Right now as I sit
I caress with my tongue
my bottom lip
Thinking about the last time
The space in between us
no longer existed
The hug the gentle kisses
Compassionate
The something soft Yes
Baby I'm after it
I want to hear you say my name
Over and over...
making me stay positioned
in the beginning the same
Something happened to me
As the tears were heard falling
Upon your pillow last night
In my sleep the power of my love
Was increased to a level
that is hard to describe
I'm at work now with my eyes closed
Meditating on new ways to make you smile
And it feels really good to me now
My chest is tight all over again
Do you remember the way I behaved myself
respectfully arousing you to arouse me
Soon another chance will we have again
To sleep for real and not pretend
Take me if you must
you now have my permission
Begging you to have no fear
As I have myself
So Many Things To Share
Tuesday, October 31, 2000
Thursday, October 26, 2000
Your Heart and Mine
Waking up in your arms
no longer shall I be in danger,
keeping me safe and secure
I consider you know longer a stranger,
you have listened to my heart
and it spoke softly to you,
what do you do now,
how do you escape now,
for I can actually say that
I can see myself
being in love with you,
ask yourself the same
and you will see how much
you really care for me,
trust in me and worship
how I make you feel,
you want me all to yourself
what a coincidence,
Oh. . . .So conveniently located
to your heart more than I've ever been
are you going to take advantage
or are you going to take time to manage
what's going on inside your heart,
where on your face it's already candid
The world was given to me
to give to you if you want it,
I do things for your best interest
Where the best has yet to come,
so be patient with my love
and promise that you won't run from it
Mrs. Pharod, I'll call you
because it is apart of me
and you like it which makes
Things so complete..
And at this time I'm happy and I'm satisfied
so come along and enjoy the ride,
because it is forever like
Your Heart and Mine
no longer shall I be in danger,
keeping me safe and secure
I consider you know longer a stranger,
you have listened to my heart
and it spoke softly to you,
what do you do now,
how do you escape now,
for I can actually say that
I can see myself
being in love with you,
ask yourself the same
and you will see how much
you really care for me,
trust in me and worship
how I make you feel,
you want me all to yourself
what a coincidence,
Oh. . . .So conveniently located
to your heart more than I've ever been
are you going to take advantage
or are you going to take time to manage
what's going on inside your heart,
where on your face it's already candid
The world was given to me
to give to you if you want it,
I do things for your best interest
Where the best has yet to come,
so be patient with my love
and promise that you won't run from it
Mrs. Pharod, I'll call you
because it is apart of me
and you like it which makes
Things so complete..
And at this time I'm happy and I'm satisfied
so come along and enjoy the ride,
because it is forever like
Your Heart and Mine
Friday, October 20, 2000
For Everything I Was
I wrote poetry
just to share my heart
because I find it sometimes hard
to communicate with you
then I confess my love
and you look at me as if
you have no clue,
for where I have died
and resurrected my devotion
just for you,
I will always find you beautiful
as now you are needing
more attention than I can give you,
from day one
I’ve been there to ease you,
with one disturbance
that opened my eyes
to my heart needing you,
remember back in 96
remember the winter of 97
the summer of 98
the fall of 99
and now its the fall of 2000
and I’ve discovered that within
all of these years of knowing you
I’ve actually been wasting your time
as well as mine,
I apologize for introducing
myself to you,
I’m sorry for making love to you,
I’m sorry for visiting you
at your school when all I had
was time to show you
that I really wanted you
to be my dime better yet
priceless gem that could only
get better with time,
and now there's my heart
that once again has been
left in the dark, sad memories
I dream as now we've grown
further apart, I asked if you
would be my wife to be,
answering yes, at the time
I thought I would be free
of distress when all that happened
was you leaving me in distress,
spending most of all
of your time on the internet,
not even aware of this sight
and what it behests
so in turn I will have to
with you disconnect, because
I find myself very special
as I express myself
through universal sentiments
I’ve found a class that
I enjoying staying in as long
as I am unconditionally accepted
so to come to a close
as I wipe away a tear from my nose,
I want you to understand that
no man in the world will adore you,
explore you as well as
be willing to die for you
as I will no longer love you
as much just because you
never took the time out
to show your interest in me.....
For Everything I Was
just to share my heart
because I find it sometimes hard
to communicate with you
then I confess my love
and you look at me as if
you have no clue,
for where I have died
and resurrected my devotion
just for you,
I will always find you beautiful
as now you are needing
more attention than I can give you,
from day one
I’ve been there to ease you,
with one disturbance
that opened my eyes
to my heart needing you,
remember back in 96
remember the winter of 97
the summer of 98
the fall of 99
and now its the fall of 2000
and I’ve discovered that within
all of these years of knowing you
I’ve actually been wasting your time
as well as mine,
I apologize for introducing
myself to you,
I’m sorry for making love to you,
I’m sorry for visiting you
at your school when all I had
was time to show you
that I really wanted you
to be my dime better yet
priceless gem that could only
get better with time,
and now there's my heart
that once again has been
left in the dark, sad memories
I dream as now we've grown
further apart, I asked if you
would be my wife to be,
answering yes, at the time
I thought I would be free
of distress when all that happened
was you leaving me in distress,
spending most of all
of your time on the internet,
not even aware of this sight
and what it behests
so in turn I will have to
with you disconnect, because
I find myself very special
as I express myself
through universal sentiments
I’ve found a class that
I enjoying staying in as long
as I am unconditionally accepted
so to come to a close
as I wipe away a tear from my nose,
I want you to understand that
no man in the world will adore you,
explore you as well as
be willing to die for you
as I will no longer love you
as much just because you
never took the time out
to show your interest in me.....
For Everything I Was
Thursday, October 19, 2000
You Are Special
I thought about your eyes last night
the way they would appreciate the poetic textual
that I sometimes
tend to communicate with,
is it a crime
the way I slowly
caught up to your heart
as I know it
well enough
to stay inclined
to continue comforting you with beautiful images
of what you have yet
to receive unconditionally, what you deserve now
in your life is me,
I'm not to be judged,
because I am you.
Think about that for a second
I have feelings like you
right?
What makes us different?
I have emotions
I like affection,
who shows it to me?
I never thought of that
until now,
bleeding my heart
just to caress
that insecure feeling
in your chest
when it comes to a man
that doesn't need to
excite himself
by getting you to undress,
give me your time woman
provide me with what I need,
what I deserve,
I love you
are only three words,
please build and learn
different expressions
because it...
I'll tell you
is a powerful thing
....so close your eyes
after the ending of this poem
click on to my page
so you can tell
how much I am really alone,
imagine me standing
dedicated next to you
..never doubting this
universe that I share.
To conclude Beautiful.....
I Understand You..
because
You Are Special
the way they would appreciate the poetic textual
that I sometimes
tend to communicate with,
is it a crime
the way I slowly
caught up to your heart
as I know it
well enough
to stay inclined
to continue comforting you with beautiful images
of what you have yet
to receive unconditionally, what you deserve now
in your life is me,
I'm not to be judged,
because I am you.
Think about that for a second
I have feelings like you
right?
What makes us different?
I have emotions
I like affection,
who shows it to me?
I never thought of that
until now,
bleeding my heart
just to caress
that insecure feeling
in your chest
when it comes to a man
that doesn't need to
excite himself
by getting you to undress,
give me your time woman
provide me with what I need,
what I deserve,
I love you
are only three words,
please build and learn
different expressions
because it...
I'll tell you
is a powerful thing
....so close your eyes
after the ending of this poem
click on to my page
so you can tell
how much I am really alone,
imagine me standing
dedicated next to you
..never doubting this
universe that I share.
To conclude Beautiful.....
I Understand You..
because
You Are Special
Wednesday, October 18, 2000
MY SEXUAL SUPPORT
Good evening all...just wanted to take the time out to express the Man in My hood.
I of a kind one, do you remember how I first broke you off, not love making but object shaking, you your flesh I will warm the lids of your eyes to close slightly as I take control, fantasize about how me, how I like Chuck Berry rock and roll, I think you are going to never stop wanting my expressiveness when it comes to the creativity I'm about to legibly show you...Your hair tie it back, those nails cut them back because you might hurt yourself, erectness you witness automatically your mind tell it's body to arch it's back, insertion of the rod full with a life potion, are you ready, throbbing through the cotton moisture upon my finger tips as it converses with your inner lips, excited by your taste as I place my fingers in my mouth one at a time to taste your deliciousness, damn I shouldn't even be writing this, making me extra tentative, blood flows to my , sorry if I scare you by the size of and it's powerful beating presence, grab and see for yourself, take off your own clothes for sometime it's good for your health, I'm about to stroke the memories of an unnatural world out your life,,,slow suspended, feet curling, when was the last time you rode a pony as expressive as this, walls closing in because of the way I hunt for that spot that makes you yell for more than an inch, thrusting knees bend, didn't think I could sink you Titanic, iceberg mentality when it comes to bringing you pleasure with an hour of stiffness, you don't remember do you, the way the hips laid on my bed permanent because of how I applied myself some what aggressive, the tongue plays tag with your clitoris, oooooooo I hope I didn't turn on your faucets that I right know would not be able to drink from.......warmth becomes of you because I'm not done, awaiting for your chest to act as a drum as I slowly beat my rod with enough repetitions allowing my to slowly come to an orgasm, the world is about to begin as my tongue becomes entrapped inside of your prize possession, I can't breathe there is a new exciting force taking over me,,,,,woman you taste like a piece of sugarless gum.........to the tip of my nose I doing what I'm suppose to right....push my face inside and push it until I use your insides for my new breath of life,,,,,I'm going crazy like I never though as I now rely on you and your Nile river for....
MY SEXUAL SUPPORT
I of a kind one, do you remember how I first broke you off, not love making but object shaking, you your flesh I will warm the lids of your eyes to close slightly as I take control, fantasize about how me, how I like Chuck Berry rock and roll, I think you are going to never stop wanting my expressiveness when it comes to the creativity I'm about to legibly show you...Your hair tie it back, those nails cut them back because you might hurt yourself, erectness you witness automatically your mind tell it's body to arch it's back, insertion of the rod full with a life potion, are you ready, throbbing through the cotton moisture upon my finger tips as it converses with your inner lips, excited by your taste as I place my fingers in my mouth one at a time to taste your deliciousness, damn I shouldn't even be writing this, making me extra tentative, blood flows to my , sorry if I scare you by the size of and it's powerful beating presence, grab and see for yourself, take off your own clothes for sometime it's good for your health, I'm about to stroke the memories of an unnatural world out your life,,,slow suspended, feet curling, when was the last time you rode a pony as expressive as this, walls closing in because of the way I hunt for that spot that makes you yell for more than an inch, thrusting knees bend, didn't think I could sink you Titanic, iceberg mentality when it comes to bringing you pleasure with an hour of stiffness, you don't remember do you, the way the hips laid on my bed permanent because of how I applied myself some what aggressive, the tongue plays tag with your clitoris, oooooooo I hope I didn't turn on your faucets that I right know would not be able to drink from.......warmth becomes of you because I'm not done, awaiting for your chest to act as a drum as I slowly beat my rod with enough repetitions allowing my to slowly come to an orgasm, the world is about to begin as my tongue becomes entrapped inside of your prize possession, I can't breathe there is a new exciting force taking over me,,,,,woman you taste like a piece of sugarless gum.........to the tip of my nose I doing what I'm suppose to right....push my face inside and push it until I use your insides for my new breath of life,,,,,I'm going crazy like I never though as I now rely on you and your Nile river for....
MY SEXUAL SUPPORT
Tuesday, September 26, 2000
Soul Conventions
Check the bottom of your feet,
are you still able to stand
follow your mind to a different land
of courageous expressions
liquefying your souls because you are
the creator of your own lessons,
T.H.I.N.K
T.hose H.olding I.ntelligence N.avigate K.nowledge
don't be discouraged when things
don't happen the way you plan them
keep your head as your head will keep you,
seeing that through realization
that we are all equal, so get up and pose
get up and demand that someone
you don't know knows just who you are,
look at me...shooting more energy
into minds then stars
Now the orbiting begins, mentalities
will finally become moonstricken,
you laid next to me, as I
analyzed your emptiness, though you are not
lonely your presence screams tolerance
of another's ignorance and that's what we
need to wake up, because the better
has always been the around
for we not to ever frown
whenever we feel down,
get up and smile for understanding
of yourself through
Soul Conventions
are you still able to stand
follow your mind to a different land
of courageous expressions
liquefying your souls because you are
the creator of your own lessons,
T.H.I.N.K
T.hose H.olding I.ntelligence N.avigate K.nowledge
don't be discouraged when things
don't happen the way you plan them
keep your head as your head will keep you,
seeing that through realization
that we are all equal, so get up and pose
get up and demand that someone
you don't know knows just who you are,
look at me...shooting more energy
into minds then stars
Now the orbiting begins, mentalities
will finally become moonstricken,
you laid next to me, as I
analyzed your emptiness, though you are not
lonely your presence screams tolerance
of another's ignorance and that's what we
need to wake up, because the better
has always been the around
for we not to ever frown
whenever we feel down,
get up and smile for understanding
of yourself through
Soul Conventions
Monday, August 28, 2000
How I Really Feel
What I really think
and how I really feel
should always remain a mystery,
as you are my ambition
when it comes to keeping it real
I can't let you know everything
because I am destined to show you everything
take your time with yourself,
just because I said so...
listen to me because My knowledge
approaches you in every respectful way
my words of endearment
kidnaps you in an intellectual way
just think back to feeling something
that you never felt before,
then place your heart out on the dance floor,
No one would see your pain,
No one would see your struggle,
No one would see that you require more,
more love than you are receiving
more affection that you are needing
what is permanent, is a memory
longing to be thought of when it comes
to more love than you have bargained for,
and then there is me,
you wonder as you will,
just relax, free your soul from anticipation
so I can continue expressing to you
How I Really Feel
and how I really feel
should always remain a mystery,
as you are my ambition
when it comes to keeping it real
I can't let you know everything
because I am destined to show you everything
take your time with yourself,
just because I said so...
listen to me because My knowledge
approaches you in every respectful way
my words of endearment
kidnaps you in an intellectual way
just think back to feeling something
that you never felt before,
then place your heart out on the dance floor,
No one would see your pain,
No one would see your struggle,
No one would see that you require more,
more love than you are receiving
more affection that you are needing
what is permanent, is a memory
longing to be thought of when it comes
to more love than you have bargained for,
and then there is me,
you wonder as you will,
just relax, free your soul from anticipation
so I can continue expressing to you
How I Really Feel
Thursday, August 17, 2000
Candy Kisses
That neck my lips the tongue
The skill, the fall the catch
The keeping it real
My energetic magnitude of amore
Will forever keep you wanting more,
The ease the right to believe
The righteous way I'll arrest your mind
Providing you with the courage to see
The hands the air between
You legs the wait
The anticipation the wanting me
The wanting you the communicative
Sensualistic of the real reason
I'm willing to lay next to you
We do all of the things necessary
To express ourselves
like the end is near with
Candy Kisses
The skill, the fall the catch
The keeping it real
My energetic magnitude of amore
Will forever keep you wanting more,
The ease the right to believe
The righteous way I'll arrest your mind
Providing you with the courage to see
The hands the air between
You legs the wait
The anticipation the wanting me
The wanting you the communicative
Sensualistic of the real reason
I'm willing to lay next to you
We do all of the things necessary
To express ourselves
like the end is near with
Candy Kisses
Sunday, January 02, 2000
From the Projects
Dedicated To All Who Survived
My people
Your people
We are all the same equal
Just different floors
Keys to the same front door
So what the deal
Beef
And get for Christmas
Your front teeth
Not wrapped just handed
You’ve just been reprimanded
In your project
Where there is no [I] in hard
So why you acting
Alone you stepping
And alone is how you
Receive the action
The universal beat down
In front of me now
Like the penile
Pissing on you like
An elevator
I call you OTIS
Cuz you don't know shit
Walking crooked
You don't know shit
These surroundings are
Ferocious
Nobody’s super here
Just explosive
Best believe
Around the projects
Nobody owns shit
Got fly shit
Be seen become a target
Now it's my shit
From your pockets
The change
To your jewels
Understand these rules
Not your own to break fool
Or traveled unglued
To a tool
Some carry more closely
Than those married
Knowledge the commandments of the who represent
That will cause you
Permanent damage
Number 1 is you either Do
Number 2 is you either Die
Words to live by from
another Brooklyn Baby
From
BED-STUY
Repping that real
From the Projects
LLORD TRIFE (3A) BABY JUDAS 01/02/2000 12:00PM
My people
Your people
We are all the same equal
Just different floors
Keys to the same front door
So what the deal
Beef
And get for Christmas
Your front teeth
Not wrapped just handed
You’ve just been reprimanded
In your project
Where there is no [I] in hard
So why you acting
Alone you stepping
And alone is how you
Receive the action
The universal beat down
In front of me now
Like the penile
Pissing on you like
An elevator
I call you OTIS
Cuz you don't know shit
Walking crooked
You don't know shit
These surroundings are
Ferocious
Nobody’s super here
Just explosive
Best believe
Around the projects
Nobody owns shit
Got fly shit
Be seen become a target
Now it's my shit
From your pockets
The change
To your jewels
Understand these rules
Not your own to break fool
Or traveled unglued
To a tool
Some carry more closely
Than those married
Knowledge the commandments of the who represent
That will cause you
Permanent damage
Number 1 is you either Do
Number 2 is you either Die
Words to live by from
another Brooklyn Baby
From
BED-STUY
Repping that real
From the Projects
LLORD TRIFE (3A) BABY JUDAS 01/02/2000 12:00PM
Thursday, October 14, 1999
The Love I Possess
Making the world a better place
For you and me
To sit on the lap of each other’s luxury
I want and need to experience
What you experience as
I’m providing you with the best of me
I want to feel like the ground
Is no longer beneath me
Floating on your scented words, heavenly
Please, I beg of you
To understand that I’ve been ready
To receive the things that
You receive for yourself
If you present them to me
My Love, I was born steady
Gifted with the appreciation
To accept Love as I await patiently
Admitting to you
That there is no other place that
I’d rather be
Dying and crying for you to fulfill me
Striving and climbing for you
To only find it in your will
To chill with me….you see
There will be no other after me
This has to be understood now
As all of the richest and conditional gifts
Shall be of the when, where, why and how
Unlike the reason I long and travel
Just to see you smile
Promising right now to unconditionally
Remain here for you
Like my reasons for
The Love I Possess
For you and me
To sit on the lap of each other’s luxury
I want and need to experience
What you experience as
I’m providing you with the best of me
I want to feel like the ground
Is no longer beneath me
Floating on your scented words, heavenly
Please, I beg of you
To understand that I’ve been ready
To receive the things that
You receive for yourself
If you present them to me
My Love, I was born steady
Gifted with the appreciation
To accept Love as I await patiently
Admitting to you
That there is no other place that
I’d rather be
Dying and crying for you to fulfill me
Striving and climbing for you
To only find it in your will
To chill with me….you see
There will be no other after me
This has to be understood now
As all of the richest and conditional gifts
Shall be of the when, where, why and how
Unlike the reason I long and travel
Just to see you smile
Promising right now to unconditionally
Remain here for you
Like my reasons for
The Love I Possess
Thursday, July 01, 1999
I Remember...
I remember who you are,
do you remember me,
I once worshiped your smile with my eyes,
do you remember me,
I spent countless days thinking
if I would ever see you again,
determined is that Mexican Indian
that wants to keep you warm
over and over again,
your sculpture I traced with my eyes
I can never forget.
just only the way your email address
looks on the internet,
you told me,
I didn't write it down,
because I didn't have
anything to write with,
I just stood in front of you
and recorded the sensual
movements of your soft lips
and found myself paralyzed
by your sweetness,
and you see what happens,
I am respectfully approaching
your world with only one aim
and that is to please
because if you were not here
than where would I be as..
I Remember
do you remember me,
I once worshiped your smile with my eyes,
do you remember me,
I spent countless days thinking
if I would ever see you again,
determined is that Mexican Indian
that wants to keep you warm
over and over again,
your sculpture I traced with my eyes
I can never forget.
just only the way your email address
looks on the internet,
you told me,
I didn't write it down,
because I didn't have
anything to write with,
I just stood in front of you
and recorded the sensual
movements of your soft lips
and found myself paralyzed
by your sweetness,
and you see what happens,
I am respectfully approaching
your world with only one aim
and that is to please
because if you were not here
than where would I be as..
I Remember
Tuesday, June 15, 1999
Saying Goodbye
Tomorrow is near
and all of a sudden
You are noticing
your feelings for me,
We have no time
to think about the future
Because now you are leaving me...
Why, what caused you
to make this decision so suddenly
were not my poems enough alone
for you not to rush on deciding to stay,
Listen everything I have expressed
was and is for real,
because I have no time to waste
with what I do because
it's for a reason
that is sometimes indescribable
I will rub your back
You do not have to rub mine
so please stay
I have and will forever
need you in my life
Please don't go away
as tomorrow is just a day
that won't be any more,
if I can't see you again,
feel you again,
be your only friend,
please do not tell me
that this is the end
and if it is
at least tell me why before
Saying Goodbye
and all of a sudden
You are noticing
your feelings for me,
We have no time
to think about the future
Because now you are leaving me...
Why, what caused you
to make this decision so suddenly
were not my poems enough alone
for you not to rush on deciding to stay,
Listen everything I have expressed
was and is for real,
because I have no time to waste
with what I do because
it's for a reason
that is sometimes indescribable
I will rub your back
You do not have to rub mine
so please stay
I have and will forever
need you in my life
Please don't go away
as tomorrow is just a day
that won't be any more,
if I can't see you again,
feel you again,
be your only friend,
please do not tell me
that this is the end
and if it is
at least tell me why before
Saying Goodbye
Saturday, October 17, 1998
Make Me Yours
Day after day from blue sky to gray
I'm still here where I was left
From the very first day,
looking to please looking to ease
the pain of yours
Which is very hard to say because
I know what you want and that scares me
Even when all in all it prepares me
to sacrifice every woman on the earth
that I live to love until there was you,
just your presence alone
leaves me calling endlessly,
where for art
thy True love,
thy True savior
of why I choose to remain sane,
could it be you
that with one touch
engulfs my heart into flames?
tranquilizing my pain enough
for me to ignore
just for you to
Make Me Yours - 10/17/98
I'm still here where I was left
From the very first day,
looking to please looking to ease
the pain of yours
Which is very hard to say because
I know what you want and that scares me
Even when all in all it prepares me
to sacrifice every woman on the earth
that I live to love until there was you,
just your presence alone
leaves me calling endlessly,
where for art
thy True love,
thy True savior
of why I choose to remain sane,
could it be you
that with one touch
engulfs my heart into flames?
tranquilizing my pain enough
for me to ignore
just for you to
Make Me Yours - 10/17/98
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