you see what happens,
I am respectfully approaching your world
with only one aim and that is to please,
because if you were not here than
Where Would I Be
Wednesday, May 12, 2004
The Love of Me
Hours – I’ve Talked
Suicide – the mental
Devotion – the weakness
Faith – the struggle
Love – the hustle
Pain – I’ve hurt too
Escape – the virtue
Truth – the curfew
Minutes – the climax
Trust – the discovery
Forgiveness –
The Love of Me - 05/12/04
Suicide – the mental
Devotion – the weakness
Faith – the struggle
Love – the hustle
Pain – I’ve hurt too
Escape – the virtue
Truth – the curfew
Minutes – the climax
Trust – the discovery
Forgiveness –
The Love of Me - 05/12/04
Endearing
After you hung up
I cried
Lonely the compassion
Replied
Comforting I as a man
Alone, I've tried
Still I fail
As I now continue
To ask why
I need you here
In my life
Sharing caring staring
Cheering, celebrating, hearing
Up close and personal our smiles
Endearing
I cried
Lonely the compassion
Replied
Comforting I as a man
Alone, I've tried
Still I fail
As I now continue
To ask why
I need you here
In my life
Sharing caring staring
Cheering, celebrating, hearing
Up close and personal our smiles
Endearing
Tuesday, May 11, 2004
Run to Me
Soft ways I study just to bring
To your attention
My love my worth my honesty
The vows of a sincere man
Shared with you while I'm with you
As you become more fond of me
The sun begins to form a bond with me
Which will shine through
Allowing you to forever
Remain calm with me
Expressing my all for the third time
To you because you belong with me
As you are a bright star
In my sky I will always want to see
Similar to the way you use to
Run to Me
To your attention
My love my worth my honesty
The vows of a sincere man
Shared with you while I'm with you
As you become more fond of me
The sun begins to form a bond with me
Which will shine through
Allowing you to forever
Remain calm with me
Expressing my all for the third time
To you because you belong with me
As you are a bright star
In my sky I will always want to see
Similar to the way you use to
Run to Me
Tuesday, May 04, 2004
My Me
On my mark
Getting set going on with my bad self
Moving to rhythm
Cuz it's more than good for my health
Lyrically powerful like Donald Trump
Without the wealth keeping it stealth
No need for help
Can you dig it or dig that
With more than a utility belt
Or play with 1 card out of 52
That you've been dealt
Sticking my chest out
Chin held at 90 degrees
Doing the do
Getting it done confidently
No worries no fear
is the way it has to be
so follow me until your legs
detach from your knees
and your feelings disappear
from your sleeves
allowing you to then see
my truth my love
My Me
Getting set going on with my bad self
Moving to rhythm
Cuz it's more than good for my health
Lyrically powerful like Donald Trump
Without the wealth keeping it stealth
No need for help
Can you dig it or dig that
With more than a utility belt
Or play with 1 card out of 52
That you've been dealt
Sticking my chest out
Chin held at 90 degrees
Doing the do
Getting it done confidently
No worries no fear
is the way it has to be
so follow me until your legs
detach from your knees
and your feelings disappear
from your sleeves
allowing you to then see
my truth my love
My Me
What I've Earned
Tombstone carved
Reading Arabic on purpose
Evil seen read heard then
Discovered by the righteous
Played the side of the fence picketed
I'm talented multi-gifted
Which makes me different
Do you get it
Spelling it out providing
Where and when the needed assistance
Firm how I learned
Once burned I guess it was my turn
Understanding my left before
My right became aggressively concerned
Mindful and formed to maintain
What I've Earned
Reading Arabic on purpose
Evil seen read heard then
Discovered by the righteous
Played the side of the fence picketed
I'm talented multi-gifted
Which makes me different
Do you get it
Spelling it out providing
Where and when the needed assistance
Firm how I learned
Once burned I guess it was my turn
Understanding my left before
My right became aggressively concerned
Mindful and formed to maintain
What I've Earned
Monday, April 26, 2004
Nasty and Simple
10 on my left plus 10 on my right makes 20
Within one month this is not funny
How promiscuously I spend money
that's not mine, I'm no dummy
I shake, rattle then role
these women like Cleopatra
to King Tut's mummy
sit on more than a pedestal
without the honey, gritty and grimy
though I won't steal your I'd
You shouldn't run from me
because I won't chase you
10 seconds flat I just replaced you
with someone new
by the smile thought you knew
Idiot, I extinct you
without trying to rethink you
now find yourself before
my PHAROD sinks you
because you are very
Nasty and Simple
Within one month this is not funny
How promiscuously I spend money
that's not mine, I'm no dummy
I shake, rattle then role
these women like Cleopatra
to King Tut's mummy
sit on more than a pedestal
without the honey, gritty and grimy
though I won't steal your I'd
You shouldn't run from me
because I won't chase you
10 seconds flat I just replaced you
with someone new
by the smile thought you knew
Idiot, I extinct you
without trying to rethink you
now find yourself before
my PHAROD sinks you
because you are very
Nasty and Simple
I Will

Just because I missed my train
Doesn't mean missing my bus I will
which will take me to my automobile
gas gage stands still
as my engine starts up at will
my key my operation my skill
you see how I travel is how I will
from birth to this earth
mechanic to machine
not in my dreams
to have a sports car or Deville
I keeps it 150,000 miles for real
the knowledge learned
is now wisdom revealed
promising my inner self
to continue battling up hill
leaving the negative stuck with
the negative grill
no smile no happiness no will
to walk my walk
or even understand how I feel
when my soul touches the ground
my path continue to pave
I Will
Friday, April 16, 2004
Without the Cherry - 4/16/04
Sky falling in front of me
hands too numb to protect
My human from the impact
of rain, sleet, snow and hail
eyes crossed due to the brail
I'm not able to read atmospherically
ears infected you aren't hearing me,
Maybe just the drip drop
or the tic tock
My sorrows my day after tomorrow
un-preparing me amnesia
umbrella opener the life at 29
is now scaring me inside - tearing me
one second at a time
triple double daring me
Without the Cherry
hands too numb to protect
My human from the impact
of rain, sleet, snow and hail
eyes crossed due to the brail
I'm not able to read atmospherically
ears infected you aren't hearing me,
Maybe just the drip drop
or the tic tock
My sorrows my day after tomorrow
un-preparing me amnesia
umbrella opener the life at 29
is now scaring me inside - tearing me
one second at a time
triple double daring me
Without the Cherry
Forever Wanting You
Submitting my all
My first name my birth name
Right from the start
Trust that you
will have my heart
Loving the way
I discovered you
so wonderful my feelings
Ready to smother you
as my smile covers you
Surrendering my spirit
Becoming you
I can not see myself
not loving you
while my destiny is
existing next to me
Forever Wanting You
My first name my birth name
Right from the start
Trust that you
will have my heart
Loving the way
I discovered you
so wonderful my feelings
Ready to smother you
as my smile covers you
Surrendering my spirit
Becoming you
I can not see myself
not loving you
while my destiny is
existing next to me
Forever Wanting You
Stimulated
Tempted to ask
Intimidated to look
so I share with my fantasies
here's one
My mind, my hands, my mouth, your panties,
Breathing, teasing, confidence believing
4play over achieving,
Climax
30 intervals you're reaching
Sweat leaking, I'm catching I'm drinking
and this is just one fantasy
that ran through my mind
after you glanced at me
no longer intimidated
as I verbally initiated
My attraction
simultaneously becoming
Stimulated
Intimidated to look
so I share with my fantasies
here's one
My mind, my hands, my mouth, your panties,
Breathing, teasing, confidence believing
4play over achieving,
Climax
30 intervals you're reaching
Sweat leaking, I'm catching I'm drinking
and this is just one fantasy
that ran through my mind
after you glanced at me
no longer intimidated
as I verbally initiated
My attraction
simultaneously becoming
Stimulated
Tuesday, April 06, 2004
As My Words Blush
I hope I'm doing this right
you know the way
I'm expressing myself
sharing with you about
how I feel
My crush
I'm patient enough
not to rush
secretly awaiting
your touch
into your eyes
directing love
can you or do you feel
what I feel
As My Words Blush
you know the way
I'm expressing myself
sharing with you about
how I feel
My crush
I'm patient enough
not to rush
secretly awaiting
your touch
into your eyes
directing love
can you or do you feel
what I feel
As My Words Blush
As My Alibi
She had her chance
even after she broke
My heart
Playing with my feelings "A Simple Smile"
So many take for granted,
Smiles that are carefree;
To laugh one time and show my teeth,
Would mean the world to me.
She awoke my mind
to continue to be kind
Flattery I knew wouldn't
get me anywhere so I
Rearranged my sweet talk
and started to lie
using a smiley symbol
As My Alibi
even after she broke
My heart
Playing with my feelings "A Simple Smile"
So many take for granted,
Smiles that are carefree;
To laugh one time and show my teeth,
Would mean the world to me.
She awoke my mind
to continue to be kind
Flattery I knew wouldn't
get me anywhere so I
Rearranged my sweet talk
and started to lie
using a smiley symbol
As My Alibi
Tuesday, January 13, 2004
False Notions - 1/13/04
You see I sat in that seat that
your last man sat in
many expectations many speculations
my mind, my body, conditional captivation
where all is lost now because you couldn't
accept me as a new sensation
surprisingly as I slept on the break of dawn
waking up now slowly understanding
my rights before I attempted to do wrong
closing the blinds both hands
pulling and removing the wool
from over my eyes
tragic story after tragic story
I will write until I fall into
a position that is civil as no woman no cry
heart too wounded to be broken
just to address poetically spoken
the agendas,
negative intentions and
False Notions
your last man sat in
many expectations many speculations
my mind, my body, conditional captivation
where all is lost now because you couldn't
accept me as a new sensation
surprisingly as I slept on the break of dawn
waking up now slowly understanding
my rights before I attempted to do wrong
closing the blinds both hands
pulling and removing the wool
from over my eyes
tragic story after tragic story
I will write until I fall into
a position that is civil as no woman no cry
heart too wounded to be broken
just to address poetically spoken
the agendas,
negative intentions and
False Notions
Wednesday, January 07, 2004
My Writing Tablet Perspires
You see the molecular structure
Behooves my ability to stand still
before my thoughts rupture
The 31 lines on a letter size
piece of paper I under/ stand
the focus of the righteous
and the principle of the misguided
Trail set without footsteps to fall off
as the kindred spirit within exercises
the mere thought of
versatility - tranquility
Allowing me to show my ability
to the universal pressures of
the earth atmospherically
without the desires of my retire
I will exist until I write and
My Writing Tablet Perspires
Behooves my ability to stand still
before my thoughts rupture
The 31 lines on a letter size
piece of paper I under/ stand
the focus of the righteous
and the principle of the misguided
Trail set without footsteps to fall off
as the kindred spirit within exercises
the mere thought of
versatility - tranquility
Allowing me to show my ability
to the universal pressures of
the earth atmospherically
without the desires of my retire
I will exist until I write and
My Writing Tablet Perspires
Monday, December 29, 2003
Because of You
You are now the image of a new day
A beauty with the royal glow
of a princess
My eyes you hold captive
And my heart defenseless
Can I be your friend and you mind
Until we are breathless
You see before there was you
I worked hard to stay focused
On my morality and respect
That I will one day shower
a lovely lady as in yourself with
Happy now more than ever each day,
knowing that I get to gaze
my eyes upon you face,
Love is in love with my taste
Because of you
Love is in love with my state
Because of you
Where love has found a new place
in my heart
Because of You
A beauty with the royal glow
of a princess
My eyes you hold captive
And my heart defenseless
Can I be your friend and you mind
Until we are breathless
You see before there was you
I worked hard to stay focused
On my morality and respect
That I will one day shower
a lovely lady as in yourself with
Happy now more than ever each day,
knowing that I get to gaze
my eyes upon you face,
Love is in love with my taste
Because of you
Love is in love with my state
Because of you
Where love has found a new place
in my heart
Because of You
Friday, December 26, 2003
Me Making You Mine
Then if you came my pardon would
Allow you and your worth
To me pass one more time
As the glass would clearly
Have me stuck on an hour
With no time to run out
Still I'll pray so we can exhaust
all of the fun out
My thanks to you
for allowing my devotion
to rise upon skies
tears from my eyes
Unlimited
Wishing for the first time
to catch a star,
so I can wish upon it hoping
While living to love you resulting in
Me Making You Mine
Allow you and your worth
To me pass one more time
As the glass would clearly
Have me stuck on an hour
With no time to run out
Still I'll pray so we can exhaust
all of the fun out
My thanks to you
for allowing my devotion
to rise upon skies
tears from my eyes
Unlimited
Wishing for the first time
to catch a star,
so I can wish upon it hoping
While living to love you resulting in
Me Making You Mine
Saturday, December 13, 2003
An Eternal Flame
Sometimes I cry a bit
when I think of you
as much as I try a bit
to not forget about you
No longer......
meaning I would rather spend
the rest of my life
forgetting about who
never was meant for me
in the beginning
However, it took her to show me
my true form of not being afraid
of a new beginning
as you were, yes you,
so receptive so digestive
so relaxed and I must say
so openly expressive
and that's the type of person I require
to everyday hold the mental match
to light my intellectual fire...............
We are two in the same
patient with the game
and because of that
we will forever burn
in each others heart like
An Eternal Flame
when I think of you
as much as I try a bit
to not forget about you
No longer......
meaning I would rather spend
the rest of my life
forgetting about who
never was meant for me
in the beginning
However, it took her to show me
my true form of not being afraid
of a new beginning
as you were, yes you,
so receptive so digestive
so relaxed and I must say
so openly expressive
and that's the type of person I require
to everyday hold the mental match
to light my intellectual fire...............
We are two in the same
patient with the game
and because of that
we will forever burn
in each others heart like
An Eternal Flame
Thursday, October 02, 2003
Integrity Defined
And just when I thought it was safe
to play outside with Johnny
the rain
it seems will continue to fall and claw
at what makes me me,
instead
I lose sight over another's envy
and I was just politicking the 4th degree
then it became more
for the other to yearn for
I can see the convo
taking place in my dreams
that I won't stand for.
Anybody you want
then anybody will want you
don't front chilling on your time
because you a dime
like diamonds
being a woman's best friend not mine,
plus I don't resemble a dollar sign
and I would think in 2003
a little focus would be on
Integrity Defined
to play outside with Johnny
the rain
it seems will continue to fall and claw
at what makes me me,
instead
I lose sight over another's envy
and I was just politicking the 4th degree
then it became more
for the other to yearn for
I can see the convo
taking place in my dreams
that I won't stand for.
Anybody you want
then anybody will want you
don't front chilling on your time
because you a dime
like diamonds
being a woman's best friend not mine,
plus I don't resemble a dollar sign
and I would think in 2003
a little focus would be on
Integrity Defined
Wednesday, July 23, 2003
Shared With Confidence
Something from something
leads to more days ahead
where I get to continue showing YOU
just how much I am interested,
while focused on becoming situated
in the mind, body and spirit
each day for more than a minute
my vision my passion my heart
I express so you can hear it
and not fear it so move out the negative
because my lyrics are endless compliments
stored so heavenly protected,
carefully administered and
Shared With Confidence
leads to more days ahead
where I get to continue showing YOU
just how much I am interested,
while focused on becoming situated
in the mind, body and spirit
each day for more than a minute
my vision my passion my heart
I express so you can hear it
and not fear it so move out the negative
because my lyrics are endless compliments
stored so heavenly protected,
carefully administered and
Shared With Confidence
Monday, June 30, 2003
I've Fallen
Falling
I'm Falling and Falling
You don't understand
I'm steadily falling
On my knees now crawling
From my mouth words
are stalling yet I'm still able
To in your mind create
An image similar to a drawing
Poetically I keep Myself from yawning
Because loving you is the opposite of boring
My everything, you make me sing
With everything comfortably above
The stars I'm soaring
with an infinite smile similar to the same
I receive from you in the morning
that keeps me stable with my love for you
Because it is for you
I've Fallen
I'm Falling and Falling
You don't understand
I'm steadily falling
On my knees now crawling
From my mouth words
are stalling yet I'm still able
To in your mind create
An image similar to a drawing
Poetically I keep Myself from yawning
Because loving you is the opposite of boring
My everything, you make me sing
With everything comfortably above
The stars I'm soaring
with an infinite smile similar to the same
I receive from you in the morning
that keeps me stable with my love for you
Because it is for you
I've Fallen
Monday, March 04, 2002
What You Wanted
And just when I thought the lights
had gone out blinding became of your shine
as my hands began shielding the peripheral
leaving me asking the question,
was it a mistake of mine
to think before reacting?
Woman you kept me laughing
serious I was taking you
though patience with you
at the same time I was practicing
maintaining before resorting to verbal action
negative thoughts I fought and battled them
before letting you get underneath my skin
to break my heart just because your heart
had been broken
woman what have you been smoking?
All I needed to know was
if your love was pure for sure
and if you were providing me
with you love evermore
you recognized my plight
as it was for you I wanted to stand tall
you knew this so why did you
find me all of a sudden to good to be true
when it was only you
I was revealing my feeling to
as you disregarded them
discounting your own,
as the only person
you didn't care about was you,
which was sad at times making
me greater than mad
resulting in me drinking away the pain
and confusion inside me I had
later leaving me with flashbacks of my dad
while you expressed to me
all of what you've been through
keeping your guard up
not even allowing your love
if there was love for me to surface
conditionally over analyzing
each and everything I strived
to do for you
like in a relationship
with you only because it was
What You Wanted
had gone out blinding became of your shine
as my hands began shielding the peripheral
leaving me asking the question,
was it a mistake of mine
to think before reacting?
Woman you kept me laughing
serious I was taking you
though patience with you
at the same time I was practicing
maintaining before resorting to verbal action
negative thoughts I fought and battled them
before letting you get underneath my skin
to break my heart just because your heart
had been broken
woman what have you been smoking?
All I needed to know was
if your love was pure for sure
and if you were providing me
with you love evermore
you recognized my plight
as it was for you I wanted to stand tall
you knew this so why did you
find me all of a sudden to good to be true
when it was only you
I was revealing my feeling to
as you disregarded them
discounting your own,
as the only person
you didn't care about was you,
which was sad at times making
me greater than mad
resulting in me drinking away the pain
and confusion inside me I had
later leaving me with flashbacks of my dad
while you expressed to me
all of what you've been through
keeping your guard up
not even allowing your love
if there was love for me to surface
conditionally over analyzing
each and everything I strived
to do for you
like in a relationship
with you only because it was
What You Wanted
The Way You Think
Thoughts of approaching you with answers
keeping your mind comfortable
with believing in the importance
of our way we relate
manifesting the ways
in which we demonstrate
listening with a smile instead of a frown
as the sounds of us talking
makes up a human symphony
a love community of verbal
stimulation sustaining continuity
your intellect massaging my intellect
easing the intensity to respond
allowing my thoughts of tomorrow
to be more than patient,
uncritical as you are radiant
the only word to describe you
at this time as my eyes
still have yet to witness
the way and number of times
you blink hoping to
understand your actions by
The Way You Think
keeping your mind comfortable
with believing in the importance
of our way we relate
manifesting the ways
in which we demonstrate
listening with a smile instead of a frown
as the sounds of us talking
makes up a human symphony
a love community of verbal
stimulation sustaining continuity
your intellect massaging my intellect
easing the intensity to respond
allowing my thoughts of tomorrow
to be more than patient,
uncritical as you are radiant
the only word to describe you
at this time as my eyes
still have yet to witness
the way and number of times
you blink hoping to
understand your actions by
The Way You Think
Tuesday, January 22, 2002
Independent Relations
Through time we look
at our faults as our mistakes
living to learn
what we sometimes misplace
in our hearts as love,
when love is what
we should look for from above
and trust that no one judge
for He shall commend
every push and shove
through the crowds
to be heard out loud
that you love yourself
which makes you proud
to live and proud to give
therefore before you act
to not complicate the things
that are tolerant lets be strong, bold
and confident with each obstacle
we overcome while succeeding
as well as prospering within
Independent Relations
at our faults as our mistakes
living to learn
what we sometimes misplace
in our hearts as love,
when love is what
we should look for from above
and trust that no one judge
for He shall commend
every push and shove
through the crowds
to be heard out loud
that you love yourself
which makes you proud
to live and proud to give
therefore before you act
to not complicate the things
that are tolerant lets be strong, bold
and confident with each obstacle
we overcome while succeeding
as well as prospering within
Independent Relations
To You
I'm the kid from the sidewalk
watching closely,
looking for my opportunity
to make and entrance
to make an impression
relying on the reflection
of the sun to project
an image of My Future
You
My energy source,
the state of my mind
I use as the force
to divide and conquer the lost
all I ever wanted to accomplish
from the beginning was your appetite
for listening,
I - equals the letter
following my reasons
for breathing
looking to confuse
the over educated just to allow
my mental to become inflated,
10 years later the same
10 months later I remain
within the next
10 days free from pain and shame,
I need a break to see
who in my life is true before
I express any more of myself
To You
watching closely,
looking for my opportunity
to make and entrance
to make an impression
relying on the reflection
of the sun to project
an image of My Future
You
My energy source,
the state of my mind
I use as the force
to divide and conquer the lost
all I ever wanted to accomplish
from the beginning was your appetite
for listening,
I - equals the letter
following my reasons
for breathing
looking to confuse
the over educated just to allow
my mental to become inflated,
10 years later the same
10 months later I remain
within the next
10 days free from pain and shame,
I need a break to see
who in my life is true before
I express any more of myself
To You
Wednesday, November 21, 2001
Within the Middle
The reason I keep striving
knowing that now
you think of me unconditionally
Fastens my love
to my life real tight
just for one more chance
to wish you a good morning
after a tender good night
I would like to hold you
I mean I would love
for you to hold me
so I can cry in your arms,
where I can release my pain
that hasn't yet washed away
with yesterday's rain
Carrie, believe that
my feelings are sincere
and bottled just for our kids
to share and experience one day
whether it's stormy out or sunny
I want to show you again
my first smile my first fear
of not keeping you near,
I struggle now a little
because I don't get to secure
that beautiful place
in your chest that lies
Within the Middle
knowing that now
you think of me unconditionally
Fastens my love
to my life real tight
just for one more chance
to wish you a good morning
after a tender good night
I would like to hold you
I mean I would love
for you to hold me
so I can cry in your arms,
where I can release my pain
that hasn't yet washed away
with yesterday's rain
Carrie, believe that
my feelings are sincere
and bottled just for our kids
to share and experience one day
whether it's stormy out or sunny
I want to show you again
my first smile my first fear
of not keeping you near,
I struggle now a little
because I don't get to secure
that beautiful place
in your chest that lies
Within the Middle
Monday, March 12, 2001
I Want to be Addicted....
I just can't believe my eyes
sometimes when it comes to you
as a scale of one to a hundred
will never amount to you
the way you are so beautiful
I'm missing you once again,
as you may have thought
my feelings where just for pretend,
I have grown strong with you
as I now long for you
to touch and caress my heart
like the'
wait......this just in
I've been wanting to share this with you
from the very start........so here I go.
I sit here and think about
swimming inside of you,
I think of how I can just quietly enter you,
my penis does breathe for you,
as my mouth is watering to taste you
over and over again,
I'm so nasty......
I want you to pour your life
inside of my mouth,,,,
I want to look like those idiots
in those got milk ads,,,
got cum or shall I say gism,
I would like to freeze
or better yet consider saving it,
because what will happen
when you are not around,
I may be in need of it
and you no - no one can
do it better or like I can, cause
I Want to be Addicted....
sometimes when it comes to you
as a scale of one to a hundred
will never amount to you
the way you are so beautiful
I'm missing you once again,
as you may have thought
my feelings where just for pretend,
I have grown strong with you
as I now long for you
to touch and caress my heart
like the'
wait......this just in
I've been wanting to share this with you
from the very start........so here I go.
I sit here and think about
swimming inside of you,
I think of how I can just quietly enter you,
my penis does breathe for you,
as my mouth is watering to taste you
over and over again,
I'm so nasty......
I want you to pour your life
inside of my mouth,,,,
I want to look like those idiots
in those got milk ads,,,
got cum or shall I say gism,
I would like to freeze
or better yet consider saving it,
because what will happen
when you are not around,
I may be in need of it
and you no - no one can
do it better or like I can, cause
I Want to be Addicted....
To Permanently Keep Safe
I wake up to think about you,
when I will hear your voice,
when my eyes may touch your face
I walk straight, head 90 degrees
looking for that sight
that had once tranquilized me,
can we sit forever
and listen to one another
can we play hide and seek
like a sister & brother
or relax physically and emotionally
right next to each other?
I am destined to be that Man
for your tears to fall,
so tender as the touch
of an open heart to a cotton ball,
never to blink, is the approach I shall take
as pictures are to be developed
your smile is forever in my mind
To Permanently Keep Safe
when I will hear your voice,
when my eyes may touch your face
I walk straight, head 90 degrees
looking for that sight
that had once tranquilized me,
can we sit forever
and listen to one another
can we play hide and seek
like a sister & brother
or relax physically and emotionally
right next to each other?
I am destined to be that Man
for your tears to fall,
so tender as the touch
of an open heart to a cotton ball,
never to blink, is the approach I shall take
as pictures are to be developed
your smile is forever in my mind
To Permanently Keep Safe
Even the Best of Us
You are so dear
and special to me,
this is new to me,
I don't know how
you may take this,
I hope in a good way,
you are the first woman
I've cried for,
I cry for all of the reasons
I share my poetry with you,
I cry for the time we take
in expressing our feelings to each other,
I cry because you are
the first beautiful young lady
that shows an insurmountable interest
in me as a person,
I cry because I want you to last forever,
usually there is an agenda,
but with you it is different,
you are like a sensation
I never felt before.
Everything that I share with you is real,
and I apologize if I let the man
in me get out of hand,
but you have to realize that,
and you probably know this already,
you are very sexy,
and that kind of attraction,
can take it's toll on
Even the Best of Us
and special to me,
this is new to me,
I don't know how
you may take this,
I hope in a good way,
you are the first woman
I've cried for,
I cry for all of the reasons
I share my poetry with you,
I cry for the time we take
in expressing our feelings to each other,
I cry because you are
the first beautiful young lady
that shows an insurmountable interest
in me as a person,
I cry because I want you to last forever,
usually there is an agenda,
but with you it is different,
you are like a sensation
I never felt before.
Everything that I share with you is real,
and I apologize if I let the man
in me get out of hand,
but you have to realize that,
and you probably know this already,
you are very sexy,
and that kind of attraction,
can take it's toll on
Even the Best of Us
Friday, March 02, 2001
To Relax Our Shadows With
If I can count how many ways to please you
I would fall asleep dreaming about waking up
just to continue,
every word that is typed
hardly premeditated is there to release you
from any pain that another
other than myself might bring you,
call me at home when you are alone
call to say high,
if I'm that second source
you can always look on to rely,
I'm available to you
even when I don't try.
So ask yourself, or just forever wonder why,
why can't we hold one another,
be close (for real) with one another,
lay on rose petals and make
passionate silk sheet love to one another,
who is there to judge us and how we feel
who is there to tell us how we are suppose to feel
I want to taste your flesh
like rain to mesh,
excuse me on that
just taking this time to use
my own personal fantasy visualizations to express
the way I hunger for more of your time,
more of your subliminal escapes to my shine
as the suns rays are ours
To Relax Our Shadows With
I would fall asleep dreaming about waking up
just to continue,
every word that is typed
hardly premeditated is there to release you
from any pain that another
other than myself might bring you,
call me at home when you are alone
call to say high,
if I'm that second source
you can always look on to rely,
I'm available to you
even when I don't try.
So ask yourself, or just forever wonder why,
why can't we hold one another,
be close (for real) with one another,
lay on rose petals and make
passionate silk sheet love to one another,
who is there to judge us and how we feel
who is there to tell us how we are suppose to feel
I want to taste your flesh
like rain to mesh,
excuse me on that
just taking this time to use
my own personal fantasy visualizations to express
the way I hunger for more of your time,
more of your subliminal escapes to my shine
as the suns rays are ours
To Relax Our Shadows With
Its Yours
I wondered what it would be
if I stood with you under a sky
full of light, full of gentle breezes,
I will hold you tight enough to my heart
I will hold you with attention from the start,
and then we smile, and listen
birds are chirping to our pulse
as we continue to wait for a sign,
a sign to start with the fantasy
of resting in one another souls,
I want you to have mine because
Its Yours
if I stood with you under a sky
full of light, full of gentle breezes,
I will hold you tight enough to my heart
I will hold you with attention from the start,
and then we smile, and listen
birds are chirping to our pulse
as we continue to wait for a sign,
a sign to start with the fantasy
of resting in one another souls,
I want you to have mine because
Its Yours
Longlast With Me
I want to think of you as mine
I want to last in your mind
I forever.
I want you to think about me
in your time of despair
Think about AHKMEL
Loving you unconditionally
Like a man is suppose to
Remember the introduction
Remember the respect
I showed you from the start
Have control of your passion
Your distractions
for all I will ever desire
from you is your heart
along with its undivided attention
For you I will cross my soul
and hope to stay alive
just for one more night
to express to you
what is on my mind
Woman I want to make you my song
The never ending soft melody
I hear when I awake
in the morning
The perfect chirp
giving my a reason to rise
fixing you breakfast
and a cup of tea or coffee
before you go to work
So craft with me
and laugh with me
so that you will
Longlast With Me
I want to last in your mind
I forever.
I want you to think about me
in your time of despair
Think about AHKMEL
Loving you unconditionally
Like a man is suppose to
Remember the introduction
Remember the respect
I showed you from the start
Have control of your passion
Your distractions
for all I will ever desire
from you is your heart
along with its undivided attention
For you I will cross my soul
and hope to stay alive
just for one more night
to express to you
what is on my mind
Woman I want to make you my song
The never ending soft melody
I hear when I awake
in the morning
The perfect chirp
giving my a reason to rise
fixing you breakfast
and a cup of tea or coffee
before you go to work
So craft with me
and laugh with me
so that you will
Longlast With Me
Poetic Communication
charles says:
Good morning
Shaanna says:
good morning
charles says:
how are you today
Shaanna says:
i'm fine, but my boss is kind of moody which is kind of affecting my mood, ya know?
charles says:
I will leave you in peace and hope to see you soon
Shaanna says:
who said i needed to be left in peace?
charles says:
lets do something right now
Shaanna says:
what do you want to do?
charles says:
let us lead each other with courageous smiles certifying our endless search for love and understanding.....now you add how and what you feel like continuing with a verse in an expressive poetic form
Shaanna says:
holding hands, walking together in a path leading to an eternity of happiness....
charles says:
I wish to be that forever in your life/ no worry needed ever as I grasp your life to protect and secure it with mine own...
Shaanna says:
all fears have been erased as the power of your being has cralwed into my heart and healed the wounds left by others
charles says:
remarkable is the staff that shines, the eyes that gleam/ let me hold the world in my arms for you/ we can take trips like this forever
charles says:
we can take trips like this forever
Shaanna says:
wanting for nothing, as my world is complete with your presence, seeing the world with eyes of love, soaking up what is your essence
charles says:
afraid nor, the spells of the original creator
Shaanna says:
he, who has placed you in my life, as my angel, my everlasting sunshine
charles says:
letting the warmth and breath of reassurance coat your soul/ flamboyantly I relate to the wonders of your mentality and its control/ my slavery exist for you
Good morning
Shaanna says:
good morning
charles says:
how are you today
Shaanna says:
i'm fine, but my boss is kind of moody which is kind of affecting my mood, ya know?
charles says:
I will leave you in peace and hope to see you soon
Shaanna says:
who said i needed to be left in peace?
charles says:
lets do something right now
Shaanna says:
what do you want to do?
charles says:
let us lead each other with courageous smiles certifying our endless search for love and understanding.....now you add how and what you feel like continuing with a verse in an expressive poetic form
Shaanna says:
holding hands, walking together in a path leading to an eternity of happiness....
charles says:
I wish to be that forever in your life/ no worry needed ever as I grasp your life to protect and secure it with mine own...
Shaanna says:
all fears have been erased as the power of your being has cralwed into my heart and healed the wounds left by others
charles says:
remarkable is the staff that shines, the eyes that gleam/ let me hold the world in my arms for you/ we can take trips like this forever
charles says:
we can take trips like this forever
Shaanna says:
wanting for nothing, as my world is complete with your presence, seeing the world with eyes of love, soaking up what is your essence
charles says:
afraid nor, the spells of the original creator
Shaanna says:
he, who has placed you in my life, as my angel, my everlasting sunshine
charles says:
letting the warmth and breath of reassurance coat your soul/ flamboyantly I relate to the wonders of your mentality and its control/ my slavery exist for you
Thursday, March 01, 2001
Everlasting Love
Eyes water,
look the umbrella
of a lash
catches the elegance of you
hidden compassion,
Broken scriptures
manifested verbally over
soft melodies of the ocean,
mermaids I see
dance for the sun and swim
for the chance
to capture the tears that I
have cried for you,
Lonely without your scent,
Alone again with just
the last memory of a
.....words can't describe
your radiance
leave from your shadow,
and stand beside me,
stand beside a creature of
Earth created for you
from birth, I know I've met
you for a reason
where because of the touch
of your hand
keeps me breathing
and needing,
hoping and praying
for that one moment
to provide you with
Everlasting Love
look the umbrella
of a lash
catches the elegance of you
hidden compassion,
Broken scriptures
manifested verbally over
soft melodies of the ocean,
mermaids I see
dance for the sun and swim
for the chance
to capture the tears that I
have cried for you,
Lonely without your scent,
Alone again with just
the last memory of a
.....words can't describe
your radiance
leave from your shadow,
and stand beside me,
stand beside a creature of
Earth created for you
from birth, I know I've met
you for a reason
where because of the touch
of your hand
keeps me breathing
and needing,
hoping and praying
for that one moment
to provide you with
Everlasting Love
Wednesday, February 28, 2001
Until I Met You
Last night,
I mean
The perfect everything
as you are apart of my
Eternal beliefs
Last night
You opened up you
to me
I am so in love with you
and I know that it
is only the beginning
as it is also
very spiritually meant to be
Let me put my ALL
into comforting you
then with your permission
I ask of you to welcome
My heart
as it may be a moment
that my voice
will become silent
because of how choked up
I get when you respond
with your heart
leaving me melting on
every word like ice cream
and I thought my life
couldn't get any better
Until I Met You
I mean
The perfect everything
as you are apart of my
Eternal beliefs
Last night
You opened up you
to me
I am so in love with you
and I know that it
is only the beginning
as it is also
very spiritually meant to be
Let me put my ALL
into comforting you
then with your permission
I ask of you to welcome
My heart
as it may be a moment
that my voice
will become silent
because of how choked up
I get when you respond
with your heart
leaving me melting on
every word like ice cream
and I thought my life
couldn't get any better
Until I Met You
Tuesday, February 27, 2001
I'm Still Coming
Even when there's space between
what we have
we both know about the truth
the freedom to once again love
over and over again
the magnetic pull on me you have
is just remarkable
I never knew a feeling
until it was you I came across
I came inside your world
your flesh, your hold, your everything
I`m impressed by the way
with me you became undressed
first your emotions
then your impeccable sexually
to the wonders of me you expressed
I will return, I will address
the furthermore importance
of my next trip
that will keep your mind spinning
and your heart gunning
just to let you know that
returning to see you
is not a problem because
I'm Still Coming
AHKMEL PHAROD 02/27/2001 5:15PM
what we have
we both know about the truth
the freedom to once again love
over and over again
the magnetic pull on me you have
is just remarkable
I never knew a feeling
until it was you I came across
I came inside your world
your flesh, your hold, your everything
I`m impressed by the way
with me you became undressed
first your emotions
then your impeccable sexually
to the wonders of me you expressed
I will return, I will address
the furthermore importance
of my next trip
that will keep your mind spinning
and your heart gunning
just to let you know that
returning to see you
is not a problem because
I'm Still Coming
AHKMEL PHAROD 02/27/2001 5:15PM
In The You
In the morning
You ran your fingers
through my hair
I felt you I felt needed
Inside of the mind
A smile formed
I like smiling
Embraced by your proximity
I love being in your company
You surprise me
to this day
The way under the sheets
we tangle our legs
Bonding responding
to each others touch
I like touching
Cuddling under the sun
as it pierces through
my window
Us are the now
Tentative to the future
in the We
I love the way
You understand
the you in the me
Like the way
I love the me
In The You
You ran your fingers
through my hair
I felt you I felt needed
Inside of the mind
A smile formed
I like smiling
Embraced by your proximity
I love being in your company
You surprise me
to this day
The way under the sheets
we tangle our legs
Bonding responding
to each others touch
I like touching
Cuddling under the sun
as it pierces through
my window
Us are the now
Tentative to the future
in the We
I love the way
You understand
the you in the me
Like the way
I love the me
In The You
Monday, February 26, 2001
Powerfully Mentally
Mental levity
My Devotion
True in form
The way we kiss
Sensual Love Potions
Continental Drifting
for your memory
as I am hungry
for your revolutionary energy
Verbally each day I cry
striving to heal
Rooted deeply
within your Utopia
Herbally your presence
Tempting me as it continues
to pull me consistently
I desire to relax
upon your spirit
as it seeks
to strengthen me
with a different love
For Self universally
Allowing my cancer moon
to balance itself perfectly
Returning to stay
as for you my love
I shall remain healthy
strong and
Powerfully Mentally
My Devotion
True in form
The way we kiss
Sensual Love Potions
Continental Drifting
for your memory
as I am hungry
for your revolutionary energy
Verbally each day I cry
striving to heal
Rooted deeply
within your Utopia
Herbally your presence
Tempting me as it continues
to pull me consistently
I desire to relax
upon your spirit
as it seeks
to strengthen me
with a different love
For Self universally
Allowing my cancer moon
to balance itself perfectly
Returning to stay
as for you my love
I shall remain healthy
strong and
Powerfully Mentally
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