The Rebirth of Fashion

When fashion takes a break it sits down and takes a picture.

Thursday, April 14, 2005

Inspiration

We've only seen the light
shown through a dream
believing in the vision
of care we have for eachother
that strongly lies in between
the how much and the how many times
to one another we've expressed our love
instead of thinking that we should rather
of these endless feelings
repress our love
about where we belong... I now understand,
however into this world I was born
to witness the occasions
to rise above self admiration
together it's only you and I now
with goals and aspirations, living my life
through you will provide me with
the comfort & relaxation
continuing to move me in special ways
with compliments to your

Inspiration

The First Time I Saw You

To my knees
surrendering the conceit
and the cockiness
I can't believe
that you are sitting here
finding me attractive
I am blessed
as I now am looking
into making you
my habit
one that I will never want to kick
one that I will now give you ownership
over my sensual and relaxed movements
woman you excite me
sexy lady you delight me
just the thought
of you alone entices me
submitting my manhood before you
similar to the way I did

The First Time I Saw You


Author's Comments:

"I figure providing the intimate energy to those that are looking for versatility won't hurt..This poem covers the immediate thoughts of a man that instantly fell in lust.."

To the Wounded Hurt

How would you feel?
Sometimes I ask myself
before I ask the lord
about how he would feel
(redundant as he doesn't)

If I over analyzed things
for the sake of understanding
in depth about how and why
a woman does what she does

when she doesn't appear
to think about
a man's heart, his mind
and his opinion carefully,

I attempt to speak
and share wisdom where instead
I am treated as if I stole
all of Europe's children

I am just being me a person
of Jerusalem a prophet with more
than one thing to share

To the Wounded Hurt

A Gentle Heart

Emotionally tucked into
the secondary folds of your heart
which began with just your smile
right from the start

Picturing you now
Thinking of you now
Wishing for you now
Praying for you now
Heavenly existing for you now
Knowing you better than I did before now

Allowing my expressions of love
to be versatile
as the chemistry and substance
between us reaches to the end
of the earth's last mile

where I will be delighted
to continue showing you an attention
the same I did from the start
from a gentleman with

A Gentle Heart

Reunited

The pleasure is all of my own
as I become whatever you want,
as in the first time
the what you wanted at the time
I could not be,
I didn't know you to submit
my pain inside from the previous
still privately rested, pacing and racing
thoughts of your spirit remained,
my love restrained,
the Asylum emotionally awaiting
the Poetic link to my varicose vein,
words softly looking
to be explained as not I,
difficult may be the limiting of your brain
think with your heart and then analyze with the same,
seeing that it's all about how you play the game,
how your feelings should never change,
Loving you is easy, so why can it not for I be,
I am part of you, remember?
Any other way to be put is more than words
can annunciate, so take aim before its to late,
for I'm right now standing still excited
about with you becoming

Reunited

A Child's Lifeline

Stretched out the hand,
the power of personality
that constantly conflicts
with the uninhibited,
I've been forewarned
by dreams of fighting snakes
I didn't know what to do
what to make out of the dreams
that at times made my night's days
where sleep I couldn't partake,
because the activity was to
put to sleep the sheep
that one by one became odd shapes
immortally beloved
or immortally a child once be-gave
asthmatic the cardiac
lungs clouded, smoke filled my pipeline
which almost put to rest

A Child's Lifeline


Author's Comments:

"This poem or shall I say group of flashbacks put together to create and image about what I had to go through growing up around two parents who smoked at the same time I had asthma..."

Sad is Love....

I'm born to be picked out
by those who remember me,
but how when I'm nothing,
I'm named for the memories
and for those that don't even know me,

I'm nothing to someone
who haven't yet discovered me,
and here I am
recovered from the cotton
that was once picked from under me
by my ancestors born into slavery,

OOOOOHHHHHHHH!

I yell out because of the mentality
of those around me, stricken and blind,
treating each other unkind,
I have to witness this,
I have to experience unfaithfulness
again time after time

My Love is Sad because that's
what I feel at the end of giving
and not receiving it.
Which path do I take now?
Do I pack up my things and just...?

There's nothing else left to do
unless I'm doing it by myself
and that is sad when you have love to give,
then again who wants love when

Sad is Love

Comma Delimited

The remarks
Footnoted then bookmarked
Without the copyrights of AHKMEL PHAROD
I speak thoughts poetically with substance of a God

Therefore my originality will make all listen
with open-mindedness
It’s not hard

So follow if you own nothing
or no direction
Take notes of what I emphasize
For your own protection
Left side of the brain
Heals the right side infection

Therefore speak to me like
I’m part of your reflection
As my bond is my universal
Like the way I bless the mic
With no rehearsal

Never looking to hurt you
With this complex verbal
Ready and willing to nerve you
My set is my faith
Disciplined like a curfew

Though unlimited
against myself I became prohibited
with my mental poems I manifest

Comma Delimited

Damaged Seed

I just had to admit
that this will be the last
I mean the last
no more past

just future
my poetry comes first
before another smile
and a sloppy ass

you see, talent is the art
as the skill and craft
flows through the heart
protected by my soul that sometimes drifts apart

from my mind, my shine
a recluse wanting to come out of the mine
of the coal miners daughter
too many problems not enough water
too much time out of order

Falling in love with a quarter
of a man, that has his own plans,
to succeed beyond the physical greed
of a another man's confused

Damaged Seed

All Through The Night

Chasing the alignment of your silhouette
Woman you are piercing my infatuation
and my fantasies like a bayonet,

Erotic, toxic, maybe gothic, 100% exotic
Transparently hypnotic,
understanding that this logic
keeps the focus on the way
you walk because you GOT IT

Non-histrionic
I believe I can fly parabolic
existing like a comet
surrounding you with myself
until you say stop it,

You know me
first name Charles - not Kobe
Respectful, intellectual
living to protect you
as my eyes guide my mind to thoughts sexual

Let me love you down
making you feel so right
let me love you,
need you and achieve you

All Through The Night

In This Position

Between you and I
a secret wouldn't be a secret
if you knew what I knew

Before I told you about this race
this world of subdivision
moving rapidly pass a millennium

of 1st born 1st torn of the last sworn
leaving it up to the AMERICAN
to continue to make the decisions wrong

Leaving no need to retaliate
without a proposition
leaving no need to extinguish a threat

that for years had us already

In This Position

Our Secret to Keep

My heart is full like the moon so bright
Full and ripe with unspeakable delight

Of stolen moments shared in secret
A hidden love without rhyme or reason

A smile, a touch, a ripple of pleasure
A climax of ecstasy to it's fullest measure

"Oh, how long can I linger in the garden of love?"
"Forever," I'd say but even that's not enough

"How long can I quench my thirst for your kiss?"
Not long for your lips could I ever resist

But together we share our secrets of lust
Transcending the boundaries of intimate trust

No one knows what crest we've reached
Forever our secret,

Our Secret to Keep

Monday, April 11, 2005

From Above

As my eyes open to a new day,
My hands searches near me,
Towards your warm body's way,
Electricity charges my soul,
As contact is made.

Your response will be my toll,
As I reach to hold your lovely face,
And kiss your tender ruby lips,
With a gentle sensuous pace.

Your sweet lips are like honey,
Once I taste their tenderness,
I will lose my soul,
With great finesse.

Slowly our souls,
Enslave themselves in loving passion,
Losing our emotional selves,
In the purest fashion.

Heavenly bound,
Entwined are our souls,
Reaching heights never known,
As we tenderly embraced, arrived to our goal.

As we return to reality,
We thank each other so honestly,
For the just experienced love,
That was commanded of us,

From Above

Loving You

As gentle as
a springtime breeze

Sensual kisses
to tease and please

As beautiful as
a morning sunrise

Kissing and caressing
your caramel thighs

A summers day
sticky and hot

Longing to revisit
your sensual spot

Sitting at the beach
as the waves hit the shore

Crescendos of passion
has us begging for more

As I walk barefoot
in the morning dew
I can't keep my mind off

Loving You

Sex on the Beach

With dunes silhouetting our presence
Playfully hiding, our decadent motives
The wine mellowing our inhibitions
With heat radiating from around and within

Our toes curled tightly into the sand
We lie face-to-face; pore-to-pore
Skin smoothed silky with cream
Cravings warmed by a midday sun

The sun and drink inducing boldness
I pull you yet even closer to me
The contact full, with flagrant disregard
As your breasts nestle softly at my chest

My hands trace the contours of your back
Seeking the arches of your desire
You reciprocate, a quiver of erogenous skin
As our mouths meet hard with passion

I edge tenderly away, releasing you
To drink the beauty before me,
To seek liberation of your scant clothing
To release to my eyes; every curve before me

I trace my tongue under your short breath
With tautness undulating with me as I move
Leave faint trace lines over your body
Lower, the teasing soft tempo of a pendulum

Your hands, with sense of desperation,
Forcefully reach for me, seeking proof
A small gasp escapes, as fingers pull me closer
Caressing to a soft echo of my tongue

With near regretful force, you lift my head,
Lips mash, breath both sweet and heavy,
Laced with the heady alcohol of sex
As our bodies open, the embrace deep

Sun warmed air displaced, by hot skin
As our union becomes complete,
Short movements staying the need for release
As we savor the intimacy and voyeurism

And finally with animal lust sated
The waves of calm close heavy on our limbs
As we lie, together, as one island alone
Drinking the cocktail of sun and sand
At the same time having

Sex on the Beach

Soft Sweet Kisses

The flesh of your attention
trailing down my body with your lips
one by one
working their way to my monumental graphic
Soft and sensual
warm to the touch
a very erotic feeling
wanting you so much

Each kiss placed
in a precise fashion
to make my body boil
unleash my pent up passion

You kindle my internal fire
like an intense crackling flame
with your wants and desires
you are not one who's easily tamed

Electricity surrounds your lips
my body’s slowly coming alive
I feel myself erupting
exploding deep inside

A feeling of content-ness
has come over me...
from the warmth and love
of your

Soft Sweet Kisses

Taste Our Love

Taste me
from the outside in

Bathe me
in your sweat

Cover me
with your love

Shower me
with yourself

Touch me
with your fingertips

Smell my
masculinity of passion

Hear my
breathlessness

Feel my
rapture

Taste Our Love

FOREPLAY

F ~ Fingers touching secret places
O ~ Orgasms coming - smiling faces
R ~ Rear entry is what you love the best
E ~ Erotic pleasure as lovers caress
P ~ Passion fills the steamy room
L ~ Lustful thoughts begin to bloom
A ~ Animal urges as our legs entwine
Y ~ Your lips, your body close to mine

A Forever Kind of Ecstasy

I am your soul-mate
the one to fulfill your dreams
make all your wishes come true
every sexual fantasy to
grant all your wildest desires and wishes
cover your body with sensual kisses
take you to heaven
on a cloud of ecstasy, passion and desire
setting your heart and soul on fire

I am your dream and fantasy come true
because I am a part of you
our hearts are two halves of one
knowing now we have begun

Let me explore your gorgeous body
taking you on a magical journey of pleasure
giving you memories of passion you'll treasure
making you feel the way you should
the way only as your soul-mate could

You're the one I want to forever please
lick you, eat you, taste you and tease
feel your body against me
feel you dripping on top of me
making love together
wanting it to last forever

Every move and every caress
I want this to be the best
each time its so beautiful
to feel and hear you
hold you very, very tight
with you I know its so right

Nobody else could make me feel the way you do
you are the one I've been waiting for
no one else I could ever want more

I promise you, your fantasies I'll fulfill
your hopes and dreams and deepest thoughts
everything in love you've ever sought
my love for you will always stand true
loving you this will always be

A Forever Kind of Ecstasy

Breathing Deeply

The candles dance slowly
Shadows swaying in tune with the flame
Casting a moving tapestry of desire against your skin
Quick flirtations of passion are granted
Then recede quickly into the unlit shadows

I have longed for this moment,
To look into those dark eyes
To feel the gentle breeze of your kiss,
The breath of an angel

Gently the tapestry moves
My hands caressing...softly,
Your silky skin beneath them,
My lips freely exploring,
Tasting the nectar of the Gods

Your hips sway with the dance of the flame
You moan softly,
Our hands grasping...
Then intertwined as the first wave breaks against your shore.

With a gentle plea, barely audible
You invite me in,
Your eyes locked on mine, rising to meet me
You guide me deep into your soul

We move as one in the candlelight
Our bodies locked in a passionate embrace,
Slowly at first, then in waves, weaving a tapestry of ecstasy
Surrounding me...Alive with your touch


Penetrating...Your body exploding with pleasure
Our bodies tense with anticipation
At the mercy of powers beyond our comprehension
We surrender to the arms of rapture

Descending again to our mortal confines
Our bodies shudder with exhaustion
Your dark hair cascades down my chest
As the candles design their tapestry of shadows
we are at peace,

Breathing Deeply

Thursday, March 17, 2005

Back To You

Someone once told me
That dreams do come true,
And I've experienced that
The day I gave my heart to you.

I've cherished that very moment
So precious inside my heart,
And made a wish for me and you
To never ever part.

If ever there's a problem
Or things are not going right,
I'll make sure and sit down with you
and discuss it over candle light.

I can't hide the love for you
So dear, precious and true,
If ever I was to lose this love,
I promise that my heart will lead

Back To You

Monday, March 14, 2005

That Beautiful Smile You Show (w)

It is not about how you ask
it is when you ask
sometimes you catch me at the wrong time
or at the time I am thinking wrong
not feeling strong
enough to keep you interested
in me more than the radio's number one song
I am breathing while you are needing
exhaling while you are sleeping
due to not being able to hold
you close like newlyweds
together on the weekend
I however do want you to know
that the love is still here for me to show
as long as you keep your
faith in me like little kids to winter snow
where like theirs my eyes still light up
when I see

That Beautiful Smile You Show

All I Had Left (w)

My poems are from the hearts of Men
who became conquered from within,
within the thoughts
of those before them
within the achievements of the Egyptians
my inscriptions are on
the pyramids of women
who I enslaved within my mind
not to challenge but to welcome,
because I love them
them who are of you
you who are of them
from your walk to your talk
I choose to journey beside you
As I am destined to be your King
as your destiny will one day
lead you to become my Queen
I dream you and the pleasure
that I am suppose to bring
treating you like
a fire in the winter
paying you very close attention
fulfilling your most passionate desires
before I enter your clear waters
I'll drink the love of your flesh
to build my courage forever
providing you with the strength
if it was

All I Had Left

All I Can Do (w)

After all of these words
The explanations the patience
The answering the many questions
What else of the now and present
can or better yet do you want
from me a man as 1?
What can I truly offer you
without doubt?
I share with you
my thoughts you compel them
you share with me your past
I listen in return,
I strive to comfort you emotionally
for your feelings to take aim
in a new direction
Let go of that strain
you wish to hold tighter than a man,
For every day I hear you
I fight back my tears
I hold back my pain
Where are we going tomorrow
if we fail to understand today?
I express to you - I express to you
Do you understand?
Do you have any idea of you
not expressing yourself to me?
I fight these tears right now
as I am going to keep
holding on because it is

All I Can Do

And that’s for Real

Empty mystically challenged
Speech impeded by those things
No name once needed
In the middle trust believed it
Sweat dripping nervous
Even after I’ve succeeded
Question to date Que'
Interested myself swept away
By the shapes of clouds
Designed by my thoughts
My illusions scientifically proven
Last flash last light
Mach 10 out of breath
About to pass you
while thinking and standing still

And that’s for Real

Without Life

All I want to do
is live for the lover in a woman,
romancing her without trying
making love to her without relying,
I have an infinite amount of love
to honor my woman with,
I don't have one right now
because I feel like work
would have to be put in,
and I have a job right now
where I smile unconditionally
at all of my guest
I check in and out of my hotel
where I work...
Have you every heard
of a man with thoughts like these
thoughts that would make
You drop to your knees..
I am interested in A wife that I would
make a wedding dress for...
A wife that I would drive
to the equator for
just to show her
that it will never be
to hot (in the kitchen)
A woman that I would
live to die for
A woman that I would
put my arm around
when or when its not cold
a woman that I would
massage her intellect like her back
because that is what
I`m here life for
Rubbing her mind
like her spine every time
she comes through the front door
Keeping my mind above all others
that she might have encountered
respecting her as if
she was related to
four generations before my mothers
Quenching her desires
providing her with
more than a cup full of water
how about my life preserved for her
to use as her personal reservoir
do you feel me,
flowers everyday delivered by me
because its what I stand for
nothing less than
the blood flowing within my body
that GOD keeps me alive for...
My woman my wife,
where without
My manhood would exist

Without Life

What We Don't Ask For

Even now when I think about you
My mind goes crazy
with just the thought
About the things that go on
in your mind about me,
for I'm more than human
leaving no room for excuses
my strength comes from your thoughts
as to when you sleep
like the way the power of my munificence
increases similar to the early bird
getting the best worm
as in the perfect man in me
always allowing others to take his turn,
the admiration constant and mutual
will just in the long run
increase your interest in me
a man who is confident, a man who is
conceited a man who over achieves,
a man who understands and loves beautiful
things that others are to blind to see
as I am patient with miracles like Moses
within the Lord's Holy Story as we should
greatly appreciate

What We Don't Ask For

Stay Awake

Red carpet atmosphere
I'm spoiled with
each moment understood
bottom lip soiled with,
you know it didn't take
too long for you to show it
to me the glaze complimented
by your inner glow scents
attracting my arrogant...
acting stiff radius
of my x, y and degree N to the 90th
your each contraction before reaction
girl why you laughing?

Work applied - little pressure
right heal on the bed
left knee on the dresser
God Child never of the lesser,
Situations like this I treasure
as you better
believe in my forecast
before any news flash
or report of the weather
when in each others eyes
we look and monuments shake,
waves of brains quake,
never wanting to sleep
so I will continue to pray
and protect with the 3rd eye
allowing my hunger for you to

Stay Awake

More Than She Would Ever Know

Lets say I'm holding you close
with your face facing the wind,
my arms are around you,
holding you secure enough to keep
your thoughts grounded with my own
your back pressed firmly against my chest,
the sexy thing about the way
you appear as your body's pressed
firmly against my highly respected
that day we became one,
my love I demonstrate with confidence beyond
any others that you might have ever
come across in the past or you may ever
come across in the future
where at the present
Love starts to verbally orchestrate
my thoughts with bass and a
smooth harmonic display of a man
looking to sweep a woman as in yourself
from off of her feet to carry her to
a resting place for you to dream
about the vision I placed within your mind
my whispering with my hands upon the frame
of your body and soul the slow way
I identify with the muscles you work
to keep you functioning as a mother,
this I know, understanding my presence
and patience of my own when it comes to
pleasing a woman who deserves

More Than She Would Ever Know

Conversations Beyond Conversations

I'm not here to disguise
the way I feel about my world
I have things on my mind
a lot of them relating to why there is
still the improbable pertaining
to maintaining a civilized relationship with mankind
why must we breathe to unease?
Taking even our last breath to cause stress
always looking to hurt because of our fear to work
Why must we be lackadaisical
in our socialistic approach
when it comes to we as an undivided
though decided class of people,
when does the God Factor take in affect?
When does forgiveness run out?
I need help - therefore I seek help,
I am not afraid of those that are not afraid of me,
I have issues that I strive to conclude,
I said, I have issues that I strive to conclude,
whether with myself or with someone of myself,
I'm not out to be taking the wrong way,
I feel that it happens when someone doesn't
want to take the time to get to know me
instead control me, and rob me
of my intellectual approach to converse on
topics that leaves an uncomforting feeling with my mental
analytically hour after hour
I find myself able to bring substance
into a creation of a different relation,
then I relax my mind looking
to receive knowledge of a new elation
waiting for a creative and different response igniting

Conversations Beyond Conversations

Available

It's you and me again,
My friend - you are,
So recognize what you
Have discovered in a
Different man by accident,
Patient lover
I want you to listen
To the fantasy in my voice
The temptation in my accent,
Woman pay more attention
Then you have paid before
And I'll give you more
Than you've bargained for,
Leaving you with no
Other reason to continue
On to explore the empty voids
You have already endured
Never shall that enter
Your mind as I once again
Reach for that spine,
That I caressed gently
With my poetic thoughts
Tranquilizing your body
With my mind,
I am in charge once again
To bring you close to my heart
Securing your worries
Right from the start,
Where the only worries
Are relating to how happy
And satisfied I continue
To keep you, addicted,
So come get it cause its here
Anytime and anywhere
For you to get it, because I am

Available

More Than Enough

Just can't believe my eyes
sometimes when it comes to you
as on a scale of one to a hundred
will never amount to you
the way you are so beautiful
I'm missing you once again,
as you may have thought
my feelings were just for pretend,
I have grown strong with you
as I now long for you
to touch and caress my heart
like the, wait...this just in
I've been wanting to share this with you
from the very start..."so here I go"
I sit here and think about
swimming inside of you,
I think of how I can
just quietly enter you,
my blood flows south for you,
as my mouth is watering to taste you,
I'm so nasty - I want you
to pour your life inside of my mouth,
I want to look like those idiots in those
got milk ads - got juice?
or shall I say cream,
I would like to freeze or better yet
consider saving it, because what will happen
when you are not around?
I may be in need of it,
no one can do it better or like I can
leaving me wanting to become addicted to you
because you are

More Than Enough

The Way I Walk Now

The softness of you the way we danced
slowly I felt relaxed
please continue to
make your way to my bed for a nap
as I prepare another meal
just to keep you attached
your eyes I enjoy them
as they have welcomed to my contact
then there is the body chemistry
that kept an arch in my back
looking to increase my
universal acceptance as you
held your emotions intact
I'm living complete for the
achievements of keeping a positive attitude
then it comes to again seeing your smile as
I'm tall dark and handsome showing the
world with a smile

The Way I Walk Now

Pain Reliever

Lights flashing
Beams hot with aggression
Shadows of the lonely
Looking to make a strong impression
I’m not afraid nor ever shall I
Be intimidated when it comes
To my expression
Devoting the premeditation
To the reoccurring smiles
I unconsciously receive on the regular
As in the jacket
I’m made to fit in your world
As the only member
Therefore if you feel me
there wouldn’t be any reason
not to be real with me
I capitalize on the horizon
Within eyes of the less fortunate
not really helpless just defenseless
Let me understand my words
understand you and your 5 senses
Making you into a believer
about how my poetry is like an ultra strength

Pain Reliever

Sunday, March 13, 2005

My Heart Only Swells For You

The many before my mistakes
Have already been replaced
With a smile strong enough
To make your world quake
Slowly you are receiving me
Getting ready preparing openly
To catch me before I fall
Never leaving me lonely
Thank you
For your time for making me
feel like I’m the one and only
Grateful my faith as my pain
Has been eased
with just one look at your face
You are special
Providing time for me to pray
Before I lie next to you
To me that incredible
Unconditionally welcoming me
As I welcoming you
Over and over in my mind
I want to continue telling you that

My Heart Only Swells For You

Wednesday, March 09, 2005

"Love is Blind"

My strength at the time
when I needed it - was you
The courage to exchange my words
for your heart was true
In deed my travel abroad was real enough
to keep my memories of you really clear
with the devotion I allowed myself
to possess for you - but wait,
was it really that serious
as you already had your work
cut out for you,
I see.... I was like a cloud
in your life who passed by your shine
Receiving your body
before your soul and mind
A victim I became of the expression

"Love is Blind"

Ahkmel Pharod



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Monday, March 07, 2005

Secret Passion

The beating of your heart
the way you breathe
the thoughts you have
are now just for me
the " I wonder what it would feel like "
troubles your emotions for another,
how can I ease the pain?
Come to my love
before it washes away with the rain,
tears of angels not hard to explain
allowing you here to remain
just for me to rescue you
from conditional love
from any other that I find insane,
a woman such as yourself
shall forever be free
from any permanent scars or vain.
So in depth, let my words of warmth
tuck you in at night,
just for you to wake up again
because I'm so anxious
to hear your voice again
claiming at the same time
we are just friends
while experiencing this

Secret Passion

Saturday, March 05, 2005

In My Life




A simple rose I have found
It's not the flower that grows from the ground,
Its beauty is one of such delight ...
This rose is soft to the touch in all its perfection.

The envy for all the flowers in this garden
Its fragrance will consume your every obsession.
This rose must be a gift, a gift from above
A gift from Heaven to show us love.

Every morning I wish to wake to see its petals glisten
Its easy to see how one could be so smitten
If love was a rose it would shine so bright
Because all I need is this rose in

In My Life

Sunday, February 27, 2005

The Needs of Your Woman

I am sitting here
realizing the gist of life
and why God puts us
in the positions he does,
when I sleep
I dream of moments like this
just to experience a lady
drawn to my attention
drawn to the spinal cord
attached to my ascension
I am not pretending
I am just expressing the innocence
within my man that grew from a man
to become a responsible man
with more than a plan
and an initiative to understand

The Needs of Your Woman

Friday, October 22, 2004

Buying into the Idea

I brought into the idea
Just to find myself visibly unclear
Regarding these women
Who I tend to share
Thought after thought so sincere
Sometimes unprepared, no rehearsal here
My life universally geared
To express that's why everyone listens
To judge or stare, intrigued or Amazed
at the way my words care
Before my voice clears the air
Because sometimes yeah
I'm saying it without fear
I am aggressively misunderstood
without the tears, and why cry if
I'm not next to your heart so dear
Bringing me back full circle
of thinking after

Buying into the Idea

Wednesday, August 25, 2004

Without Believing

Home at last right where I belong
So strong
No worries nothing but sweet music
Lovely songs
My source my strength endless
All day and all night long
While I’m in Brooklyn
I can’t go wrong
My walk my talk to the streets is the bond
That keeps the connected protected
You don’t feel me
If you don’t understand
And it’s not your fault
It’s just that you are not from
Where I am from
Rather dealing with the Man from NY
But not from Brooklyn
Two different places
And we all don’t know each other
Or about each other
So stop asking
Because if one had you
Where that one is now not with you
Bet your negative bank account
He will not talk to anyone else about you
Probably met you in the club
While you where out not in touch
With God’s mission
Please listen
What I speak of is just the reason
I will never stop breathing
When it comes to a woman
Defending and pretending
Constantly needing

Without Believing

Tuesday, July 20, 2004

To Really Like You

Still moving accuracy spiteful
Handful of blood and sweat
less the tears yours
now mine rightful
No discussion over and over insightful
You figure it out
I'm tired of explaining myself
To more than quite a few people
Who I've frozen with my heart
Cold like an ice cube
Crushed lyrically
and I didn't have to fight you
To love myself more
Before I was able

To Really Like You

Saturday, July 17, 2004

As a Habit

The mindset in motion
Within my pictures
Not arrogant at all
I just know that I have
What it takes to make
Someone hard of hearing
Into a good listener
Sociable and sensible
As an outspoken self starter
And an independent finisher
Still life impressionist
Using the hemisphere as my canvas
Unlike Leonardo da Vinci
I project romance
With mechanics understanding
The dimensional graphics
Containing right angles
between two points of a tangent
I envision 45 degrees
beginning at a zero value
of an x,y, axis
Words sometimes escape
the lexicological patterns
Maintaining focus to righteously
levitate w/no magic
Due to the fact
within the fractions of writing poetry

As a Habit

Differences of Opinions

I see once again
I must use my gift
To avenge my spirit
So suddenly sad it is
That woman don’t get it
God must have forgotten about
Instilling patience over the materialistic
So many hearts shown to me forfeited
And still I’m finding my temporarily lied to
Right in front of my face the wicked
which God allows me to see it
spiritually guided to understand
how the lost stay lost
due to being inexperienced
my 1000 words the lords deliverance
first chapter genesis
we are not different
we just have

Differences of Opinions

Wednesday, July 14, 2004

Quite Alright

The water for the new seed
the flower to be as in my wife
my partner my life
Let's embed our righteousness
within the world and start off
on the foot - right
I want to keep you
where you are
close never too far
because for you I'll fight
the same way you fought
the telephone operator
the night you couldn't
get in touch with your light as I
that knew he would
later have to provide
for you which is

Quite Alright

Tuesday, July 13, 2004

More Than Love

When you saw me
for the first time
You kept quiet
just to feel safe,
and I can understand that
as I didn't speak about much
only because I
feared the touch
of every word
hitting you with

More Than Love

Standing There

I was the only one left
Standing still standing there,
I was the last pure soul
To show a smile
While standing there unaware
that I was to continue
standing still standing there,
I even attempted to move
so I could share
how I was feeling about
standing still

Standing There

Saturday, July 03, 2004

I Don’t Own

Wounds deep no roots
No freedom no truth
Residing fallacy falsehood no truth
Mind treated like a booth no phone
An orange picked no juice again alone
With home I'm still winning to lose
My consciousness visibly still roams
Beyond my zone my flight wingless
twilight inner-space cloned
Afro-American genetically stolen
Follicles poisoned and tampered with
Too thick to comb
Confused and misinterpreted
The same close minds of those

I Don't Own

Approachable

The last tear to fall
Caught by the unconditional
Not letting me burn
Making the switch
Emotionally transitional
Involved now with new purpose
An energy felt from the west side
Of her heart emotional
As she listens providing me
With the motivational
Relaxing within the devotional
State of being sociable
Lovingly quotable
As my memories of her
Are now every second

Approachable 07/03/04