The Rebirth of Fashion

When fashion takes a break it sits down and takes a picture.

Tuesday, July 19, 2005

Discovering Myself

Just when I thought it was safe to expose
myself myself controls myself
indulging in the mystery the soaring through
the skies without wings history
Rising above the major cities
Deep are the stories, memory after memory
thanking my brain for never looking
to bore me, while gravity seems to ignore me
I look both ways, then walk both ways
Leaving only one question behind regarding
who opened their eyes, but never saw me
I stand proud to speak everyday loud
About my heart my longing to touch the
untouchable longing to love the unlovable
my everyday I live, is to do the opposite of
trouble you I just want to be close to you
all the time holding you You being the woman
I never before had a chance until now to
discover you while

Discovering Myself

Discovered

In my final days to pass
I take the right to these words
To protect your right as you read
The chosen path for today I shall lead
The discouraged, The weak, The unrighteous
I welcome to look upon me as my knowledge
of strength shall set all free
The understanding of strength shall set
all free - the understanding of my pride
Leading to the confidence to believe in
the ability to stay on the
positive road of continuity starting from
the yesterday leading to this moment
as I compose these long lasting
most memorable words - Words of energetic
focus on the unsought leaving the hidden
truth behind what is shared to be trapped
within the minds as lessons taught to be

Discovered

Defenseless

I am interested in becoming
that scented candle
that would only burn for you
upon your igniting staying hot and excited
allowing my nature to rise within you
...softly as I shall place
you on your stomach first
just to ease the woman in you...
with my delicate, organized
but strong touch leaving you
helpless underneath my warm security
succulent are the smooth lips
as in the mechanics of
my tongue very expressive
if you don't know you better ask your Lord
because he put me here for you
..if you feel me, I am a Man Gaud-damit!
ready to let my nature become your new study
of a sensual course...so suit up if you are that woman
who's the opposite of

Defenseless

Daydream

Only if I can touch you,
make your heart smile
change your direction
making it worth your while
leaving a permanent picture
of appreciation in your memory file
would you look for me
if the sun didn't shine
would you be my friend
if my face wasn't mine
how do you react to an
unexpected feeling
how would you care
for a man needing....
the sky is falling for you
due to me wishing
for the Heavens to welcome you
as I continue to

Daydream

Dancing in the Rain

In a circle we sat Indian
My family the roots
From the West Indies
To West Philly
Proud running horse Cherokee soldier
Buffalo with black feet
Soul native, taking my land back
You watch and learn
My tomahawk, My machete
Scalping healing you faithfully
Haven't lost my way or gone astray
Just took a little time off to play
From the sand box to the open range
Before I take aim with my mind to penetrate
While I shoot I pray
At the same time
I am culturally understanding
The real reason for

Dancing in the Rain

Cousins Forever

You've been there for me
even at times when it wasn't easy
as I tried to be there for you
at times when it appeared impossible
you see - for you, my love is as equal to
10,000 caregivers within
every 3rd world hospital very unconditional,
as I am getting emotional
while writing this poem inside I hurt for
the you in I and the I in you
because we have grown so much
in life through strife through struggle
always knowing where to turn
when we are in trouble
God prevails because we both know
that he fails - Never - like when he
bounded us as

Cousins Forever

Contending

The Purpose of the pen pad connect
Greater than the received respect
Agenda motive beyond consequence
Can only open my mind
To the way my words represent
No beat no score just illustrational graphics
You see I can talk about
The existence of life and the planets
The spiritual sense of my love
And its expressive dialect
The times we as a people were treated
the opposite of equal from slavery to bravery
Then back to slavery
with economic racism as the sequel
topics with no ending
so therefore I'm not pretending
to act like my life is all about befriending
having fun partying and

Contending

Confidence Slash Courage

Figuring to be what I am
To be more than I can
To the point returning
Why shall I remain motionless
Like Jupiter's sky
No life no substance
Unexplainable meaningful abundance
Of why can the existence
Of my planet lack oneness
Within itself I shine
Through the fog precipitation
Rain falls non-stop not to punish
But to nourish wisdom instilled
29 point righteous one sun to flourish
beyond the shade of others
orbiting around me equals

Confidence Slash Courage

Committed

I wake up to think about you,
when I will hear your voice,
when my eyes may touch your face
I walk straight head 90 degrees
looking for that sight
that had once tranquilized me,
can we sit forever and listen
to one another can we play hide and seek
like a sister & brother or relax
physically and emotionally
right next to each other
I am destined to be that man
for your tears to fall
so tender as the touch of an open heart
to a cotton ball,
never to blink is the approach
I shall take as pictures are to be developed,
your smile is forever in my mind to
permanently keep safe while remaining

Committed

Close To You

Hey love
hey beautiful
I didn't know that
strong feelings could be
more silent until I met you
your soft flesh leaves me
with organized goals
I'm now because of you oriented
thank you very much
I mean all that I say
as in the pledge of allegiance
my hand covers my heart
where for you I vow
to always to protect it
as I live to love you
more than the last man who said it
like snow in the Caribbean
I leave you no doubt
once I enter your heart
I'll self inflict blindness
so I can't find a way out
no matter the circumstances
it's all about you and I
as well as the newly profound romances
the flowers in the attic
now flowers provided
to you on every SABBATH
as I worship your birth religiously
grateful forever for the hope
you've given me confidence you've rising
within me I feel like a genius
within a class of chemistry
congratulations to me
for becoming a new course
to your studies as you study me
I study you just to become

Close To You

Claustrophobically Watching

On hand and knee
Sweating passing out due to exhaustion
Fields of thorns
With courage through fear
The attitude I choose
Is not 100% cotton though
500 years still picking
the past forgotten
Yes sir instead of Massa
I don't like you, mentally rotten
Stinking like feet in shoes no stockings
Opportunity displaced by braided cowhide
The back the flesh the lynching
Day after day down without the knocking
On face and stomach
Hands cuffed and shackled
Too defenseless for blow blocking
Faults weighing heavy while I am

Claustrophobically Watching

Changing You

Stimulating manifestations
increasing beyond control as I look to move
to the front of the North Pole
to relax you, defrosting your frozen thoughts
with such a warm hold making your mind fold,
I warned you of me and my FREQUENT LOVE
allowing me to lay you down showing you,
how much I've been already knowing you
and your DELINQUENT LOVE,
Districtly zoning you emotionally
100 plus words consistently pre-owning you
with this way of life I've chosen,
to keep my heart from becoming again STOLEN
then BROKEN, protecting the interest
of the world first before allowing
my love to become swollen, leading me
back to saving you before enslaving you,
resting my hands on you to ease your pain
that has been the reason for

Changing You

By Means of Understanding

Within the reality of my vision
accordingly I must continue to
enforce prophecies foreseen
by the wise and all seeing,
guiding my dedicated beliefs
empowering the righteousness
of the knowledge of thy self
promoting love encouraging
respect for all to obtain reconstituting
awareness of our true purpose morally
existing for each others perseverance
as a fruit of this world I strive
to soulfully nourish the mechanical
mentalities of those I continue
to witness falling repetitiously by
the waist side, though I am ONE
I am ONE with patience
to provide unconditionally

By Means of Understanding

By Me

I saw you walking one day
and said to myself who is
this sexy fine young lady
I would love to spoil with
my generous ways sexually
putting an end to your not
being appreciated days
I wish the world
No, I wish that your world
could only shine on my thoughts
as I sit and imagine you
getting your nails done
getting that pedicure for your feet
that I adore - You and your shadow
would be loved by me, hugged by me
and showered with unconditional affection

By Me

BRAND NEW

TO ACCEPT

My words are to die as they
leave my mouth if you don't listen,
so get to know me
with an unconditional amount of interest
for I'm me, a man

TO FORGET

My expressions are one
in a billion that shall always
keep your mind moving in my direction
I want to embrace you like a relationship
so please don't rush my emotions

TO NEGLECT

My attention reigns supreme over
those who only daydream about
what to say to you as I compose
these transversal lyrics & words
line by line again each time
I put in work for you and only you

TO PROTECT

My attitude governed by the aggressive
attempt in the way I first approached you
as beautiful things appeared on my mind
crossing my heart hoping to become
very close to you

TO RESPECT

The way I am into pleasing you
with no rehearsal because I love you
employed to stay civil just for you
politicking my universal
devoting the spiritual
opening my heart hoping to receive a miracle

TO ELECT

Me as your King
I forever will stand tall
with my head up
planning now a future between us
brighter than the moon at night
I'm full of so much intense affection
it drives me crazy
when I can't express it to you,
as I'm still remaining faithful, positive
and loyal for you
knowing that what I may express to you
might of been heard before,
confidently believing that here on out
everything I share with you
from my heart is

BRAND NEW

BOUNCING

My mind is like
that of an enigma
although this is no riddle
about how I'm really digging ya
with or without the picture
I've formally introduced
your mentality
to a different figure
of speech as you
are never to far from my reach
stroking you softly like a pet
utilizing this internet
to gain your utmost respect
how dare him
how dare me
just trying to us
this God giving talent
to get you
in the mood for love
just because you are near me

BOUNCING

Borrowed

This one energetically will begin
The way I want it
To begin and if you don't like it
The stop reading
I'm not getting paid to write this
My wisdom is the conclusion
Of why my lyrics are priceless
Because honestly if I did charge
A lot of you would be on a poetic diet
Handles I'm flying off as my own worst critic
Where even now I haven't even gotten started
On the minds of the dumb I've farted,
on the deaf I've parted
and the blind I carded,
Restriction twice and three times charted
I run this,
as your make believe lifestyle is

Borrowed

Bleed Verbally

Tiptop shape
On step two step - on beat
Check the sequence
Smooth like flesh
Beneath my feet
Native New Yorker
Educated by the streets
5% manifests I openly greet
then analyze the heat
Divided by the force centrifugally
mentally discreet I delete
the useless negative energy
in between halfway I meet
Protecting the nuclei
from sex, drugs, and greed
Strengthening my soul
beyond my spirit
just so when needed I can purely

Bleed Verbally

Beyond Infection

I'm here
for you
for your protection
as the more
I think
about you
the more
your love spreads

Beyond Infection

Between Your Waist

Every day
I think about you
how your body
would feel next to mine
how your flesh would taste
if I applied my lips
and the way your heart
would race once I meditated

Between Your Waist

Between You and I

For the most part I believe
That between us we can achieve
As I trust you - If you trust me,
The limit non-existent
As we reach, touch and feel
What together we know is real
As we long to strive
To love what is right

Between You and I

Best Foot Forward

If I was just who I wanted to be
Would I be accepted totally?
My answer is no seriously,
It seems like I have to have more
or be more
just to not be ignored
maybe a house of my own
or a fancier car
just to be respected or adored
a little more as I am
learning more and more
material is the key thing
that attention draws
Instinct who controls it, who holds it,
Safe but yet insecure?
It must be those that don't
want to put their

Best Foot Forward

Believing

Because I care
is the reason
as the gift of love
approaches the meaning
While I gaze
into your eyes dreaming
keeping me - in you always

Believing

Believe In Us

Long after the day
I remember my morning next to you
I smiled as your beautiful glow
migrated towards me
I couldn't help but notice
my nasal passage becoming clearer
my mother told me she was a keeper
from the first day
together we prayed
before the night we stayed
I held love that day
And from there begins
my new life at 30
no stress with just a little bit of drama
this must be karma
the way I yearn forever
to ease her burn forever
we spoke about the future - not that again
because if I had a dollar for every,
then again this appears to be different
then the previous
mentality less mischievous
this type of relationship I understand
the Lord will continue needing us
to prosper so others
including ourselves will

Believe In Us

Being Together

Right now I think about your smile
stretching across your yet undiscovered Nile
Shapely you are which drives me
Supplying me with the desire to stay
right here I believe in the moral index
of your naturalistic habitat, as I look to
realign for an hour your brain and spinal
cord allowing your inner soul to relax
Never before told to a woman that
Never before spoken to the intellectual
Until I have met you Words spoken softer
Expressions received intimately
Sighing as I'm now relieved
Like the first time I caught you
Standing so heavenly next to me
Loving each syllable your lips put together
Knowing right then I've met someone
In which, I can leave hope with us later

Being Together

Being Just You

Fair lady do what you love to do best
And I promise
I shall take care of the rest
The calm way I shall ease your stress
By laying your head softly against my chest
Heart beating for the unconditional
As I will always like before be here to
listen to you, and then we connect,
through understanding mutually with respect,
That soft spot inside
of you which you protect
from the world so incredible
to my amazement is why I produce words
for you that are not only meant for you
but are also edible
enough for me to become full
with you while you are

Being Just You

Before You Start to Synchronize

Well I guess my time is up
No more - late night calls
No more - in love falls
No more - morning balls
Catch me later when you've had a chance
to recognize my wall similar to Berlin
where if you are looking for magic
I suggest you start looking for Merlin
My life is precious to me
polished like sterling
can't be redirected or changed
through compromise or learning lessons
something for you to realize
my fantasies have been recorded
something easy to analyze
or even understand if getting to know that
about me is part of your plan

Before You Start to Synchronize

Before Tomorrow Does

Carefully I stepped positioning my feet
to secure you today
next to me attention is before you today
no control no rules making love, love,
as I endure you today
just you and I to the life within promises
my word receive it as I ensure you today
beliefs and patience, drop your guard
I'm only here to secure you today
You, You, You today
I give my all as if
my life was plural today
capital letters in my him, do you really
understand through clientele finesse
and respect born one, borough today
the edge I was, as in my pledge to exist
along with the sun, moon and clouds above

Before Tomorrow Does

Before Missing Me

Tablet inscribed
15 years deep
Now repeat after me
A man is he that becomes him
where 24 hours of sleep
is for the weak
and this you gots to believe
as you read
My thoughts, my visions
My analogies, my philosophies
All of His Knowledge
does more unconditionally
to those that open-mindedly
listen to me

Before Missing Me

Before Life Stood

Something - some spirit
woke me up early this morning
to write this - influenced by a dream
I had about emptiness
a dream without clouds
a dream without the sun
a dream of darkness
lost in the dark
I continue to lose my sight
focus is no longer maintained
blind without a savior
so in the dark I'm scared
I will forever remain
with thoughts unexplained
by my side is myself shadow-less
and this is really beginning to worry me
as it seems like my life
is beginning to hurry me
blacking out when unlimited expressions
of love is what I'm only acting out
still it's dark - no light, no shine
not even a shine of mine
smothering occurs not only from the front
but also from behind
not able to be seen unless I looked
which keeps me feeling lost
like a nameless title of a good book
reminding me of a day

Before Life Stood

Becoming My Baby

The first things
Are the first things
I will always strive to put first
Before considering all else
Which may not work
Similar to a gentle kiss
To your welcoming lips in the morning
Excited enough in my heart
To keep me from yawning,
I am in love with this feeling
That I will forever keep from ignoring
Like a beautiful drawing
Superb within the engineered realm
Of being calm cool and charming
The 3 C's of my prosperity
Continuously pouring out my love luring
The under appreciated under complicated
Under inebriated type lady that
Wouldn't mind

Becoming My Baby

"Because, I Love You"

There are so many ways to belong
in this life, so many thoughts
to process with time, but what if
we never took the time to notice the time
rapidly passing us by, you play the
biggest part in my belonging here now,
kidnapped intentionally within
your every smile, there would be no other
number I'll prefer to dial because my life
with you is like waiting to and wanting your
voice I hear to be the only sound
excitingly we are aboard our own
merry-go-round forever and ever until the
clouds in the sky hit the ground
which will never happen
Rebecca-I am looking to do more than just
hang around with you hoping to one day
release 100 white doves with you

"Because, I LOVE YOU"

Because You Are Near Me

You wake up in my arms baby
Free from harm a new day
I'm here and as lovely as you are
I'm proud to be your man
As you are my lady
Negative - from them you saved me
Gently disappearing to become
an instant memory
just to understand how much you meant to me,
Distinguished amazingly
Flattered beyond a cold's remedy
Longing to keep you next to me
Like your favorite recipe
I'm here now
Forever and ever
Staying just so I can experience being
In the mood for love simply

Because You Are Near Me

At a Time Like This

In the processing of my thoughts
to proceed aggressively toward
your needs inside forever I will
continue to believe, I will believe
and have faith in the smile of you
as it reflects my behavior and
the things I strive to do unconditional
for you because you are
to me very beautiful,
I enjoy witnessing your life day to day
as I see you when you are the
opposite of awake
my dreams of holding you are remarkable
as in my goals I wish to accomplish
with you like providing you
with that care to keep forever a smile
when it is me you see
as in the smile on my face
when it is with you I share my heart
and my poetry sincerely

At a Time Like This

Asylum of Thoughts Logical

I used to write beautiful poems
Pertaining to beautiful things
About the beauty of life
That's not too short
More than 50 times
My hearts been caught
By another's flaws and faults
That I paid no attention to
Until I was shown and also witnessed
How much women were vulnerable
and irresponsible keeping me aware
of my own

Asylum of Thought Logical

As You Sit Next To Me

As I compose this poem today,
happy for me should be the women
who read this as my time was evident
as it is appreciated in everyway
who is feeling this should reply
just because I shared a piece
of our confident spirit,
the laughter the special feeling inside
is just the beginning to this joy ride,
remember the rollercoaster and I'll remember
the 12 by 4 inch poster,
never again shall my string dangle
without your hands being apart of it
as this moment will go down in history

As You Sit Next To Me

As Long as We Exist

All day I've been waiting
For this opportunity and the chance
to express to you my feelings verbally
Romance is in the air now
And it would be the nerve of me
If I didn't represent the way
you appeal to me, I just want to
make safe your world present you with a hug
or two or three, then one more
to make it four allowing me to analyze
the easy breaths you take evermore
Keeping me the opposite of bored
how many words would I have to put together
to convince you that my love is shown through
my emotional expressions as I am now
a victim of depression
which leaves me with nothing
but happiness to shower you with

As Long as We Exist

As I Lay You Down

From sun up to sun down with
Thoughts of you I need not frown
When you are not around - I can
still hear that sound you make in
Your voice when on my bed I laid
You down - it did something for me
Securing my abilities to forever
Keep you happily involved with me
Or do you want something else
like my picture on your shelf
in the spectacle or maybe the physical
close your eyes Dream
and I'll work on that miracle
bringing the every fantasy about me
in your life to life as long as I'm
considering you to one day be my Wife
to hold, caress and love Morning to night,
with Ecstasy being
the only sound I hear

As I Lay You Down

As I Lay Beside You

Thank you for coming into my life
as we live miles away
when you are sad
and begin to cry,
make sure you call me
so I to can cry,
when you are alone
and need to feel safe,
let us plan my journey
so I can keep you secure
with my company
holding you close as you sleep
where I now exist in your dreams
beside you picking flowers and counting sheep
as the Lord is my Sheppard
I shall not want
Because for you my heart beats

As I Lay Beside You

As I Bleed It

The way I see it
is much different
than the same way
I believe it,
Analytical the way
I breathe it,
Inhale to exhale
The stress the frustration
I pray to over achieve it,
In line I stand to not fall
more like to receive it,
The graces beyond blessings
or vice or versa,
My passion to express
Similar to my heart
When I beat it
A positive my lyrical ink

As I Bleed It

As an Asiatic

All over again I remember
Oh so well I remember
Speaking exemplifying the why's
Yeah I've been here before
I've seen heaven but oh to well I know h***
By myself you see it's my destiny
To achieve and achieve as I believe
that by myself I say again I believe I can
achieve so much practice
so many nights slept no worries no angles
of an axis I felt I should
have to figure out using mathematics
its like theatric entrapment
I say as you react to this
assumption used and recycled like plastics
Am I such a thing appearing so transparent
as I walk faithfully distracting
the Human Praying Mantis

As an Asiatic

Any Weight in Gold

Love upon love
Develops into trust
That equals unconditional love
And that is why we sing
My baby my precious
I have something to share with you
A message from the depths of my soul
Every time I think of you I lose control
Understanding my position
When it comes to allowing my love to unfold
Right into your lap
Where on you I have a permanent hold
And as a matter of fact
In the beginning to you this was told
Don't you remember
Telling me that
my love is worth more than

Any Weight in Gold

Another Love Homicide

Let my hands comfort
and guide you
protection - I vow to lay beside you
all day I thought about your love surrounding me
and at last I can breath easy
due to you grounding me,
off of your feet I'm looking to
sweep you,
as you will see my consistency
will complete you,
as you welcome my soul to un-defeat you
and all of this from a picture
I have stored in my mind,
looking to become investigated
by you and your
affectionate side
before we are victims to

Another Love Homicide

And Then There was You

And Then There was You - Part 1 of 2
Who can make the sunshine,
and create a lovely rainbow
Who can take the world
and around it tie a bow,
Who can plant a seed
and make a garden grow,
Who can take a sun shower
and turn it into snow,
Who can do what you can do
whether it's fast or slow?
Make me laugh, make me smile,
walk side by side with Me for a while,
as I continue to let you know
that I would like for you to have my child,
So tender is your warmth
oh so truly versatile,
making me worship the ground
that you have walked for miles and miles and miles,
Now that I'm here,
you need no further walk,
as I carry you in my arms
so I can see your beautiful face as you talk
As I, your Prince will see what lies ahead,
keeping you free of harm, to believe I, is to believe
what was said,
In the spirit of what compels me
to aim high being comfortable,
I couldn't be more satisfied alone

And Then There was You

Alone At Last

For each day with you I seem to spend
I witness the sky more clearly
Especially the way the sun
and clouds blend leaving me
Lifting my head to trace
such beauty as I believe
that deep down inside it is my duty
to picture the dreams within the sky
that will one day belong to you and I
Accepting rain - Accepting snow
Accepting lightning - conquered by a rainbow
Inspiring innocent Love
along with exquisite imagery
Securing you with my thoughts
of what you really mean to me
as we continue to now
exist with the days to past
while together, forever we are

Alone At Last

All That I Am Able

I ran for the train last night
because I was running behind schedule,
I missed it; I'm going to be late
Meeting you for dinner. Will you be mad?
I'm becoming concerned now more than
I've ever been before, what do I do?
Do I come up with an excuse?
Or just show up late with out even
Calling you, Damn - I'm so anxious to see you
As I'm now so nervous To be with you,
I'm going to let my heart lead me to you,
Because it is all that I can do
As I wait for the train
Memories of your smile dawns on the way
I strive to be strong for you
Can this be all so simple?
As to me hopping onto the tracks
Taking of my shoes to arrive maybe on time
for you as you are worth to me

All That I Am Able

All of The Time

Good morning - Beautiful,
It's a wonderful day
And you are alive and well in it,
So be joyous in everything you do today,
I will continue to smile for you,
As I am already high for you
Ready and willing to die for you
As one day me wishing you
to be my bride comes true,
Where as is if it doesn't happen
I will forever cry for you,
Submitting early morning expressions
with you on my mind

All of The Time

All Day and Everyday

Miserable I would feel
if the taste wasn't real
as the sweetness would be lower
than my appetizing appeal
without you as my sugar I would
be incomplete maybe for the day
which would turn into a week,
Beautiful, I would not have
it no other way, if you are not
only my sugar now or better yet everyday,
no substitute brand would
ever take your place
as the last flavor I've savored
was yours that would never be replaced
I Love You for the way
you stimulate my mind

All Day and Everyday

All Day and All Night Long (w)

Exploring you, Your mind, You
The energy comes from the trust
The honesty the faith, I wish to take this time
To discuss - the faith from my honor
It will never escape - for you the world
Our world, My life, Our life
You becoming my wife, and that's the confidence
I need and always have needed
That I didn't have before,
Afraid I'm not at this time, because this feels right
So let us see our wrongs and not fight
So we can last while for each other
Being strong Able to be able
To conquer that storm that may bring
the 2 of us harm, My love I can sing this
Poem like a slow song, that will play
In your mind over and over

All Day and All Night Long

All by Myself

Under the covers
winds blowing blood flowing,
I'm feeling the gentle breeze- Intimacy,
with the company of the Isley Brothers soothing my testosterone
I'm reaching for the telephone,
I answer and it's you, I'm here baby,
this is the last call
you are going to make
as I hand you my plate
through the phone
just so you can get a taste
of what is here already baked
and waiting for you, I will provide
you with that 5-course meal of security,
so listen carefully
this is something that is very dear to me
the ability to express my honesty
while describing my vulnerability poetically

All by Myself