All I Had Left (w)

My poems are from the hearts of Men
who became conquered from within,
within the thoughts
of those before them
within the achievements of the Egyptians
my inscriptions are on
the pyramids of women
who I enslaved within my mind
not to challenge but to welcome,
because I love them
them who are of you
you who are of them
from your walk to your talk
I choose to journey beside you
As I am destined to be your King
as your destiny will one day
lead you to become my Queen
I dream you and the pleasure
that I am suppose to bring
treating you like
a fire in the winter
paying you very close attention
fulfilling your most passionate desires
before I enter your clear waters
I'll drink the love of your flesh
to build my courage forever
providing you with the strength
if it was

All I Had Left

All I Can Do (w)

After all of these words
The explanations the patience
The answering the many questions
What else of the now and present
can or better yet do you want
from me a man as 1?
What can I truly offer you
without doubt?
I share with you
my thoughts you compel them
you share with me your past
I listen in return,
I strive to comfort you emotionally
for your feelings to take aim
in a new direction
Let go of that strain
you wish to hold tighter than a man,
For every day I hear you
I fight back my tears
I hold back my pain
Where are we going tomorrow
if we fail to understand today?
I express to you - I express to you
Do you understand?
Do you have any idea of you
not expressing yourself to me?
I fight these tears right now
as I am going to keep
holding on because it is

All I Can Do

And that’s for Real

Empty mystically challenged
Speech impeded by those things
No name once needed
In the middle trust believed it
Sweat dripping nervous
Even after I’ve succeeded
Question to date Que'
Interested myself swept away
By the shapes of clouds
Designed by my thoughts
My illusions scientifically proven
Last flash last light
Mach 10 out of breath
About to pass you
while thinking and standing still

And that’s for Real

Without Life

All I want to do
is live for the lover in a woman,
romancing her without trying
making love to her without relying,
I have an infinite amount of love
to honor my woman with,
I don't have one right now
because I feel like work
would have to be put in,
and I have a job right now
where I smile unconditionally
at all of my guest
I check in and out of my hotel
where I work...
Have you every heard
of a man with thoughts like these
thoughts that would make
You drop to your knees..
I am interested in A wife that I would
make a wedding dress for...
A wife that I would drive
to the equator for
just to show her
that it will never be
to hot (in the kitchen)
A woman that I would
live to die for
A woman that I would
put my arm around
when or when its not cold
a woman that I would
massage her intellect like her back
because that is what
I`m here life for
Rubbing her mind
like her spine every time
she comes through the front door
Keeping my mind above all others
that she might have encountered
respecting her as if
she was related to
four generations before my mothers
Quenching her desires
providing her with
more than a cup full of water
how about my life preserved for her
to use as her personal reservoir
do you feel me,
flowers everyday delivered by me
because its what I stand for
nothing less than
the blood flowing within my body
that GOD keeps me alive for...
My woman my wife,
where without
My manhood would exist

Without Life

What We Don't Ask For

Even now when I think about you
My mind goes crazy
with just the thought
About the things that go on
in your mind about me,
for I'm more than human
leaving no room for excuses
my strength comes from your thoughts
as to when you sleep
like the way the power of my munificence
increases similar to the early bird
getting the best worm
as in the perfect man in me
always allowing others to take his turn,
the admiration constant and mutual
will just in the long run
increase your interest in me
a man who is confident, a man who is
conceited a man who over achieves,
a man who understands and loves beautiful
things that others are to blind to see
as I am patient with miracles like Moses
within the Lord's Holy Story as we should
greatly appreciate

What We Don't Ask For

Stay Awake

Red carpet atmosphere
I'm spoiled with
each moment understood
bottom lip soiled with,
you know it didn't take
too long for you to show it
to me the glaze complimented
by your inner glow scents
attracting my arrogant...
acting stiff radius
of my x, y and degree N to the 90th
your each contraction before reaction
girl why you laughing?

Work applied - little pressure
right heal on the bed
left knee on the dresser
God Child never of the lesser,
Situations like this I treasure
as you better
believe in my forecast
before any news flash
or report of the weather
when in each others eyes
we look and monuments shake,
waves of brains quake,
never wanting to sleep
so I will continue to pray
and protect with the 3rd eye
allowing my hunger for you to

Stay Awake

More Than She Would Ever Know

Lets say I'm holding you close
with your face facing the wind,
my arms are around you,
holding you secure enough to keep
your thoughts grounded with my own
your back pressed firmly against my chest,
the sexy thing about the way
you appear as your body's pressed
firmly against my highly respected
that day we became one,
my love I demonstrate with confidence beyond
any others that you might have ever
come across in the past or you may ever
come across in the future
where at the present
Love starts to verbally orchestrate
my thoughts with bass and a
smooth harmonic display of a man
looking to sweep a woman as in yourself
from off of her feet to carry her to
a resting place for you to dream
about the vision I placed within your mind
my whispering with my hands upon the frame
of your body and soul the slow way
I identify with the muscles you work
to keep you functioning as a mother,
this I know, understanding my presence
and patience of my own when it comes to
pleasing a woman who deserves

More Than She Would Ever Know

Conversations Beyond Conversations

I'm not here to disguise
the way I feel about my world
I have things on my mind
a lot of them relating to why there is
still the improbable pertaining
to maintaining a civilized relationship with mankind
why must we breathe to unease?
Taking even our last breath to cause stress
always looking to hurt because of our fear to work
Why must we be lackadaisical
in our socialistic approach
when it comes to we as an undivided
though decided class of people,
when does the God Factor take in affect?
When does forgiveness run out?
I need help - therefore I seek help,
I am not afraid of those that are not afraid of me,
I have issues that I strive to conclude,
I said, I have issues that I strive to conclude,
whether with myself or with someone of myself,
I'm not out to be taking the wrong way,
I feel that it happens when someone doesn't
want to take the time to get to know me
instead control me, and rob me
of my intellectual approach to converse on
topics that leaves an uncomforting feeling with my mental
analytically hour after hour
I find myself able to bring substance
into a creation of a different relation,
then I relax my mind looking
to receive knowledge of a new elation
waiting for a creative and different response igniting

Conversations Beyond Conversations

Available

It's you and me again,
My friend - you are,
So recognize what you
Have discovered in a
Different man by accident,
Patient lover
I want you to listen
To the fantasy in my voice
The temptation in my accent,
Woman pay more attention
Then you have paid before
And I'll give you more
Than you've bargained for,
Leaving you with no
Other reason to continue
On to explore the empty voids
You have already endured
Never shall that enter
Your mind as I once again
Reach for that spine,
That I caressed gently
With my poetic thoughts
Tranquilizing your body
With my mind,
I am in charge once again
To bring you close to my heart
Securing your worries
Right from the start,
Where the only worries
Are relating to how happy
And satisfied I continue
To keep you, addicted,
So come get it cause its here
Anytime and anywhere
For you to get it, because I am

Available

More Than Enough

Just can't believe my eyes
sometimes when it comes to you
as on a scale of one to a hundred
will never amount to you
the way you are so beautiful
I'm missing you once again,
as you may have thought
my feelings were just for pretend,
I have grown strong with you
as I now long for you
to touch and caress my heart
like the, wait...this just in
I've been wanting to share this with you
from the very start..."so here I go"
I sit here and think about
swimming inside of you,
I think of how I can
just quietly enter you,
my blood flows south for you,
as my mouth is watering to taste you,
I'm so nasty - I want you
to pour your life inside of my mouth,
I want to look like those idiots in those
got milk ads - got juice?
or shall I say cream,
I would like to freeze or better yet
consider saving it, because what will happen
when you are not around?
I may be in need of it,
no one can do it better or like I can
leaving me wanting to become addicted to you
because you are

More Than Enough

The Way I Walk Now

The softness of you the way we danced
slowly I felt relaxed
please continue to
make your way to my bed for a nap
as I prepare another meal
just to keep you attached
your eyes I enjoy them
as they have welcomed to my contact
then there is the body chemistry
that kept an arch in my back
looking to increase my
universal acceptance as you
held your emotions intact
I'm living complete for the
achievements of keeping a positive attitude
then it comes to again seeing your smile as
I'm tall dark and handsome showing the
world with a smile

The Way I Walk Now

Pain Reliever

Lights flashing
Beams hot with aggression
Shadows of the lonely
Looking to make a strong impression
I’m not afraid nor ever shall I
Be intimidated when it comes
To my expression
Devoting the premeditation
To the reoccurring smiles
I unconsciously receive on the regular
As in the jacket
I’m made to fit in your world
As the only member
Therefore if you feel me
there wouldn’t be any reason
not to be real with me
I capitalize on the horizon
Within eyes of the less fortunate
not really helpless just defenseless
Let me understand my words
understand you and your 5 senses
Making you into a believer
about how my poetry is like an ultra strength

Pain Reliever

My Heart Only Swells For You

The many before my mistakes
Have already been replaced
With a smile strong enough
To make your world quake
Slowly you are receiving me
Getting ready preparing openly
To catch me before I fall
Never leaving me lonely
Thank you
For your time for making me
feel like I’m the one and only
Grateful my faith as my pain
Has been eased
with just one look at your face
You are special
Providing time for me to pray
Before I lie next to you
To me that incredible
Unconditionally welcoming me
As I welcoming you
Over and over in my mind
I want to continue telling you that

My Heart Only Swells For You

"Love is Blind"

My strength at the time
when I needed it - was you
The courage to exchange my words
for your heart was true
In deed my travel abroad was real enough
to keep my memories of you really clear
with the devotion I allowed myself
to possess for you - but wait,
was it really that serious
as you already had your work
cut out for you,
I see.... I was like a cloud
in your life who passed by your shine
Receiving your body
before your soul and mind
A victim I became of the expression

"Love is Blind"

Ahkmel Pharod

The Reason You Smile 

Secret Passion

The beating of your heart
the way you breathe
the thoughts you have
are now just for me
the " I wonder what it would feel like "
troubles your emotions for another,
how can I ease the pain?
Come to my love
before it washes away with the rain,
tears of angels not hard to explain
allowing you here to remain
just for me to rescue you
from conditional love
from any other that I find insane,
a woman such as yourself
shall forever be free
from any permanent scars or vain.
So in depth, let my words of warmth
tuck you in at night,
just for you to wake up again
because I'm so anxious
to hear your voice again
claiming at the same time
we are just friends
while experiencing this

Secret Passion

In My Life

A simple rose I have found
It's not the flower that grows from the ground,
Its beauty is one of such delight ...
This rose is soft to the touch in all its perfection.

The envy for all the flowers in this garden
Its fragrance will consume your every obsession.
This rose must be a gift, a gift from above
A gift from Heaven to show us love.

Every morning I wish to wake to see its petals glisten
Its easy to see how one could be so smitten
If love was a rose it would shine so bright
Because all I need is this rose in

In My Life

The Needs of Your Woman

I am sitting here
realizing the gist of life
and why God puts us
in the positions he does,
when I sleep
I dream of moments like this
just to experience a lady
drawn to my attention
drawn to the spinal cord
attached to my ascension
I am not pretending
I am just expressing the innocence
within my man that grew from a man
to become a responsible man
with more than a plan
and an initiative to understand

The Needs of Your Woman

Buying into the Idea

I brought into the idea
Just to find myself visibly unclear
Regarding these women
Who I tend to share
Thought after thought so sincere
Sometimes unprepared, no rehearsal here
My life universally geared
To express that's why everyone listens
To judge or stare, intrigued or Amazed
at the way my words care
Before my voice clears the air
Because sometimes yeah
I'm saying it without fear
I am aggressively misunderstood
without the tears, and why cry if
I'm not next to your heart so dear
Bringing me back full circle
of thinking after

Buying into the Idea

Without Believing

Home at last right where I belong
So strong
No worries nothing but sweet music
Lovely songs
My source my strength endless
All day and all night long
While I’m in Brooklyn
I can’t go wrong
My walk my talk to the streets is the bond
That keeps the connected protected
You don’t feel me
If you don’t understand
And it’s not your fault
It’s just that you are not from
Where I am from
Rather dealing with the Man from NY
But not from Brooklyn
Two different places
And we all don’t know each other
Or about each other
So stop asking
Because if one had you
Where that one is now not with you
Bet your negative bank account
He will not talk to anyone else about you
Probably met you in the club
While you where out not in touch
With God’s mission
Please listen
What I speak of is just the reason
I will never stop breathing
When it comes to a woman
Defending and pretending
Constantly needing

Without Believing

To Really Like You

Still moving accuracy spiteful
Handful of blood and sweat
less the tears yours
now mine rightful
No discussion over and over insightful
You figure it out
I'm tired of explaining myself
To more than quite a few people
Who I've frozen with my heart
Cold like an ice cube
Crushed lyrically
and I didn't have to fight you
To love myself more
Before I was able

To Really Like You

As a Habit

The mindset in motion
Within my pictures
Not arrogant at all
I just know that I have
What it takes to make
Someone hard of hearing
Into a good listener
Sociable and sensible
As an outspoken self starter
And an independent finisher
Still life impressionist
Using the hemisphere as my canvas
Unlike Leonardo da Vinci
I project romance
With mechanics understanding
The dimensional graphics
Containing right angles
between two points of a tangent
I envision 45 degrees
beginning at a zero value
of an x,y, axis
Words sometimes escape
the lexicological patterns
Maintaining focus to righteously
levitate w/no magic
Due to the fact
within the fractions of writing poetry

As a Habit

Differences of Opinions

I see once again
I must use my gift
To avenge my spirit
So suddenly sad it is
That woman don’t get it
God must have forgotten about
Instilling patience over the materialistic
So many hearts shown to me forfeited
And still I’m finding my temporarily lied to
Right in front of my face the wicked
which God allows me to see it
spiritually guided to understand
how the lost stay lost
due to being inexperienced
my 1000 words the lords deliverance
first chapter genesis
we are not different
we just have

Differences of Opinions

Quite Alright

The water for the new seed
the flower to be as in my wife
my partner my life
Let's embed our righteousness
within the world and start off
on the foot - right
I want to keep you
where you are
close never too far
because for you I'll fight
the same way you fought
the telephone operator
the night you couldn't
get in touch with your light as I
that knew he would
later have to provide
for you which is

Quite Alright

More Than Love

When you saw me
for the first time
You kept quiet
just to feel safe,
and I can understand that
as I didn't speak about much
only because I
feared the touch
of every word
hitting you with

More Than Love

Standing There

I was the only one left
Standing still standing there,
I was the last pure soul
To show a smile
While standing there unaware
that I was to continue
standing still standing there,
I even attempted to move
so I could share
how I was feeling about
standing still

Standing There

I Don’t Own

Wounds deep no roots
No freedom no truth
Residing fallacy falsehood no truth
Mind treated like a booth no phone
An orange picked no juice again alone
With home I'm still winning to lose
My consciousness visibly still roams
Beyond my zone my flight wingless
twilight inner-space cloned
Afro-American genetically stolen
Follicles poisoned and tampered with
Too thick to comb
Confused and misinterpreted
The same close minds of those

I Don't Own

Approachable

The last tear to fall
Caught by the unconditional
Not letting me burn
Making the switch
Emotionally transitional
Involved now with new purpose
An energy felt from the west side
Of her heart emotional
As she listens providing me
With the motivational
Relaxing within the devotional
State of being sociable
Lovingly quotable
As my memories of her
Are now every second

Approachable 07/03/04

Physical and Sexual

Everything from the glow you show
to the way I stroll,

After one kiss from your lips
I'm mesmerized by your hips
and the way they flow,

You have me feeling
like summer to snow,

Warm with lust my feelings
I'm more than anxious to show,

So let's make it possible
as we are sensually flexible,

Experiencing intimacy
beyond being just

Physical and Sexual

God Still Cares

Angry beyond loves repair
While using every noun and verb
Patiently I sat there
Quietly venting
premeditating the reaction
Of another's fear
before my nostrils flared
and my dilated pupils stared
heavily to resist unprepared
Because my feelings are sincere
convinced to repent my sins
because I know

God Still Cares

Where Would I Be

I remember who you are do you remember me?
I once worshiped your smile with my eyes,
do you remember me, I spent countless days thinking
if I would ever see you again,
determined is that Mexican Indian
that wants to keep you warm over and over again,
your sculpture I traced with my eyes
I can never forget, just only the way
your email address looks on the internet,
you told me, I didn't write it down,
because I didn't have anything to write with,
I just stood in front of you
and recorded the sensual movements of your soft lips.
And found myself paralyzed by your sweetness,
and you see what happens,
I am respectfully approaching your world
with only one aim and that is to please,
because if you were not here than

Where Would I Be

The Love of Me

Hours – I’ve Talked
Suicide – the mental
Devotion – the weakness
Faith – the struggle
Love – the hustle
Pain – I’ve hurt too
Escape – the virtue
Truth – the curfew
Minutes – the climax
Trust – the discovery
Forgiveness –

The Love of Me - 05/12/04

Endearing

After you hung up
I cried
Lonely the compassion
Replied
Comforting I as a man
Alone, I've tried
Still I fail
As I now continue
To ask why
I need you here
In my life
Sharing caring staring
Cheering, celebrating, hearing
Up close and personal our smiles

Endearing

Run to Me

Soft ways I study just to bring
To your attention
My love my worth my honesty
The vows of a sincere man
Shared with you while I'm with you
As you become more fond of me
The sun begins to form a bond with me
Which will shine through
Allowing you to forever
Remain calm with me
Expressing my all for the third time
To you because you belong with me
As you are a bright star
In my sky I will always want to see
Similar to the way you use to

Run to Me

My Me

On my mark
Getting set going on with my bad self
Moving to rhythm
Cuz it's more than good for my health
Lyrically powerful like Donald Trump
Without the wealth keeping it stealth
No need for help
Can you dig it or dig that
With more than a utility belt
Or play with 1 card out of 52
That you've been dealt
Sticking my chest out
Chin held at 90 degrees
Doing the do
Getting it done confidently
No worries no fear
is the way it has to be
so follow me until your legs
detach from your knees
and your feelings disappear
from your sleeves
allowing you to then see
my truth my love

My Me

What I've Earned

Tombstone carved
Reading Arabic on purpose
Evil seen read heard then
Discovered by the righteous
Played the side of the fence picketed
I'm talented multi-gifted
Which makes me different
Do you get it
Spelling it out providing
Where and when the needed assistance
Firm how I learned
Once burned I guess it was my turn
Understanding my left before
My right became aggressively concerned
Mindful and formed to maintain

What I've Earned

Nasty and Simple

10 on my left plus 10 on my right makes 20
Within one month this is not funny
How promiscuously I spend money
that's not mine, I'm no dummy
I shake, rattle then role
these women like Cleopatra
to King Tut's mummy
sit on more than a pedestal
without the honey, gritty and grimy
though I won't steal your I'd
You shouldn't run from me
because I won't chase you
10 seconds flat I just replaced you
with someone new
by the smile thought you knew
Idiot, I extinct you
without trying to rethink you
now find yourself before
my PHAROD sinks you
because you are very

Nasty and Simple

I Will

Just because I missed my train
Doesn't mean missing my bus I will
which will take me to my automobile
gas gage stands still
as my engine starts up at will
my key my operation my skill
you see how I travel is how I will
from birth to this earth
mechanic to machine
not in my dreams
to have a sports car or Deville
I keeps it 150,000 miles for real
the knowledge learned
is now wisdom revealed
promising my inner self
to continue battling up hill
leaving the negative stuck with
the negative grill
no smile no happiness no will
to walk my walk
or even understand how I feel
when my soul touches the ground
my path continue to pave

I Will

Without the Cherry - 4/16/04

Sky falling in front of me
hands too numb to protect
My human from the impact
of rain, sleet, snow and hail
eyes crossed due to the brail
I'm not able to read atmospherically
ears infected you aren't hearing me,
Maybe just the drip drop
or the tic tock
My sorrows my day after tomorrow
un-preparing me amnesia
umbrella opener the life at 29
is now scaring me inside - tearing me
one second at a time
triple double daring me

Without the Cherry

Forever Wanting You

Submitting my all
My first name my birth name
Right from the start
Trust that you
will have my heart
Loving the way
I discovered you
so wonderful my feelings
Ready to smother you
as my smile covers you
Surrendering my spirit
Becoming you
I can not see myself
not loving you
while my destiny is
existing next to me

Forever Wanting You

Stimulated

Tempted to ask
Intimidated to look
so I share with my fantasies
here's one
My mind, my hands, my mouth, your panties,
Breathing, teasing, confidence believing
4play over achieving,
Climax
30 intervals you're reaching
Sweat leaking, I'm catching I'm drinking
and this is just one fantasy
that ran through my mind
after you glanced at me
no longer intimidated
as I verbally initiated
My attraction
simultaneously becoming

Stimulated

As My Words Blush

I hope I'm doing this right
you know the way
I'm expressing myself
sharing with you about
how I feel
My crush
I'm patient enough
not to rush
secretly awaiting
your touch
into your eyes
directing love
can you or do you feel
what I feel

As My Words Blush

As My Alibi

She had her chance
even after she broke
My heart

Playing with my feelings "A Simple Smile"
So many take for granted,
Smiles that are carefree;
To laugh one time and show my teeth,
Would mean the world to me.
She awoke my mind
to continue to be kind

Flattery I knew wouldn't
get me anywhere so I

Rearranged my sweet talk
and started to lie
using a smiley symbol

As My Alibi

False Notions - 1/13/04

You see I sat in that seat that
your last man sat in
many expectations many speculations
my mind, my body, conditional captivation
where all is lost now because you couldn't
accept me as a new sensation
surprisingly as I slept on the break of dawn
waking up now slowly understanding
my rights before I attempted to do wrong
closing the blinds both hands
pulling and removing the wool
from over my eyes
tragic story after tragic story
I will write until I fall into
a position that is civil as no woman no cry
heart too wounded to be broken
just to address poetically spoken
the agendas,
negative intentions and

False Notions

My Writing Tablet Perspires

You see the molecular structure
Behooves my ability to stand still
before my thoughts rupture
The 31 lines on a letter size
piece of paper I under/ stand
the focus of the righteous
and the principle of the misguided
Trail set without footsteps to fall off
as the kindred spirit within exercises
the mere thought of
versatility - tranquility
Allowing me to show my ability
to the universal pressures of
the earth atmospherically
without the desires of my retire
I will exist until I write and

My Writing Tablet Perspires

Because of You

You are now the image of a new day
A beauty with the royal glow
of a princess
My eyes you hold captive
And my heart defenseless
Can I be your friend and you mind
Until we are breathless
You see before there was you
I worked hard to stay focused
On my morality and respect
That I will one day shower
a lovely lady as in yourself with
Happy now more than ever each day,
knowing that I get to gaze
my eyes upon you face,
Love is in love with my taste
Because of you
Love is in love with my state
Because of you
Where love has found a new place
in my heart

Because of You

Me Making You Mine

Then if you came my pardon would
Allow you and your worth
To me pass one more time
As the glass would clearly
Have me stuck on an hour
With no time to run out
Still I'll pray so we can exhaust
all of the fun out
My thanks to you
for allowing my devotion
to rise upon skies
tears from my eyes
Unlimited
Wishing for the first time
to catch a star,
so I can wish upon it hoping
While living to love you resulting in

Me Making You Mine

An Eternal Flame

Sometimes I cry a bit
when I think of you
as much as I try a bit
to not forget about you
No longer......
meaning I would rather spend
the rest of my life
forgetting about who
never was meant for me
in the beginning
However, it took her to show me
my true form of not being afraid
of a new beginning
as you were, yes you,
so receptive so digestive
so relaxed and I must say
so openly expressive
and that's the type of person I require
to everyday hold the mental match
to light my intellectual fire...............
We are two in the same
patient with the game
and because of that
we will forever burn
in each others heart like

An Eternal Flame

Integrity Defined

And just when I thought it was safe
to play outside with Johnny
the rain
it seems will continue to fall and claw
at what makes me me,
instead
I lose sight over another's envy
and I was just politicking the 4th degree
then it became more
for the other to yearn for
I can see the convo
taking place in my dreams
that I won't stand for.
Anybody you want
then anybody will want you
don't front chilling on your time
because you a dime
like diamonds
being a woman's best friend not mine,
plus I don't resemble a dollar sign
and I would think in 2003
a little focus would be on

Integrity Defined

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Something from something
leads to more days ahead
where I get to continue showing YOU
just how much I am interested,
while focused on becoming situated
in the mind, body and spirit
each day for more than a minute
my vision my passion my heart
I express so you can hear it
and not fear it so move out the negative
because my lyrics are endless compliments
stored so heavenly protected,
carefully administered and

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