For the most part I believe
That between us we can achieve
As I trust you - If you trust me,
The limit non-existent
As we reach, touch and feel
What together we know is real
As we long to strive
To love what is right
Between You and I
A man is He that understands his mistakes, and admits to a change needed in his life, resulting in everlasting acceptance. - AHKMEL PHAROD. This Blog will serve as an Emotional Journal, it will capture my life as an entity articulately, artistically, soulfully, rhythmically and last but not least Poetically. I welcome you to relate, relax and receive me as open as you possibly can.
The Rebirth of Fashion
When fashion takes a break it sits down and takes a picture.
Tuesday, July 19, 2005
Best Foot Forward
If I was just who I wanted to be
Would I be accepted totally?
My answer is no seriously,
It seems like I have to have more
or be more
just to not be ignored
maybe a house of my own
or a fancier car
just to be respected or adored
a little more as I am
learning more and more
material is the key thing
that attention draws
Instinct who controls it, who holds it,
Safe but yet insecure?
It must be those that don't
want to put their
Best Foot Forward
Would I be accepted totally?
My answer is no seriously,
It seems like I have to have more
or be more
just to not be ignored
maybe a house of my own
or a fancier car
just to be respected or adored
a little more as I am
learning more and more
material is the key thing
that attention draws
Instinct who controls it, who holds it,
Safe but yet insecure?
It must be those that don't
want to put their
Best Foot Forward
Believing
Because I care
is the reason
as the gift of love
approaches the meaning
While I gaze
into your eyes dreaming
keeping me - in you always
Believing
is the reason
as the gift of love
approaches the meaning
While I gaze
into your eyes dreaming
keeping me - in you always
Believing
Believe In Us
Long after the day
I remember my morning next to you
I smiled as your beautiful glow
migrated towards me
I couldn't help but notice
my nasal passage becoming clearer
my mother told me she was a keeper
from the first day
together we prayed
before the night we stayed
I held love that day
And from there begins
my new life at 30
no stress with just a little bit of drama
this must be karma
the way I yearn forever
to ease her burn forever
we spoke about the future - not that again
because if I had a dollar for every,
then again this appears to be different
then the previous
mentality less mischievous
this type of relationship I understand
the Lord will continue needing us
to prosper so others
including ourselves will
Believe In Us
I remember my morning next to you
I smiled as your beautiful glow
migrated towards me
I couldn't help but notice
my nasal passage becoming clearer
my mother told me she was a keeper
from the first day
together we prayed
before the night we stayed
I held love that day
And from there begins
my new life at 30
no stress with just a little bit of drama
this must be karma
the way I yearn forever
to ease her burn forever
we spoke about the future - not that again
because if I had a dollar for every,
then again this appears to be different
then the previous
mentality less mischievous
this type of relationship I understand
the Lord will continue needing us
to prosper so others
including ourselves will
Believe In Us
Being Together
Right now I think about your smile
stretching across your yet undiscovered Nile
Shapely you are which drives me
Supplying me with the desire to stay
right here I believe in the moral index
of your naturalistic habitat, as I look to
realign for an hour your brain and spinal
cord allowing your inner soul to relax
Never before told to a woman that
Never before spoken to the intellectual
Until I have met you Words spoken softer
Expressions received intimately
Sighing as I'm now relieved
Like the first time I caught you
Standing so heavenly next to me
Loving each syllable your lips put together
Knowing right then I've met someone
In which, I can leave hope with us later
Being Together
stretching across your yet undiscovered Nile
Shapely you are which drives me
Supplying me with the desire to stay
right here I believe in the moral index
of your naturalistic habitat, as I look to
realign for an hour your brain and spinal
cord allowing your inner soul to relax
Never before told to a woman that
Never before spoken to the intellectual
Until I have met you Words spoken softer
Expressions received intimately
Sighing as I'm now relieved
Like the first time I caught you
Standing so heavenly next to me
Loving each syllable your lips put together
Knowing right then I've met someone
In which, I can leave hope with us later
Being Together
Being Just You
Fair lady do what you love to do best
And I promise
I shall take care of the rest
The calm way I shall ease your stress
By laying your head softly against my chest
Heart beating for the unconditional
As I will always like before be here to
listen to you, and then we connect,
through understanding mutually with respect,
That soft spot inside
of you which you protect
from the world so incredible
to my amazement is why I produce words
for you that are not only meant for you
but are also edible
enough for me to become full
with you while you are
Being Just You
And I promise
I shall take care of the rest
The calm way I shall ease your stress
By laying your head softly against my chest
Heart beating for the unconditional
As I will always like before be here to
listen to you, and then we connect,
through understanding mutually with respect,
That soft spot inside
of you which you protect
from the world so incredible
to my amazement is why I produce words
for you that are not only meant for you
but are also edible
enough for me to become full
with you while you are
Being Just You
Before You Start to Synchronize
Well I guess my time is up
No more - late night calls
No more - in love falls
No more - morning balls
Catch me later when you've had a chance
to recognize my wall similar to Berlin
where if you are looking for magic
I suggest you start looking for Merlin
My life is precious to me
polished like sterling
can't be redirected or changed
through compromise or learning lessons
something for you to realize
my fantasies have been recorded
something easy to analyze
or even understand if getting to know that
about me is part of your plan
Before You Start to Synchronize
No more - late night calls
No more - in love falls
No more - morning balls
Catch me later when you've had a chance
to recognize my wall similar to Berlin
where if you are looking for magic
I suggest you start looking for Merlin
My life is precious to me
polished like sterling
can't be redirected or changed
through compromise or learning lessons
something for you to realize
my fantasies have been recorded
something easy to analyze
or even understand if getting to know that
about me is part of your plan
Before You Start to Synchronize
Before Tomorrow Does
Carefully I stepped positioning my feet
to secure you today
next to me attention is before you today
no control no rules making love, love,
as I endure you today
just you and I to the life within promises
my word receive it as I ensure you today
beliefs and patience, drop your guard
I'm only here to secure you today
You, You, You today
I give my all as if
my life was plural today
capital letters in my him, do you really
understand through clientele finesse
and respect born one, borough today
the edge I was, as in my pledge to exist
along with the sun, moon and clouds above
Before Tomorrow Does
to secure you today
next to me attention is before you today
no control no rules making love, love,
as I endure you today
just you and I to the life within promises
my word receive it as I ensure you today
beliefs and patience, drop your guard
I'm only here to secure you today
You, You, You today
I give my all as if
my life was plural today
capital letters in my him, do you really
understand through clientele finesse
and respect born one, borough today
the edge I was, as in my pledge to exist
along with the sun, moon and clouds above
Before Tomorrow Does
Before Missing Me
Tablet inscribed
15 years deep
Now repeat after me
A man is he that becomes him
where 24 hours of sleep
is for the weak
and this you gots to believe
as you read
My thoughts, my visions
My analogies, my philosophies
All of His Knowledge
does more unconditionally
to those that open-mindedly
listen to me
Before Missing Me
15 years deep
Now repeat after me
A man is he that becomes him
where 24 hours of sleep
is for the weak
and this you gots to believe
as you read
My thoughts, my visions
My analogies, my philosophies
All of His Knowledge
does more unconditionally
to those that open-mindedly
listen to me
Before Missing Me
Before Life Stood
Something - some spirit
woke me up early this morning
to write this - influenced by a dream
I had about emptiness
a dream without clouds
a dream without the sun
a dream of darkness
lost in the dark
I continue to lose my sight
focus is no longer maintained
blind without a savior
so in the dark I'm scared
I will forever remain
with thoughts unexplained
by my side is myself shadow-less
and this is really beginning to worry me
as it seems like my life
is beginning to hurry me
blacking out when unlimited expressions
of love is what I'm only acting out
still it's dark - no light, no shine
not even a shine of mine
smothering occurs not only from the front
but also from behind
not able to be seen unless I looked
which keeps me feeling lost
like a nameless title of a good book
reminding me of a day
Before Life Stood
woke me up early this morning
to write this - influenced by a dream
I had about emptiness
a dream without clouds
a dream without the sun
a dream of darkness
lost in the dark
I continue to lose my sight
focus is no longer maintained
blind without a savior
so in the dark I'm scared
I will forever remain
with thoughts unexplained
by my side is myself shadow-less
and this is really beginning to worry me
as it seems like my life
is beginning to hurry me
blacking out when unlimited expressions
of love is what I'm only acting out
still it's dark - no light, no shine
not even a shine of mine
smothering occurs not only from the front
but also from behind
not able to be seen unless I looked
which keeps me feeling lost
like a nameless title of a good book
reminding me of a day
Before Life Stood
Becoming My Baby
The first things
Are the first things
I will always strive to put first
Before considering all else
Which may not work
Similar to a gentle kiss
To your welcoming lips in the morning
Excited enough in my heart
To keep me from yawning,
I am in love with this feeling
That I will forever keep from ignoring
Like a beautiful drawing
Superb within the engineered realm
Of being calm cool and charming
The 3 C's of my prosperity
Continuously pouring out my love luring
The under appreciated under complicated
Under inebriated type lady that
Wouldn't mind
Becoming My Baby
Are the first things
I will always strive to put first
Before considering all else
Which may not work
Similar to a gentle kiss
To your welcoming lips in the morning
Excited enough in my heart
To keep me from yawning,
I am in love with this feeling
That I will forever keep from ignoring
Like a beautiful drawing
Superb within the engineered realm
Of being calm cool and charming
The 3 C's of my prosperity
Continuously pouring out my love luring
The under appreciated under complicated
Under inebriated type lady that
Wouldn't mind
Becoming My Baby
"Because, I Love You"
There are so many ways to belong
in this life, so many thoughts
to process with time, but what if
we never took the time to notice the time
rapidly passing us by, you play the
biggest part in my belonging here now,
kidnapped intentionally within
your every smile, there would be no other
number I'll prefer to dial because my life
with you is like waiting to and wanting your
voice I hear to be the only sound
excitingly we are aboard our own
merry-go-round forever and ever until the
clouds in the sky hit the ground
which will never happen
Rebecca-I am looking to do more than just
hang around with you hoping to one day
release 100 white doves with you
"Because, I LOVE YOU"
in this life, so many thoughts
to process with time, but what if
we never took the time to notice the time
rapidly passing us by, you play the
biggest part in my belonging here now,
kidnapped intentionally within
your every smile, there would be no other
number I'll prefer to dial because my life
with you is like waiting to and wanting your
voice I hear to be the only sound
excitingly we are aboard our own
merry-go-round forever and ever until the
clouds in the sky hit the ground
which will never happen
Rebecca-I am looking to do more than just
hang around with you hoping to one day
release 100 white doves with you
"Because, I LOVE YOU"
Because You Are Near Me
You wake up in my arms baby
Free from harm a new day
I'm here and as lovely as you are
I'm proud to be your man
As you are my lady
Negative - from them you saved me
Gently disappearing to become
an instant memory
just to understand how much you meant to me,
Distinguished amazingly
Flattered beyond a cold's remedy
Longing to keep you next to me
Like your favorite recipe
I'm here now
Forever and ever
Staying just so I can experience being
In the mood for love simply
Because You Are Near Me
Free from harm a new day
I'm here and as lovely as you are
I'm proud to be your man
As you are my lady
Negative - from them you saved me
Gently disappearing to become
an instant memory
just to understand how much you meant to me,
Distinguished amazingly
Flattered beyond a cold's remedy
Longing to keep you next to me
Like your favorite recipe
I'm here now
Forever and ever
Staying just so I can experience being
In the mood for love simply
Because You Are Near Me
At a Time Like This
In the processing of my thoughts
to proceed aggressively toward
your needs inside forever I will
continue to believe, I will believe
and have faith in the smile of you
as it reflects my behavior and
the things I strive to do unconditional
for you because you are
to me very beautiful,
I enjoy witnessing your life day to day
as I see you when you are the
opposite of awake
my dreams of holding you are remarkable
as in my goals I wish to accomplish
with you like providing you
with that care to keep forever a smile
when it is me you see
as in the smile on my face
when it is with you I share my heart
and my poetry sincerely
At a Time Like This
to proceed aggressively toward
your needs inside forever I will
continue to believe, I will believe
and have faith in the smile of you
as it reflects my behavior and
the things I strive to do unconditional
for you because you are
to me very beautiful,
I enjoy witnessing your life day to day
as I see you when you are the
opposite of awake
my dreams of holding you are remarkable
as in my goals I wish to accomplish
with you like providing you
with that care to keep forever a smile
when it is me you see
as in the smile on my face
when it is with you I share my heart
and my poetry sincerely
At a Time Like This
Asylum of Thoughts Logical
I used to write beautiful poems
Pertaining to beautiful things
About the beauty of life
That's not too short
More than 50 times
My hearts been caught
By another's flaws and faults
That I paid no attention to
Until I was shown and also witnessed
How much women were vulnerable
and irresponsible keeping me aware
of my own
Asylum of Thought Logical
Pertaining to beautiful things
About the beauty of life
That's not too short
More than 50 times
My hearts been caught
By another's flaws and faults
That I paid no attention to
Until I was shown and also witnessed
How much women were vulnerable
and irresponsible keeping me aware
of my own
Asylum of Thought Logical
As You Sit Next To Me
As I compose this poem today,
happy for me should be the women
who read this as my time was evident
as it is appreciated in everyway
who is feeling this should reply
just because I shared a piece
of our confident spirit,
the laughter the special feeling inside
is just the beginning to this joy ride,
remember the rollercoaster and I'll remember
the 12 by 4 inch poster,
never again shall my string dangle
without your hands being apart of it
as this moment will go down in history
As You Sit Next To Me
happy for me should be the women
who read this as my time was evident
as it is appreciated in everyway
who is feeling this should reply
just because I shared a piece
of our confident spirit,
the laughter the special feeling inside
is just the beginning to this joy ride,
remember the rollercoaster and I'll remember
the 12 by 4 inch poster,
never again shall my string dangle
without your hands being apart of it
as this moment will go down in history
As You Sit Next To Me
As Long as We Exist
All day I've been waiting
For this opportunity and the chance
to express to you my feelings verbally
Romance is in the air now
And it would be the nerve of me
If I didn't represent the way
you appeal to me, I just want to
make safe your world present you with a hug
or two or three, then one more
to make it four allowing me to analyze
the easy breaths you take evermore
Keeping me the opposite of bored
how many words would I have to put together
to convince you that my love is shown through
my emotional expressions as I am now
a victim of depression
which leaves me with nothing
but happiness to shower you with
As Long as We Exist
For this opportunity and the chance
to express to you my feelings verbally
Romance is in the air now
And it would be the nerve of me
If I didn't represent the way
you appeal to me, I just want to
make safe your world present you with a hug
or two or three, then one more
to make it four allowing me to analyze
the easy breaths you take evermore
Keeping me the opposite of bored
how many words would I have to put together
to convince you that my love is shown through
my emotional expressions as I am now
a victim of depression
which leaves me with nothing
but happiness to shower you with
As Long as We Exist
As I Lay You Down
From sun up to sun down with
Thoughts of you I need not frown
When you are not around - I can
still hear that sound you make in
Your voice when on my bed I laid
You down - it did something for me
Securing my abilities to forever
Keep you happily involved with me
Or do you want something else
like my picture on your shelf
in the spectacle or maybe the physical
close your eyes Dream
and I'll work on that miracle
bringing the every fantasy about me
in your life to life as long as I'm
considering you to one day be my Wife
to hold, caress and love Morning to night,
with Ecstasy being
the only sound I hear
As I Lay You Down
Thoughts of you I need not frown
When you are not around - I can
still hear that sound you make in
Your voice when on my bed I laid
You down - it did something for me
Securing my abilities to forever
Keep you happily involved with me
Or do you want something else
like my picture on your shelf
in the spectacle or maybe the physical
close your eyes Dream
and I'll work on that miracle
bringing the every fantasy about me
in your life to life as long as I'm
considering you to one day be my Wife
to hold, caress and love Morning to night,
with Ecstasy being
the only sound I hear
As I Lay You Down
As I Lay Beside You
Thank you for coming into my life
as we live miles away
when you are sad
and begin to cry,
make sure you call me
so I to can cry,
when you are alone
and need to feel safe,
let us plan my journey
so I can keep you secure
with my company
holding you close as you sleep
where I now exist in your dreams
beside you picking flowers and counting sheep
as the Lord is my Sheppard
I shall not want
Because for you my heart beats
As I Lay Beside You
as we live miles away
when you are sad
and begin to cry,
make sure you call me
so I to can cry,
when you are alone
and need to feel safe,
let us plan my journey
so I can keep you secure
with my company
holding you close as you sleep
where I now exist in your dreams
beside you picking flowers and counting sheep
as the Lord is my Sheppard
I shall not want
Because for you my heart beats
As I Lay Beside You
As I Bleed It
The way I see it
is much different
than the same way
I believe it,
Analytical the way
I breathe it,
Inhale to exhale
The stress the frustration
I pray to over achieve it,
In line I stand to not fall
more like to receive it,
The graces beyond blessings
or vice or versa,
My passion to express
Similar to my heart
When I beat it
A positive my lyrical ink
As I Bleed It
is much different
than the same way
I believe it,
Analytical the way
I breathe it,
Inhale to exhale
The stress the frustration
I pray to over achieve it,
In line I stand to not fall
more like to receive it,
The graces beyond blessings
or vice or versa,
My passion to express
Similar to my heart
When I beat it
A positive my lyrical ink
As I Bleed It
As an Asiatic
All over again I remember
Oh so well I remember
Speaking exemplifying the why's
Yeah I've been here before
I've seen heaven but oh to well I know h***
By myself you see it's my destiny
To achieve and achieve as I believe
that by myself I say again I believe I can
achieve so much practice
so many nights slept no worries no angles
of an axis I felt I should
have to figure out using mathematics
its like theatric entrapment
I say as you react to this
assumption used and recycled like plastics
Am I such a thing appearing so transparent
as I walk faithfully distracting
the Human Praying Mantis
As an Asiatic
Oh so well I remember
Speaking exemplifying the why's
Yeah I've been here before
I've seen heaven but oh to well I know h***
By myself you see it's my destiny
To achieve and achieve as I believe
that by myself I say again I believe I can
achieve so much practice
so many nights slept no worries no angles
of an axis I felt I should
have to figure out using mathematics
its like theatric entrapment
I say as you react to this
assumption used and recycled like plastics
Am I such a thing appearing so transparent
as I walk faithfully distracting
the Human Praying Mantis
As an Asiatic
Any Weight in Gold
Love upon love
Develops into trust
That equals unconditional love
And that is why we sing
My baby my precious
I have something to share with you
A message from the depths of my soul
Every time I think of you I lose control
Understanding my position
When it comes to allowing my love to unfold
Right into your lap
Where on you I have a permanent hold
And as a matter of fact
In the beginning to you this was told
Don't you remember
Telling me that
my love is worth more than
Any Weight in Gold
Develops into trust
That equals unconditional love
And that is why we sing
My baby my precious
I have something to share with you
A message from the depths of my soul
Every time I think of you I lose control
Understanding my position
When it comes to allowing my love to unfold
Right into your lap
Where on you I have a permanent hold
And as a matter of fact
In the beginning to you this was told
Don't you remember
Telling me that
my love is worth more than
Any Weight in Gold
Another Love Homicide
Let my hands comfort
and guide you
protection - I vow to lay beside you
all day I thought about your love surrounding me
and at last I can breath easy
due to you grounding me,
off of your feet I'm looking to
sweep you,
as you will see my consistency
will complete you,
as you welcome my soul to un-defeat you
and all of this from a picture
I have stored in my mind,
looking to become investigated
by you and your
affectionate side
before we are victims to
Another Love Homicide
and guide you
protection - I vow to lay beside you
all day I thought about your love surrounding me
and at last I can breath easy
due to you grounding me,
off of your feet I'm looking to
sweep you,
as you will see my consistency
will complete you,
as you welcome my soul to un-defeat you
and all of this from a picture
I have stored in my mind,
looking to become investigated
by you and your
affectionate side
before we are victims to
Another Love Homicide
And Then There was You
And Then There was You - Part 1 of 2
Who can make the sunshine,
and create a lovely rainbow
Who can take the world
and around it tie a bow,
Who can plant a seed
and make a garden grow,
Who can take a sun shower
and turn it into snow,
Who can do what you can do
whether it's fast or slow?
Make me laugh, make me smile,
walk side by side with Me for a while,
as I continue to let you know
that I would like for you to have my child,
So tender is your warmth
oh so truly versatile,
making me worship the ground
that you have walked for miles and miles and miles,
Now that I'm here,
you need no further walk,
as I carry you in my arms
so I can see your beautiful face as you talk
As I, your Prince will see what lies ahead,
keeping you free of harm, to believe I, is to believe
what was said,
In the spirit of what compels me
to aim high being comfortable,
I couldn't be more satisfied alone
And Then There was You
Who can make the sunshine,
and create a lovely rainbow
Who can take the world
and around it tie a bow,
Who can plant a seed
and make a garden grow,
Who can take a sun shower
and turn it into snow,
Who can do what you can do
whether it's fast or slow?
Make me laugh, make me smile,
walk side by side with Me for a while,
as I continue to let you know
that I would like for you to have my child,
So tender is your warmth
oh so truly versatile,
making me worship the ground
that you have walked for miles and miles and miles,
Now that I'm here,
you need no further walk,
as I carry you in my arms
so I can see your beautiful face as you talk
As I, your Prince will see what lies ahead,
keeping you free of harm, to believe I, is to believe
what was said,
In the spirit of what compels me
to aim high being comfortable,
I couldn't be more satisfied alone
And Then There was You
Alone At Last
For each day with you I seem to spend
I witness the sky more clearly
Especially the way the sun
and clouds blend leaving me
Lifting my head to trace
such beauty as I believe
that deep down inside it is my duty
to picture the dreams within the sky
that will one day belong to you and I
Accepting rain - Accepting snow
Accepting lightning - conquered by a rainbow
Inspiring innocent Love
along with exquisite imagery
Securing you with my thoughts
of what you really mean to me
as we continue to now
exist with the days to past
while together, forever we are
Alone At Last
I witness the sky more clearly
Especially the way the sun
and clouds blend leaving me
Lifting my head to trace
such beauty as I believe
that deep down inside it is my duty
to picture the dreams within the sky
that will one day belong to you and I
Accepting rain - Accepting snow
Accepting lightning - conquered by a rainbow
Inspiring innocent Love
along with exquisite imagery
Securing you with my thoughts
of what you really mean to me
as we continue to now
exist with the days to past
while together, forever we are
Alone At Last
All That I Am Able
I ran for the train last night
because I was running behind schedule,
I missed it; I'm going to be late
Meeting you for dinner. Will you be mad?
I'm becoming concerned now more than
I've ever been before, what do I do?
Do I come up with an excuse?
Or just show up late with out even
Calling you, Damn - I'm so anxious to see you
As I'm now so nervous To be with you,
I'm going to let my heart lead me to you,
Because it is all that I can do
As I wait for the train
Memories of your smile dawns on the way
I strive to be strong for you
Can this be all so simple?
As to me hopping onto the tracks
Taking of my shoes to arrive maybe on time
for you as you are worth to me
All That I Am Able
because I was running behind schedule,
I missed it; I'm going to be late
Meeting you for dinner. Will you be mad?
I'm becoming concerned now more than
I've ever been before, what do I do?
Do I come up with an excuse?
Or just show up late with out even
Calling you, Damn - I'm so anxious to see you
As I'm now so nervous To be with you,
I'm going to let my heart lead me to you,
Because it is all that I can do
As I wait for the train
Memories of your smile dawns on the way
I strive to be strong for you
Can this be all so simple?
As to me hopping onto the tracks
Taking of my shoes to arrive maybe on time
for you as you are worth to me
All That I Am Able
All of The Time
Good morning - Beautiful,
It's a wonderful day
And you are alive and well in it,
So be joyous in everything you do today,
I will continue to smile for you,
As I am already high for you
Ready and willing to die for you
As one day me wishing you
to be my bride comes true,
Where as is if it doesn't happen
I will forever cry for you,
Submitting early morning expressions
with you on my mind
All of The Time
It's a wonderful day
And you are alive and well in it,
So be joyous in everything you do today,
I will continue to smile for you,
As I am already high for you
Ready and willing to die for you
As one day me wishing you
to be my bride comes true,
Where as is if it doesn't happen
I will forever cry for you,
Submitting early morning expressions
with you on my mind
All of The Time
All Day and Everyday
Miserable I would feel
if the taste wasn't real
as the sweetness would be lower
than my appetizing appeal
without you as my sugar I would
be incomplete maybe for the day
which would turn into a week,
Beautiful, I would not have
it no other way, if you are not
only my sugar now or better yet everyday,
no substitute brand would
ever take your place
as the last flavor I've savored
was yours that would never be replaced
I Love You for the way
you stimulate my mind
All Day and Everyday
if the taste wasn't real
as the sweetness would be lower
than my appetizing appeal
without you as my sugar I would
be incomplete maybe for the day
which would turn into a week,
Beautiful, I would not have
it no other way, if you are not
only my sugar now or better yet everyday,
no substitute brand would
ever take your place
as the last flavor I've savored
was yours that would never be replaced
I Love You for the way
you stimulate my mind
All Day and Everyday
All Day and All Night Long (w)
Exploring you, Your mind, You
The energy comes from the trust
The honesty the faith, I wish to take this time
To discuss - the faith from my honor
It will never escape - for you the world
Our world, My life, Our life
You becoming my wife, and that's the confidence
I need and always have needed
That I didn't have before,
Afraid I'm not at this time, because this feels right
So let us see our wrongs and not fight
So we can last while for each other
Being strong Able to be able
To conquer that storm that may bring
the 2 of us harm, My love I can sing this
Poem like a slow song, that will play
In your mind over and over
All Day and All Night Long
The energy comes from the trust
The honesty the faith, I wish to take this time
To discuss - the faith from my honor
It will never escape - for you the world
Our world, My life, Our life
You becoming my wife, and that's the confidence
I need and always have needed
That I didn't have before,
Afraid I'm not at this time, because this feels right
So let us see our wrongs and not fight
So we can last while for each other
Being strong Able to be able
To conquer that storm that may bring
the 2 of us harm, My love I can sing this
Poem like a slow song, that will play
In your mind over and over
All Day and All Night Long
All by Myself
Under the covers
winds blowing blood flowing,
I'm feeling the gentle breeze- Intimacy,
with the company of the Isley Brothers soothing my testosterone
I'm reaching for the telephone,
I answer and it's you, I'm here baby,
this is the last call
you are going to make
as I hand you my plate
through the phone
just so you can get a taste
of what is here already baked
and waiting for you, I will provide
you with that 5-course meal of security,
so listen carefully
this is something that is very dear to me
the ability to express my honesty
while describing my vulnerability poetically
All by Myself
winds blowing blood flowing,
I'm feeling the gentle breeze- Intimacy,
with the company of the Isley Brothers soothing my testosterone
I'm reaching for the telephone,
I answer and it's you, I'm here baby,
this is the last call
you are going to make
as I hand you my plate
through the phone
just so you can get a taste
of what is here already baked
and waiting for you, I will provide
you with that 5-course meal of security,
so listen carefully
this is something that is very dear to me
the ability to express my honesty
while describing my vulnerability poetically
All by Myself
AHKMEL PHAROD - My Mental
These days are gone now - Repetitive going..
going.. gone, I need 360 degrees of a world
reception - for I to be strong - countless
moons endless gravesite's - open wounds
broken head stones - forgotten tombs
as in I, a raider from an ark
Asiatic my right is where I belong
similar to the ground to liquor
for those who are no longer here poured upon,
Crime days - in the life of men
with manipulative mindful ways
beware of the invisible crown because
royally I've proven that - I'm distant
like the sun from the earth Alien of Charles
since birth - managed through manhood
withstanding all odds
righteously walking now as
AHKMEL PHAROD
going.. gone, I need 360 degrees of a world
reception - for I to be strong - countless
moons endless gravesite's - open wounds
broken head stones - forgotten tombs
as in I, a raider from an ark
Asiatic my right is where I belong
similar to the ground to liquor
for those who are no longer here poured upon,
Crime days - in the life of men
with manipulative mindful ways
beware of the invisible crown because
royally I've proven that - I'm distant
like the sun from the earth Alien of Charles
since birth - managed through manhood
withstanding all odds
righteously walking now as
AHKMEL PHAROD
A Prophet Divine
Planets align as the stars play
The moon finds a new hiding place
The world in which I live is distant
from even I, orbiting around the forbidden
I am discovered to become
What I am - equally I challenge to
be analyzed for the nights of the oceans
To rescue me from mental drought
Stripping of the shorelines
drowning of my souls compatibility
no more are my visions of happiness,
keeps me confident every time
I walk through my door after
sitting on the dock of the bay
under the Boardwalk where I've
conditionally wasted time
forever looking for the light
to shine upon me as
A Prophet Divine
The moon finds a new hiding place
The world in which I live is distant
from even I, orbiting around the forbidden
I am discovered to become
What I am - equally I challenge to
be analyzed for the nights of the oceans
To rescue me from mental drought
Stripping of the shorelines
drowning of my souls compatibility
no more are my visions of happiness,
keeps me confident every time
I walk through my door after
sitting on the dock of the bay
under the Boardwalk where I've
conditionally wasted time
forever looking for the light
to shine upon me as
A Prophet Divine
A Priceless Disguise
Coast to coast
from your thoughts
to my open world,
belongs you
that little girl,
sugar & spice
beautiful smile that's twice as nice,
Me precise with my attention
me pout with my affection
I promise to always be here
throwing myself in your direction
I'm sincere to realize that everyday
I rise within your eyes
longing to continue to gaze upon
such a beautiful reflection
where this newly found beauty
has taking me by surprise
similar to
A Priceless Disguise
from your thoughts
to my open world,
belongs you
that little girl,
sugar & spice
beautiful smile that's twice as nice,
Me precise with my attention
me pout with my affection
I promise to always be here
throwing myself in your direction
I'm sincere to realize that everyday
I rise within your eyes
longing to continue to gaze upon
such a beautiful reflection
where this newly found beauty
has taking me by surprise
similar to
A Priceless Disguise
A Permanent Hold
Explosiveness is like the way
you accept this energetic pull
with the noose around your neck
mentality too choked up
to get your mind naked
I'm patient like the land
that appears beneath my next step
as I look to share my shadow
with yours so please don't reject it
some what of an eclectic
styles like no other
however others have already
attempted to reflect it
then there is you and the beauty
that you behold as
I approached you
because I am bold
looking to place your soul on
A Permanent Hold
you accept this energetic pull
with the noose around your neck
mentality too choked up
to get your mind naked
I'm patient like the land
that appears beneath my next step
as I look to share my shadow
with yours so please don't reject it
some what of an eclectic
styles like no other
however others have already
attempted to reflect it
then there is you and the beauty
that you behold as
I approached you
because I am bold
looking to place your soul on
A Permanent Hold
A Lot Stronger
Excuse me, may I make you confident
in what you do to keep me close to you
maybe flowers or rain dances
so that it showers rose petals for you,
I know that for a woman
it can be powerful
the way she shows the way she feels
the positive dress code with a lot of sex appeal
I noticed you while
your heart searched for me endlessly
when all along I've been here patiently
waiting and counting the days go by
resetting my alarm each and every time
I'm about to cry
where I can't hold it in any longer
just because of my desire
in satisfying you growing
A Lot Stronger
in what you do to keep me close to you
maybe flowers or rain dances
so that it showers rose petals for you,
I know that for a woman
it can be powerful
the way she shows the way she feels
the positive dress code with a lot of sex appeal
I noticed you while
your heart searched for me endlessly
when all along I've been here patiently
waiting and counting the days go by
resetting my alarm each and every time
I'm about to cry
where I can't hold it in any longer
just because of my desire
in satisfying you growing
A Lot Stronger
A Beautiful Smile
Time and time again,
I find myself sitting here
at my computer making up these letters
I put together to form words
that my heart sometimes loses control over,
then there is my mind
as I am a slave to sharing
my emotions no matter what
without limiting myself
to give my all to you,
sometimes I shed a tear, did you know that?
As I sacrifice my mentality
just for my soul to appreciate
my purpose in this life that is not my own,
dedicated to the expressions
that I may involve your eyes and mouth in
as you sit and read this poem today
reflecting upon your face
A Beautiful Smile
I find myself sitting here
at my computer making up these letters
I put together to form words
that my heart sometimes loses control over,
then there is my mind
as I am a slave to sharing
my emotions no matter what
without limiting myself
to give my all to you,
sometimes I shed a tear, did you know that?
As I sacrifice my mentality
just for my soul to appreciate
my purpose in this life that is not my own,
dedicated to the expressions
that I may involve your eyes and mouth in
as you sit and read this poem today
reflecting upon your face
A Beautiful Smile
A Bad Woman
When you have eternal love for self
Knowing why at all times
Please if you read and understand
Why I do what I do to motivate and inspire
Take this personal
Similar to the you that makes up you
What do you have to offer
To your reflection
To your own neglecting
Good man good woman
Bad man bad woman
Keeping the mirror image of you
Bad men bad women
Which will in-turn make you
A Bad Woman
Knowing why at all times
Please if you read and understand
Why I do what I do to motivate and inspire
Take this personal
Similar to the you that makes up you
What do you have to offer
To your reflection
To your own neglecting
Good man good woman
Bad man bad woman
Keeping the mirror image of you
Bad men bad women
Which will in-turn make you
A Bad Woman
Wednesday, June 29, 2005
Circles
My heart your world
I am driven to take care
Of you and the reality
Of the irremovable passion
Within my soul
I speak aloud
For the first president
To make a law
Just for the way I feel
When it comes to you
Penalizing me to jail
If I ever stop loving you
If I ever stop wanting you
If I ever stop hugging you
If I ever stop rubbing you
We can go on and on
For days because this poetry
Is what I've chosen
to use just to continue drugging you
At times a little thugging you
To keep you parallel
To my nerves before
They start bugging you
Securing you, insuring you
That these words will never hurt you
As long as you keep forming around my heart
Circles
I am driven to take care
Of you and the reality
Of the irremovable passion
Within my soul
I speak aloud
For the first president
To make a law
Just for the way I feel
When it comes to you
Penalizing me to jail
If I ever stop loving you
If I ever stop wanting you
If I ever stop hugging you
If I ever stop rubbing you
We can go on and on
For days because this poetry
Is what I've chosen
to use just to continue drugging you
At times a little thugging you
To keep you parallel
To my nerves before
They start bugging you
Securing you, insuring you
That these words will never hurt you
As long as you keep forming around my heart
Circles
Friday, June 24, 2005
Trip to Ecstasy
Just close your eyes
And imaging me
Walking up to you smiling
then holding you,
caressing the softness
of your visible flesh,
your cleavage my lips,
your cotton panty-less,
my finger tips the flavor
of the excitement
that I will bring you
on the tip of my tongue
your aggressiveness, my patience
arousing the appetite
of the yearning for the horizontal,
leg around my back positioning
just so I can feel the hymen
calling for my scrotum,
breath taking you
on that intimate
Trip to Ecstasy
And imaging me
Walking up to you smiling
then holding you,
caressing the softness
of your visible flesh,
your cleavage my lips,
your cotton panty-less,
my finger tips the flavor
of the excitement
that I will bring you
on the tip of my tongue
your aggressiveness, my patience
arousing the appetite
of the yearning for the horizontal,
leg around my back positioning
just so I can feel the hymen
calling for my scrotum,
breath taking you
on that intimate
Trip to Ecstasy
Wednesday, June 22, 2005
Riding Slowly
Whisper to me
what you are thinking
No, wait, I already know
from your glance
My thoughts are racing,
lead on by your touch
To the ending
we both know that we want
As you sit
on top of me
head back long hair flowing
I feel the fire
when you put me inside you
Riding slowly,
taking all of me
with each thrust
Riding slowly,
Riding Slowly
Riding Slowly
what you are thinking
No, wait, I already know
from your glance
My thoughts are racing,
lead on by your touch
To the ending
we both know that we want
As you sit
on top of me
head back long hair flowing
I feel the fire
when you put me inside you
Riding slowly,
taking all of me
with each thrust
Riding slowly,
Riding Slowly
Riding Slowly
Melt Into One
As you slowly remove your dress
I am mesmerize
The perfection
of your body
is God's own work of art
There is no other woman
as beautiful as you
No other man as lucky
as I am to hold you
Watching your
tender lips move
I want to kiss them
and inhale your sweet breath
into my soul
To taste the magic
that is uniquely you
To feel the warmth
when our spirits
Melt Into One
I am mesmerize
The perfection
of your body
is God's own work of art
There is no other woman
as beautiful as you
No other man as lucky
as I am to hold you
Watching your
tender lips move
I want to kiss them
and inhale your sweet breath
into my soul
To taste the magic
that is uniquely you
To feel the warmth
when our spirits
Melt Into One
Lost In You
There is no world
when I am with you
Nothing else matters
time stands still
When I gaze into your eyes
I see eternity
When I kiss you
I feel the heat of the moment
How did we meet
I can't even remember
All that matters
is we are here together now
There is no past
nor future
only this moment
Consumed by the magic
Lost In You
when I am with you
Nothing else matters
time stands still
When I gaze into your eyes
I see eternity
When I kiss you
I feel the heat of the moment
How did we meet
I can't even remember
All that matters
is we are here together now
There is no past
nor future
only this moment
Consumed by the magic
Lost In You
Beyond My Words
It is the newness
that your eyes and ears deserve
the exploration of me being allowed
to understand your every curve
the confidence I possess
to stabilize your nerves
the harmony created within my heart
like morning birds as they chirp
I desire to wake up
your world with my worth
as a man that has the ability
to make things work
with a little prayer
and a lot of courage
understanding the reason
your mother gave birth
to such a beautiful young lady
that I look to worship
like God to church services
My love - these are the thoughts in my mind
that lurk as I am in love with
the inspiration that keeps me focused
Beyond My Words...
that your eyes and ears deserve
the exploration of me being allowed
to understand your every curve
the confidence I possess
to stabilize your nerves
the harmony created within my heart
like morning birds as they chirp
I desire to wake up
your world with my worth
as a man that has the ability
to make things work
with a little prayer
and a lot of courage
understanding the reason
your mother gave birth
to such a beautiful young lady
that I look to worship
like God to church services
My love - these are the thoughts in my mind
that lurk as I am in love with
the inspiration that keeps me focused
Beyond My Words...
Simple
The symphony of your harmonious step
Keeps my longing for you in step
Wait I am not finished yet
My back is becoming wet
My magnet is becoming erect
I want you to touch me with your pet
Stroke me with your sweat
Be the energy that I need to forget
Embrace my fantasies with your thirst
as I attempt to take away your breath
Sip life with me - admire the shores with me
Imprinting the symbol of my cancer
in the ground and many more we haven't yet
69 is my symbol
to understand is to tremble
so read about my nature
it is really far from being a riddle
because this fire I have for you is
Simple
Keeps my longing for you in step
Wait I am not finished yet
My back is becoming wet
My magnet is becoming erect
I want you to touch me with your pet
Stroke me with your sweat
Be the energy that I need to forget
Embrace my fantasies with your thirst
as I attempt to take away your breath
Sip life with me - admire the shores with me
Imprinting the symbol of my cancer
in the ground and many more we haven't yet
69 is my symbol
to understand is to tremble
so read about my nature
it is really far from being a riddle
because this fire I have for you is
Simple
Monday, May 23, 2005
Conscience and Emotions
Believing myself that the heart thinks,
Believing myself that the heart wills,
at the same time understanding
that the heart has a conscience and emotions,
Wanting to travel heavenly streams
of red passion my beat to yours
Skipping and wanting to be captured,
by the soul of immediate mature rapture
I'll never know what you think
but I know how you feel and smell
you’ve penetrated my pours
with the fog of absolute sensations
Standing at attention
Waiting for the evolution or the beginning
of one solution which equates
to our loves contributions
even your hands know me
because they helped the
arch of my back to conform to your rhythm
Rhythm the magic of the reason
I am breathing for you, your life,
your acceptance and care giving
my muscles envelope your flesh
I care for you so much
it feels like my bones are melting to you
and it hurts however the pain
makes me feel like I’m alive
Inhaling and exhaling the securities
of my belonging here for your righteous longing
Stimulating and arousing you
like a birds first calling
I became free, free indeed
when I soared to the prize
you knew me by my true name
and called it over and over again
where after we met we just cried
while revealing our true
Conscience and Emotions
Believing myself that the heart wills,
at the same time understanding
that the heart has a conscience and emotions,
Wanting to travel heavenly streams
of red passion my beat to yours
Skipping and wanting to be captured,
by the soul of immediate mature rapture
I'll never know what you think
but I know how you feel and smell
you’ve penetrated my pours
with the fog of absolute sensations
Standing at attention
Waiting for the evolution or the beginning
of one solution which equates
to our loves contributions
even your hands know me
because they helped the
arch of my back to conform to your rhythm
Rhythm the magic of the reason
I am breathing for you, your life,
your acceptance and care giving
my muscles envelope your flesh
I care for you so much
it feels like my bones are melting to you
and it hurts however the pain
makes me feel like I’m alive
Inhaling and exhaling the securities
of my belonging here for your righteous longing
Stimulating and arousing you
like a birds first calling
I became free, free indeed
when I soared to the prize
you knew me by my true name
and called it over and over again
where after we met we just cried
while revealing our true
Conscience and Emotions
Infinite
The level of focused upon the world
my focus my path your righteousness
please guide me with your wisdom
I need you like the sun to God's Children
I will follow the warmth of your rays
for I know this is were peace lies
leading me straight to your core the Truth
securing the plight of the indirectness of relating
I vow to stand before your axis
as a revolving force of one spectrum
one man as an infinite source of what matters
and the only thing that matters
is your everlasting light that unconditionally
loves me because now I feel that
I am more than just a woman
when you touch my soul I feel
Infinite
my focus my path your righteousness
please guide me with your wisdom
I need you like the sun to God's Children
I will follow the warmth of your rays
for I know this is were peace lies
leading me straight to your core the Truth
securing the plight of the indirectness of relating
I vow to stand before your axis
as a revolving force of one spectrum
one man as an infinite source of what matters
and the only thing that matters
is your everlasting light that unconditionally
loves me because now I feel that
I am more than just a woman
when you touch my soul I feel
Infinite
Tuesday, April 19, 2005
Cup of Your Sweat
Blood pressure
higher than normal today,
rubbing on yourself
as if this was Friday
after you just got paid,
I'm witnessing all of this
and might I ask
if there is anything I can do
to make you feel comfortable?
How about you take
my hands and introduce them to your body
the bottom of that blouse
is saying hello out loud
trying to get my attention
like rain to a cloud,
I'm liking this
as you take me on that
express flight downward to your clit,
all around the world is the convo,
as I'm playing on that silky
soft flesh with more repetitions
than Afrikaans to their bongos,
turbulence is unexpected but I like it,
sharing your body as I'm respecting it
life preserver I strap on,
as I white water raft
outside of my condom
making things more hotter
than they can get all for a
Cup of Your Sweat
higher than normal today,
rubbing on yourself
as if this was Friday
after you just got paid,
I'm witnessing all of this
and might I ask
if there is anything I can do
to make you feel comfortable?
How about you take
my hands and introduce them to your body
the bottom of that blouse
is saying hello out loud
trying to get my attention
like rain to a cloud,
I'm liking this
as you take me on that
express flight downward to your clit,
all around the world is the convo,
as I'm playing on that silky
soft flesh with more repetitions
than Afrikaans to their bongos,
turbulence is unexpected but I like it,
sharing your body as I'm respecting it
life preserver I strap on,
as I white water raft
outside of my condom
making things more hotter
than they can get all for a
Cup of Your Sweat
Friday, April 15, 2005
Happy
Many a time
a place in my heart
Unknown
which resulted in a smile
due to an emotion
Un-shown
I believe that now
because of you it's grown
wider than the skies
Un-flown
which could only mean
that I am finally
Happy
a place in my heart
Unknown
which resulted in a smile
due to an emotion
Un-shown
I believe that now
because of you it's grown
wider than the skies
Un-flown
which could only mean
that I am finally
Happy
Your Wildest Sensation
Please don't go
I have two more things to say
To be put respectfully
In my own way
From the smile to the brow
Check the elevation
Fantasizing about condensation
My words your ears
To your tropical relation
massaging your body succulent
My lips - I'm paying attention
Relax because long
I haven't been waiting
To sink my teeth and mind into
Your Wildest Sensation
I have two more things to say
To be put respectfully
In my own way
From the smile to the brow
Check the elevation
Fantasizing about condensation
My words your ears
To your tropical relation
massaging your body succulent
My lips - I'm paying attention
Relax because long
I haven't been waiting
To sink my teeth and mind into
Your Wildest Sensation
Angel Divine
Though star-blazed skies my mind contained,
The solitude of night my heart concealed,
Love's emotions were so fully restrained,
Thus did I hide behind a self-made shield.
And then you entered into my life,
Bewildering feelings, dazed and confused,
But you continued deeper like a knife,
Until my hardness was thus subdued.
What I never thought possible for me,
You've done and that I'll always treasure,
My heart burns fervent with love for thee,
Our souls delight in each beyond all measure.
And as you now place your sweet lips on mine,
I know for certain I'm enraptured with an
Angel Divine
The solitude of night my heart concealed,
Love's emotions were so fully restrained,
Thus did I hide behind a self-made shield.
And then you entered into my life,
Bewildering feelings, dazed and confused,
But you continued deeper like a knife,
Until my hardness was thus subdued.
What I never thought possible for me,
You've done and that I'll always treasure,
My heart burns fervent with love for thee,
Our souls delight in each beyond all measure.
And as you now place your sweet lips on mine,
I know for certain I'm enraptured with an
Angel Divine
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